#Am i catching up? perhaps...

[pocketpencils]

She got a new sword! Good for her!!

[autisticaradiamegido]

day 93

whats up

[krikidilly]

I cant be, what you need, I am stuck, in a dream, I am stuck, in a dream.

[borkwolf]

Help I am rewatching Ninjago with my roommate and I have been catapulted directly back into the fandom. mmmrrrghh legos

[svtskneecaps]

the only thing stopping me from writing a fucking charlie slimecicle + elmariana + juanaflippa family centric time loop fic is the fact that i missed every single flippa stream live (finally plunged into qsmp a few days after tallulah appeared) and i don't have the time to watch back through the vods because HOLY SHIT CAN WE GET 30 FUCKING SECONDS WITHOUT SOMETHING HAPPENING ON THIS SERVER WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

[hwaitham]

aa . had a sad dream during my afternoon nap . . . 's not all That awful . . :c but thinking abt it makes m chest hurt so actually ! perhaps it is . . . me n haitham were rllie close pals in it but i had a big fat ginormous crush on him , so i confided in kaveh . . only to be told that al haitham was hopelessly in love with my best fren ! ! ! ໒꒰ྀི˃ ˂ഃ ꒱ྀི১ it was obvi she had feelings for him too . . da three of us would go to cafes often n i had to swallow my anguish watching both of em interact n chat about things dat would go over my head . . . it hurt so ridiculously bad ! mostly bcos i wub my friend sooo much ! n of course i alwys wnt her to be happie n dat takes precedence over anything else to mi , even if that means watching her n al haitham be in love . . she is so sweet n beautiful n talented n funny n intelligent n just . Perfect in everyone's eyes . ๐·°(৹˃̵﹏˂̵৹)°·๐ so it is like . of Course he would pick her over me ! ! ! arghhhh

[damianyadesmond]

id feel bad about rbing all stuff thats just popular posts but theyre all soooo bangin. damianya fans are so talented, all-knowing, masters of their crafts

[biohazard-inevitable]

I am….. surprisingly close to catching up to one piece.

Based on my estimate, I have 361 episodes left.

I did not think I would make it this far.

Before I started one piece, I would have thought that having that many episodes left was agonizingly far away, that I would never be able to make it.

But now, 700 episodes in. I realize how small that is in the grand scheme of it all.

Theres so much more I want to see, so many situations and experiences I need to witness, and although one piece is continuing still, I know its gaining on the end.

The end comes for everything, as death i know all too well.

But for something this profound?

With characters I feel this strongly about?

With the feeling of this being neverending?

It feels so small.

It feels not enough.

I want to go on more adventures with these pirates.

I want to breathe and live for them.

I dont want it to stop,

But I know it must.

Nothing can last forever.

And I will be immensely saddened to say the final goodbye.

I dont think I’d be able to manage dry eyes for them.

Nothing will replicate the lifetime I’ve lived in his world.

[builtlikeastickofcelery]

guess what

[luciality]

iggypan

[chiropteracupola]

making an attempt at doing one of those october prompt challenges except that this time I just do pencil sketches on post-its all month

(this week: wormsfic keith, connla, tom pullings, alexios, goodfellow, and jim hawkins)

[bisamwilson]

Top 5 songs about love & because I’m me, top 5 baked goods!

hi zainab!!! thanks for the ask <3

this is a very difficult ask bc i love love songs!!!! listening to a lot of them is my way of coping with being a hopeless romantic that doesn't believe in love lmao. i am gonna limit myself to ONE sam cooke song (so this list isn't half sam cooke)

you send me - sam cooke

i will spend my whole life loving you - kina grannis and imaginary future

(i love you) for sentimental reasons - nat king cole

work song - hozier

moonlight serenade - glenn miller and his orchestra

i am gonna refrain from giving a million honorable mentions but trust me when i say i have them

baked goods!!!!! i have two chapters of the bake off au to catch up on omg!!! i gotta get on that!!!

derby pie (showing my roots here)

molasses cookies

buttermilk old-fashioned doughnuts

red velvet cake (with cream cheese icing!)

chocolate peanut butter pie

ask me my top 5 anything!

[aastarions]

jjk anime being back feels so good in that im falling back into the fixation

[junewild]

happy :)

[the-trans-dragon]

Ghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh if my job decides to do a secret Special Item Release, they should at LEAST tell the staff x.x I would have brought more food and drinks, and gotten better rest last night, if I’d known

Also they should give us holiday pay for that nonsense omg.

[icewindandboringhorror]

Daily Log 7

Trying out (probably just temporarily) making short daily-ish notes about things, in an attempt to see if it helps me be more reflective or productive lol.

Activities: Finished all of the little things I carved out of avocado pits, will maybe post pictures at some point? I painted some sections (like for the eye I carved, I made part of it white for contrast, etc.) and then generally glazed them with some shiny paint stuff. Now I really wish I had more avocado pits, I was unsure at first, but I have some new ideas.. I want to try inlaying stones like I've seen in some pictures, similar to the same ones I use for eyes in my sculptures. >:3 (random google image example of the stones inside, like this sort of thing V)

Low effort/small house cleaning tasks, did a few dishes, put up laundry, organized things, put up the recycling, paid bills, etc.

Still extremely sleepy and unfocused, it was hot last night and the cats woke me up multiple times so I only got a few hours of sleep and barely had any energy to do anything and also had a headache and back pain a lot of the day. ToT

Finally made an appointment I was supposed to make like 4 days ago lol..

Gave wet food to the cats (this is an ordeal because George eats way faster than Noodle, so I have to separate them and stand guard so George doesn't vacuum his up immediately then run over and try to eat all of his brothers food.. evil boy must be watched to prevent his crimes )

Edited videos for like.. 15 minutes but still have not been very productive on that front (or editing costume photos or anything) due to shoulder pain and stuff making it hard to type/use mouse much on the computer. grrbbb >:V

Spent 10 minutes looking up a weird pendant I had in my rock collection area and found out it's an old piece of costume jewelry from the 60s(?) and could be worth like $200 potentially, which is cool. I'm not sure if I'll sell it though because I do think it's quite unique and good for a prop when making wizard character inventories, etc, and I'd never be able to find anything like it again (it's this one below.. it's very weird.. looks like something a mage would have lol)

Translated the tapestry text for 5 minutes, and got out some tubs of clothes to start organizing them to sell outfits and stuff online, but then felt ill and had to go lay down so now the tubs are just sitting out on the floor ghgh..

Notable sights: It rained a bit and the sky was very pretty at one point. Didn't get to go outside today due to schedule/low energy, so no clovers or anything. Saw a fat squirrel out the window once though. Also when I was looking through my "rock collection" (which also includes marbles, dice, pieces of glass, stones, gems, rubber balls, seashells, smooth wood, jewelry scraps, etc. ggh.. really more "shiny things collection" but it's mostly rocks, so) for interesting stones to possibly put into avocado pits in the future, I saw a lot of pretty rocks I hadn't thought about in a while, so that was nice.

Goals moving forward: Focus on social activities, finding new friends in the places I want to move, communicating with ones I have. Physical therapy exercises. Finish and upload videos, edit costume pictures & etc. Do the new costumes I've planned. MAKE SCULPTURES at some point, I miss them.

Notable foods: Nothing really.. but it's an asparagus day tomorrow I think so.. >:)c hehehehe... Oh, I did try a bite of corn, which I really really love corn but am not supposed to have it on my diet. The miniscule morsel was sufficiently cherished. Still craving hearty stuff despite resuming my iron supplements lol..