#2nd part 😮‍💨

[yeonban]

Possibly the funniest ramification (for me at least) of Tobias having a crush nowadays is that one of his most widely used tactics is making people fall in love with him in order to use them for various schemes w/o having to worry about their loyalty swaying long-term, which means that's his first thought half of the time when someone takes an interest in him. And now his second thought which follows 0.2 seconds after is a suddenly lifeless "ah." as he remembers that he can't exactly do that without giving his crush the impression that he's taken and fucking himself over on That front. Fuck his stupid baka life he's shooting himself in the foot NO MATTER what decision he opts for 😭

[astrologydayz]

SOUTH NODE IN HOUSES - SYNASTRY💘

South Node in partners 1st house makes the house person feel so fucking comfortable. South Node person can help the house person with how to have a healthy, and loyal partnership. House person is alright with South Node person being the leader in the relationship, and feels like South Node is someone they have a deep soul connection with. This placement is meant to have a relationship of some kind, and a very deep one. U left a deep impression on each other in a past life and you're supposed 2 meet one way, or another in this one fam ✨❤️‍🔥.

South Node in partners 2nd house makes the house person feel very possessive over the South Node person, but not in a toxic way. House person feels safe for the first time, and doesn't want anyone to ruin that. Honestly, they were probably together in a past life so house person will do anything they can to protect the South Node, maybe sometimes even do irrational things 2 keep South Node around. But they'll love to be in each others company, and can last a very long time cuz they feel so secure together 👫🌤.

South Node in partners 3rd house makes the house person feel like they met in a past life, or have some unfinished karma to take care of. House person finds it very easy to communicate with the South Node person because they've met before, they could also have been siblings or neighbours in a past life ⭐⭐⭐. House person can also feel a little tense at times, because they think so alike ⚡⚡⚡.

South Node in partners 4th house makes the house person have deep karmic relations 2 the South Node person, can be bad or good tho depending on aspects 😇👿. They have each others back at ANYTIME! against anyone that tries 2 tear them apart. House person feels so connected, that they sometimes even go against their own morals. But they are meant 2 be together, and they're family 🖤. Till death do us apart baby 💋⛓.

South Node in partners 5th house indicates that they were lovers in a past life, maybe even an extramarital affair between the two 👀💍. In this lifetime you've come together 2 do it right, and be together properly. Social events, and parties is ideal 4 u guys. Kids could also have been a big theme in a past life 4 u guys, so no kids could be a big option in this life 💍🥂🍾.

South Node in partners 6th house makes the toxic traits a bit more obvious here, than any other placement. House person could feel like the South Node person owes them something from last life. House person might have the upper hand in this lifetime 🗣💪👀 it also indicates that they will feel like they can't be without each other , so you'll keep coming back together 🙅‍♀️🙅💗.

South Node in partners 7th house means they were tied by death in a past life🤲🪐, and will be together in this one. House person will feel like South Node pushes the house person to change, but 2 change with them and not feel alone while doing so. After they worked their karma out, there's a high chance that they will part ways. South Node helps house person 2 find out who they are, and when they do? all bets are off 🤷‍♀️❤️‍🔥

💔

South Node in partners 8th house means that you guys were probably enemies in a past life, and no we're not talking about petty shit. One of y'all could have killed the other, especially the South Node person 🧐😮‍💨👁, now let's get2 the good shit. House will have been waiting 2 find South Node person for a long time. House person feels like South Node is the only one who can connect with them, soul level indicated 💋💋.

South Node in partners 9th house makes the couple expand every area of their lives, especially when it comes to higher learning, spirituality and long distance travels. They are meant to be each others "guiding star"⭐ in this lifetime, cuz they've healed each other before and will do it again ❗❗❗. House person will feel like South Node person knows best, not because they don't trust their own judgement but because they have so much faith in South Node person<33.

South Node in partners 10th house indicates great business deals and partnerships - u guys helped each other a lot in a past life so naturally you'll do the same in this one 💁‍♀️💸💸💵💵. Could also indicate an arranged marriage by your parents tho 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫. House person may feel like South Node person want to get married, getting started on creating a family quick and things like that. They naturally look good together btw 💅✨✨.

South Node in partners 11th house could be an indication of step kids in this relationship, both or one partner could have kid/s before meeting the other 💜. Your soul contract is 2 finish unfinished business, and start 2 love how fucking nice it is that y'all are different. You met in a past life, and probably didn't like each other 😭🤣, but in this lifetime you'll learn how to love each other and come together when things get rocky 🦾🖤.

South Node in partners 12th house is a deep soul contract/karma that these two have. One can end up with a deep soul connection, or a deep heartbreaking experience with no understanding of what was really going on 👿🥺. South Node could take advantage and use the house person, 4 their own personal gain! but look at the aspects 2 c which way it will go babe<333.

THANKS4READING BABE💜

APPRECIATE U, ALWAYS!

[reason-with-the-underdog]

mehrak needs therapy

imagine kaveh's reaction like "omg am i that bad of an builder??? that mehrak needs therapy???? 🥹"

tighnari: yes, her natural role model is you, ergo, she needs therapy

kaveh, who literally just stopped by gandharva ville to share some freshly ground coffee and it turned into a lil chat about mehrak:

kaveh: but i'm perfectly fine????

on the one hand, this means that kaveh has not caught onto alhaitham's 32-step master plan to subtly nudge and manipulate kaveh into accepting kindness and maintaining healthier lifestyle habits

on the other hand….. 😮‍💨

in the words of the immortal ben wyatt, kaveh defends himself with "could a depressed person make mehrak??"

his greatest hope for mehrak was that she would understand him….

…….. and now mehrak needs therapy 🙈

the reason why mehrak needs therapy:

2nd round of interdarshan tournament, where kaveh passes out in the desert after giving the desert foxes the remainder of his water and food supplies

was she the reason why he woke up and was able to continue the interdarshan event part 2 in the desert? 🥺 drag him over to some shade so he can recover from the heat exhaustion, etc

im just imagining kaveh feeling kind of faint so he's just like

kaveh: [sets mehrak down gently on the sand] oh, i dont feel so great….

kaveh: mehrak, can you be a dear and make sure those foxes stay away from the leyline disruptors… im just going to rest a bit………

mehrak: 🫠 😖😰😟

thinking about how kaveh loves mehrak and lovingly maintains her appearance and gives her updates constantly, but he doesn't look after himself

and how mehrak may not be able actually help kaveh back in return despite what she wants

also if she's powered by his vision… her battery is kind of his life force……..

thanks @kurigohan0909!

[princesslftsz]

just got back

3 trips total, 2 diff w@1m4r+

i almost got caught i think. the 1st pic is from today, i concealed in snacks but my dumbass didn't notice a small cam at the start of the next aisle in front of me, so even tho i was a bit far away, i p sure they could see, i also heard sum1 from lp on radio talking abt some girl in a rain coat (me?! i was wearing one but so were others) and i freaked, didn't ditch tho. i also noticed tons of workers lingering and in areas i was in, so i was SWEATING! i decided to finish concealing the rest and go to the bathroom to body conceal, but i didn't get the chance to take the rest cuz my mom called me telling me she was leaving :/ i wont be 1ïftìng there in a while. noticed an lp looking at a security lock box that had been left behind lmaooo, ya se pusieron truchas, me tengo ke poner las pilas 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

edit: i forgot to add that the background in the 2nd pic is a fabric and is part of the haul lol

[juanita-not-hannita]

Oathbound Thoughts

(Part 1)

🚨MAJOR SPOILER🚨

So, here we are. The third book in the LBC. If there is three words I could give for this book it's, What. THE. FUCK. This is probably my 2nd favorite so far (Bloodmarked being first). If you're wondering about the romance I think I have a prettyyy good assumption on what'll happen in the next book.

Quick Recap~

Sel is the son of Bree's enemy(the person who they've been fighting the whole time since like day one lol). He's also the SHADOW PRINCE LIKE WHAT?!? (My heart DROPPED) and he's even FURTHER into demonia worse to like c'mon I've been rooting for you the whole time dude.🙄 Nick and Bree are having a situationship AGAIN and honestly I can't say I support it. Like because how do I know it's not just Lancelot and Arthur plus they can't even HAVE kids. (I'll get back to that part.) YES, i know Bree and Sel's mom knew eachother, but they built their relationship together, not js some ancient spell. Bree has developed so freaking much it's not even funny anymore. She has gone from people protecting her to being the protector like gurllll get itt!

The Fucking Romance (Excuse my language❤️)

Yeaaa Oathbound was a HANDFUL. The fact that Sel is the Shadow Prince and everything completely BLEW my mind away. He also can control Bree's friggin bloodmark. Considering the romance part,(I'll go into detail w the other stuff on a diff post) will there actually be a chance for breeselnick, breesel, or breenick? The fact that Bree is Arthur's scion and stuff and she is meant to fight Sel bc he's the Shadow Prince totally may stop their relationship.. (WHICH IVE BEEN ROOTING FOR THE WHOLE FREAKINGTIME 😫) Grumpy wizard is also in a SEVERE case of delulu and demonia,unless he lets them nurture him and hell him get his humanity back, there's a 5% chance they'll get in a loving relationship, unless Sel gets his humanity restored bc NO WAY im letting bree fall for Sel like that (maybe).

We also can't forget our golden boy is Lancelot's scion and can't have kids with Bree soo....? But! I also have an assumption. They're gonna try to end the Lines😮‍💨. Yes ,that means Nick or Bree will have to die or after Camlann it will be like the END and they don't have to fight anymore??? My other assumption is that Nick will sacrifice himself bc of what he was talking about the crown-shard-kingy-thingamajig in that one chapter bc there is gonna be something between bree and sel (which is kinda unlikely atp☹️) in the next book and he realizes that they're happy together (like what he said during the communion), and sacrifices himself after Camlann. But there wouldnt be like a major reason why he would sacrifice him self, so tbh this is gonna be one ride of a book. Possibly because my baby Bree gets possessed after and transfers his soul to him and sacrifices himself after Camlann to end the Lines once and for all. He's also CONNECTED to Sel.(other than the Oath IK IK🙄) Remeber, he has the shard in his heart and sel wears the crown soo.....we'll see whats gonna happen then.

This is a reminder that Miss Tracy did say that it doesn't matter who Bree ends up with because the Romance is a subplot, and its integrated so well btw. There is a HIGH possibility they might not get tg at all (which might kill me 2) but we must respect Bree and Miss Tracy. So yea, I'm completely torn apart 💔 😞

P.S.

Don't read the books for the romance and love triangle, there's a deeper meaning I SWEAR and if you are....we need to have a little chat.

[sailorshayminxd]

Mystic messenger is genuinely such a good otome game but why does it have SO MUCHHHH ANGST OMFG.

Like wdym saeran is getting DRUGGED BY RIKA...?????? HELLO.... and then in that one story V EMBRACES RIKAS DARKNESS..??? or wtv he says....yeah u embracing her darkness makes you go to jail sooo❤️ but i js wna mention in v's route he's soooooo fine👅..... like i'm srry but in the main story he's so....yeah.😐 like i'm sorry but he js looks weird.😭

Also why is yoosung always meat riding rika....like I get you want her (THATS HIS COUSIN BTW....😰)but when's theres CLEAR evidence that she literally runs a cult and drugs ppl he literally is like "this isn't her!!!!i can fix her...let's js talk it out!!!! LIKE GET OFF HER DIHHHHHH🗣🗣🗣🗣 she don't want you brother...ON FOENEMMM🤑and omg did I mention that that's his cousin????😐😐

also i want to mention that 7 is definitely one of my favs but i hate that in his route when he stays w you at rikas apartment he literally becomes the mayor of frown town...like what this 7 so mad for...💔💔💔 like pls i want you stop pushing us away😞 like yeah he eventually says all his stuff and wtv "dangerous hacker group blah blah blah" but there was no need for u yelling at us jit😒wtv he's so cute tho hhhh😋AND HIS LAUGH IS SO CUTE AND PERFECT OMGG :*(〃∇〃人)*: I wish he was real ugh

My goat...my #1.....the best ever....JUMIN HANNNN YAHHH he's literally the best ever i love him...first I feel like his route isn't as toxic as the others😮‍💨 and also he's so nonchalant and I love Elizabeth❤️❤️ zens a freaking hater(still love him tho lmao)also ppl say he's misogynistic BUT ON MY MAMA HE ISNT!also i think when you stay at his house it's rlly cute😼

also his rizz....👅👅👅 HIS FREAKING RIZZ INGAME I LOVE IT SM NGHHH🤤🤤 also...the bad ending for him...his freaky thingy...yall know what im talking abt...😍 ONE DAY pls king tie me up!!!(what the fart)idc if it's a bad ending fr👅

Saeran!!!!! My 2nd fav heheheeh...his route I think is one of the best...even though I hate the things Rika does to him...(freak Rika I hate her..) but the fact he's so nice to us (before he gets drugged like crazy😐) and doesn't want us to drink the elixir or wtv bc it hurts...like thank you king..ngh...but then when Ray turns into saeran...the way he's so mean...but like it's kinda fine at the same time...like the way he's mean is...like..attractive... I might be a masochist(erm guys joke!!) or sm but wtv...but I think it's so sad how nice he was before he got heavily drugged by rika..he's so evil in the main routes it makes me sad whenever I see his route😞.and then saeran joins the rfa...(such a wholesome moment💔) i think he might have the saddest route also since v dies as well😭

Zen..he's lwk a narcissist but it's okay guys...he's so pretty and annoying but I love how he's always trying to rizz us up😭 like zamn we js met bro is jit in heat...I really don't like the thing w echo girl tho..ik it's part of the plot and helps w it but I HATE IT..like also we meet this jit so fast..also i really do love jaehee but why did they make her so annoying in this route💔 like noo i love her stopp😞. I don't rlly have much to say his route is pretty tame..(gulp)ALSO WHEN YOU TELL HIM YOUVE HAD LUNCH THE WAY HE SAYS "good girl❤️" LIKE WHAT THE FART ZEN w-what u tryna get into...??😼 freaky ahh..👅

Quick rant on my least favorite routes!!!

Yoosungs route...for half of the FREAKING route he compares us to his cousin...like ur saying you want us...and comparing us to ur cousin....what. i get that he stops but the fact it goes on for so long is crazy like what.

Jaehees route...it's not that I don't like her I js don't like how they made her route so...boring💔and also we BARELY APPEAR IN THIS ROUTE??I THOUGHT THIS WAS ABT US AND JAEHEE WHY IS SHE W ZEN MOST OF THE TIME..??😭😭 also the fact that they made it platonic...like wow js say you hate lesbians...😞😞also they make jumin wierd in this route because they make him like purposely like give her too much work in a way.💔 like no that's not jumin ong that's his evil twin😭 but also js want to mention how fine jaehee is my queen🤤🤤🤤

Also js a quick rant abt v..ngl he might be my least favorite but I understand why he's the way he is😭 he was the closest to rika before she "died" so in the main story he barely interacts w us and the group, probably because he kinda closed himself in a few years after her death (I actually don't know how far ahead the main story is to the deep stories(the ones w v and saran) is)also I'm not completely sure but isn't he also like kinda blind?? That also might be a reason😮‍💨

I wish I was there when it was at its peak popularity...💔💔 the Fandom is still there but it's small since the game has been around for so long (fnaf been around longer but still bigger....ig since security breach...😒)UGHH I HATE MYSTIC MESSENGER....i love mystic messenger...(≧□≦)

Holy yap ignore

[jungkoode]

Oh I relished during that little moment with jeon I have to say😮‍💨 it's good to see a crack in his usual demeanour. But with whatever I've read , it raises some questions in my head.

1st is jeons feeling on love

Taking into consideration his past as well as his behaviour, I wonder if he's like allergic to love? Like he won't EVER risk it ever no matter what OR if its somewhat smoother than that, like he doesn't necessarily like it but if there really is a connection, he wouldn't mind it, wouldn't mind acting on it.

I feel like I've definitely been overanalyzing but I still cannot break down his character all that well.

2nd is V's character

I keep looking forward to see V and jeons dynamic as well. I feel like oc and v could develop a mildly friendly bond.

3rd is the hostility b/w ad and jeon

I've read the beginning carefully and AD's hostility seemingly in the story starts from there, but I do wonder, they both lost the person they deeply cared about but are yet tense and deadly with each other while I would have thought they would have gotten close or been there for each other after. So I'm definitely looking forward to cracking that part of the story as well.

Okay, first of all, I love this comment because I can see your brain spiraling, and honestly, valid. Let me break it down.

1. Jeon & Love

Jeon isn’t allergic to love—he’s not out here breaking into hives at the mere concept of it—but he is extremely wary of it. It’s not that he physically cannot fall in love, it’s that he refuses to let himself do so. There is a huge difference. The number one rule of the gang (and I mean number one, like, written in blood, non-negotiable) is no attachments. And that’s not just some arbitrary rule—it exists for a reason. You’ll get a better idea of why in Chapter 9, so I won’t spoil it, but for now, just know that he is trying so hard to keep his distance.

And this is where it gets fun. Because you can’t control feelings. He can try to keep his walls up, he can try to shove everything down, he can try to convince himself that none of this matters—but ultimately? He’s fighting a losing battle. And that’s what I love writing. Restraint. The agonizingly slow descent into something inevitable. It’s not just pining—it’s knowing that you want someone, knowing you can’t have them, and actively trying to stop yourself. That’s why when he finally snaps—ohhh, that’s the good shit. I don’t see this dynamic done properly nearly enough in fanfiction, so I made it my life’s mission to do it justice.

2. V’s Character

YES. You should be paying attention to him. He’s obviously not the focus since this is a Jungkook x Reader fic, and everything is written from OC’s limited POV, but that doesn’t mean the other characters aren’t just as complex. If I wanted to, I could turn any of them into their own x Reader fic because I promise you—they all have just as much depth as Jeon. You just don’t see it as much because OC isn’t as involved in their lives.

But. That doesn’t mean I’m not dropping crumbs. V’s whole deal? It’s there. You just have to look. A lot of the details I include about him aren’t things OC is actively noticing—they’re more like things happening in the background for the reader to pick up on. And, more importantly, pay attention to what he says. His dialogue is so telling. There is so much projection happening at all times. He has issues. Like. Bad issues.

So go wild with the theories. Whatever you think is going on with him? You’re probably onto something.

3. Jeon & AD’s Hostility

Ooooh, this is a good question. And also one I can’t fully answer yet because spoilers. But. What I can say is this: when you’re reading my stories, always remember that character reactions are not about what you would do in their situation—they are about what they would do, based on their backstories, their trauma, and their personalities. So yes, the logical, emotionally healthy response might be for Jeon and AD to bond over their shared loss—but these characters are not logical, emotionally healthy people. They are deeply traumatized, deeply flawed individuals with coping mechanisms that don’t always make sense at first glance.

And that’s intentional. You don’t have the full picture yet, so right now, it’s totally valid to be confused about their dynamic. But as the story unravels, it’ll start making sense. Trust me. Every reaction, every interaction, every little detail—I promise you, it all aligns with the characters I’ve built. Even if something seems weird at first, just wait. You’ll see.

Bottom line: humans are complex, trauma manifests in different ways, and people don’t always react how you expect them to. That’s what makes writing human characters so fun.

[pbaz7]

sexual content (whores 😒)

- now why i gotta be all that??

Sure, she had spent the last 24 hours checking her phone, hoping for some last-minute miracle text from Azzi.

- Down bad in the 2nd sentence smhhh

“Damn, P, you good?” Arike nudged her as they jogged back onto the court.

- RIKEEEE

Cowboy hat. Cowboy boots. A very short jean skirt. And Paige’s #5 Dallas Wings jersey.

- nah she gotta drop 50 no bullshit

A slow, smirk tugged at her lips before she sent Paige a quick wink.

- shiiiit might have to be 70 atp

Paige and Arike were playing off of each other perfectly. Their ball movement was seamless, as if they had played together for years and the defense was scrambling to keep up.

- this what i need to see next season! Arike showing she can facilitate at Unrivaled rn give them time to gel and it’s gonna be special

“Stop,” she mumbled, tilting her head slightly. “We’re in public, and there’s cameras everywhere.”

- after she was carrying on like that the whole game?? Courtside??? Girl….

Azzi smiled first—it was small, soft, just for Paige—and Paige couldn’t help but mirror it, her grip tightening slightly on Azzi’s waist.

- Not the hard launch😂😂😂

but she knew that shit was about to be everywhere.

- IRL this would put Tiktok in a frenzy and there would be someone saying omg guyss i hug all my friends like this don’t make it weird 🙃🙄

Paige mumbled against her skin, her voice muffled. “Come on, I miss you Az.”

- young lady maybe go inside the tinted vehicle ????

“I want you to keep it on later,” she said, giving no context.

- oh?👀

Paige laughed. “Bro just give her three more shots, and she’s gonna pull out a bible and make them turn off the music.”

- lmfao no literally

“I have a thing for shooters,” she said, her tone light but suggestive. “Especially ones with eyes like yours.”

- it’s giving cornball. I have second hand embarrassment 😷

“Then keep your eyes on the road, baby.”

- OH?😮‍💨😮‍💨👀👀👀

She hesitated for a second before trailing behind her, saying, “I almost died last time we tried that.”

- ey pbaz im starting to think you a freak cause ….

“Then beg for it.” She bit down a little harsher this time, drawing a sharp inhale from Paige before soothing the spot with her tongue.

- yea this one for the whores fr😮‍💨🫡

“I want you to hold it for me,” she mumbled against Paige’s lips, her fingers sliding into Paige’s hair.

- me personally the dialogue the best part of these scenes ngl. You have them talking cash shittttt😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 serious behavior

Paige barely had time to finish her sentence before Azzi’s lips were on hers again, swallowing every whimper and shaky breath.

- lmfao nah she finna kill her😂😂😂 that vibrator in the strap combo will have you shaking like a leaf (don’t ask me how i know im celibate it’s an educated guess)

“I’m about to fuck her up,” she muttered to herself, rolling her shoulders back in confidence.

- LMAO yo what is with you and leaving us on a cliffhanger😂😂😂 cause you know good and well we need the mirror scene now. Go head and lock in we’ll be waiting on that one🤝🏾🤝🏾👍🏾👍🏾

Yeaa man temp prolly went up 3 degrees in my house just reading this😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

shillit might have to be 70 atp

70 in her first game is crazy 😭

this what i need to see next season! Arike showing she can facilitate at Unrivaled rn give them time to gel and it's gonna be special

i’m lowkey excited to see how it all unfolds. especially with the addition of nylssa whose game i think is super underrated. especially when she’s having fun

IRL this would put Tiktok in a frenzy and there would be someone saying omg guyss i hug all my friends like this don't make it weird

bro!!? like it’s not our fault you got a weird ass friendship because EYE personally barely touch my friends

ey pbaz im starting to think you a freak cause ....

hm

me personally the dialogue the best part of these scenes ngl.

the dialogue be saving me otherwise i have NO idea what to write

Imfao nah she finna kill her 😂😂😂 that vibrator in the strap combo will have you shaking like a leaf (don't ask me how i know im celibate it's an educated guess)

🤨 educated guess you say

[ferindencadash]

Two days ago was my 40th (help) birthday AND 2 months on T! 🎉

Wasn't up to doing a post and photos til today though (and just barely 😅 but I'm trying to be consistent with documenting).

Still not noticing anything dramatic, which... yeah. It's only been two months. But still. Patience has never been my virtue.

Noticable effects: greasy ass face and breakouts (yay 2nd puberty) and definitely some mustache growth! Probably not enough that anyone else would notice it, but when the sun hits just right... 🤌 Getting there!

Potentially hallucinating effects: I think my voice is deepening a bit? But also I had the flu for a week so 🤷 But I really do feel like I'm losing my customer service voice a bit? Which I'm very fucking stoked about. Also my face skin feels different, I think? Aside from the grease :P It feels a bit... stronger? Thicker maybe? Hard to describe, but there's *something* going on.

Emotion wise, it's hard to say. Work is stressful as fuck right now, so I don't have a good baseline to work with. But maybe a little more mood swingy than usual.

Tmi details and face comparison pics below the cut.

I still can't really see any differences, but left to right is day 1 on T, 1 month on T, and 2 months on T. If anything, I'm feeling more dysphoric about my face (and everything else) now 😮‍💨 but I know that's a pretty normal part of the process. Fucking hated taking photos today though 🤢

Tmi: the bottom growth continues!! 🙌 Definitely the biggest change so far 😅 and holy crap it makes me so happy (and obnoxiously horny 😅).

Also, the smell change is weird and kind of disconcerting. Taking lots of showers to deal with it. Again, I know that's normal and should even out eventually, but I feel like I stink all the time. 😮‍💨

One more month til my first check-in with the hormone doc! I think I might ask to up my dose (currently at 30, I think I'll go to 50).

[starvales]

I miss my husband narumi.........come back from war soon king.....,..

ASHAHSHA HE WILL COME BACK TRUST ✊🏽😮‍💨

i know i did a whole poll and everything last month and also said i'd upload along that week but literally the day after that poll my life went back to being acc so insane-

in the midst of the chaos, i've been adding and editing bit by bit what will be the new chapter, and although, while it's at the stage where its around 70% finished, i wouldn't go as far to say that it will be uploaded within this month since i'll be going into my 2nd year of uni!

i have not left this story, quite the opposite actually (there was only supposed to be like 6 parts of this crack but i’ve managed to come up with like an extra 6 stories, as of now), so fret not, husband narumi will soon return 😼😼😼

[ham-st4r]

Oh my god coffee and cream?!? I remember seeing the wip a while ago and i was really interested but after like a month of no updates I just thought it would never come out but i wasnt expecting literally one of my favorite fics to come from this app to be posted?!? I usually skip to the interesting parts when it comes to slow burn but coffee and cream had me hooked the entire time 😭 it took me like 2 hours to read it all cause i had to stop myself from kicking my feet every line in the 2nd half. I really hope you know that you’re an amazing writer and the fic was 1000% worth the wait 💖

I’m apologize for the long wait at the time I really thought it’d be finished soon after I posted the wip

But 15k words and a few months later I was able to get it done 😮‍💨

Thank you so so much! I’m happy that my writing could keep you 100% invested and I’m glad my hard work didn’t go to waste 🥲💜

[yeonzzzn]

remember when i said i wish i had a big bro like offlimits!jay? well i just finished no limits and... i take that back. i don't want him as my big bro. i need him so bad to treat me like a princess 24/7!!! 💓 gosh im so in love with no limits!jay i want to crrryyy 😩

thank you so so much for this spin-off and for even doing a 2nd part! i think i will keep reading no limits over and over again as i wait for part 2! <3

ps. i hate yn's parents so much and i can't believe there truly are people like that in real life. i do not condone violence but damn, dad deserved that blow and like two more fr 😤

— 🧊

ahh!! hi again!!🤭🤭🤭

i’m glad you enjoyed no limits 🤪 and no seriously to have a jay and be treated like a princess 25/8 😮‍💨 i’m in the process of planning out how I am going to put the outline I made for part two into words so it’ll be out soon <333

no fr yn dad deserves more hits. maybe I can make that happen 👀

[libertatias]

Hello there (the new uncharted fan is back) I finished the 3rd game and let me tell you the 2nd is still better

I believe the creators wanted a cool mix of Navarro and Harry, but they got the worst thing ever: Talbot

I was disappointed with that part (Saleem tried his best to save it what a knight), so I decided to go back and research for the 1st and 2nd game villains

Everything is good till I research Harry like yo I literally write: Harry Flynn uncharted

What I got : Oh, want some Harry Potter ships? Or some Harry styles songs?

Why couldn't he get a normal name?

yeah i'm not a big fan of uc3 (there are elements of it that i like but it overall it feels so messy and weird) and talbot is definitely one of the least interesting uncharted villains 😮‍💨 at least harry has a personality beyond [insert generic british villain here]

this is a GREAT video that touches on a lot of the reasons why uc3 is just. not good lmao (and also why talbot could have been cool if they'd pulled the trigger on adding more supernatural elements to the game)

but agreed it is so annoying trying to do any kind of search about harry LMFAOO u gotta tell google no i want "harry flynn" bitch and even then when u do an exact search the results aren't great

but that's why i'm here 💪 if u have questions i can almost guarantee i have answers bc this man has invaded my brain for 2 years

[twistedyapping]

how i deal with build ups of energy

to clarify what i mean real quick, anyone that knows me should know im a pretty spiritual kinda guy- i thoroughly believe in negative and positive energies and that both of them are weirdly physical despite falling under the metaphysical category

i also believe in old energy and new energy- it's kinda like water in a way yknow- u dont wanna drink old water bc who KNOWS what it's got in it, so you usually wanna flush it out and get new or clean water instead

now lemme explain why im yapping abt this

i just did a workout and at first i really couldnt get into it (for those who dont know, my method of exercise is literally putting my earbuds in, turning the lights off and performing my favorite songs as if i was the singer on stage in front of a crowd bc that's something i eventually want to Actually do), i did a couple songs and i just wasnt feeling it but i was like Well nah- nah this- this cant be 😧

bc i kinda had to do a workout today, i knew i needed it for some reason, so i was like Ok well let me try a song that almost always works (falling away from me by korn)

and i did it and for the most part i felt this kind of shell i was in start to crack- i started to get a little more energized throughout the whole song and im like Okay inch resting- and it was at that point i started to have a hunch about what this lack of energy was.

i did another song that i hadn't actually done before but knew that whenever i listened to it, i couldn't Not crank the volume every time the chorus hits- it's one of Those™ songs (and it's gravity of discomfort by korn)

right before the first chorus hit, i felt myself REALLY start to come out of whatever shitty shell i was in, but then something bit back into me and the chorus itself wasn't as good-

2nd chorus rolls around and i am FEELING it FINALLY- the breakdown hits and i have the moment where it fully clicks and i know what's wrong with me.

essentially what was happening was i was just full of too much old, shitty, stagnant energy- the kind of shit that when you let it fester, it makes you not want to do the very things that would get rid of it.

it was at this point that i finally started feeling correct again so i did a song that i just wanted to do in general (shoots and ladders), and then i followed it with the one song that is the most energy purging fucking thing i know of for myself (chi- these r all korn songs if u couldnt tell by now-)

this is the ONE SONG that, no matter what vibe im in, i will end up purging Something fucking huge energetically and the song will end and ill feel like a new man completely

if u follow my astrology blog, @twistedastrology, u shouldve seen the cancers and rage post i did bc this ties into it immensely 😮‍💨

this may have been the most insane ive ever gone to this song im not gona lie- i can almost guarantee you i scratched the shit out of my own skin because it's like having a parasite in you and you just start clawing at your own skin, desperate to get it out of you.

that and im a very physical person when it comes to purging shitty energy (again, the cancers and rage post will explain it 💔)

the experience with the song itself almost had me breaking down into tears, and if i wasnt so unbelievably angry, i probably would've-

i literally feel so much better now that i burnt that shit off bc now that i know abt it, i can definitely tell how it's been eating me up inside

but i wanna talk abt before i started getting into the swing of things vs after.

there was this very obvious apprehension that i talked abt, yknow not feeling into it- and then after i got rid of the garbage energy, i was sat on the floor in front of the fan just feeling So much better-

you're always gonna feel like shit before you purge something, it's like pulling teeth, right? the more you dont want to do it or dont feel like doing it, the more you actually need to.

it's that shitty energy's last line of defense, it's digging into you tooth and nail with every appendage it has, begging for you to not evict it from your body and mind because it has nowhere else to go.

think of it like leaving a shitty partner- you say you wanna end things and then they shit themselves and cry and scream and beg and punch walls and threaten to off themselves if you leave them because omg no!!!! nooooo not my energetic breakfast lunch and dinner!!!! nooooo dont leave me ur too sexy haha ur lifeforce is too fun to drain lol

Like bro.

my personal experience with these energy purges is usually the same every time, i catch onto it, get so pissed about it that i basically burn it from the inside out, and then i go to bed that day and wake up the next a whole new person.

i get way happier, better at listening and talking to the ppl around me, i have 10x more energy, i can sleep way better at night, etc.

and then eventually, something will find it's way back in and i have to repeat the cycle, but the only time repeating that cycle is a bad thing is when i fail to burn the shitty energy off and then become a conduit for all things miserable, which i personally refuse to let happen because it's my worst nightmare.

also update i just felt a vague stinging on my collarbone and im like oh shit whar- go to feel it and im like Holy shit that feels bad- check it out and ya i got a big ass scratch right there damn bitch calm down 💔💔💔 im surprised it's not actually bleeding ngl it looks like it's like 2 layers of skin away from it tho 😭😭😭

ANYWAY

i know it sucks and i know it's kinda shitty or silly to say, but a build up of negative energy is very similar to, the same as, and can even Lead To depression, anxiety, whatever.

im never gonna dismiss someone's mental health issues as "oh ur juet holdidng onto too much negative enebgryy Go hold some rocks!!!!!!!".

negative energy can play a part in it, and rocks can help with that part, but they wont magically cure your genuine mental illness and they should never be looked at like they will.

But for me, my mental illness is just exacerbated by said shitty energy, and that's what doing these ungodly purges fixes. sometimes you get shitty energy from just having a long day, sometimes people deliberately (mostly unknowingly tho) throw it onto you because they dont wanna deal with their own shit, sometimes you just get it from yourself.

the source of it doesn't matter as much as the expulsion of it.

and for me, after i expel such an intense amount as i just did, i get SUPER tired, sometimes i even get a temporary but god awful migraine-

at one point i genuinely cleared out so much old energy at once that i kept getting more and more tired to the point of keeling over and knocking out a couple times and waking up with the migraine of a lifetime, AND my ENTIRE body was RUTHLESSLY sore- but i kept going because i wanted all of it out as fast as possible.

i didnt wanna just slowly sift through it no no i HAD to do it as fast as my body would let me, there was no other choice in my head because that's just not how i work.

so while i may sorta fuck myself up with how Quickly and violently i expel this kinda stuff, it's never not for a good reason. i can handle a couple scratches on my body, i can handle a head-splitting migraine, i can handle my whole body feeling like it's gonna fall apart as long as i get the shit out of my system.

with time, my body will heal on it's own, but my mind will spiral if i dont keep it in check.

and i think with that im gona end this yapping session- idk if any of this made any modicum of sense but i hope that if it did, u took Something positive from it.

if u actually read this far legitimately god bless u and there will be plenty more yapping sessions 2 come

- 🌙 -

[shakespearefreak]

🎂 Happy (Belated) Birthday, Virginia! 🎂

Virginia’s birthday was actually on the 2nd, but because I keep my Christmas decorations up until Epiphany on the 6th, and because I didn’t have all the parts of her present yet, we didn’t celebrate it till yesterday.* I surprised her with a tea party 🫖, an easel, a box of (real) paints with a brush and palette 🎨, and a bunch of doll-sized canvases I bought from Amazon. We drank our tea and watched the first couple episodes of The Haunting of Bly Manor on Netflix, which she loved so much it inspired her first painting with her new paint set!

*Yes, I did assign her that birth date, and I’m aware I could simply change it to a more convenient day after Epiphany if I wanted… but for some reason I’m convinced that Jan. 2nd suits her really well. It doesn’t even make sense for her star sign: personality-wise, she’s more of an Aquarius or a Pisces than a Capricorn (at least according to the little blurbs for each sign in the All About Us book; I know nothing about astrology myself 😅). All the same, my brain won’t stop telling me that she was definitely born early in the morning right after New Year’s, in the middle of a snowstorm, so I guess we’re sticking with that. 🤷 Writer’s Brain is weird.

“I bet you thought I forgot about your birthday, huh?” Marley grinned.

Virginia raised a wry eyebrow. “Well, considering it was on the 2nd…”

“I know I’m late, but I was still working on your surprise!” Marley said mysteriously, leading the way somewhere.

“Surprise?” Virginia echoed, following. When she saw the carefully laid table and the easel, complete with paint set and a brand-new blank canvas, her eyes widened with a small gasp. “Oh, my!”

“You like it?” Marley asked, a little anxiously.

“I love it! Thank you so much!” Virginia said, wrapping her arms around Marley in a soft but heartfelt hug.

(A better look at the paint set. I started with the box from Samantha’s Painting Set, pried the fake watercolor paints from the bottom part, then added a false bottom of cardboard painted to match to conceal the little white plastic bits that remained. The paints are from this miniature painting set on Amazon)

“We should toast!” Virginia said, then giggled. “A Tea Toast!”

“Alright! Let’s toast to you, it’s your birthday, after all… or well, it was a few days ago,” Marley amended.

“I can’t toast to myself! I shall toast to you, for putting together this wonderful party!”

“All right then, to both of us,” Marley raised their cup, and Virginia copied the gesture.

“To both of us!”

Virginia at first intended to wait a bit before breaking in her new paint set, but midway through the first episode of Bly Manor, she got so inspired she couldn’t be patient! She ended up starting this piece before the episode even ended, dividing her attention between the show and the canvas.

(In case anyone was wondering: yes, I really did paint that, and no, I am not a particularly skilled painter, especially on such a small scale 😅. Yes, that is real paint on the palette she’s holding, and yes, I was terrified that she’d get it on herself or her dress, but I was very careful and thankfully nothing went wrong. 😮‍💨)

(My part of the tea party! Earl Grey tea with honey and lemon ☕, lemon poppyseed scones, cucumber finger sandwiches 🥪, berries with honey and lemon juice 🫐, strawberry tea cakes, and vanilla bean ice cream with strawberry syrup and a strawberry wafer stick 🍨. It all took much longer than I expected; since I bought the scones and tea cakes premade, I didn’t think it would be much of a time investment, but the cucumber sandwiches were more of a challenge than I expected. It was all delicious, though, so worth it! 😋)

[ohmypenguin]

“THE ALL ROUNDER SEULGI

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@RVsmtown