#AAAAAAAH-

[yulyymr]

This is one of my favorites! The theme was about a costume party and I put together my two favorite things.

[angellilou-art]

Omg we're 2K here THANKS SO MUCH!!

[ryctone]

Yes, I make videos can you tell?

[datkat08]

I need to be put down immediately

[knifefightandchill]

RESIDENT EVIL 4 (2004)

Looks like this is it.

[mistofstars]

I just noticed that Thorin made himself smaller to give Bilbo directions and now I'm having *emotions* 😭🥰😩

[theriverdraws]

???? POOF??? (or Perry/Peri now????)

SLAY KING

[hooned]

whatever you say, pretty eyes 🥰

[voidshrub]

What’d he tell ye?

[grison-in-space]

also I am swiftly reaching the point of wanting to smack the word "dopamine" out of people's hands until they can correctly define what it does and doesn't do. adhd and autism almost certainly have weird dopamine firing patterns in the midbrain but it's not as simple as saying "not enough of X."

...I still need to do that ventral pallidum post, but I should probably add "dopamine 101: what DOES it do" and "dopamine 102: why do people keep talking about motor movements?" as well as "dopamine 201: when reward isn't pleasure" and "dopamine 202: learning, motivation, and compulsion" to the rota.

also the one about why yes even though people with ADHD have a distinct tendency to forget our meds and those meds are not addictive at the doses that are therapeutic for ADHD, amphetamines do actually have a robust and long history of abuse and they are quite capable of becoming habit forming. This does not mean that the War on Drugs hasn't overcorrected substantially given that therapeutic value, but it does mean that we should be careful not to overcorrect back the other way in response.

[greenorangevioletgrass]

okay but art with deep, long strokes, maybe even pronebone style? he's just so good and too much and it's just perfect and his hips are heavy against the cusp of your ass with each push and he's whining and whimpering how much he loves you and yeah

see??? welcome to pronebone nation ✨

My mind keeps going back to that New Rochelle hotel room scene with Tashi for some reason. Maybe you’ve just had a fight, a big argument… or maybe a cold war brewing for a while. But whatever it was, it ends on a weird note makes you roll over and turn off the light without so much as a quick good night.

Art knows he had fucked up. Big time. He can’t see your tears, but he can hear your faint sniffles against the pillow. His hand reaches out to you first, stroking your waist ever so gently. You don’t push him away, so he braves himself to shift closer. You can feel his calluses against the soft skin of your torso as he begs you, “Baby, please… I need you to look at me…” You shake your head, not budging. He mouths at your shoulder blade and the back of your neck, "please, baby... i need you..." and he knows this isn't the time, you're absolutely pissed at him and he's half aching in his gut at the sight of your body in a silk cami dress. And you know him like the back of your hand, so you grind your hips against him, "you need me? take me then," letting him flip your dress up and bottom out inside you in a pathetic attempt of an apology. He touches you everywhere, your hips, your nipples, your clit... never wanting to be unsheathed from you for too long. Holding onto you as he pleads, "I don't need anything else... just you, just this... please baby, tell me you'll forgive me..."

[thebibliosphere]

tw compulsive behavior, skin picking, self-harm, acne. I am perfectly fine; this is just a vent post because I'm driving myself bananas.

So, like a lot of people with ADHD I'm a chronic skin picker.

Except I never used to call it that. I've called it "skincare" for the last 20-odd years and kidded myself that because I used skincare tools to "extract imperfections," I was actually taking care of my skin.

That I've left myself with serious scars from doing this was neither here nor there in my mind.

I've since realized that was bullshit and started tackling it in therapy for the problem it is after my therapist finally helped me realize that it's a form of self-harm that's been masquerading as a skincare routine, so really, I need to get a handle on it because, yeah. That's not great.

And it was going fine. Great, even. Until the mild drugstore cleanser meant for sensitive skin that my old dermatologist recommended, but I never tried until recently, gave me the worst cystic acne breakout of my life.

Because, of course, it did. And, of course, it's taking a glacial age to heal, so that's fun. Love that. Love feeling like my jawline is glowing with pain from all these little lumps and bumps.

Anyway. I'm being so brave right now and not tearing my skin off the way I want to. So, so brave. Not at all having a bit of a breakdown over my face having Textures I can't compulsively gouge out. Nope. No sirree. All fine here.

[roboticchibitan]

Me: I desperately need to finish something. Anything. I need the Project Completed brain chemicals. Please.

The socks I started for exactly this reason: 👀

Me: not you

[shibara]

Finished today my piece for Fandom Trump's Hate, which I'd been wanting to show off for ages! :D

It's made for the fic I Will Not Burn by @croik which I cannot recommend enough!

I'd read it before this project and loved it to bits (along with the other fics in this series) The mystery, the characters, Arthur and John's relationship AAAAAAaaaaaaaasagsxhhfjdbfkf Go read the thing!!!

EDIT: Had to cut this in three because tumblr was not cooperating with the final size. I'll upload the full integrated image to AO3 later and link it here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/57105613

[hyunpic]

DAILY HYUNJIN GIFS UNTIL HIS BDAY: love you and all your little things - mr. pouty

[idontwantrobyntodie]

MY FLASH FICTION IS GETTING PUBLISHED IN AN ONLINE LITERARY MAGAZINE