#Despair From the Heart

[mewmewchann]

Not midnight for me yet but new years art!! Yippee!!!!!

I had a lot of fun drawing this so I hope you guys like it ^v^

ok time for the part where I get sappy under a readmore

Well this year has been. Interesting to say the least

...Well for starters I officially have a voice now. That's interesting right? Being a voice actress has always been something I've wanted to do, and that dream is now a reality! I'm currently involved in a number of Fangans/Project Sekai fandubs/just other random things which has been a lot of fun so far, and has helped me meet so many new friends! While most of the Fangans I'm voicing in still are yet to release, I'm still hyped to show you all nonetheless! I'm also involved in some Fangans as an artist and a writer which I am also excited to promote to people ^v^

And!! I am running my own fandub project of one of my favourite pieces of media in the past few years! Which is fuckin sick if you ask me I never thought in a million years that I'd be directing a project like this so being able to do this is so awesome (if any of the Orbit ALNST VAs are reading this ily all you are soso cool <3) We hope to have another release soon so keep an eye out for that :3

oh and ofc Memento Rosa and Hope's Chains have had some major developments that I've been looking forward to showing you all for such a long time. Both of these projects mean a lot to me so being able to write these and have y'all enjoy it means the world <3

As for next year! Obviously I'll be busy with my VA stuff and the Alien Stage dub, but my hope is to get Memento Rosa's main story and DFTH finally finished (I know y'all have been looking forward to it, dw I've not cancelled it I do plan on finishing it trust me). I do also at least want to start Hope's Chains chapter 4, and I guess starting Memento's event stories is a want but Idk if that's gonna happen yet But! Big things are planned!! Trust me!!!

Anyway, thank you all so much for sticking with me this year! It means so much that you guys are all here so...Idk what else to say other than thank you and peace and love hahahaha

Anyway! Here's to next year being hopefully as if not more decent than this one!! <3

[lioninsunheart]

“ Absorb as much of the light as you can whenever it falls on you so that later when you are lost in the midnight of despair your tears will effortlessly glow in the dark and we can come rescue you~ and hold you 

oh, my love,every one of your tears is a firefly 

You should never be ashamed to ignite my love, when the darkness comes to steal you from us allow your suffering to become phosphorus and I’ll swear we will find you.” 

~ john roedel

[pinkiemeowstic89]

The Super Maeda (Mario) Bros Movie

(Inspired by similar posts from @sundove88 and @thehyperrequiem )

Yuki Maeda (Super Danganronpa Another 2) as Mario

Shuichi Saihara (Danganronpa V3: Killing Harmony) as Luigi

Sora (Super Danganronpa Another 2) as Princess Peach

AI!Mikado Sannoji (Super Danganronpa Another 2) as Bowser

Omi (Xiaolin Showdown) as Toad

Nekomaru Nidai (Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair) as Donkey Kong (A/N: If I decide to write this out, Nekomaru/Donkey Kong will be given a rewrite to make him more like OUR DK instead of an imposter)

Great Gozu (Danganronpa 3: The End of Hope's Peak High School - Future Arc) as Cranky Kong

Masaru Daimon (Danganronpa Another Episode: Ultra Despair Girls) as Diddy Kong

Suguru Kamoshida (Persona 5) as Foreman Spike

Kyosuke Munakata (Danganronpa 3: The End of Hope's Peak High School) as Mario and Luigi's Father

Chisa Yukizome (Danganronpa 3: The End of Hope's Peak High School) as Mario and Luigi's Mother

Marie Lambert (Danganronpa: Rocky Restarts) as Mayor Pauline

Monocrow (Super Danganronpa Another 2) as Kamek

Akira Tsuchiya (Danganronpa Re:Birth) as King Boo

Jasper Shion (Danganronpa 52: Despair from the Heart by @mewmewchann ) as King Bob-omb

Berkut (Fire Emblem Echoes: Shadows of Valentia) as Blue Shell Koopa General

King Snugglemagne XXV (Mao Mao: Heroes of Pure Heart) as the Penguin King

Sweetypies (Mao Mao: Heroes of Pure Heart) as the Penguins

Lauren/Scary Girl (Total Drama Island 2023) as Lumalee

Mario himself as Giuseppe

Bond (Spy X Family) as Yoshi

[agcaterpillar]

They say the dead can't feel.

Then why on earth I feel what I feel?!

Wounds so rotten inside of me, that burn but never heal.

A very broken heart, yet cold like steel.

[hisinfernalmajesty666]

Why have I had to face so much tragedy and heartache from such a young age? What did I do to deserve a life of frequent misery and pain? Why am I never allowed to be happy? Why am I all alone? Why is life so unnecessarily cruel to me? Who would do such a thing to me? And why? Why can't I have a happy life? Why can't I love with everything I have? Why do I cry myself to sleep almost every night? Why do I have no love around me? Have no support? Why can't I sleep? Why am I traumatised? Why do I face this world alone? When will it be my turn to be happy? How long do I wait? Will it ever come? Will I receive a sign? Why was I given all this love inside me and no one to give it to? When will I receive a hug? A kiss? When will I have my hand held or my hair played with? When will I make love? Am I deserving of love? Is this all I am? Just a number, a statistic in the system? To work and die? To not experience love and life? To marry, to have children and be happy? Life is cruel to me and I don't deserve it. How do I continue to survive? I'm not sure I can any longer.

[thinkershipman]

SHAUNA SHIPMAN: AN ORESTEIA

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

quotes from alex turner's favourite authors that make me want to put my face through a wall:

"although i have never been an actor in the strict sense of the word, i have nevertheless, in real life, always carried about with me a small folding theatre" - vladimir nabokov, despair

"there is a terrible emptiness in me, an indifference that hurts," - albert camus

"there is no trap so deadly as the trap you set for yourself" - raymond chandler

"at eight, he had once told his mother that he wanted to paint air" - vladimir nabokov

"no man ever understands quite his own artful dodges to escape from the grim shadow of self-knowledge" - joseph conrad

"everything i've ever let go of has claw marks on it" - david foster wallace

"we're all lonely for something we don't know we're lonely for. how else to explain the curious feeling that goes around feeling like missing somebody we've never even met?" - david foster wallace

"i turn over a new leaf every day, but the blots show through" - keith waterhouse

"the truth will set you free. but not until it's finished with you" - david foster wallace

"curiosity is insubordination in its purest form" - vladimir nabokov

"i'm me and nobody else; and whatever people think i am or say i am, that's what i'm not, because they don't know a bloody thing about me" - alan sillitoe

"we live as we dream; alone” - joseph conrad

"i liked, as i like still, to make words look self-conscious and foolish, to bind them by mock marriage of a pun, to turn them inside out, to come upon them unwares" - vladimir nabokov, despair

"whatever you get paid attention to for is never what you think is most important about yourself" - david foster wallace

"i continued to stir my tea long after it had done all it could with the milk” - vladimir nabokov, despair

"i remained too much inside my head and ended up losing my mind" - edgar allan poe

"all the information i have about myself is from forged documents" - vladimir nabokov, despair

"how odd i can have all this inside me and to you its just words" - david foster wallace

"you will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. you will never live if you're looking for the meaning of life" - albert camus

[andromeda3116]

people actually went on about how game of thrones made it socially acceptable to be a fantasy nerd, as though the lord of the rings movies hadn't been released less than a decade earlier and left far greater cultural ripples and i am just

got may have made the adults feel better about liking fantasy, but lotr got into the kids' heads when they (we) were just young and impressionable enough to be absolutely transported and emotionally rewritten by don't you leave him, samwise gamgee and my brother, my captain, my king and and rohan will answer

lotr was rewriting entire generations' brain chemistry long before asoiaf and so obviously it's not fair to compare any post-lotr fantasy novel to it, and each book series was trying to do different things within their own spheres and so that also is not a fair comparison, but in terms of the cultural impact of the adaptations that came out within a decade of each other, saying that it was game of thrones that made fantasy mainstream is baffling

game of thrones could only run because the lord of the rings movies laid the path, and i will die on this hill

[blupengu]

Oh how naive I was…

[queseraphita]

It didn't truly strike me harder how devastating the grief and trauma Cheng Xiaoshi felt about that Chen Xiao mission and how he was probably raised in that part of China by his parents and having to confront the feelings of all the people he had bonds with in that area until i was reading posts from Chinese readers explaining how Cheng Xiaoshi has a northern accent and Lu Guang has a southern Chinese accent

[mewmewchann]

Danganronpa 52: Despair From the Heart - 4th anniversary

Today marks the 4th anniversary of DFTH! I had to scale down my plans a bit because of laptop issues but I just had to draw something for the occasion!

I gave Kokoro and Jasper redesigns for fun to show how far I’ve come in character design since 2019 which is why they look a lil different ^v^

But yeah! I’ve made some massive steps in the Fangan community this year but I wouldn’t be here without DFTH, so thank you all so much for supporting this silly project for 4 years!!

Chapter 6 will be starting after Hope’s Chains chapter 3 is over! And thank you all again for the support!! <3

[weemopuu]

figured out how to import brushes for this _(´ཀ`」 ∠)

also here's my very hopeful self indulgent version ↓↓↓

weird servant needs love too

[roobylavender]

the morrison run frustrates me because much as i loathe dick's place within it not only with respect to bruce and talia but also himself he also does need to be there when talia returns to gotham with damian and sort of loosely with jason (in the sense that she is there to be accountable for her part in his life too). he is the only person really privy to what bruce and talia's relationship was like before and his perspective is necessary because despite his distrust of talia and his exasperation over bruce's attraction to her he is mature enough by that point in time to recognize the subtle nuances in their dynamic that likely no one else is able to see. because on the surface that dynamic is going to be very strained and awkward in light of talia's various deceptions and i imagine for most of bruce's peers who never knew talia prior to tower of babel it will be hard to understand what bruce saw in her or still sees in her. but dick knows. and having come out of a relationship recently i feel like he would be more impartial to recognizing that the love between them is still very much there even if hidden under layers of responsibility and grief because that is something he recognizes in his own relationship with kory

[midoristeashop]

@twiafom absolutely

[cloud-based-and-rainpilled]

Ken Jeong making Michael Sheen cry hearing others read as his fictional representation of himself and David Tennant which straddles the line of truth replacing them but no one else including their life partners and friends and no one understands their friendship everyone thinking they hate each other constantly dunking on David and having a full blown existential crisis because he realizes David is the only person who loves him unconditionally and is on his side

I miss people getting too close to me

[warlordfelwinter]

me when the leitmotifs hit