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We end this series just as we started... with Murdoc and Ace together again, eager to embark on their next big adventure. Wherever they end up, only they will know. I wish them the best, there is so much ahead of them and they are just getting started.
You all have been wonderful, this has been an unforgettable experience. Thank you. I have more thoughts, but I will be sharing them on the index.
Stay safe and I hope to see you again soon!
#The Starling AU#Book 3 Requiem of Tartarus#book 3 chapter 11#comic#fan comic#myart#Gorillaz#Powerpuff Girls#Ace Copular#Murdoc Niccals#Acedoc#Gangreen Gang#Snake#Lil Arturo#Big Billy#Grubber
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what do you think Jack's flaws are? I believe that one of them is that he tends to idealize people like Leona he doesn't see the unpleasant sides of people.
Real quick, wanted to thank @/tinyfantasminha for taking the time to share their thoughts with me + give me some ideas on where to look for supplemental Jack lore ^^
I won't be going out of my way to make a list of all his flaws due to the reasons cited in this post. However, I'm going to discuss the idea posed by this anon. I don't know if I'd phrase it as "[Jack] doesn't see the unpleasant sides of people". I actually think the contrary: Jack is often suspicious and unwilling to trust others. This is particularly true for Octavinelle (see: book 3, Jack Labwear vignettes, etc.), but also extends to the general student populace, as he prefers to work alone. Jack does have more leniency towards his Savanaclaw senpais, Ruggie and especially Leona, but they're exceptions and not the rule. I think Jack would ideally like to have honorable senpai to look up to, but ideals are very different than what life handed him. Additionally, I don't think Jack has a habit of idealizing (like Kalim or Silver, who are oblivious to red flags and/or choose to think the best of their peers) or idolizing others (like Sebek does Malleus), at least not to the same extremes as some of his classmates do.
Back to Jack’s feelings about his Savanaclaw senpai for a moment. He first saw Leona on TV before ever meeting the guy, so it’s very possible that Jack formed a parasocial attachment to him and projected his own just ideals onto this stranger. That’s not uncommon or unexpected behavior for a preteen or teenager, who’s still trying to get a sense for their own identity and their place in the world. When he actually meets Leona, Jack is then taken aback by reality being totally different than his expectations.
Though Jack claims to operate as a lone wolf, he respects and adheres to pact hierarchy very strictly. In his own dorm uniform vignettes, he expresses that he believes Ruggie is Savanaclaw’s second-in-command and goes out of his way to try and earn Ruggie’s trust. Even when Ruggie says it’s annoying or acts suspicious of his junior, Jack persists like a wolf on the hunt. And that’s the thing about Jack: he is stubborn, and that can lead to problems, especially if others are involved. In his attempts to help out Ruggie, he’s being overbearing. By trying to do everything on his own, he’s potentially shouldering more work and shutting his peers out. That’s part of Jack’s brand of NRC pride—all the students have it to some degree.
Jack’s real fatal flaw is that he’s too judgmental. I already mentioned earlier how he tends to be very suspicious of others, but Jack also has a tendency to see things “as they are” and is inflexible with his thinking. Like… he sees things as very face value. He sees Leona ordering Savanaclaw mobs to injure other students? Automatically goes, “that’s wrong!!” based on his own moral compass, doesn’t ask himself “why might they be doing this?”. He also assumes Leona is acting out of cowardice or just isn’t “trying hard enough”. This is a behavior Jack exhibits in other situations too. For example, he laughs when Leona talks about the honorable lessons he’s supposed to grant to the Sunset Warriors (implying he doesn’t see Leona as honorable). He calls Vil an “old man” when everyone returns from S.T.Y.X. He expresses surprise when people he thought were twigs at a glance (Silver, Azul, etc.) are actually muscular or are at least making efforts to bulk up. This all makes Jack come off as blunt or, at worst (unintentionally) callous or insensitive.
I know this is technically a post about Jack’s flaws, but I think it’s pretty admirable that he consistently apologizes when he’s wrong and tries to learn or to make up for it. He willing worked in the Mostro Lounge to replace Jade’s wood ear mushroom that he accidentally disposed of (Labwear vignettes). He realizes townsfolk find him physically intimidating so he tries to take customer service training to be friendlier (Port Wear vignettes). He tries to protect child!Vil but learns that Vil can protect himself. There are countless other examples—and for a first year, he is remarkably mature in genuinely owning up to his mistakes and striving to be better next time.
I guess I’ll leave you with that ^^ just so we can end this post positively!
#disney twst#disney twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland#Jack Howl#Leona Kingscholar#Ruggie Bucchi#Savanaclaw#notes from the writing raven#question#book 7 chapter 11 part 2 spoilers#book 7 spoilers#jack dorm uniform vignette spoilers#tamashina mina spoilers#jack port wear vignette spoilers#book 5 spoilers#Vil Schoenheit#Kalim Al-Asim#Silver#Sebek Zigvolt#Malleus Draconia#book 3 spoilers#Jack labwear vignette spoilers#Octavinelle#book 2 spoilers#Azul Ashengrotto#book 6 spoilers
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Thinking about how the extent of Tedros and Agatha’s relationship problems is them rehashing the same insecurities for 6 books and could have easily been resolved if Sophie had LET THEM BREATHE FOR TWO CONSECUTIVE MINUTES
#i love them#but come ON#the version of sge without Sophie is like 3 chapters long#the fall I love in the first book and for some GODFORSAKEN REASON they can’t be happy until book 6????#ask me about the alternate ending to sge 1 I wrote in 11 grade#tedros of camelot#tedros/agatha#sge agatha#agatha of gavaldon#sge Sophie#tagatha#the school for good and evil#sge#sge tedros#sophie of gavaldon
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Shadow and Bone- Chapters 3, 4, 14 & 22
Siege and Storm- Chapters 4, 22 & 23
We might not know what do Shadow Summoners summon, since it doesn't have anything to do with light, but apparently it has its own sound effects.
Or someone does them just for the show.
But hey- it certainly runs in the family- mommy dearest does it too:
Ruin and Rising- Chapter 11
#Grishaverse#The Darkling#Shadow Summoners#Baghra Morozova#grishanalyticritical#S&B Chapter 3#S&B Chapter 4#S&B Chapter 14#S&B Chapter 22#S&S Chapter 4#S&S Chapter 22#S&S Chapter 23#R&R Chapter 11#V#Grisha trilogy#Shadow and Bone (book)#Siege and Storm#Ruin and Rising#books#quotes#Leigh Bardugo
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So skarmory not being able to fly: is that a species thing in your universe? Or is it just Lockheed being conditioned/how they were raised: being told oh earthens can't fly. Or will that be revealed later?
Yeah it's a species thing in FYRverse. Skarmory is just a flightless bird. Which is hilarious cause Lockheed knew fly in-game.
#fyr ask#fyr ask raffle#the flightless bird thing was a spur of the moment decision in scripting chapter 11#my brain was like “wouldnt it be funny if he couldnt fly”#this thankfully helps w something in book 3 so it works out
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sometimes the first 10 chapters of ur book add up to 50k. and that's okay
#i mean this includes both prologues and 2 (?) i think dream chapters but like#for reference the whole thing is slated to clock out at 50-60 chapters (off count bc dreams) lmfao#unsure how this will math into my desired 175k but we will find out i guess. and if it ends up being 250k again so be it#a book is a book is a book#elia txts#sr blogging#NEXT CHAPTER we get the completed main cast btw lmao#i mean the core core (lucie/cait/raiu) are introduced by chapter 3#but actual travel constellation ft. leah and also avery (against her will) is chapter 11#i am beyond excited to enter the phase again where every chapter is a countdown to faye. countdown to belle. countdown to beach arc#writing is the most fun a girl can have send tweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I wish my 18 year old self told me NOT to read ASTOM again!!!!!
#idk how I’ve handled this 11 years ago#but rn it’s killing me#I’m on chapter 19 and I can’t take it anymore#still need to finish this and 3 more awful horrible painful chapters#I hate it#I hate it I hate it#nobody deserves to read this#I hate the author#I hate this books#asotm#a splitting of the mind
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Chapter 11 of I'll look after you||next chapter is up on wattpad I've only got one more chapter to do and then I'm on book 3!!! Oh wow 😲
#wattpad#fanfic#the walking dead#negan smith#twd simon#rick grimes#daryl dixon#twd michonne#steven ogg#jeffrey dean morgan#dinner party#andrew lincoln#chapter 11#my characters#my own character#leaving home#community#Nearly in book 3
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Mayhem kicking Cuphead's butt lol
This time i gave her ✨stockings✨ which is absent whenever i draw her
Mayhem doing hand-to-hand combat is actually pretty cool tbh (i really hope to get to see more of Mayhem fighti--)
#its chin actually--#inky mystery#inkymystery#babitim#bendy and boris in the inky mystery#mayhem#cuphead#fanart#sirensea#this doodle made me rethink of my mayhem theories so i went back to some chapters of books 10-11 so i can revise them XD#also this made me remember my lil ship of Mayhem x Notcup :3#happy to occasionally doodle IM
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gonna start my dft propaganda spreading with YOU congratulations
have you read dysfunctional family therapy...........it's like if buddy daddies had a manga.........it's so cute.........
Oh no... Oh no, Bee, what have you done? T^T
Well, guess I know how I'm going to spend my weekend!
THIS BETTER ACTUALLY BE CUTE AND NOT HEARTBREAKING BECAUSE I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN!!
#Tbh I think I have liked a post MONTHS ago about someone saying it's like BD but I haven't had time to check it out#The name rings a bell#I can find 11 chapters up til now is that right?#*cracks fingers* my Saturday is booked!#Replies#Also Hi Bee!!! <3
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TM GAME TOURNAMENT MAGAZINE ANNOUNCEMENT 11 PART 03
Written By: Neng Hong Lam Date Written: April 23, 2025
Table of Contents: Introduction Part 01-09 Step By Step Long Journey To Acceptance And Forgiveness Part 05 Chapter 01 [1.] My Repressed Memories [2.] Miscellaneous Cases On Writing For Animation [3.] PTTS 31 Sexiest Women In the World A. Recaps On The Austere Correction Argument B. How Did I Came Upon The Sexiest Women In The World? C. Mesa College Performance Art Class D. Back To the Sexiest Women Step By Step Long Journey To Acceptance And Forgiveness Part 06 Chapter 01 Continue [4.] Tormented Repetition Revisited A. Want It To Be Brief And To The Point B. Current Status Quo On the Tormented Repetition [5.] Repressed Memories Versus Vagabond [6.] Diablo 3 And Video Game [7.] PTTS 31 Sexiest Women In the World 2025 Results
Tormented Repetition Revisited
Want It To Be Brief And To The Point
In the Introduction section, "How To Deal With Tormented Repetition", I wrote about the Tormented Repetition in my life. In this section, I'm going to revisit it again.
Tormented Repetition could also be tormented thoughts. The following are my tormented thoughts:
[Tormented Thoughts Begin]
The bad lucks and adversities in my life make my life like I'm going against the current. What if I could live a life without going against the current?
Even though, I have been posting PTTS posts at tumblr.com for many years starting from December 2016. It is like my fulltime job. Also, I don't receive money from any companies or anyone. Yet, I'm concern about people want to stop me from posting the PTTS posts. Or, I'm very confused about why I don't have any feedback on the PTTS posts I posted up.
What if posting PTTS posts is my official fulltime job? What if people give me supports on posting PTTS posts? What if I'm connected with my community and know what my community think about the PTTS posts?
[Tormented Thoughts End]
The little things in life. Inviting a relative or friend over for dinner. Not thinking about the little things in life and see that those little things in life is my daily life.
I would argues that a person could have a successful career and life involving the following establishments: Empty Handed Combat, TM Game Tournament, Video Game, and Sexy Women.
To further this argument, I have first place championship, management, history, commitment, and development to support myself on those listed establishments.
What happen if I don't bring up No Middle Ground Argument and Austere Correction Argument? Would people use those arguments against me?
Why I have to deal with those arguments and other arguments? Why can I have a successful career and life?
Beside those arguments and other arguments, I'm tormented by the following: I'm supposed to tell people to not get into an Empty Handed Combat fight. To not join the TM Game Tournament. To not play Video Game. And, to not look at Sexy Women.
What happen I got blamed for telling people to not get into Empty Handed Combat fights, to not join the TM Game Tournament, to not play Video Game, and to not look at Sexy Women? It is because of those blames, I'm very confused about my life?
I struggle so hard and try so hard to not fall behind in life and to be successful in life, but why the no feedback happen to me and why the very confusing happen to me?
Because of the discouragements, I felt like when I started posting PTTS posts I been saying the following: The odds is against me, so I'm not going to get far in life. Nothing ever going to change. There are many people like me who couldn't beat their odds. But, I want to give myself that break that I been struggling my whole life. Even if I'm not going to beat the odds against me. But, I could die knowing that I didn't gave up and struggle until my last breath of life.
Because of the no feedback, I felt like those things I just said. I haven't said enough. Yet, I have started posting PTTS posts starting on December 2016. This mean I have been saying those things for around 9 years of time.
Current Status Quo On the Tormented Repetition
Breathe. Take a breath of air. "The world is not created to tormented me daily. The world is not created to tormented me daily."
No matter what a person have done in his or her life-time. I don't think the world is created to torment a person daily.
Yesterday (4/22/2025), after being on #1 Adult Computer in North Clairemont Branch Library from 12:00 PM to 7:45 PM. Basically, while I was on that computer, my focus was to have the results on PTTS 31 Sexiest Women In the World. Even though, I was rushing the whole time, but I was able to completed the selection and have the results.
When I got back to my house, it is already passed 8:00 PM. I would argues the following is not what I want:
I want don't want to be tormented daily.
I don't want to have no chance to ever be anywhere near those sexiest women in the world.
Yet, why I work so hard on the PTTS 31 Sexiest Women In the World if I will never be anywhere close to them?
Basically, I just don't want to not be tormented by those thoughts. Because I work very hard on it not be tormented by it.
Because of those tormented thoughts, so after I ate my dinner. I watched a video on Kagney Linn Carter having her masturbation. She would take off her clothes and touching herself. Then, having masturbation.
I have no feedback on the PTTS posts I have been posting up at tumblr.com. What if I'm not important in my community? Why am I being judged for watching the masturbation video?
The argument is I could watch a Super Hero TV Series episode(s).
Masturbation video mean that there are not a lot of hopes in the world. People only care about themselves.
Super Hero TV Series video mean that there are hopes in the world. There are people who are doing good deeds in their community.
Last night (04/22/2025), I'm exhausted and I want a break from my tormented thoughts. So, I watched a masturbation video. I watched that masturbation video to not think too much about the tormented thoughts. And, get ready to go sleep.
Every little things in my life seem like it could be lead to an argument.
In "It is Okay To Have A Little Bit of Hope? Part 01-07", basically I just wanted to ask it is okay to watch a TV Series that have Comic Book Super Hero? But, I couldn't get myself to ask that question. I really thought by Part 07, I could get myself to ask that question. Example: Why am I such a big loser that need to find hope from a TV Series that have Comic Book Super Hero?
Back to that line above, "The world is not created to torment me daily."
Negative Thoughts: What if the world is using me as an example to make a point? This point could be politic, religion, and business? Example: A person who is not connected with his or her community will be a failure. Torment me will make this point more convincing.
Positive Thoughts: I would argues that I want to have positive thoughts. So, I would argues that there are good deeds in my community. The good deeds could mean what if it is a good deed from my community for people to not leave me feedback on my PTTS posts at tumblr.com, because I have been facing a lot of bad lucks and adversities in my life? Example: Feedbacks could lead to criticisms. Criticisms would create more bad lucks and adversities in my life.
I would argues yes it would be a goal to achieve for people to leave me feedbacks on my PTTS posts. Better than feedbacks would be people making a donation with a little of money to help me out.
But, what if the no feedback on my PTTS posts mean I'm not connected with my community? If I relies on the feedbacks and donation, then I'm giving myself false hope. False hope mean believe in something that will never happen.
One feedback on my PTTS post could save me a lot of troubles. Help me out a lot.
Conspiracy 01: This conspiracy is I'm dirty and I'm lying to myself. Because augmentation/adjustment have happen to me. This augmentation/adjustment want me to clean my history. So, to go with this augmentation/adjustment I want to clean my history by pointing out that I have never been around sexy women before. At the same time, around 2013, there are evidences that 2 police officers looked through my backpack inside the San Diego Mesa College campus and found a folder filled with nude women pictures.
Conspiracy 02: This conspiracy is I'm watching Comic Book Super TV Series to have a little bit of hope in my life. Also, I think that Conspiracy 01 won't happen to me.
"7-11" convenient stores. Bookstores. A lot of magazine stands in general. Sell magazines that have sexy nude women pictures.
Category 01: Clean history. Comic Book Super Hero TV Series.
Category 02: Sexy nude women pictures. Sexy nude women masturbation videos.
Back to the Austere Correction Argument. It is the moment I saw a sexy nude women picture and/or sexy nude women masturbation video, I no longer could talk about clean history. And/or Comic Book Super Hero TV Series?
I would argues because I have accumulated 199 First Places in the TM Game Tournaments. Also, I served 4 years as the club president of Mesa Multimedia Club. So I thought that Austere Correction Argument and No Middle Ground Argument only happen to people who have status.
Because of this argument, so it is hard for me to believe that it could happen to me who have no feedback on my PTTS posts.
If it doesn't happen to me, then I watched Comic Book Super Hero TV Series. Or, I watched sexy women masturbation videos. Don't matter. Vice-versa, if it does happen to me, then I watched Comic Book Super Hero TV Series. Or, I watched sexy women masturbation videos. Do matter.
The argument is if I'm wealthy then those nude sexy women will find me. And, want to have sex with me. Vice-versa, if I'm poor and have a lot of bad lucks in my life. Then, I'm watching a sexy woman masturbation video could create problems in my life. And/or lead to arguments against me.
I would argues that it is a trap. Or, a torment. Because I have no incomes. No feedback. Very confused with my connection with my community. To post up PTTS posts at tumblr.com.
Why I can't have incomes? Why I can's have feedbacks? Why I have to be very confused?
Would the police officers listen to what I have to says? Would the city officials listen to what I have to says? Do I matter in the city of San Diego or am I not important for the officials to listen to what I have to says?
A brief recaps on the arguments against creating PTTS on 2012. In the later on chapters of this healing process. I will have more details on becoming the founder of PTTS and establishing the PTTS.
On 2008, the argument is me and club vice-president of Mesa Multimedia Club, Rebeca Karcz. Are big losers. But, me and her want to fit in our society and live our life.
I met her when I got elected to be club president of Mesa Multimedia Club on 2008. So, the argument is big loser meet big loser.
Whenever me and her having club meeting, meeting in general, or just talking in the phone in general. I would argues to her that I'm a survivor. I could find ways to live as affordable as I can. The Mesa College cafeteria most affordable food is bean burrito. Which cost 50 cents. During rush hours and very busy schedule and no time to buy affordable foods at the grocery stores. I could survive with bean burritos. There are times she would try to argues back with her ways of finding to live even more affordable than my affordable ways.
I buy my foods at Costco warehouse store. So, I get those foods at wholesale prices. But, Costco membership fee is around $50 for about 6 months of time. Food cooking, food storage, and meal management in general. Is more important than buying food for affordable prices.
The following line: "Come on think about it bean burritos for a week, can you beat that?"
After that line she usually would give me a break and won't argues back. I think maybe she could vibe that I know how to cook very delicious cuisine recipes. So, living off bean burritos is very hard for me.
Me and her having those arguments, because I'm like her boss, because I have the club president position. And, she have the club vice-president position. So, I wanted to give her my reasons why I get to be at a higher position than her.
To me and her, me and her going through those very tough struggles to fit in the society. But, the argument is why me and her is struggling so hard to be club president and club vice-president for, does me and her have to have those positions?
This argument would lead to me and her is wasting our time to be club president and club vice-president. Because when the club presidency and club vice-presidency end, me and her going to be back to not able to fit in the society. Not able to fit in the society would be argued as the following: Big losers. Rejects/outcasts. Not important. And, so on.
I would argues if I show conformity and accepted the end of my club presidency. Prepared to be a big loser again. Then, the world would not be too harsh on me being a big loser again. As for her, I want to have positive thoughts about her. Those positive thoughts mean that she don't have to be a big loser again.
In summary, the 4 years as club president is a very tough struggle. But, I have to act like it is very fun. I have a great time. Also, the end of the club presidency is very upsetting to me. But, I have to act like I'm very happy that the club presidency have come to an end.
So happen on December 2011 when my club presidency ended. My workplace, Marshalls stop assigning hours for me to work. I received a sequence of some Negative Feedbacks on my ebay account (Online Store). The ebay policy is you could only clear 1 Negative Feed per month. I didn't have enough time to clear those Negative Feedbacks, so I was forced to deleted my ebay account. My half account is shared with my ebay account. So, when I deleted one account both accounts is deleted.
My Mesa College Game Development class group members have left the group, so I have to work on the group project by myself. The group project is equivalent to the Final Exam. Final Exam mean is the most important test. It is usually about 50% of your grade.
On January 2012, because of the accumulated problems in my life, so I thought my life can't be any worse. So, I self-proclaimed myself as became the founder of PTTS (Planet-wide Tournament Tip Session).
My thoughts are my situation and my life can't get any worse.
The following are arguments against creating PTTS:
[Begin]
So you thought life is tough. But, you have no idea what is despair. What you went through are pressures. Which you interpreted as bad lucks. Can't handle the pressures got turn into bad lucks.
Now, we will create so much arguments against you. You will know the meaning of despair. You are in so much despair, you going to wish you were back on January 2012. Which you called your life can't get any worse.
[End]
It is very tormenting thoughts. Because the arguments against creating PTTS want to make my life can't get any worse into my dream.
I would argues that me and Rebecca might be big losers. But, we don't deserve to be treated like this. Nobody deserve to be treated like this.
What happen me and her didn't get elected as club president and club vice-president and I didn't became the founder of PTTS, would my life not became nightmares?
Is there nothing worthwhile about being club president and founder of PTTS?
Have my life always been like giving big loser a chance and never like my achievements have pay off?
Back to the opening paragraph in the Introduction of "Leading Students Redemption" documentary. The world is not the Red Cross foundation, Salvation Army, Catholic Relief Service, and foundation in general to help people. But the world is not created to torment me daily.
I would argues the facts does show a lot of children in the Third World Countries die from famine and poverty each years. From these facts, because I was immigrated from a Third World Country, so I could be one those children in the Third World Countries who die from famine and poverty if the USA didn't help me out.
From this argument, why save me, then torment me to death? If I'm going to be tormented to death, then would it be better just left me in the Third World Country and let fate decided if I could survive the famine and poverty or not?
Not giving me a chance would be the worst thing that could happen to me. Giving me a chance would be tormenting Third World Country child to death. And, tormenting a big loser to death.
Why use Austere Correction Argument and No Middle Ground Argument against me when I'm not important or inferior Third World Country child?
Why not first elected me to be an official, then use those Austere Correction Argument and No Middle Ground Argument against me?
Is giving big losers a chance help out those big losers or make those big losers life into nightmares?
Repressed Memories Versus Vagabond
In this content the word, Vagabond mean the following: A person don't care about conventional standards, political correctness, and norm in general in the society. That person is unrestrained and undisciplined. Do whatever he or she want. Don't care what people see of them.
I didn't accumulated 199 First Places in the TM Game Tournaments, because I was lucky. It is because of mind over matter. Example: Who am I teaching the concept of mind over matter to? It is the people who want me to be a failure and don't care about whatever I said?
It is easier to says weak mind doesn't get far in life. If the argument is my mind is weak, then I already beat the odds. Because I live until now, I'm 41 years old.
What I wanted says is I have used mind over matter to keep me from talking about My Repressed Memories.
I would argues that I'm not going to last long with the pressures for not talking about My Repressed Memories. Because sooner or later I'm going to felt that those pressures is the same as I have talked about My Repressed Memories.
I would argues even though, because I want to succeed in life, so I have to know how to deal with pressures. But, I think it is better to be wealthy without any pressures in life. Than, have zero power and have a lot of pressures in life.
I'm going to keep at: If I got passed the problems in my life and the arguments against me could destroy me. Then, soon the pressures for not talking about My Repressed Memories will destroy me.
This mean I don't have much hope in my life. The "Step By Step" and "Long Journey" is to try to have a little bit of hope.
I would argues if I could have a clean death. Then, I able to have a little bit of dignity. Because after I looked through the problems in my life. And, the arguments against me. More or less, there have been a lot of problems in my life. I rather not piss off myself by complaining about it.
I would argues the world and people see me as a time bomb about to explode. As for me, I don't want to blame myself and hate myself for what is happening to me such as being forced to becomes a time bomb about to explode.
The worse is I would be made into an example. People would made me explode. Then, while I'm exploding. I would be lynched by the people.
I would argues because my PTTS Posts have no feedback. So, the following is my goal: To have a PTTS post feedback saying that I have zero power that is why I have no feedback.
In a world-wide struggle for world domination. Then, there is no middle ground. And, people would look at the Austere Correction Argument.
The argument is you could barely have the little things in life and do the daily activities. Why would you bring up No Middle Ground Argument and Austere Correction Argument?
The mind over matter keep telling me. It is a trap. Defending Champion supposed to be a celebration where ever I go. Not a time bomb about to explode.
In conclusion, I'm not going to last long would argued as I want some changes to happen to me. "Step By Step" And "Long Journey" would argued as even after many years later when I have grew into an old man nothing ever going to change.
Diablo 3 And Video Game
Last week (04/16/2025), I started writing about the video games I'm currently playing. The following is what I have got so far:
[Writing From Last Week Begin]
Diablo 3 Reaper of Souls Expansion have 6 classes. So far I have created 4 characters. Each of the 4 characters are in different classes. To have all 6 classes, I need to create 2 more characters. This mean I need to create a character for Witch Doctor class and a character for Monk class. The Monk class character would be Azusa from the World of MTG (Magic The Gathering) Multiverse. Azusa have black hair. The female Monk class have white hair.
As for Witch Doctor class, I don't come upon a lot of female Witch Doctor. The following are characters could be argued as in the Witch Doctor class: Akasha Queen of Pain from Warcraft 3: DOTA, Queen of Death from Golden Axe: Beast Rider, Sylea from Champions: Return To Arms, Sindel from Mortal Kombat, and Lucretia from Kingdom Under Fire: The Crusaders.
I haven't play Kingdom Under Fire: The Crusaders before. I played Warcraft 3: DOTA the most among those listed titles. So, I'm going with Akasha as the female Witch Doctor.
I haven't receive a donation to replace my not working camcorder. So, I'm not going to able to record my Diablo 3 walkthrough video. Unless, I find another way beside using my camcorder to record my video game walkthrough.
Since my Demon Hunter class (Valkyrie) and Wizard class (Alicia) have reached the maximum level, 70. So, I'm going to play those 2 characters to collect Paragon Points for all the characters in my account. The Paragon Points will help boost up the characters' attributes. In addition, I could collect high level jewelries. Same as the Paragon Points, the high level jewelries will help boost up the character's attributes.
This mean I'm going to played those 2 characters for a bit longer. Then, I'll begin the Witch Doctor class (Akasha) and the Monk class (Azusa).
The following is how I came up with the names for the first 4 characters:
The name Valkyrie is from the advertisement art in the video game magazines of Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria video game. That advertisement art shown Alicia rising her sword and she have a very sad expression on her face. That same art inspired me to create the character, Valkyrie Mistygardia in the fantasy novels I'm writing. That is how I came up with the name Valkyrie for the Demon Hunter class. Coincidentally, during my childhood years, my father bought me a high-tech imported transformer action figure. That transformer action figure is called Super Valkyrie.
The name Alicia is from Alicia Claus in Bullet Witch video game. Alicia in Bullet Witch could be argued as Demon Hunter class or Wizard class. That is where I came upon the name, Alicia. Later on, I found out that Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria advertisement art is Alicia. Alicia Claus from Bullet Witch inspired me to create the character Queen Alicia Rayhart in the fantasy novels I'm writing. That is how I came up with the name Alicia for the Wizard class.
The name Tyris is from Tyris Flare in Golden Axe: Beast Rider video game. Tyris Flare is Barbarian class in Golden Axe. That is how I came up with the name Tyris for the Barbarian class.
The name Elspeth is from Elspeth Tirel in the World of MTG (Magic The Gathering) Multiverse. Based on my TM Game Tournament experience, I think the TM Game players would voted that MTG is the most popular Trading Card Game Tournament. From the MTG advertisement art, she is leading an army of crusaders. She is made into a fairly expensive MTG card. That is how I came up with the name Elspeth for the Crusader class.
[Writing From Last Week End]
Brief Thoughts On Video Game
In "Begging For Mercy (Introduction Part 04)", I wrote that during my childhood years while talking with siblings, friends, neighbors, and classmates about video games. In those talks, we believe that people could have a career playing video games for living. Example1: Playing video games could be an official job. Example2: You could have fun playing video games. At the same time, you getting paid for playing video games.
In the Austere Correction Argument, the moment you purchase your first video game system your life is finish. Finish mean you will live a miserable life as a failure filled with regrets.
Compare my childhood video game thoughts and the Austere Correction Argument, there is a dramatic different.
In this section, I just wanted to point out about the video games I'm currently playing. In the later on chapters, I will write in details about my video game history. One last thing, "Diablo 3" is not the only video game I'm currently playing.
PTTS 31 Sexiest Women In the World 2025 Results
The number next to the name indicate the placement of my preference of the sexiest women. Example: 1 = first place. 2 = second place. And, so on.
North America
Movie Star: 1. Charlize Theron, 2. Camilla Belle, 3. Alexa Davalos, 4. Denise Richards, 5. Nicole Kidman, 6. Kate Beckinsale, 7. Gemma Arterton, 8. Catherine Zeta Jones, 9. Izabella Scorupco, 13. Natalie Portman, 14. Monica Bellucci, 15. Megan Fox, 16. Jennifer Connelly, 17. Monica Potter, 18. Haley Bennett, 19. Gina Gershon, 20. Salma Hayek
Idol Singer: 10. Ashley Tisdale, 11. Britney Spears, 12. Christina Aguilera
Europe & Asia
Movie Star: 21. Athena Chu, 22. Zhang Ziyi, 23. Maggie Cheung, 24. Joey Wong, 25. Zhoa Wei (Victoria), 26. Cecilia Cheung
Idol Singer: 31. Hayley Westenra, 27. Charlotte Church, 28. Alan Dawa Dolma, 29. Alizee Jacotey, 30. Aishwary Rai
The following is a summarization of the overall problems in "PTTS 31 Sexiest Women In the World" section:
Because it is based more on my preference without a lot of history on those sexiest women, so I would argues it is vague/shallow.
There are some sexy women pictures I collected many years ago. Example: I collected Alizee Jacotey pictures around 2005.
I been busy doing the things in my schedule, so some of the sexiest women on the list. I don't have time to look into their history, documentaries, and interviews.
In addition to #1-3, I would argues that I have been rushing, because of my busy schedule. Also, it would have been easier if I'm getting paid and it is my career.
If you are interested in knowing sexy women that have video game game character role. And/or, sexy women that have comic book character role. Then, read the following:
Sexy Women that have video game character role
Adelaide Clemens, Heather Morris (Silent Hill: Revelation) Gemma Arterton, Princess Tamina (Prince of Persia) (Also one of the sexiest women) Olivia Wilde, Quorra (Tron: Legacy) Beau Garrett, Gem (Tron: Legacy) Malgorzata Foremniak, Ash (Avalon) Milla Jovovich, Alice (Resident Evil Movie Series) Sienna Guillory, Jill Valentine (Resident Evil Movie Series) Ali Larter, Claire Redfield (Resident Evil Movie Series) Bridgette Wilson, Sonya Blade Sandra Hess, Sonya Blade (Mortal Kombat: Annihilation) Jessica McNamee, Sonya Blade (Mortal Kombat) Talisa Soto, Kitana (Mortal Kombat: Annihilation) Musetta Vander, Sindel (Motal Kombat: Annihilation) Kristinna Loken, Bloodrayne (Bloodrayne) Sarah Carter, Helena Douglas (Dead Or Alive) Devon Aoki, Kasumi (Dead Or Alive) Natassia Malthe, Ayane (Dead Or Alive) Jaime Pressly, Tina Armstrong (Dead Or Alive) Holly Valance, Christie (Dead Or Alive) Kelly Overton, Christie Monteiro (Tekken) Candice Hillebrand, Nina Williams (Tekken) Marian Zapico, Anna Williams (Tekken) Kristin Kreuk, Chun-Li (Street Fighter) Paula Patton, Gorona Halforcen (Warcraft) Zoe McLelan, Marina Pretensa (Dungeons & Dragons) Angelina Jolie, Lara Croft (Tomb Raider) Emmy Rossum, Bulma (Dragonball Evolution (2009) Movie)
Sexy Women that have Comic Book character role
DC Comics Camren Bicondova, Selina Kyle Catwoman (Gotham TV Series) Peyton List, Poison Ivy Pamela Isley (Gotham TV Series) Chelsea Spack, Kristin Kringle (Gotham TV Series) Emily Bett Richards, Felicity Smoak (Arrow TV Series) Katie Cassidy, Laurel Lance Black Canary (Arrow TV Series) Jessica De Gouw, Helena Bertinell Huntress (Arrow TV Series) Ashley Scott, Helena Bertinell Huntress (Birds of Prey TV Series) Helen Slater, Kara Zorel Supergirl (Supergirl Movie) Melissa Benoist, Kara Zorel Supergirl (Supergirl TV Series) Gal Gadot, Diana Wonder Woman (Wonder Woman Movie) Lynda Carter, Diana Wonder Woman (Wonder Woman TV Series) Marvel Comics Kirsten Dunst, Mary Jane Watson (Spider-Man) Bryce Dallas Howard, Gwen Stacy (Spider-Man) Jennifer Garner, Elektra Natchios (Elektra) Scarlett Johansson, Natasha Romanoff Black Widow (Avengers) January Jones, Emma Frost White Queen (X-Men: Origin) Jennifer Lawrence, Mystique (X-Men: Origin) Rebecca Romiji-Stamos, Mystique (X-Men) Anna Paquin, Anna Marie Rouge (X-Men) Famke Janssen, Jean Grey Pheonix (X-Men) Kelly Hu, Yuriko Oyama Lady Deathstrike (X-Men) Halle Berry, Ororo Munroe Storm (X-Men) Malin Akerman, Laurie Jupiter Silk Spectre II (Watchmen) Carla Gugino, Sally Jupiter Silk Spectre (Watchmen) Other Emily Browning, Babydoll (Sucker Punch) Abbie Cornish, Sweet Pea (Sucker Punch) Jena Malone, Rocket (Sucker Punch) Vanessa Hudgens, Blondie (Sucker Punch) Jamie Chung, Amber (Sucker Punch) Carla Gugino, Dr. Vera Gorski (Sucker Punch) Jeong Ji-Hyeon, Saya Kisaragi (Blood: The Last Vampire)
Last but not least, that is what I have. So, I will start working on creating the cover with the pictures of those sexiest women. If I receive feedback(s) on my PTTS posts and/or donation(s) to help me out. Then, I would argues it would really help me out.
"Step By Step Long Journey To Acceptance And Forgiveness Part 07" continue in TM Game Tournament Magazine Announcement 11 Part 04.
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alina had a crush on zoya fr. she was struck by her beauty
Alina should've been gay.
Maybe she even is, just so deep in the closet she fell out of Narnia on the other side.
Just go through the books looking for the right words:
Shadow and Bone- Chapter 3- all about Zoya
Shadow and Bone- Chapter 6- Genya's introduction
I won't bother with all of their descriptions, but Alina rarely forgets to mention how stunning Zoya and Genya are.
Shadow and Bone- Chapter 11
Who says she's jealous of Zoya? With some deeply embedded denial, since she's supposed to be her husband's donkey, she might mistake the target of her desire for the target of her jealousy.
Her attraction to Aleksander could be about their Bond and his properties of an amplifier. She's into Nikolai, when she's lonely, and he's available, and I don't think I have to delve into more detail regarding her great eternal love.
#reply#Grishaverse#Alina Starkov#Zoya Nazyalensky#Genya Safin#S&B Chapter 3#S&B Chapter 6#S&B Chapter 11#lesbian!Alina#lesbian!Alina Starkov#grishanalyticritical#Grisha trilogy#Shadow and Bone (book)#books#quotes#Leigh Bardugo
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Book 3 Chapter 11 - They Come to the Vale of Sweet Chestnuts
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Our adventurers find where they will be passing the winter.
Summary:
"Forsooth, dear friend, I spoke to thee that I might hear thy voice for the more part, and not mine, that was heard in the desert; but when I heard thee, I deemed that the world was yet alive for us to come back to."
When they went on their way the next morning, they found little change in the mountain pass, and they rode that terrible path the whole day without change. They stopped a little before nightfall at a place where there was water running out of the rocks, but nothing else to help them. Ralph was happy and helpful, and did his best to make their camp hospitable, and as they ate and rested, he said to Ursula: “Last night, you charmed me out of my gloom, but afterwards it was my voice that I heard all night, not yours. Now, it will be the other way around: I will ask you questions and listen to the sweetness of your voice.”
She laughed a little and said: “Indeed, dear friend, I spoke to you so that I would get to hear your voice, not mine, in the wilderness. When I heard your voice, I knew the world was alive and waiting for us to return to it.
He was silent for a while, his heart pierced by the sweetness of her words, and he would have spoken back to her as sweetly as a man can, but he feared her somewhat, that she would turn cold to him once more. Therefore, it seemed to him that he spoke roughly: “Nevertheless, my friend, I ask you to tell me of your old home, just as I told you last night about mine.”
“Yes,” she said, “gladly.” And immediately she began telling him about her life when she was little, and about her father and mother, and of her sister who had died, and her brother whom Ralph had seen at Bourton Abbas. She also told him about the young men who had pursued her, and she joked about them kindly and without malice, and she talked so sweetly and plainly that the wilderness once more became a familiar place to Ralph.
He took her hand in the dusk and said: “But my friend, what about the man for whom you were crying when I first met with you at Bourton Abbas?”
She said: “I will tell you plainly, as a friend might to a friend. Not three hours after you had left, I heard news of him, that neither death nor harm had come to him, and that his riderless horse and bloodied saddle were an attempt to mislead us so that none of the Abbot’s men would look for him, and he could do as he pleased. That is, he went and swore himself to the riders of the Burg of the Four Friths because he was tired of me and my people.[1] Furthermore, I must tell that I know now that when I was crying in front of you, it was partly for shame, because I had found out in my heart (though I tried to deny it), that I loved him only a little.”[2]
“All right,” said Ralph, “and when did you realize that?”
“Dear friend,” she said, “maybe I will tell you later, but for now I’ll hold my tongue.”
He laughed in delight at her, and soon they moved on from the topic.
Despite the terror of the wilderness and the lonely road, when Ralph laid down on his rocky bed, happiness wrapped itself around his heart. Although during all this he dared not kiss or touch her except very measuredly, as he did not think she would let him do much—nor would he ask to, though he knew he someday would.[3]
They rode that mountain pass for many days, though it was not as bad or dreadful as it had been at the beginning, because the road now and again opened into little valleys, where they found plenty of grass and clean water, and some trees. In these places, they took their much-needed rest, and refreshed themselves and their horses, gathered food, hunted, foraged fruit and nuts. Staying in these valleys was very pleasant to them.[4]
At last these valleys came more and more often, until it was pretty much all one valley, here and there interrupted by an outcropping, or narrowed by the mountainous walls, though they were never quite cut off. This valley was very high up, as though it were a trench in the great mountains. So they were glad that they had escaped from between those rock walls and could relax, and they never failed to find the signs along the way just as they had with the Sage, so they knew they were not being led astray.
After thirty days had passed since they had parted from the Sage,[5] and the days began to shorten and the nights grew long, when before noon one day, they came over a rugged outcropping and down into a much wider valley into which a huge thrust of rocks emerged from the high mountains, so that the northern half of the valley was nearly split in half by it. It was a grassy valley with a good river running through it, and on either side were great groves of tall sweet-chestnut and walnut trees, which were now ripe. They rejoiced as they rode into it, for they remembered that the Sage had told them of this place, and that their journey would pause here for a while. They were to stay there for the winter, because they could make bread from the chestnuts and there were plenty of walnuts, and many things to hunt as well.
So they crossed the river and went straight towards the rocky cliffs, having been directed there by the Sage, and there they found the mouth of a cavern marked by the sign of the sword and branch. So they knew that they had found where they would spend the winter, and they were happy. So they got off their horses and went into the cave. The entry was low and they had to crouch, but inside it was high and clean and sweet-smelling.
There they prepared their dwelling, doing all they could before winter came upon them. The day after they had come there, they began gathering the chestnuts, which they dried and made into meal; they also gathered the walnuts. During this, they hunted deer, both big and small, and Ralph killed (not without danger) two bears, of which there were many in the valley as they came into the valley to eat the nuts and berries. So they soon had a good store of pelts for their beds and winter clothing, which Ursula began working on skillfully, for she knew all about the art of needlework. So, to put it briefly, they had plenty of food and clothing.
Notes:
[1] This gives another reason for why Ursula didn’t go to the Burg (she previously said that she knew the people of the Burg and that they would mock her for seeking the Well). I doubt this plot point was in Morris’ head when he wrote the earlier part, but it all tracks.
[2] The original says “partly in despite,” which can refer to a number of negative emotions. I went with “shame” but I don’t think that quite fits. I think it’s more like how when you come to a hard realization about something personal, and that change hurts even though it’s for the best.
[3] “Touch” here and many places elsewhere (which I should have drawn attention to), is the verb “caress,” which I’ve avoided using because in modern English, the word seems very out-of-place and has connotations. At least to me, the common definition is something like “to touch and rub, to pet,” but in older language it meant “to touch affectionately,” including things like holding a hand, touching an arm, putting an arm around a shoulder. I’ll continue to use the word “touch” in its place, but keep this in mind that it’s non-sexual and non-creepy. As usual, anything I believe to be explicitly sexual I’ll point out and speculate on.
[4] Here is the first definite time-skip (the previous one being a vague reference to their travel to the mountains after the town before Goldburg, I think it was, though my reckoning of time still matched up with the later mentions). Here, 102 days into Ralph’s journey, we stop being able to keep an exact record of the date. When I eventually timeline all of this, I’ll have to estimate things.
[5] I don’t believe this “30 days” is meant to be exact, though it’s possible (regardless, even without it there’s an undeniable time-skip two paragraphs from now), in which case they arrive at the valley on November 1st.
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FIRST OF ALL- CAME BACK YEARS LATER TO FIND OUT MY QUESTION ABOUT NYA JOINING THE SHARK ARMY BECAME A FULL FLEDGED AU BRANCH WITH PLASMA AND NYA X OLIVIA CANON OMG JUMPING UP AND DOWN WITH EXCITEMENT
SECOND OF ALL, HOW DID I NOT REALIZE BOOK THREE HAS BEEN COMING OUT?! WHERE HAVE I BEEN?! OML IM SO EXCITED TO READ IT- YEARS WILL GO BY AND I WILL STILL TELL THE TALE OF LEGACYVERSE, THE GREATEST AU RETELLING IN ANY FANDOM
Years will go by and I, too, will still be probably telling the tale too ghhhhhhflsksks
BUT HEY BUD ITS BEEN AWHILE, GOOD TO SEE YA!!!! Can’t say I had a Shark!Nya resurgence on my bingo card! But I’m glad it happened (and that you got to see it, Ehehe)
#yaaaa we’re already 1/4th done with book 3#and chapter 11 is KICKING MY ASS but it’ll be coming soon!! or eventually!!!#but genuinely it is good to see you’re still kicking <3#ninjago#legacyverse#info tag#Shark!nya au
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A Starting Sentence a Day
"He still wore black, because she hadn't married him yet."
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A Starting Sentence a Day
"He still wore black, because she hadn't married him yet."
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