#*DEEPER SIGH*

[the-palelady]

when cowboy!ghost is leaving the clinic after his usual visit to his favorite nurse he always makes sure to let her know he loves her. his job is dangerous. last thing he wants is for him to go out without her knowing how much she means to him.

so one day he gives your lower back a pat, whispering a “love ya, sweetheart,” before turning to leave.

however, you don’t say it back.

simon stops dead in his tracks while you continue on about your business. for a moment he waits it out, maybe you didn’t hear him? maybe something else caught your attention and you had to take care of it before responding?

but your response never comes.

so he turns to face you, his expression nothing short of annoyed, eyes narrowed, lips pulled tight under the bandana that obscures the lower half of his face.

your back is turned to him when he stomps over towards you. he minds your hands of course, making sure you aren’t holding any of the doctor’s instruments before he turns you around, jolting you from your work.

your eyes meet a raging fire, his pupils almost dilated. your cheeks are pinched between his thumb and fingers, lips pursed.

“si-“

his voice is a deep rumble, thunder clapping in the distance.

“i said…i love ya, honey. now i know that pretty mouth of yours hasn’t forgotten how to say it, or do i need to give it a reminder?”

[jazforthesoul]

every time someone reduces CAPTAIN !!! elizabeth "lizzie" lafayette down to "a sad lesbian" a fairy dies bc i shoot it with my gun. like you're telling me you were spoon-fed a character that has one of the most realistic and RAW representations of grief and perseverance in the series and all you got from that was "she's sad" ????

is she a constantly happy character? Fuck no! that's acknowledged!! but to take EVERYTHING that she is, which has positive and negative aspects THAT ARE BOTH SHOWN, to take the fact that she is THE DRIVING FORCE OF THE MAIN BACKGROUND PLOT, and reduce her down to NOTHING but her relationships?? ?what the hell!!!

[advluv4life]

We give Neil a lot of credit for:

"You know, I get it..."

But I think that:

"All the same, I'll give you one more..."

deserves a bit more love lol

Just...yessss Neil, keep going, keep talking in front of millions of people on live TV! Do it! I love you!

[graveyarrdshift]

i wake up and then i yearn and yearn and yearn and yearn and-

[threestargirls]

people who hate sejanus will never not just astound me. you ask them why and their reasons are sooo incredibly weak.

“his plans weren’t well thought out” “he was too naive and trusting” “he was sheltered” “he was impulsive”

and there’s a REASON for all of those things!! all of those are completely justifiable!! and if you really think about it, none of those things were his fault!

the whole point of Sejanus’s character is that he tried to do the right thing, no matter the circumstances or consequences. the whole point of Sejanus’s character was that he represented the good in Coriolanus’s life, and that Coriolanus killing him was him leaving behind almost all the good he had left in him.

yes, sejanus was flawed. and no character is pure good or pure evil. but sejanus did the wrong things for the right reasons… sometimes the wrong thing wasn’t even really that wrong!!

[joongdunking]

Joong's reaction to JoongDunk kiss scenes is just so fun and interesting to watch!! 😂😆🥰

That I could watch it all day... 😌

Clip #1: Why was his lips moving and leaning in too when Fadel was kissing Style?? 😂

Clip #2: He leaned in at the same time when Fadel gave Style a sweet peck on the lips and JUST LOOK AT HOW THE CORNER OF HIS LIPS WENT UP!!!!! 🫠🫠🥰

JUST LOOK AT HOW SWEET HIS SMILE IS!!! MY GOODNESS 🫠🫠🫠 I swear this is SO Joong and not Fadel at all!!!

Clip #3: Monitoring JD kisses seriously DO NOT DISTURB 😆

[meadow-moth]

I can't get his face right but. I mean. He.

Bonus cropped background (baby long legs + homoerotic ritual sacrifice) under cut

Idk I just think they're fun

I put like. Bare minimum effort into them but I like them (<- this is me pointing out that baby long legs faces look disfigured as fuck but that's okay because it's 8am and I've been drawing since like. 2. Insomnia.)

(I am allowed to make mistakes I am allowed to make mistakes I am allowed to make mistakes I am allowed to make mistakes I am allow- *gets dragged to hell*)

[brainrotcharacters]

I still have such a visceral hatred as a listener for that part in Love in Paradise where Calypso's "stay in my open arms" blended into Polites' motif

[ianthewife]

feeling completely normal and regular feelings of appropriate intensity about Dr. Rebecca Moore this fine evening

[ibrithir-was-here]

When you're reading a book with an interesting premise and a compelling protagonist and beautiful prose and it's such a strong start and then it changes from first person into third and just...meanders itself inton a fizzle with a "wait... what??" ending :////

[sendmyresignation]

april listening.. been a minute since i've done this 🫣

[villain-in-love]

Okay, let me think… I must note that I don’t think I would have to force Thistle in the same way Break needs to be forced. At the very least because when Mortifera tries to convince Break to wear a dress, he knows that she has sexual motives. This whole situation came to me more as a joke to write into their story, because Mortifera is notoriously horny on main, and Break is the No.1 kinkshaming enthusiast. But in Thistle’s case, I wouldn’t say that I’m as motivated by my lust? In many ways, it really is because I find pretty dresses to be an aesthetically pleasing look on him.

I can turn it sexual, of course. But at its core, it’s not. (But if we do look at it from that perspective, then I must say that I certainly like the easy access and possibility of fucking my f/os without taking off their clothes, just hiking up the skirt...)

I’d say that it really comes down to me being an aesthete and a fashion fanatic. I love coordinating outfits, I obsess over my dolls’ design, obviously I would love to have some fun dressing up my f/os in pretty outfits.

Ah, right. I am putting the remaining rant under the cut because I'm not sure if the rest of the people who follow this blog will find my incoherent musings particularly interesting.

Also provoking a reaction is more like a possible bonus feature that I can get from specific f/os, because I don’t expect to provoke any reaction from Thistle, and he doesn’t seem like the type to care that much about looking feminine or wearing women’s clothes? And I’m not doing it for sexual reasons, so this won’t be a cause for embarrassment. Though he probably would still point out that dressing him up certainly excites me a lot, which might get him flustered, but it’s not like I can help it.

But I can say for sure that this also has nothing to do with it being a “role reversal”. I don’t really get off on it as a “taboo” of putting a man in a dress, I still would have been into it even if this was a social norm in our world. I think I just overall find women’s clothing to be prettier? The real question here is why I am more attracted to femininity specifically.

And now there’s just some speculations, because the right answer might be hiding even deeper. I don’t know, maybe it’s something from my childhood (I wonder if it’s because the family members that were the most present in my life until I was 8 years old were primarily women?.. I mean, not that women can't be masculine, but no one from my family was particularly gnc.)

As was suggested, I proceeded to compare masculine and feminine aesthetic, and I think that femininity earns my favour because I perceive it as more refined? As often pointed out by feminists, displaying femininity costs money and takes more effort than masculinity... And a nice feminine outfit might indicate a sense of aesthetic and social awareness (by which I mean, the person knows that looks are important in society) which could indicate intelligence.

For the record, by all that I mean modern-day understanding of masculine and feminine, because men’s clothes before 19th century I perceive as similar to women’s clothes of our days, and it seems that I have a favourable view on both.

Also I guess I prefer feminine men because they are more safe? Not in a "they won't hurt me" way, but in a "they are less likely to be misogynistic" sort of way. Because usually, fragile masculinity cannot survive being dressed up in a feminine way. If a male individual does that, chances are that he's less obsessed with gender roles.

Also maybe it has something to do with me wanting to take care of my partner? Because dressing someone up in nice clothes can also be a way of caring, especially from the viewpoint of someone who considers fashion to be important.

Perhaps... putting my f/os in pretty clothes to reflect how special they are to me...

Also, you know, I was always notably careful with my dolls, even when I was little. Other little girls are usually more ruthless when playing with their dolls. If something is pretty, it must be preserved that way and protected...

And in case of Thistle, the desire to protect him and pamper him is pretty strong in me. Mostly because of all the shit he's been through and my belief that he deserved much better. I guess dressing him up in pretty clothes can be also be a way of showing how precious he is to me. To upgrade the looks to something fancier to match how special he is. I think he needs someone to treat him this way. For his own mental health.

[amtrak12]

By the gods, this can't be happening. This fic I want to post on May 18th is already on pace to be another 10k+ fic. How can I be a missionary for the joys and wonders of a sub 5k fic if I keep writing one-shots that are over 10k words long??? 😭

[keeps-ache]

things have been learned 👍 (slight audio warning !)

[mydictionary-yume]

Ok so ummmm. I'm finally somewhat comfy revealing my secret f/os so if you finally wanna know who [REDACTED] and ⭐ are, you can check out my carrd. Okay. Hides my face and walks away. Bye.

[pocket-prosecutor]

I don't have anything to say about this one. I just wanted a new icon, passed out, then woke up to this