#18/12/22

[kyouka-supremacy]

Gin would gift Ryuunosuke a fake plant to water and he wouldn't even realize it's fake

[is-hinata-good-today]

december 18th, 2022

no matter what, hinata is simply the best every single day!!!

[mel-inoe]

çetin ve dönemeçlerle dolu bir depresyon serüveninin içinden sağ çıktığım için size ufak bir konuşma yapmak istiyorum, belki kabuk tutmayı becermiş ama iyileşememiş yaralarınıza gelirde merhem olur, merhem olmasa da yaralanırsanız ne yapmanız gerektiği hakkında bir fikriniz olur. o yüzden şimdi konuşmak istiyorum.

kendinize zulmetmeyin. bazen kafanızın içindeki o canavar aynaya baktığınızda kendinizden tiksineceğiniz hale getiriyor sizi biliyorum, aynalara sırf midem bulandığı için bakamadığım zamanları bilirim. görünüşümden dolayı değil, içimi küflü ve çürük bildiğimden. tohumumu çürütmüş olmak yaptığım en kötü şeylerden biriydi. aynaya her baktığımda kendi katilimi gördüm. oturup kafayı patlattığınızda ve elinizdeki o çürük tohumla kalakaldığınızda dibi gördüğünüzü düşünüyorsunuz. hayat kalmamış bir cesedi avuçlarınızda taşımak zordur. ama biz bir tohumdan ibaret değiliz. biz koca bir bahçeyiz, toprağız, köşede duran kocaman ceviz ağacıyız. elindeki o tohumun cesedini bırakmanın zor olduğunu biliyorum. umutlarını, düşüp kalkmalarını, onu hayatta tutma çabalarını.. bunları gömmenin çok zor olduğunu, senden bir parça götürdüğünü, eksilttiğini biliyorum ama bir tohum için bahçeni ihmalle mahvetmenin daha kötü olduğuna inanıyorum. bazen bizi var edenler ardımızda bıraktıklarımızdır. iyi olabilmenin yolunu ölenin öldüğünü kabul edip yola devam etmekle buldum. ölen belki bir sevdiğiniz, belki aynadaki yansımanızdır bilmiyorum ama kabullenmek kendinize yapabileceğiniz en iyi şeylerden biri. yaranın varlığını reddetmek o yarayı iyileştirmez. ve eğer o yara mikrop kapmış sizi zehirlemişse kesmenizde ya da dağlamanızda sıkıntı yok. suçlu hissetmenizi gerektirecek bir şeyde yok.

bazen dünyadaki en kötü kişi kendimmiş gibi gelirdi. ister inanın ister inanmayın bir zamanlar hepimiz masumduk. bu dünyanın düzeninde hayatta kalmak için yaptığımız şeyler bizi kötü kılmıyor. belki üstümüze çamur bulaştırıyor, elimizi ayağımıza dolaştırıyor ama kötü yapmıyor. yemin ederim bu böyle. isterseniz gidin hadislere ayetlere bakın Allah kimseyi kötü yarattım demiyor. içinizde kötüyü isteyecek bir fıtrat var ama onu yenebilecek iyiliği de içinize koydum diyor.

hayatta kalmak için ördüğünüz o karakterinizden utanmamanızı ve suçluluk duymamanızı istiyorum. siz çocuktunuz, hiç bilmediğiniz ve kimseye güvenemediğiniz bir dünyaya geldiniz. elbette ki kendinizi savunmanız gerekecekti. bildiğiniz ve gördüğünüz yolları kendinize silah yaptınız. elinizdeki seçenekler bunlardı.

şimdi çıkın kötüyseniz kötü olmaya devam edin demiyorum ama artık gördükleriniz sınırlı değil, kendinize göre hayatta kalma yolları bulabilirsiniz. buna inanıyorum.

bana gelince, dibine kadar inkar edip sürekli tiksindiğim ve hor gördüğüm küçük halimi kucakladım. şimdiki halimden iğrenmeyi bıraktım ve elimdeki bahçeyi nasıl güzelleştiririm bunun derdine düştüm. ilk defa zihnim bu kadar sessiz. kendimle savaşım bitti. sevdiklerimle savaşım bitti. kafamdaki çiçekleri suluyorum.

pes etmeyin. dibe vurduğunuz anlar olacak, intiharın size dünya tarafından altın tepside tek çare olarak sunulduğu anlar olacak ama pes etmezseniz hepsi geçecek. hiçbir şey düzelmeyecekmiş gibi gelen anlar olacak, çevreniz sizi anlamayacak, sürekli iyileştirmeye çalıştığınız yaralarınızı parmağıyla gelip gidip oyanlar olacak ama sonunda iyi olacaksınız kendimden biliyorum.

kırıldığınız yerlerden yeşermeyi bilmeniz gerekiyor. bilmeniz gerekiyor diyorsam da öyle eğitimine falan gerek yok dua ettiğinizde Allah tarafından sisteme default olarak yükleniyor.

destan yazdım ama üç senelik meydan muharebem bitti mazur görün. kafamda zafer naraları atılıyor şimdi. elhamdülillah. elhamdülillah. ufak tefek tökezlemelerinizde kendinize haksızlık yapmayın. hayatta kaldınız. iyi olacağım, iyi olacağız. 🌱

[mariuccia]

[lcentretenimento]

Audiências Consolidadas de Domingo - 18/12/2022, São Paulo

Audiências Consolidadas de Domingo – 18/12/2022, São Paulo

Confira as principais audiências da TV aberta no domingo, dia 18 de dezembro de 2022. (more…)

[rovingsolitarything]

18/12/22

Judgement

Reflection, reckoning, inner voice, change of position, renewal, outcome.

Is this a punishment? It feels like there’s a very loud message you’re supposed to be hearing right now, whatever the case may be.

- CJ

[girlkisser13]

cabin headcanons masterlist

a/n: these are all my personal headcanons. i will be making ones for more minor gods.

cabin 1- zeus ⚡️

cabin 3- poseidon 🌊

cabin 4- demeter 🪴

cabin 5- ares ⚔️

cabin 6- athena 🧠

cabin 7- apollo ☀️

cabin 8- artemis 🌙

cabin 9- hephaestus 🛠️

cabin 10- aphrodite 💗

cabin 11- hermes ⚕️

cabin 12- dionysus 🍷

cabin 13- hades 💀

cabin 14- iris 🌈

cabin 15- hypnos 💤

cabin 16- nemesis ⚖️

cabin 17- nike 🏆

cabin 18- hebe 🍶

cabin 19- tyche 🎰

cabin 20- hecate 🪄

cabin 21- hestia 🔥

cabin 22- thanatos 🪦

cabin 23- morpheus 🛌

cabin 24- melinoe 👻

cabin 25- persephone 🌸

cabin 26- eros 💘

cabin 27- nyx 🌌

[nyanaknifegal]

A Date to Remember <3

[sugdensdingle]

[get-back-homeward]

Life With The Lennons, Exclusive by Ray Coleman, April 1965 [x]

[liverpool-enjoyer]

if you dont think leos the best player in the world i truthfully honestly dunno what to tell you bro youre too far gone

[princesscatherinemiddleton]

IRISH GUARDS | The Princess of Wales attending the annual St Patrick's Day parade with the Irish Guards

[syunkiss]

do we ever talk about 12/13 chuuya i dont think so

[bugmistake]

sometimes its so crazy to realize that there's actually a lot of things i like. that i thought i didn't like because i was a depressed teenager. i love being outside! i love swimming! i love talking to people! even strangers sometimes! i love getting dressed in fun outfits and doing makeup! i love reading and going to art museums! i just thought i was doomed forever to a life of complete and total apathy and void! and now look at me! still a little shaky but i'm doing it!!!!!

[nikki-tine]

So it's come to my attention that despite the page I have set up within the desktop version of my blog, I don't have a mobile version of an introduction post here. Oops! This one's newly written, too, in a different format than the other.

So, that being said - Hello!

I am Nikki/Niko (Whichever you prefer!) and I am a 27-year old Genderfluid artist person (My birthday is on January 9th!). I don't think there's too much to be said here, but I can and will say with confidence that this blog has been, especially in the last few or so years built up to be a catch-all for whatever I deem good to reblog or post (All of which typically related to fluff stuff, feel-good vibes or something that I may feel strongly about).

This place is, and always will be a safe space for a) People with disabilities (I am autistic, have ADD and Bipolar as well as Anxiety) and b) LGBTQ+-identifying people (I am, as mentioned before Genderfluid, and I'm Pansexual Panromantic!).

If a reblog or post makes you uncomfortable, then I will happily delete it if asked.

I make it a point to keep these posts SFW especially nowadays - however, I can't quite vouch for possibly the oldest of my posts (as I've been here since the early 2010s along with some ol' dumb teen thoughts involved and it'd take forever to sort absolutely everything out from over a decade ago at this point). I'm pretty sure that I've removed most of the NSFW stuff already from those years ago, but if I missed something then I don't mind deleting it as long as you let me know first (I'm incredibly disorganized and would appreciate a nudge in the right direction).

With these details out of the way - I am an artist that dabbles in various fandoms with no real sense of rhyme or reason outside of either hyperfixated interest or otherwise with the intent to update old ideas and refresh them into new ones. Like most artists on the internet, I ask that you do not repost without credit, trace and/or copy my work. I'm quite literally living paycheck by paycheck with my family right now. You CAN however use my artwork as a reference or as inspiration for your own work - If you do, lemme know! I'd love to see the result!

Here's a vague list of fandoms I dabble in (though my post history doesn't quite show that as I tend to leave most of my stuff to posting on Discord instead):

Pokemon (I've been a part of this one almost my entire life lol)

Sonic the Hedgehog (Another fandom I've been in for a grand majority of my life! I'm more of a casual fan as I haven't made much art recently, but I still absolutely love looking at what others come up with for OCs and stuff.)

Undertale (ESPECIALLY AU-centric)

Digimon (Passionate about this one specifically - I have a project I've been working with under this fandom since 2014 on and off)

Cookie Run (Kingdom primarily with a minor Ovenbreak focus for AU concept ideas)

Dark Cloud/Dark Chronicle (This one's SO obscure, but if you know these games then I give you a virtual baked good of your liking! These two games hold a very special place in my heart.)

Dance Dance Revolution, NotITG, Friday Night Funkin (I'm a rhythm game nerd and love the creativity of the communities surrounding these three - I just haven't been able to piece together anything for it yet visually except for FNF stuff on and off)

A Dance of Fire and Ice (Same as the DDR fandom part, but I've made a couple fanart pieces before so this one I may have an easier time of conceptualizing later)

FNAF (Specifically Security Breach AU work! This one's not as frequent as others but I still have stuff in mind for it. Security Breach is how I finally caved with the FNAF series as a whole after watching how the fandom grew over the years.)

Warriors (Warrior Cats, in our year 2024? Eeyup. I just like the funny spiritual witties!)

Team Fortress 2 (This one's in and out but it's one that I come back to a lot as my boyfriend, regularly interacting and involved in the GMOD animation community reminds me of my own TF2 stuff with his presence alone lol. Love you James! &lt;3)

Persona 3, 4 and 5 (This one's a lil self-explanatory but I have AU ideas surrounding these games that I want to make more art for eventually)

If I have anything else not listed before, I'll add it to the list. C: Please keep in mind that although I dabble in these fandoms, AU versions of existing characters may be changed in terms of sexuality, personality etc to reflect the AU they are from (For example, I have a version of Cream Unicorn Cookie that uses he/they pronouns, and my Redeemed!Pomegranate Cookie from the same AU leans bisexual over lesbian for reasons relating to reflection of character and overall character development. I like to make characters more flexible while self-indulging, so keep this in mind). I note this because my own headcanons about certain characters have set off one or two people in the past unintentionally and they VERY much have pushed things in an effort to keep canon down my throat out of retaliation. Let's just say that this part in particular is a thing that taps a sore spot for me for personal reasons. :/

When it concerns making art of my characters - surprise or not, feel free to make art of them and mention me in post (and/or message me, either way works)! It makes me feel SO loved when I get art from others, and I appreciate every piece dearly. 💜💜💜 (I go so far as to hold onto an archive of art that was done for me - with artist names in-tact within the file name nowadays!)

A few things to consider when it concerns tickling-related matters with me:

I am a Switch! I'm unsure how far Ler or Lee I am just yet, but I do enjoy tickling both ways. Unfortunately, however, I'm the kind of person that practically flies across a room when poked,, (if it comes down to tickling my sona - Niko Spirata - tie or hold 'em down if you want to wreck 'em with tickles lol)

My interest in tickling alone is purely SFW - It feels too weird looking at IRL photos/videos with very rare exception (a lot of the exception is the giggle the lee produces from ticklish contact). As a result, all the stuff I'll be reblogging and posting here is art or animation-related instead!

My favorite tickle trope is the one where a shrunken someone or a small something wiggles under the unwitting lee's clothing to tickle them! (Points at wormonastriing's Squirmles as an example of this trope :3) No, seriously. If I end up with art of any of my characters getting destroyed with tickles in this manner I will ASCEND BEYOND GALAXIES.

My favorite spots with tickling overall are belly, side and rib tickling - on rarer occasions, I enjoy tickling in other places (I prefer foot tickling if the lee has paws instead of normal feet!). This lines up with a particular enjoyment of characters being slightly chubby! I looove a good squeeze of the sides or belly, enough to get the lee blurting out giggles.

I have only a few tags I use now on a regular, but these are:

#nikki-tine (This is my user tag and I put it in with my art posts and other things I post sometimes. You may also see others' posts under this tag, primarily with stuff related to asks or when art's been posted for me in the past &lt;3)

#art, #tickle art, #tickling art (These are self-explanatory!)

#NJEGNJ (Something to that effect, lol. It's not exact but keyboard smash tag is typically wrote similarly or around the same for several posts, all of which ones that got me chuckling or giggling like a dork!)

~

My Commission Status is currently set to OPEN (paypal prioritized for now).

It's really complicated, however, and I don't have any other methods than Paypal and Robux right now so if you have questions about that then feel free to message me and I'll try to clear it up as best I can!

I only have two prices, both fully colored and shaded.

Chibies are $25 USD (+ 5 for an extra character)

My normal art style is $50 USD (+ 10 for an extra character)

I do best leaving the BG transparent, but if I HAVE to work on one then I can do nature-themed backgrounds pretty okay. It’s not a strong-suit of mine, however…

My Art Trade Status is Busted Wide Open™ to Mutuals, but I'm a little picky and choosy with random people.

If I decline an Art Trade, please don't take it personally!

In terms of Roleplay, It's Closed on-blog, BUT I'm Open to Roleplay in Discord servers (Provided there's a Tupperbot there for me to use).

I've been looking to find an RP server that has mutuals/friends and allows Undertale-related stuff (especially of the tickling-related kind!), so if you're a part of one please let me know!

DM Status overall is Open (As long as you are kind to me, I will return kindness back!).

My Asks are ALWAYS OPEN! I really like getting stuff in my inbox (and I unfortunately don't get asks often at all).

I'm most comfortable interacting with other adults and SFW blogs (this is more-so for safety than anything else on my end. I don't have the emotional or mental energy to handle potential drama involving context-disconnected words). I don't mind interacting with NSFW blogs here but only if in the context of specific interests of mine and not much else.

I don't really have much in the way of who can't interact with me as long as you are respectful/mindful of chat etiquette and are aware of the kind of impact you may make in messaging people like myself.

I do my best to look at blog descriptions and respect DNI's - If I end up poking at something I shouldn't by accident, as long as it's not met with aggression in DMs, I will happily fix whatever problem you may have related to that. I HATE making others uncomfortable/upset!

If you have questions, feel free to ask! I don't really use other forms of Social Media, but I do use some websites with a social aspect to them casually.

Links:

Flightrising (Funny dragon site)

Chicken Smoothie (This one's a fun lil adopt site from the late 2000s)

GPX Plus (This is literally Pokefarm Q before Pokefarm Q lol)

Gaia Online (Another old site with unfortunate currency inflation, but it's the site that's kept me going with character designing and such over the years! The blog part here is old, but the avatar is updated from time to time. This site is the reason I lean on Monochrome + a color as an aesthetic a lot lol)

Bluesky (mostly inactive - want activity there? nudge me here!)

DeviantArt (It's VERY rare I post here now. Also a warning for those under 18 - there's suggestive and nsfw art in my favorites dotted here and there so look with caution. my gallery itself is SFW however and all the works that would have been nsfw are archived.)

Artfight (Self-explanatory!)