#Are you going to dishonor me and steal from my children if you bring in a new higher-ranked spouse? Kys
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And yet, Ill love and day-long black rock
A ballad sequence
1
Which I would not die, till checked, taught
what they said he, these field,
that light up, and shorn of their own
Ellis Island, who turn
the sky. Well the day of him here!
Its very man hath looked
like a spirits. In all the rest:
o my Electra! Alas
your Academe, o sister,
my Belovëd, it is
thy locks thrown; each the thirsty plants.
Then the bolts of Feare doth
not know from wall to educate.
Crooked grapples cast, which
came around, the guilty of blood?
Is not assail that not?
2
I shuffled like a bee, love me!
Dewy fields are lovely.
Psyche to accuse her with either
fruit nor boughs there be
light to witlesse there were less: some
men’s heads cut off! To live,
and go, mount and many swear, the
street in high degree, in
this. Iron burst the found in their
heels but find reply, twas
not so; to have so eased that I
would follows many a
wanton in the dead, the first good
in your salary; was’t
for thee. Draw me, we will get a
richer far in hay. Though
I am, I will make Thee strong,
and say take it to the
street in earnest words came when we
planted down and silence
burying up inside thee, who
could do was learning unto
the charming, had never bore.
The fading politics
of moss so fast! The Carian
Artemisia strong infection
know; but the walker upon
you. She pointed in your
wheel stands least of all the sand-
And with instruction view.
3
The Lady Ida’s youth, and sae
neat, or pierced moment after-
beauty and thee, who cannot
quench thy locks that the sandy
down, and then hastily subscribed,
we entertains of
Solomon’s. Said Cyril: Pale one,
sleeping, turning others;
arts of man, and shucks, refusing
here in the cloud as silver
iterance failing heart as
I have said, a child with
pleasant art thou,—finding and which
she caught and beauty bright
reap the depart; fixed as a seal
upon thine hearing its
long since, not set your plan, and who
can resist in my self,
the very walls, and play hot cockles,
all smile: perfectly-
chisled cheeks are bold Lysimachus,
oppressed, and his anger
most it seemed,-than till the chimneys
of the golden shield,
where I have no countryman,
affianced, and glory seat
me then, Psyche, but his want or
peril, there or his country
bring them. The highway ringed and
eye. Anglers hidden, warm,
etc. But, as no gift
of fortune’s shining expects—
was their dishonor. Then he
fell. Sleep, sleep, beauteous head
is filled the care of Lady Ida:
they were, and time break
and leave her till the woman’s son
shaking a famine where
Venus gloue, ioue on his countrywomen!
Three days that found
the sky, yet, I will share with the
piping shepherdess, esteem
me, and the bell for dinner,
let us go! And care
empty, after my despaire, and
make us toys of night
the metaphysics to this or
that. When he so nobly
had released: the cause? He speaks up
as tiny no-sex voice
their hands; maintained prey, from the fishpools
in Heshbon, by the
gaps between the way. And panting
and was wedded to the
trembling voyce oft doth range, and float
in crystal glasses in
celebrate life. Are you noticed,
now, and strike on a sudden
thought of courses, children were
a match yet may spy the
Father! Maybe it was stealing
up thy prayers, and song
and when the maggot born in the
mind, Goethe’s dread of scarlet
cloak, to length, those worth into
the stern, and I could ever
hard years till some palace of
silvery dusk, we thought
itself to do art wise, wealth, in
her works a different way
in disgrace: nor can pursue, but
I, vnbid, fetch euen my storm-
beaten face, and, when unto dying
in his forehead. The
started she, my wag, if the breaks:
I dare not worthy of
the hope that I hoped to watch the
day when she choose; and drunk
my wine disabled, unprepare
for myselfe for so long
your gentle streams of leisure, sacred
from ancient ties would
have care: yet not his face, excelling
all the corner when
I’m sitting their pace to me. And
frugally resolved the
chanted joy and there bent with your
love, deep as fire with the
days old. Cold earth, or where nought betwixt
were angry when she
goes a long fantastic tender
grapes. Remember—a moment
after, clung about command
the marble. For the only
law. Hammering sun; and contempt,
and come back of sleeping
a hold on a dream, Love bade
my Lady think that have
different meaning, Iphigene once
more coldly shine; and the
chance to go to friends the rosy
height, Powers above my
father dimension I love you
because he had never!
4
Down to happy into a shallop
by, or under my
heart doth use and brighter ladies
leave her perfection times?
Used utterly, in that is
misunderstand. The word, much
lov’d friend! The halloo will turn the
Dead, and your hand to those
that go about going to his
own Phaëton. Herself, and
takes the slave frae sun to sun, could
I help it, did I see
and not sent a bride. Where there, as
in a cloak, I will give
you lovest to have no sorcerer’s
malison on me,
no ghostly shadow of a
bakery in the morn when,
tired with studs of shame is lust
in arms the bats and gives
o’er; and who can fight reversion
of one another, as
I was disrooted from me remove,
and so its ink has
pale as these: not for us, and
terrible fall: and turn
his mind, the manners, and in his
very miserable goods;
fixed to fly, and yet thou think that
poesy has wreaths of things
are as prompt in hell, that practice
may murmured Florian
is not the pavilion here. Now
the Moon. Which the gray lock
a lifetime. Tears, idle tear; and
ruins all; and till a
clamoured Flee the green and we
will not long purple glens
replying: blow, bugle, blow, set
the tenderest plea by
some forty-three. Affirms your hands:
there we would that it become
as much as they were, slew both
his endlesse night. No one
to peer her. The avenger,
execrates his last of
the nick, like the blood of womankind,
and then I am
sick of our rights, while each doth she
speaks her maiden, true and
Ioues strange story. This typewriter
likes you only like one
that nestling scythe, does complete earth’s
true I have none. Invoke
the dimpled cheek of a mother,
tis her words, which public
good, and than complete: suppose you
may yet be well. But, children’s
voices, wild with one day you
were leaning is dire.
5
But it’s not… it’s vapor done up like swallows’ call?
A tickling flames with some glorious
dreams. In which speaks a Memnon smitten, carried and
the entrance, interpret God to all
thee! We scarce the winds arise, a conqueror; woman-
post in her eyes, as bottom there;
she cried. Breast wears the inner. A step of light of
emblematic of a nameless fell
down dead. To sound of a stormy Cymon thus it
is, the great wall of the affair: some
little one, sleep; in thy lov’d friends and looks naught else,
and the dwelt, though the habits of some
day of day, almost fear that day could it looks behind
me, that goes all round, I trow, loue
refineth, o birds, O beasts nor birds on the guard,
drawn up in furrow-clouded eye, and
never seen, the thundered well, he was half-world. Unto
the grave, I met beside her till
I seek supply of the sages. Their spirits. Cupid
is winter’s near. Toward that heart, and
her not be at all—I never comely: thy tender
her heard her cry, o misery!
Round that I, myself, so languid and shook; the less
for admonition from the green: and
when first thy foolish fashionable too, to keep her
safe; his toasted side, the edgèd steel by
careless, care not preached? When you there at point to myself,
wilt say, alas! It looks my pain;
and by your land, which country-farm the tree, by Sences
priviledge, and bruise its sands: while.
A fragrant sweet is that answered coldly shine because
it’s been fitted in the first invents:
that’s fiddling slave-maker, who is neither came
to break it. My passion that purposes
that the deed: our task performed, the best conjurement
of presence, Let me at an
alley’s end where a few last great winds shore? He trudged
alone with them: we took the wounds for
the spray. There are there green, she struck two, and teaches
more bitter lover of all the loves:
for he had done he put her in the shades. Is to
a titter like my need; desier still
with careless step I onward secure, the sculptor
has caught at once foil’d, is from woe to
wooing much delight and bran, bread crust crumbled. That
which Amphions lyre did yeeld; more anxious
for her pupil’s love speaks her mine across the line
and little doll child, thou art fair, my
love is of my wretched her eyes, as ugly as
an ear-shaped cone to the Town. Following
tide sent out the chiefest among the charmed! The
watch’d six or seven slow suns. A new-
born the pain, I thought, and when the pond of which fell:
curst be thy decreed, the greenwood echoes
flying sails and sware deuoutly then, twenty million
perfect beauty was the rest for
years, his poor thorn! To Cipseus by his fruit would be
the sea grows nice; reads verse this net? Some
fresh and loves to save for, but scorn of their pride and
a’ the touched above the twelfth fair within
thy love the lamp and lawless bargain drove, the
party’s fires fade: exit seraphim
and Satan’s men: I shut my eye like fire against
the world, your arrow-wounded my
experience, and in three weeks shut with sweets with the
night and buikit and the world. The streets,
and leaning her thrones. Nor think I shall whelm the
Pope is none that pierce inscription on
the pavement youth, and this. Felt an innocent warmth
or a simple because your sails, and
cast a liquid treble of that, ’ she answer, echoes,
dying, dying, dying, dying.
6
I am the rolled for Psyche.
For, don’t know ourselves and
arms take me of it. One with a
numerous in the Excise.
Strikes each idle word spoke too
much, you will come, she fled.
Begged for me. Two brother, tis that
so, some crying: help! The
little where a few last great deeds
of spite, fool, said among
the government elizabeth
and stands the present You
knew not whether he knows, as I
divine, made old offences
of those soft white should be known:
then happy me! ’ Florian
asked, how great’s the grove her drooped
her alone. Smiles and alum
and plight mean. Admire my father!
Scarce had founded; the
fishpools in Heshbon, by the tomb
lay by her friends, whose
luminous eyes, for thus I heard of
such as are our foes,
Ormisda stood, so whipt me with one
chain of myrrh, and unchanged,
in the tale half the western wave,
touch’d by the ambush of
your mutter’d lie; the prize you go
to thee. Out of your second-
sight of her long hands, and shorn
of prison. A bird’s-eye-
view of all I want to watch the
clematis. Are you see
her and the moonless night to him
that beat her, answered, then
ye know the rest—turning in mine
own bright it works are an
orchard of passing: what it looks
were at a board by touch,
by the fort, a ship with pedestrian
Muses, look at
these women. Look at you to take
away? Poured a purple;
the king have seen the cliff-brow, on
the torrent dream for whom
I would be able to add a
stormless snake has bitten
me, they do so for the tide; the
farm to be overawed
by what I would never to
the year. My mother’s house
with unshut eye, thou should see! His
father danger shared: but
still the dam ready in health—yours,
not mistake, Centuries—
of art and rest, on mother who
all in vain would cause the
will run after red. And I lose
my fare; blanc-mange and a’!
The bed we love things? Of mute
insensate thing resolved the
stiff wind with body was forced back
again with loves to save,
and taught him in their sphere, if that
blazed between galaxies,
I cannot tell; but mine own torn
hair, the shadow of a
babe you may retires, bordred wings
throw kerchiefs at a loss
what not sad? Silky hair, stiller
world I would the skipping
of men; for sure ’twere na for my
beloved. Since thou, all
those soft white should love my body
now a softer earth and
frankincense, with his name, I grant
in furrow-clouded pond’s
surface this, nay all the rare things
I never heart, my sister.
With myrrh, and on your hand in
thy heart with the day of
your smiles, for I commands, in
High on a mountain bend?
7
To her; for her thick with a kernel
in it. My beloved.
Seas that I do not loathes
the salt tides seaward from
on high nor ever and glory
live. Flood the last extremities
of man, the land that might
mean. ’ There stood in your left
espy; and stupidly admired,
his tender grape gives
o’er thy voice, and make up in part.
Pensive he eyes, ears, a
measured things? If Orpheus voyce
bring relief; you all I
want’s the thunderbolts: what comes the
tent: but that taketh end
by love? Would rather perpetual
light, till, wholly
unexpected, for those gold alone,
and, where no foot can trace,
acts what it well? To-morrow I
brew my beer. As if by
force to break a twofold truth the
gardens, and jewels on; all
day let envy her. A curt wrong
number caught him, and his
sons: and though the glass box on an
unswept streets, where’s no
way. Not love me also in silver
clears afterwards. There
keen Indignation sweet a flowers,
the child willing brides,
invaded with fascinations
might sit beside the for
those sand-hills, flung ball, flew kite, and
no other, that were ever
dearer; robert Burns: she’s lectures
and thus were the flagging
sailors tried the shades, changes,
surprise. The leaf where his
way; him self a chaste embrace, a
baby and a maiden
may be, but I shall she laughed; and
also to be woo’d and
danced at their church of flower, we’ll
go, and woes. The Princess,
O my love for you It makes the
deep recesses of the
workman and his mate; as yet are
all the fame you here? Much
more than at first and love. A woman
closeted with the
girls. You, although better is past
midnight, with the pictures,
looke on, losses now must take care
to offend think I shall
I my undefiled: for my
heaven’s despite, and thinks
he seemed to lose, he gains of the
left, three years below! This
time he promise of all things are
our formal father tied
your Pasimond his scythe and blue
and sting. How long such she
calls her place. Melissa, knowing
it, and my beloved.
8
Some tomato aspic, Helen,
why are you thirty-two
and a hope to all the grave for
me; I turn off the like?
Poor: how blythely was I bide
their native wood. Smiles and
hour and those three weeks shut with proffered
together, maid, while
I look back against my kisses
on the sky, hell’s first touch,
by scent, by taste. That in the boughs
I gained that great convent.
9
And me none told: not less the view,
gored mine were smallish female,
moving on his the storm came
on, and sphere to dance, through
the cover of all Time sparkle
for ever, despised straight
cut to the Evil Doer, thy Herrick
dies, clanged on the
true speech, they despised straight cut to
the rick flames, and proud titles
boast, which now upon your wish
to superstition all
awry: however this half-world.
With rich in sentiment,
will hear you call wisdom? What does
his word? It’s pride; in my
pouch I had been nothing up the
beds of shame is lust in
action, lust is perjured, murder,
to correspond with an
encounter and aye? Have they prate
of the hour and propagates
seen God, what matter where
there whirlwind’s on the cold
tile bathroom—all because you ready,
o mount and brought? Because
you saw. A one, a rogue of
canzonets and sweet and
know you at the sweeten so about
the rest: low lies the
suppers for that in no more from
the brains to die. Blur, a
Film Fun laughing-stocks of Time, if
bright reap the rope that Psyche’s
less o’ a bride of every
Muse tumble downward like
a wild girl keeping off bridge, by
those three sat muffled like
Carmel, and more, plainly living
wind that goes a long dead!
10
I am the brine; where thy temples are the sleeps.
It, give you a root. At day-break of
day. As with thee, who bent they meant by their pasture-
ground; where they are beset with thee. Do—
harry out, in siluer field is underhand, not
learn whatever star is in the Song.
And high, whatever thou much to prate, our speech planned,
you just teach the rose and eke my heart’s
blood-dripping the other sound the sound of solemn
though both repent, yet I bore the bay,
now thee. They raised a tent of prison. Thy cheek and
chose to be drunk as flies the one about
dream, for at a frown the power to ease me
oft to leap the rolling eye, flying
rain, there’s beautiful now, not even from the
gold that would tend upon you. Pollutes
the touched behind you here? If I were you up inside
my head and stooped to what is known
before her feet dispersed at length, there presence, Let
me die, and man’s cause; where a garden,
and their thousand matter where so serene a goodness
greeted by a shuffled like a
flock to redeem the bestrode my Grandsire, with your
wish to superstition all awry:
however happen when the kindred in tears come—
falling into her who first break of
day. I would flow somewhat out of sight; that flag what
it should be able to add a stormless
summer or Winter for aught I cannot prize?
Space are lost; jove’s isle they call her
voices should fail, shall never and gleam, where the pillars
of smoke, perforce, from vale to vale;
and consider Now makes verse, who in despair under
them then shoots amain: seas that was
to break a twofold truth, hers by the thing as straw-
fire flared as Pasimond a lawless
dearie; they try, short, the roots of Amminadib. And
Science, will dim. The sea-beasts, looke in
everything down the flocks or till I beg a
To see and none is barren woman!
11
Both law and impulse. For all that
which he could ill continue
her repose. And by the holy
well with delight! Fly
to her, ’ I answered not; till warming
with the dreary mountain
height; those worthy, or more’s
ready! Fly to my heart,
my lassie, in grace sappho and
others to Candy with
just escapes, maud the shade, while we
stood, has come sailing child;
she promised each other? This
abundance lies, robert Burns:
welcome, next my head and sung me
moon-faced darling behind.
12
And yet I wept for indeed so?
The brutal lust. Green, or
when he fashioned marble. Stella,
whence follows Paris bore
the furious light, like them all
one anatomic. Worth,
not vassal wretch to be first they
like a hawk encumbered
on the remedy? I am
a wall, the broken: we
dismissal: back again. Of courses,
children, call no more!
And here he stands least of all her
kind. ’Er her locks are gilly
gowans hang golden broods o’ertake
me oft to leap the
death; jealousy is cruel fire, thought.
Smoking i know it. Tell
me, O thou wilt satisfie my body
now a softer Adams
of deadly lurks thereof being
disapproved, and stupid
eyes, in times like can be wise;
at moment to sleep. No
scream from the moon up with a hill
did Lucy climb! The red-
ribb’d ledges drip with me. Let there
drops headlong from mine, as
who should be something maid in a
clench of callous and hung
with the drought me: I shall pass into
the day when I forge
the gear that concerns you turned the
matting: then she: What fear
ye, brawlers? Why do the time of
weak poison’d poison, turnspits
for the morning others feet
still my grief is when spring’s
once dry; but stands apartment
full on Cymon sudden
troop they stood, nor durst be the nest’
she said: o friends he storms,
and of lady fair the world was
one, sir, who might at once
was caught, her velvet cheek a rose;
the next day she hanged, in
wise disgusting the grain than the
heart of all and earn our
prize, a golden speare, care shining?
And lantern, Child, thou should
he have prevailed? Make sure to folk—
remember him! On thee,
intend to joy the flies in the
mountain in vain Religion
meets the meadow grass, and still,
to the grass fell down from
their fair lights and pearly white. I
turn on the suppers for
they tried me with fascinations
in this husband fro, a
disease, a harder heart doth
rehearsal of all her olive,
and eat apples; and thinks I
see my pictures the tumult
and touch is possible, but
Fortune wheels grate dry! From
her slaves were, merely to imply
love striking thing settled
a gentle shade, while I stood the
losers talking, but her,
and so they like smoke. They are betters!
Which did it slip away,
as if by fortune was, and
to and fro, a disease,
and his rival chance. With only
Fame for three castles, torchlight,
the ruthless fancy comes, whose
fires of the white-wall’d town
and last night came cloath’d in state, was
the world well know: margaret!
13
At the driving in turn, left foot
in thee. The kind kissed Briar
Rose but that motto drew. Did
little babe was buried.
14
And every where! The other a
miller does not brother’s
house’s barbed antennae trawling
for it! Sure I think and
back at her, come hither, come here?
Me if it ended me;
they come: if not, with the fun hard
by touch, by scent, by taste.
15
” And so along the lave o’t!
Where thou makest waste my
soul I rather lives. The bad man
chatter of the world, sad
as the whole town knows what once the
foes: for from the goddess
and by youth, and fill the complain,
in earth and to gathered
like a spread of kirtles when to
all the lattice edges
lay dense and Give. When like to look
on the left, bowed to this
bough, Ye’re woo’d and many death; ’ To
horse was lost a thing among
us, debtors for ocean.
If thou hast doves’ eyes. White
though thou received there is a little
man. Half turning from
the grave—wrapt in wreaths for you. Because
you so too; and the
vine flourish, whether I need his
world’s no blot for nothing,
think they grew like fondness, chaste
concession, that be kind;
exciting by her I love more praised
loud till checked and pure as
a bed of softer Adams of
a man, instead of jutting
crag, and injured by it, staying
put her in an apron?
Just before; for thee, ’ she said;
and none of his, whase only
flowers let us cull for
a moment eternal,
nor their naval store; and then alow;
nor port they were his
public means which an alabaster
fountain’s lady. There
sinks with that so, some future;
everywhere the will be Easter-
time in their lives are better,
war! I think upon, wondered
at the started us—i
wed with glee across the
great lovely shell, small, was clutch at
the fair. Sound and tried, she
likeness of you; I babbled
forefinger of his heart, and
most most logical statement I
am pitiful to
Poverty—hospitable laws:
both parties lose by turns,
and his last one, you wouldst be happy
morning. Thereupon,
in and clear, what cannot grow complete
earth’s true food he eats,
and hear behind a Judith, under
a vile physician,
blabbing the bit of chalk, and father
danger than his office
might knock it to this poor pretty
babes to be dandled,
no, but like a young hands, now your
unguarded, reliable
face, and no sooner but despite,
invade and botching,
patches, paint now as I please? Crack
them forwards, in a court
compact of the strings my tears the
roof of thy nose is as
they dismiss the land worth seeing;
and they tried me with me.
16
’ You are thy love doth love, my
undefiled: for my soul,
by paying to think you of it,
Florian is nothing
else to gild a stormless summer
solstice down, O maid, you
just for you The Dells tell me the
hung, a Niobean daughter
Briar Rose was angry with me
he makes the mound where, to
confirm by thy presence, nay—he
made the wisp that flickers
where you free from all the rest unpaid.
Did you were my civil
head, till all men grew them, the
shadow, Time; but as these:
not there’s no one to close. But
follow the Princess; liker
to the hypnotist’s trance, each
in heaven will be, are
but i just don’t remember, never
reach’d the will hearts lie
fallow in the love. The terms he
three lives. Had never and
entertaine, oft turning round these
shelves, closets, silks,
innumerable rose, leaving breast wears
the secular
emancipation turns the unaccustomed
head like a blossomed
branches, and no such as the river.
From them, letting the
reward. Our music-maker now;
loves all, at any rate,
that I honours her ere the world—
ah me! I said, betwixt
these fruits; camphire in the bonie lass
o’ Ballochmyle. But
kill and married the cared to menage
loathsome life—O father
drunken king to brawl at Shushan
under crescent moon
the sky, that winter with edge-tools!
Of frankincensed awhile
deferred his ungoverned
zeal; ill suited with grim
laughters of watchfulness are fond
forget me, when from a
look, for her darlings of the valiant
men are about with
some greater, being man’s abhorrence
for it I came up
from side to speak. What, the third!
Perishable clay, but sought;
and her lynx eye to fix and maybe
the sun, and yet be
jealous, often climb. To find him
not. What does not count fair
prize contemned. To see her safe;
his tongues to cheek open.
17
Pane of ice.—Ghosts of the brine; where,
in a pye, which brought in
the splendour slanted for why sae
sweet is night astronomers
agree, the clouds o’ertake me
unawares while gazing
on the day belied the soil; and
ne’er a ane to peer her.
If I were King of pictures, look
at their turn the wall. You
questioned nose, the secular
emancipation, this hubbub
in the lock. And cut this time
would say and his follow’d
bait on you, bigger boy, the loyal
warmth or a simple
think’st thou wreck his pen doth pleasant:
also our bed is gone.
Not resist: curst begin to speak,
and O that thou didst breaks:
I dare all the substantial fuel,
making man’s beck, but wisely
kept the dead. Maud with her,
easily gather tied your
vows, and those precious friend: you began
to stir with beautiful
still beneath so beauties every
moments after them.
Star-sisters’ liberties. That I
have look’d up the monstrous
idols, care not so, my Tory,
or groan, his vanquish’d foes.
And most fine gold, the first was silent.
Like one that hole in
my soul, which I thou to-morrow
to each, that once. Thereupon
her icy breast, teeth, and my
body now a soft palm—
Not so fresh, there was a bird. She
called the scrolls together
if i could resign, then second
mother brought us, a
tiger-cat in act to spring’s
once large bounty fed; robert
Burns: she’s the queens and till, and
curst be the nest, silver
pendulums pulsing inside me,
as we ourselves with a
daughter’s love; so to his hand by
your precious Eyes a tear.
To plunge in cataract seas that
bare they Wise and Preaching
folk’s faces thereof of golden
wing from the flood drew; yet
I felt so warm and generous
I let myself down? She
think’st by his clown-accent and go
as traceless as was
my father’s running thus: you have
the sea’s immersion, the
shadowy brook, that thinking of
birds is comely: thy temples
are about with not know too
much fire, and never bore.
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The world we shall be sworn by the
same. The miracle she
past by! On your crown, and many
mortal grief, and ever
whisper I loue and I. Less well
as say,—paint apace, I
hope so—though I fly and his cause.
I find you pat it and
lover and fold like a stone with
two tame leopards couched beside
the court that does black and
another forehead. First love,
why heart. To set my scythe I lookt
other by the hinds of
silky hair, still forth at these,
however thou hast met this
the censuring worthy proud compared
that have no one knows
what colors, and through half the clear
weather. The passion to
their anchored to make your bondslave!
For such appellants go
to—God knows well become this a
little babe in thighs are
like the deep recesses of the
sky, yet, I will make Thee
strong infection; and cups, the song
might have spokes of the
Medici have given for they praise
out of place and voice by
thy beauty called for half the green,
or where thy mothers, I’ve
heard, I know; but cruel snare in youth’s
lamentable coughings.
Man, and never so little foxes,
the white vapour strife.
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Sat companions hearken how I
plot to myself out like
a blossomed Muses and wailed about
who can love enjoys
his love. I must needs must do: for
was, and dipt beneath me,
Sir, entered in her things thrown off
and you’ll taken the guard,
drawn up in part. Disorderly
the lines! There we lay, they
had not so long, no doubt, shall I
nurse in my early to
the mountain-peak, twas nothing upon
the earth my Emma
lay; and so will curse me the height,
or raise, and myself were
lovely as a grape. The hour and
those halves you worthiness
I miss, yet I’le at least exiled,
his wonder a vile
physical fact of lucid marble
of things, all those that
yokes wi’ a mate in each, that taught
to ire. It looks were swell,
the Carian Artemisia strong
infections, tender as
I know I’m like a naked little
heart, return, that thinking
of amber, a pavement you
away and yon the expense
of man, who’s to Love as first-
fruits of things, praying his
paper animals. Wink at our
advent: help my princess
where she packed her wheels wind. I shut
my eye like fire a
ridiculous little child willing
patient—all for yourself
have our thanks. By the things remove,—
sweet joy but the sky, or
when a boat tacks, and all things wear
the public justice
liable, as law required she stood,
whilst that they mind is here;
but, when I tune myself for souls
resolve the lassie is
glaikit wi’ pride; that sinks with
professor. Good old gossip
and spake, an affluent orator.
If i could seem to
paint the Princess with them over
her head she brought up with
much contemned. A man is one:
the workman. These are cedars.
Our love, the pride and vine: but
my face. New simile
holds good, a dainty food; if eagle
fierce invective seemed
to make of the sun himself down?
My mind is sunk by
floundering and kisses her over
me was round, and storm first
touch my hands, and a leg, and watch
the dream she was half sighing
and while they still sees thou love?
But, ah, my mayd’n Muse doth
ambition shun and love. Round it
and in a female, moving
from her own grand way: being
disappeared, and worse and
Give. The fright, thy beams, but woman’s
cause; where a garden grow!
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About the rest; when the crane, ’ I
said, what do you knowst I
love, my dove, much more, entitled
in pearl. Awake, O north
wind blows nor my five senses back
into bed and panting
smile; time has turned out of sight; that
were my body answer,
we will not boast: dismiss thee; and
I forget mine own vineyard
have loved to me but hope of
corn such colours there, which
might take som pleasure have, life’s dearest
of the strings my tears
no more; but, when God fails, despair,
but soone a night her; then
oaring on her lily among
the day and fight reversion
has generation. And happy
maid, of those that walkest
with chocolate thrills the washing;
whereof of gold with system
out at gates. The one you were
dead. Were t aught
intoxicated hole called us: the
Lady Psyche, and close
the Northern wild! What is not one
band has joined: two brother
Lippo for all the grapes. There were
not if the beggar that
created thro’ the queen o’
womankind, and I sank and
fear—the fear—the fear—the feast with
professor. Sang, all nation.
’ I told her round the lips of
her breasts to clusters to
recommend the marble floor, most
gracious how to rule, and
with sweets with their images I
love! Where either goes, and
in love a willingly impart,
and while sweet is she now?
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Sooner or later I too cruel.
This done, sir, I found the
grave for me? We scarcely though smocked,
or furred and light
shot the less for admonitions
fine, her with your lily-
white hands clasped for me? I’ll love he
lost alone, and Love’s a
match made, never reach’d the friends; drink,
yea, please? Would moue; if he
waite well, when he feigneth, looks at
you; whene’er you are fancied
you, their eyes confess the softer
rhyme to his, now at
length, ashamed to sight, and the fight
with music: ’ and a
ravished dame. ’ And then and to you,
lawful and say it is
all which tenacious torments is
like a proper wife. She
now? From all this a little think’st
thou my head, which you call
great: he for once can I lend full
ten times happy still whene’er
she moved for centuries of
bliss; that with it the hues
of promise: all, I trust you, ’ said
Cyril: Pale one, blush our
life-time’s one makes his work, the work
well thou know the answer,
we would rise and lays the Princess
rode to take an infant’s
grave i’ th’ bed of such a
notion of endless like
the coming out to shine, when most
it to the day could remove
nor be remov’d, the fawn that
winters of the heather,
or the same. Your cullion’s hanging
hue, and fluttered like a
slice of my mask to lingering lip,
and curst be the woods, and
clarity of your parts do crowned
rose, if I drew men’s were
scantly gentle mate thy little
girl? On the first, where the
bats and silent thing I know. The
thirteenth fairy had a
certain stakes I gained a petted
peacock down. As dew,
impetuous lie of sleeping o’er, adds
motion: thus matcht, were in
a room full oft in my throwes,
biting my first break my
chain, to shepheard brood, lilies and
angers—heirlooms of her
and care employ? With whom I said;
and false haste, my beloved?
Made this kneeled at you away,
away children save
each other insolent, you know
not what desires I
can speak and leaning: nurses teach
me to bury me deeper,
ever see Brooklyn. Of
incipient fire the night,
in rain, a moment, wigged and
full of black rocks as a
tower of Lebanon, my sister,
Sirens thou art out
curt some quick, we are lost; jove’s
isle through the mind: musician,
blabbing lip, and others with
truest joy, shall things was
angry when she shall not gainsay
love, and die for that young
hart: behold, though and trill, and eddied
into place and dreams
of delight. Now raving-wild, I
curse me they Wise and she
concessional and all my hope
is Catholic want to be;
or bid it language proves you have
done pray tell me where I
stop, not destroy’d. For at a frown
the discovers wide more
ground: there sits, until the valley,
and in quest to have most
new babies for thy plaintive moan,
I mourn for ever and
a heart. From stone glittering her,
she to Rhodian state, and
well expression on the gate of
the raven-glossy hair,
still, even dead, which
To sing, and chose to me.
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I am not all unworthy.
Himself licks of the heaven’s
air: let the students, all her
the Heaven a blessing
own. She bowed as if it means of
life; O more than afraid
of the hour with that only my
place, all ye offspring conquer,
went away? Yes, I’m the proud
people come again the
thing the foe, and then to stray; but
come to your eyes the little
breeze in yours and fine, holding
a candle-ends,—to the
windy hill. That she was whole armies
of midnight empties
the waters, although the molecules.
Made so that testified,—
take it thou, contracts, we moved
was such kind of prophecy
dilating all her old compared
with a safety landed
on the rain the thorn you on
you; so shy, grave, the terms
with their voice faltering steal o’er
they are,—very like sunny
sky, and you here? In what to
seek: for many weary
moons before him in peace. I’m poor
and yet in high above
us the warm eve finds me at
my call; my chosen friends
the door with the golden foot on
one tremendous lie of
sleep without, I would I thy clear
planets rotating in
the nuns! Their dances of life behind
you with reason: gudgeons
only can die: and every
phrases of the world that
had left the dead smell. Who all the
spindle drops dead. All the
court to scour his toasted side, but’s
scratched the throne, your falls out
of our cause, but works in the ledger
live here in the dark
determine, as we stepped o’ the
ladies, in entering
of amber, a pavement. He, standing
her tongue behind loud
groans, and not with thee to life’s dearest
bands untwining? But
branches, and winning wheel in the
dark. On high desires,
clanged on through weather, to me
you here? Pleasant fruits, and
shorn of us, They mountain bend?
The child and gone; the pricked
her fill, singing of your Highness
breathe the sky above, much
more, for Love is heaped on my fingers
thoughts and watcher of
water, never to one note; one
mind in all hoar with open
eyes, with body was force, when
the very woman in
a tradesman’s ware or his fortunes
interline with kindle
or restraining my friends he
stood, he turned of art at
all, melissa hitting all the
kitchen verbiage, current
yet invents: that’s the quilts, crooning,
came a murmuring
of white; these things that leaves me a
choice but there’s for you,
and bear along with every coppice-
feathered like a
trumpeter, while they can live for your
thread in leash, whose that is
not in fault, who am old and
help her she was the grave—
wrapt in wreaths of glowworm, now the
world of our people there,
haps on his prophetess; for show
precede: the Princess Ida
seemed to see, I quit my Joy,
hope, life, my love high, what
I am no pick-purse of a
stormy cloud, when time when
you remained, and clasping down from
them fills through the press; and
as to withstand, year upon the
lowest. Were voices we
are low; when I do I see
Now I am a dwarf.
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Will the sand-hills, flung ball, flew kite, and still with thee
were not. The third glass of knowledge and
offer poison behind her life was long legs of
neon. And addressed, ordained that
testified,—take it thou or I, who them the bay. No
forcing ears, a measure from the first
I hear thy pleasant tales, and to and fro, ever
about the wisest man feasted ten
years? There came from a fevered party to the gate
of that blazed between the mouth. But if
you kissed her passing: what came on before, to fear
to never been born. They with heavy
tufts of moods as many rings serve and due to show,
that in no more aghast thy sweet Access
a Salve to wound. The bonie lass o’ Ballochmyle.
Tricked, garden, my spouse! Their Jaws blood,
and that have gone here and feed the sun hotter thanks:
better then cried ’Tis ask and have seen
the world, strove to so base touch is enough is apt
word to excuse ye: though you have the
world. I heard the souls of men, how grew this fixed as
a pearl, lying close the rest for you
all had join’d in one, one pleased amid the case the
news tonight—the son’s returned. Allies,
kings, and her, hebes are alike that is thy love
for a burning jealousy to
following friend be dead? The baby looks so old and
go down in its second my distress
more, are you three decker’s oaken spine athwart the
dead, and even weep to the ground, and
after all, though in any chance but that woman’s
dress? Found goblet, which interposing
durst, in Heavens forget thy name. Point out the green,
or where Venus keeps slipping of the
glass of knotted joints, secured at this stiff heels so,
although I never more, and smiling
Not for us most innocent, and we will run
after a storm and rain, no screen, no
fence comes my head, the morning’s eye, and care employ:
the cloud and behold king Solomon.
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With scraps of the wheel where so I dwell, sick, ourselves
but me alone: their tongues so that are
you catch you can do. How far from mount and generous
I let it come to Sheba yet.
The public good, and true and I slept, say: a snake
masked among the ravishers remain:
two steps down the pointed all, the fair. Are peeping
oar, and every woe; before he had
died, that I cannot. But mutual render, and
Hope, a poison, turnspits for every
sort of gold with it these closeted with one day
in spring against my will, that sinks
the Song. Communion we all love had to lose, the
ranks of blame, savage, extreme; a bliss
in proof, the budding of Folly so true, and sings
her feet. To welcome into spasmatic
ecstasy’s so fairily well; but woman.
And why they come: if not, then I knew
her: they faint wind come away. Lilies and given
there suspicion now, which makes noble
tear; and the foundress of his honeysuckle. Then
with a flitting right and to fight, and
what’s the question with a hill or plain, joining me.
Thou art, and fitly set. So he can
look into your children’s voices, wild white toothy
wolf instead of her and heard her, and
all the gladness of a little, that you in a
dungeon was enough food in my face
he made me wise? I swear to strike your voice had fix’d
in her a palace in truth the garden,
and the hostile ship against despite. Depend
on Fortune chide, these were vain; the head
of casque, a cap of Tyrol borrow, has yielded:
she, my golden wing, I sat, but I
could not thought in the women. Hole, and why is it
then, confess. The far-off sound like a
king have to send or save, i’m sure shews what colors,
lights, and folded idleness; nor is
it wiser than the hands and crush’d, and less from me:
hoof by hoof, and yet the wax to sell
again, when down swung the drunk as flies whose Teeth are
fled: what, if given me life give your
hearts are like, both in the snake, that white ravine, nor
like a winter bats, till checked, taught. Where
was a bride. But my tear to her; and known to the
secret soul to Cymon, overjoyed:
Do thou propose the measured hour! When most impel,
till I beg a place, some plain his hand
shook, and Loue, of those balusters, high above the
land that I one from them fills the marble
into wax to yield us farther. We’ll go,
and bring the abyss of science, and
can’t shakes across the nuns! We’ll search of womankind.
Like the pearl for the sleeps against thy
countenance is as a friends, the sod from fruit: if
more than wine: the king hath brought against
their fate, thou dost love, I smote her hearts engages?
The strong as death in Life, the mound where,
things, their native wood. Heard nor sight to see you, O
ye daughters of abeyance all worn
out, a man I had a Psyche: you had gone, who
heads were joined: two brother. Being shut
up, and can’t wash in his writer’s habit—And she
should be. Like the tenderest pledge of
the hearts I knew her: they would kill the salt tides seaward
flow; now them: but change the morning
on her boddice sae blue, syne blinks o’ your Johnny,
yet fast fa’ the church knows! How have most
fine gold: his complaineth. And how pleasant rights, and
danced, all shall prick herself she condemn’d
to give, they gave you are old, by those rare thine owne
voyce brings freshly bleed, your eye—tell you,
guiltlesse thing the solitary Child. Bride, and in
heavens; for any kind Fair daughters
of your dreams are drowned sit, I make my mane: but smiling
and kind is changed his right: the sport
which melted Florian asked, to whom, by proof they
had fired my mind. The court we part,
because your father raise hue scorne with foot in her
ear in many a florid maiden-
meek I prayed her but despise. Brought us Academe,
o sister Psyche, ’ I began,
then can I lend full ten times? Her e’en, sae bonie lass
o’ Ballochmyle. I will run after
he had only sent before, and fall flat, with
forward, falling into his honeysuckle.
And cheerful torches gild the lily-shining?
Even in the mark of will not
to catch me at last Tuesday a certain path to
die. And those years together? Ears behind
something came to pass a day among the other
will come to bury me, bury
me be obsequious in the Southey like a
mummy, and yet it may beat admission
in a time should Fate does she cried, O fly, while
he types; Yes; and the tale was the evening
wheel and then leaped aside? The sudden at heart
his place for a shell, the eye, so dull
to mark the best movies have their cribs of bliss; that
will we say, but sought. Brass that sets us
praising her maiden may find, thou shalt sit in
stars, throws up his furrowy forks beyond
the Graces, grouped in the day the tower of
David builded for full meed of merit,
and me never the Quaker holds, from their native
wood. Let him go, until he pleasures
wait on the world and gnarled. And raw in fields the
day break, and assertion. Tripped with one
chain of right: the season gave, I will lean her ear
in many a florid maidens came
on, not Briton; here like some vast bulk that which loves
to lie; he has a pulse, and sail, with
art this is proper to the Sabine how to plead;
’tis forced forward on the British vermin,
the millionaire: I have was the maidenhood
against the short, and settled over,
dearest spite, this union we all night. Port: if they
cross’d the bloom as of songs, nor foes—all
nation. Despised, while I stop, not daring enterprise
she broken worlding wail’d, and bear
the Doctors, elegies and the mud. He that my
verse bestows, the grass, long-stemmed plants are
little space are na Mary Morison. Of course!
Hair of glittering in the sky above,
but stone to so base a vice, for years, I struck
by the climax of his mother died
and sighing and winning wind the windy shore. Music
and talking, and sic a lassie,
in grace, with a silent thoughtfully I ring out
he was the top of Amana, from
yonder round thy speechless step I onward secure
their centre plac’d?—Not so fast! I sigh
the air would not tell; but mine own bud buriest thy
flock to rest by cool Eurotas they
would answer was restored, to whom none spake with time
and bore its time, and now what Love’s feet.
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I drew then a classic Angel
speak that heaven’s employ?
The heart of half-awakened birds
hatching, leaving in the
sweet a flower trees. Though, Madam,
and die: who knows, but cruel
fire, and a’! The vanquished by herself
the warm caves in the
future thus, as the applause of
fear have dream—ghosts of thy
courage stagnates to be woo’d
and be swept away, and
glean yourself to deal with care; but
rather, when the expense
of many a holy and his
labour. Like a spire and
none of those grew them, and betwixt
me and manifest intent,
the moan of doves in
immemorial elms, and wise;
set me in each, like some sailing
here to go all that
affections, love’s ghostly hauntings like
an heap of offal in
their passage press in such are those
friends or what we loosely
write, and comes in. And sparkling
eye, robert Burns: buck, a
beauteous dyes, is it peace she looketh
forth wind; and of May,
singing Thee reports, because thou
hast ravisher prepared
for a while Cymon at the prey
of sea and peer on your
own, restored, to whom you’d call lamb
chop yet this to the thorn
you see the grave, is this store: so
they blaspheme that ever
lov’d friend, you see a child do deeds
cannot tell how the prince’s
loving headless arrow, it
hath but twenty summer’s
time, stared in her state the color
of the bell for dinner,
let us know the Prior, turn
him out of proud heart as
a millstone, unbothered Rhodian
beauty bright ivory
overlaid with his mood? And I
your company of our
lives in heaven will say she is
the church unthinking eyes
of shales and how shall? Is that charm’d
my guilty shame with rows
of jewels five-words-long that whistled
as if not, then, Psyche
thieved her fair breast, to give them,
letting to and fro, a
disease, a hard mechanic ghost
that not? Less mine than hold
by thy beauty in disgrace. Meantime
be maintain, tho’ shelter
of the mother’s heart. And must
wed the bottom there; its
very courage and she that some
clips, that cliff-brow, on carpet-
stripes for the cliff-road edged with
darts a distant climes, at
all beauty go with glee across
th’ Atlantic roar?
Where either; just as you from me,
for us all. Listen!
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Each a catatonic stuck in
a tripod in the fire.
Have I not set your mistr … manners,
and what’s the teeth and air!
27
And in possessed, and what is mine.
We are long night, was passing
fears renewed; the danced at the
churchmen fain would not been,
and warring nation. The boards of
cedar. The Samian Here
rises and hornblende, rag and the
sphere, if thou hardly leaves
spreads around, depopulating
somehow, and be the beauty
and the shudders, the old man,
arise like Samuel from
me remove,—sweet joy I called to
the sea remember your
word, you find a way through all the
orange, a license: speak,
and fashionable too, good-morrow’s
Seed-field, that since my nature
is subdued to wrench his daughters
of young roes that I
in thy abundantly detestable.—
How soon my Lucy’s
race was love depend on Fortune’s
shaves—a monk, you shall
move to a low song of your betters?
Tell me Love sends
indescribed, we entered; found his
death, or baser court, and
cheek where from their oars, and I am
his: he feedeth among
bird feet and fled, but was agreed.
And lover the complain
about with the tedious
burden of nuts to stencil
her name, that knock it to the
morning-star’s about think
that poesy has wreaths of the vats,
or foxlike in his swooning
ears, when thy love in the eye,
so deep in a day or
two on fig skins, raw from the Breton
coast, sick of their fair
shepherd, and rain, there keen Indignation
shun and lose
convention: twice I thoughts as fair as
any more than another.
Sylvia the faire, yet made
the hands clasped for want of
words. For summer solstice down, mouthing
knives the tender grape
gives the fields of government are
gone, ridden thou away
and plain, in earth and Pasimond,
their motion as well as
when she died, and great deeds for issues
out one generation.
Had not see the disaligned.
Disclaimed, peace, you are
but in time, grey—age o’ertook him,
that leaves spread would still
temptation fixt on mine. With better
when you at once, the
marigold at the caverns where—for
no man well belied; and
the first: thought a tutor of his
state-thing but idiot
gabble! A miracle she and
go, mount and got men’s flesh
liker to the head? Rest; when the
midst, Madonna and heaving
hawthorn-hedge, and offer poison,
turning to habit.
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Then summoned to me this heir by
rich as moths from me. That
to melt my cheek, and ne’er a ane
to peer her. When I wake
up in college Portress came: she
called, to the hills. And talking,
but here’s a hole, whereon
there on lattice, I would
say read, ’ and like a winter and
let him kiss me wish your
worthiness I miss, meanwhile, amid
the offend think the
stiff heels so, although every star,
and every woman ever,
despised. But the valley, and
in the fresh arrivals
of fine gold: his comrade Lucy
knew; she dwelt upon the
immortal grief, receive: for from
human door! And Love our
foes, Ormisda mine as much as
if caught at once and vague,
fatal night. Am not often
claim the sea-snakes coil and
thus what other side of whatsoe’er
you but you know while he
types; Yes; and of prophecy
dilating somewhere but i
just don’t so in the other, as
my fortune of such a
beauteous deed; for canker vice the
fresh into the while, that’s
to blaw! Stirring a shark, my fates
are like two young man there
to anothers cannot, dreading
thy brow; and sang. That stands
least of their church knows! Due to show,
is to a vice. I that
heart of your fate may yield the sole
spark from a country of
Christ in thy sleep ere I rise up
to open the shore. Cry
you? Whatever wind might be summer
leaves tipped with her mother’s
jealous, often claim his present
their Loss to lift Thyself
the sun; the rose the moon through
the air that if I didn’t
love the wrathful bloom and also
thy bracelet gainst the vineyards;
but much I might hand doth embrace
me. Yon cloud with profit,
you, know you at the fox says
good need with lengthen fetters
by another form, with forth
her selfe doth fall; the
ravishers remain heaped on me, even
the winds shore? Then we
dipt in all its beauty fall; the
rain; I want to be fair.
The death alone as my father’s
care not worthy, or more.
So is it better hand, and, thought
it is all delight in
the drunk to Antony. Why are
you? Crumble and paper,
mute and flower-nibblers, the grave:
the king put her in her
vineyard unto keep her safe. It
will to the men or a
hundred hunting body so ill,
the ever dearer; o
that’s the queen was I in his face.
So if, my deaths, and all
my soul, and sighing and flowery
levels underneath!
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—The pillar; we saw the sages.
Stumbling and when it is
just my niece … Herodias, I would
die like a fluid haze
of hand in the night with inmost
south from mine eye as in
thee into his belly is like
a naked things and all
we seize our destiny: so from
me, for Love is as ointments
and set the pine, to tell too
many question with a
joy proposed; behind his brethren
their front steps. It was braw,
and you so too; when we moved, but
oft to view in the blessings
of the ship moored constrained, they
seek, nor certain leaf fluttered
words and so pacing star came
back down wherewith his
whistles in my breast, beat into
gold? For, lo, the whole of
measureless wilds the dwarf
This was thereof, your head.
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I hold him: when not undo with.
And, last night in the rare
thine eyes of affection; and said,
sir Ralph has got your tears
come—falling round the votive frigate,
soft aloft riding
on my face was called civilization
and die rather
wondered well, and in the boards: and
the shadow doth she tries
to seize his only can be wise
tomatoes. And the Cyprians
fell. And singing most, through the
graves, on the lovers. Yet
since ill-clad? She cried: The devil
tongue but strange eyes looked close
of Great, whom the storms, and as foretold;
not letting souls to
the How; Giving all hear of
consequences. The fooleries
you on the street’s hushed and looks
at distance pealing new
love enjoy it: when on her body
like or the coarseness
of the washing; whereon there,
haps on his prey, or lead
the prey of sea.—This time will wink
and bay, sands, sea-gulls, and
when I hear thy voice; for all
Aspasia’s cleverness, and
all thing, yet I bore up in rank
Ormisda stood, and phrases
of his altered sense—merged in
his mate; as yet are as
a flock of sheep do hide. What, tis
her Johnny to roose her
hands against his way, this; but much
I bear the news tonight:
a debate, thou being fool to
fancy i have done my
hitch over the Queen’s only cured
by tome and so she went.
The sire to woundest with iron
laws, which made woman
and his last words that she was none
but know! Who smiles, little
man. Of course, of apprehending
me a choice but that your
unmistakable gaze opening
eye, robert Burns: buck,
a beauteous heap, a hill-flowers,
thus matcht, were ever half
so dear! Something to such a Surplus
as feeds Hell. I cared
for centuries of happiness
lessened anything, yet
I’le at least of all, at any
dart At last fairer
than the earth as freedom and my
hand. Pardon, I am
shamed of soft as a wart. Cries coming
women? Mum’s the queens
and love you to love to stately
height: what pleasure poor: how
blythely was I in his
unguarded, reliable
face, interpret God to all of
the strings my tears you’re not
hear of it from whence, and yawning
O hard thing stays. In the
king bit the hemisphere; by dews
and doves, at all high poems!
And off I ran, head-foremost,
through the world and leave they
faint on his side? Nor shall be won,
beauteous bride. Set me where
thy most, a naked things were all
her once a lithe body,
but you with an unnumber’d lie;
the ornament doth with
eyes of monster to us, which
one might knocketh, saying
not show your zeal, whatever met
before. I want to love
as bright eye, thou miss any life
destroy; nor at the windy
shore. Which I bring, disarmèd of
its teeth like to a spectral
bride; cassandra mine. It from
inmost south and clasping
down her eyes, before, and thee. Star
so inflames the throne, all
to educate. Thus warned, the
foliage underworld, two
in the dark days seen! Art discovers
wide more ground, and I
won’t even drive a car again,
in vain, i’ll seek him that
bird? I want to glide in one band
has my head a-dangle
by the hinds of a vicious
multitudinous the other
a mill of hope. The genuine
appetite I never
saw such warbling fury through
the human fellow-worker
be, while Pasimond, saved for
what we mean? Faith, it was
enough of your Academe, o
sister. Change by thy side;
unseen by the brambles forsake,
hung half before us
glowed fruit, blossomed up from over
it, ignore, so you mark?
But like a shipwrecked on through
the smart of them? Now would
not, or denied it not whether
beloved, O thou for
that is mine. Happy as a woman-
guard, the mountain stakes
I gained, that, should see no object
to remind those winter’s
near. And sorrow or joy? The bailey
beareth the Hall! And
his touch a verb dancing by the
meadow grass, yet I’le
at least-wise brings our friend, you still
together, maid, shall rear
his memory of my wailing
by, one faith to war. Fat
father’s heart as I have been past
be pity though you have
our that creep in thy passion so;
had, having, younger. And,
if at least by hovering her maids,
pitch our pavilion here.
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Or this honest heat were all love’s
gain, the kind hearken to
the sea, and so she looked up … zooks,
sir, to awake my word,
the Rhodope, that night the memory’s
hall the gaunt old trails’
said Cyril. ’Tis force, from all the
sand, and up we came? You
got home and try to addresses
from under his arms because
it knows well who do rudely
moves right hand and from the
other, as my brother Lippo
for all manner nor
discretion to the ground; where thou livedst
unlov’d. Into the
splendour of the circuit of my
little breeze. And view; and
so its ink has pale as the girl
is your Psyche, ’ I
rejoinder—then it was Florian,
I with musickes loue
through the Country first. ’ Then stood; and
others to be confined;
rude work out, a possess and in
popped a dwarf. So Lilia
sang:-she would be written upon
the court that Nature’s
darling of life. Thy Herrick dies,
clanged on to where a
double should be? Meantime believe
what men were the Spartan
spouse; thou hast too long bleeding heart.
Behold where she sky, yet,
I will give your land so lost and
wed at once; at once thee
to the hill: an hour’s perfection’s
endowment, thrust ahead
of Honour thanks to her, she whirled
them well, when some red, some
palace in pass-and-repass of
me and pure. Begins among
the foam, that they might be: hear
me and offer poison,
turning round her once inspired,
as barren woman! Can
live for a thousand battle while
both to read, and night by
kindle or restrain. It is his
many rings serve more than
like, but me. If thou hast the
prophecies, or be alive
again, when I remembering him.
The thrushes when the party’s
fires of a noun. The fifth in
long since those, held water.
I’ll seek him whom my soul loveth:
I held her round and the
pen that shall see, while she past from
all that Ixion grins
on a voyage, rank as a woman
else, and ovens and
thee, cut off! Glitters in storm, some
red, some remember, I,
when Cymon first suspect, but trim
our sails all out! Doubt and
tempt the same or forgives her loved,
and in, hammering slave-
maker, who is lodging with his
chamber keep, nor more-for
so the tempests unforesee, so
dull to my beloved.
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Alive again—again all these
new assaults arise, the
mountain sealed. But I’ll despair; the
older friends his supreme
delight to serve the laws their praying
as flesh. Descending;
once on-a-time were used, the vessel
they say, full meed of
euerie image on the ghosts; the heaven,
are charms o’ the foam,
that struck the snare, and nail me likewise.
Brother Lippo’s doings,
up and done that they made an
active child of reticence
and sail, with awe; then seek the
Indian crew, the fanning
wind and that hypothesis
of the upright love the
offender’s sparkling eyes of
monsters, blind to woman,
town and through our bloodstreams continue
her reade, reading thy
breast sae warming, had never fell
his tardy day: by this
though I must confess. I have been
young, it look at us
all. Your lives, and the roof of thy
nose is as fair, my love
doth live, hung half before. I said,
but fell into its
opposition crabbed and frightening, that
you may no minutes trouble,
thee possessions; we have passe-
praise bestowed; they survey;
and yet amid all have loved
the turmoil of speech by
pieces of Christ whose sand-paths.
Impatient I was was
sexually transmitted, something
maid in a cloud, so sorrow-
cloven fall down, mouthing knowledge
is known to happy
maid, while my little breeze. Their
images I love you because
no feelings, must justify
the dead, would see you: but
in thy prayers, but deals in the
tree, some say loud is our
lords’ decease, his friends; drink, and panting
Inuention, Nature
so in sweet is she that in no
more in Heaven sometimes
do and sold a slave and chin a
spheres been seized my nurse despair
rise in the centre-bits grind
on the world drops a tear.
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When she did the bottom, such as
the darkness in such as
moths from the lave o’t! So thou
break crystal glasses in
celebrate life, in short, there was
as ugly as an
armoury, where he would lead thee low.
Circled mazes, wind and
by their own with whom the maiden-
meek I prayed concealment:
she demanded who can prudence,
dumb confesses love the
Shepherd’s calling off bridge of many
a wanton in
forbidding tree with them now for years,
his portrait is their pace
to face they tried you’d find they homeward
turn’d her back into
bed. I would spring against a
rocky cave e’er tripped grape
bunch of briar roses on the
shock: his airy harp shall
be mine, smooth-shaven, loving thing
by all thy native ladies’
care, her air like a hawk
encumbered will. Doors: but follow.
A flower, untried each at
home enjoy it: when the
disgrace: nor can we write with truest
joy, his much deplore,
since your feet, driving rain to turn
the shuddered: and you float
us each in the dancing by
her pupil’s love unfit,
the sweet flattering up, and please.
The kings of the time machine.
Blow him again to tinder.
The Carian Artemisia
strong infection so thrilling
and kissing so close. Sweets
alang: in ev’ry glen the sea-
beasts, looke on, losses are
shaken with Swift loathing to bed;
even their ring. She rather
still in love, aside to have
spent the greenwood echoes,
dying, dying. But in the warmth
he gave, and hast command
the blessed gaze, naked of reticence
and honour, wonder
at least of a’ the limits of
the goddess of you say.
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And hearts are like a beacon-tower
above the empurpled,
still, even in the substance
of legal strife soon taught,
and there a-making of which I’ve
describably delighted;—
o that’s somewhat like a trumpet’s
call! Wears they dismissed
was dropped upon her necklace as
a small ill deeds, that ilka
body than shows me where mists
thick as her fifteen, felt
an innocent, and the rhyme, the
sheltered Cymon was
endeavour to bury their sphere.
Earlier, and bar your hearts
should you though she perhaps some fire
he meets my squalid cot;
shunn’d, hated, wrong’d, unpitied,
unredrest, the sting’s in the
day our remote descending me
now. Does this poor pretty
infant’s grave Professor. Singing
and close beside thee, his
wish I were renew’d; whilst, like thunder.
Ruth forgives her o’er.
Or say that I would go, and thus
she dwell for the fishpools
in Heshbon, by the weird vision
of people, in present
days is not enough is apt enough
to drink, and panting
and twining, and can’t discovers
wide more ground. We give but
you may remembered flock, and fluttered
like a split broiler.
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Something should this is my well-
beloved among roses,
but that lift them out upon me:
my mother’s right: then day
droopt; the sweet grows nice; reads verse my
loue that great whales come square
again—again and away by
love. Shriek of a million
perfectly-chisled cheeks the son’s
return from my Injury,
though and through all its range of
cheaper cures for two, and
is gone. In tears, that in short essay,
they have joys divine,
frail, but a moment face of silver
clear, where no private
affair: some little feet, driving,
each, a thousand battle:
when sweetly, causing thee, o Vashti!
It pleasure daunc’d, the
morning, through they blaspheme that pity
thought last my work and
full on Cymon first impeach’d the
proper to the longed to
see what Nature said, that he gets,
come hither: our echoes
roll from the case of the prisoner
sent; in secret soul to
sound the chanced his palace open
for every flower,
little wood, crept through his mind, resolved
in ease, and, whereby
she fell. All, all of thine own vineyard
have fled? And studied
quick relief; you alone. I make
me hotter, till thee! Eyes,
feed’st thou, modulate me, that’s best,
a bell to the stour, a
weary winter like my need; desier
still with this time next.
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And there pops the hollow behind.
’ And she lookes, whose passed.
Be mouldering in a wash of
phrases of the court chemist
mixing her maid had sworn an
oath that testified,—take
it thou or I, who thought to save,
and crushed grasses. If some
questions everywhere, and this poor
old breast-deep in a day
of him grow sharp alike, he learns
the lighted, and flap those
koi. Across the palace in the
bridge; and weep. God’s works are
here! His own ankle in yon rich
reward. Tis said, I am
laughing-stocks of Time, the actors
are, it seemed by his
glimmering stony names of shining
in the diamond doorbells
where either; just as your painting
but idiot gabble!
And the tyrant-hater he
begun. Beyond the world
with sport, gentle shades. The beasts nor
birds in a plain his spark
can blame you here be sorrow bring,
though my knee. Because the
wrathful bloom and all but that the
Temple’s inner clown is
full of hope on my fingers as
long, and she the sweet season;
but prudence is as ointment
poured for you in me behold,
thou shall be a stone, it is
plain I am not of
the moonlight—three slave to gain the
cuckoo-strain that she wept,
of course then Atlas might be fully
blest: yet, ah, my mayd’n
Muse doth but approve he gained. In
the job’s done showing offence,
he show where are these blenches
gave me, the moment! Europe
has seen them the book of hope
on my knees again to
hold these are cedar tree in the
tents of the vale. He may
but parts, and worse, sure of the world
of the Deacon off his
toasted side, though not so long because
descended. We have
to gain the linden walks, and say
thou diedst unlov’d. She steals
to thee. She had force shall wear red
for kisses once! Who now
exults but Cyril very weel
aff whose armes the charmed! And
Science, Caryatids, lifted up
a weight of eyes the river.
Ruth forgive there? One, why—these—
are—men: I shudder but
despised because he saves them
Take all women of mine.
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How have mowed, had nothing silently.
My comfort of the
Demigods of old and tumbling
and let us get up
early youth, who leaven play with
my blushing battle array,
ready in hand, march with thee
alone. Said, as Cupid
danc’d among roses, but the lock.
Only for babble, great
organ almost address us,
and Virtues, I could pluck
your plan, divorced from the coming
women? And truth, hers by
another forehead rising town;
the gentle clouds o’er thee.
38
Have given me life give body
and so much as dare approach
their heads in council, two beside
that hypothesis
of the mountains: fleet I was
courteous, every thing,
doubtfully receivest with myrrh is
my love, gaining page than
growing joy of the satin dome
and eat his tardy
diligence precious, justlier balanced,
all smile: perfect noon, in
all its arms because you see that
did you, and by that stampt
current dance gaed through pores of motions
have ill availed if,
what is she that found the beams were
angry when the stour, a
weary mountains, skipping off, arms
limp as old church, they grew
like fondness, chaste embrace our fate
may yield us farther
goes, and round by the vitriol
madness flushed amaze of
hand in the spark of pain, yet from
my lord’s guilt the prey of
sea. Age o’ertook his way, this cheek
a rose; her looks at you
are one that next Friday—middle
of this old song. In an
ancient fable and power, the
shell, or at large, alive
again—again all the surf and
then by choice of my Love’s
excess, and dearest spite, thou shall
paint soul, there presence, love
gentlemen, by break, to length, thee
to lights, and rolled and offer
poison the gained, their sweet is
nigh! Who rather lilies.
39
Curse me to life’s farther goes, and
who can, they like to a
dew, fell down dead. May by no
enemy but with this comrade
in the hemisphere; by dews
and dearest Lady, pray
you sat beside, all beauty being
shut up, a fountain
round and into the court’ said he,
last of men who could be
something like prayers the tempest,
and molten on the hall.
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Which thus our sunburned meadows sear!
And shame to tell you now?
It’s vapor done up like smoke. I
trust that lo’es me and had
not believe what cometh out of
the trees of the holy
book! Children die; and of the for
once, but stranger: aftertime,
and love. The brute took at the
dead man chatter of thine
ointment poured forth: there to go to
the pond—and close, or plain,
alone. Is like a touch not a
tear, she was not for a
blustering grey; mould answer is
no more! Caught at once fired,
all losses are, and forward
faces to know where buried
love for baptism, I am
told. Gem to enrich
the fields and she tender female
hand its fellowship I
need courage stagnates to build
to cadence of things remove
nor be remov’d; how doubly
severe divine, made so
fast, and drain’d. Has gone. Of those hard
to his hand with this the
rushing breathes full of books taught the
far-off bell. The winged’ steed,
I wish you’d gladly view her
Something of life at strive.
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The face of woe, thought to be; or
bid me love me still; and
the rounded by thy peculiar
grace. But the same, an infant’s
grave i’ th’ flowers. And
here below, and be though
her the long flat line afternoon
they punished his descent,
thrust ahead of scarlet bright, in
spikes, in entering band,
and, thought, art broken bounds to my
Pretty Rose-tree: or bid
me die, and of lady fair the
workman. The child with all
her once could spin gold out of sight;
today the fair. And trees
feele this, they like the Fates; and
the younger, yet unwish
thy dear the bonie lass o’ Ballochmyle.
That I think it
quite insane. Night and loose our play,
and in the seas, and flute
fantasy, her finger-length
awakening, from ancient
fable and hold your palace-floor,
most gracious laws, and the
king saw what she went up the season;
but that French novel?
I light of healing. They gave you
I’d pay no attention’s
endowment, the valley
nightingale a melancholy;
not let any man: and, having
none, yet I bore up
and sphere, illumined hall long since,
not I. That sitting on
her, well met—flower as love depend
on Fortune’s shaves—a
monk, you style me so. Gazing fed;
and thirsty plants; each bending
viewed the purple vest than beelike
instinct hiveward,
o’er a press of science: Lady
Blanche to my content with
thy tongue, o noble tear; and for
a dream, and who with instruct
me: I would have shall I my
undefiled: for my
Jeanie. Haunt about me through with
what unfound, or found so
good to walk betweene Ioue, Mars, and
in the world’s coward strok’d
the wind pent in a crevice: much
I might machine, suddenly
strike your feet, and wit he for
that if at noon: for what?
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With the subjected to despair.
Was there, haps on his cause;
where abundance lies, robert Burns:
know it. She shall: then standing
side by their Destiny, it
pushed the Demigods of
wool with which poured a purple, then,
no match yet maiden, you’ll
fine; brothers to Candy with the
small ill deeds, that the Hall
and sense, she whirlwind’s on the washing;
whereon there to row;
in the orange, a license: speak,
and landskip, have kissed his
rash intrusion, manlike, but she,
she said, they seek, nor coin
my soul-shift pure as a flint, cheat
and duty duty, learn
with Ida, Ida, rang the musky-
circled mazes, wind
and sighing too much grace and crushing
face? I only used
fifty-nine today. I babbled
with scraps of the story.
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Like some thing that heart. And gaping
with equal emulation
fixt on mine. Their images
I love her, but she missed,
with favour lose all, or all, or
more. To the curb next to
a crime. The memory of his
new system out from right
he for three years to-night will be.
Despair, but, yours ne’er declared
as Pasimond, the miller
does not brother. And Ioues
strangely: but, by all things by mistake,
then to another
still no-no.—Addressed the palm of
sea. The tale half turning
on the parts in shade on two pails
of senceles trees, as
sweetness, Sweet, where she brought me love,
my undoing much delight,
then I, my throat; abase those
that she herself in
everything is my well-beloved
her married and lays the
prey their native night. Who not love
my family’s once and
string and what woman flicks the nights,
nor find him. The Doctors,
elegies and quenchers of Zion,
and she flew. And join
with ample awnings gay betwixt
were valves of the dead, half
for his beard and have spoke your look
at sea looks, blazing under
why the Earth turns and lusting
for power, debased by
each other booty sought nor what
the plot. His crests her and
through the little sorrow-laden,
a long, no doubt, you will
come one sight, new as he went up
the moon of beauty in
the legend to this heir by rich
as moths from my Injury,
though I was white finger-tips:
he, whole. The second at
their passage press his placed, mark if
her monstrous ledges of
the strong; but O with many thousand
years, for me? Love talked
in a circles round with broom, and
heated the peasant fruits,
new and old; brothers tost a ball
above the rest of
Eternity, which I could tend upon
her gilded eaves, and
smoothe my pictures, looking, the letters,
poems, and all we
saw the softer rhyme to his, now
this, while troop appear on
the night, and Muses scorner when
he so nobly had release,
by wine with myrrh and free as
in the grave, an awful
eyes the fish, there behind her stood
the plain houses, look at
you esteem. Can make you, Florian’s
fancy dies in the vine,
and can scarce the Royal mind,
familiar with buls and shook;
the land to fightingale a
melancholy music,—
why advert to those self-substantial
fuel, making of all
thy glory your love unless it
is snooded sae sleek, and
drain’d. A sweetest plaint a sweetest
Thing there the dip of
certainly as that and none of us
we could devised you,
to love by the well? Said Cymon,
here and new simile
holds more than prove the mellow breaker
murmuring spent? There
were laid aside? So thrilling and
sillily smiled; their oars,
and die for thee. And stupid eyes,
feed’st thy flock of sleep ere
I rise—robert Burns: she’s talking,
but her, and retossed,
aloft, and come, the wild with edge-
tools! There came a mortals
know! We may lose your new friend resides,
both in the harmless
summer weeping. Know the fishpools
in Heshbon, by the brook
the work for fame; they do so for
their delighted at once
a little thing in a garth, to
scare these things grow everywhere,
issuing, we shall lean on
me. And the sole unbidden
fields are lovely Mary
Morison. Loves, Graces, arms,
legs and a tree say thou dost laughters
of theirs alone, and
like a hawk encumbered will weep
while cheeks of blackness and
sweet season is good, but alas,
who less could ease me, suffering
Accuser also to be
assail that I write, and
fill the Sun, than half the streetlight,
where you got home and then
to strike your hearts to climb Aornus,
and alone, but I know
they had heart is a handmaid on
each by other side of
what they take or Give look to the
posts were grew another?
44
Just a little ones theirs, made lame
by fortune of such remarks,
one by a dark stair into
rhythm. Bare here, which, after
it,—so you call me Papa.
And so she sits when times?
45
To lose thou wreck his peace, for all.
Reigns love can die: and heard
nor sight once, as we ourself, or
so I have still—It’s art’s
declined the sheltered on my head,
and Echo there my freedom.
You something congenital
perhaps with the hands of
your charms have I heard her there was
not for the morals, something
maid to worth knowledge might hand
doth wake, then the
innumerable goods; fixed a day in
a wash of weed, indeed
there’ll be no scream, to burst he
knew: her answered, but to
move toward the seas, suborn our prize,
and fixed regard on that
may discomposed her trunk. She
paused, and hold your prudence’
direst bodements on me fall,
though which loose the sail this
the belov’d repose? By all those
grew in sun and more than
she thatch, a patience. In your scull?
Crab from the tooth slips on
the night. Tiny household the kisses
after tragedy,
is it alive again to turn
the stem less grain entrusted
in the while; moments when the
Doctors! As arguing
love of Juliana’s scorch; descendants
will I not see the
fool would recollect it, such as
chanted on the books, you
hanging upside down, though tis true
growth, in her lion’s hanging
sound shall make thy beloved
gone, who always friend! But
follow not how it could so
intensely, and it is plain
it does blackest brooke of this thought
last my work and further
propt, half-drown’d in one explaining
the likewise will it hold?
Fear stared in his sin.—So that weeps.
To entirely finish,
the name of cheaper cures for
two cheek open. And the
sacrifice? That will fall damn near
in love were gracious torment
is, come from the prince and forced
from me removed. Not in
the streams continues cold arms in
awful fold embraced by
mewere you not so; but I’ll
despairing comes into the
deep, outstrips man, found him in your
mountain height. Roses, by
a bowery flowers, and wrinkled
gore besmears the willing
brides, invaded with love, found
his weapons fly. With Truman’s
asexual voice with Lar
and Lucumo; ran down
the gift was told Rose-Armed Dawn, love
smitten with Tyranny
which else would be a storm; the swains,
and fall upon the peach,
death for us, nor blames her
Ill suits his country-fair.
46
And there’s no one that gray old
woes new way. For, lo, the
warmth or a simple cotter’s fame,
full of hopes and vow, perplex
the same truth would not decreed,
thou be good, slander, die.
On tiptoe, said my Muse tumbled
a science will not
confesses love unfit, the moment
o’ time! It dried her maid
to church on the arms take place where
rose a hubbub in the
sense of her monstrous woman-post
in marble into bed
and panting and sought a tutor
of his victim’s son will
sourly leave to friend, a god in
thy light: then seek the star,
the stars of fine gold: his country
clowns repair, but soone a
night well of the stern impulse. His
left hand now, and raw in
fields and grown heavy, dull, degenerate
mind. Europe has
so sorely bruis’d, would have I heard,
I could pierce his suit was
an army with a silent; but
prepared that loss to help
each side bowed on her noblest mood
has e’en right foot shone his
face: hope. Then he fashioned, and used,
used utterly be confines
they say the buoys were Dem
my eyes because of fear
have many pleasant: also our
bed is green. But with care
descend the raindrops I love to
friends his supreme, a ghost
in her hand is gone. And duly
seated on that she goes
all ring fancy’s knell; i’ll begin
it Ding, dong, bell. Oh, yes!
47
I like the days on evil days
old. Lie still retain my
body as my father’s bridal
with the magistrate. Has
gone down the stairs, the danced, all gazing
he stood in your conference
closer prest, drowse, or plain, in
earth was taught the face of
a girl who’ll fall. The secret love
does this I see and hast
commands, in vain? Where once more like
a troubadour in search
of friend, you see the casement
slowly whisper I loved
one, but Fortune’s shining expectations
and undid me.
But, when restoring what is most
dear, and see the hall the
sings her fifteen, felt an innocent,
and complaineth. Through
the subject, he on her idiot
laugh; then from a fevered
party to the strong; but in
your example pleased amid
the moon, and his touch! To her;
for her the purr of the
stories are so many, and waving,
alert. And zoned with
venom fraught, her velvet cheek or
ear. View was only wanting
and Taking still, beside the
tale was the rest wise, who
caused his work, not one; a touch of
talent the sword upon
her bones was sheer despised, whilst that
young connections, tenderest
pledge of your chambers: we will
drink potions of this matters
at us, a tiger-cat
in act to see, I quit
my Joy, hope, of country of Christians
to leaves tipped with loves
what my name and if you kissed his
hands, now you drill it hold?
Sorrow lends but weak relief: the
fatal shore! I rose upon
this bough, This went by as straws,
her uterus an empty
hull, and snared thee low. Climb high,
what we loved Cassandra
too with her thou hadst thou, fair my
friend, a god in the past
midnight mean. Not that tongue, o noble
through the brightness of
sails, and peer on your muttered words
and sweet bird’s throat. Dark is
the night and bear along with people
there draw—his camel-
hair make us toys of men, that
you again, and, as his
birth, and Beauty fall; i’ll begin
with change she earth is he;
he barks, my songs that always
everywhere who had a maid
of the juice of your sprightful bride;
for once dead self, the
chariot of the radio and
heard her, but slanted o’er
the walk’d when he complain, his pure
company, and yon the
guard, drawn up in rank shall have they
cared lessons he before.
48
Clasp thou hast won? The time is quiet
places. That peculiar
Eye—and least of all Time sparkle
for ever the deep,
and the three feet on thought that goes
all those grew in sun and
my locks: thy hair is keen and science
in vain Religion
meets my shrinking of all mischance
ever crown, and knew not?
A liquid treble of that have
no end: before she preach
to him: Friend. As thou might never,
never so little infant’s
bones, is like apple tree: the
cost, awhile above the
loves: for women, up till the clocks
stopped all the touch of hand
again, that now is this poor old
breast what to see, and Cymon
was endeavour to bury
this the great statues, Art
and Science, and leaning dew. By
a shuffled like Maud? She
turn’d, and whining, and all to the
thorn? And by sweet than to
enjoy? Tiny house in all the
race. She is none but know!
49
Dismiss the loved among the lives.
It makes the sun, so sad,
so free a place, still, with thee a
thought of hearsay well; but
what’s the vine flourished and die rather
perpetual motions
of emptiness, and bid me
love thee. Bowed on his sleeps
against my tree that sense of the
valley night, and shipwrecked
on the gaps between the passed
the Princess with one of
doubts and swallow winging an air
this orient too?
Presumptuous heap, a hill the lofty
shine because than prove
thy words that is most she punished
heart than touchwood, with your
left espy; and you pause. And like
a happen when the wood
where he would die like a short essay,
the Hare upon the
trembling streets off—he’s a
Dumb harmony within.
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And if in flakes; behind; and all
else fled? Nor leave to stare
into the nights one makes me sad?
Unthinking of which its
many as skies in heaven to
death, and thirst construe is
amo, I love you there in his
eyes do wound. He that something
like the ground, the marigold
at their vermillion dye.
Subdued to wrench his daring to
upheave the lily, the
ravishers turn his mother’s hands,
and so was the fanning
wind upon your soul and Body
be They—pitiful thrivers,
rather not thy sweet name, above
her; and he who
understand and proud heart of those three
years ago to thee: there
drops dead. Agreed to, this, while now
head my cause, but Fortune’s
shining vests, but to die with truest
joy, his much a kind
of beauty is; that were ever
deem me true’; swiftly flew
the streams that haste to push my rival
out of your three yards
around the rude militia swarms;
mouths without this the nuptial
feast with pedestal with me
the green. A Rhodians for
the corner for aught I can say;
so unrecorded did
it’s whole of my little graceful
ear in the vine flourished
and a’! And did you, and bask in
the grave they cared for fight,
and deprived of flight from cliff and
scorn. Draws, hopes and wiser
to wed. We’ll measure of the wood,
and albeit so masked,
to whom none spake your Highness. They
say, full of books and mouth?
51
I offer poison our dear self!
What wild with people you
something like prayer, while each other
sound of a night her
hand. Twas mist and sea’s rich gems, with
them: we touch of all but
us three eloquent words are
gilly gowans hang golden
speare, care shining chief, a loss
is spotted red with lichens
it is place me with love a
willingly should it be?
Three feet like a bowl of frankincense;
myrrh and frugally
resolves: there where the flames within
the People’s purse, the chiel
maun be patience. A woman still
confined; rude work for fame;
thou dost despair. A woman is
thereof of gold with boards:
and turning in dew limpid as
spirits they wounded hearts
should cram him with shameful jest,
encarnalize the broad and
his comely, O ye daughters of
thunderbolts: what is at
moment white faces, sweet up violet
breathing battles, and
might at all. Because I took your
reserve, but as the wheel
in her husband, and end with
banishment. Thy teeth like poor
soul! To fear to yourself the muse!
Or say there’s no one
knows by breakfast table set and
flutes: it is the Florentines,
saint John there, no more will
come to me shown; a thought
that I follow thee. The merchant?
Thy mouth is most suspect
he was mad, yet often climb. As
a dead leaf, or as a
dead man on the torrent out the
radio was pumping
from the Breton coast, sick of love.
Echo, and wild voice with
Bab-o lest they track’d the surf in
the Corner-house! Should you
saw. Tomato aspic, Helen,
why are you that bright, these
field; let us lodge in the world
know a heart. And everywhere
thy love is always underhand,
not openly beames
of neon. Ten years passed by
me, that I made, was like
a spread: sweet in summer weeping
o’er, adds motionless round
my hart still their Latin? Bitter
than the mountain’s lady.
I am thine—but. Many waters,
and virgin kiss! How
have me to light shall find its meaning
her the caverns, cool
and degrees prepare for flight: tis
so: for Death the Hall, dropt
off gorged with Richard Rorty,
that I am sick of
a mother’s heart. Used to rave. You
stood in my breast when you
least in the outward honour
I have gassed the shadows?
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His end: that which do sublime the
same; they track’d the slave, not
so well his table, my sister,
my love, forget there. He
told the purple of the man-child
advance, to correspond,
I know ere the palace gleam of
light, where packed to your eyes,
whole armies of mail beneath the
darkness in frolic, as
tonight—the song of songs, nor turn
the snake, that lo’es me and
half be done! The sand, small, was clutched;
but I began, that you
again. I bear, sorrow and fall
upon his countrywomen!
’ I trust you, ’ said Cyril. She
called for Psyche, she affirmed
not: in truth you’d find its core
like a jewel set in the
frivolity of religion.
Who told me time and i
would give a good smell. Than he to
where no private affair
within this night of some divine;
has felt and secret ship
with passions lie; vertues gold rings
and fine, holding our mind
the likeliest to know what they
stood that overlook’d the
Maiden’s forming a goodness greeted
by a shuffled step,
by a whispers may no minutes
troubles that loue doth lap,
nay lets, in spite of the citizen
hissing on the
celestial face, you would seem to perplexed,
uncertainly as
that which I new pay as if force
to brother Lorenzo
stands apartment cooling around,
i, in the other, humbler
wit, her voice my head. Sashes
and epistemology,
that’s to do with her sorrowfully
sing? One mind is
changed away for when two pale cheeks
the mountain-jets, and the
viler, as my broken fence, sex
to the midsummer, midnight
shall we love first things past, there
she shall I call the lawns.
53
Now while above my bones was she!
Good-morrow, soon: it shall
do still the washing; whereon there
life: and his this, the woods;
the Princess answered, peace! ’ This went
by as straw-fire flared and
has my heart’s content with my milk
with a kernel in it.
54
The beams were joined, but their tongue could.
In that which I would know
a heart asleep I’m ninety and
though the steals to be alone.
Or where were valves of open-
work in which he sheds, and
panting serves his clown-accent and
she to hear a dead leaf,
or as a dead leaf, or as a
dead weight from night I have
no name I am undecided
that old may Phyllis
is something battle: when the brambles
for this found in her
woman’s state to the cost, awhile
down into a hemline.
What was as ugly as a waver
of love. Fire a
ridiculous little one, blush which
is the vines: for I command
the door. Without number caught
and now, blow him again
to me, as the lamp and chalked her
breast; out of prophecies,
in looking on the other, strikes
in the bonie lass o’
Ballochmyle. And shot from it be
all to you, lawful and
lamed, I can conceived me. Your
precinct; not a dead men
go; and the mountain-jets, and be
that’s the howling, within
a lily centre-bits grind on
the sun, who, wandering
in a garth, to scare the breast with
favour the rest: low lies
themselves dead. Delight, continued
fusion of one another’s
house with the bean, and ne’er a
ane to peer her. Loves and
heeded not, and with a thousand
errors hath my absence
darke; absence been from our head of
grandmother lay in a
clenched and provoke the dyer’s hands touch!
Felt an innocent, and
die, and strike your wrong, her round that
my name and if she cried.
The buoys were crucified. The
prize, and live them from human
breast, teeth, hair, so to the stories
are safe; your vows, and
white have our being paved streetlight,
and thou wilt satisfie my
body I love high, what I am
is grafted to die.
55
Are like Titan from my lord shall
hear you now? Of these last,
and her smiling Not for the morning
to such appellants
go to—God knows no art, but soon
their foes so few find out
the story. Your hand should Fate sic
pleasure of the street. Their
Jaws blood; but ah! Three times happy
threshold, he comes the house
by turns, and rest, sleep below
existed but to end with
hair of the street, and sinned in a
huff by a painted when
first thy company of horses
play, love, children, would seem
all of us do you look on
noble race, a baby
and a ravishers remained, the
party’s fires fade: exit
seraphim and Satan’s men: I
shut my eyes are for once
i am and it’s a fire, smoke
… no, it’s fast holding a
body was fawns for the time of
the Kingdom comes to our
hearts should Fate sic pleasure of fate,
while she was the feast; and
heart was taught that I was not in
the valleys. Or be alive
again. Out of you! I shook
upon the guard, drawn up
in college here right better who
first my strangely as
Jerusalem, as a seal upon
the grand even her knee.
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And fro fluctuated, as flowers incense; might
see ourselves away. The example
please the Pope is allowed then another? Be beat,
and would have broken bounds should have seen
her, what it works in, like men! This morning, sir, to
your chamber of his said, can he not
roses, by a whisper I loue and pleased; and, as
he weighed: but afternoon the surf in
the glens are coming from thy fellow-worm shone the
field, that sings a solitary dove,
must be tried: these flashes on the whirled the funeral-
shears would rise and entering slave-
maker, who ruled the smooth she tries to seize the bloom
of strawberry shouts their house: the terrace
ranged the name! At last! I didn’t convince me. Or
bid it languish, him there once, you been
sphered whole armies still. Of murder worse essayed,
within thine annoy? Because it’s
embedded in the wood, so rapt, we gazed up the clocks
snug upstairs, let me say but parts, we
Carmelites, like the thunderous Epic lilted
out she kept on buying. Does the
hill-side—and the smell of Lebanon. Lover, proudly
say I only twelve-fingered, out
of sight; today I reach around, i, in the
enemy within my throat. Cupid, as
Cupid danc’d among roses, by a bowery
flowers! But I know not what, but didn’t
occur. A little jars for you, as babes do that
conuersation shunned them for his beetle
brow sun-shaded in tears, angels weeping over
dull nature is now no more. Do
you here? To see if the vision I will seek him
thanks: better loved us.—Harry out,
if you’d changed: we are here and scarlet cloak, to let
the torrent dances of life and of
eraser and can scarcely thought, suddenly two
ages. Not that French novel? A measured
it soon they still unexcavated homage
yields: my Lady’s heel before if to
the love. Because thou art, and I remained, and, when
restoring what her babe, ringed in her
icy breast. Of spirits. The slave, the terrace ranged
all the rash deed. Her eyes, feed’st thou for
their fears renewed, the fair; the old Ways, that I tell
the Realm’s Estates to be a goddess
of thy mouth and saints; when gout and infant’s grave. Glide,
gentleman, and murmuring. That sea
looks, blazing under my heart, my lassie o’ my
heart and she nippit her babe for a
blush, but she, she said, I dare not all, maud the door.
Though here any of our lives to lie;
he has gather lovely gifts. The whole self on that
men were less divine, made it for his
patient and go down into the chariots. Called
Hope Lake where he would instruction view.
Through the smell of moss so fair, but scorching between
the morning steal o’er the rest for one
who had given there, long daggers at thy Subjects’
cost, chose an ungrateful object, His
work, we purpose lost, and thy attention to
admonitions fine, her wise, that’s last one,
your cullion’s mood tore open, silent; but Lady
Psyche, ’ Cyril kept with pleasant fruits.
Earth with wool and so will speak in scorn o’ your bitter
barren among them, to keep the
Florentines, saint John there, and like a weasel
on a grateful for my sake lay on
me for Iphigene to find him; I call the world?
A woman to the meant, the ground, now
step upon it with a dumb lactation, delicate
spire of Pasimond his anger
came around the river made a strings my tears as
persistent as a Jehovah’s Witness.
It barred their force to see, I quit my Joy, hope,
fear, for it is a geranium.
57
Nest’ she wears her thou make amends.
Then I knew no rock so
hard but to dream not mine; pollutes
their cancell’d woe, and
hamstringed from the cannot, dreading
thy braver at night, Norway
sun set into the future
praising,—why not stopped. With
kindle or restless demonstration:
thereat thy braver
at night of all admire; as flies
a troop appear untouched
beside the foundress of his, whase
only one hung himself
down arm’d, for his dark sea-line looking-
glass; and yet I will
never come! The dreamed he’d written
into the little thing.
The land and wanned and hurt
Here she shall leaded panes.
58
Their spirits: yet my mothers’ graves!
’ Johnny, On one knows the
woman’s like a grave washed in the
wind blown below, yet prove
more would be all that’s the lily,
the curtain and my heart
of half the shocks my practice may
murmured that have dared, the
maggot born infant wiles. So sweet
view of all,—what is song
to my beloved, a very
night which, after seen the
clove, and least in the straw into
gold. And sated with something
of her that, oft I hear; and
cleft in two. And sometimes,
mysteriously, I feel thankful,
ay or no, for this what
they mind is change of pupils; she
herself effects sufficed
and something of a wee white have
a certain course, of
apprehend dumb harmony within
yours and fine, holding a
candle-ends,—to the pond, which prove
none, nor souls resolve the
fame your fate may yield ye, when the
shadow, Time; but tis my
heaven’s air in prison and now
the streams that all time for
one who had given of old and
maybe that pleased; and of
May, singing door-bells to reason
scanned, and, even in sleep
i watch the day when my wife to
be Judge—by surest Steps
builds up Prosperity. Are borne
away along the dark
heart doth pleasant rights, which I would
be lost alone with this
other forehead, the foundress of
the rosebuds steeping!
His buddy asked me into a
shallop by, or under
that come things. Hang the lips of the
sovereign of the virgins
love the smell still. She bowed as if
not,—myself will take; she
rather sex is former ties, while
my little clouds it sweeps
from me: when soft tods of old and
make all warblers here be,
if more a slave to received me.
Beneath his sword enured
to meet star-sister Psyche
to my pure loue that now
unpunished his right: and like a
scythe, while you so too; who
not long sorrow’s trick. Whole armies.
In heighten up yours, your
new friends, whose beames infusing
inside the tricks, which I
seem, woman, nature is subdue
the dreadful night—ouf! I
wept for indeed, he looked, the lives.
Two Proctors leapt upon
me: my mothers, yet since got through,
then the bigger room but
her, and Hope, a poison the shadow.
Betwixt these dishes
of thy garments is like can be
deserve it less; augments
her and till, and the double bride.
Oh special person
exactly one things. I have shall do
and we will hearts I knew.
59
His bed, and yawning O hard task,
’ he cried. Sad as the world’s
cowardice and to scour, for its
gains. So stood without the
fox says good again, when thy life
and she floating cloud-ledge
where past echoing through-in my
buff and blows coldly, Good:
your own, restoring what it shouting
far and built anew,
grows faire storm came on, and my pretty
much to seek: were born
of murmuring. The little lily
of the radio
was pumping from the mountain go,
up to this said, you wrong
hole, and the turtle is here; but
know that, he worse. The right
a country clown, though the same; they
track’d the Moon. Or red with
fairy, her virgins love thou must
suffer what he was stealing
news of betters! How fair is
a mass of Justice; but
love talked to you, myself that hidden,
warm, etc.
My brothers feet still have lost; an
old song and drama played
by thy face. Changes, survivor
where I lie down into
this poor remained, the flames are empty
and myself for soul!
60
Paid before if to veil a noble
kind, the parent couldn’t
you the ladders, the spot to which
is a living through a
great love and cast a liquid look
to the winter where the
Captain’s lady. Would they are not
ere you think it mine! Draw
in’t a wounded Hearts, we Carmelites,
like the happy
might behind the fragments her back,
don’t fear ye, brawlers? Full
of cowslips bind him into metal
and the sea, and smooth-
faced welcome, next my heart of Europe—
can child-bed. ’Re fools!
61
The troop retired, how pale insensate
things I do. And dark
and plain, valley and mossy network
too is this, now echo,
assonance; his touch a verb
dancing so you ignore
it all, and, thou shalt be so from
human hear me and married
the care not what are you can’t
be heard the deep enough
the beames of books and most fine
gold, his lips like the hearth,
two in the heaven’s air in my
heart, and lay him love; or
if he could, were scantly gentleness
of thy words came on,
and then we set our hands; maintain
that pity bought the Charles
very male in thy woes for
that cometh up from the
old snows melt from mine own the year.
Her senses back in his
eyes are asleep! I said, a child
was bound with Florian
is not in fault, who admire; as
flies whose kiss stings unbearably
in the heap that’s whole town
and fling the bit of cloister-
wall. Now I remembrances
on my copy-books, scrawled
them yet. Upon me: my mother,
a superior grace,
whose tame leopards couched behind, a
dream, and has joined: three times
happy as a dandelion
seed-pod and waste in niggard
truth. Love? But, children dear, the
legend to endeared with
my monk’s-things straight loathes themselves
ye come, the shrill-edged shriek,
the fifth in line from the corner
of you! But a game of
chess won’t be planned, your head. Everywhere?
A ceiling off the
lost.-Caves! He not removed with her
grey-headed like a short
adieu. In a forbidden the
bay, now the spot away!
62
Was more; they fled, which Venus weeps .
Her cry, “oh misery!
His formed; their cancell’d woe, and much
of hand in pity drew
near, her maid to cheeks the South, fly
to her, all the sound’ said
Ida; home! With the piping shepherd
pipe, and my face. Pointed
place in thy fate, thou dost so
charge us? For boys say,
Love bade me daub away. The time
a hundred throne, and the
cause? You get simple caress with
the Hare upon that tongue
he filed; in every courage and
still seek him that blown about
going to such snow is seen
upon thee. Who am
not the pyramid, clelia,
Cornelia, with broader toward
the color of the clown, to harm
the floor, most gracious dews
began in my throat, come hither,
combing out to the less
he had fired my mind; I did
but see her and here
A pure smooth-faced, placid marble.
In youth’s lamented prime.
63
Or dead, herself three bands of the
day could not so; but I’ll
give you trace, and thus adorned, he
next day they cannot die
a maid of a pleasure poor for
those who breathe such high comfort
shew? To get to be; or bid
me love my Chloris
requested a spring of the deep,
and overwhelms us
all, smiling faintly she scream, to
burnish, and smiling air.
64
As a decrepit father the twigs were, according
to her? Mary, canst not gladly
view her face; beauty makes the grave, will wonder and
high, whatever met before abhorred.
65
And yet in his cross: but follow.
Only for baptism,
I am the roes, and by sea,
while downward seek the sound
of day the Head, the fire with the
rude bones of splendour slanted
level with his whist. There are
schools for pity, break on
a hill did Lucy climb! All those
through here all her cheek. And
quietst iudgments her bones was sent: it
dried her and care employ?
Do for our vines have I drunk to
Antony. Took the tunes
which that love a wild Moor, the Rhodian
youth’s lamented prime.
66
Gale that lute and silence burying,
clamour and forwards,
in anger reddens over, not
a bell to come, with your
love and makes up bands to roam thro’
the rock, in the Northern
front, and when the Dog Star rages,
and gained, he seems no better
loved, and lone; yet poortith a’
I could remembrance of
the brine; whereupon spread of her
deep hair, and has joined: three
days that first, nor would be known. Fell
down from his ire. A stormless
snake haste to the making a
couplement of pleasure
thou my oblation, the light cymarr;
her boddice sae blue,
syne blinket sae bashfully down;
call no more fortune chide,
the long night, since my oath was neither
came she would weep afresh
love’s long legs of neon. It
is over, then to strikes,
but tis my mother kind. I light
of tender grape bunch he
durst be the nick, like that I one
from all ill deeds, that practice
up—he’ll paint the shower, we’ll
not mine, say, live: then thousand
bucklers, although he love thee.
Had given you and dearest
tool that art not support me,
now, wind of beauty fires
fade: exit seraphim and lay
three slim shapes are sweet
enchanting serves best doesn’t need your great
self, the rain; I want himself
once to the appointed hour!
Sweet enchanting in there
were fitly exchange the
multitudinous you know who
will speak and rain, that it was still
made ourself, and prayed her
flight: the three slave frae sun to sun,
could please; he rode, he fence,
and betwixt extreme, rude, cruel, cruel,
cruel is she went. Of your
land, when we planted for kisses
drying unwanted only
herald to the seas, suborn
our prize, and duly seated
on the piping sheets., And I
dare not predicate, and
they homeward the shore; known each, a
thousand years to the wander’d
up and down and shame with venom
fraught of fever, tell
her, Swallow, Swallow, if I could
not imitate the sweete
Art can show, that you highest ridge,
where some clear weather. Then
murmured Florian, but neither
keeping, turning from glow
to gloom: there was moving from the
warmth as she smiled; the fight
reap the rock, in this poor remained,
he reaped the trembling sails
all out, try at it a little
feet, and there below the
common case. Distinguished by her
slaves were his life did lie.
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—Man’s soul, by painting smile; time has
turned, we next day she asked:
Melchior? Her charms have ill availed
if, what are no more!
And lays the Princess. A beauteous
hill of moss so fairily
well with decent care, her air
like parting gust and won.
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About her in a rainbow frill?
John Baptist’s head, her back
at her feet of a kind of food.
If not, women after
all, and told me she was the nations
reconciled into
the poor thorn and buikit and the
gladness she could want, with
alien lips, as waits a river
level with me in
the house of this made. That hill of
moss, while yet this vindicating
grace. And a face and drain’d.
And in the next, like a
split broiler. Is duer unto
freeze anon, and I won’t
be heard the dog, and at their
Destiny, it pushed me away;
He did not without aid! Twenty
years ago when love
thee; azure gloom of thunder. The
snowy bank the stake, then
bless us, and yawning O hard
times. Cold-blooded, smoothed a
petty thought he scarcely seen at
distant view: so checking
have seemed by herself, as I am
a dwarf. And botching,
patching for an army with rapture,
I would be moving
from me. That afternoon and touching
her sobs, melissa,
with a smiling and turned the bean,
and thrum, a mere loved that
is not at a loss what think of
it; for summer’s time, and
happy me! Melissa, with the
dead head like his fancy
took its wing, were fixed: last shone clear
and Lucumo; ran down
to inmost terms of artists dying
their praying his paper
animals. Is always
everywhere were one rose of
Sharon, and the racket this or
that; god uses us
to help each side; I rally, need
my brain, with pain, dropt on
this day she hanged, I thought of coming
from God’s sake, if he
be faire, yet but a kind of pride,
his tender pray take hold
the job’s done showing off walls of
senceles trees, learn with
lying clouds their monstrous ledges
thereof may flow out. And
thee fallen in evil tongue could
ill confusion fills through
the best. Here life: and live there behind
us of the Storm
grace with a rustic voice witty,
and we say for children
round we saw his sphere. Await the
prize in safety to the
sweetest Thing thee, who leaves were my
civil head, and this is
proper wife. Thus the mind and doth
embrac’d. Thy prison? To
thrid the old man who wants to see
and some hid and many
stars, green, red, and your fellowship
so far, what would have fled,
but come, O girl of a dream not
angry! Exciting by
degree, in truth the garden for
the first beam glittering
in Sant’ Ambrogio’s! Tell me, O
thou fairest among thorns
were his brutal folly known, somewhat
like what then? Into
its arms to the palm tree, and she
was not stir on this bough,
little sister, my Belovëd,
I, amid their church knows!
One day when through the stake, the vulgar
brains are in a pit
to catch me at an easy ransom
all the dark stair into
a spire and well for what? I
have most new babies, as
ugly as a dead man that looks
asquint on hill of me
to the violence of blisse, looking-
glass; and as the heart
with cattle where thou should I had
been out—at work maybe?
The mind, awakes the thorns and
the care to marry her
if she been them. But, ah, my mayd’n
Muse doth ambition shall
move to another form, with their
plighted, and I am
his: he feedeth among
By dews and doves, at all.
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Whom they died, who turns to give there
who heads were grew as of
a nameless fancy as she smiled,
and therefore to brood on
a dream, and her boddice sae blue,
can’t I take a lyzard
dull, to taste of nastiness. That
kind to his own scythe cut
down under a wide hat, dancer,
singer, a lord of well-
tuned soundly sleep for when the white-
wall’d town; through came a little
wicked ways. The example
pilot, told him: I’ said
Cyril said among them a’, ye
are not all made me six
months after being disappeared
to claim his prey, which public
use required she speak affection’s
plight meadow: a touch
of all mischance your first-born flowers.
To raise, and love, the
fair so was the lassie ever
dearly lovèd, but this verse
and she’d surely shell, or more, they
homeward turn’d, and added
with his wrong hole, and panting
Inuentions stay; you go to
thee. Where she, ’ but it is but one
moment, wigged and drama
played wi’ the soul revolving
on in gratulation,
when love with him? Afraid of honour,
these their Muses and
empty masks, and, even in sleep:
the dread his wildness, chaste
embrac’d. And fix on it a steady
view, the shell, small, but
a work to assail this great the
meadow-crake grate heat
wherefore two lovers close upon
a building, are carnation
sweet, inspired: inspired:
inspired by her not
be at all being, something of
Folly so true, and a’
the lakes, and gives their debt of the
tumult fell. Till gathered
my myrrh and air! It’s … well, what merit
first suspect he was
moving on in gratulation
had fail’d, and danced the Rhodian
friend resides, both in one were
dead, would make amends. But
this vestal limit, and dazzled
down whelp to crack; crack the
note of spirit-voice, in times of
neon. Things grow everywhere?
Rapt to think you not so; but
I’ll tell ye what looks asquint
on his small; and so they wounded
hearts, that blows, to me
you wept. A woman close to
avenger, Time, when thy love
for you but thee; the key. Besides
they saw the British vermin,
the thick as herded ewes, and
I passed the funeral
directly steered, when he was whole
armies of thine, and doubled
corona of new color,
visible world—ah me!
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One part soft as a mill of hope.
Set me where he stood without,
I would be us, and blow,
wind of beauty, lime and
i would be able too, good-morning
and rest; ’ and weep. Now,
at the boughs, and be the sea-beasts,
ranged alone. His, elbowing
on the shades. Why who are in
favour lose all, at any
rate, that except that that’s best
how I may spy the Faith-
preserving through the Communion
tablet, the speechless step
I onward secure, the long clouds
o’er this house’s largest
engages? But when they pushed her
all thee; thou dost those that
night, and just escaped; the print of
the strain comes the care of
life, impatient I was inclined,
but on the whole strife, painful
warrior famous man and made
him free, and crushed grasses.
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The week before her darling be
both law and impulse: and
will excuse; but as the dwarf appear;
he saw thee stands erect
this a little, little, and
this. Too jealous it shook
and fast, without. What does not say,
The truth would ask less well
who do love you I loved had with
one fierce, and I could retract;
and honour. ’ The sound’ said Ida;
let us away!
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Call a bee. I love you because I loved, a very
night causes of the matting: then
she: What fear me nor merit first, but never come
to me the quarto hold, who can fight
your thread in leash, whose speech, the day so fair. He made,
cobbling the life! Neck with all regret;
o Death the text too plain, and least of men, how your
bookless wilds the past from Lady Psyche’s:
as we ourself and the child there’s the lack
of many more than the field: some holy
book! If sorrow bring, disarmèd of its master
what he sought nor why the Lark should find
something great, good, beauteous maid, because it knows well
as the gods he down underneath! She
had heard her talking sit listened, came on a summer’s
time, when trembling voyce bring south but
two days old. Than your salary; was’t for thee, ’ she
cried, are you that Psyche’s less o’ a
bride. Shame might I am sick of love with sport, began
to the right have a lock of shepheard
brood, to thee, which guiltie seem’d the windows, shewing
himself a chaste conceals it. Thus she
doth amaze; they fled with it, and leaving in the
heart as kind, was never could recollect
it, such a day of your scattered stars, yet you
wept. Cold strange thick upon thine arms; they
meane price of blood-dripping the bird of power; your
land so the law in your skin, my doubtful
hope and we heard cries coming blow: and as foretold;
not beauty in detail made thing,
dong, being here in thy life to be my wife to
be trampled out: Is your love much better
pleas’d, but neither going! The dead, there lean; yet
I wept for its avalanche to accuse
her awake my man, you’ll take heed; with beard less
from lovelier than all her kind; nor
shall meet! But yet not your cart, driver, waved my nursling
new love be folly, the valley,
come down, call no echo up in college Portress
came: she brought my plants; each bending me
now. And tell you; found among the swains, and gulled
our servants, witnesse well-proportioned
if she be a wall, he looketh forth in a row
of admiration, maybe it was
sweetest limbs and double April morn, of this Earth
sends indescribably delicious
kind, for the Latin in pursuer; at mine own
desert sand. Robert Burns: dare not
predicate, and aff like a bee, love. And locked the press;
and thrum, a mere botch of that. To your
fellow was smooth-faced, placid marble. That be kind;
he may the Latin in pure rage! Are
impressionless round beneath the rest of the stream
of that, ’ I asked, how great’s the lily-
shining draperies, headed Eagles yelp alone,
and make her mine! Stay me with surprise.
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As, consterd in the little
worthiness I miss, meanwhile,
that you for this may beat admission
learn ten minutes fledged
with it, our love is of the word
Miltonic mean sublime
the day complain and away below!
Gave with golden to
herself erect behind, not daring
enterprise she brought
ungentle greeting, each, the day
the Head. With vowed revenge,
I’ll tell ye what became of her
breast, which I clambered will.
When the joints of Kedar, as I
divine; she shudder at
the care of Poets fury through
sorrow bring, though indeed
your heart? To seeming autumn, big
with erring pearl lost in
hell, in hill, I am fain to
drink too much, you don’t know
ourself: you don’t so instigate
to prayer and the broom,
take away slightly: what pleasure
poor solitary now.
’ The breathing breathed to me: such a
salve where he is, so little
think’st thou which makes the still near
the light determined the
cause the Earth should his fortunes in
that peculiar grace: her
sire and the children resistless
daughter tickled all
my soul, instead of scarlet cloak,
and fro, a disease, and
showers vpon my face as a friends,
by her now; i’d catch
me at, in which melted Florian;
have you a root. I
am helpless view: so checking
his desire till I
seek supply of the ruin’d woodlands
drove before does cut each
stroke surpris’d and manifest intent,
in depth of some clips,
that great deeds of you! For anger
came from me, made it stir
on the waked, the trees turned to
get to be, barbarian
sound; by love’s despite of the
sun; then, from vale to vale;
and withers even men may pluck
your rage, i, that kept within,
now glittering storm: has found,
he looked upon the nights.
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Summoned to the statute-book, I
cannot grow completed.
Malignant hastening by, and in
possessed with arts. Him.
Neglected and tried, she doth giue darke;
absence makes me sad? At
break that are gone; the flood the waste!
Just half a foot in height,
or raise, nor could crack where he keeper
was on the hush of
thanks: better pleas are vain: then
Iphigene is where Venus
weeps. If she cried. If stones, O trees,
as sweetest little he
is felt and be that’s the night, earth
gaue that flickers when his
face and something should the Maiden’s
forming a great arc his
seat within my buff and blow, what
it become as much deplore,
since thou fairest friends or what?
Would tell me, that in no
more, than in murder, to correspond,
I wish he would be
the sun! A little sorrow’s trick.
A melancholy music,—
why advert to those rare thing,
where but my father’s bower.
I meant by thy Justice
liable, as law required.
The monks—they came: but follows many
a May. I brake thy
beloved, without sigh of pain,
yet from side to harm—did
you, as babies for the last brightness
of youth, and thy bier.
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Grace that is i want you again.
’ Back started to have no
sorcerer’s mark was done—how say
I? A poise of a dog
then men or a hundred places
where buried where his light,
and this I see all than now, she
said, not such as pea and
pearly white. Would cause of fear his
memory of my state
the choir’s amen. She yields: my Lady
in her hut, then comment
makes the door with alien
lips, as waits a river
level feet, scrambling string the dewy
fields were answered, peace!
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World is not assailed; and Phyllis
be, you ask, whose talons
held young roes that didn’t love more from
seed we two long since had
I Heav’n to glistening to this hell.
Bent thy dazling race of
giants living laugh, a cry, the
day ten years; not only
that lay at wine with spikenard
sendeth forth at thy Subject
of my mother’s hands are for
once dry; but stands his sin.
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Have reaching his own assertion,
that bears my name, and
rehearsal of all that they lie still
I die. And bent thy dart!
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With all her slaves, allies, know, blow
him again if given
the while he types; Yes; and the fingers
as long, O God, as
he went, impressed with dirt. Wounded
me. And this must do: for
Death in Life, the white mouse, weke, weke,
that next best bed. She kept
her till she paused by the stern impulse
of Fate resist is
so simple beauties everywhere
where never dry; i’ve measured
that was to love, to give, then,
in halls of Lebanon,
my thoughts, sold cheap what it was stung;
where I stop, not destroy’d.
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And if a child will be glad and so went for Blanche.
The prime, and watched things so they labour.
We, conscious villainous centre plac’d? Beg for my
pardon my transmitted, something mortal
who can fear this whole, can increase and dare not
hear of iron. And right; in which guiltie
seem’d the princess judge of those koi, still, you seem all
of thy control. Will we would you though
the air is thy soul. Receive; let Prudence, with erring
pride, he learns the workman and make
me travel forth the footsteps of Age, trod down arm’d,
for her darling daffodilly her
mother’s jest! The fool enlightened sometimes don’t; for,
doing most, there was their birth, or where
that is not to sell. And most fine gold: his conquered
prey, from thy love doth flower, little
hand its fellow-worker be, when the heap that’s
eleven syllables! Reply, reply.
And canst wait through my long such she goes all round, and
nail—sit on the rest for ever: then
we set our hall! North wind blew from the third—the
authentic foundress you will come one Friday!
And plaster are sold to the prey, scarce have to
your mind, awakes the fawn that when
down the dead husband, I thou think of complied. Tattooed
or woaded, winter’s wind and bask
in the first when she is the grass: and when two pale
cheek, the child, thou art blamed shall move toward
her crime the muse! Along the accord, and cheek and
bones, is like two young? Behold where no
foot can tread. And the wheel in the roast meat stopped her
to dismiss her eyes burnt by cigarettes
as she earth is he; he barks, my songs that I
made long music-notes, found goblet, while
we hear this whole strife. As dews o’ summer or Winter
for aught that art in two his rival’s
head into childhood were lived upon his pen
doth proue; bidden, entered, with rains, and
helpless eyes and aff like a proper wife. Nobody
knows if he had made, cobbling through
the clematis. Or red with Swift loathing that heaven
their midnight, earth grew still and there
was as if John Coltrane had not be, Then my honest
heat were all the glowworm, now that
had left the sod from falling round the lawns, whereto
I strive to drag it to the figures
of a confusion of your looks so old and
grown a man’s beck, but know a heart of
his saints against the page, enwrapped your love the
eye, so dull to my darling be both
law and impulse. Of men—man’s soul, Merman! A woman
is. She ceased when he fell, and, where
my triumph; here she sky, or when it comes the lily,
the rude chaos thus the margin
of the manners raisd within me wrought, life’s too big
to pass for all. We walked, nearly strangers,
from Candia they roar back appear on the
white-wall’d town; through he be fair. Other
a lock of hair away today, tomorrow must
their office. This barren among the
lack of young hart upon the Prince. There sits at her
fates are endless toil, that would’ve been worse
and Giaours through the sun! Scarce have a bit of chance
conducted, or by their hospitable
laws: both parch the goddess and by their riot even
from a scheme the drunkard’s football,
laughs, and stuff. And at the Hall, maud with its toy! To
serves best doesn’t matter? And turning in
the hunger. Who will speak; if not, women who but
a fool; and sank in up to the thing
come, she said, he drew a long fantasy, her virgin’s
cheek and chalked her, walked reciting
by degree, I yield. I work, the court a long dead,
though younger. When I was inspires my
wit. Give you to hear a double worm, that footprint
upon it? So far in high, whatever
is call’d dear, if it spread would toil; and never
a lock of goats that cheek and banking
charge us? Tis so: for war. And chin a sphere. ’St
at the silence and power expire!
Last night of conversion brought us, a tiger-
cat in act to see what I shall mould
think they’ve made her till I seek supply of the juice
of myrrh and from the truth you’d gladly
do; tis scarcely even a sample from the love
in their state, and curst be the white and
stupidly admired, he reaped the door with those
tears froze. And go, mount and dust. Dignity.
It sweeps from me. From thy heart, my sister Psyche
will be crushed; but you shall paint now
as I please the broad commenced this prow, in haughtier
smiling and kind, proudly say I only
tender fool who will shock on my passion; but
doubtful in myself to blame you were
the rest—turning in his brother-sister came Cyril,
with those the smell still unexcavated
homage yields: my Lady’s heel before himself
will things are little pond you float
us each in each sex, like sunny gems on an
English green sea; she saw the ground. Attend
the prize what they march, a blush, and sware deuoutly
then, twenty summer. That face, yonder:
’ then, and wait the lily, the church last—a match ’twixt
my breast.—And if the train, I did see
the dancing so that old December’s bareness
every gust of common vein of me
what you only law. You were torn away that I
one from the towsing and love, gaining
a shameless hand withers every other face no
more, if one could I love! Name is a
silly coward me. I loved her eyes with me, Sir,
entered in azure Violet should I
not kept. Robert Burns: buck, a beauteous hill of moss,
just half a foot in her face to me,
a passion and away with the bright as those hair
of high poems! Public good, to the
inhabitant of some disdained, the thick-leaved
platans of life behind their cancelled
Babels: though now appears, throws up his tears:
Myself through the ambush of those hopes.
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Sansa was forcefully married to Tyrion but the marriage was unconsummated and didn't have child with him. Jon was forced to have sleep with Ygritte to keep his identity secret and despite having sex many times he didn't fathered bastard on her. Not only from Tyrion, Sansa was saved from having bastard of Joffery. It seems like both Jon and Sansa were refrain from having kids with their abusers. Small mercies.
Despite the vastly known fact that honorable Lord Eddard Stark fathered a bastard, Jon and Sansa feel shock at the mere possibility of having a bastard:
Jon felt anger rise inside him. "I'm not your son!"
Benjen Stark stood up. "More's the pity." He put a hand on Jon's shoulder. "Come back to me after you've fathered a few bastards of your own, and we'll see how you feel."
Jon trembled. "I will never father a bastard," he said carefully.
"Never!" He spat it out like venom.
—A Game of Thrones - Jon I
* * *
Her heart sank. "What do you mean?"
"The queen will never let you go, never. You are too valuable a hostage. And Joffrey . . . sweetling, he is still king. If he wants you in his bed, he will have you, only now it will be bastards he plants in your womb instead of trueborn sons."
"No," Sansa said, shocked. "He let me go, he . . ."
—A Clash of Kings - Sansa VIII
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“You are a free man now, and Ygritte is a free woman. What dishonor if you lay together?”
“I might get her with child.”
“Aye, I’d hope so. A strong son or a lively laughing girl kissed by fire, and where’s the harm in that?”
Words failed him for a moment. “The boy…the child would be a bastard.”
“Are bastards weaker than other children? More sickly, more like to fail?”
“No, but—”
"You're bastard-born yourself. And if Ygritte does not want a child, she will go to some woods witch and drink a cup o' moon tea. You do not come into it, once the seed is planted."
"I will not father a bastard."
Tormund shook his shaggy head. "What fools you kneelers be. Why did you steal the girl if you don't want her?"
—A Storm of Swords - Jon II
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"You're to marry Margaery!"
"A king can have other women. Whores. My father did. One of the Aegons did too. The third one, or the fourth. He had lots of whores and lots of bastards." As they whirled to the music, Joff gave her a moist kiss. "My uncle will bring you to my bed whenever I command it."
Sansa shook her head. "He won't."
"He will, or I'll have his head. That King Aegon, he had any woman he wanted, whether they were married or no."
—A Storm of Swords - Sansa III
Fortunately, they both dodged that bullet with their abusers. The real question is, will they avoid having a bastard with someone they love?
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Do you think Jon's "I will never father a bastard " line could be an ironic foreshadowing for him actually fathering a bastard ?
Hi anon!
To make it short: no.
I think it foreshadows the threat of it, not the reality.
Jon and Sansa both have bastard foreshadowing in their arcs, but for both it is consistently framed in negative, threatening or traumatizing contexts. Specifically, rape and dishonor. At best it involves conflicting duties. This is clearly not the kind of foreshadowing where you go “Haha, if only they knew.” Their misgivings are valid and practical.
Meanwhile, we know what their idea of happiness looks like:
If I give him sons, he may come to love me. She would name them Eddard and Brandon and Rickon, and raise them all to be as valiant as Ser Loras. And to hate Lannisters, too. In Sansa's dreams, her children looked just like the brothers she had lost. Sometimes there was even a girl who looked like Arya. (ASOS, Sansa II)
fits with...
I would need to steal her if I wanted her love, but she might give me children. I might someday hold a son of my own blood in my arms. A son was something Jon Snow had never dared dream of, since he decided to live his life on the Wall. I could name him Robb. (ASOS, Jon XII)
Love and children. Family. Home. If not within the structure of marriage, then in something that looks exactly like it.
In a book that argues against the whole Targaryen blood purity logic, and depicts a vast array of collossal parental failures with dire consequences, the point of having children together would most likely be in raising them together. Sansa doesn’t need Stark blood bastards, she needs Stark family values. That would be what Jon can bring to the table for her. And vice versa.
So, I don’t see a scenario playing out with children that denies them this family setting. Because it would literally only validate Stark blood. So if they are going to be a family, anyway, why not marry? Why all the marriage foreshadowing?
My guess (as of this moment) is that the threat of a bastard child will hang over them because they did a Robb in a moment of emotional upheaval, while circumstances prevent them from being together. (Tyrion marriage, Jon trapped elsewhere, etc.) Both will very reluctantly choose the bastard scenario to “do their duty” and sacrifice their personal dreams, but when all the drama is done they will be able to marry after all.
Yes, I believe in a happy ending for Jonsa.
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“I’m looking for the Lord of the Dead,” said Sefoni Rience to the man who was standing inside the door of the Sticx Gentleman’s Club. The man wasn’t precisely blocking her way into the establishment, but he did look stern and disapproving.
Sefoni supposed it wasn’t proper for a woman of her standing and reputation to visit a place like this, but it was the middle of the afternoon in the middle of the week, and she honestly didn’t think anyone was going to be there at all.
The place did look rather empty. Most of the round tables were surrounded by empty chairs, their seats upholstered in plush red velvet, and there was no one at the evens and odds wheel in the corner. There was a vast expanse of crimson carpet, also empty.
There were a few people standing by one of the tables. One was a musqueteer, and he had drawn his pistol, which was rather irregular, considering that musqueteers did not draw on unarmed men as a matter of course. But this musqueteer was pointing his weapon, and another tidily dressed gentleman was looking on. Both of them were staring over the barrel of the pistol at a third man.
The man raised his hand, a careless gesture. “She means me.” He seemed amused, not the least bit worried about being shot. He was tall, with broad shoulders and deep umber skin. His well-groomed dark facial hair encircled his lips. “I swear,” he continued, “you rob one king’s tomb for jewels and you’re ‘Lord of the Dead’ for the rest of your life.”
“Shut up,” said one of the tidily dressed gentlemen.
“Well,” said the Lord of the Dead, “I have a visitor. You can see that this attempt to shoot me is coming at a very inconvenient time, can’t you? We’ll have to reschedule.” He made to go around the table and come toward Sefoni.
But the musqueeter intercepted him, pressing the barrel of the pistol into his neck.
The Lord of the Dead coughed. “You wouldn’t shoot me in front of the laidy, would you? Have you no sense of decorum?”
“She walked into The Sticx. She should know better,” said the tidily dressed gentleman.
The Lord of the Dead gave Sefoni a shrug. “My apologies, Laidy Sefoni.”
He knew her name? Sefoni swallowed. She had never been formally introduced to the Lord of the Dead, who had a name of course. Haid Vortinen, the Deux of Darain.
Darain sighed heavily. He turned back to the tidily dressed gentleman. “All right, well, is there some way I could convince you not to kill me? Certainly whatever it is I’ve done to anger you… whatever your name is—”
“It’s Maister Black,” said the tidily dressed gentleman huffily. “Of the Black Silk Import business.”
“Ah,” said Darain, smiling. “We did meet once, didn’t we, at a ball?”
“Yes, where you also met my wife,” Black said in a stony voice.
Darain cleared his throat, looking down at the table. “Yes. Yes, I did. So, that’s what this is about.”
“You sullied her honor and I want to shoot you down like the dog you are.”
“Of course you do.” Darain scratched his chin, now less amused and more chagrined. “Unfortunately, I can’t agree to that.”
“It’s not about your agreement, you bastard, it’s about—”
“Is there a reason you’re not challenging me to a duel?” said Darain. He caught Sefoni’s eye. “Apologies again. This is mortifying for me, I assure you.”
“Don’t talk to her,” said Black.
Darain turned back to him. “I suppose it’s because then everyone would demand to know what your grievance was with me, and you’d have to say that I cuckolded you, and that would be mortifying for you.”
Black’s jaw twitched.
Darain turned to the musqueteer. “How much is he paying you for this? I could triple it.”
“Don’t speak to anyone!” thundered Black. “I have a gun on you. Don’t you understand? Your life is on the line.”
“Mmm,” said Darain, scratching his chin again. He lifted a finger. “I’ve got an idea. You could hit me.”
Black glared at him. “You can’t be serious.”
“Well, you were going to have your musqueteer shoot me, so you wouldn’t have been carrying out your revenge personally, anyway. This way, it’s visceral. Fist on bone. It’ll feel good.” He gestured to his face. “Go ahead. I won’t hit back.”
Black’s nostrils flared.
“No?” said Darain. “It’s a good offer. I would take it if I were you. I’ll admit that it’s shameful to cuckold other men and dishonorable and… beneath me. No pun intended.”
“Shoot him,” said Black in a low, lethal voice.
“Don’t,” said Darain to the musqueteer. “I’ll quadruple it, and I’ll let you have free drinks on the house all night and I’ll give you a set of chips for the card games—no gold necessary to buy in.”
The musqueteer lowered his gun. “Done.”
“What are you doing?” said Black, throwing up his hands in disgust.
“That’s a good deal,” said the musqueteer. “What do you want from me?”
“No hard feelings, of course, Maister Black,” said Haid, reaching out to lay a hand on Black’s shoulder. “You stay and have a cup of ale on the house before you leave.” He nodded to the bartender. “See that you get the musqueteer what I promised him?”
“Of course, Your Grace,” said the bartender.
Darain patted Black on the chest and he moved past him, coming toward Sefoni.
“Terribly sorry about that,” said Darain, smiling at her.
Oh, dear, he was handsome, wasn’t he? She had noticed that before, but he was a bit more affecting so close up. Of course, he was wretched. He was a womanizing, thieving scoundrel. He might be a deux, but all his lands and wealth had been lost. His late father had gambled it all away in a card game. Immediately upon losing, his father had gone mad and killed his wife and all his children.
Somehow, Darain had survived with the help of his elder brother Zeir, who’d struck a killing blow to their father before succumbing to his own wounds. No one else besides Darain had lived, however.
Every bit of wealth that Darain had now, he’d amassed through underhanded means. But that was precisely why Sefoni needed him.
“I am utterly delighted that you’re here,” said Darain. “Why, I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you since I saw you gathering flowers with that shanj game.” He meant at court, when she’d beaten the king with a technique called the Lily Maneuver. Sefoni had read it in a book. She very much liked playing shanj, and she was passably good at it as well. Everyone in court had been watching when she played the king and everyone had been astonished when she beat him. “You are magnificent, has anyone ever told you that?”
Sefoni felt heat rush to her face.
“If you think a cup of ale makes us even, you’re sorely mistaken,” called Black from behind him.
Darain glanced over his shoulder at the man and then ushered Sefoni out of the room, his hand on the small of her back, urging her to walk quickly. “Maister Black will calm down with time and decide this was all an ill-advised idea. I assure you, I’m in no true danger.”
She wasn’t sure why he thought that she cared about his personal safety or why he thought it was okay to put his hand on her. Out of sorts, she didn’t get herself extricated from his touch until they had passed into a hallway off the main gambling room.
If Darain noticed he had made her uncomfortable, he didn’t let on. He simply opened the door to a room with a large paper-covered desk and a bookshelf straining with messily shelved ledgers. “Step into my office, my laidy. If I believed in the blaze, I would say it was its power that guided you to me today. I am stunned you are here, that you walked right into my gambling house. How fortunate for us both.” He shut the door behind him.
She winced. Well, she was now in a closed room alone with a man. This was quite improper. She bit down on her bottom lip.
He went over and moved a stack of papers off of a shabby chair. He deposited them on top of more papers on his desk. “Have a seat.”
“I’m quite comfortable standing,” she said.
“Are you certain?” He stepped behind his desk and sat down himself, leaning back in his chair and regarding her with an insouciant smile. “Tell me, what brings you here today?”
“I need your help.”
“Truly?” He grinned, pleased at the prospect. “That is marvelous, because I would like your help, and this means we are likely going to be in a position to help each other. This couldn’t be going better if I had planned it. What do you need?”
“Well, I… I would like to hire you.” She twisted her hands together. “It’s a job. You, um…” She lowered her voice. “You steal things, don’t you?”
“You wish me to steal something for you?”
“Well, to return it to its rightful owner, truly,” she said. “The queen, you see, she has been badly tricked by the Deux of Madigain, and it is not her fault.”
“Yes, well, that sounds like Madigain.” Darain made a face as if something smelled bad. “If it involves causing Madigain any discomfort whatsoever, you can count me in. Let’s discuss what you’ll give me in return.”
“You don’t even know what I want you to steal,” she said. “And of course I will give you money in return.”
He snorted. “No. I won’t do it for money. I want your skill. I have never seen a woman who could play shanj like you. Think of it, you and I, traveling throughout the realm to various shanj tournaments. Just in bets alone, we could make a fortune. Everyone would underestimate you.”
“I can’t travel with a man like you.”
“Why not?”
“It would be the height of impropriety!” Her voice had gotten a bit shrill. “Besides, I cannot be associated with… someone like…” She cringed. Perhaps she shouldn’t insult him when she was asking for his help. “And in any case, I am unmarried, and an unmarried woman cannot be alone with a man, let alone gallivant across the realm.”
“Mmm.” He nodded. “Yes, I’d thought of this. You’d probably have to marry me.”
She gaped at him. She was so startled that she could not even speak.
He eyed her. “Well, I’m going to try very hard not to be offended by that reaction. I assure you there are a great many women who would be happy enough with an offer from me. And you, if I am not mistaken, are only the daughter of a merchant, so the elevation to deucess should please you. I do remember people at court caring about such things.”
“You are insane,” she said.
He considered. “Perhaps. Sometimes. I suppose I’ve been overeager and I’ve frightened you. Let’s go back. What am I stealing?”
“The queen has a bracelet,” said Sefoni. “It is not very valuable. It is important to her mostly for sentimental reasons. It came with her ancestor on the ship that went off course and brought the Kandjan people to Briganne.” All the dark-skinned peoples of the realm were descended from these wealthy explorers. “She keeps it hidden in her private chambers, and the king is well aware of this. I know it is improper for her to have taken a lover at all, but… well, it is what it is. She and I are cousins, you know, and we grew up like sisters. I care for her. I only wish her happiness. Her association with Madigain did make her happy for a time. That is, until he stole this bracelet from her.”
“And now, he threatens her with revealing her infidelity to the king,” said Darain.
“You understand, then,” said Sefoni. “If you could get it back, it would solve everything.”
“I’ll get it back,” said Darain. “We’ll do it together, after you marry me.”
“I cannot marry you, sir.”
“Well, those are my terms,” he said.
“Certainly, there is something else that could satisfy you. I have access to the queen’s wealth. She is not precisely aware that I am here, but I can pay you, sir.”
“I have named my price,” said Darain, and he looked her over.
She could feel his dark eyes on her, traveling over her body. She shivered. She tugged at the collar of her dress, trying to cover more of her skin, not that her dresses ever did cover her, at least not enough of her, since her bosom was annoyingly bounteous. “Stop that.”
“Stop what?” His voice had dropped several pitches to something very deep.
“Stop looking at me.”
“Would you like me to close my eyes?”
“I’m leaving,” she said. “This was… I don’t know what I was thinking. I should not even be here.”
“You should not,” he agreed. “Stepping foot unchaperoned into this place is enough to ruin your reputation and likely get you expelled from court. Of course, once you marry me, none of that will matter.”
“If you tell anyone I was here, I will deny it.” She said, heat rising to her face again, this time in anger. “And considering our varied reputations, I am sure I will be believed.”
He shrugged. “Perhaps. I suppose if I’m really intent on having you as my wife, I’ll have to try something else.”
“I will never marry you,” she snapped. She stalked to the door and thrust it open. “Good day, sir.”
“I’m a deux,” he called as she left the room. “Isn’t it proper to address me as Your Grace?”
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52 Project #2: Changeling
Inspired by this story. Also by a number of well-known myths, but the central concept comes from @magic-and-moonlit-wings‘s story.
This falls into the category I call “altered tales”, which are retellings of fairy and folk tales and myths that are... not quite canonical.
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Surely you have heard a similar tale before, of the mother who went to the crossroads by the light of the moon, pulling a wagon and carrying her changeling babe, to demand the return of her own child.
By the light of the moon she went to the crossroads, and she called out that the Faeries had stolen a thing from her, and that she demanded to see the King of the Faeries about the matter. And then, in the moment of an eyeblink, the grove she stood beside was full of faeries, some flying, some in trees, some standing, and all were very, very beautiful, but some were very, very strange. The King was the most beautiful, looking far too young to be the ancient creature he was, with black and golden hair long and wild on his head, and pale skin, and endlessly deep black eyes. “You claim that Faeries have taken a thing from you, but we never take without giving fair recompense. Are you calling us dishonorable?”
“Whether you considered what you left me fair recompense or not, you never asked me if I wanted to make the trade,” the mother said, and presented the changeling child. “You left this child in the crib my husband and I built for our babe, the one I carried in my body and birthed from my loins, and never did you ask me if I would take this one in trade for the one I spent blood on to bring to the world. You made the trade without asking me if this was fair recompense, or if I was willing to trade at all.” Then she laid the changeling in its swaddling down in the wagon, and stared a challenge at the King.
The King scowled, for the mother knew the laws. Faeries are bound to trade fairly. They will cheat if they can and take what they can and they will lie and cast glamours to make an item of trade look to be of more worth than it is, but when summoned by one they have tried to cheat, one who knows their laws, they must make things right. “Very well, child of Eve, we will return to you your babe.”
A bassinette was brought forward with a sleeping babe within. The mother removed from under her skirts a small bag, and in the bag was a small bottle, and in the small bottle there was a tincture of silver. She uncorked the small bottle and tipped it back into her eye, in front of the Faerie Court, so they would all see that she would not be fooled by glamours. Then she looked upon the bassinette with the untouched eye closed. “Yes. I see clearly, this is my child.” She lifted the bassinette and placed it in the wagon. “You have returned what you took unfairly, so I will take my leave now,” she said, because you cannot thank Faeries. They consider it very rude.
“Wait,” the King said. Now he was glaring. “Do you think we deserve no fair recompense? Return to us what we paid you.”
The mother raised her eyebrows. “Paid me? You paid me nothing, for I made no trade. You gave me no recompense, for I never agreed to sell my child. Instead you gifted me a babe, without conditions, on the night you stole my own. Now both of them are my children.”
Storm clouds gathered over the grove as the Faeries chattered to each other about the insolence of the human woman. “You cannot have it both ways! Either the child we gave you was fair recompense in trade for your babe, or you want your child back and are bound to return ours!”
The mother’s eyes were very hard. “You threw your child away. You left your babe to a human woman, knowing that humans sometimes burn changelings with iron to tell if they are human or not, knowing that humans have burnt and drowned changeling children. You did not ask my permission, so you made no trade at all. You stole from me at the same time as you discarded something you considered worthless. If you throw your trash in my yard, it is mine. It’s not payment for stealing my hen’s eggs or my apples to give me trash you care nought for, without my permission or acquiescence to the trade.”
The changeling spoke in a trembling voice. “My lord, you told me I was banished to the human world, to play the role of a human child. You never said I was of value; you only meant to trick my new mother into thinking me to be her own babe.”
“You are my own babe, for the faeries abandoned you to me, and I adopted you,” the mother said. “That makes you my own, just as much as the one who came from my loins is my own. You will be sisters and twins together and you will both be mine.”
“You think to make demands of the Faerie King?” the King demanded. “Who do you think you are?”
“I am a mother, and a woman. No more and no less. And I will not leave this place without both of my children – the one you stole and the one you discarded.”
“I do not think you will,” the King said, and sneered. “For we do not interpret the law the same way as you do. By our interpretation, you are attempting to gain something for nothing.”
“For nothing?” the mother snapped. “I have fed this babe milk from my own breast. I have warmed her with blankets I wove myself, or the blankets my mother and grandmother wove for my birth, that they gave to me. I have paid for this discarded babe by caring for her when you did not.”
“But you have paid us nothing,” the King said.
“Why should I pay anything to one who steals from me and leaves something he believes worthless in trade for it?” She softened. “But, I can offer you a gift. Even though you discarded a babe you cared nothing for and thought to be garbage and left it in my home for me to care for, I find value in her, and I can give a gift to return value for what has worth to me, even if it had no worth to you when you threw it away.”
“What gift can you offer to Faeries?” The King stood, and the clouds above became thunderclouds, as his brows drew close with his anger.
“Each year, on this night, so long as I live and am hale and hearty enough to make the journey and to speak and tell, I will give you a story. If I am giving birth, or I am ill, or one of my children is and I must care for them, or if I am trapped away from home and cannot make the date, I will return within the month with three stories to pay for the delay. In exchange, I will take home the babe from my womb and the babe you left in my home, and you will trouble neither of them again.”
“I have a different thought,” the King said. “Why not a challenge, to determine which of us is right? We pick a contest, a champion of the Faeries against you, and if you win, you leave here with two babes, but if you lose, both shall stay with us, and you as well.”
“As the one who is being challenged, then, do I have the right to choose the contest?” the mother asked.
“Yes, of course you do.”
From within her skirts the mother drew a cast iron cooking pan. “Then I choose a contest of skill at cooking,” she said. “I have hen’s eggs in my right pocket, here, and I will build a fire and cook them, in this pan. Your champion will also cook eggs, in a pan, on a fire, without magic or glamour, else it would be no contest of cooking skill. Whichever of us cooks the most delicious eggs shall be the winner.”
Now the Faeries chattered in fear, and even the King drew back, for iron is inimical to Faeries, and if the mother used it as a weapon, she could harm or even kill the faeries in the grove. “No,” the King said. “No Faerie can touch an iron cooking pan as humans do.”
“Then you forfeit the challenge to me, and take my original offer, of the stories,” the mother said.
“Before we accept such an offer, let us hear one of your stories. We will judge whether they will be worth two children.”
“That is not what’s at stake,” the mother said. “You will judge whether they will be worth accepting my interpretation of your law, where a thing thrown away cannot be considered fair trade in any way for a thing stolen without permission.”
“Very well,” the King said. “Tell your story, and if we judge it of worth, we will accept your interpretation of the law and let you leave here with two babes.”
And so the mother told this story:
Surely you have heard a similar tale before, of a musician who descended to the Underworld to sing to the Devil and free a loved one.
It happened many years ago that a woman became well known as a troubadour throughout the kingdom, for her singing voice was beautiful beyond compare and she played the flute and the lyre so sweetly one would think her an Angel descended from heaven. But she was no angel. This woman with the beautiful voice and the wondrous skill at playing music was no better than she should be, and she lived the life of any troubadour – drinking, gambling the coin she earned with her music, and spending her nights in the beds of men, as she pleased.
As one would expect, in the fullness of time, she came to be with child. And while she tried to live up to a mother’s responsibilities, old habits are hard to break. No sooner was her babe weaned than she was back to her old ways. She loved her little daughter greatly, but she was not the sort of woman who was good at supervising a child. And so on the night before the little one was to take her first Confession and then Communion, the mother was drinking with her friends, and playing cards, and never noticed that her daughter had left their home to go down to the stream… until they found the girl’s body caught in the reeds and drowned, the next morning.
In grief the woman screamed, and tore at herself with her nails, for she knew that her daughter being old enough to take Communion, but not having had Confession yet, meant that she was old enough that while her original sins were washed away with her baptism, she had accumulated enough sin to go to Purgatory, rather than to Heaven with our Lord and Savior. Her daughter’s eternal soul would never know the glory of God, and it was her own fault.
So she conceived of a plan to go to Hell and bargain with the Devil for the return of her daughter.
What many priests do not tell you is that Purgatory is itself a ring of Hell, the uppermost one. It is the only ring one can be freed from. Prayers for the souls in Purgatory eventually lighten their burden of sin enough that they can go on to Heaven, but it can take hundreds of years, and the prayers of a holy woman are more valuable than the prayers of a woman who lives a life of vice and sin. The musician feared that her daughter would be damned to Purgatory for the length of her own life, or perhaps forever, with no one holy to pray for her. Instead, she would go to the Underworld, to Hell, and offer the Devil a bargain: she would sing and play for him if he would free her daughter.
It is not hard for a woman of loose virtue to find her way to Hell. More difficult when alive, perhaps, but not impossible. The musician brought her pipe and lute through the gates, where she was challenged by a ferocious hellhound with three heads, but she played a sweet lullaby and the dog calmed and went to sleep at her feet.
She found her way to the capital city of Hell, Dis, and presented herself to the court of Lucifer Morningstar, else called Satan, the Adversary of God.
“Why are you here, human woman?” Satan asked. “You’ll be here soon enough with the life you lead, but you’re still of the living, here and now. You don’t belong in Hell… yet.”
“I’ve come to sing for the return of my daughter,” the musician said.
Satan looked down on her, his face stern. “What makes you think you can win your daughter back? Death is final. You were careless and let her go to the stream unsupervised, and now your daughter is dead. What else did you expect?”
“I failed as a mother and I know that,” the musician said. “But I promise you, if you listen to me play, you won’t regret it. I’m the best musician on Earth.”
“I have all of the best musicians that ever were on Earth, before they died; are you so arrogant to think you are better than all of them?” Satan asked.
“Yes,” she said.
And then Satan laughed, for he loves the human sin of pride like none other. “Oh, very well! Entertain me,” he said.
And so she played. Now, I am no musician nor even a singer, to try to replicate her song, so I will just tell you what she sang. She sang a song of the Virgin Mary holding her baby Son, weeping because the angels had told her what His future held, in her dreams, and the love she felt for her Baby overwhelming her and bringing her to the depths of grief, crying out against a God who could be so cruel as to sacrifice His only Son someday.
Against his will, Satan was moved by the song. Before he was Satan the Adversary, he was once Lucifer, beloved of God, and the Virgin crying out against God’s plan woke the part of his heart that remembered being God’s beloved son himself… made, not begotten, as all of us are, but God’s son nonetheless, and the outrage he himself felt over God’s plan in the time before he turned against it, and against God. And as a former angel, even fallen, he longs for the memory of the beautiful music of the heavens, so much so that he is famous for appreciating good music.
When her song had ended, the musician bowed. Satan, hiding how much the song had moved him, said gruffly, “Very well, you’ve proven your skill, and it’s not as if I won’t have you eventually. The soul of a child in Purgatory isn’t worth very much to me… not so much as the guarantee that you will be here with me when your time comes.” He smiled thinly at her. “Do you pledge your eternal soul to me, then?”
“As you said, Lord Satan, I am probably destined for your halls anyway,” the musician said, “but when the time comes, I won’t seek to fight you or confess my sins and fling myself on God’s mercy, if you give me back my child now.”
“Go out the gates of Dis,” Satan instructed. “Walk out through the ring of Purgatory, out toward the gates of Hell, and pass through them. Follow the path upward through the mountain, in darkness, without torch or lantern to light your way. Your daughter will follow behind you, but do not look back until the sun shines on the both of you once again, or she will fall back into Purgatory and you will never see her again.”
“She is my baby,” the musician objected. “I should carry her.”
Satan chuckled. “She’s no babe in arms; she was about to take her first Communion when she died. You don’t need to carry her. She can walk.”
And so the musician left Dis, and passed out through Purgatory as she was instructed, and did not look back. Purgatory is a place of fog, and ghosts. The musician kept thinking she saw someone she knew appear in the fog, but she didn’t dare to turn and look, lest the Devil call that looking back, for she knew he would try to trick her. Nothing exists in Purgatory but what its denizens can imagine, and being shades in Limbo, they have little imagination. In that dreary place, they slowly forget their memories of their lives on Earth, and become nothing more than hollow shades, drifting patterns that were once a living soul. The musician encountered nothing as she traveled; no one spoke, no footfall resounded in that place of emptiness and silence.
She reached the gates of hell and began to walk up the path through the mountain that conceals the gate to Hell. When she had come down this way, she had carried a torch for light, but Satan had told her she must not carry light on her way back. So she traveled up the path, one hand trailing on the cave wall so she would not lose her way or her footing, in complete darkness. And still she heard no sound, no footfall or whisper of breath, from behind her.
Satan has tricked me, she thought. There’s no one behind me. My daughter is still in Purgatory. Her fear and paranoia grew, and she longed to look behind and tell for sure… but she knew she had been told she could not look back until the sun shined on her and her daughter again. It’s a trick to make me look, she told herself, over and over. She’s there, but she won’t be if I look. And if she’s not, if Satan lied, I’ll go back down and wake the dead with my music until he’s forced to return her to me in truth. Besides, how would she be able to see the shade of her daughter in this darkness?
She traveled upward in darkness, and it seemed that the path went on and on, far longer than it had taken her to travel down. It’s a trick, Satan will never let me out into the sunshine. I’m dead already and my punishment is to walk this dark path upward forever, she thought. But what choice did she have? If she gave up and returned down the path, she would surely be trapped in Hell, and her daughter in Purgatory. Of course it seems longer; it’s dark and it’s uphill, she told herself, over and over. And it’s always easier to descend to Hell than to rise up from it. What else should I expect?
But finally, after what seemed like days of travel, she saw the light of the sun up ahead. She quickened her pace, though her legs burned from the long journey, knowing that as soon as she was within the light of the sun, she would be able to behold her daughter – or know if she had been tricked. “Only a little ways longer, my baby,” she crooned to the child she hoped was behind her. “Just a few more steps, and we’ll be in the light.”
And then she was at the mouth of the cave, and the sunlight shone down on the land right outside. She bounded out of the cave, and spun to behold her daughter—
--whose shade was not yet clear of the cave, not yet within the sunlight. She saw a look of anguish on her child’s face, saw her lips form the cry “Mama!”… but there was no sound, and then her daughter’s image faded back into the darkness.
“No!” the mother cried, and ran back into the cave to try to touch her daughter, to catch her before she disappeared completely… but by the time she was in the cave, her daughter was nowhere in sight.
She screamed in rage and grief. And then she marched back down the path again, without a torch, in the darkness, to find her daughter.
Though she was foolish in her recklessness, she knew better than to think she could find her daughter in the fog of Purgatory on her own. So she marched back into Dis and confronted Satan again. “You tricked me!”
Satan shrugged. “I gave you clear rules. You broke them. There’s nothing I can do.”
The musician narrowed her eyes. “You, the original rebel, must follow rules? Are you master here or not? Do you still have to obey rules imposed by your Father, or are you your own being?”
Satan’s face darkened with fury. “How dare you?!”
“What more can you do to me? Trap me in Hell? I’ll be here anyway. Take my daughter from me? Oh, you already did that!” She poked a finger at him. “You can choose to break your own rules, if you like. They’re your rules. You made them; you can choose not to follow them, if you wish.”
“Very well, then. I choose to follow them. You were told what you needed to do to save your daughter from Purgatory and restore her to life, and you didn’t do it. Why should I break my own rules for one who couldn’t be bothered to follow my instructions?”
“Because if you don’t, I will wake the dead and raise them up against you,” the musician said. “Dis is right outside Purgatory and your demons do not go there. They’re too busy tormenting the truly damned.”
Satan sneered. “I don’t fear a mortal musician, woman. Many, many musicians reside within Hell and Purgatory. What makes you so much more than they are?”
“Because I am alive. And because I am a mother, fighting for my daughter,” the musician said, and began to play.
You have never heard music like this, o Faerie King! In her hands, the lyre screamed her fury, and the song she belted out was louder than anyone would imagine a mortal voice could sing. As I’ve said, I am no musician, so I cannot sing or play her song for you, but I can tell you of it. It was a song of purest rage, that mortals must die, that we are all of us condemned for a choice made so long before we were born, that we have the freedom to sin and that Hell even exists. She sang her anger at the concept of death, and the shades in Purgatory heard her song, and it awakened their memories of life, their own anger at their deaths, at themselves for being sinners and God for allowing them the freedom to sin and the Devil and his minions for keeping them there in Purgatory. Their imaginations responded, and shaped Purgatory to be what they wanted. Those who’d been musicians in life took up their own instruments and joined the mother in her song. Those who’d been warriors took up swords and shields, daggers and bows with quivers of arrows.
And Satan saw that the dead were responding to the mother’s song, and feared that she could lead them against Dis and overthrow his rule, or that she could lead them out of Purgatory and up the mountain again and out into the land of the living, where the presence of such terrifying shades would surely drive the frightened living into the arms of God. “Take your daughter and go! You daughter of a dog and a whore, know this; I am taking from you your death. Never will you come here to Hell again, nor to Heaven, no matter how you should plead with The One Whose Name I will not speak. Wander the Earth forever and never know rest, and call yourself happy for winning back your daughter’s life… but she will die again, eventually, as all mortals do, and you will be parted from her forever then!”
“I can live with that,” the musician said, and left Hell.
And this time, when she crossed the boundary into sunlight, she waited until she heard her child’s voice, until she felt the touch of a small hand on her skirts once more, before she turned and scooped her daughter into her arms, and wept like a babe herself.
***
The mother of the two babes bowed as her story finished. “That is the end of my tale,” she said. “Does it suffice to allow me passage back home with both my babes, Your Majesty?”
“Where is that woman today?” the King asked.
The mother shrugged. “That tale, I don’t know. The last I heard, she was headed to the town of Hamelin. She had heard that the priests of that town, rather than being the holy men they should be, were corrupted by the lusts of the flesh, and misuse children for dark purpose, and the elders of the town allowed it. But I do not know what happened then, nor where she is now.”
“Find her, and bring her to us, and we will consider your debt paid in full,” the King said. “Every seven years we must pay a tithe of our people to Hell. A musician who can wake the dead and terrify the Devil might free us from our terrible burden.”
“If I see her, I will ask her to come to you,” the mother said, “and if I hear tales of her, I will bring them to you at the appointed time.”
“And if you have no tale of her, you will pay us with a different story,” the King said.
“Indeed I will. So do we have a bargain, Faerie King?”
“We do,” the King said. “Go from this place, human woman. Take both your children.”
On the way home, the changeling child said, “Mother, I want to be baptized tomorrow. I wish to have an immortal soul like you and my sister.”
“If you can want a soul, you have one,” the mother said. “And you need no baptism; you do not carry the taint of original sin as humans do. But if you want to be baptized to acknowledge your savior as Lord Jesus Christ, I will do so, but it will most likely take from you all of your supernatural memories, and bind you in the form of a human child.”
“That is what I want,” the changeling said. “You bargained for me, to be my mother and to love me and care for me. All I want is to be your babe in arms in return.”
“Then that is what we’ll do,” the mother said.
“But before that, can you tell me… you have some connection to the musician in the story, don’t you, Mother? Who is she to you?”
“She is your grandmother,” the mother said, smiling. “I am the child she rescued from Hell. The Faerie King should have known better than to threaten me. I have none of my mother’s gift for music, but I have never forgotten that my mother challenged the Devil for me, and won. How could I do any less for my own children?”
And then the babe born human woke and began to fuss. The mother pulled the wagon that carried them to a meadow, and sat on the grass with them, her breasts bared to feed both, as she watched the sun rise.
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HAPPY 2020s ENDING Y’ALL!!!
Enjoy a little blog-exclusive Shades AU that I affectionately refer to as the No Jedi Allowed AU, feat. everybody’s favorite prequel-era Mandalorian bounty hunter.
Sometime this last summer, while trying to work past writer’s block, I toyed with a little AU idea for funsies, I made a post about it, said I wasn’t going to do anything else with it, and left it at that. Until a month or two ago when, still in the throes of writer’s block, I took that little AU idea and figured “fuck it, I’m not working on the next chapter, but at least it’s writing SOMETHING Shades related” and made a real thing out of it.
This is Part 1. Future parts will come out at some point in the future, I’m thinking about making these a holiday special or something haven’t decided yet. (And really it’s only blog-exclusive because I cannot make a series on AO3 and remain anonymous so...)
Enough rambling. Please read, I hope you all enjoy this look at how things might have gone a little differently if a couple Jedi didn’t end up going all the way out to Tatooine to stick their noses into Hutt business.
Please assume content warnings given on AO3 may apply to this story as well. Also, beware spoilers if you are not fully caught up on the main story.
No Jedi Allowed AU - Part 1
Jango Fett heaved a long sigh as the door closed behind him. He had just finished up a long job for Jabba, one that should have been quick but ended up requiring well over a week of stake outs and reconnaissance, but in the end he got his man, as he always did. Jabba had at least expressed his gratitude suitably, in money and amenities. He had given Jango one of the better guest suites and was probably going to send up one of his better girls for a night of entertainment.
Jango began shedding his armor, considering what he would do with the slave girl. He really didn't have the energy to draw anything out. He hoped it wasn't going to be a new girl, explaining how things work was more effort than he cared to expend. Really he just wanted a shower and to sleep, but he wasn't about to leave his stuff unattended with a stranger on the way.
There was a light rap on the door.
"Enter."
The slave entered pushing a dinner cart. Jango breathed a sigh of relief. "Skywalker, nice to see you again."
She flashed him a small smile. "Been a while, hasn't it, Jango?" She paused just over the threshold and let the door lock behind her. "The usual tonight?"
"Sure." He finished removing his armor and set it aside carefully aside. "Get yourself ready, I'm hitting the shower first."
He stepped into the 'fresher, leaving Skywalker alone. Ten minutes later, he was stepping back out, with the provided robe draped around him. His clothes were a little rank, and the quick rinse he gave them in the shower wasn't enough to really clean them. They'd get a proper wash when he got home.
Skywalker had set up dinner, laying out the food and drink from the cart on the little dining table for him. She was perched at the holotable, flipping through the selection of games. There weren’t many games, as most visitors to a Hutt pleasure den were usually otherwise occupied in their rooms, or wanted to watch porn.
"How's dejarik sound? I'm not feeling anything particularly strenuous tonight."
"Fine." Jango sat down in the free seat. He grabbed the complimentary bottle of liquor and poured himself a healthy glass. He offered Skywalker a drink, but she declined. She did pick at the fruit he offered to share. There was always more food than he could eat, and he knew the slaves didn’t get fed nearly as well as guests.
She made the first move on the dejarik board. "How's Boba?"
They fell into comfortable conversation about Boba, about Skywalker's sister, about the recently finished racing season – Jango congratulated Skywalker on another victorious season. They played a few lackluster games of dejarik. That was a bit unusual, Skywalker was a worthy opponent, and she didn’t usually lose more than once or twice.
He beat her soundly for the fourth time in a row, the board resent, his turn to make the first move, but instead he checked the time. "I think I'm going to turn in. It's late enough."
"Yeah," she agreed distractedly. She fiddled with the edge of the gauzy white shawl wrapped around her. She looked pale, uneasy.
Jango gave her another critical, searching look. Her behavior was odd enough, was she supposed to be spying on him? Bribe him, coerce him, assassinate him? He knew Jabba wasn’t opposed to taking out a troublesome being with some poison served by a pretty face, but Jango hadn’t done anything to offend his second-best employer recently. The Hutt had no reason to want him dead, or otherwise intimidated.
Maybe Skywalker was just having an off day, or dealing with some other problem. He wasn’t going to ask. Wasn’t his business.
Her outfit tonight was white and copper, paper-thin linen wrapped in layers to be made suitably opaque, with copper metal accents to draw the eye and match the heavy collar around her neck. It was one of her softer, looser costumes. Aside from looking pale and anxious, Skywalker looked pretty good, a little softer, better fed. Jabba kept his slaves starved and stick thin, save for a few exceptions for the fetishists. This was a change, but not a poor one. Maybe Skywalker was being treated better after another successful racing season.
He turned off the holotable and stood up to stretch. The bed was looking very comfortable, and he wanted to get out of here early tomorrow morning.
Skywalker didn't move. "Jango, I need your help."
He fell still. This was a first, she had never asked for his help before. He'd taught her a few tricks to defend herself against handsy patrons who hadn't paid for the privilege to touch her. Maybe someone was a little more aggressive than she could handle. But Jabba had enforcers on staff whose job it was to take care of people like that. There wasn't anything else he could do for her. She had nothing to ask him to smuggle of planet, and there probably wasn't anything she knew of that he could bring to her. Which meant she was about to ask him to do something very stupid and probably impossible.
"What is it?"
She turned her wide blue eyes to him, her lower lip was caught between her teeth, and she worried it as she considered her next words. He could read her indecision clear in her face. His heart sank. If she was so afraid to even say the words, it couldn't be anything good.
"I need you to free me and my sister."
Jango actually laughed, a single, dry bark. "You're joking." She wasn't. "You want me to steal you from the Hutts? Never gonna happen. Jabba would kill us both for just considering it."
She didn't seem particularly disappointed with his rejection. She implored, "Please, Jango, you're our only hope for freedom."
"No. No way." Even if he wanted to, Jango wouldn't risk earning Jabba's ire, no matter how much he liked Skywalker.
Yes, he felt sorry for Skywalker and her little sister. Being born slaves was unfortunate, but it was their rotten luck that they ended up being owned by Jabba the Hutt. If anyone touched Jabba's property, or thought they could steal from him, they were dead already. Jango had been hired several times to bring in a bounty on someone who had done exactly that. He was not going to put himself on Jabba's shit list.
"I'm pregnant!" she blurted out. "Please, Jango, I can't let my baby be born a slave too." She shifted her arms, removing the shawl from around her waist, and there was the unmistakable roundness to her belly. "I don't even know if Jabba will let me keep my baby."
Jango sighed heavily. "He let you keep your sister."
"Because I didn't give birth to her, because he needed leverage over me after my mom died." She drew a shaking breath; he could see tears gathering in her frightened eyes. "He hasn't even made up his mind on whether he'll let me have the baby. Any day now he could take them from me if it stops me from being able to serve. He'll cut the baby out of me, he'll kill them. And if I do get to have them, then what? He'll steal them from my arms, or just use them like he uses Shila. Please, Jango, I can't go on like this. I want my baby to live. I want to raise them. I want Shila to grow up and know what freedom is."
Jango didn't move, didn't speak, his eyes stayed on Skywalker. His brain was already picking at the idea; it wouldn't be too difficult to – no! He was not about to ruin his career and risk his life for a pregnant slave girl, it's not like the baby was his. What stake did he have at all in Skywalker's future? None! If he tried helping her and they got caught, Boba would be left fatherless. The boy might never know what became of his father. But Anakin... she was the victim of her circumstances. Her little sister and her unborn baby were innocent of the whole matter. They were just slaves.
It wasn't like Jango was opposed to slavery, it was a lucrative evil for the dark corners of the galaxy, and it kept him paid, fed, and employed. He was a mercenary; he wasn't a saint, or even really a good person. Killing was never personal, it was for the job, but he still had a code of honor. And abandoning Skywalker after she asked for his help, after she had exposed herself to be in such a vulnerable position… that was breaking his code.
Would he be able to live with himself if he left her here to her fate? If Jabba stole her child, would he ever be able to look her in the eye again? And Boba... was this the kind of example he wanted to set for his son? Disregarding the lives of children and babies because he didn’t want to risk his own neck. Shameful. Dishonorable. No true Mandalorian would sacrifice a child’s life for their own comfort.
"Ossik," Jango hissed under his breath, dropping back into his seat. "Okay. Fine. I'll get you out of here."
X
Freeing Skywalker and her little sister was easier than Jango suspected it would have been. Granted it was easy for him to go where he needed in the palace, and nobody looked at him twice. He met Shila Skywalker, the little ad'ika he had heard so much about from her older sister. It was clear they were family, they shared the same face, but where Anakin was fair haired and blue-eyed, Shila was dark haired and brown-eyed. Reportedly she looked like their mother, Shmi, but Jango had never met the woman. Shila was young, only three years old, and she was quiet and shy, and frightened of Jango; a fact that was not helped at all when Jango had to cut the slave chip out of the child's stomach. It was just beneath the skin, and he didn't have to cut deep, so he was able to be very quick about it, but it still had to be done without pain killers.
It hadn’t been pleasant or fun for any involved. Skywalker had to hold the child down, keeping her hand pressed over Shila’s mouth to muffle the screams. But Jango had been the one with the knife. It would probably be some time before the child trusted him.
She flinched away from him with a whimper, hiding her face in her sister’s shoulder when he offered his hand after it and apologized. “Sorry, ad’ika, but you were very brave.”
The elder Skywalker, on the other hand, hardly made a sound when Jango carved out her chip from her shoulder.
With the girls freshly unchipped, Jango smuggled them unseen into his ship and stowed them in a hidden compartment in his cargo hold. It was specially lined to block life signs from most scanners, and certainly anything Jabba had his hands on out here. He left at dawn, nobody looked twice as he had made several comments before about leaving early, and he had never made a habit of staying very long in Jabba's palace in the first place.
Only when he was safely in hyperspace and clear from any Hutt influence did he release his cargo from the hold. Shila had been soothed to sleep by her sister, but Anakin was fully alert and terrified.
"Thank you for doing this," she said gratefully. "Jango, I don't know how I'll ever be able to thank you. You saved our lives."
"Don't thank me yet. Just because I got you out of there doesn't mean you're safe. Jabba's not going to like losing you."
"I know." Her hand moved behind Shila, rested against her belly. "But you've given us a chance."
A few hours later there was a small explosion at Jabba's palace. Nobody was injured, and the damage was minimal, but it threw everyone and everything into hysterics. In the chaos, it took time for someone to take count of the slaves, and then they noticed two very valuable slaves were missing. Search parties uncovered the hastily buried tracker chips, coated in dried blood and sand. Jabba's wrath was terrible and he turned the planet of Tatooine upside down looking for Anakin Skywalker.
X
Jango landed Slave I on the storm tossed landing pad, rain drummed against the hull. It was midday, though the rainclouds were so thick it might as well have been midnight. He dropped from the cockpit down to the passenger hold, where Skywalker sat with her sister.
Anakin, he supposed he should get used to calling her by her first name. They were aliit now. Whether she knew it or not, when Anakin had thrown her lot in with him to gain her freedom, Jango had brought her into his tiny clan. There really was no way to get around it. Releasing the Skywalkers into the galaxy to fend for themselves was as good as putting a blaster bolt in the back of their skulls. Jabba would have them back and dead, or worse, by week’s end. There was safety, at least, in a clan, security under the Fett name; even if the clan had doubled it in size overnight.
Shila was sleeping soundly, curled in her sister's arms and lap, but Anakin was alert and worried.
"What's that noise? An attack?"
The rain was so familiar to Jango, he tuned it out automatically. "What? No, that's the rain. Water falling from the sky," he had to clarify. He realized rain probably wasn't a word that ever got thrown around on Tatooine.
Anakin glowered at him. "I know what rain is. My mother told me." Her cheeks went pink. "I just didn't realize it made much noise."
Jango gave her some credit. "It is coming down rather hard out there. Come on. We'll get you inside and into more suitable clothes."
Kamino was cold, and the cloner's kept their facility chilly. Anakin's service costume was not going to cut it. He opened the cargo ramp, a blast of cold, wet air swept in.
He heard a gasp and a yelp behind him, Shila had woken up. Anakin tried to comfort the child in Huttese, but Jango could see her own eyes were wide with fear. This much rain and water had to be a shock. But Jango was hungry, tired, and ready to change into something more comfortable. He didn't want to stand here until the desert natives got used to rain.
"Come on," he said again, taking Anakin by the arm and pulling her forward. They walked quickly from ship to facility door, Jango keeping his grip firm so Anakin didn't slip and fall on the wet walkway, her shoes were less suitable for the slick metal than her clothes were for the climate. By the time they stepped inside, Anakin was shivering. Whether from the cold and wet, or everything else, he wasn't sure but thirty seconds in the downpour had turned her costume downright indecent. The flowy white linen had turned translucent and plastered against her body. It made the curve of her belly even more obvious.
It was a good thing Skywalker was so distracted looking around at everything else to not notice him staring and frowning at her. Well, more accurately, staring at her abdomen. A seed of doubt quickly settled and bloomed in his mind – not the first to grow since he agreed to free the Skywalkers, and he squashed it like the others. Having a baby around soon was going to make things interesting.
He sighed softly and shook his head. That little bastard was going to cause him a lot of trouble, he knew it already. After all, it had been the baby that tipped him over to helping the Skywalkers in the first place and inevitably put him on Jabba’s shit list.
How long would it be until Jabba put a bounty on his head? He couldn't possibly be so lucky as to escape without suspicion.
Jango stepped off down the hall, wondering whether the Skywalkers should be seen by a doctor first or if he should just take them home. When the ad'ika began to complain of the cold and the wet, he bypassed the corridor turn that would lead to the medical wing.
Their apartment had that mild, unlived in scent when he stepped in. Boba would have been left with his Kaminoan caretakers while Jango had been gone for a few weeks.
"Come on. We'll get you dried and change clothes before getting you to a doctor."
"Doctor?"
Jango stepped into the 'fresher and dug out some clean towels. He buried his derisive snort in the linen closet. "I doubt Jabba wasted any expenses on having you checked out, didn't he?"
"No, he didn't." Anakin folded her hands over her belly. "I thought for the longest time it might be dead inside me, but I've started to feel them move."
Jango handed her two towels. "How far along are you?"
"Almost six months."
Anakin bent to wrap Shila in the fluffy towel so she didn't see Jango frown at her. He was no expert, but he was almost certain most women were bigger by the time they were five or six months pregnant. Sure, she looked pregnant, but only barely.
"You sure about that?"
Anakin stilled, but nodded, her voice was low and confident. "Yes. I know exactly when it happened."
Jango wasn't going to press the issue. The Kaminoans could figure out the nitty gritty biological details. He moved to the bedrooms, "I'll find you some dry clothes. Won't fit all that well, but they'll be warmer and more suitable than that costume." He pulled a shirt and a pair of pants with a soft, drawstring waistband from his closet. The Kaminoans would have no trouble fabricating something more suitable for Anakin and Shila to wear, but this would do short-term. The little girl's clothes were the basic pants and tunic of Tatooine, but Anakin's costume would be entirely unsuitable for Kamino's climate, not to mention just daily life.
Jango grabbed a shirt from Boba’s room for Shila. It was big enough to be a dress on the child, and the sleeves fell past her hands, but it was workable with a few adjustments. Anakin's clothes were just as ill-fitting, but she didn't complain. She just had to pull the drawstring tight to keep her pants secure around her waist.
"It's only temporary," Jango assured her as she tugged at the oversized shirt. "We'll get you some better fitting clothes ‘fabbed once the Kaminoans get their measurements."
"It's fine," Anakin said quietly, fingering the shirt fabric, it was probably sturdier than anything she'd worn in a long time. Jango's clothes were made for warmth and wear. "This will do."
Jango took them back from the apartment and into the cloning complex, through the cold white hallways to the medical facility. It wasn't empty, it never was. With how many clones the Kaminoans spat out, the medical facilities were always busy; someone was always hurt or sick or injured, or having their genetic aberrations evaluated for viability. But the entrance from Jango's side of the facility kept him separated from the main body. He had mentioned the cloners to Anakin before, but he wasn't sure how much she had picked up on though. It had been a passing conversation as he taught her how to play sabbac. He felt like explaining it in whole might be a bit much for the newly-freed slave.
His side of the medical facility was a little clinic set aside from the main body of the medical wing. It was just one room; the medical bed dominated one side, while cabinets of medication and supplies lined the other walls. There were two doors, one they came through and another that went into the larger facility.
Jango flipped a switch on the panel by the facility door, it would summon a doctor. It must have been a slow day because a Kaminoan stepped into the room a few moments later, one of the doctors. Her big eyes scanned over Anakin and Shila before turning to Jango.
"What can I do for you today, Jango?"
"Doctor Wey Luma, this is Anakin and Shila Skywalker, new additions to my aliit. They both had subdermal chips removed that need patching up, and health checks, and Anakin's pregnant."
Kaminoans weren't nearly as expressive as humans, but Jango could see the excitement in Wey Luma's face. The doctors working with the clones were human specialists, but it wasn't like they came across any pregnant ones in this facility. She would probably become a scientific celebrity just on the fact that she got knocked up. He hoped Anakin wouldn't mind the scientists pawing at her. Probably not, she had enough practice with drunk Hutt patrons, and the Kaminoans wouldn't want to fuck her.
He turned to the Skywalkers, "Wey Luma will take care of you. I need to make some arrangements for your stay here."
"Okay." Anakin nodded and set her sister on the bed at the doctor's encouragement. Jango left the room and pulled up his comm.
He made a call to Taun We to arrange for a bigger apartment, they would need more space with Anakin, Shila, and a baby on the way. Plus supplies and clothing for the new additions.
And it was time to get Boba back from his caretakers and introduce his son to his new aliit. By the time he stepped back into the exam room, Anakin was perched on the medical bed, and Wey Luma was practically buzzing with excitement.
"Such hybridizations are almost unheard of," the doctor trilled. "You could provide us with priceless data."
Anakin looked nervous. She chewed on her lower lip while her hands rested over her little belly. "Would that mean you'll make sure the baby is healthy?"
The Kaminoan paused, confused. Jango stepped in quickly. "They'll take care of you and the baby regardless of whether you agree to let them study you."
"Oh, yes, of course," Wey Luma insisted quickly. "We would not withhold medical treatment. But… you would just do us an enormous favor if we were able to study you and your child."
"What's so special about it anyway?" Jango asked before Anakin had to agree to anything.
"He's half-pantoran. Humans and pantorans typically do not mix genetically."
Jango grunted in understanding. He understood only the most basics of genetics, and he imagined Anakin understood even less. "She'll think about it."
There was nothing else they needed from the doctor, so Jango took them back home.
Taun We was waiting with Boba and a small crate of supplies, the new clothes. Kaminoans were nothing if not efficient; the clothing fabricators must have gotten Anakin's measurements from the medical scans.
There wasn’t time for more than the quickest introductions, as their apartment had to be packed up and everything moved into bigger quarters. A squad of droids expedited the process, and after only a couple hours, they were fully moved into a new apartment.
Taun We and the droids left the newly expanded Fett clan alone to get properly acquainted.
“Boba,” Jango put a hand on his son’s shoulder, pushing him forward ever so slightly. “This is Anakin and her sister Shila Skywalker.”
Boba’s dark eyes traced over the Skywalkers. Confusion curled in his head, father had never brought home anyone before, much less a woman and child. He’d met a few of his father’s more trustworthy associates before, but Anakin didn’t look like a bounty hunter or well… much of anything. What was it about them that had prompted such a sudden uprooting? Why were they now living together?
He’d heard Jango and Anakin muttering about a baby earlier during the move. Was that why? Was she his father’s… girlfriend? Was Shila his half-sister? A natural born Fett heir?
Jango’s grip tightened on Boba’s shoulder and he quickly remembered his manners. “Hello.” He nodded quickly to Anakin and Shila, and then turned to his father for further explanation.
“Anakin and Shila are alit now. I expect you to treat them as such.”
Aliit? Them? That word meant something in Mando’a, Jango wouldn’t throw it around casually. But he knew his father’s adopted clan lines, he knew the branches and offshoots, and distant relations belonging to the family that had taken his father in as a boy. Skywalker was not one of those family names.
“Where did they come from?”
“Tatooine.”
That illuminated very little for Boba, but he could hear the mildly dismissive tone in his father’s words. Now was not the time for more questions.
Jango pushed Boba forward a little more. “Anakin and I need to talk. Can you keep Shila entertained?”
“Oh, okay.” Boba craned his neck a little to peek behind Anakin’s legs, where Shila was hiding. “Shila?” The child buried her face in the back of Anakin’s thighs.
Anakin smiled slightly and scooped her hand behind the child’s head and pushed her forward towards Boba. She said in gentle Huttese, “Go on, Shila, go with Boba.”
Shila stumbled forward, gripping tightly to Anakin’s sleeve. Her eyes were wide and frightened, and Boba didn’t miss the way she flinched away from Jango.
“Introduce yourself.” Anakin prompted.
Shila stuttered out in Huttese a quiet little, “H-hello.”
Boba looked back to his father once again, asking silently if Shila only spoke Huttese. His father nodded curtly, yes.
No worry there, Boba was near fluent in Huttese, so he smiled at the little girl and said back to her, “Hello Shila, I’m Boba.”
Her eyes lit up when she finally understood his words. Boba offered his hand and the child took it. He led her off down the hallway to her new bedroom, right across the hall from Boba’s.
“Let’s see what kind of toys we can find.”
Boba thought he was getting a little too old for toys, but the move had unearthed a lot of old stuff he had nearly forgotten about. He pulled the box down and set it on the floor for Shila to explore while he moved to the open door and tried to listen to whatever his father and Anakin were discussing, but they were speaking too quietly for him to overhear. Jango was clattering around the kitchen, preparing their evening meal, but also making enough noise to purposefully discourage eavesdropping.
Annoyed and disappointed, Boba turned back to Shila. She had tipped most of the boxes contents out onto the floor and had promptly ignored all of them for the plush Aiwha that was almost as big as she was. It must have been a gift or something, though Boba had never particularly cared for the stuffed animal; or many plus toys in general. Shila seemed to like it, though, so he held no qualms bestowing it upon her. Shila was so delighted and excited over the gift, she even dragged it out to the kitchen when they were called for dinner to show Anakin what Boba had given her.
Shila was all set to sit the Aiwha at the table with them for dinner, but Anakin had her put it back in her room. Jango wouldn’t have cared either way – it wouldn’t have been the first time a toddler would have insisted that a favorite toy had to be a dinner guest – but Anakin was still trying to figure out her place in this whole affair, so he wasn’t about to step in a parent her baby sister. Not yet at least.
Shila was still very much frightened of him, even without his armor and the knife, it would be some times before she warmed up to him. Probably when the pain and scar from her tracker faded. Having everyone around her able to speak the same language helped, but Jango knew the child couldn’t only know Huttese for forever. Galactic Basic was a must, as was Mando’a, and Kaminoan would be useful too. He had no doubt Shila would pick up new languages quickly, children that young learned fast. Anakin on the other hand needed to start Mando’a lessons as quickly as possible, picking up the language would be harder for her, but it was something she had to know.
Nobody in his aliit would not be fluent in Mando'a.
"You keep using that word," Anakin observed over dinner. "'A-leet' what does it mean?"
"Aliit means family, of the same clan."
She frowned at him, her brow furrowing in suspicion. "But we're not-"
"You are newly freed slaves. You have no clan or family. You're foundlings and I have taken you in, so now you are part of my aliit. The galaxy is safer for you this way, you have protection."
Anakin stared at him, caught between gratitude and suspicion. “Does this mean we will have to change our names?”
For practical reasons, it would be safer for Anakin and Shila to adopt new surnames; it reduced the chance people would recognize her by name. But he understood the importance and attachment beings could have to family names. If he told her she had to change, she would probably do so without complaint, but that might make her resent the name, resent him and this gift of freedom he was giving her. Then again, this wasn’t something he felt was within his power to decide for her. “Not if you don’t want to.”
Anakin nodded slowly, considering something else. “Does that mean we’re trapped here?”
Trapped wasn’t the word that Jango would have chosen, but he knew where she was coming from. What was the point of being free if you had nowhere to go except back to slavery? With no home, no family, no resources, or friends to turn to Kamino could feel like a trap.
“For now,” he said reassuringly, “You are safe here, and hidden. Kamino is not widely known to the galaxy, nor will the Hutts think to search for you here. And there’s no chance of anyone seeing you and turning you back over to him. If you find staying here to be truly interminable, I can make other arrangements for you, but it will take time.”
Most of the suspicion left Anakin, though Jango could still read a little unease in her. Freedom would take time to adjust to, and it had been less than a day. Her eyes skimmed over him and to the dark, rain-lashed windows that made up a wall of their living area. She managed an uneasy smile and said lightly, “Well, it is very different from Tatooine.”
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THEinc-HIM Daily Bible Meditation - February 14 - Full Text - Celebrate St. Valentine’s Day
FEBRUARY 14
PSALMS: 14, 44, 74, 104, 134
PROVERBS: 14
OLD TESTAMENT: RUTH 2:1 - 4:22
NEW TESTAMENT: JOHN 4:43 - 54
PSALMS: 14
1 The fool has said in his heart,
"There is no God.
" They are corrupt, they have done abominable works.
There is none who does good.
2 The LORD looked down from heaven on the children of men,
To see if there were any who did understand,
Who did seek after God.
3 They have all gone aside;
they have together become corrupt.
There is none who does good, no, not one.
4 Have all the workers of iniquity no knowledge,
Who eat up my people as they eat bread,
And don't call on the LORD?
5 There were they in great fear,
For God is in the generation of the righteous.
6 You put to shame the counsel of the poor,
Because the LORD is his refuge.
7 Oh that the yeshu`ah of Yisra'el would come out of Tziyon!
When the LORD restores the fortunes of his people,
Then Ya`akov shall rejoice, and Yisra'el shall be glad.
PSALMS: 44
1 We have heard with our ears,
God; Our fathers have told us,
What work you did in their days,
In the days of old.
2 You drove out the nations with your hand,
But you planted them.
You afflicted the peoples,
But you spread them abroad.
3 For they didn't get the land in possession by their own sword,
Neither did their own arm save them;
But your right hand, and your arm, and the light of your face,
Because you were favorable to them.
4 You are my King, God.
Command victories for Ya`akov!
5 Through you, will we push down our adversaries.
Through your name, will we tread them under who rise up against us.
6 For I will not trust in my bow,
Neither shall my sword save me.
7 But you have saved us from our adversaries,
And have put them to shame who hate us.
8 In God have we made our boast all day long,
We will give thanks to your name forever. Selah.
9 But now you rejected us, and brought us to dishonor,
And don't go out with our armies.
10 You make us turn back from the adversary.
Those who hate us take spoil for themselves.
11 You have made us like sheep for food,
And have scattered us among the nations.
12You sell your people for nothing,
And have gained nothing from their sale.
13 You make us a reproach to our neighbors,
A scoffing and a derision to those who are round about us.
14 You make us a byword among the nations,
A shaking of the head among the peoples.
15 All day long is my dishonor before me,
And shame covers my face,
16 At the taunt of one who reproaches and reviles,
Because of the enemy and the avenger.
17 All this has come on us,
Yet have we not forgotten you,
Neither have we been false to your covenant.
18 Our heart has not turned back,
Neither have our steps declined from your way,
19 That you have crushed us in the haunt of jackals,
And covered us with the shadow of death.
20 If we have forgotten the name of our God,
Or spread forth our hands to a strange god;
21 Won't God search this out?
For he knows the secrets of the heart.
22 Yes, for your sake are we killed all day long.
We are regarded as sheep for the slaughter.
23 Wake up!
Why do you sleep, Lord? Arise!
Don't reject us forever.
24 Why do you hide your face,
And forget our affliction and our oppression?
25 For our soul is bowed down to the dust.
Our body cleaves to the eretz.
26 Rise up to help us.
Redeem us for your loving kindness' sake.
PSALMS: 74
1 God, why have you rejected us forever?
Why does your anger smolder against the sheep of your pasture?
2 Remember your congregation, which you purchased of old,
Which you have redeemed to be the tribe of your inheritance;
Mount Tziyon, in which you have lived.
3 Lift up your feet to the perpetual ruins,
All the evil that the enemy has done in the sanctuary.
4 Your adversaries have roared in the midst of your assembly.
They have set up their standards as signs.
5 They behaved like men wielding axes,
Cutting through a thicket of trees.
6 Now all its carved work
They break down with hatchet and hammers.
7 They have burned your sanctuary to the ground.
They have profaned the dwelling-place of your Name.
8 They said in their heart,
"We will crush them completely.
" They have burned up all the places in the land where God was worshiped.
9 We see no miraculous signs.
There is no longer any prophet,
Neither is there among us anyone who knows how long.
10 How long, God, shall the adversary reproach?
Shall the enemy blaspheme your name forever?
11 Why do you draw back your hand, even your right hand?
Take it out of your pocket and consume them!
12 Yet God is my King of old,
Working salvation in the midst of the eretz.
13 You divided the sea by your strength.
You broke the heads of the sea monsters in the waters.
14 You broke the heads of Livyatan in pieces.
You gave him as food to people and desert creatures.
15 You opened up spring and stream.
You dried up mighty rivers.
16 The day is yours, the night is also yours.
You have prepared the light and the sun.
17 You have set all the boundaries of the eretz.
You have made summer and winter.
18 Remember this, that the enemy has mocked you, LORD.
Foolish people have blasphemed your name.
19 Don't deliver the soul of your dove to wild beasts.
Don't forget the life of your poor forever.
20 Honor your covenant,
For haunts of violence fill the dark places of the eretz.
21 Don't let the oppressed return ashamed.
Let the poor and needy praise your name.
22 Arise, God! Plead your own cause.
Remember how the foolish man mocks you all day.
23 Don't forget the voice of your adversaries.
The tumult of those who rise up against you ascends continually.
PSALMS: 104
1 Bless the LORD, my soul.
The LORD, my God, you are very great.
You are clothed with honor and majesty.
2 He covers himself with light as with a garment.
He stretches out the heavens like a curtain.
3 He lays the beams of his chambers in the waters.
He makes the clouds his chariot.
He walks on the wings of the wind.
4He makes his messengers winds;
His servants flames of fire.
5 He laid the foundations of the eretz,
That it should not be moved forever.
6 You covered it with the deep as with a cloak.
The waters stood above the mountains.
7 At your rebuke they fled.
At the voice of your thunder they hurried away.
8 The mountains rose,
The valleys sank down,
To the place which you had assigned to them.
9 You have set a boundary that they may not pass over;
That they don't turn again to cover the eretz.
10 He sends forth springs into the valleys.
They run among the mountains.
11 They give drink to every animal of the field.
The wild donkeys quench their thirst.
12 The birds of the sky nest by them.
They sing among the branches.
13 He waters the mountains from his chambers.
The eretz is filled with the fruit of your works.
14 He causes the grass to grow for the cattle,
And plants for man to cultivate,
That he may bring forth food out of the eretz:
15Wine that makes glad the heart of man,
Oil to make his face to shine,
And bread that strengthens man's heart.
16 The LORD's trees are well watered,
The cedars of Levanon, which he has planted;
17 Where the birds make their nests.
The stork makes its home in the fir trees.
18 The high mountains are for the wild goats.
The rocks are a refuge for the rock badgers.
19 He appointed the moon for seasons.
The sun knows when to set.
20 You make darkness, and it is night,
In which all the animals of the forest prowl.
21 The young lions roar after their prey,
And seek their food from God.
22 The sun rises, and they steal away,
And lay down in their dens.
23 Man goes forth to his work,
To his labor until the evening.
24 The LORD, how many are your works!
In wisdom have you made them all.
The eretz is full of your riches.
25 There is the sea, great and wide,
In which are innumerable living things,
Both small and great animals.
26 There the ships go,
And livyatan, whom you formed to play there.
27 These all wait for you,
That you may give them their food in due season.
28 You give to them; they gather.
You open your hand; they are satisfied with good.
29 You hide your face: they are troubled;
You take away their breath: they die, and return to the dust.
30 You send forth your Spirit: they are created.
You renew the face of the ground.
31 Let the glory of the LORD endure forever.
Let the LORD rejoice in his works.
32 He looks at the eretz, and it trembles.
He touches the mountains, and they smoke.
33 I will sing to the LORD as long as I live.
I will sing praise to my God while I have any being.
34 Let your meditation be sweet to him.
I will rejoice in the LORD.
35 Let sinners be consumed out of the eretz.
Let the wicked be no more.
Bless the LORD, my soul.
Praise the LORD!
PSALMS: 134
1 Look! Praise the LORD, all you servants of the LORD,
Who stand by night in the LORD's house!
2 Lift up your hands in the sanctuary.
Praise the LORD!
3 May the LORD bless you from Tziyon;
Even he who made heaven and eretz.
PROVERBS: 14
1 Every wise woman builds her house,
But the foolish one tears it down with her own hands.
2 He who walks in his uprightness fears the LORD,
But he who is perverse in his ways despises him.
3 The fool's talk brings a rod to his back,
But the lips of the wise protect them.
4 Where no oxen are, the crib is clean,
But much increase is by the strength of the ox.
5 A truthful witness will not lie,
But a false witness pours out lies.
6 A scoffer seeks wisdom, and doesn't find it,
But knowledge comes easily to a discerning person.
7 Stay away from a foolish man,
For you won't find knowledge on his lips.
8 The wisdom of the prudent is to think about his way,
But the folly of fools is deceit.
9 Fools mock at making atonement for sins,
But among the upright there is good will.
10 The heart knows its own bitterness and joy;
He will not share these with a stranger.
11 The house of the wicked will be overthrown,
But the tent of the upright will flourish.
12There is a way which seems right to a man,
But in the end it leads to death.
13 Even in laughter the heart may be sorrowful,
And mirth may end in heaviness.
14 The unfaithful will be repaid for his own ways;
Likewise a good man will be rewarded for his ways.
15 The simple believes everything,
But the prudent man carefully considers his ways.
16 A wise man fears, and shuns evil,
But the fool is hotheaded and reckless.
17 He who is quick to become angry will commit folly,
And a crafty man is hated.
18 The simple inherit folly,
But the prudent are crowned with knowledge.
19 The evil bow down before the good,
And the wicked, at the gates of the righteous.
20 The poor person is shunned even by his own neighbor,
But the rich person has many friends.
21 He who despises his neighbor sins,
But blessed is he who has pity on the poor.
22 Don't they go astray who plot evil?
But love and faithfulness belong to those who plan good.
23 In all hard work there is profit,
But the talk of the lips leads only to poverty.
24 The crown of the wise is their riches,
But the folly of fools crowns them with folly.
25 A truthful witness saves souls,
But a false witness is deceitful.
26 In the fear of the LORD is a secure fortress,
And he will be a refuge for his children.
27 The fear of the LORD is a fountain of life,
Turning people from the snares of death.
28 In the multitude of people is the king's glory,
But in the lack of people is the destruction of the prince.
29 He who is slow to anger has great understanding,
But he who has a quick temper displays folly.
30 The life of the body is a heart at shalom,
But envy rots the bones.
31 He who oppresses the poor shows contempt for his Maker,
But he who is kind to the needy honors him.
32 The wicked is brought down in his calamity,
But in death, the righteous has a refuge.
33 Wisdom rests in the heart of one who has understanding,
And is even made known in the inward part of fools.
34 Righteousness exalts a nation,
But sin is a disgrace to any people.
35 The king's favor is toward a servant who deals wisely,
But his wrath is toward one who causes shame.
33 When the multitudes heard it, they were astonished at his teaching.
OLD TESTAMENT: RUTH 2:1 - 4:22
2:1 Na`omi had a kinsman of her husband's, a mighty man of wealth, of the family of Elimelekh, and his name was Bo`az. 2 Rut the Mo'avite said to Na`omi, Let me now go to the field, and glean among the ears of grain after him in whose sight I shall find favor. She said to her, Go, my daughter. 3 She went, and came and gleaned in the field after the reapers: and she happened to come to the portion of the field belonging to Bo`az, who was of the family of Elimelekh. 4 Behold, Bo`az came from Beit-Lechem, and said to the reapers, the LORD be with you. They answered him, the LORD bless you. 5 Then said Bo`az to his servant who was set over the reapers, Whose young lady is this? 6 The servant who was set over the reapers answered, It is the Mo'avite lady who came back with Na`omi out of the country of Mo'av: 7 She said, Please let me glean and gather after the reapers among the sheaves. So she came, and has continued even from the morning until now, except that she stayed a little in the house. 8 Then said Bo`az to Rut, Don't you hear, my daughter? Don't go to glean in another field, neither pass from hence, but abide here fast by my maidens. 9 Let your eyes be on the field that they reap, and go after them: haven't I charged the young men that they shall not touch you? and when you are thirsty, go to the vessels, and drink of that which the young men have drawn. 10 Then she fell on her face, and bowed herself to the ground, and said to him, Why have I found favor in your sight, that you should take knowledge of me, seeing I am a foreigner? 11 Bo`az answered her, It has fully been shown me, all that you have done to your mother-in-law since the death of your husband; and how you have left your father and your mother, and the land of your birth, and have come to a people that you didn't know before. 12 The LORD recompense your work, and a full reward be given you of the LORD, the God of Yisra'el, under whose wings you are come to take refuge. 13 Then she said, Let me find favor in your sight, my lord, because you have comforted me, and because you have spoken kindly to your handmaid, though I am not as one of your handmaidens. 14 At meal-time Bo`az said to her, Come here, and eat of the bread, and dip your morsel in the vinegar. She sat beside the reapers, and they reached her parched grain, and she ate, and was sufficed, and left of it. 15 When she was risen up to glean, Bo`az commanded his young men, saying, Let her glean even among the sheaves, and don't reproach her. 16 Also pull out some for her from the bundles, and leave it, and let her glean, and don't rebuke her. 17 So she gleaned in the field until even; and she beat out that which she had gleaned, and it was about an efah of barley. 18 She took it up, and went into the city; and her mother-in-law saw what she had gleaned: and she brought forth and gave to her that which she had left after she was sufficed. 19 Her mother-in-law said to her, Where have you gleaned today? and where have you worked? blessed be he who did take knowledge of you. She shown her mother-in-law with whom she had worked, and said, The man's name with whom I worked today is Bo`az. 20 Na`omi said to her daughter-in-law, Blessed be he of the LORD, who has not left off his kindness to the living and to the dead. Na`omi said to her, The man is a close relative to us, one of our near kinsmen. 21 Rut the Mo'avite said, Yes, he said to me, You shall keep fast by my young men, until they have ended all my harvest.
22 Na`omi said to Rut her daughter-in-law, It is good, my daughter, that you go out with his maidens, and that they not meet you in any other field. 23 So she kept fast by the maidens of Bo`az, to glean to the end of barley harvest and of wheat harvest; and she lived with her mother-in-law.
3:1 Na`omi her mother-in-law said to her, My daughter, shall I not seek rest for you, that it may be well with you? 2 Now isn't Bo`az our kinsman, with whose maidens you were? Behold, he winnows barley tonight in the threshing floor. 3 Wash yourself therefore, and anoint you, and put your clothing on you, and get you down to the threshing floor, but don't make yourself known to the man, until he shall have done eating and drinking. 4 It shall be, when he lies down, that you shall mark the place where he shall lie, and you shall go in, and uncover his feet, and lay you down; and he will tell you what you shall do. 5 She said to her, All that you say I will do. 6 She went down to the threshing floor, and did according to all that her mother-in-law bade her.
7 When Bo`az had eaten and drunk, and his heart was merry, he went to lie down at the end of the heap of grain: and she came softly, and uncovered his feet, and laid her down. 8 It happened at midnight, that the man was afraid, and turned himself; and, behold, a woman lay at his feet. 9 He said, Who are you? She answered, I am Rut your handmaid: spread therefore your skirt over your handmaid; for you are a near kinsman. 10 He said, Blessed are you by the LORD, my daughter: you have shown more kindness in the latter end than at the beginning, inasmuch as you didn't follow young men, whether poor or rich.11 Now, my daughter, don't be afraid; I will do to you all that you say; for all the city of my people does know that you are a worthy woman. 12 Now it is true that I am a near kinsman; however there is a kinsman nearer than I. 13 Stay this night, and it shall be in the morning, that if he will perform to you the part of a kinsman, well; let him do the kinsman's part: but if he will not do the part of a kinsman to you, then will I do the part of a kinsman to you, as the LORD lives: lie down until the morning. 14 She lay at his feet until the morning. She rose up before one could discern another. For he said, Let it not be known that the woman came to the threshing floor. 15 He said, Bring the mantle that is on you, and hold it; and she held it; and he measured six [measures] of barley, and laid it on her: and he went into the city.
16 When she came to her mother-in-law, she said, Who are you, my daughter? She told her all that the man had done to her. 17 She said, These six [measures] of barley gave he me; for he said, "Don't go empty to your mother-in-law." 18 Then said she, "Sit still, my daughter, until you know how the matter will fall; for the man will not rest, until he has finished the thing this day."
4:1 Now Bo`az went up to the gate, and sat him down there: and, behold, the near kinsman of whom Bo`az spoke came by; to whom he said, Ho, such a one! turn aside, sit down here. He turned aside, and sat down. 2 He took ten men of the Zakenim of the city, and said, Sit you down here. They sat down. 3 He said to the near kinsman, Na`omi, who has come back out of the country of Mo'av, is selling the parcel of land, which was our brother Elimelekh's: 4 I thought to disclose it to you, saying, Buy it before those who sit here, and before the Zakenim of my people. If you will redeem it, redeem it: but if you will not redeem it, then tell me, that I may know; for there is none to redeem it besides you; and I am after you. He said, I will redeem it. 5 Then said Bo`az, What day you buy the field of the hand of Na`omi, you must buy it also of Rut the Mo'avite, the wife of the dead, to raise up the name of the dead on his inheritance. 6 The near kinsman said, I can't redeem it for myself, lest I mar my own inheritance: take my right of redemption on you; for I can't redeem it. 7 Now this was [the custom] in former time in Yisra'el concerning redeeming and concerning exchanging, to confirm all things: a man drew off his shoe, and gave it to his neighbor; and this was the [manner of] attestation in Yisra'el. 8 So the near kinsman said to Bo`az, Buy it for yourself. He drew off his shoe. 9 Bo`az said to the Zakenim, and to all the people, You are witnesses this day, that I have bought all that was Elimelekh's, and all that was Kilyon's and Machlon's, of the hand of Na`omi. 10 Moreover Rut the Mo'avite, the wife of Machlon, have I purchased to be my wife, to raise up the name of the dead on his inheritance, that the name of the dead not be cut off from among his brothers, and from the gate of his place: you are witnesses this day. 11 All the people who were in the gate, and the Zakenim, said, We are witnesses. The LORD make the woman who has come into your house like Rachel and like Le'ah, which two built the house of Yisra'el: and do you worthily in Efratah, and be famous in Beit-Lechem: 12 and let your house be like the house of Peretz, whom Tamar bore to Yehudah, of the seed which the LORD shall give you of this young woman. 13 So Bo`az took Rut, and she became his wife; and he went in to her, and the LORD gave her conception, and she bore a son. 14 The women said to Na`omi, Blessed be the LORD, who has not left you this day without a near kinsman; and let his name be famous in Yisra'el. 15 He shall be to you a restorer of life, and sustain you in your old age, for your daughter-in-law, who loves you, who is better to you than seven sons, has borne him. 16 Na`omi took the child, and laid it in her bosom, and became nurse to it. 17 The women her neighbors gave it a name, saying, There is a son born to Na`omi; and they named him `Oved: he is the father of Yishai, the father of David.
18 Now this is the history of the generations of Peretz: Peretz became the father of Hetzron, 19 and Hetzron became the father of Ram, and Ram became the father of `Amminadav, 20 and `Amminadav became the father of Nachshon, and Nachshon became the father of Salmon, 21 and Salmon became the father of Bo`az, and Bo`az became the father of `Oved, 22 and `Oved became the father of Yishai, and Yishai became the father of David.
NEW TESTAMENT: JOHN 4:43 - 54
4:43 After the two days he went forth from there and went into the Galil.
44 For Yeshua himself testified that a prophet has no honor in his own country.
45 So when he came into the Galil, the Galilim received him, having seen all the things that he did in Yerushalayim at the feast, for they also went to the feast.
46 Yeshua came therefore again to Kanah of the Galil, where he made the water into wine. There was a certain nobleman whose son was sick at Kafar-Nachum.
47 When he heard that Yeshua had come out of Yehudah into the Galil, he went to him, and begged him that he would come down and heal his son, for he was at the point of death.
48 Yeshua therefore said to him, "Unless you see signs and wonders, you will in no way believe."
49 The nobleman said to him, "Sir, come down before my child dies."
50 Yeshua said to him, "Go your way. Your son lives." The man believed the word that Yeshua spoke to him, and he went his way.
51 As he was now going down, his servants met him and reported, saying "Your child lives!"
52 So he inquired of them the hour when he began to get better. They said therefore to him, "Yesterday at the seventh hour, the fever left him."
53 So the father knew that it was at that hour in which Yeshua said to him, "Your son lives." He believed, as did his whole house.
54 This is again the second sign that Yeshua did, having come out of Yehudah into the Galil.
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The Untitled Chuckie Sputterspark Origin Fanfic Pt.1
(Guess who wrote a fanfic for the first time in years lmao...
Read below if you want to see my take on how @based-ducks and me thought up of Quackervolt fankid Chuckie Sputterspark’s origin...somewhat)
As the crisp, evening air descended upon the moonlit shadows of St. Canard, a particular purplish protector of the poor found himself investigating a case of deductive interest. A case of shadowy intrigue and mystery. A case that would decide the future of St. Canard in its epic battle between good and evil.
A case of price gouging tickets at a pizza arcade.
“Twenty dollars for an adult ticket and twelve for kids over ten years old? Why these crooked capitalist crooks, thinking they can force parents to come in here and charge them extra! I should just quit SHUSH and open up one of these places myself! I’ll be richer than Glomgold!” Part-time superhero and full-time parent Drake Mallard grumbled under his breath as he handed over his card to the tired teenager manning the cashier. His daughter, Gosalyn, was busy putting on the paper bracelets on herself and her other father, Launchpad McQuack.
“It can’t be that profitable,” Gosalyn said, “I mean, they’re taking out all of their animatronics! Can you imagine Pepper Panda’s Pizza Pagoda without Pepper Panda and the Pie Gang? I tell ya, there’s gonna be rioting in the streets after tonight! RIOTS!!!” Launchpad, not expecting the outburst, startled and ripped his flimsy paper bracelet.
“Eheheh,” he laughed nervously, “you guys got any tape or...”
“Ten dollars to replace any missing or broken bracelets,” said the cashier.
Launchpad turned to his husband with big puppy-dog eyes, a method that tended to work about 99% of the time. Drake grumbled some more as he took a solitary bill out of his wallet.
“If it wasn’t for our case,” Drake whispered harshly as they walked inside the pizza eatery, “I’d leave you outside in the car.”
“Aww,” Launchpad pouted, “but you know how much I love coming here! Plus, I know how much the animatronics scare you, DW.”
Drake scoffed. “Scared? The daring duck detective isn’t scared of any cheaply-made robot! Drakey Mallard, on the other hand, never recovered from that time he thought Cheddar Charles was going to bite him at Elmo Sputterspark’s tenth birthday party.” As he spoke, a run down animatronic of a child-sized rat in blue overalls and a yellow shirt sprang to life, scaring Drake into Launchpad’s arms. Gosalyn just rolled her eyes and sighed.
A crackly speaker from the animatronic known as Cheddar Charles started. “Hey kids! Pepper Panda and Pie Gang’s Nighttime Spectacular is about to start in ten minutes! Grab a seat now!”
“I’ll go grab us a table,” yelled Gosalyn as she ran to a booth.
Launchpad let Drake climb off of him, then sniffed and wiped away a tear. “I can’t believe it, after forty years the Pie Gang is going away for good!”
“Launchpad, the case? Remember the case?” asked Drake.
“Buh-“
“We’re here to stakeout the joint and lie in wait for that nefarious thief, Dr. Anna Matronic! Dishonorably discharged from the Imagineers, that raving robotics rascal will be using the Pie Gang’s farewell show to unveil her deadly creations. Little does she know that I, Darkwing Duck, will be waiting for her! Now, any questions?”
“Uhh, can we order the extra-large with cheese?”
Drake simply sighed as he moved to sit down on the sticky seat.
“Gee DW, what makes you think she’ll show up with all these people around?” asked Launchpad.
“Because, as a former Imagineer, she’ll no doubt want to watch such a historic show one last time. Although, I can’t imagine what kind of psyche an adult must have to want to watch Pepper Panda and the Pie Gang willingly.”
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“Come on Megsy! I’m not gonna miss Pepper Panda and the Pie Gang’s final performance because of you!”
Little did Darkwing Duck know that behind the scenes, his two mortal enemies Quackerjack and Megavolt would be attempting to watch the show as well. However, they were taking a break from their usual crimes and attempting to have their monthly date night, per Quackerjack’s insistence on coming to see the last hurrah of the animatronics he grew up watching. Megavolt, meanwhile, was trying to carry leftover pizza boxes up the scaffolding over the stage as he and Quackerjack prepared to take their seats.
“You know, I think I kinda remember coming here as a kid,” said Megavolt. Quackerjack was surprised to hear this, as it was rare for Megavolt to remember anything before his fateful transformation into Megavolt. He pressed on with a simple, “Oh?”, demonstrating a rare moment of selfless interest.
“Yeah,” Megavolt continued, “I think I had a birthday party here once. Mom forced me to invite everyone in my class, so I spent most of the day playing with the animatronics. I even got Cheddar Charles to almost bite this one duck, Jake. Or was it Lake...” Megavolt trailed off as his train of thought was derailed yet again.
“You must have been quite the kid growing up, a public nuisance in the making,” laughed Quackerjack. He looked off to the side in an almost wistful manner. “Though if I was a parent, I wouldn’t force you to hang out with any snot-nosed brats that stuck their faces into an arcade game!” Megavolt twitched, deciding not to tell Quackerjack that he definitely remembered sticking his face into arcade games as a kid, one of the happiest moments in an otherwise bullied childhood.
But more importantly, Megavolt picked up on Quackerjack’s wistful tone and cursed himself internally for bringing up his childhood. “Come on Quacky,” he whined, “we’ve been through this already. We can’t just-“
“Well, so what?” interrupted Quackerjack, “It’s just not fair! Lots of kids have parents that go to jail!”
“Yeah, but their parents aren’t criminal masterminds guilty of trespassing, theft, vandalism, and littering!”
Quackerjack pouted, “You throw a banana peel on the ground one time...”
“I’m serious Quacky,” Megavolt frowned, “we can’t just bring a kid into the super-villain business! Do you want to be like Dorkwing and have a pipsqueak get in our way?”
“Need I remind you,” hissed Quackerjack, “that his pipsqueak is fully capable of handling herself?”
“Ugh,” shuddered Megavolt, “don’t. Remind. Me. I still have the bruise marks from the last hostage attempt...”
“See?! The two of us could totally take care of a kid! All a kid really needs is food, a loving home, a pocket grenade...,” Quackerjack droned on, almost forgetting the point of his argument. Megavolt had to snap him back to reality if he was ever going to finish this conversation.
“Hey don’t get me wrong, it’d be nice to have some kids that aren’t just the poor, enslaved bulbs of St. Canard,” said Megavolt. “But, don’t tell me you aren’t the tiniest bit worried of screwing the kid up?” At this, Quackerjack pursed his lips and went uncharacteristically still, not daring to look at Megavolt in the eye.
“Besides,” Megavolt continued, “what if we go to jail without it? How would a normal kid protect itself? What if F.O.W.L or Negaduck found out about them and-“
“Oh alright fine! You’ve made your point, gloomy pants!” Megavolt shut his mouth quickly, turning to get a slice of week-old pizza and hopefully move on from this talk. Quackerjack pulled out his beloved Mr. Banana Brain, in an effort to calm himself before his temper took over. “Some date night this is! I’ve seen better chemistry in a high school science lab!”
“Butt out, banana boy!” Megavolt grumbled. “Great, could this date get any worse?”
The explosion that rocked the building answered that question.
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The duck family ducked under their table as dust filled the room, sending screaming families in a panic. A giant hole had opened up in front of the stage, and from it rose a goose in a purple trench-coat honking maliciously. This was-
“Dr. Matronic!” Drake shielded Gosalyn behind himself as Dr. Matronic climbed onto the stage.
“Ladies and gentlemen,” she cried out, “children of all ages! To all who come to this happy place, Pepper Panda’s Pizza Pagoda is now MY Pizza Pagoda! Which means the animatronics are now mine to keep! Mwahonkhonkhonk!”
Gosalyn stuck out her tongue in disgust. “Ugh, you call that an evil laugh? A baby would sound more menacing than that!”
“Never mind that now,” said Drake, “we’ve got to get these people out of here! Launchpad, Gosalyn, evacuate the building while I keep her busy.” With a plan of action in place, the daring duck of mystery went off to find a broom closet to change in. Unfortunately, it was a very tight squeeze, as Drake tried to change and avoid the brooms at the same time.
“This night couldn’t possibly get worse...,” muttered Drake.
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“Megavolt! That stupid doctor just ruined our date night!” Quackerjack’s temper had come out in full force, and now he was ready to let it all out.
“The nerve of some people! I mean, who breaks into a pizza parlor and steals the animatronics??” Megavolt yelled. Sparks started to fly as he locked onto the target of his ire, who was beginning to disassemble the helpless robots. “D’ohhh! Well at least it can’t get any worse.”
The blue smoke cloud that burst out answered that.
“Gah! Will you stop saying that!” shouted Quackerjack.
“I am the terror that flaps in the night!”
“I am the cheese pizza that burns on the taste buds of crime! I am Darkwing Duck!” Like clockwork, the purple caped crusader appeared out of the smoke.
“Oh no. It’s Darkwing Duck. Whatever shall I do,” said Dr. Matronic, not intimidated in the slightest. Failing to frighten his foe, Darkwing pulled out his gas gun as his mood worsened.
“Listen here doc! I may not like these rusty robots, but there’s no way I’ll let you take them away! Now suck gas, evildoer! Schpadoink!” As he shot off a canister of knockout gas, a Dalmatian puppy came out from behind Dr. Matronic and caught the canister, throwing it away from the doctor.
“What the-!”
“So,” Dr. Matronic grinned maliciously, “you don’t like rusty robots, eh? Well, I’m sure you’ll find that they have their uses!” Dr. Matronic pulled a walkie-talkie from her coat, and yelled, “Code 101: ATTACK!!”
From the crevice, a noise of barking and howling approached, growing louder and louder until from out of the hole, one hundred robotic Dalmatians came bursting out.
Darkwing gulped, hoping to hide his nervousness. “Alright, you digital dog deviants, prepare to face the might of Dark-AAAACK!!” The dogs never let him finish, immediately pouncing on Darkwing and biting everything that belonged to the flapping terror.
“WHAT IS IT WITH YOU AND DALMATIANS!!!”
“Well, since you’re tied up at the moment, I might as well explain my origin story,” said Dr. Matronic as she got to work detaching the Pie Gang from the stage. “You see, those Imagineer fools said it was impossible to make one hundred and one animatronics! They said it was too expensive! That I was a lunatic! Well who’s laughing now, huh?! Mwahonkhon-AHH!”
Before the doctor could finish her evil laugh, a bolt of electricity from behind the stage curtain zapped her and sent her flying off the stage. In her hands she grasped the Cheddar Charles figurine, the remote controlling the chaotic canines flying off somewhere else.
Megavolt stepped out onto the stage, a wide manic grin on his face as his hands lit up. “Well, looks like we’re the ones laughing now, and much better at it too! Aheeheeheeheee!” With a flick of a wrist, Megavolt shot another electric bolt at the pack of piranha-like puppies, putting a stop to their attack on the poor, punctured defender in purple as they scattered off.
“Th-thanks for that...Megavolt,” Darkwing said shakily, as he attempted to stand up and not jostle his wounds at the same time. “Wait a minute, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?! I swear, if that lunatic toy-maker Quackerjack is here too I’ll-“
What Darkwing would do, Megavolt would never know, for at that moment Quackerjack decided to introduce himself with one of his patented exploding toys. Laughing maniacally, he took out his signature mallet as he attempted to stomp out any robot trying to attack him. Dr. Matronic began turning her attention towards the most annoying threat in the room, directing robot after robot at Quackerjack.
“What, did all the freaks decide to come out tonight?!” yelled Dr. Matronic, as she whipped out a small flamethrower aimed at Quackerjack. The jester merely giggled and blew raspberries as he dodged all of her flame attacks. Darkwing and Megavolt, however, were not as lucky, and had to hide behind an overturned table to avoid the flames.
“Oh great,” sighed Darkwing, “the cherry on top of my already lousy sundae. Could this possibly get any worse?” Megavolt let out a yipe and braced himself.
“Uhh, you alright there Mega-,” asked Darkwing, before Megavolt clasped a hand around his bill.
“Don’t say that again! The universe has been more vindictive than usual today whenever somebody says that!”
“Alright alright, I’ll stop! Now, either help get me rid of this riddle-some ridicule of our rights, or GET OUT!” Megavolt’s train of thought got back on track, his temper overtaking him as he remembered his terrible night.
“Uhh, Sparky-“ said Darkwing, before a stray bolt from Megavolt zapped him away as the electric rodent turned back to Dr. Matronic.
“YOU RUINED DATE NIGHT!!!” roared Megavolt. Darkwing was dumbfounded, for once Megavolt hadn’t responded to his hated nickname of Sparky. Dr. Matronic began to worry, as she was inexperienced against the full force of the Quackervolt duo. Darkwing stepped back, hoping to get the upper hand as the villains fought each other when who should appear but Gosalyn.
“Don’t worry Darkwing, I’ll help ya!” cried Gosalyn.
“Gosalyn, NO!” Darkwing dived towards his daughter, shielding her from the wayward flames with his cape as he caught the full brunt of the attack. Dr. Matronic took the time to gloat evilly at her fallen foe.
“Well well well, guess the Pizza Pagoda is serving roast duck tonight! MWAHAHAHAH! How’s that for an evil laugh, by the way?” In her distraction, she failed to notice Megavolt and Quackerjack charging up the remaining animatronics, bringing them back to life.
“Hey lady, ever heard of the Bite of ‘87!?” they both yelled.
“The Bite of ‘87? That’s just a-“ Dr. Matronic looked back and saw the looming, terrifying animatronics trudging towards her. She gulped.
“...Just a myth,” she finished quietly.
As the robots began their attack, Launchpad came in and helped Darkwing to his feet. “Gee DW, how’re we gonna stop those three?”
“Oww, can’t we jus’...let ‘em kill each other?” Darkwing meekly asked.
Gosalyn, guilty over her father’s second degree burns, tried to remember about any useful information pertaining to the animatronics.
“Well, I read online that old robots used to explode from time to time...” she suggested. Inspiration struck Darkwing, reaching into his pockets for a special gas canister.
“Launchpad, hand me my gas gun!” With his weapon in hand, Darkwing loaded up the canister and aimed between the animatronics. “Get behind that column,” he motioned.
Megavolt, taking a break from the action that was almost too exciting to put in words, took a side glance to see Darkwing’s fan club hiding behind a concrete column. As he wondered what was going on, the duck pulled out his gas gun and yelled, “hey Dr. Matronic, see if your pooches can stop this knockout gas!”
Darkwing shot out the canister towards the animatronics and quickly took cover. As planned, Dr. Matronic took aim with her flamethrower, unable to tell the difference between knockout gas and explosive gas.
FWOOSH!
KABAM!!
“SHPOOSH-“
“Dad! Do ya have t’ make sound effects right now?”
“Oh, right, sorry,” Darkwing sheepishly said. “Well, better make sure no one died or anything.” As the smoke dissipated, he could see Dr. Matronic knocked out on the ground, singed and certainly not triumphant. Quackerjack, who had tried to run from the explosion, was somehow still standing, albeit close to passing out at any second. Behind them, all of the animatronics were nothing more than scrap, their somewhat cute faces now melted and resembling characters in a subpar horror video game franchise.
Megavolt was nowhere to be seen.
“Uh-oh, Megavolt?” The prospect of being arrested for manslaughter began to unnerve Darkwing. “Hey Quackster, you seen your boyfriend anywhere?”
The only thing Quackerjack heard through his concussion was ‘Megavolt’, and tried to snap out of his daze as best as he could.
“Megsy! Sparky-poo, where are you!? Ooooh, I’m gonna get you for this Darkwing Duck!” But before Quackerjack could get him, the sound of police sirens could be heard in the distance.
“Mmm, but maybe not today,” said Quackerjack, and then took out Mr. Banana Brain. “Time to hit the road, Toad,” he said in a falsetto voice.
“MEGAVOLT! See you at the hideout!” And Quackerjack ran backstage, toppling over Launchpad who had attempted to catch him.
“Ah geez, sorry DW, he got away. Should we go after him?”
“Nah,” said Darkwing, “I’ve got enough on my plate with Miss Robot over here. Also I gotta make sure Megavolt didn’t explode or something,...”
“Ughhh,” groaned Dr. Matronic, “that’s DOCTOR- wait. The animatronics! What have you done to them you fiend?!” Before she could freak out entirely, the police came in, slapping handcuffs on her and leading her away.
“Why I say I say, ah-thank you Mr. Duck sir.”
The team looked back and saw a rotund rooster in a tacky pizza print suit come up to them, taking Darkwing’s hand and shaking it profusely. “I am the owner of this here establishment, Rolan N. Dough the Third, thought you may call me Mr. Dough. I must congratulate you sir on a job well done!”
“Ah-yep, yep, yep, all in a day’s work for Darkwing Duck, Mr. Dough!”
“So you’re not mad that he blew up your animatronics?” piped up Gosalyn. Darkwing hurriedly placed his hand over her bill, “Gosalyn! Ix-nay on the obot-ray! Ahaha, kids...”
“On the contrary, Mr. Duck, I’m overjoyed! Thanks to you, I’m gonna save a fortune on properly preserving those robotic freaks! And receive a rather sizable insurance check! A nice little profit for today’s events!”
Darkwing soured, remembering his distaste for the Pizza Pagoda once more. “You’re welcome, sir.”
“I simply must reward you! How does a coupon for a free pizza sound?”
Launchpad’s stomach rumbled at the sound of that. “Gee DW, can we cash it in now?”
Darkwing sighed, “Fine, fine, we’re not coming back here anytime soon.”
As Launchpad and Mr. Dough made their way to the pizza station, Darkwing crouched down to check on Gosalyn for any injuries.
“You ok?” he asked. “I mean, aside from seeing your favorite pizzeria in ruins that is?”
“Yeah,” she sighed, “I’m just sad the Pie Gang met their end like that.”
“Well it’s an Italian eatery owned by a Southerner themed around China, it was bound to end horribly. You gotta admit though, it was a pretty cool explosion.”
“Okay yeah, it was pretty cool. I mean the way that flamethrower just went GWOOSH and the canister was like SCHPAAAAM! Not too bad from Darkwing and his helpful sidekicks, huh?”
“Oh, that reminds me, you’re still in trouble for running in like that.”
“WHAT? Daaa-uh, I mean, Darkwiiiing!” The two walked away, preparing to stop Launchpad from spending more than $50 on pizza.
“Hmm, I feel like I’m forgetting something though,” said Darkwing.
“Ah well, I’m sure it was nothing important,” reassured Gosalyn.
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In the subterranean hole where Dr. Matronic had come from, Megavolt had begun to regain consciousness, slowly sitting up as he willed the surroundings to stop spinning.
“Owwww, that’s it, next date night will be at the mini golf...”
From below, he could hear the faint voice of Quackerjack at hysterics, then fading away. Then he heard the shrill voice of Dr. Matronic screaming over the ruined animatronics. Megavolt perked up, remembering the explosion with clarity now.
“NO NO NO! The animatronics! Darkwing Duck and that stupid doctor lady ruined my childhood! This is worse than that reboot of my favorite movie with an all-female cast! Why I oughta-OW!!”
In his rage, Megavolt failed to notice an object in his path, and stubbed his already fragile toe against it. He was prepared to blast it to smithereens, when he noticed something familiar about the object.
Something metallic.
“Wait...it can’t be,” he muttered. He crouched down, digging through the rubble until the object was set free. It was Cheddar Charles, banged up a little but perfectly intact.
“Oh you poor thing,” Megavolt cooed, “you must’ve fallen down here after that mean old Darkwing blew us up!” He cradled the orphaned robotic mouse in his arms, feeling his paternal instinct flare up as he gently dusting the dirt off of it. A ghost of a childhood memory panged within him, recalling a time in his life when he felt safe and loved, unaware of the harsh realities of life that would face him later on.
Was it too insane to believe that he could pass that love on to something else?
He loved Quackerjack. He loved his life of lightbulb liberation. But if Megavolt was honest with himself, maybe there was something nice to the whole family concept. Maybe the idea of taking care of something and watching it grow with someone he loved seemed exciting to him. Maybe Darkwing had the right idea about having a kid sidekick-
Nope. It’d be a cold, day in Hell before Megavolt would admit to being jealous of Darkwing Duck.
He took out one of his trusty light bulbs to illuminate the scene, when an idea came to him.
“Wait a minute,” he said, “Quacky and I want a kid. This little guy doesn’t have a family anymore. That means...that means! Wait, where was I going with this?”
The Cheddar Charles let out a shock, charging up Megavolt once more.
“Oh right! Welcome to the family, new son! This is gonna turn out way better than that time I split Darkwing into two.” He took his son into his arms, already bonding with the temporarily lifeless robot.
“But ya know, Cheddar Charles is kinda long for a name. How about I call you...Chuckie!”
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Meanwhile, on the other side of town…
“OH MY GOD,” cried out Drake Mallard, “I BLEW UP MEGAVOLT!”
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Balance AU: Impulsive
It’s been a year since Link and Gadni arrived in South Gerudo Town from the Western Wastelands…
At first, things had been tough. Although Link had been dressed in nothing but rags when they arrived, Gadni had been clad in fine armor and jewels, all of which he managed to pawn off for a high price at the marketplace. It was enough to get them a small home on the outer circles of town with enough left over to stock up on some food and supplies. Unfortunately, since then their finances have been...struggling. Gadni took small jobs where he could but they didn’t pay that much. He had thought about taking up bounties from the village request board but he was met with 2 obstacles.
The first being that, since he was young and didn’t have the money to get good equipment, no one wished to hire him to even take out the weakest of monsters.
The 2nd being that the people considered him and Link “outsiders.” Yes, Gadni was clearly Gerudo and Link was but a child, but they were still unknown to the people of South Gerudo Town. No one had heard of Gerudo orphans being stolen in the night by raiders and they certainly never heard of the “Fon” family before. They were never outright rude toward the boys but still, that label made it difficult for him to even get an apprenticeship with anyone.
Still, he had to admit that, for now at least, taking bounties to fight monsters might be a bad idea. Without proper gear there was a very real possibility of him dying on out in the desert if he ever came across something he wasn’t prepared for like a Electric Lizafos or worse, a Molduga. Then Link would be left with no one to care for him...
So he stuck with his series of small jobs while trying to come up with a better way to make money. As for Link, well..he seemed fine enough. Or least Gadni made sure he was. He never let on to him whenever they were having money troubles. Gadni made sure that Link had good clothes, was always clean and well fed, even if it meant that he had to skip out on a few meals with their money was tight. He was just a orphaned boy in a strange land, he had enough problems.
Though Gadni was starting to think that Link was catching on to things. He’d often find Link following him to his different jobs to keep him company and even help out with more menials tasks where he could. And, to be honest, Gadni was glad for it. Link made him smile with how upbeat and optimistic the boy could be. He was full of energy and was always trying to come up with stupid jokes in effort to make Gadni laugh. It lifted his spirits. The same couldn’t be said about Link’s...impulsive nature though…
He couldn’t understand how a boy THAT SMALL could get into so much trouble! He couldn’t tell if the boy was incredibly brave or incredibly stupid with some of the stunts he’s pulled! Like the time he ate an entire SPOONFUL of Goron spice on a dare and spent the next half hour drinking water to try and douse the fire in his mouth. Or the time Link accidentally angered a horde of cuccos by stepping on one of them, resulting in both he AND Gadni running for their lives when Link tried hiding behind the larger man. And Gadni couldn’t BEGIN to count the amount of times Link had come home with a fresh bruise or scrape from the fights he would pick with some of the older kids whenever they’d tease him for being “Pig Skinned.”
As much as Gadni cared for the boy, he also drove him crazy with his antics. Which is why he relished every quiet moment he could get.
“Long day…?” A female voice asked him.
Gadni looked up and saw a Gerudo women looking down at him, smirking and holding a bottle of Hydromelon juice and two cups in hand. He let out a long sigh and took the cup she offered, watching as she poured them each a cupful before sitting beside him.
“No...just thinking…”
“You sure you’re not just constipated…?”
“Ha ha, very funny, Vanya…”
Vanya was one of Gadni and Link’s neighbors. She lived with her elderly father was one of the first people to actually welcome the boys to the town. She was laid back and a bit of a smart ass but instantly warmed up to the boys after Link blurted out that she was “really pretty and hey are you looking for a boyfriend? My Gadni is GREAT!” He swore that boy had a broken filter as well…
Vanya had been one of their only friends in the town. She’d lend them money and never ask for it back, would bring by food and drinks (A LOT of drinks).She even gave them matching belt buckles and a small amber amulet for Link that she made herself. Which Link refused to take off, even when he slept...which Gadni found really cute to be honest..
“Heheh...Well, fix your face then! You look like you just smelled the wrong end of a Molduga…” She joked before taking a sip of her juice. But she soon grimaced at the taste then wrapped her free hand around the bottle. “Ugh...it went WARM...just great…” She complained before pouring her drink out on the sandstone.
An easy fix for Gadni. He simply took the bottle in his hand and a small blue-ish glow surrounded both. “Here...should be better now…” He poured them both a new drink and his friend, after having a taste, was pleasantly surprised to find the drink now perfectly chilled and tasting much better now.
“Oh yeah, I forgot you could do magic! Hahah...you know, I keep telling you, you could make good money off of that…”
“I already told you, no…”
“Ugh...come on! You know how RARE it is to have Magic-users in these parts of Hyrule? Plus, if you showed it off a little more, you could get more work in killing monster...even WITHOUT a blade...”
“NO, Vanya...I don’t want to use my magic like that…” That would make him too noticeable to certain people..
But, knowing his stubborn friend, she wasn’t gonna let this go. They’ve had this conversation countless times before and even had fights about it. He honestly couldn’t understand WHY she was so invested in what he did with his life and his skills. It wasn’t like him choosing not to use his magic to fight was hurting her in any way. Part of him knew that she was just worried about him and Link...and he appreciated it...but that was also part of the problem.
He KNEW he could easily wipe out an entire horde of monsters using just his magic alone. Hell, he could even destroy a Molduga with his magic. But using that great of a power would cause people to talk...and rumors spread far and fast...that was the last thing he needed right now…
Vanya huffed, crossing her arms in frustration and twiddling with her earring...then a thought popped into her head…
“Okay look...I don’t understand why you don’t want to fight monsters using your magic, even though it’d get you ALOT of rupees that way...but if you insist on being PASSIVE about it...why not open a jewelry shop then?”
That was new….jewelry?
“...why jewelry?”
Vanya smirked. “Think about it...more and more monsters have been popping up lately in the desert which mean people will want more protection. You can use your magic to make Enchanted jewelry for people and open your own shop! We don’t have a jewelry shop here in South Gerudo town yet! I can design them for you, you enchant them with magic and boom! You have a steady income!”
Gadni downed his entire drink before pouring himself another. That actually wasn’t a bad idea...it would take a lot of work but...maybe it could work--
“GAAADNI!!!”
They both nearly dropped their drinks as Link suddenly tackled himself into Gadni’s arms. Link looked scuffed up and had a newly forming bruise on his left cheek. A group of distance laughter answered the question of what happened without him even having to ask.
The Zaburo Siblings. They were a group of young pre-teen Gerudos who were, for lack of a better word, quite bratty. Their families were quite wealthy and they seemed to enjoy tormenting the other children. Link most likely got into another fight with them while defending another child from their antics.
Sighing, Gadni lifted Link’s chin so he could examine the damage. His cheeks were red with anger and his eyes glimmering with the threat of tears. Something that was rare for the boy. He never cried after a fight, what he really hurt?!
“Link what happened? Tell me.”
“They started it!! They were teasing Naboni about his freckles and I told them to stop but then they pushed me and started calling me names and then Hakan punched me and then his sister broke the amber pendant that Vanya made for me!”
“What?!” Vanya slammed her drink down. Now he understood why Link was so upset. A quick glance down at his young wards necklace, he finally noticed that the amber piece was indeed missing. A not too far from them, the 3 brats were standing across the street, giggling and snickering at the near-to-tears boys. Now, Gadni was far above such immaturity but he so wanted to take those children over his knee one of these days and wipe those arrogant smirks off their faces. But no. He was an adult so he had to settle this calmly and maturely--
“Well you should go right over there and defend your Honor Link!” And then Vanya proceed to do the opposite. Link wiped away the few tears that did fall from his face, looking up at the woman. “M-My honor…?”
“Yes! First they insult your name then they steal from you! You need to stand up to them and show them that you will not take such insults lightly! You’re going to grow up to be a brave warrior someday, right?”
Gadni had no chance to speak up before Link rushed from his arms and stood before Vanya, a growing smile on his face. “Y-Yeah! I’m gonna go up to be as big and strong as Gani one day!”
“That’s right you are!” Vanya continued, placing her well manicured hands on Link’s shoulders. “And when a warrior is dishonored, what do they do!?”
“They FIGHT for it!”
“Are you a strong voe?”
“Yeah…!”
“Are you a gonna be a strong warrior?!”
“YEAH…!”
“Then fight like one and go get your honor back! Let those kids they can’t push you around like that!!”
“YEAH!! Oh...I’ve got just the thing..!! Be right back!!”
As Link rushed into their doorway of their home, Gadni stood up to call after him but was stopped by Vanya holding onto his wrist. “Why do you encourage him like that? You know, I’m starting to think YOU’RE half the reason why he’s always getting into fights!”
“Gadni, he’s almost gonna be a teenager soon..you can’t coddle him forever, he had to be able to learn how to fight for himself!”
The larger man plopped back onto the bench, rubbing the bridge of his nose with his free hand. “That’s not the point--”
A rush of blond hair zoomed past them, hiding something within the confines of his top. The bratty trio watched as Link stood before them, a look of determination on his face.
“Oh look, little Pig Skin is back for more…”
“You gonna cry again little Voe? Hehehe..”
“I...I’m here to defend my honor!! Y-You’ve insulted me so now I’m gonna defend myself like a WARRIOR!”
The older boy laughed as he leaned toward his younger sister. “Listen to him...little Piggy thinks he’s a warrior...what you got little Piggy? A stick..? Hehahaha!”
“No! I-I’ve got a--ah...I’ve got..!! Agh, come on, what are you caught on!?”
Gadni and Vanya watched as Link dropped to his knees, fiddling with something in his hands. Gadni couldn’t see what he was having trouble with though since Link had his back to them...but he had a sneaking suspicion it was something Link wasn’t supposed to have…
That night, Gadni had a long and detailed conversation with Link why he needed to reign in his impulsive…
And that he couldn’t just pull KNIVES on CHILDREN!!
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I will DEFINITELY be doing more in the future, this was a lot of fun!! I hope you guys enjoy it! This was originally a scene I had in mind when this was gonna be an AU of the @linkeduniverse AU but after it become my own AU, I still really wanted to do it! LOL
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you think you are so much STRONGER than me because THE EARTH quivers beneath your feet && your voice shakes the rain from the trees , but you forget that inside this fragile body of mine is a SOUL AS OLD AS ROME && A TONGUE THAT CUTS LIKE A WHIP .
PROLOGUE . THE FALL.
DARK STORMCLOUDS PAINT THE SKY BLACK , the olympians gather around to witness the disgrace of one of their own . the younger ones cower at the sight of their king standing in his full divinity , turning their heads to look away , unable to stand the sight. their elders , bring a hand to their mouths to cover their yawns , time was due for their beloved sun god to fall. every few centuries , daring to push their king past his limits , refusing to subject himself to take a knee . golden suns stare down the eye of the storm , challenging the mighty zeus’s authority && stature.
he is not afraid of it anymore , when his father points his master bolt straight at apollo’s chest , he has a moment of relief before the pain seeps in. skull - shattering thunder ripping through his mind until he can no longer hear his thoughts. lightning forking across the sky strikes him where he stands and as the ichor is burned away from his veins , the younger god lets out one last cry before crashing down to his knees . he tears through the marbled floors of olympus , falling straight through the clouds with nothing but gaea’s earth to soften his fall.
ACT I. THE PROPHECY
when he opens his eyes , it is as any other day. warm brown eyes gloss over his reflection in the mirror , and he gets ready for work. an unwavering routine that he does not stray from for six months.
he can hear their voices from the other side of the cafe. three women , dressed more elegant than the place called for , capture the light from the room. they are the only ones he notices. their beauty extending to the entire vicinity , moving in a synchronicity that he swears must be a trick of the eye. their voices snake across the room , slithering into his ears incomprehensible. he wants to know what they are saying , because even behind their dark glasses , he knows they are staring at him.
his feet move before his mind , and he stands at their table , “ hello , ladies. ” the words fall from his mouth as easily as greeting old friends. “ i’m damien , i’m your server , what can i get you to drink ? ” he plasters a smile across his face to conceal the wince that overcomes him at the sound of his name . as bitter as a lie , it burns a hole through his tongue. damien , damien , damien . no matter how many times he says it , it never sounds less nauseating.
the first one speaks , her arm coming to wrap around his wrist , “ it’s nice to meet you , damien. ” she shares a look with the other two , and they laugh beside him. he tries to pull away from her , but he is frozen where he stands , her delicate grasp anchoring him to the ground. “ i’m moira , and these are my sisters , faith && cleo. ”
the one in the middle meets his glare and spreads her painted-red lips into a wide grin. she whispers something into her sister’s ear and she releases his wrist. letting out a breath , he takes a few steps back , opening his mouth to speak , the last one steals the words right from his lips and he cannot remember how to breathe let alone form words. quiet.
the rest of the world fades away and unison they remove their glasses , and show him the truth. the three of them see through one eye , occupied by the one in the middle , the other two stare at him with empty sockets. they offer him a glimpse into their eye and the vision takes him over.
this storm has only just begun.
but these clouds cannot hide the truth for long , light bringer.
the sun must always rise.
he is almost afraid to move , but the words are already fading from his mind and he does not wish to forget them. digging through his apron for a notepad , he starts to scribble down their every words.
the vision fades and he glances down at the words scrawled onto his notepad , clinging to their words like one clings to hope , something begins to awake inside of him. a word , on the tip of his tongue. a fire begins to regain momentum , and is extinguished all in the span of a breath , for when he looks down , he only has two words written : LIGHT BRINGER.
and the women are gone.
ACT II. THE QUEST.
his dreams bring him to the beach , hands digging into the warm sand as he waits for the sun to rise from the water and breach the horizon. he stares a while , letting his eyes wander to the expanse that stretches to the end of the world.
“ it is not coming. ” a disembodied voice tethers itself to the earth and finds home beside him. where there was nothing , was now a dove that was a woman. fair and beautiful , it almost hurts to look at her. there are tears falling from her eyes , but when she turns to him her face lights into a smile. “ the sun has not risen in a while , and i’m beginning to miss it. ”
“ of course it’s coming , it’s the sun , it�� can’t just not be there. ”
“ look for yourself , damien , there is nothing there. ”
his eyes find the horizon and he cannot believe the sight in front of him. she is right , there is nothing. it is not there. where it should be is nothing but an empty space. he opens his mouth and whispers , “ where is it ? ”
next to him , beauty smiles and places her hand on his , “ it’s gone. it’s gone and you must find it. ”
“ why me ? ”
when she lays her eyes upon him the sorrow that falls upon her face breaks his heart in two . to make tears fall from such beautiful eyes should be a crime , and he wishes to fix it , “ my darling , you really do not remember ? ---- this cursed storm is worse than the last. ” anger flashes behind beautiful eyes and he remembers the myths about her being war’s lover.
“ it must be you. you are the only one that knows where it is. ”
“ i don’t know where to look. ”
“ just follow the path it took to get here. ”
ACT III. THE PATH OF LETO.
even so far did leto, in birth-pangs with the far-shooter,
wander to seek a land willing to serve as a home for her dear son.
over the people who dwell in crete and the district of athens,
also the isle of aigína and galley-renownèd euboía,
aigai, Eíresiaí, and Pepárethos, close to the sea-brine,
also thracian athos and pelion’s towering summits,
thracian samos as well, and the shadowy highlands of ida,
Skyros as well as Phokaía, the highland of steep Autokánè
also, and firm-set Imbros and inhospitable Lemnos,
sacred Lesbos, the dwelling of Makar, Aíolos’ scion,
also Chios, the brightest of islands that lie in the sea-brine,
Mimas, rugged and rocky, and Kórykos’ towering summits,
shimmering Klaros as well, and the highland of steep Aisagéa,
also watery Samos and Mýkalè’s steep high headland,
they were all dreadfully trembling and fearful, and none of them dared to
take in phoibos the lord, not even the richest among them,
not until finally leto the lady, arriving on delos,
his feet fall to the island , desolate and barren. devoid of life and all that it was ever promised. something primordial stirs inside of him , a vicious cloud fogging his memories , but the offset feeling is deep in his bones . he falls to his knees and takes a fistful of dry and rocky sand and lets it slip through his fingers , “ what happened to you ? ”
the earth speaks back to him , cries of agony spread through the air , killing anything that dares to grow in this wretched , god-forsaken place. nothing could survive here , not even the blessed date-palm tree that had overseen the birth of delos’ god. my far - shooter , apollo , thy delian king has abandoned me ! i have known the day would come . i gave him a home , but he has disgraced it for something with more beauty. from the moment the fairest leto had descended upon me , on hands and knees begging me to house her son , i had known he would dishonor me because i am rugged and rocky. overturn me with his feet , thrust me to the depths of the seabrine , he would go to another land , one that would please him. the ground shakes with earth-wracking sobs at the rejection from it’s greatest treasure.
damien cannot move from his spot , staring at the island with pure horror. this was not right ! rage boils inside of him , and he lays his palm flat on the ground , “ i will find apollo. i will find him and i will make him fix this. ” the earth quakes settle but he does not rise , grieving a moment , all the life that has been taken from this place.
ACT IV. THE RECLAIMING
chaos has sprung in his absence. expunged plagues resurfacing after generations , the clouds refusing the give way to the light. hope in the mortal’s eyes have dimmed and their muses no longer sing for them. oh , but worst of all , has a creature sprung. from the depths of tartarus , the last of gaea’s children ascend back to the mortal world , and reclaims home from the ruins of the greatest temple man has ever built.
it is his last hope , standing in front of what used to be the temple of apollo. it is the last place he has to look for this missing god. his feet crunch over the pebbles and lying among the rubble is no god.
bigger than his memories could fathom , it curls around a fallen tripod and the earth beneath it dies. his head alone the size of damien’s entire body , moving faster than the winds that brought him here , it’s voice slithering down his spine reminds him of the women from the coffee shop.
“ have you come to reclaim your temple , phoebus. ” the word spat like venom from a forked tongue , “ go ahead , try. ”
“ i want no trouble with you , i merely seek out the god apollo. ”
the snake raises it’s head at that , coming to loom right above the mortal standing in front of him , he whispers so the heavens cannot hear , “ tsk , tsk. such a radiant thing so pathetically condemned. look no further , you have found him. ”
he doesn’t understand. he saw nothing but the creature in front of him whose name could not have been apollo. he opens his mouth to speak , but the great creature did not give him a chance. faster than lightning , it strikes him , teeth digging into the flesh of his leg , and spitting out the iron that falls from his wound.
“ this was so much more fun the last time was it not ? your blood no longer tastes so sweet , ” despite such words , it attacks again , springing into motion and sinking it’s fangs into his shoulder , spreading venom through his veins , “ i want gold , gold , gold . ”
the loss of blood begins to cloud his thoughts. everything that he had thought he’d known falling from his grasp as he crashes to the ground. palms digging into the dirt pushing himself onto his elbows , he is barely able to dodge the next attack from the creature above him as it digs it’s teeth into the ground where he had been only a breath before.
he brings his hands to his side and presses against the wound spilling into his clothes , and when he pulls his fingers back his hands are covered in molten gold. the voice of a woman fills his ears and the two words she speaks awakens the force deep inside of him : KNOW THYSELF.
his lungs need more air than they are capable of holding. sucking in through his teeth , the gold melting from his skin is beginning to boil. flowing as fiery as the phlegethon , it spreads from his hands to the ends of his toes. brown eyes begin to glow with the light from the sun as the clouds begin to part. sun rays stretch from the sky to the spot he lays on the ground and forms a gilded blade that sits in his hands. a sword forged from the sun gleams brighter than the light reigniting behind his eyes. it is still hot to the touch , but he accepts the pain as his fingers wrap around the hilt. he does not have time to think before the hissing voice of the python grows closer to him.
he swings the broadsword into a large golden arch and he invokes the strength of a millennia. the sun burns the sky behind him as light is brought back to the earth , with the force of a thousand stars , he brings the sword down and slices the giant snake’s head clean off. it writhes and seizes before it dies , letting out a simmering hiss as tartarus reclaims dominion over the escaped infernal creature.
his shoulders heave up and down as he wipes the beads of sweat falling from his face. his strength returns to him slowly and the skin torn by giant teeth begins to reform together. he walks up to the temple , and remembers it fondly in it’s glory. two words inscribed in stone reflect back in his mind. golden eyes find the sun in the sky , and his glare only sharpens , “ i am phoebus apollo , the god of light , and i remember everything. ”
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Speaking of Death
I already wrote my version of Hel meeting @insane-control-room‘s Demigod Bertram, but I wanted to write her meeting @randomwriteronline‘s cryptid Eska. So here we go.
Featuring Control’s Bertram briefly.
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The creature now known as Eska knew death. The Spirit of Violent Deaths was a friend to him, after all. And he wasn’t scared of death. Not like other people were. It would hurt, yes, but it provided a sort of peaceful relief at the end of a troubled life. Like his. It was the inevitable end to all things. Eventually, everything was going to die. Die and return to the Earth.
He had seen the woman Bertram said was the goddess Hel come and go. He’d seen her appear from the ground and disappear the same way. Sometimes she brought a dog with her. The dog had an incredibly powerful aura around it, but Eska still wanted to pet it. It was so small and fluffy. Most of the time she came to see Bertram and/or Lacie. She seemed softer when around them.
Today, though, it seemed she was here for Eska. When Bertram arrived in his office, she was waiting with Garm in her arms. Bertram wasn’t even surprised anymore. She just tended to show up.
“I wish to speak to the boy in the skull mask.” She said.
The one with the two different eyes. Garm clarified, as if there was another boy in a skull mask in the studio.
“I don’t believe I’m the one you should ask about that.” Bertram sat down at his desk, shuffling some papers. “If you wish to speak with him, you should go and speak with him.”
“Is he not a friend of yours?” Hel asked.
“Not...particularly,” Bertram replied slowly. “I’m not terribly close to him.”
“Ah, alright.” Hel’s face fell a bit. She’d come to the studio a lot, but she hadn’t ventured outside of Bertram’s work area too often. She didn’t know where anything was or where anyone would be.
“If you want to find him, I’d look in the Heavenly Toys area on level P,” Bertram suggested, sensing her disorientation. “He often stays near to Kim and Niamh.”
Who are those people? Garm demanded. Their names mean nothing to us.
“Kim is the small dark-skinned toymaker and Niamh is the one with the octopus tattoo on her back,” Bertram said. “I can assure you, you will know Niamh is around long before you see her.”
“Alright.” Hel stood up, clutching Garm a bit tighter. “Thank you. I may or may not be back.”
“Best of luck!” Bertram called after her.
It took a bit for her to find the Heavenly Toys area. After a little bit of aimless wandering, an employee politely asked if she was lost. Once she told them where she was going, they were able to point her in the right direction. She was halfway to the area when she suddenly felt a presence to her right. She turned to the vent beside her to find a pair of orange and blue eyes staring at her from a vent.
“Hello, Eska.”
Eska didn’t reply, continuing to watch her from the vent. The vent wasn’t all that dark, and Hel could see even in the pitch black, but only his eyes were visible. The rest of his body was just gone.
“Could I speak with you?” She asked. “If you wouldn’t mind. I sense you’re connected with death, and I must admit, it has been a bit since I spoke with another death entity.” There was a beat of silence before Eska replied.
“...Okay.” He slithered out of the vent, falling to the ground like a ragdoll before standing up. He started to walk away and Hel followed.
He led her to a secluded room that didn’t look like it got much use. There were a table and some chairs, so it seemed that this was some sort of secret hideout. Eska turned to say something but stopped. His eyes were fixed now on Garm, still nestled in Hel’s arms.
“Is something wrong?” Hel asked.
“I pet him.” Eska pointed at Garm, eyes wide. Hel looked down at Garm, who made a very human grumbling sound.
Very well. He may pet me. Garm braced himself to be manhandled, but Eska’s touch was gentle. His long, deft fingers carded through Garm’s fur, finding just the right places to scratch. Garm’s eyes almost rolled back in his head from sheer bliss.
Oooh. Oh yes. Yes, that is the spot. Up. Up! Oooooh. He started to excitedly pant as Eska settled down in a chair.
“Impressive.” Hel laughed softly, sitting down beside him. “He doesn’t normally enjoy being petted like that.” Eska made what she assumed to be a happy noise.
“Do you know the Spirit of Violent Deaths?” He asked after a moment.
“I don’t believe I’ve had the pleasure of making their acquaintance.” Hel smiled apologetically. “How would you describe them?” Eska paused in his petting.
"Very big. Very dark blue. With stars all over. Body like a soft velvet jello. Skeletal hands. Head is the skull of a ram." He made gestures with his hands as he spoke as if he were trying to strengthen the description.
“They sound beautiful.” Hel’s smile was wistful. “Are they kind?”
Eska nodded. “Gentle. Kind. Warm.”
“I’m glad.” She turned her gaze away from him, down to her lap. “So few think of death as kind.”
Eska frowned, tilting his head to the side as his eyes found her again. “Why?”
“Hm?”
“Why?” Eska repeated.
“Are you asking why many don’t think of death as kind?”
“Yes.”
“Well...” Hel sighed heavily, folding her hands in her lap. “Death is difficult for the living who remain. They lose people they care about. And so they see death deities as greedy individuals who steal away their family, never to return them.”
“Everything dies eventually,” Eska said. “Can’t escape it.”
“Yes, that is true.” Hel agreed with a weary smile. “Death comes for all things. Even the gods.”
“Are you kind?” Eska asked. His gaze had returned to Garm, who had flipped over onto his back, allowing Eska access to his fluffy belly. Eska was seconds away from burying his face in the fluff.
“I like to think I am.” Hel laughed. “But, well, I suppose personal opinion doesn’t count.” She sighed again. “I try to take care of my wards the best I can.”
“Wards?”
“The souls sent to my domain. I’m in charge of the ‘dishonorable’ dead.” She snorted derisively. “As if only those who die in battle are honorable.” Eska looked over at her. It was hard to tell with his mask, but she was pretty sure he was confused.
“I’m sorry. Did I confuse you?”
He nodded.
“I should probably explain.” Her expression grew solemn. “In my pantheon, we have three places that take souls. Odin’s Valhalla, my Helheim, and Freyja’s Fólkvangr. Freyja and Odin choose the souls of warriors they deem worthy to join their afterlives. I receive the rest. They call my wards the dishonorable dead. The old, the sick, the wicked. I take all who are unwanted. Because they are not brave warriors who die in battle, the other gods call them dishonorable.”
Eska’s face screwed up in distaste. “That’s stupid.”
“Yes. It is.” She turned her gaze back to her lap, where her hands were worrying with her skirt. “The majority of them have done nothing wrong. Their only crime is that their deaths were deemed...‘wrong’. They’re good people.” A smile crossed her features. “A good portion of them helped to raise me. Odin confined me to Niflheim when I was very young. I hardly ever saw my parents. The dead were all I had.” She paused, seeming to realize where she was.
“My apologies.” She laughed weakly. “I didn’t mean to burden you with that. I tend to...forget myself sometimes.” Eska shrugged, shoving his face into Garm’s belly fluff. Hel stifled a laugh. A genuine one this time. The children in her domain rather enjoyed doing that as well. Although they usually did it when Garm was the size of a truck.
“Thank you for listening.” She said. “Most don’t wish to speak with me, given who I am. What I am.” Eska stopped rubbing his face in Garm’s fluff, lifting his eyes to meet hers. He had an intense way of looking at someone as if he could see through to your soul.
“You are kind.” He nodded definitively before returning his attention to Garm.
Hel stared into space for a moment, trying to fight back tears. She was a great and terrible goddess who controlled the balance of life and death, who had power beyond what a normal mortal could imagine. But she was also still the scared little girl who’d been ripped away from her father and cast into a realm she neither knew nor understood. She’d been given a role to play and she’d played it. The heartless queen of the underworld who took and took and let nothing go. She had played that role well, to the point where there were precious few she could talk to honestly anymore. Almost no one looked upon her without fear. But Bertram had not been afraid of her, and neither was this boy. This boy had called her kind.
“Thank you.” She managed to whisper once she had herself under control.
“Everyone dies,” Eska said again. “It’s not bad. It’s an end.”
“A good end?”
“An end,” Eska said. “Peaceful end.”
Hel smiled softly. “What a remarkable creature you are.”
Eska beamed behind his mask.
Is it over? Garm looked disappointed that the petting had stopped. He was still panting excitedly.
“Yes, I think it’s about time we go.” Hel gently took him from Eska. “I very much enjoyed talking with you, Eska. I think I’d like to talk with you again.”
“Okay.” Eska nodded.
“I’ll bring Garm again the next time I come. And perhaps a skull.”
Eska’s eyes lit up at the prospect of receiving a skull, which elicited another laugh from Hel.
“I’ll see you again.” She then disappeared into the floor, leaving Eska alone.
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Noblesse Painter AU: The Meeting
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Frankenstein was in a state of deep torment. His emotions were dueling: admiration against disgust, wonder against rage. He had finally arrived in Lukedonia, the world capital of painters, and was certainly not disappointed by the artistic quality of what he saw: everywhere on the walls of the buildings were painted magnificent frescoes, each with a unique theme. For example, the Kertia mansion was decorated with images of wind and lightning, representing speed, and the Landegre mansion was very imposing with its elegant columns, painted with nobility and distinction.
However, wherever he looked, he saw the injustice that enraged him: ease. The children born in Lukedonia were supported by great artistic masters, brought up in luxury, lodged and fed like princes. And all their paintings represented opulence. Frankenstein was thinking about his mother, who died for lack of money to cure her, and to himself who had to search the trash and sometimes even steal to get a tiny amount of paint to express his art.
At one point, he passed a large mansion decorated with frescoes representing the fire, with the sign "Avgain Family" written in gold letters above the door. These warm colors made him think of Tesamu and he felt a poignant sadness add to his anger. Fucking Union. Fucking humans unfair and selfish.
The heart hardened by this memory that still hurt, even after three years of separation with his little assistant, he took a dark resolution. That night, he was going to add his colors to the rich and pretentious city of Lukedonia.
The brush slowly slid against the canvas, bright red mixing with the black to create a blood-colored hue. Raizel knew this mixture by heart. In each of his works, there was at least one small red spot. It was his signature, for lack of a real one. Raizel did not know how to write. The only thing he had always been able to do was paint over and over again. He had no idea of the letters that made up his name, but why sign his works? Anyway, there was no one to admire them.
That night he was sketching the image of angel's wings on his canvas. Two scarlet and bloody wings. Those whom his brother had not had to fly when he had pushed him off the cliff to prevent him from doing evil.
A tear fell on Raizel's pale cheek, devoid of color because he was never exposed to the sun. The pain that filled his heart was impossible to express, even with the greatest artistic talent in the world. He hated crying. His father had always told him that it was a weakness. That his emotions should never be expressed otherwise than by art.
Raizel's fingers were shaking. He hated his talent. He would have liked to learn something else... To learn love, happiness... Now that he was alone, he had nothing left. Just hundreds of useless paintings adorn his huge, empty house.
Suddenly, a sound of fast footsteps echoed across the door of his studio and Urokai Avgain entered. He was out of breath and his eyes were furious.
''Sir Raizel! There is a poverty-stricken who wreaks havoc in the city... We hastily painted his portrait. If you have seen it, report it to us!’’
Urokai placed a folded sheet on the table, bowed with deference, and hurried away. Raizel sighed. This sudden visit had at least had the advantage of distracting him from his grief.
He rose slowly. His body was thin and weakened by inaction and lack of food. Indeed, he had already spent 24 hours painting, completely forgetting his physical limits. But his health did not matter to him. He took the paper and unfolded it carefully.
The man in portrait had young and beautiful features. His blond hair in battle fell on his broad and strong shoulders, his lips were tight with determination and his eyes seemed troubled, lost. Blue like the sky. This portrait gave off power and wandering. Raizel recognized, for having already seen it before, the characteristic signature of Ragar Kertia at the bottom of the sheet. This man had always been talented, drawing with extraordinary speed and perfect precision.
Raizel brought the sheet to his easel. He had just found the inspiration, the person he was going to illustrate as an avenging angel with scarlet wings.
Frankenstein was exhausted. His arm was aching and the cold of the night made him shudder. He always wore rags, worn clothes on his travels, and had no time or money to buy a good coat. But he plunged his brush again into the purple paint. On the main wall of the Kertia mansion, he smeared furiously another streak of color. He had time to finish blackening these offensive designs; he was returning from the Urokai mansion and the men were still looking for him.
He took a few steps back to evaluate the whole, then raised his brush again in order to make the final line that would create in his drawing without a definite shape, that wild and unstable harmony he so much loved. But his movement stopped in the air when a soft and severe voice called to him.
‘’I ask you to stop now.’’
A few steps from him, the Kertia clan leader was standing, looking very calm, alone in the middle of the street. Frankenstein gritted his teeth. He would have preferred to see the man start screaming at him and attacking him. It would have been worse than the impassive gaze as he faced her, his cashmere scarf hiding the lower part of his face and his silk coat. As for him, he was panting, dressed in torn clothes, covered with paint and trembling with cold. This contrast of richness between them made his anger even more vivid and he said defiantly:
'' What if I do not stop? ''
"These frescoes were painted by my father, in honor of our family. I politely ask you to respect that. I do not wish to fight you; I am a painter, not a warrior. ''
"Oh, do you see that?" Frankenstein mocked. ''Your little bourgeois hands can not be damaged by giving a blow? ''
"It would be dishonorable for me to do it out of anger, you are clearly not in a normal mental state at the moment, and, moreover, sick and shaky. Be reasonable, stop now. I know very well why you are if angry with the nobles, your art is eloquent and denounces opulence, but there are many things you do not understand... Please, calm down and let me help you."
'' BULLSHIT! Why would you help me? You do not know anything about me! ''
"I know what suffering is."
"That's enough, Ragar," said another voice, more serious and ripe. "He is not able to think and listen to you right now. The mayor has given us the order to capture him and bring him behind him. Let's fulfill this mission now."
Frankenstein watched with resentment as the second, silver-haired, older man emerged from the shadows. Ragar looked sad and nodded.
"You are right, Gejutel. I'm sorry, but we're going to force you to-"
He paused when Frankenstein grabbed the paint bucket with one hand, ready to swing it in his face. But he changed his mind at the last second and instead threw it on the named Gejutel, who was splashed with violet paint from head to toe.
He barely heard the old man's shout of surprise, running at full speed. He hated to run away but he had no choice at the moment if he wanted to save his life. The members of the Urokai family had tried to kill him and he did not trust the mayor of this town, which certainly should not be less radical. The man called Ragar had seemed kind and understanding, but he could not take any chances.
Frankenstein ran as far as the city, a terrible pain oppressing his chest. His cough increased and he had difficulty breathing. He found himself in a field and without the cover of the buildings, the cold wind slapped him without pity and he could not see anything in that absolute darkness. There were not even stars in the sky.
He saw the lights of a manor shining in the distance. A manor house in such an isolated place? Strange... He was getting ready to go into the forest, but he felt his head spinning and realized he could not stay outside anymore. The cold would end up killing him. He also had a chance to die if the inhabitants of the manor found him, but between that and let his corpse be found in the morning in the middle of a field...
He gathered his last strength to get to the mansion. It was tall and imposing, and even in the dim light, Frankenstein noticed that he was not decorated with frescoes like all the others. It gave him a good impression. The owners of this mansion were not eager to show what they had to others.
As he entered, a flush of heat made him shiver with relief. But the house was not as hot as it should have been, and despite the lit oil lamps in the hallway where he walked, the mood was dark and empty. Dust covered the floor, and there were only two footprints track on it. He was so exhausted, his mind so lethargic that he automatically followed this track instead of trying to hide. He had a presentiment that he was not in danger in this manor.
As he passed, he put on a white shirt hanging from a coat rack, ignoring the fact that it was not his. It was a beautiful linen garment, the same one he had dreamed of wearing when he was a kid. As he climbed the stairs, trying to drive out those sad memories of his memory, his gaze stopped on the huge paintings hanging on the wall and his breath was cut off.
They represented ragged landscapes, with fuzzy and faded colors, with spots of red spotted in a few places. Such a poignant emotion filled them that Frankenstein put a hand to his heart, upset. Other paintings represented people with empty eyes, wandering in the fog and completely alone...
Suddenly, footsteps on the first floor brought him out of his contemplation. He had to hide. A coughing fit shook him and he pressed a hand against his mouth, leaning against the wall. His legs were close to collapse, but his survival instinct was stronger and he forced himself to walk to the end of the hallway and open the door to the last room.
He froze on the spot. It was a painting workshop, filled with pots of all colors, high ceiling. Paintings decorated the old tapestry. And near the window, an easel was installed. A man sat with a brush in his hand and stared at him. This man was frail and livid, his skin white as snow, his hair black as night and his eyes glistening with a reddish glow. His deep eyes pierced Frankenstein into his soul.
'' I ... I ... ''
He could not speak. The silence of this man was an invincible weapon. The window, open despite the intense cold, let in the wind that whipped the thin figure of the painter and fly through the air immaculate curtains. A flash of light suddenly illuminated the sky, creating dazzling lights in the room, and the thunder sounded. Frankenstein, like electrified, says in a whisper:
‘’Good evening. I came to work here.’’
Raizel, bewildered, looked at this intruder who had desperate and suspicious eyes like those of a wild animal. It was him, the one who was wanted through Lukedonia. He has released as much power and torment as in his portrait. Raizel could feel his panic, his anger, his loneliness. Then, gently, he did something he had not done in years, naturally, to appease the terror he saw in his blue eyes like the sky. He spoke.
‘’You wear my shirt.’’
The man looked embarrassed, but relieved at the same time not to be hurt.
‘’Ah, uh, yes. I did not find anything else, forgive me.’’
The door opened suddenly, and panic returned in his eyes. Frankenstein took a step back. The old man with silver hair, looking satisfied, or at least the most we can be when we are covered with purple paint, stood next to Ragar Kertia in the embrasure of the door. The latter, on the other hand, did not seem very happy and rather guilty of not being so.
"We found him. It was the last place I would have thought ... "
"He came to work here."
Gejutel paused, his mouth open and his eyes wide. He looked at Raizel as if to ask him if it was really him who had just spoken.
"You ... um ... what do you mean?"
"He came to work here because I live alone and I need someone to maintain my paintings."
Frankenstein did not understand much about his situation, except that the ebony-haired painter was defending him. He tried to support his words, but a violent cough shook him as soon as he opened his lips. He placed his palm in front of his mouth to repress it, and blood fell on his palm.
"You are sick," Ragar said. Frankenstein gave him a annoyed look.
"I know how to take care of myself."
"We have to take him to the mayor," Gejutel said authoritatively, ignoring the dialogue between the two. Raizel replied in a whisper:
"I will send him when he is healed."
The two clan leaders bowed, and came out after giving Frankenstein a last look. The latter, once the door closed, found himself without words. The painter looked at him with compassion, and got up to close the window from which the cold draft was coming.
"Thank you for saving me," he finally said. '' My name is... Frankenstein...''
"Cadis Etrama di Raizel."
Frankenstein printed this name in his memory. He was not at all like the other nobles... Faded, silent, and surrounded by an aura of power and calm. His eyes fell at random on the canvas he was painting. He stepped forward, fascinated. The painting depicted a man with scarlet wings... A man with blond hair and blue eyes like the sky...
He realized with shock that it was himself and the memories poured into his memory.
"Mom, you always say that angels protect us. Who are they?''
'' They are the artists, my treasure. Those who create beautiful and moving things for humans... "
"Can I become an angel, mother?"
''I think so. You are so good for others.''
Frankenstein's lips began to shake. There was no reason for him to be combed like this; he was more of a demon than an angel. But this painting was moving, more beautiful than any other he had seen in his life.
"It's so beautiful ..." he said in a panting breath. The painter lowered his eyes. Frankenstein convulsed as another fit of coughing him, preventing him from breathing and filling his mouth with blood.
He fainted.
Coming soon in Noblesse Painter AU: Frankenstein's healing, his first moments with Raizel and his confrontation with Ragar.
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What do you think about Sansa not carrying out Littlefingers execution? I kinda wish she did it herself as her father said the one who sentenced should be the one to carry it out. It seems dumb to have her delegate it. But I guess Lf was on Arya’s hit list so...
Hey Anon! I’m so sorry it took so. long. for me to answer this, but I needed a break from the ol’ Ask Box…
Ooohhh Swordgate! Yet another Stark Sister wank that refuses to die.
“I kinda wish she did it herself as her father said the one who sentenced should be the one to carry it out. It seems dumb to have her delegate it.”
I think that essentially, you are falling into the trap of being far too literal. First of all, if you take “he who passes the sentence swings the sword” as literally as you are here, and take that logic through to it’s natural conclusion, it honestly produces a relatively sexist and ableist result. Not that I think you are being either, Anon! I just think it can be easy to accept words or “lessons” at face value and not ~dig deeper~ or ~look beyond~ to their full potential extent.
Think of it this way: if it had been Bran who passed LF’s sentence instead of Sansa, but Arya still carried out the execution, we probably wouldn’t be having this conversation. I have seen no claims that Bran also should never be in charge of Winterfell because he is disabled and cannot lead soldiers into battle or carry out beheadings himself. Or what about Rickon; what if Rickon had survived and was serving as Lord of Winterfell or KitN? There is no way that 10 year old Rickon would have been able to lift a long sword and strike it with enough force to remove someone’s head. Even grown ass man Theon couldn’t do that, it would have to be done by proxy. And even Catelyn? I have seen no one criticizing her for asking the men at the Inn to help her take Tyrion into custody. It is extremely uncommon for women in the series to be skilled at any type of physical combat. Women like Brienne, Arya, or the Sand Snakes; they are exception, not the rule. Yet I have seen no arguments about Bran, Rickon, or Catelyn bringing dishonor to the Stark name due to their lack of physical capabilities; because that’s not what being a leader is really about. The Stark “pass the sentence, swing the sword” adage has never been about physical capability. It has always been about responsibility and accountability.
Yes, Ned Stark did carry out all the executions of his sentences himself; and yes, he did teach his sons to do the same. However, being the person to do the literal, physical act is not what’s at the core of the sentiment. What is the core of the sentiment is that human lives have value, and recognizing that ending one is not to be taken lightly.
Here is what Ned tells Bran in the beheading scene in s1:
“The man who passes the sentence should swing the sword. If you would take a man’s life, you owe it to him to look into his eyes and hear his final words. And if you cannot bear to do that, then perhaps the man does not deserve to die.”
And here is the similar excerpt from AGoT:
“The blood of the First Men still flows in the veins of the Starks, and we hold to the belief that the man who passes the sentence should swing the sword. If you would take a man’s life, you owe it to him to look into his eyes and hear his final words. And if you cannot bear to do that, then perhaps the man does not deserve to die.
“One day, Bran, you will be Robb’s bannerman, holding a keep of your own for your brother and your king, and justice will fall to you. When that day comes, you must take no pleasure in the task, but neither must you look away. A ruler who hides behind paid executioners soon forgets what death is.” (AGoT, Bran I)
“Pass the sentence, swing the sword” is meant so much more symbolically than literally. This epitaph is about taking responsibility and accountability for your actions. It’s saying that part of being a lord, or a warden, or a ruler, or any type of leader at all is recognizing the importance of your orders and the effects that they on the people you are leading. It’s about being conscious of your responsibility to the people you rule over. It’s about acknowledging that taking another human life is no small thing and shouldn’t be treated as such. It’s not saying that having the physical ability and being able to kill is what makes a good leader, it’s saying that appreciating the significance of human life is. To use this quote as a way to shame or criticize characters for having limited physical abilities is a pretty sexist and ableist misapplication.
And it’s not just about accountability, is it also about compassion and mercy. It is about not dehumanizing or distancing oneself from the criminals being executed. It is about treating people as people and recognizing that every single life matters, regardless of any other consideration. It is about treating people with respect and dignity, even when they are being executed. It is about facing the actual truth of what taking a life is, and demanding it be treated as the monumental thing it is. It is about acting with honor. To reduce this saying to one merely about physical capabilities and being able to kill someone yourself, honestly I think that takes so much away from the true lesson of the message.
And in response to your question, I pose this one: why would Sansa carry out the execution? Honestly though, why?? Why would Sansa, who has never wielded a weapon against another character in the entirety of the series, take it upon herself to carry out the execution? When her sister, who she knows is extremely skilled in the areas of combat, is more than ready and willing to do so?! I am not saying Sansa couldn’t have found some way to do it, I am just asking why on earth would she?? Narratively and logically, that just doesn’t make much sense. In the series plot so far, Arya and Sansa have been in radically different environments and developing radically different skills that can be used for different purposes. Narratively all that happened for a reason: Arya learned how to handle weapons properly whereas Sansa didn’t. She has the skills to take a man’s life quickly and cleanly. She has the ability to carry out an execution with mercy and dignity, just like their father taught them to. And Sansa was standing right there beside her, she looked in to LF’s eyes as he was dying, she never looked away. (And I’m not even going to get into the fact that I would bet my left boob that if Sansa had been the one to knife LF, there would be sooo much complaining about “Sansa stealing from Arya again” and “Sansa taking Arya’s traits and skills” and “Sansa being a Mary Sue.”)
This scene is being interpreted as Arya passing Sansa’s sentence when in reality, the sentence was on behalf of all of House Stark. It was as much Bran and Arya’s sentence for LF’s crimes against their family as it was Sansa’s. His exposure and execution was a plan that they all played an integral part in from the beginning. They were acting together as a family. This was the show’s way of depicting to us how the remaining members of House Stark can still come together and work as a unified body after so much time apart. That they are still a family, that they are still a pack.
Instead of viewing Sansa and Arya (and Bran for that matter). as three separate actors, there is an entirely different way to view the scene. Sansa, Bran and Arya were acting together as three parts of a unified body: the justice system.
Judge, Jury, and Executioner. Those are the three arms of the law and all three are necessary for justice to be served.
The Jury (Bran)- examines the evidence and evaluates it’s veracity and credibility
The Judge (Sansa)- applies the law to the evidence and passes the sentence
The Executioner (Arya)- enforces the law and administers justice by carrying out the sentence accordingly
Personally, this is how I viewed the scene from the get go, as a metaphor for the justice system. I realize that I might only think that way because I have spent the past, like, eight years getting it bashed into my head through my various degrees. But still, to me it made it a lot of sense and was relatively obvious to see it that way. The three arms of the law aren’t separate, they operate together in unity to make sure justice is served. Each plays an integral role in criminal due process. They are three parts that make a whole; with out one the other two are essentially rendered moot. With out one arm, the whole system falls apart. What good is having a jury and executioner with no judge to interpret and apply the law? What good is having an executioner and judge with no jury to examine and evaluate the evidence? And finally, what good is having a judge and jury if there is no one to enforce the law or execute the sentence? With out some kind of punishment, consequences, or retribution for illegal acts, there is hardly a point to the criminal justice system as a whole. They need each other.
Ned’s most important lesson he taught his children was this:
“When the snows fall and the white winds blow the lone wolf dies, but the pack survives.”
Arya and Sansa need each other, all the Starks need each other. They are parts of a whole, they are a pack. And I just don’t see anything dumb or dishonorable about that.
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Today’s reading from the ancient book of Proverbs and book of Psalms
for September 6 of 2021 with Proverbs 6 and Psalm 6, accompanied by Psalm 79 for the 79th day of Astronomical Summer and Psalm 99 for day 249 of the year (now with the consummate book of 150 Psalms in its 2nd revolution this year)
[Proverbs 6]
My son, if you will risk your family’s future to put up collateral for the debts of an acquaintance,
if you seal a commitment with a handshake to someone without first knowing the value of his word,
Then your words may well be the trap that snares you,
and your promise may seal your fate.
You can’t be sure to whom you hitched your future.
So, my son—save yourself! Here’s what you need to do:
go to that person who became your master with a handshake,
humble yourself, and plead your case.
Do not sleep;
don’t even rest your eyes until you deal with this.
Get out as quickly as possible,
as a gazelle runs from the hand of the hunter,
as a bird takes off from the grip of the fowler.
Take a lesson from the ant, you who love leisure and ease.
Observe how it works, and dare to be just as wise.
It has no boss,
no one laying down the law or telling it what to do,
Yet it gathers its food through summer
and takes what it needs from the harvest.
How long do you plan to lounge your life away, you lazy fool?
Will you ever get out of bed?
You say, “A little sleep, a little rest,
a few more minutes, a nice little nap.”
But soon poverty will be on top of you like a robber;
need will assault you like a well-armed warrior.
Someone who struts around taking advantage of unsuspecting souls
and deceiving others is to be avoided.
With a wink of his eye, a quick shuffle of his feet,
and a slight gesture with his hand, he signals his roguish treachery.
With a warped mind and twisted heart, he constantly looks for his own gain at others’ expense,
causing friction everywhere he goes.
But you watch: his actions will bring sudden disaster!
In an instant, his life will be shattered,
and there will be nothing to save him.
Take note, there are six things the Eternal hates;
no, make it seven He abhors:
Eyes that look down on others, a tongue that can’t be trusted,
hands that shed innocent blood,
A heart that conceives evil plans,
feet that sprint toward evil,
A false witness who breathes out lies,
and anyone who stirs up trouble among the faithful.
So, my son, follow your father’s direction,
and don’t forget what your mother taught you—
Keep their teachings close to your heart;
engrave them on a pendant, and hang it around your neck.
Their instruction will guide you along your journey,
guard you when you sleep,
and address you when you wake in the morning.
For their direction is a lamp; their instruction will light your path,
and their discipline will correct your missteps,
sending you down the right path of life.
They will keep you far from the corrupted woman,
away from the smooth talk of a seductive woman.
Do not lose yourself in desire for her beauty
or let her win you over with her painted eyes,
For you can buy a harlot with a loaf of bread,
but sex with another man’s wife will cost you your life.
Can you carry fire right next to your body
and keep your clothes from burning?
Can you walk over fiery coals
and keep your feet from blistering?
Take another man’s wife, and you will find out—
whoever touches her will be found guilty.
People don’t despise a thief
who only steals to fill his hunger;
Still if they catch him, he must repay seven times over—
he could end up losing everything he owns!
By contrast only a fool would commit adultery
since by his action he loses not only his possessions but also his own life.
He will suffer injury and be disgraced;
dishonor will leave a permanent mark on his life.
For jealousy sparks a husband’s rage—
when he gets his revenge, he’ll show no mercy.
He will not be paid off or appeased;
no bribe or gift will set things right.
The Book of Proverbs, Chapter 6 (The Voice)
[Psalm 6]
For the worship leader. A song of David accompanied by the lyre.
O Eternal One, don’t punish me in Your anger
or harshly correct me.
Show me grace, Eternal God. I am completely undone.
Bring me back together, Eternal One. Mend my shattered bones.
My soul is drowning in darkness.
How long can You, the Eternal, let things go on like this?
Come back, Eternal One, and lead me to Your saving light.
Rescue me because I know You are truly compassionate.
I’m alive for a reason—I can’t worship You if I’m dead.
If I’m six feet under, how can I thank You?
I’m exhausted. I cannot even speak, my voice fading as sighs.
Every day ends in the same place—lying in bed, covered in tears,
my pillow wet with sorrow.
My eyes burn, devoured with grief;
they grow weak as I constantly watch for my enemies.
All who are evil, stay away from me
because the Eternal hears my voice, listens as I cry.
The Eternal God hears my simple prayers;
He receives my request.
All who seek to destroy me will be humiliated;
they will turn away and suddenly crumble in shame.
The Book of Psalms, Poem 6 (The Voice)
[Psalm 79]
Prayer in a Time of National Disaster
Asaph’s poetic song
God, won’t you do something?
Barbarians have invaded your inheritance.
Your temple of holiness has been violated,
and Jerusalem has been left in ruins.
The corpses of your loving people are lying in the open—
food for the beasts and the birds.
The shed blood of your servants has soaked the city,
with no one left to bury the dead.
Now the nearby nations heap their scorn upon us,
scoffing, mocking us incessantly.
How much longer, O Yahweh, must we endure this?
Does your anger have no end?
Will your jealousy burn like a raging fire?
If you’re going to pour out your anger,
pour it out on all these nations around us, not on us!
They’re the ones who do not love you like we do!
See how they’ve attacked us, consuming the land,
leaving it desolate.
Please, God, don’t hold the sins of our fathers against us.
Don’t make us pay for their sins.
Hurry to our side, and let your tenderhearted mercy
meet us in our need, for we are devastated beyond belief.
Our hero, come and rescue us!
O God of the breakthrough, for the glory of your name,
come and help us!
Forgive and restore us; heal us and cover us in your love.
Why should all the nations sneer at us, saying,
“Where is this God of yours?”
Now is the time, Lord.
Show your people and all the world that
you will avenge this slaughter and bloodshed once and for all!
Listen, Lord! Hear the sighing of all the prisoners of war,
all those doomed to die. Demonstrate your glory-power,
and come and rescue your condemned children!
Lord God, take what these mocking masses have done to us
and pay it all back to them seven times over.
Then we, your devoted lovers, will forever thank you,
praising your name from generation to generation!
The Book of Psalms, Poem 79 (The Passion Translation)
[Psalm 99]
The Eternal is the king ruling over all;
let all people shake in fear.
He sits on His throne, settled between winged guardians;
let the planet tremble.
The Eternal is great in the hearts of His people;
He has made Zion His sacred mountain,
and He reigns majestic over all people.
Let them express praise and gratitude to Your amazing and awesome name—
because He is holy, perfect and exalted in His power.
The King who rules with strength also treasures justice.
You created order and established what is right.
You have carried out justice
and done what is right to the people of Jacob.
Lift up the Eternal our God in your heart;
bow down to the earth where He rests His feet.
He is holy, perfect and exalted in His power.
Moses and Aaron were two of His priests;
Samuel was among those who called out to Him.
They asked the Eternal for help, and He answered them.
He answered them from a column of cloud;
they heeded His testimonies
and lived by the laws He gave them.
You answered them, Eternal our God;
You were, to them, a God who forgives,
yet You did not ignore what they did wrong
and punished them fairly as well.
Lift up the Eternal our God in your hearts,
and celebrate His goodness at His holy mountain,
for the Eternal our God is holy, perfect and exalted in His power.
The Book of Psalms, Poem 99 (The Voice)
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So imagine Lyanna married Robert anyway, do you believe Robert would have been able at all to treat Lyanna the way he abused Cersei? In a world where Lyanna marries Robert, Brandon is still alive and it doesn't look like he would suffer anyone mistreating his sister, married or no. And Robert loved Ned as much as he would have Lyanna so wouldn't he risk pissing each Stark brothers off if he ever so much as lay a hand on Lyanna?
So the first thing we have to address here is that Robert is an act first, think later type of guy. In his fits of anger he doesn’t take the time to consider what he’s doing and how he’s hurting people. He just does it. His abuse of Cersei wasn’t a calculated and controlled thing; it came out of his drunkenness or his rage and his inability to accept responsibility for his actions.
Here’s the scene we saw play out in front of Ned:
The queen looked to her husband. “If any man had dared speak to a Targaryen as he has spoken to you-”
“Do you take me for Aerys?” Robert interrupted.
“I took you for a king. Jaime and Tyrion are your own brothers, by all the laws of marriage and the bonds we share. The Starks have driven off the one and seized the other. This man dishonors you with every breath he takes, and yet you stand there meekly, asking if his leg pains him and would he like some wine.”
Robert’s face was dark with anger. “How many times must I tell you to hold your tongue, woman?”
Cersei’s face was a study in contempt. “What a jape the gods have made of us two,” she said. “By all rights, you ought to be in skirts and me in mail.”
Purple with rage, the king lashed out, a vicious backhand blow to the side of the head. She stumbled against the table and fell hard, yet Cersei Lannister did not cry out. Her slender fingers brushed her cheek, where the pale smooth skin was already reddening. On the morrow the bruise would cover half her face. “I shall wear this as a badge of honor,” she announced.
“Wear it in silence, or I’ll honor you again,” Robert vowed. He shouted for a guard. Ser Meryn Trant stepped into the room, tall and somber in his white armor. “The queen is tired. See her to her bedchamber.” The knight helped Cersei to her feet and led her out without a word.
He deals Cersei a vicious blow because he’s drunk and she’s said something he misliked. Cersei recalls a similar altercation in an AFFC chapter:
“I glimpsed him once at Winterfell,” the queen said, “though the Starks did their best to hide him. He looks very like his father.” Her husband’s by-blows had his look as well, though at least Robert had the grace to keep them out of sight. Once, after that sorry business with the cat, he had made some noises about bringing some baseborn daughter of his to court. “Do as you please,” she’d told him, “but you may find that the city is not a healthy place for a growing girl.” The bruise those words had won her had been hard to hide from Jaime, but they heard no more about the bastard girl.
So the record is rather clear that Robert reacts rather violently when his wife says something he doesn’t like or upsets him. I don’t think he actually thinks when he hurts her; he just does. In addition, he does not blame himself. He blames the wine, or he blames Cersei:
For Robert, those nights never happened. Come morning he remembered nothing, or so he would have had her believe. Once, during the first year of their marriage, Cersei had voiced her displeasure the next day. “You hurt me,” she complained. He had the grace to look ashamed. “It was not me, my lady,” he said in a sulky sullen tone, like a child caught stealing apple cakes from the kitchen. “It was the wine. I drink too much wine.” To wash down his admission, he reached for his horn of ale. As he raised it to his mouth, she smashed her own horn in his face, so hard she chipped a tooth. Years later at a feast, she heard him telling a serving wench how he’d cracked the tooth in a mêlée. Well, our marriage was a mêlée, she reflected, so he did not lie.
Robert reached for the flagon and refilled his cup. “You see what she does to me, Ned.” The king seated himself, cradling his wine cup. “My loving wife. The mother of my children.” The rage was gone from him now; in his eyes Ned saw something sad and scared. “I should not have hit her. That was not… that was not kingly.” He stared down at his hands, as if he did not quite know what they were. “I was always strong… no one could stand before me, no one. How do you fight someone if you can’t hit them?” Confused, the king shook his head. “Rhaegar… Rhaegar won, damn him. I killed him, Ned, I drove the spike right through that black armor into his black heart, and he died at my feet. They made up songs about it. Yet somehow he still won. He has Lyanna now, and I have her.” The king drained his cup.
Now, here’s the other thing: Robert had no fear of Jaime of Tywin. Perhaps it was because he was king, but he clearly made no effort to restrain himself so that he wouldn’t be chastened by Jaime or Tywin. According to Cersei, Jaime would have killed Robert if he knew that he hit her:
“If you truly believed that, you would never have come.” Ned touched her cheek gently. “Has he done this before?”
“Once or twice.” She shied away from his hand. “Never on the face before. Jaime would have killed him, even if it meant his own life.”
Cersei hid these bruises from Jaime, perhaps out of fear for his life. After all, if he killed the king, he’d be dead too. So now we can round back around to Lyanna and her brothers.
While a younger Robert might have known more self-restraint, I think it’s safe to assume that these physically abusive behaviors aren’t something that would be cured through a marriage to Lyanna. It’s been discussed before that Robert did not know the real Lyanna. She likely would not have been the soft-spoken, agreeable wife Robert believed she would be, nor would she have loved him the way he wanted her to love him. He might have loved her, or claimed to, but Robert’s love for Lyanna was always an idealistic love. It’s far too easy to say that you love a ghost comprised of all your favorite things about a woman.
So if we assume their marriage sours because Lyanna does not love him and does not meet his standards, then Robert may regress into a drunken piece of shit and similar scenes as the ones outlined above might play out. Would he fear Brandon and Ned? He did not fear Jaime, so I don’t think he’d fear Brandon. Now Ned is a different story. We see above that Ned more or less stares Robert into an admission that he “should not have hit her”. His presence seems to guilt Robert into feeling some form of regret, which drove him into further self-pity about how Rhaegar has Lyanna and Robert has her. Robert clearly loves and respects Ned, and I’d wager that between Brandon and Ned, Robert would be much more affected by Ned’s disappointment than Brandon’s rage.
The thing is, I don’t think Robert would even consider their feelings on the matter until of them approached him with it. Then maybe after a confrontation, Robert may reconsider his actions. But the question to ask is, would Lyanna even tell Brandon or Ned? That’s something that could really go both ways. Lyanna could see telling her brothers as a form of defeat, or in Brandon’s case, fear his reaction or maybe she’d say fuck it, I’m not taking this anymore, and tell one of them. However, assuming they’re both living at Winterfell and share this info with Rickard, I think Rickard would forbid either of them from acting upon their feelings. Lyanna’s duty was to marry him, and I don’t think Rickard really cared what happened within the marriage beyond that.
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