#EVEN IF IM ON MOBILE OOF

[thrashkink-coven]

A few weeks ago Lord Hermes very clearly and repeatedly told me my career was going to be slightly shifting soon. and because I was so incredibly anxious about the prospect of that, I tried denying it. Oops much have picked the wrong tarot card 5 times in a row. Oops sorry Hermes you’re cutting out oof bad signal sorry. What was that? Career change? Idk what you’re talking about. Let’s not fuck with my finances pls ☺️

Well :/ It’s happening now. And it’s not as a deal as I’ve made myself worry it would be. Just a slight lifestyle change, a bit more effort, a couple more things to do in a day. I got the news from my work yesterday, and last night Hermes visited me to “I told you so” and idk why but in that dream I was very sour about it. and he said something along the lines of

“a few months ago you were begging me for new opportunities because you were so eager to do something new. I told you to slow your role because new things are coming and now that they’re here you want to go back to your comfy corner and do nothing.”

and I was like yeah, I know. I need a hard kick in the ass and some new motivations, a new chapter, new projects. I just get anxious at having to get used to new changes. What if I fall short? What if I mess up because I try TOO hard? What if it’s difficult and overwhelming? What if I lose motivation and get stuck again?

And Hermes was kind of like “you know how Im ✨super fast✨ and cool, and you’re like… really slow?”

😒

“Well that’s actually just a trick of the eye. Every time I roam the skies, I have to get to my destination in a timely manner. Very important business. But Im not actually focused on going all that fast. In fact, I take my time to enjoy the journey. Every boundary I cross, I do so leisurely, because there’s nothing to be gained from rushing and worrying all the time. I’m always in the space between spaces, I’m very comfortable with the discomfort that comes with it. I got so damn good at it that I got faster and faster every time I tried. Now I go so fast, people don’t even realize how slow I’m going.

Basically, I never told you you had to adjust to everything right away, or that you’re going to seamlessly blend into every new chapter. Appreciate your surroundings for once. Appreciate the act of being unsure and take your time until you’re ready to pick up the speed. You can float on the water or fight against it, regardless, the waves are still going to come. And regardless of whether or not you want to sink like a rock, the tide will still move you. You’ve already won, so stop worrying so much about losing, cause my devotees aren’t losers”

So… anyways… I asked Hermes to help me start a small business with my friends selling art and clothes. The new hours will give me some extra cash to buy supplies finally. The added exercise will also help my mobility so I can slowly build up my strength and not be tired all the time- which will give me the motivation to make art and stuff. My disability is worsened by over exhaustion but it is also worsened by stagnation, so maybe a better balance of moving + resting will actually be better in the long term. Plus I’ll have a better opportunity to source supplies after work on my way home. Lord Ra has really been begging me to get outside more while the summer sun still lasts, maybe this is the catalyst I needed. Maybe I’ll do a spell for abundance and courage later.

Thanks, Hermes.

[disappointingcabbage]

TDP Season 6 Episode 1 live reaction, spoilers under the cut

Who is this man crying?

What the fuck it’s Aaravos

Ok so Aaravos showing actual emotion was not on my 2024 bingo card

Genuinely why does his crying sound autotuned

There’s another startouched elf??? Who is she?????

Why is the intro still Viren getting statued??? He’s dead

Oh ok his statue got disintegrated

Yup he’s dead

Terry my beloved

O h n o he’s gonna find viren’s body

Bro why are you sobbing over this racist motherfucker

WAIT WHAT

HE’S ALIVE ????? WHY IS HE ALIVE????

oh no Claudia’s covered in blood

NOOO THE LITTLE MOTH GREMLIN SHE DID THE SACRIFICE

Oh damn Viren is fully redemption arcing and he has Regrets

“No parent wants their child to suffer for them” first of all tell that to Soren. Atone for your bullshit. Second of all you’ve clearly never met my mother

Ah shit Aaravos convinced Claudia to let him out

Viren’s actually putting his foot down and saying no. I never would have predicted this pre-s5 but now it makes total sense and I love that the writers are sticking with his character development

Oh ew this show is actually going to get me to like Viren I hate that

He’s going to Katolis to turn himself in. Based tbh.

Claudia what the fuck though like girlie your whole point of everything was to get your dad back and he’s fine now why are you still going along with Aaravos

Oof her voice acting in this scene is incredible though

Also she’s still missing that leg. I hope she gets either a cool prosthetic or an even cooler mobility aid.

Soren has opening blindfolded for some reason. The reason is either going to be A Secret Meeting for Very Not Good Ominous Reasons or something very funny

Based on the tone of the scene I’m assuming it’s the funny option

LMAO LORD BREADSANDWICH SOREN I LOVE YOU

Oh it’s just a season 5 recap in the high mage’s office

Oooh they’re deciding what to do with aaravos’s prison

I get he’s on the high council and all but why is Barius here???

Callum wants to destroy the prison, Opeli wants to assemble a multi-kingdom task force to protect it, and Barius wants to hide it

I’m with Callum or Barius tbh, the multi kingdom task force idea exposes too many people to potentially be manipulated by aaravos.

However, hiding it means that it can be found probably and exposes everyone who already knows about it to Aaravos, and destroying it runs the risk of freeing him accidentally.

Soren with the LOTR reference 💀

Rayla has the same issues as me with destroying it

Ezran has decided to hide it in katolis, smart choice

oh no, Zym’s sad about Zubeia

Callum wants to visit this ancient faction of skywing elves for info on A) yeeting the pearl out of existence and B) un-coining Rayla’s family (please let them out)

Callum is right to be afraid of aaravos manipulating him tbh

Awww one of the baitlings sleeps in Callum’s bed

Oh god aaravos nightmares oh FUCK WHY ARE YOU SLEEPWALKING

what the fuck what the fuck whY IS HE IN THE PEAR WHAT WAS THAT IMAGE OF AARAVOS YEETING THE PEARL F E A R

Rayla do NOT dismiss Callum’s concerns like that

“I have an idea” *fucking sprints away to enact said idea without elaborating* peak autism moment

I’m sorry, you want to stop aaravos with the power of pastries?

“Sometimes I wonder where my mom is too” SOBBING

awwwww bait has a little four poster bed that’s so cute

AHDIEJXIEKF BARIUS DID AN “is it real or is it cake” WITH A FUCKING PEARL DECOY IM WHEEZING

Ooh anti spell blankie

“I have my blankie 😎” Callum I would die for you

Soren and zym are going on a quest to find Zubeia and Callum and Rayla are going to see the Celestial Elves but more importantly, each questing squad is taking a baby bait with them!!

If the one going with Soren isn’t Hat I will be very disappointed

Claudia why are you ominously standing over Terry and trauma dumping

Claudia what are you doing with the staff

Claudia no please don’t hurt him if you hurt him it’s transphobic

Oh ok she’s just walking her toxic ass out of the relationship cool

Terry don’t wait for her she doesn’t deserve it

[koishua]

10 QUESTIONS FOR U - valentines edition

favorite color of roses?

favorite flowers?

you can send a love letter to anyone. fictional/idols/celebs. who?

which idols have the best rizz?

most rizzful mutual?

favorite petnames/nicknames? giving or recieving?

fictional characters you're in love with?

have you ever had an online crush?

songs that you want to play at your wedding?

fav breakup songs?

fav love-themed kpop song?

mutual with beautiful themes?

pink vs red ? coquette vs old money / preppy?

favorite sweets?

DRINK WATER + YOU ARE LOVED <3

aww thank you!! you're super lovely and loved too :((

blue roses, but i really really like light pink ones as well. the flower shop i used to work at had a bunch of colours hehe

i really really really like carnations and freesias and also there's a magnolia tree close by and its pink flowers are to die for

girl bye im way ahead of you im sending one to yoshinori lmao but like not in a romantic sense like i have never thought of him that way but i really do want to send him a love letter of sorts to express how much he means to me!! platonically!!

rizz... i would have to say for me personally heejake, jiwoong, jimin bc he's an actual people magnet, sunwoo omfg sunwoo goodbye?????? but the thing is san imo too?? i also kind of wanna add ningning too bc i would fold in point two seconds... also yunjin bc as much as i have always been a loyal chaewon ult, i would quite literally pass out if she looked at me like she looks at the girlies she's effortlessly rizzed

none of y'all have rizz goodness gracious bye in my head all of you are either cute or scary gremlins

i get called a bajillion nicknames irl idek atp?? but here i really really like it when ria calls me enna i just find it so so cute but i also like it when people call me vie!! it's short and simple and also kind of humorous bc c'est la vie. ps. i die of joy when ppl still call me vera from time to time tyvm it's like being reminded of my roots AS FOR PET NAMES!! i once got called kitten and it made me promptly hurl it was insane just insane it felt like an out of body exp. i love it when my friends call me girlie tho it makes me feel like such a girly pop. one of my friends calls me her honey and it's saur heartwarming. as for giving....... i like to call people my child lmao they could be older than me idc all of my friends are first and foremost my children. other than that i can't really call anyone anything else it's so awkward for me to give any sort of affection lol

im in love with natsume hyuga from gakuen alice idk if y'all know but me personally oof that black cat oof oof i used to burn with a passion for him. also chat noir from miraculous... im sensing a theme here. also jeong guwon bc he's an ass babygirl that i find super duper annoying but also sth about him being so big and protective like GIRLIESSSSS. although im always ALWAYS reserved for han seojun and han seojun only.

i never had a real online crush so no. really admired? yeah lots

never thought about that yet hold on i feel so ashamed as a self proclaimed the most hopeless romantic!! canon in D— just kidding. probably soft piano versions to romantic iu songs hehe

never felt it, but probably ending scene by iu bc i cry every time

SAURRRR MANY i have to create a list bc im an avid romantic genre listener omgomg

i haven't seen them in a while im sorry i can't pick ;-; @atrirose @boyfhee @yrhome @niningz @blueprint-han @cotccotc off the top of my head?? love your mobile themes muah muah i haven't seen your webs so i can't say much about them but im sure they're great!!

always a sucker for deep red and the old money aes. even had individual themes for both!! and i love when ppl dress preppy but i can't pull it off :(

I LOVE ANYTHING CHOCOLATE !! AND COFFEE !! opera cake, tiramisu, brownies, profiteroles, etc etc!!

[hollypies]

Will she at least let you sit down instead of standing??? Idk what you're doing but if you don't have to be walking around then maybe you can convince her to let you sit? If you have to be moving around I'd recommend looking into a mobility aid to take some of the strain off but idk if she'll let you do that either :(

She doesn't think my heel issues are that important. Also im working what they call "on floor" ! I hsve to be standing/walking

Even if there's nothing left for me to do I have to continue walking and act like I'm doing something so the customers think we're busier than we are

And no I would not be allowed the use of a mobility aid :( I work in the same store as her so even if in wanted to use one while I worked she'd throw a fit hhgh oof

Sorry if im coming across as super upset btw im not really?? That upset im just tired. Its always a gamble with my mom lmao. She switches like a lightswitch. ALSO they didn't give me my paycheck last week and im salty about ittttt

On some good news im opening a PayPal soon!! For commissions to be fully open!

[squuote]

OHHHHHHSBSJSKSKSKSKS OH MY GOD

sorry hold on

I JUST recently saw your response to my ask + your Mariella art and have Combusted. I was worried tumblr ate it, in which case it was gone forever because I wrote it directly in the ask box on mobile (terrible habit of mine, really), and I was So Sad to think it was gone. BUT!!! IT DID GO THROUGH! YOU JUST HAD TO ROTATE A WHILE.... OH I'M SO HAPPY.... AND OUGH AUGH OOF... THE ART... THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS GETTING AT PUT INTO SUCH GLORIOUS VISUAL FORM...!!! To have inspired you even just a crumb to make something so beautiful!! I am so happy!!! I am so grateful!!! I have never been so pleased to let the autism run free and I am SO glad that you enjoyed my Mariella screed. I love you. Have a WONDERFUL day.

OH MY GOD HIHIHI YOUR MARIELLA ASK LITERALLY REARRANGED MY ENTIRE THOUGHTS ON HER FR IM SO GLAD YOU SENT IT AND THAT YOU SAW THE ART I regret not linking the ask on the art post originally I should have done that because it literally was so fucking good *_* IM RLLY GLAD I CAPTURED THE VIBE YOU WERE GOING FOR im only sorry that it took me forever to respond, I rlly was just hoarding it for the first few days because I was like ohhh I gotta take my time to digest and process this. And then I had the idea for the art so I am partly glad I waited because I rlly adore how that one turned out and now especially so since it got the vibe exactly like YEAAGHH THATS SO AWESOME….

literally love you too anon please feel free to like share anything you want in my inbox ever that ask was so awesome !!!!!!!

[varicrux]

KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. REPOST.

name:  hoops.

preference  of  communication: discord is the easiest way to keep contact with me ( even though im sort of the worst at remembering to message back ) , tumblr ims is okay but i switch between this blog and my multi a lot on mobile and im on mobile often so sometimes ims get lost or unanswered if i dont see them ):

pronouns:  he / they

name  of  muse:  i have many

rp  experience  /  how  long:  ive been rping in general since about 2008 , but ive been rping on tumblr since about end of 2012

best  experience:  uhhhh probably during my time rping in the ygo fandom , before all of the absolute bullshit LMAO i had a lot of friends there and one whos now a best friend

rp  pet  peeves  /  deal breakers:  this has yet to happen to me but oh my god do not rush me for replies i am literally so busy a lot of the time or im focusing on other hobbies if im not writing. uh i expect the same amount of work and enthusiasm i put into a ship from my partner bc its no fun if ur excited about exploring a ship and ur partner couldnt care less or treats you like part of a collection oof.  this also goes for plotting and general ooc chatting like i dont wanna carry the whole convo by myself!

plots  or  memes:  memes are definitely the easiest route to go in terms of getting interactions going, but i love plotting and am always up for talking about scenarios and dynamics!

fluff,  angst,  or  smut:   yes to all yes to all 

long  or  short  replies:  either or , depends on whats going on

best  time  to  write: at night for my work days and whenever on my off days

are  you  like  your  muse:  depends on the muse but probably

/ tagged ( im a thief ) tagging ( u thief too )

[bakgos]

KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. REPOST.

name:  hoops.

preference  of  communication: discord is the easiest way to keep contact with me ( even though im sort of the worst at remembering to message back ) , tumblr ims is okay but i switch between this blog and my multi a lot on mobile and im on mobile often so sometimes ims get lost or unanswered if i dont see them ):

pronouns:  he / they

name  of  muse:  katsuki bakugo

rp  experience  /  how  long:  ive been rping in general since about 2008 , but ive been rping on tumblr since about end of 2012

best  experience:  uhhhh probably during my time rping in the ygo fandom , before all of the absolute bullshit LMAO i had a lot of friends there and one whos now a best friend 

rp  pet  peeves  /  deal breakers:  this has yet to happen to me but oh my god do not rush me for replies i am literally so busy a lot of the time or im focusing on other hobbies if im not writing. uh i expect the same amount of work and enthusiasm i put into a ship from my partner bc its no fun if ur excited about exploring a ship and ur partner couldnt care less or treats you like part of a collection oof.  this also goes for plotting and general ooc chatting like i dont wanna carry the whole convo by myself! 

plots  or  memes:  memes are definitely the easiest route to go in terms of getting interactions going, but i love plotting and am always up for talking about scenarios and dynamics!

fluff,  angst,  or  smut:   yes to all but no smut on this blog

long  or  short  replies:  either or , depends on whats going on

best  time  to  write: at night for my work days and whenever on my off days

are  you  like  your  muse:  in a lot of ways yeah but katsukis more like. younger , traumatized , unable to find proper coping methods but wanting to love and be loved secretly version of me LMAAO

/ tagged ( im a thief ) tagging ( u thief too )

[modernghostfare]

Hey, different anon here. I just wanna say that i really find it interesting (in a good way) that there are actually alot of people who seem to selfship with Ghost, or Soap or anyone else even, like this probably must be the first character i saw get this much attention and love although it might just be me not being in too many fandom spaces so idk. But nonetheless, i think not everyone really writes Ghost as a "sweetheart", he certanly isn't one, like for the love of me i don't see that man putting a rose behind someone's ear. I do like the ones where they write him as he is, cold and blunt but also soft for the ones he cares about.

---Also about CODM comics, they definitely aren't written by the same people, i mean compared to MW series, they are really goofy and derpy to be honest, you can't tell me that would be written by the same person, and they are also made by different developers, it's just the publisher that is the same and allows for them to use the characters. and between you and me, i think fanfiction writers do more justice to these characters than the actual devs...

Oof sorry this got kinda long !

i have like. as many self insert tags blocked as possible bc its really not my thing and it is like 90% of the tag so im not up to what others do i just see bits and pieces. if i see anything its a soapghost thing where he's being sweet to soap (i dont mean every fic/fanart i just mean. like really its 50/50) or something Breaks Containment. no hate to self shippers but fr not my thing

also yea! completely different teams. i imagine they have notes to look over between games but mobile is a separate team.

[maladaptivedaydreamsx]

help, i wanna do luke's route first bc ikepri sort of has that "order" in their stories.... but also kinda really wanna do clavis' bc it looks so damn good and i've really been liking his character 😭

my worry is that i know luke's is gonna be pretty angsty, and i just finished licht's so it'll be back to back angsty, versus some more teasing and stuff with clavis'....... but also bc i just started mozart's route and i kinda regret not going for sebas bc it feels very boring starter route-y in comparison to later ones (and as ironic as it is bc i liked ieyasu and stuff... not rly digging his vibe) so kinda just forcing myself thru it atm to get to know him and say i did it, hopefully will come to enjoy it more at some point ig. also just finally started yukimura's sequel, so wml on that front oof. and im almost done with dalim's... there's just so much going on rn i sweearrr. and I've still yet to finish ray's, leonardo's, and shigezane's on my alts at that 😩 save me pls lol

....and let's not even start on how fucking behing i am on obey me, tears of themis, and twistedwonderland... i spend so much time lately between genshin or project sekai that even with me starting up chapters again i just end up ignoring the alts... and my dumbass started up love live again too bc hey 11 games wasn't enough on my plate eh? let's aim for the stars and play like 15 gatcha mobile games... only a matter of time before i re download enstars too jfc... and i bought ayakoi rr for switch bc of the sale...... and keep hoping to get code realize to play through all i've watched, and maybe eventually others..... a bitch needs help lmfao, but they're just so fun i don't wanna be stopped yk,,,

[esthxio]

I ALSO PLAY THE GUITAR and oof u having period it sucks i know also also my friend made a joke because im the second tallest grill i was told to go in da dudes line and my friend made a joke dat implied i was a dude and now almost every frend calls me with he/him even my friend dat i act lik a parent figure calls me dad :D hru today? Again im in mobile my fingers cannot type correctly

I'M GOOD 😄

Hbu???

:0 AND YOU PLAY GUITAR?? THAT'S AMAZING

[intemporalities]

Nera approaches Elvira and gently hugs her, sighing softly as she tries to relax. The paranoid feeling still hadn't gone away, but it eased a little when she was in Elvira's presence.

"I feel like I don't say this enough anymore, but... thank you. For everything you've done for both me and Gale." Tears seem to well up in her eyes for a moment. "....Mom."

Elvira's gaze softened as Nera hugged her, a smile on her face as she gladly hugged the woman whom she considered her daughter back, petting her little comfortingly.

"There is truly no need to thank me, dear. I am simply overjoyed that I have been able to provide you both with a good life. I will always be here for both of you, no matter what."

And she meant that. Given her immortality, while she would indeed have to watch Nera and Gale die, she would also be able to be there with them for the entirety of their lives. And the latter fact was what mattered to her, that she could be there for them until their last breath.

[snowinabottlearchived]

so friends.. imagine dragons release their new album next week and they are hosting a tiny pre release concert in vienna tomorrow which . . i won a ticket for . so im seeing them again tomorrow on a red carpet cinema event with like 200 people .. i just . want to cry . yes my boss allowed me to take off work especially for this despite our festivity . . i have no words

[the-kipsabian]

you know that feeling when you wanna do something but at the same time your sad brain is just like

[ventussolder]

tbh i wasnt expecting knight cookie to be the first one i would draw but here we are

[fartemis-crock]

[apparently my brain compartmentalizes to the the extreme and I can only do replies to one person at a time. Jfc if y'all are waiting on me in threads I'm sorry]

[furidojasutin]

have I told y'all I'm gay?????