#AND I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO LOOK ON TUMBLR OR DRAW MUCH

[teastarfall]

How did the hunter adopt mono & six?

hmmm the best way i can describe it is that mono and six kinda just showed up in the wilderness,, not at the same time though (id imagine it to be six first, then mono lol) hunter didn’t rlly have any goals to be a parent of sorts, he has barely any experience in parenting and he never even considered the idea of being a parent before so he pretty much took six in at first because he simply just felt rlly bad. so it was definitely a learning experience

six actually settled in quite easily at the cabin which did surprise hunter, he like half expected her to run off as soon as she was healthy enough. obviously there were the trust issues at first and six did keep her distance, but after hunter properly proved that he won’t hurt her she was able to just get comfy and things were pretty good after that yippee

mono was like,, a little less willing to stay at first?? as in he tried to escape once or twice and even after he stopped it took him a bit longer to rlly get used to being taken care of properly. But uhh yknow things worked out in the end and now we have the silly goofy family💥💥💥

can’t forget a small lil doodle of the sillies :D

[be-good-to-bugs]

hmm

[sleepymccoy]

Hello, hi, I was a patron long ago and had to stop because $$ but was able to rejoin. I really want to reread Risen. Is there a good way to navigate it?

Hi hello! Oh the golden days of me being able to post consistently on patreon. A real highlight of lockdowns, that was ❤️❤️

I havent thought about risen is like years! Which is wild cos it's an amnesiac angel!crowley story, perfect after season 2

I don't think there's a way to access it for free rn, which sits badly with me. I've been thinking about this since reading your ask this morning and what I want to do (for you and me) is post it all on tumblr

However, it's hella long. So I'm gonna spend some time this week (we're very lucky it's mid semester break this week! Cos this'll probably take hours!) Setting up scheduled posts to stagger them a bit.

So yeah, I see that you follow me so keep that up and I will begin posting! I'll tag you in the first installment, cos thank you very much for reminding me about this. I don't want it behind a paywall anymore, that's just silly

Also, the reason I drew risen instead of writing it was cos I had this idea that I could draw Aziraphale pov looking at Crowley as an angel and be reminded of him as a demon. I thought I could echo scenes from the show more and have like two similar visuals next to each other to show the memory. But I never really did that. So now I'm looking forward to drawing a few extras for it too!!

It is a bit of a shame I never finished the redraw of risen, but I just had to go back to work and it takes so much time to draw comics. It's a fun story tho. Might see a light rewrite now cos I am grown and changed, ya know

Ily

[orchidyoonkook]

personal

Hi, need to scream. Tumblr seems to listen best. can and please feel free to ignore.

okay so essentially my job has removed all of the things I use and need in order to be able to do my job with my mental disorder. my mental DISABILTY. that i was honest with them and told them about at my freaking trial shift. that i told them i needed certain things in order to do well. nothing drastic. but things that helped me significantly with my performace.

SOOOOOOOOO i am now severely struggling at my job because they've taken those away cuz they were 'annoying' or 'in the way' or 'clutter'. like. im not even leaving shit every where. It's like, maybe at most 3 sticky notes? (for example) and they're written just for me, like just so i can have a list of things i can do and know to go back and look on when i need a task because ive finished the one i was doing. but then my boss reads them and critiques them as if they're for everyone. or says 'okay yeah but we do that every day so i dont see why you have to write it down. you should know to do it by now' LIKE BRO. I forget to put deodorant on some days because of said mental disability. it's something i do and have done every day since i was 12 or 13. thats 12 years. and i still forget some days just cuz my brain wasn't working properly.

AND now due to this they have put me, one of the staff currently with more seniority than 3 other staff, down to one shift a week, while every one else is full time or heavily part time.

In march i was full time and kicking ass, I was the fastest employee on my tasks, i was doing great, the customers loved me and now that all of my things that i need in order to function have been removed for everyone else's aesthetic preferences, I'm suffering, and most likely being silently fired.

like... what do i do with that. I can do my job, with my accomadations - that arent that many btw - i dont expect them to move mountains for me. But dude. I hate this feeling so much because i'm capable, theyve seen me be capable. i was for 1.5 years. like i want to be good at my job. I like and enjoy being good at my job. i've told them that. I want to do good but my ability to be good is being derailed, and i just get told to try harder, just work harder, impress your boss with how hard you work -> for minimum wage, i might add.

and everyone is like "just get a new job, just apply for more jobs you're not applying for enough, literally just apply for everything, even if youre not qualified" and i cant just do that, due to said disability. there are jobs i am unable to do. so i have to be a lil picky otherwise i'll be right back where i am now. and ive been looking for months and applying for months with no luck - no one ever responds. why list jobs if you dont respond?????

it's getting to the point where im debating opening up drawing commissions or writing commissions, or something that i can make to earn a little extra cash here and there while i get over this transition period. And that's a big deal for me because i don't do commissions. I do my art for myself or for when i want to share something i've made already, like the UTWT books. Hell, I did a tattoo design for a friend on here that i put easily 40 hours into, and i felt guilty that they wanted to pay me for it because i'd asked them for the idea. Like, i don't do commissions. so for me to be considering it is really telling for me.

anyways. this is a bajillion words long now, but i already feel better. and I'm posting it in the middle of the night in hopes that the void just consumes it and never lets it see the light of day.

If you read this, thanks and sorry for the bummer of a post. This isnt a pity party or a poor yoon thing. I'm not looking for comfort or any of that. this is a 'i don't have a therapist and my friends and partner and family are sick of hearing me bitch, when i havent been able to fix it in months despite trying my best too' thing. so yeah..

i hope the new year brings me something good.

[abceltic]

Good evening

Hello everyone, I've been trying to use my phone less so i havent been online. I deleted all social media except twitter and Tumblr on my phone. I am going to delete them and only use them on laptop though. When i get my new camera, i may redownload TikTok but only on laptop so i can post footage i'm taking. It'll be an old Sony camera, I'm really excited about it :)) My days feel a lot more fulfilling without using my phone so much, i dont restrict it (yet) as i consequently use it less as a result of deleting my primary apps. Also, this may be strange but I've attempted to listen to less music, not when im inside but, when outside. I feel I often miss many of my surroundings and the environmental noise as Im listening to music through Spotify, It's uncomfortable , i guess, to be with my thoughts and to be somewhat bored at certain points but, itll also be good to sit with my own boredom. There's nothing wrong with boredom and i dont understand why im so "against" it ... Lol That's another Topic, I want to be more present, to be able to sit in my boredom. It's okay to do nothing but, the feeling of boredom is so... Urgh. A restlessness, you carry a certain excitement, a need, a want, to do something yet there's nothing available. Actually, no, there is always something available, even if you think there's nothing. I sat in boredom today and after ten minutes, around ten minutes at least, my brain felt like it was actually conjuring up something and finally making do with its surroundings and available items or areas. It felt great. So, now i know that I am capable of that and i can in fact do something Lol. It seems simple but, Oh my god, It was harder than expected, i really did have to try. And, I started Journaling again. I didnt realise how much i have to say. it's been what... 2 days? 2 days of actually using it. It's in the image down below and I've been cutting out photos of images i've taken, writing down thoughts, writing down quotes, "Philosophical" queries, opinions, arguments, drawing, using stickers and making art. I'm really happy for the art as drawing has always been something I've really enjoyed and I've always done it but with this, theres no pressure and i can make collages, draw to my heart's extent. So, it's already getting bigger and all i can feel when i look at it is joy :) . Here's the journal from the side:

Good bye!

[chelleztjs18]

Hello you mrs. honey nut cheerio lefty eyebag 😌

Ah I see, so you drink iced tea with no sweetener at all? Is it like the ones people make from the packets and just let it cool down and add ice?

It feels like I haven't read anything from you in awhile lol but I am excited to see how you end it in the part 4. How many requests do you have?

So I youtubed that ride, and yup that's a no for me 🤣 the view would be pretty but a lot of bad things can go wrong... like what if water starts coming in, or the engine stops and you're stuck underwater. Also yeah, it looks like a pack of sardines in there.. I would not be comfortable sitting with a bunch of other people. What if someone farted or has bad BO 😩

No I haven't really taken anything for the headache. I figured it will just go away. It may be because of too much screen time, since I have been playing on the switch non stop.

Definitely was difficult to keep friends since we moved almost every 2 years. I am glad we permanently stayed in GA but then it was my last 2 years of highschool at that time.

Dang you a shorty hahahaha if your daughter got his height, she's going to be taller than you once she hits puberty 😂 but that's funny because my dad was 6 ft and my mom is about 5'3ish. So I got my dad's height but my mom's features.

Hm I don't think I have any. I'm drawing blank about my life lol my memory is going bad.

I'm running out of questions m'lady! Do you have any?

- CuriousGeorge

Hi corn-punn!

Yeah, i drink unsweetened tea. Sometime i make my own with my ice tea maker (so u put ice in the jug n the machine will brew it n voila u'll get iced tea 😆) but sometiems i buy it at certain fast food place. One thing i love moving to the south is you can always get good ice tea everywhere u go. I love iced tea so much. When i visited cali, not many places serve good ice tea, n they r not consistent with it. N south sweet tea is so much different n better.

Haha really? It has been that long i havent posted anything? I was in the middle putting it together in tumblr but em woke up crying n i had to stay with her in her room until this second. Haha.

Hmm i forgot how many request 😅 i think between 9 or 10? I will check it later n let u know. Haha. Im so tempted to make an event for valentine but im sure i will not be able to get it done. So i might not do it n write the fluff request n gather them together in valentine masterlist.

Remember the fic series idea for valentine i mentioned before? I didnt even got the chance to write it at all..

Seeee! I told u that ride is the worst.😅 ohgosh i cant even imagine if someone fart or have BO in it..🤢

Oh geez. No wonder u have headache. U played too much on the screen. R u that type of that girl who had to be keep reminded by her partner to not play too much because of the headache? 🤭😆😅

Wow moved every 2years.. yikes.. it sucks..especially to adapt.

Me shorty? Heeeyy.. becareful with short people though. They r full of surprises.hahaha. n can be mean if needed.😅🤣

How tall r u by the way? I forgot.hahaha.

Hmm is ther any food u have tried n u wont eat it ever again? Also have u tried balut??

Cheerio!

[repatriationnation]

Jan12023

Jan 1 2023, the uk and waking up with brain fog. A hypochondriac might google the symptoms. Im not but i do. Its realted to a state of mind where the brain shuts down partially whne theres too much going on. Present tense thunking is skuggish and a feeling that you will never again br able to string coherent sentences together is worrigly acute

Repatriation is a gentle jenga that eep removing blocks and replacing at the top of the stack. My wife and i are 14 years deep into leaving oir country of birth and another expat friend asked that i documnet our joirney back to blighty. We he said vlog, but i will draw the line at words with an occasional piece of content

The reentry jenga has gottten to me. The decision to jump ship from NL was a small one, but the executional logistics that follow are a myriad unknown unknowns. I always preferred a myriad of, but grammer police (my wife) have shut me down on numerous occasions

as a self confessed grammer and spelling twat, penning prose is a worryingly shouty thing for an introvert to do

but maybe of specialist interest to the large number of modern mensen who choose to leave their country and wonder about what going back tonyhe place tgey call home might be like

the information stack that has overwhelmed me now consists of :

Sold apartment

deadline end of march

nowhere to live past that

no job in uk

no school organised for two childrne

Potential that iq has been permanently lowered by above

the present tense jumps around and we fly back to tge betherlands. The airpprt dance. My scattiness means that im patting my pckets for passports 10 times as often as i usually do, staring blankly with time dilating atound me as i watch helplessly as my suitcase gets kicked around a bus and my wife has to fix. Vows dedicate that we step up when our other half flags like this. Well done wife person

Home donest feel like home. I sound pretentious when i say that its a place i hold the key for. My wife tells me that if yiu write something and dwell in the compacency of how clever it is you should delete it straight away. Its subjective but i am sure there are sentnces i shoul delete if i abide by thsi rule. Unedited is raw and more honest though

2 jan fog remains but tye list is unchanging. Prespective shift on the stack remians unchanged. Its overwhelming

im at the office and blimdly call two colleagues in tge uk before one politely asks me if i know its bank holiday there. The fog clears for one licid moment and i say a british sorry. The dutch dont get carry over bank holidays. Something we shall not miss. But the cheese we will and other cultural take aways.

repatriation contains reverse clutre shock. Things yiu believed to be unchanged have morphed and vice versa. The friends yiu once drank with now have moved to more rural locations. The person writing this has been off the sauce for 10 years. Tumblr was around back then but tiktok wasnt. Shit has chnaged in digital dn analog worls

colleagues are looking at me like i have a screw loose and i can barely put an email together. Should probably have gone home but its the first day of my repacement starting at my office. Hello im here to take yiur job that yiu havent given up yet, legally nor mentally

The man is kind. I know him of old and like him, but he is a more mature version that seems to ha e everything figured out. This is a man who once brought me tea and now takes my job. Its a weird but stoic initial handover i give. He has not seen me for a while, knows i dint drink, and is probably wondering where my brain has eroded to

me too

but i do my best and bid an early farevewell as i hop on my aging cycle , every traffic light of a joirney that is miscle memory feeling like a sizeable decison. But i stay alive and my key goes in the door once again.

t feels a liitle more familiar but still a few dgrees removed from reality

X

[watarulesbian]

wataru hibiki my precious lil birdie aaaawwwwwww 

anyway i wish i had the energy to think deep thoujghts about her . deep thoughts thatd make me feel like a real #1 wataruknower . i wish i had the will to get my ass over to some enstars stories featuring wataru and read them but i dont hav anyfucking will for anything but mindless scrolling and being pessimistic i was doing #stuff today and then i had a therapy appointment and bam rest of day wasted............................................................................................... besides when i painted for a while lol i got watercolor set for xmas and its quite fun 

wataru is MINE!!!!!!!!!!! MY CHARACTER!!!!!!!!!!!! MY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE LEAVESME AWESTRUCK I CANT EVEN THINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! unless youre one of my three friends from twitter (hi) you have NO IDEA of the extent. of how i so adore and love wataru. and even than thats not all of my love for her. 

one thing tho i love when people draw her face very expressive. i wish i could do that in my own art of her........ im better than ai but worse than most actual artists :( i want to die because im not able to capture her accurately in artistic mediums but other people can? so MAD!!! KILL KILL DIE DIE DIE (to myself not to the wonderful talented artists who i admire very much) 

idk i just feelt like shit lately. its because i havent gotten enough wataru. the enstar doctor perscribd me 10 hours of wataru hibiki a day and lately ive been getting like 2 a day when i NEED more than that i need. like 10! i need my mind to reboot my brain and maybe put a fucking timer on youtube because i keep looking at shitty uoiutube shorts WASTING MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE AWAY AND MAKING ME DEPRESSED AND DOOMFUL AND AAAARGHH 

how many of you even know my name? i know 3 of you do (hi again) 

tumblr isd better for making long incoherent posts huuuuu 

need one of those send a number and ill give a ___ headcannon things ummmmmmmmmmmm idk i feel like all my awnsers to thosewould be dissapointingly bland and im scared that there will be something in cannon thatd contradict my hc (NOT LIKE A LESBIAN HC BUT LIKE A LIKE/DISLIKE THING) wataru is lesbian by the way and i think, as an autisticl esbian mysjmlf and YOUR wataru expert Wataru feels the isolations. the lesbian isolations. the autism isolations. maybe its weird and unrelated to what im saying here and it might sound even crude but whenever someone who previously idenntif as lesbian comes out as Not lesbian i feel a profound emptiness within me . and i know i should probably tell that to a therapist and not post it on tumblr for anyone whos former ident lesbian to see this and feel guilty or mad at me but i JUST had a therapy appointment today and need to get it out. its been in my brain for a long time. and ive of course ive come to recognize and get used to people changing, ive never thought or said to anyone “nooo you cant be _____ youre supposed to be my fellow lesbian :(” but i never see anyone ever talking about feeling sad when a lesbian they know turns out to Not be a lesbian except in the context of transphobia or homophobia. like im NOT one of those asses saying “a trans man? we lost a lesbian im so sad” “noo lesbi ann is dating a man and changing her name to bai sexxx this is so not her! come back lesbi ann!” im just saying i feel  like when someone who previously idenntif as lesbian comes out as Not lesbian i feel a profound emptiness within me. and im NOT trying to guilt trip! and PLEASE dont be mad at me!  and i get USED to people not being lesbian! the emptiness goes away after several months! but yea whatever 

i want someone out there to make more art of eichi lovingly brushing and braiding watarus beautiful long hair. fic or art. or cannon for the love of god... theyd BOTH enjoy it the same amount im telling uou. even when they grow old together watarus hair is still long and still so nice and soft tbh like she got upset that it all turned white and talked about possibly dying it a lot but eichi is like My Wife Of Many Years You Are So Beautiful With White Hair You Are A Goddess. I Love It Just As Much As When It Was Blue.      but in present time as 19 year old young lesbian lovers i just know wataru has falllen asleep while eichi runs his fingers through watarus wonderful amazing shiny superlong hair. i know wataru doesnt wanna like be asleep in front of people but as part of showing her human side more, i see her doing it tbh, eichi loves seeing his girlfriend asleep and is always like Awwww :3 wataru doing normal human things with eichi is actually cannon btw and im smiling thinking aboutt that 

i want to write a magnus archives statement about watarus expieriences with a fountain (the stranger) she makes a foolish wish on that has her live a year where evgery day she wakes up in a different persons life and body and its totally torturous. after 365 days of that shes finally in the life and body of wataru hibiki again but she is incredibly traumatized . happier ending than most magnus archives statements because she is ALIVE with no physical injury and doesnt end up dying or anything. the stranger. i remember when i was really lttle i came across a ton of amazon reviews for a book that had a premise basically similar to this except itwas a creature who lived like this and it was a love story or something LET ME FIND IT HOLD ON 

its called “Every Day” i found it lol 

i never read it but i reacd the reviews 8 years ago so i feel like i know it well enough. it was easy to find by one single google search  ahaha 

i hsould be going to bed now thanks for listening tubmlmr 

[minxinq]

some more pkmn doodless

[jaffre]

yeah so we borrowed a housemate’s copy of mario maker 2 and i was goofing around trying to make an underwater maze for frog mario, and Lu deadass just tells me “you could make gunpoint” and i fucking. just spent the whole day figuring out mechanics for it and it was Very Fun

especially with the new worlds update i can make a wholeass game and so far ive got 5 full levels, and i have about....5 more planned. dunno when i’ll continue tho bc i *do* need to let Lu play tomorrow cause i absolutely hogged the game today :P

[scover-va]

ok i havent been able to get the idea of an dnd-styled rpg inscryption/the hex au out of my head and it's physically paining me at this point (/j). So, I'm making you fuckers deal with my ramblings bc tumblr's just become a place for my to spit out ideas so they'll stop taking up space in my brain. So! Ramble under the cut since I'll be main tagging this bitch for organization purposes

So main character would be Inscryption's Challenger, and I'm thinking maybe the entire party of em is just. Different versions of the Challenger designs in Inscryption? Either that, or the Challenger is accompanied by Luke, Kaycee, and Lionel. Not Carla tho, I got villain plans with her. Tempted to go with the several Challenger designs idea, but then I'd need to come up with names, so. Y'know.

I dont know how im gonna have the world set up, but I'm thinkin the Scrybes now have land they rule over? Maybe not kingdoms for all of em, but yknow. Only issue with that is that I'd need to figure out how to fit the hex characters in, so what I'll probably do is just having them having authority in smaller areas. So like, taking inspo from Leshy's ties to Slavic mythology, he'd be king of the forest. Grimora might be an infamous necromancer, I havent fully figured these guys out yet.

But i DO have six other characters figured out so ohoHO buckle down, everyone.

Because I refuse to change Rocky's general appearance if I dont have to, Rocky was kidnapped from a young age and experimented on. By who? I'll figure that out eventually. Anyways, so in those few years, Rust was searching for him day and night, and eventually found the people that took Rocky. I have him planned to be a rogue in the rpg au, so yknow. Breaks in, kills some people, has a very heartfelt reunion with his kid, while also. Internally being very fucking angry that these assholes experimented so goddamn much on a child. He got Rocky out safe, and they're now travelling the lands for a place to call home, while Rust is. Also looking for the people who were running the operation, since they weren't there. I am. Considering making Reggie and Jeremiah full on villains for this. So. We'll see what happens. Other idea is Irving and the Gameworks/Gamefuna. I'll figure that out later. Rust and Rocky will aid the players in exchange for helping Rust find the people who hurt his kid. Rocky's completely unaware of how much his pops wants revenge, and really just wants to find somewhere safe to call home. Too bad years of separation affected Rust so poorly

Next up, ex-sorceress Chandrelle, who now claims to be a warlock. She's a lone traveller, and doesn't answer when asked what god she draws her power from. I'm still trying to work out how she got stuck with Vallamir, so that'll be a future ramble. But yeah, she's stuck with him. Her questline would probably have something to do with getting rid of Vallamir, but another idea would be her looking for Lazarus. I'll figure out the separation lore when I have the Vallamir lore figured out, but they got separated, and Chandrelle hasn't been able to find him. Actually I could probably make these work as one big questline tbh. We'll see. I'm thinking maybe Chandrelle got into a dangerous battle, and in order to ensure she'd be safe, made a deal with Vallamir for more power in exchange for being possessed and used at will? Anyways, yeah ok im running with this idea, big battle happens, but even tho Chandrelle's safe, Lazarus! Is not. He ends up getting taken, and now Chandrelle's just looking for closure, wanting to know what happened to him.

Next up, Lazarus! So yeah, he got taken, and I'm thinkin it's gonna be Gamefuna for this one (Gonna rename it tho so it doesnt have game in it. Name's a work in progress). Anyways, they forced him to train to be a ranger instead of a paladin, and im thinkin the organization thingy does have smth similar to guns? I'll work out the details for the weapon later. So, eventually, Lazarus manages to just barely escape, and is. Kinda on the run. Moving as far as he reasonably could from where he was, he finds an abandoned temple, and fixes it up a little, now teaching swordfighting to aspiring paladins, or just anyone who wants to use a sword.

And lastly for those I have figured out, Pike! An ex-cleric, Pike served under the wizard Magnificus, having been one of his pupils. Not sure if I'm keeping the torture trials or not, but Mags still treated his students like shit, and Pike's interest in magic started dying down when she saw some knights in passing. Deciding she wanted to be a swordfighter instead, she ran away from Mag's lands, and started training to be a swordfighter, residing in a somewhat nearby village. And one day, while picking up some food from the market, Lazarus saw her training in a nearby field. And. Well. She was doing horribly. He had walked over and gave some pointers, and it eventually just led to her being one of his students at the temple. Pike having Lazarus as a mentor is completely self indulgent on my part bc I think it's cool and funky. Go funky sword people go!!

So, jotting down some ideas for Sado and Carla, im thinking Carla's an artificer, and one of her experiments eventually led to creating Sado (censoring it bc tumblr's a bitch and i aint typing dark clown you-know-who every time). Dunno the specifics, but she does have a huge fucking grudge against Lionel for smth, and just kinda. Wants him fucking dead, whether she kills him or Sado does. So yeah, she created Sado, basically making a chaos incarnate. Sado's a mix of a rogue and a wizard, running purely on magic, so she's able to bend reality quite a bit. While Carla spends most of her time in her workshop, Sado is constantly causing issues. So yeah, those two are, like, the big bads.

I'll make more posts with more ideas later, and add in any doodles I make, but thats what I got rn

Edit: Sado's safe to mention, just cant tag her, so i fixed every mention of her <3

[garlic-sauc3]

hello fellow tumblr user garlic :) how have you been? ive been tormenting all my hermitcraft followers with nonstop mcr posting for the past like month >:) how is that other smp you like going :)

Well today was suffering because it was a monday and also really horrible back pain but I'm listening to tmg and reading about gay people so. I hope I can go to the MCR concert that's gonna be near me, but I probably wont.

And well that other smp I'm into is going. People are releasing there s4 videos, and some are releasing s3 videos. Really just fuel to my fire. I havent been able to write much but I did draw recently. Also this happened

Which is fun. It also means I have to look at my art when I'm just checking the tag, but I enjoy seeing everyones comments in the reblogs. It's one of my main motivators to create.

On a side note, that new ivory video was great and I'm thinking about it.

[majjiktricks]

11, 29, 31, 33, 59?

11. are you listening to music right now?

if the dgs soundtrack on pause in the background counts, then yep!

29. favourite film(s)

ive always liked this one found-footage movie that came out a while ago about a little alien robot who crashed on earth called "earth to echo"

also bumblebee from the transformers series !!! its such a good time imo

as well as the how to train your dragon series. im pretty sure i saw all 3 in theaters :D

31. 3 random facts

i can play the saxophone! (although i havent had the opportunity for a while, since im not in school anymore 😔)

i probably drink too much monster energy, and i collect the different cans because i think theyre pretty

i have never broken a bone, unless you count falling off a shelf i was climbing as a child and cracking open my skull (i dont remember this, so i dont really count it whoops) i have a scar on my head though, so i know it happened!

33. something you want to learn

ive always though sign language was interesting tbh.. i have a couple books on it, ive just never found the time to actually.. yknow. study them 😅

ive also been contemplating looking up how 3D modeling works. i think it would be cool to be able to make ace attorney style sprites for OCs >:)

59. why i joined tumblr

the first time? it was the only social media i knew about tbh. this time tho? i had tried using twitter and instagram after a lot of artists left tumblr after the 2017 ban, but i couldnt get a foothold... i just. dont vibe with the way they work on algorithms and shit. plus twitter is such an awful environment 😩 so i came back to tumblr after i started drawing again :D

questions from here!!

[burningcollectionsandwich]

I posted 199 times in 2021

59 posts created (30%)

140 posts reblogged (70%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 2.4 posts.

I added 263 tags in 2021

#goosebumps - 77 posts

#rl stine - 61 posts

#slappy - 40 posts

#chucky - 33 posts

#childs play - 15 posts

#buddi - 10 posts

#snappy - 9 posts

#childs play 2019 - 7 posts

#dennis - 6 posts

#corpse party - 5 posts

Longest Tag: 122 characters

#i did put a previous post of this up but turns out my sibling had access to my account and started messing with everything

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

this all happens in one comic

See the full post

42 notes • Posted 2021-10-24 09:24:40 GMT

#4

my top 10 favourite game characters

im not much of a gamer person as i normally watch random stuff on youtube, draw or read goosebumps books, but when i do play games, HOLY CRAP some of the game characters i encounter are flipping awesome. i wont give much information about these characters away because i dont want to give out spoilers. so i made a top 10 list of my favourite game characters (in my opinion) 

(i dont own any of these gifs, characters or games)

number 10 = Lisa from PT Silent Hill

ah lisa, the first ever game character to scare the ever living hell out of me and cause major paranoia whenever i was alone. and thats what i love about her. to me, making me feel paranoia and having me look behind my back constantly, thats true horror to me and its flipping awesome. i also like her design as shes disturbing and the way she walks towards you while twitching violently as well as making noises that sounds like shes sobbing, perfect horror dude

number 9 = Nemisis from Resident Evil 3

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60 notes • Posted 2021-07-15 22:05:53 GMT

#3

i havent been able to watch the chucky tv series due to it not being released in my country (im in the uk) but from the clips and sneak peaks ive seen:

number 1: it looks flipping AWESOME

number: it reminds me a lot of the goosebumps book “my friend slappy” and i love it

84 notes • Posted 2021-10-20 20:05:03 GMT

#2

i just thought of something funny. you know how chucky is a doll with human organs? and that we’ve seen him eating in the previous movies? im pretty sure he is able to feel hunger

imagine if jake got home late/early, walked into the kitchen and sees chucky just rummaging through the fridge like that scene from lilo and stitch

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141 notes • Posted 2021-11-09 19:30:02 GMT

#1

i never would have thought that i would see my 2 favourite horror toys play video games... yet here they are.... and i flipping love it

150 notes • Posted 2021-09-15 17:09:12 GMT

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ok i have been pretty out of it and haven’t been on tumblr or writing much lately BUT i woke up this morning with that one end scene from the hunger games in my mind and remembered the au we talked ab and uh i wrote this while waiting for my friend to pick me up from school:

“One of us has to die,” Thomas insists, voice surprisingly steady. “They have to have their Victor.”

Alastair looks up at Thomas, his eyes shining with an anger that feels almost suffocating, even from a distance. His jaw is set, his movements quick and decisive as his hands deftly untie the bag looped around his belt.

Thomas realizes what he’s doing a moment before Alastair starts toward him, hand extended like a sacrifice—something holy and dangerous and enticing. A pile of berries sits in his palm, smudging his brown hand with blue and purple. “Why the hell should they get what they want?” Alastair whispers. His voice sounds strangled, like he’s forcing the words out. He grabs Thomas’s hand, tilts half the pile into his palm, and looks up at him once more.

Thomas is lost in those eyes, so dark the irises melt into the pupils, like a mirror reflecting his own soul. He nods. “On three?”

He reaches for Alastair’s other hand, twining their fingers together. Alastair squeezes his hand. “On three.”

A rainy spring day, a face in the trees, a couple burnt loaves of bread. “One.”

A dark, damp cave, a festering wound, a kiss that lasts a lifetime. “Two.”

A boy he never thought he’d have, slipping through his fingers and staring into his eyes. “Three.”

They raise the berries to their lips.

uhhhh ok yeah have a nice day i miss you <333

Artie i should not be drawing so much absolute and pure serotine from a scene thats possibly one of the most emotionally packed in the thg books but I saw this and just started screaming

THE THOMASTAIR THG AU LIVES RENT FREE IN MY BRAIN I JUST HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO TO WRITE IN A WHILE TRULY BUT IT IS ALWAYS THERE AND GOD THIS IS-

I FUCKING LOVE IT

OH GOD THIS IS MAKING ME THINK BACK TO HOW MUCH I LOVED THIS AU UGHH IF ONLY I COULD ✨W R I T E ✨

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHOWING THIS TO ME LOVE I ADORE IT

Also I MISS YOU TOOOOOO

And dont worry ive been pretty out of it lately schools kinda killing me BUT THATS FINE

[molusca]

she apologized for how she handled the situation and apologized for brushing off someone's honest criticisms as hate. what more is she meant to do? throw herself onto a pyre? is she not allowed to feel lousy that this whole thing blew up in her face? because she's an adult and she made a mistake, she's not allowed to be sad or stressed? she's still an imperfect human. apologizing immediately usually means people are still sensitive to their own hurt of being called out because it's fresh and on their mind so it tends to slip into their apology, but if she had waited any longer to compose herself, you guys would probably have an issue with how long she took. also, in aaaaaallll of this, I've have yet to once see what exactly about her work is so problematic? I've read her fic and I personally can't see anything wrong, although I will admit that yes, I'm a white ciswoman but I'd like to think I'm aware of negative tropes. but the only thing touted is "it made an mlm uncomfortable" but HOW??? honestly, I want to know! if anything so I can avoid doing the same thing! how is anyone meant to learn when you're not bringing up these points as often as you're explicitly laying out the problems in her apology and whatnot. I've seen 6 posts about how shit the apology was and for why and I've not once seen the original comment detailing why the fic was problematic, and I've been looking on twit, tumblr, insta, and ao3. if it's been deleted, why isn't anyone stating again and again what's wrong? also, if someone is making fic/art you don't like, don't. interact. with. it. there's tons of stuff on ao3 and twit that I don't like, some of it that I think is disgusting (do you know how many fics there are with keith/kosmos?) and I just scroll past it cause it can't hurt me if I don't read it. there's one artist that's pretty popular on Twitter and I personally really hate they way they draw klance but it's all over my tl. I respect that person's art style and creativeness and keep on moving. other people enjoy it, good for them. and if I start reading something and get surprised with something I dont like, I leave! find people who write things you like and stop engaging with creators who's things you don't like, as far as I know no one is holding a gun to your head making you read problematic fic. also for as much as you rag on her for the words she used to apologize, you don't seem to be considering your own words when offering criticism. if Taylor mistook the person's words as hate, couldn't it have been because the way he worded the complaint was done hatefully? lastly, no one, absolutely no one, is required to talk about world issues when they're running a fandom account,no matter how "big" they are. we all know what's going on in the world, we're surrounded by sad and stressful stories practically 24/7 and if someone isn't, they're probably curating their social feeds to be that way (like you should do when it come to kl content creators you don't like). people sending hate in Taylor's defense are in the wrong I agree, and this isn't hate its critism its a discussion, but Taylor isn't responsible for, how many people did you say? 16k on twit? even if she said hey guys stop, you think they would? she's can't control all those people and expecting her to is nonsense. I see so many younger fans expecting perfection in their fandoms and that just isn't going to happen. yes we should be striving to be better but no one is ever going to be perfect. not you, not me, not the mlm person, not Taylor, not anyone on any side of this argument. the only way to avoid this kind of circular dog piling and hate sending is to better curate your fandom experience by ignore those you have issues with.- 🦛

she apologized for how she handled the situation and apologized for brushing off someone's honest criticisms as hate. what more is she meant to do?

im pretty sure i said its good that she realizes she handled it poorly. but she makes the whole apology about this, doesnt directly talk about the issues and i know someone went to her to talk about it. also, it took her a day to say something about it so it wasnt exactly immediate (in the sense people had already stopped talking about it but that doesnt mean they werent still bothered). the apology was directed at mlm, and i havent seen one saying it felt genuine. of couse she can be hurt but when you apologize to a marginalized group the focus shouldnt be your feelings, but the feelings of the ones you have hurt.

I've have yet to once see what exactly about her work is so problematic?

she admits to be projecting on lance. so she makes him very femine and keith very masculine. and ok, gay couples like that do exist, but she is a woman projecting in this situation so this bothers people. putting mlm in this position is a harmful steriotype, bc it feels very heterosexual. this is a trope, it unfortunately happens a lot and its harmful. women need to be aware of what they are representing when drawing/writing mlm because well, real mlm are going to see it, and no one likes to feel like a fetish to others. and its not our place to question if the criticism is right or wrong when we are not mlm, so if you read this and think “but thats not a problem thats not a fetish etc” well, its not your place to judge that. theres more to it and you probably could get a better answer from a mlm sorry.

if someone is making fic/art you don't like, don't. interact. with. it. there's tons of stuff on ao3 and twit that I don't like, some of it that I think is disgusting (do you know how many fics there are with keith/kosmos?) and I just scroll past it cause it can't hurt me if I don't read it.

please, lets not compare a minority pointing out harmful tropes with. something fucking illegal.

as you said, you are a cis woman, of course its not going to hurt you in this case. but if people are making harmful content its not a simple matter of “dont interact with it” because they will still be promoting it, other people are going to read it, and media influences how we see minorities so of course people will not like when they see bad portrayal of them. also, tumblr sucks so even if you want to just “dont interact with it” its hard because even after blocking you can still cross the content of someone. not sure how it works on twitter but anyway this discussion started on tumblr and tumblr doesnt stop people who were bothered by her to avoid her by blocking.

if Taylor mistook the person's words as hate, couldn't it have been because the way he worded the complaint was done hatefully?

i think she deleted the ask by now, but i dont remember the ask being hateful. i remember someone asking if she was a fujoshi, and another person mentioned that mlm didnt like the way she portrayals klance. i dont remember it being hateful. but again, she apologized for handling it badly. its just that she stops there.

no one, absolutely no one, is required to talk about world issues when they're running a fandom account,no matter how "big" they are. we all know what's going on in the world, we're surrounded by sad and stressful stories practically 24/7 and if someone isn't, they're probably curating their social feeds to be that way

ignoring world issues is a privilege. if someone is able to turn off from all the problems in the world, its a privilige. yes no one should talk aobut it all the time thats not even healthy, but to never talk about it is a privilege. thats what black people are saying, they cant just turn off from racism, so yes they are going to expect white people to do something. online honestly i cant do shit, i dont think anything i reblog here does a difference and i do what i can in my own country, but she has a plataform that could help bring awareness. again, its a privilege to be able to curate your social media to be a perfect happy place.

even if she said hey guys stop, you think they would? she's can't control all those people and expecting her to is nonsense.

maybe they wouldnt, but if people were doing this type of thing in my name, in my defense, i would at least say something about it idk. she cant control them but she makes nothing to show that she disagrees or look for the people being harassed to say something about it.

the only way to avoid this kind of circular dog piling and hate sending is to better curate your fandom experience by ignore those you have issues with.

when it comes to simple things like “i prefer taller lance and i dont like taller keith” yeah, its fine to ignore people who draw taller keith and move on with your life or something like that. but we are talking about mlm, a real group of people, being upset for being portrayed in a harmful and steriotype way. its everywhere in fandom, and in real life. they cant escape from real life, and then they come to fandom where everyone wants some escapism and have to deal with more issues. its tiring