#...don't tell anyone i said that tho :

[sleep-nurse]

remember null? well after lore progression and violence he regained his true self now

say hi to narrow (or, nicknamed by hana, anguria which means watermelon in italian)

lore rambling in the tags because i'm not assed to write it here

[byfulcrums]

i cannot stop thinking about anissa and marky though [COMIC SPOILERS]

how did he react when he learned what his mother did? just like mark, he lived a lie. he thought his mother was kind and nice — the only thing that is true is that she loved him, but now, he has no idea if he should believe it

and. you've grown up being conditioned to believe that violence is peace, and that kindness is a lie and a weakness. you hurt people. by hurting a person, by destroying him irreparably, you found the boy you love most: your son. and you don't regret it. you hope one day, once he sees him, he'll get it. but you still don't regret it. you can't say you're sorry

marky will grow up without his biological father, because when mark hugs him he can only remember his mother and what she did to him. your father can't love you the way your mom did. you can't love your mother the way your father loved his

the worst part is, that it she hadn't done it, you wouldn't have existed. you wouldn't be here. your father will grow to love you. you will grow to accept each other. but you tend to wonder — if he never sees you as anything else other than your mother's son, then who will you have when everyone else you know dies?

[butmakeitgayblog]

Okay that look that ADC gives Laura? I can just see all of your Lexa au looking at Clarke like that and I can’t with the softness.

You're not wrong

But also...

[pardonmydelays]

me seeing a new different delivery guy in my mall today

[pekoeboo]

ugh. some thoughts.

really been trying to find the joy in drawing/writing again and honestly it's been such a challenge. friends have told me it's most likely depression that's making it hard to feel motivated and tbh they're probably right.

hoping to get back into being creative in the way I Want to be at some point tho. I miss it. there's still so much with my stories and characters that I haven't been able to share or explain and I wish I knew how without it feeling like this daunting, impossible task.

I don't know when I'll get around to actually sharing art again (or writing, if ever). was hoping that I'd manage to get some of my mental and physical issues in check recently for just long enough to get back into the swing of being creative, but that hasn't seemed to work. everything feels bad, both artistically and physically. I'm struggling to keep up with the frantic pace at which my brain comes up with story concepts and intriguing character interactions, even tho everything in me wishes I could turn it into tangible artistic expression so I can get it out of my head and share it. it used to be easy. I don't know why it's not now.

I'm just . tired, I guess.

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

i would like to stop experiencing the full spectrum of human emotions every day please. putting this out into the universe

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

"i mess up things and then i don't have the energy to fix them up" yes brain true sentence but no brain the appropriate response is NOT "therefore i should kill myself (and here's how)"

[linabirb]

im sobbing me and grandma were talking about how sensitive i am to stuff like textures, smell, taste, all of that and bc of that i can't eat most foods no matter how hard i try and i was like "idk i tried to find some info about it but most people say it's just autism lol" and my grandma was like "aww you're my autistic creature :)"

[no-one-hears-me]

"please don't do that" = my inspiration to do that

[ardenrosegarden]

The general meaning of The Moon Tarot card in an upright position is that everything is not as it seems. It is also the Major Arcana Tarot card of intuition. The Moons tells you that something about a situation or person in your life is not what it appears to be and you need to trust what your instincts are telling you in order to see past this illusion... ...In a general context The Moon Tarot card reversed can signify releasing fears or negative energy clearing. It can also indicate secrets or lies being exposed...If you have been awaiting a decision on something, The Moon reversed indicates that you will get an answer or clarity on the matter.

-The Moon

The Two of swords The Heirophant The Hanged Man The Devil The Lovers The Sun

[spurgie-cousin]

What do you think of Gwen nog going to the wedding? I read that Mykelti said she doesn't know why Gwen wasn't there, so it couldn't have been Just like a scheduling conflict right?

Idk what to think about that tbh, based on her past comments and stuff Gwen doesn't seem to have a problem with David or the fact that her mom is getting remarried. Mykelti acted like it was a shock to her that Gwen didn't show up, so I feel like it would be weird if it was something she'd planned in advance that was the conflict bc like, why wouldn't you just tell your family that?

It's also kinda weird to me that Mykelti says she still isn't aware of the reason days after the wedding, she was like "maybe it was an emergency" but like ??? If I had an emergency that was going to make me miss my mother's wedding, I would definitely try to at least send a group text or something??

I feel like the reason has gotta be sensitive since she hasn't posted anything about it and my guess is that it has something to do with Paedon walking Christine down the aisle (Gwen has big beef with paedon for a lot of reasons for those who don't know), and Mykelti is acting like she doesn't know rn to protect Gwen's privavy. Maybe Gwen didn't know that was gonna happen until shortly before and it just made her too uncomfortable, idk.

[crumplingcubitos]

Loki, the old bird is all creaky and stiff. A good crumple should help :)

oh definitely!

[britneyshakespeare]

this barbie saw the barbie movie

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

i want ike to be in three houses

for science

[aveline-shepard]

ALSO I need you all to know that my aunt heard me affectionately talking about someone and later when my cousin drove her home, was like "I didn't know she was gay!" And, like, kudos to my aunt who was 100% cool with that (though surprised) and did not make a big deal about it in the moment, but I later had to inform her that my bestie and I are unfortunately not a couple because she is tragically heterosexual. I mean, with that said though, she is right and I AM gay.

[ambreiiigns]

Today on Cherry’s wrestling survey, do you think they’ll go with A) Jey winning the title at Summerslam B) Cody winning at Summerslam or C) Jay White debut and title win?

LMAOOOOOOOO