#ACTUALLY FUCK OFF

[idfk-im-bad-at-names]

Well they fucking did it again. I know that the majority of the Forever viewers (I refuse to call them fans; true fans aren't shitheads to the person's friends for simply existing) are nice and respectful and are very lovely but the minority somehow always ring out above the rest. And ghosties that only know how to complain? I'm ashamed of all of you. I'm ashamed to even call myself one when instances like this happen. And I hope they're fucking happy that they just ruined another potential juicy arc.

[a-polite-melody]

I think before people make posts about people ~implying something~ they need to ask themselves:

Is this person actually saying that, or are they speaking to their own experiences and you’re over-enforcing a binary on their words?

[crayonurchin]

In 2021 I suffered a very severe bought of T-OCD, Transgender OCD.

This is a subset of OCD where, despite having never experienced thoughts of not identifying as your current gender (it can happen to all identities) you are suddenly obsessed with the thought 'what if I'm not this gender'?

The difference between T-OCD and actual trans thoughts, is the reaction. I cannot speak for transgender thoughts but I can speak for T-OCD thoughts. Mine were a constant terrifying fear that I was wrong about my identity, that if I didn't transition RIGHT NOW I would become so depressed I'd kill myself, I had constant intrusive thoughts of my breasts cut off like slices of ham, of my genitals being different, of facial hair and a deep voice and (essentially looking like my dad when he was young)

and it was horrible. I was so frightened of losing my femininity, something I really cherished. I had a couple nights holding scissors about to cut off my very long hair, something I love. I didn't want to do it, but it felt like I HAD to do it, because if I didn't then something very awful would happen.

I tried being called Andrew and wearing mens clothes and I bought a binder and packed my underwear, my thoughts to my body because extremely distorted, referring to my fat as 'blubber' and my breasts as 'udders'. And with all these fearful thoughts, there was absolutely 0 joy in being 'male'. I didn't want it. But it wouldn't go away.

It was one of the worst OCD episodes of my life and it came out of absolutely nowhere.

It's a tricky thing to talk about because there's a fear of hurting transgender people with this. If any fuckwit thinks they can go to their trans family, friend, coworker or stranger and say "are you REALLY trans or is it just OCD", I hope you step on a blowtorch.

But it does nEED to be talked about ,the same way all OCD subsets need to be talked about. This includes R-OCD, P-OCD, True-OCD and Sexuality-OCD. The more we make them 'normal', the less power they'll hold.

I wrote this because I was listening to a song cover and the singers used illustrations of themselves on screen. The female singer was a very pretty illustration, blouse loose around her chest, lips full and painted, gentle pretty eyes and long, volumeous dyed pink hair.

I saw that picture and thought 'she's so pretty, I want to look like that'

And THAT, is a gender thought that is NOT terrifying because it's female based. It's a good thought.

And I'm very happy I got it.

[gaygoodomens]

(found on Pinterest)

[moeitsu]

Ur fic sucks please never write again bro

Then don’t read it bro 🤩🫶

[balthazarslostlibrary]

I wish everyone who sets of fireworks a very good their house burning down

[fcb-mv33]

Undeserving pole lmao just like 2 of his wins

[crossf15]

Honestly really get the impression that the people making those smug "5e is a bad game actually, and you're a stupid little baby for not dropping it and playing Fish-Blade instead 😏" posts, are all people who secretly resented that their ttrpg group weren't interested in playing whatever obscure ttrpg that only they like, in favor of systems the entire group likes, and they air it all out when there's any discourse about 5e because it's an easy way to frame it as a deep moral issue instead of just like, a differing taste thing.

[elysiumcalled]

I’ve come back to work to the biggest shit storm and I really can’t be bothered I actually want to quit 😂

[dreamonminecraft]

I will actually crush people making fun of Dream rn or calling him lazy for saying "wish me luck on editing a video"

Same stuff that's been going on with George for months. Yeah, it's private, but it's not entirely in the dark- the visa shit is straining their mental health and making content slow- we know that this is where they've been for the last 6-9 months. It sucks.

Mental illness is not laziness. Stress and depression are not laziness. Executive dysfunction is not laziness. Whatever Dream and George have mentally blocking them from getting videos and streams out right now is. not. laziness.

People need to grow the fuck up and look at this situation like Dream and George are real people and not just ccs. They are not just here for content, for the face reveal, the meetup, "George is in Florida", VISA UPDATE????

They're real people who are actually dealing with the fallout of their plans, and it's not something to joke about.

[anonyhun]

REALLY???

REALLY????????????

For FUCK'S SAKE

[a-polite-melody]

These people don’t care that nonbinary people exist, do they?

[spookyslut13]

it’s just not on is it

[heyahrenren]

Well twitter actually sucks ass, I can barely see anything in there and now I’m trapped in this site so... Yeah, I guess this is my life now 

[yoursjaeyun]

yall are really desperate to hate on me by going on anon in my inbox huh?

[eloquentmoon]

a man really just made a comment about MURDERING ME over a book scanning up at the wrong price.