#19 years

[fentanyl-rabbits]

Little present for my grandmother

[dailymariskahargitay]

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!! 19 YEARS IN AND FOREVER TO GO💕

[ecoamerica]

Watch the American Climate Leadership Awards 2024 now: https://youtu.be/bWiW4Rp8vF0?feature=shared

The American Climate Leadership Awards 2024 broadcast recording is now available on ecoAmerica's YouTube channel for viewers to be inspired by active climate leaders. Watch to find out which finalist received the $50,000 grand prize! Hosted by Vanessa Hauc and featuring Bill McKibben and Katharine Hayhoe!

[ardethbayrulez]

Resident Evil 2: Apocalypse

Oded Fehr as Carlos Oliveira

[cyle]

[buntress]

WRITING BLOG!?!?!?!?!?!? I am looking not respectfully at all 👁👁(<- tried setting up a dbd rp blog, got nervous and deleted it before anyone could see it. funnily enough the main muse was michael, not ghostface)

OJNREFGOIRWNTG YEAH IM A BIT NERVOUS ABOUT IT BC I HAVENT POSTED MY WRITING PUBLICLY IN YEARS BUT-

i mean i do have a short story coming out when this years Slenderverse Zine comes out so-

i must be good at it if they picked me up dslfuivgh

[sarahvilelaheart]

This is an art of Mario, Goombella, Princess Peach and Luigi celebrating the game Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door's 19 years of release with the seven Crystal Stars and the five Super Luigi books. So… Happy 19th anniversary, Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door! 🥳 And enjoy! 🙂

[astatine-17]

Ya know what the leafs fans deserve to celebrate like they won the Stanley cup.

Getting past the first round feels like basically the same thing rn

[shy-fairy-levele3]

19 years ago today

It was January 3rd 2004. It was a Saturday.

I woke up to the most devastating news of my young life. I was only 14, my world was shattered.

Part of my heart had been taken from me. I didn't expect to recover. I didn't know how. I had never experienced grief before. I could see no way forward. Someone who brought so much light to my world was gone, and I was left in the dark.

I didn't understand, how could someone so young, so smart, someone who had so much living left to do, be gone.

It took a week or two, but eventually I smiled again. Some joke my friend told at the lunch table. Years later she told me she thought I would never smile again. But I did.

[apesoformythoughts]

[chloesimaginationthings]

Spider-punk and Noir in btsv scene leaked

[depressedhouseplant]

Nineteen

This is a cross post from my Substack. I thought it was important enough to share it here too.

If you don’t like astrology, don’t want to read about rape or emotional abuse, or pregnancy then skip this post.

We’ve all been hearing about the eclipse happening on Monday for months. We have eclipses, both solar and lunar, roughly 4 times every calendar year so they’re not actually rare. The rarity is where it can been seen. On April 8, 2005 the exact same position of the sun and moon happened causing a solar eclipse that could be seen in the Southern Hemisphere - 19° in Aries. So astrologers have been asking what was going on in your life then and how those events / themes look 19 years later.

In 2005, I was 20 in my second semester of my sophomore year in college feeling completely lost. I’d wanted to be a doctor since I was in middle school, but thanks to going to a small college (less than 1000 students) and a first year chemistry professor who decided she didn’t like me, I declared my major as English because I was good at it. Not because I had any passion for it. The joke would be on me because she was a visiting professor and was gone by my junior year and someone else was teaching 3rd year chemistry. I’d met my boyfriend about 6 months earlier (when I was 19), but I was getting the feeling he wasn’t a good fit. However, all of my friends were dating all of his friends so if we broke up then I wouldn’t have any friends. At least, that was my logic at the time. My whole social group basically lived at the frat house on the weekends. So I stayed even though he bullied me into drinking, love bombed me, and eventually bullied me into having sex while one of his frat brothers watched. I asked him to stop, but he refused. More often than not, I was too drunk to navigate stairs much less consent to sexual activity. It set a precedent and those behaviors of letting a guy treat me like shit, a bad relationship was better than no relationship, and using sex as a weapon would stick with me long after he was gone.

Fast forward to now - my husband is the polar opposite of that boyfriend. After years of therapy, I managed to undo those habits. Now I have a host of health issues that I didn’t have then (epilepsy, ADHD, spine and joint issues) which leave me feeling equally unmoored as when I was 20 and walked away from a goal I’d had since I was 12 or 13. My life is about getting through the day. It’s going through the motions. I don’t have anything to work toward. And I hate that for myself.

On the one hand, my life is better because I’m in a relationship with someone who loves and respects me and would never intentionally hurt me physically or emotionally. I have an amazing son who I adore, even though growing him and birthing him nearly killed me. On the other hand, I’m no different than I was 19 years ago. I have no purpose. I have no drive. I go through the motions and do what’s expected of me. And that hurts. I want to be the person I was when I was 18, but not for the reasons most women to. I want to be able bodied, motivated, and able to live a full life. Instead I’m trapped inside a defective meat sack until I die.

To everyone reading this - I hope you’re living the life you dreamed because somebody has to be.

[littlewiseeyes]

thinking about my momma A LOT. I always do really. But lately, everything good, beautiful, sweet and loving reminds me of her. I am constantly pulling up in my mind the many good memories we shared. I needed her much longer than I had her. I wish she could still come give me hugs and we have our daily and nightly talks. Lol I would've happily talked to her for 24 hours if that were possible. She was just so fun and made me so happy. She was my best friend that loved everything about me and made me feel good about myself. She was my twin that looked just like me and enjoyed all the things I enjoy. She was the first to notice and regularly point all the good things about me, always recognized the magic in me.

I miss her. I love her. I wish she could've stayed.

[ndilhmx]

My entire world ❤️

Read More about our friendship!

[crimeronan]

once when i was ten, so seventeen years ago, i was on one of the neopets forums that was in 2006 frequented mostly by edgy teenagers with pete wentz urls who wanted to get around the ban on romance and gay talk to discuss mcr members making out. and it was well past midnight and i was secretly on an extremely clunky laptop the size of a modern desktop, sitting on my top bunk in the tiny room i shared with my sister. and i do not remember the forum topic at all but at some point one of the participants politely asked me, "hey, how old are you, anyway? twelve?" and when i honestly replied "ten," he responded:

"WOAH. Kid, you'd better get off the boards. Wandering the Neoboards at 2 AM is like walking nekkid through the Bronx with your wallet dangling from your nipplz."

and this frightened me so much i slammed the computer shut and went to bed immediately. seventeen years later i still remember this message word for word. including the filter-avoidance misspellings. i need everyone to know about this formative childhood memory. bronx wallet nipplz guy if you're out there hmu and tell me what ur deal was

[daisiesonafield-blog]

“Mystery virus” getting everyone sick… …. It’s COVID

Link

[thejaymo]

Still stan the legend