So I just watched the deleted scene from season 1s "what lies ahead" and I have so many fucking thoughts and things I wanna scream about one of them being how I haven't watched it until literally now but the most important one
Basically the only one that matters is that Carl and Rick have the same fucking mannerisms like THEY DO THE SAME THING TO CALM OTHER DOWN WATCH
LIKE SHUSHES WITH THE FINGERS POINTED THE SAME WAY AND THEN THE HAND WAVING AS A WAY TO SAY "calm down it's okay just be quiet" IM LOSIN MY MIND
THIS IS FUCKING 12 YEARS OLD AND IM STILL LOSING MY MIND OVER THIS SHOW
I also really don't get why they deleted these scenes out of the episode they're all SO fucking good, if you haven't watched it please do here's the link You'll be doing yourself a favour honestly
FUCKING EMOTIONAL WHIPLASH AHSKSSGKASG IM I AHHHHHHHHHHHHG
Okay okay okay okay okay im calm I'm calm I am not calm
My hand is covered on teethmarks (hello hi I'm that anon that mentioned biting their hand I still do that ahsksgakah)
Mmmmm I want to rant for like 6 hours about this the beginning was so sweet and then it was so sweet and then i was DYING and then I was LIVING for the korangi bits ahskagaja and then I was losing it over Conor being confused by polyamory and price going "don't answer that" when he asked how it worked ahdksgsh
And then I was CRYING WHEN he told Jackson and I love Jackson so much ajahsjsgshh and then things were GOOD THEY WERE SO GOOD AND EVERYTHING WAS FINE AND I LET MYSELF FALL INTO A FALSE SENSE OF SERCURITY AHHHHH
TYE FUCKING VIDEO????? AHSGSKAGKAGS?????? KÖNIG BEING THE ONE TO PULL SOAP ANS GHOST BACK TO REALITY????? AND THEN WARNJNG ROACH AHDKSGWLSGEKSGSH IM SO WORRIED BABY BOY IS GONNA DO SOMETHING LIKE RUN AND HIDE AND NOT LISTEN AS HIS BFS TELL HIM ITS OKAY AND THEY LOVE HIM AHDKSGSKSGSJ
Also soap beating that dude to a pulp I straight up cheered out loud
Anyway summary phenomenal chapter as always I will never recover from this and I think I bruised my hand again agdksgsksgsjsgsh I want to eat your writing
NSNDNNFJFJF HELLO BITING ANON (affectionate) IM SORRY TO HAVE GIVEN YOU BRUISES AGAIN ANFNFJJFF
This chapter is certainly one of those emotional whiplash chapters lol, we go from cuteness to some therapy then jealousy (side not but Soap calling Jackson Roach's leftovers actually made me giggle for like 2 hours after I wrote it) then I take you in a deep dive into the angst train.
Never let yourself fall into a false sense of security with me (except for after this next chapter then you can be secure). Ngl to you guys though sometimes I come up with these ideas in the middle of writing (like the video thing) and get mad/emotional on behalf of the characters as I'm writing like I'm grumpily typing on my keyboard. Never trust anyone, not even yourself guys
Me fr:
Soap gets to beat someone up as a treat. Ghost got to kick the shit out of Makarov so Soap gets to beat the shit out of nameless ultranationalist man. Its only fair to him 😌
Also Soap was definitely about to subject everyone on that transport to lessons on how three people can have sex together if Price hadn't stopped him ajdnfnnfnfnf
As usual please feel free to eat my writing I hope it is filling and I absolutely adore these little post-chapter rants from you guys 💙💙💙
im so annoyed with this meeting i just had & i cant even moan about the details. you know when you’re at work & another team fucks up but they’re like, “what’s even the issue? this has been blown out of proportion” & then you have to explain their fuck up to them like they’re a baby like this is why i needed to report this….then they’re like ok. but you know they don’t get it. we all know they don’t get it. but they’re supposed to be pros. they literally write the terms and conditions but they still DONT GET IT!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHG you’re in the wrong job mate
My university is changing the name of their cafés and I am absolutely devastated why on earth would they do this to me. The current name is an actually good historic pun imo, and they want to change it to some stupid cutesy name. Why? For what purpose? And if they have to change it. At least choose better names to vote on!!!! akskjdjsoskndhdifko