Last night’s meditation followed the recent pattern of alternating deep and shallow meditations. Last night’s meditation was relatively shallow.
I shook with spinal vibrations a bit more than my usual and through most of the meditation. My sense of hearing wasn’t as interiorised as the night before. I heard the usual ambient sounds, unlike the night before last.
To conclude, my attention wasn’t cut off from the immediate outer environment and tucked well into the thick silence of peace.
Woke up early in the morning and went for a 10 min walk and reading A Feast For Crows while doing so.
My bf came by for lunch but i wasn't in the mood to eat, he ate but i kept myself to tea. This headache is getting the best of me and its really hard to focus.
Read AFFC again in the evening and finally finishing The Big Bang Theory for the nth time ( i don't know how many times i've rewatched this show)
35days left for my exam and decided to sincerely start from tomorrow that means I have 4days each for a subject and another 2 spare days for emergencies / or other things.
Will post my productivity challenge and things to do from tomorrow. Planning to start with Modern History.
Ráno byla porada s ředitelkou úseku. Přivítala mě a přiložila mi na záda další nálož stresu v podobě vysokých očekávání. Moje úzkost vzrůstá. Celej proces je děsně stresující. V tom, jak se ke mě teď lidi chovaj, se do široka rozevřely nůžky. Někteří mě přestali zdravit, nebo se na mě dívají se zcela zřetelným znechucením. Druzí jsou milí a snaží se, abych se cítila dobře.
So quite a while ago i created a hair called Melody Hair. It was my first ever cc piece it was good for me at the time but now as i've been learning to make cc better i decided to redo this hair. so here it is! The Remastered Melody Hair!
17.4.2024: I managed to send the emails from yesterday. I worked on some group presentation slides for a bit. And then I attended a meeting on permeability instruments! It was so exciting, the company representative was visiting Finland, so he came to present the newer models to us, bc our old equipment is very old. The new models are so modular and modifiable, it was really satisfying to listen to, I can't wait.