#*yells from the nowhere...

[sonknuxadow]

its so frustrating how a lot of scu fans cant handle other sonic fans not having the exact same taste in sonic media that they do. like i feel like you can say something negative about literally any other sonic media on here and people generally wouldnt care that much but the second you say anything less than positive about the movies people start getting all weird about it and trying to argue with you ive had it happen to me and seen it happen to others as well .... like the sonic franchise is very big and has many different media types and writing styles not everyone is going to uncritically love everything. get over it ? im not trying to be mean but idk what else to tell you

[feedthepigeons]

whoopsie doopsie my hand slipped

anyway click for better quality

[silusvesuius]

[jawz]

caretaking my mom can be incredibly difficult on an emotional level mostly bc she sometimes gets really cruel and insults me on the deepest levels she can LOL but the last two days were honestly amazing… i think i’m actually gonna be able to heal the trauma of the thanksgiving 11 years ago when she split into religious delusions and did a number of deeply abusive things i wont list here, told me i wasnt her child and i was satan’s now, left the apartment and blocked my phone number for a week and i had no idea when she would return (at some points i worried she never would)… that helped stoke the stupidest most waste-of-time fear of abandonment & it fucks with me so much still

BUT for the first time since 2013 it was just us two on thanksgiving (we didnt celebrate it most years or we were with extended family) and we had such a good day. it’s so hard with her. i cut her a lot of slack because she’s literally dying, idrc what she says to me at this point, it only hurts in the moment now somehow… afterwards it disappears because it doesn’t fucking matter, only the love i have for her matters. any hurt she sends my way i will receive with love and respond with love. but anyway WE actually have now started paving over that old pain (which traumatized her too i know) and i have something to remember now going forward each late november, not just pain and fear and confusion and shame. ❣️

this is our last winter holidays together, in all likelihood. i’m lucky she even wants me around, there were so many times she wanted nothing to do with me lol. we’re seriously closer than we’ve ever been, she does compliment me too, and we eat weed gummies and watch tv for hours and just laugh, smoke cigarettes out the patio door cause its 5 degrees outside… she trusts me to confide in about how weird it is to have parts of your body dying but still be walking around alive. ALS is such a weird disease. i wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy.

[zarafey]

-play a game

-get brainworms about a character

-apparently nobody has the same brainworms as you

-start writing your own fanfiction at 11pm

[cuntwrap--supreme]

I've been doing a lot of grocery delivery in the country lately, so I ordered myself a nice bumper sticker so I fit in with everyone else's stuff :)

I've seen a lot of these lately, but they were all of a pride flag I don't recognize. Not sure which gender/sexuality has the red and white stripes with the blue with white stars in the corner, but I guess it's an ok design. The rainbow is the traditional LGBT flag, though, so I feel it symbolizes the collective queer community a little better and will be a little more noticeable/recognizable than niche flags, like this stars and stripes guy.

[riverstyxsarts]

living in an evil household will have you saying things like i got in trouble because of the banana

[daybreakrising]

okay i knew it was coming but are you actually kidding me hyv. salt incoming and i never imagined i'd salt against anything to do with fontaine but here we are, stranger things have happened.

but you're telling me that a random ass chef that we've never seen or heard mentioned before in game is the fucking five star when ifa, a character who had his own semi-archon quest tie-in event questline, who has been mentioned several times throughout the AQ, has voicelines about him from most of the main characters.... is a four star.

i can't even say i'm surprised because let's be real, the ratio when it comes to five star characters is incredibly unbalanced. now i'm off to check the banners to see if he's on a rerun i want bc like fuck am i pulling on the chef

i stg the rest of this livestream better be good bc i am pissed

[radiohahas]

...

[getyinyusedtoit]

any time someone uses the power of the internet to complain that cezhou get together too soon an angel dies.

[elkkiel]

also HASHTAG OILERS NATION BABY WOOOOOOOOOO WE'RE GOING TO GAME 7 FUCK YOU FLORIDA BARK BARK BARK BARK WOOF GRRRROOOF RAAAAHHHH

[jimmyspades]

Alan’s whole thing being leaving—he always leaves first, it makes him feel safe to know he doesn’t have to be tied down. There’s a risk that the better people know him, the less they’ll like him. The less he’ll like himself. So when he becomes someone he doesn’t like anymore, he can walk out of any job or room or relationship and start over fresh somewhere else, as someone new.

He knows all of those bonds are temporary in some way—he also knows having a child wouldn’t be. That’s why he freaks out when Gloria asks him to have a baby with her (and has an affair behind her back, as far as I can remember that’s the only time we see Alan being unfaithful in a relationship? It’s pathetic and mean in a way that doesn’t suit him… but I digress—). He says all the men in his family were bad fathers, getting worse with each generation—which means his father was the worst, and he fears he’d be next.

Alan tells Gloria he’s always been able to leave—to stop loving the people he once loved; he sees transience as part of who he is—but with a child, he would try his hardest to stay. Unable to walk out, he’s worried he’d become trapped as someone he doesn’t like. “With each ensuing day, I would become less and less myself.”

That’s part of his tragedy: Alan does like himself, but he’s never stayed in one place long enough to be fully known. His first thought is that if he does stick around, he (and others) will discover that he really is a bad person—like his father, or worse. To be loved, he thinks, will make him less Alan Shore.

That being temporary is his natural state, and staying is antithesis to who he is—maybe the permanency of family will strip him of his identity, or he doesn’t deserve the unconditional love that comes with it. He just can’t fathom it working for him—after all, it didn’t as a child.

He’s so worried about feeling trapped and resentful, of being like the other men in his family, he doesn’t even allow himself the possibility that he would be a loving, present, good father. “I would become less and less myself,” he says, totally oblivious to his own compassion, kindness, the tenderness he’s displayed for years—especially for children, over and over again. He doesn’t know he could become more himself—that Alan Shore is already a good friend and lawyer and partner and person and he could be a good father, too. That he can stay, he doesn’t have to stop loving, ever, and it would be okay.

[yardikins]

What tv executive do I have to fight to get season four of Backyardigans on free streaming because like almost all of my favorite episodes are from S4 and for some reason all the services that have the show are allergic to carrying that season + the one that does have it you have to buy the individual episodes to watch them

I just wanna watch Robot Rampage :(

[outofmymindbebacklater]

the audacity of the witcher Netflix creators to take iconic scenes from the book and then surround them with things that make no fucking sense

[ankhisms]

will unfortunately forever be haunted by the one "when you grow up with an angry man in your house he will always be there" quote like hoooough. wonder what its like to live in an environment where theres not just sudden furious screaming out of nowhere for no reason

[extinctpussy]

me when someone tells me they care about and love me and want good things for me and think I’m a great person: