Sometimes we ask God for things, for answers, and He puts them right in front of us and we still doubt that it's the answer.
I've been praying over some things recently, and the answer was clear as day but I was struggling with so much doubt and unbelief. God answered this with a thought, something along the lines of, "It's one thing when you struggle to believe in something you can't see, but what about when you struggle to believe in can see?"
Pray for the answer, and when God provides it, pray for confidence and help in your unbelief.
A poem I wrote on May 4th 2022. I have Schizoaffective disorder, manic type. It is both Schizophrenia and Bipolar mixed. I also have Borderline Personality Disorder. I wrote this poem after a psychosis episode. I have hallucinations, mainly auditory. In this episode I kept harming myself due to commands and both arms were badly bruised which my psychiatrist saw. I hope you like and maybe will relate. 🙂
Lately... when the flesh is weak and it feels like my faith may fail, I feel myself falling into the hands of the Holy Ghost, and when I'm in His grasp I realize He'll never let me go.