#BUT I FELT IT WAS DIRE

[prettyflyshyguy]

Murderbot 1x05 - Rogue War Tracker Infinite

[mcytegg]

you can love a character and still admit when they're wrong. i love roshambogames but can acknowledge his flaws (he has none) & can hold him accountable for his wrongdoings (he’s never done anything wrong in his life) & call him out for his actions (which are always correct)

[marciaillust]

mom come pick me up people related to my personal posts too much

[xxplastic-cubexx]

These are from the pages right after

obsessed with how little of a fuck he gave here he really was about to square up naked 😭

[firenati0n]

and all i can taste is this moment, and all i can breathe is your life

by firenati0n on ao3

T | 9999

tags: city of angels au, guardian angel henry, lawyer alex, 5+1, dual pov, hurt/comfort, angst with a HAPPY ENDING! NOT THE MOVIE ENDING I PROMISEEEEEEEEEEEEE

“In all the years, across all the universes, in the midst of all these people…you saw me. You felt me somehow. A gossamer fine thread connecting us, yet you grasped and tugged and held on tight. If losing my wings means I gain you, then that is a loss I will bear with gratitude.”

Five times Guardian Angel Henry yearns for a truly human sensory experience, and the one time he feels them all at once. Or, Henry discovers the joys of humanity through Alex’s eyes, finds himself, and falls in love. Or, Henry takes a leap of faith, and Alex catches him.

xoxo roop

also i know i talked about this in literally january so tagging some folks who expressed interest in this in the past pls don't mind me <3 ilysm xoxo

@ninzied @suseagull04 @onward--upward @duchessdepolignaca03 @@candyspandemonium @anincompletelist @inexplicablymine @heysweetheart-writes @wordsofhoneydew @nocoastposts @onthewaytosomewhere @magicandarchery @celeritas2997 @cha-melodius @junebugclaremontdiaz @kiwiana-writes @eusuntgratie @bigassbowlingballhead @hgejfmw-hgejhsf @littlestar2911 @leaves-of-laurelin @tinyarmedtrex @galitzine-nick @anchoredarchangel @gltzine @getmehighonmagic @thirdeye1234 @movetoheavens @starkfridays @indestructibleheart @littlemisskittentoes @songliili @theprinceandagcd @gay-flyboys

[bizlybebo]

mark also changed a lot between early s1 and the end of s2 but i feel like i don’t see lots of people talking about it

[a-whiff-of-a-dream]

alright this has been sitting in my mind ever since i first heard it a few days ago, but what Emmrich says about his fear of death in his first scene? It hit differently. Im gonna elaborate underneath the cut.

(also this might be too much personal info for some, but anyways)

'Thats when I discovered I possess a great terror of dying' is putting something I have felt for close to 3 years now so... precisely into words.

I have spend so much trying to find words for this feeling, for this fear, and have not yet managed to communicate it with anyone really so far, because the words have just... not been there.

'It goes beyond dread. It cant be reasoned with or soothed over. It comes without warning, in the dead of night, in sunlit streets. A raw, strangling fear, struck somewhere deep past the heart.'

It hides behind every corner of your life. You can go on with your day like any other person, you can be alone at home or out with friends, seeing the world, and suddenly youre hit with this 'someday it wont matter anymore and you wont feel this feeling and never smell the air again' and you cant outrun it.

Its something you cant change, something maybe not even worth mentioning because there is no way out anyways, so why bother and try to find a reason within it, when there is non to begin with?

'Oddly, I discovered I wasnt alone. I debated this fear with friends, I argued with teachers... Yet... It lingered.'

Others might feel the same, and yes its comforting to a degree, but still it wont make it go away. It wont make it better or unbearable somehow. Because its unreasonable. You know it is. Thats why Ive burried it so deep within me and try not to spiral into despair when these thoughts occure.

I am not really sure where I am heading with this but I guess I needed to get these thoughts out into the world somehow. Because hearing this, having it put into words so nicely? It helped. It made me shiver and it has lingered in my head for a while now, but it also gave me words for something I have not yet come around wording myself.

[time-is-restored]

MAFUYU'S WL2 CHAPTERS HAVE HARMED ME IRREPARABLY.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE KNOWS SHE'S IN A DREAM? WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE'S GOING OUT OF HER WAY TO FIND NIIGO? WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE PULLS IDENTICAL SAD SMILES AT SEEING ALL OF THEM INTERACTING WITH HER LIKE A STRANGER? CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME?

she was SURPRISED when her mother said they 'had a talk' about mafuyu not being a doctor. she doesn't remember that conversation. she didn't KNOW what their relationship was in this world until her mother explicitly told her.

she reached out to ena THROUGH airi (when she shouldn't have otherwise even KNOWN about her) so they could all practice drawing together. she let mizuki suggest clothes for her to wear (going on a whole expedition with her classmates just to engineer a chance to take them to her boutique) bc there's no other way for her to interact with her?????????????

she literally said that kanade's songs give """"everyone"""" a warm feeling when everyone else has referred to them just as being 'cheerful' and 'popular'. and then the way she pushed kanade to list all the things she wanted to do... insisted on doing all of them in what might literally have been experienced by them AS a montage... it's like she's trying to gift kanade experiences + memories that she otherwise wouldn't have? and it's such a clear parallel between all the expeditions/trips niigo take HER on in the prime timeline in the name of finding herself?

i was already betting everything on kaito being the vocaloid to sing to her but his use here is now like. infinitely crazier to me in the context of the actual story. the 'hold onto your true feelings' vocaloid sings to mafuyu to comfort her in a world where she doesn't have her friends. and then she acts on those feelings by bringing them as close together as she can? because? she loves? her friends?

[asalesbian]

"What is that beautiful sound?"

drew my dear Charlotte for @podcastgirlsweek day 1! 💓

[still image and alternate colours under the cut]

[tieflyng]

i almost broke out in tears at a coffee shop after my first appointment with my new therapist

[ghostmaggie]

most traumatizing part of the terrible influence tour was me asking my sister if i was truly on the upper echelon of the dnp demographic age spectrum because i thought i couldn't possibly be

and ten minutes later dan doing a bit about millennials and putting out a call for "anyone 27 or older" that was answered by me and like. TWO OTHER PEOPLE

[fagqueer]

happy anniversary to an entire night where the memes were so good i felt like i was on molly, no one ever has or ever will do it like supernatural

[worminthewood]

Going outside in just a t shirt and shorts is AWFUL. I feel naked!!! I feel like an undercover cop!!! There was a goth girl on the bus and I couldn't bring myself to tell her I love her outfit bc (again) I LOOKED LIKE AN UNDERCOVER COP. WE NEED A NUCLEAR WINTER I SWEAR TO GOD

[redfacedpalindrome]

i know this is a solely formula one dedicated blog but i just needed to do a little bit of a word vomit.

i got waitlisted for the master's i applied for at oxford today, and i know that should feel like neutral or maybe mildly positive because i haven't lost out on the opportunity yet and also it's oxford but i still can't help but feel like a failure. i have another year before i go to medical school and i've been so burnt out for the past 6 months that i never really figured out what to do with it. and now, it feels like it's already too late to do something worthwhile with it. it feels like my peers already had it figured out ages ago, and i just let the ball drop.

i was really hoping the oxford master's would come through because (1) i actually thought it was the coolest course ever and (2) i could stop freaking out about it but i guess it just wasn't in the cards right now. there's just this bitterness that comes with realizing that if everyone in my year goes on to better things in better environments and i'm left right where i've always been, i'll only have myself to blame. and when trying is all you can do, not trying hard enough feels pretty bad.

[strangewonderful]

hi friends! i was gonna be active this afternoon, actually had big plans and a list to get done(!), but the gym needs me to come in tonight instead so i'm afraid i won't be around today or probably much of the week. i got some messages that i'm gonna try to reply to on the train, we'll see

[lelianaslefthand]

not to bring fandom wank over here from twitter but i just saw a tweet about bioware and dlcs that had a bunch of replies begging for veilguard dlcs... baby who's gonna write it?? trick weekes one person show??? be so serious with me rn