You already know that we don't want to get into this kind of stuff, but due to certain things that have happened recently in the fandom, we have the need to write this:
First of all, trolls clearly need attention, and they are getting what they want, one way or another. Don't pay attention to them, report them, block them, disable anonymous asks for a while or forever if necessary. The tags (equal parts bucktommy and buddie) are for enjoying what people like, not for filling them with hate or even "k*** urself". We ask everyone not to continue fueling this madness. You already know what you have to do to make your space, and the entire fandom, a safe place, regardless of your preferences. Try to be more empathetic, and put yourself in the shoes of others, and how you would feel reading certain things.
Sending hate to the other fandom, posting about what you don't like about the other, etc, will not make Tim, the actors or whoever, decide that you are right, that they will do what you want. That's not how it works. Tim will continue writing what he wants, it's his show, not ours. If he or the cast sees certain things, all you will get is the exact opposite of what you want.
And on a more personal note, using "k*** urself", csa, murder, etc, to harm others, has left me speechless. These things that some want are very problematic, and I'm sure they don't realize what they are really doing, so I hope that at some point they will open their eyes and make peace with themselves.
That said, we will continue doing what we have always done, enjoying 911, all the characters, the good things about the fandom, and hoping to be able to share and spread all the good things that you write and create.
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The Fight
Trying to pick up the pace a little bit, but I'm not very good at writing action so this might be a bit clunky. Please excuse me.
Mountain's Peak (Part 1)
Nepal Sanctum (Part 2)
Talk it out (Part 3)
In which we let it all out
Ramattra found his brother exactly where he expected to; Tucked away on the highest roof top of the Monastery's temples, an old withered place few monks visited simply for the egregious amount of single wide stairs clearly poorly placed by the original builders.
"Brother Mondatta is looking for you," Ramattra spoke with no worry of startling his brother, positive Zenyatta had already sensed his approach at least three levels down. The fact that he hadn't run was a good sign.
"He can look a while longer.." Zenyatta replied, relaxing from his curled up position to allow his legs to dangle over the edge of the building.
Ramattra sat himself down beside his brother, taking a moment to appreciate the view. The sun was setting, stars had started to dot the soft pink sky. From this high up, one could truly see on into forever if they desired to.
"You hit the human..." Ramattra finally pressed, giving a glance to Zenyatta, who curled back in on himself slightly.
"I did."
"You said you would only use what I taught you in self defense."
"I did not use what you taught me, dear brother. I used my fist."
Ramattra couldn't help the slight chuckle hearing his elder defend himself so sharply released. If he could still shoot back, then he couldn't be all that tore up about what he'd done.
"Mondatta will expect an apology when we finally return."
"I did nothing to him." Zenyatta once again uncurled himself, his legs once more dangling over the building's edge as he relaxed into the flow of conversation with Ramattra.
"To the human, Brother."
Zenyatta released a loud, dramatic sigh noise, clunking his head into Ramattra's shoulder. "I would rather be placed on cattle clean up for the next 7 years."
Ramattra chuckled once again, "And I would love to assist you with such chores, but that is not Mondatta's way."
"No... I suppose not..." Zenyatta's voice softened as he once more pulled his knee to his chest, placing a hand on the ground next to Ramattra for balance.
Ramattra found his hand placed gently over his brother's, keeping his sensors locked to the stars as he leaned his head atop Zenyatta's.
With the sunrise the brothers would make their way back down to the village, they'd catch Master Mondatta on his way back from his morning meditation, when the monastery is silent and the human is still asleep. Zenyatta would give his apology, and be given laundry duty in return, with Ramattra would happily assist with despite Mondatta's preaching on how one must face their misdoings on their own.
That would all come tomorrow. For tonight, the two sat peacefully on the temple roof top, hands intertwined in a painfully human way, counting stars until the sun arose the next morning.
That stare made everyone in the monastery uncomfortable. Bright red eyes that only ever saw the monks as who they were, what they had been made for, how they'd failed or succeeded at a task that had been forced upon them.
It was sickening.
Across from Zenyatta stood the human, shouldering off thick layers of cloth and robes and scarves until only one remained, tied tightly off at his waist by a cream orange cincture belt. He then removed the thick, straw woven snow boots Mondatta had made for him, stepping bare foot into the chalk drawn circle of the training area, holding his hands up in a ready pose.
He'd kept his eyes locked on Zenyatta, not in a glare of malice, or even his usual annoying fascination, but a neutral look that challenged him without words.
Ramattra's hand grabbed tightly to the back on Zenyatta's upper robe. He was shaking. He was going to stop this.
Zenyatta shoulder off his brother's grasp and the robe along with it, leaving him in only his pants and the red cloth he'd kept tied around his waist.
Stepping into the ring, Zenyatta stood wide and placed his palm against the human's, keeping their gaze locked.
"If you win, I'll leave. Permanently. And I'll tell every human I meet they're not welcome here." Emile spoke evenly, despite the rapid pulse Zenyatta could feel coming from their freezing fleshy hand.
He tilted his head in amusement, "And what will you get if you happen to win?"
This was the sort of confrontation that would usually draw this particular human to tears, so it was quiet the shock to see him hold together while speaking. "You can decide that when it happens."
'When' Zenyatta thought on, wrapping his fingers around the human's small hand. It was cold, and soft, and easily crushable in even the flimsiest of Omnic hands.
"Usually a match is called when one is forced from the ring, but that feels a touch too easy, wouldn't you agree?" The human nodded along with Zenyatta's proposal, "So we keep going until one of us taps, agreed?"
Zenyatta watch the human give a small nod once more
And then kicked them as hard as he could right in the stomach
Emile flew out of the ring, scratching to a stop along the stone flooring. He hacked and coughed, gripping onto his stomach. If he'd eaten anything for the past few days he surly would have hurled it up.
"Get up." Zenyatta spoke from the ring. The human did as commanded, pulling himself up on shaky legs. He did not glare at Zenyatta for landing the first blow, he did not look on in fear for how much stronger his opponent was, he did not bask in awe at how mighty a kick it was. He kept his neutral expression.
And that pissed Zenyatta off worse than anything else.
Blow after blow, the human continued to get back up. Even after he'd started spitting up blood. Even after his glasses were shattered on the stone ground, rendering him near blind. Even after he'd stopped being able to feet his fingers in toes in the cold and after his arm stopped moving and after his ankle had made such a horrible crack and swollen to the size of an orange.
And even after Zenyatta still stood perfectly pristine.
Emile hadn't landed a blow on his opponent. Zenyatta was starting to doubt he was even trying to. Had he even raised his hand once to the monk? Had all he done was stand there and take Zenyatta's blows?
Zenyatta clenched his fists, "Get Up." He demanded, as he had over and over again, to the human laying still on the stone before him. "Get Up and Hit Me."
Emile's form shook as he pushed himself up with only one arm, his white hair dangling before his face, tips red from his own blood. As commanded he got up on shaky legs once more and looked to Zenyatta with those red eyes that pierced into his history, a history he'd been trying so hard to ignore, to hide and run away from.
"Get up." Zenyatta demanded again after landing a hard hit right into the human's nose. It was broken for sure.
Emile did as commanded.
"Brother, that is enough-" Ramattra reached to grab Zenyatta, to put an end to this, but stopped inches away.
"It's not enough..."
The human's voice was ragged, breathless and broken and shaking. He sounded on the brink of death.. He very well might have been.
"It's not... enough...."
Blood mixed with tears down Emile's face, big wet eyes stared at Zenyatta, making the Omnic hesitate.
Ramattra wouldn't dare touch a human, but he made a motion like he was going to either way, "Human you cannot take much more, please just call it-"
"I CAN'T." Emile's voice cracked, he coughed, and took a step just to keep himself from collapsing, "I can't... it's not... enough... yet...."
The human but his hand on his wrist, and Zenyatta found himself mimicking the motion. His finger tips touched delicately at his exposed arm wire, one of many fragile pieces of himself he'd been forced to show to the world after nearly loosing his life before coming here.
He could still feel the human's cold finger tips on it...
"it's not... enough... to... ma...ke up.. for what... i..."
His body was too heavy, everything hurt, and the world was spinning.. In his last few moments of consciousness Emile braced himself for one more cold embrace from the stone steps of the battle field..
And instead found warmth...
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Last Line Tag (or something like that)
I was tagged by @mrsmungus and @themaradaniels. Thank you lovelies!
I am leaving the tag open for anyone to participate.
But I will tag some of my readers. It’s from a filler chapter, but it has some stuff (that probably seems boring AF) in it that gives Esme some more background :)
@tragiclyhip, @munstysmind, @youflickedtooharddamnit, @secretaryunpaid, @appletreesinwinter and anyone else that reads:
“There are way too many delicious things to choose from,” Esme laments. “But I think I’ve narrowed it down. Between the lemon and pepper swordfish and the mussels and shrimp fettuccine. What do you think?”
“I think you should get whatever you want.”
“They’re kinda expensive though. And probably huge portions. Last thing I need is to get fat. I’ve already put on ten pounds since I moved here.”
“Must be invisible because I sure as hell don’t see it.”
“All my clothes are getting too tight. I’m going to need new ones soon. And then you’re going to find me gross and unattractive and some pretty little thing is going to catch your eye and…”
“First of all, that’s never going to happen. We’ve had this conversation. More than once. There isn’t going to be anyone else. No one is going to show on my doorstep, or catch my eye, or anything like that. Second, I wouldn’t give a shit even if you did gain weight. You’re the most beautiful woman on earth. I don’t want anyone else. Just you.”
“Still…” she sighs, and chews on her bottom lip. “...maybe I should just go for a salad.”
“Maybe you should just order whatever you like. I don’t know if you grew up with this kind of thing, but you don’t have to be this way with me. Never with me. So please…” With his free hand, he snaps her menu closed. “...just get what you want.”
“But they ARE expensive. We’re not exactly rolling in cash. Are you it’s okay?”
“Are you honestly asking me for permission? To order food?”
A blush creeps into her cheeks and she quickly diverts her eyes. “I hate that I’m like this. I hate that this stupid shit never leaves me alone. Just when I think I’m over it and I’m doing okay….”
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