#I AM JUST DONEEEEE

[clarisinne]

i really do get the urge to draw nsfw sometimes but i get so shy i’m sweating actually

[indig0trolls]

all last tinies customs wips will be sent out by end of day im sooooo

bounces up and down!!!!

[canisonicscrewyou]

I am completely and utterly done with helping my parents empty and move from their house. They leave this week. I never have to think about it again and now I never have to move their stuff into my apartment again and never have to hear about something that needs fixing or painting or repairing that is somehow my fault. And I didn't have like. An awful time doing it. But I feel like I can fucking breathe for the first time in an entire year since I moved out of their house.

[phoebespenglers]

and on that note that if your activism involves guilt tripping people and telling them that they're a horrible irredeemable person for not vocally supporting your cause or horrible for needing a break and putting their mental health first: shut the fuck up.

[saturn-sends-hugs]

I don’t remember how I found your account but bless you I stumbled across like your newest (I think) fic and then I went and read every other single story you wrote in a day like seriously I love your writing

have a nice day <3

oh help i’m melting, this is so so sweet of you to say!! i’m so glad you like it!! genuinely, it’s comments like these that always make me motivated to write more 🥹🥹🥹

thank you so much, i hope u have a nice day too <3333

[chocochococoffee]

I saw your post asking for cumplane prompts and I couldn't resist giving one:

Fusion au (ala steven universe) where SQQ and SQH can only fuse with one another because fusing with anyone else would reveal them as transmigrators

yayyy thanks for the ask! i did a fanfic for you. its short tho. iis doneeeee but i cant really link it since android tumblr is shit and aint letting me hyperlink. i hate it

https://archiveofourown.org/works/57639514

here

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Sometimes Shen Yuan felt that he was thrown inside a nightmare. Airplane called it a fanfic, but didn't call his bro out for being wrong. Gemstones here, alien attacks there, the world the System had for them wasn't Proud Immortal Demon Way anymore. 

Where to start, though? Oh, from the Very Start.

PIDW was meant to be a stallion xianxia. Cheap, easily sellable, you could add whatever bullshit and people would eat it with gusto because Magic Chinese Bullshit solved all problems, no matter what Cucumber would say against it. Now... whatever this world had instead was a mix of intergalactic/sci-fi with some touches of modified xianxia for whatever meaning cultivating could have in their now very touchable, colourful cores. What was this, Land of the Lustrous? Cang Qiong sect itself felt like a direct ripoff outta it. There was no buddhist father of the sects in their mountain though, just a lot of rowdy humanized stones polishing themselves to perfection. Sometimes they polished each other with dual cultivation. Airplane cackled madly when Shen Qingqiu had furiously mentioned it to him, skin dark green in embarrassment. No matter how edited, the core (haha, geddit?) was still the same.

For being a modified xianxia, now that their cores had become actual gems a lot of their training had become a lot more literal. Tangible, even. Airplane decided that it was easier than all the soul and aura bullshit he had written eons ago.

So yeah. Gems. Literal aliens running the whole mountain, training humans (it wasn't the case for every sect, though) and other gems for polishing into immortality. Of course the head figures of every house would have to be gem people, most of them coming from pure lineages. According to some history books, gems had colonized their plane centuries ago. Something about the quality of the soil and the nice fauna.

Airplane had called bullshit on that, he knew it was because of the specialized porn.

Fusion they had called it, the process of becoming one with another gem, the act of purest feelings that would result in a better, stronger core. 

Fusion could also be done within humans, for some reason. He had guessed that the trace minerals inside the alien gems were very accepting of the chelating qualities of the organic complements in humans.

As a result, everyone wanted to fuse. Forget dual cultivation, it was the actual Goal of the gems. It was part of all sects training, it was a required step for perfection.

And everyone could fuse and de-fuse. They could do multiple fusions too! Fusion threesomes, foursomes, maybe more! 

"Do you really believe in that bullshit?" Shen Qingqiu had asked Airplane, now Shang Qinghua, while drinking, while lazing and acting unmannerly outside of every eye put on him. While relaxing in front of the only one who could see him really relax. "Is fusing really a step to happiness?? Today even my own students are asking me why I don't do fusions with anyone in Cang Qiong. They are asking me if I am broken."

Shang Qinghua knew from where those words came from. He had been the one who warned Shen Qingqiu of what fusing really meant.

He had done it once when younger, and he had broken his partner's mind.

They couldn't take all the information inside Airplane's mind and soul. Two lives were too much for a person, even more if they had the information of the world itself.

And yet...

"Not gonna lie to you bro, I do like the idea of fusing. Even Qingge has benefited of it - I believe that it can work miracles sometimes. Just... not with us. Fucking system doomed us sexless." He took a sip of his own baijiu. Tasty shit. 

"Fusionless."

"Whatever, it feels like sex."

Shen Qingqiu had known of his only experience. It had broken him to see that he was unable to participate on one of the best features that the PIDW fanfic they lived in had to offer.

"Your Only sex experience, you mean." 

"Whuh? You come here to call me out while drinking my wine? Pfwuh, you ungrateful child. At least I Have fused once, you are still a Green Sapling compared to Me"

"Well I AM green! And this is bullshit."

To follow the design, Cucumber was also a gem. It was an implicit requirement to be the head of a sect in Cang Qiong. He, though, was not what Shen Jiu had been. 

Everyone knew of the new Shen Qingqiu proud stone, a malachite that had grown from his chest in needles towards his shoulders and neck, a problem not only made his skin get greener shades whenever his emotions ran too strongly but also that required lots of tailoring attempts thus ending with sluttier clothes, making him shine through the hallways of the sects quite literally. He didn't really know how his core had evolved from an olivine to a malachite, their compositions were different, no? And Shang Qinghua had been the only one who knew of the peridot on Shen Jiu's chest, the knew he had guarded and hid all his life, a secret that not even Yue Qingyuan knew at all.

Bullshit world. Bullshit System restrictions also.

"But no, I didn't come here to 'call you out', you swine. I came here with a proposition"

"Whoa, this is new. Are you feeling too alone without Binghe, now?"

"Binghe has nothing to do with this! It... it is more about my. Our. Uh. Our mental health. I was thinking that maybe we could try fusing? We are two people in the same conditions and I thought that maybe the restrictions that affect others shouldn't affect us... wait, what is with that face??"

Qinghua sweated, the astonishment making him acquire an orange tone. "How many cups of baijiu did you drink?? I am not trying anything unless you are sober -- I am sure sober Cucumber wouldn't even try to touch me unless to hit me with your fa-- ouch!" He was hit with Qingqiu's fan.

"I am Not Drunk, Qinghua, I have just started my second cup. My opinion will not change, also, I am telling you -- agh, you are right, this may have something to do with Binghe after all. Today Mu Qingfan even tried to recommend me some fusing to Take my mind out of my Binghe's 'demise' and... you know, it has been one year since I had to thrown him into Jue Di Gorge... Medicines aren't making any effect right now and you heard me, I may be kind of desperate, though, If I am asking this to you so... can you try to listen to me once without being an ironic piece of shit??" 

And sure thing, all that sentence had been acidic as fuck but the pain clad under that was veridic.

For mental health huh... 

"Cucumber bro, you know how this means much more than just treatment, right?"

"I know"

"This also means you will have to understand me, within the fusing bonds and outside of them. You will have to treat me well if we are agreeing to it, even if its just to Try."

"Yeah I will... I am willing to try."

Airplane cackled. "Try?? God, you really are unromantic, you little shit. Go drink some water, let the alcohol flush away first. If I am going to try fusion sexing with you I will not do it with baijiu on the body."

"Hey, I am taller than you!!" But he obeyed his instruction without retaliation, and Airplane thought that may be a start.

When Airplane fused for the first and last time it had been with his roommate, a promising An Ding prospect which meant he was also a tired and hopeless kid with great abilities in math. He had been funny and ridiculous, and also a human. 

He was now six feet under and Airplane excelled in math as a memento of their last dance.

Now they had written their own goodbye letters to their peers and friends, if anything went wrong.

"The best way to start a fusion is by dancing."

"I know, there are many types of courtship dances and Qing Jing teaches more than twenty of them. In my last life I had two left feet and now look at me, master of dances I will never use."

"Oh, not even on me, bro?"

"If you are like me we wouldn't even sync if it isn't something from the modern world, our world."

True that, plus Airplane still had maintained his two left feet from his other life. An Ding never cared to teach them things as frivolous as that, confident on the innate abilities of their own students to learn on their own. Something that Qinghua had planned to change in a near future, of course all depending on how the Binghe domination trope went.

"Got any plans, Cucumber bro? I may have stayed in this world for too long, my mind is already a bit hazy..."

"Hmm. What about Caramelldansen?"

"HELL, NO"

"Gangnam Style?"

"You want us to fuck or to laugh until a heart attack!?"

"Language!"

"Meanie. Hmm, what about Let it Go?"

"Are you kidding me?"

"You know the choreography? I do."

"... of course you would"

It took them a few tries, and they didn't know the choreography as well as they had memed in their own original lives, but they, in time, learnt that the best way to fuse was when in sync with the other, and if it had meant them to be embraced to each other while laughing, it was enough.

"Shizun, what does this mean??"

If the whole of Cang Qiong had taken their reckless union and odd choice of partner with dismayed eyes and mean suspicion, Binghe had been on top if that mountain. Three years training in the underworld had felt like a millennia, and it may as well have been that amount of years considering that coming back may have meant that An Ding and Qing Jing had fused as their leaders had not only become an extremely stable gem, but also decided to keep fused longer and longer. Chrysocolla may have been an invention born two years ago, and may the citrine sparkles shine oddly on their black and green eyes, but the happiness they radiated may have been depicted in books as the bright blue-green colour that made their own robes and hair.

Even when separated they had changed each other, Shen Qingqiu's core turning into what looked more like Azurite, and Qinghua's secret Citrine core changing into various forms of Agate.

"Shizun, are you really happy this way?" Binghe had asked Shen Qingqiu while suddenly missing his green spikes. His new blue robes may not mix well with Qing Jing altogether but it couldn't that it was a beautiful colour.

"Mm, I may be? Now I know many things that I didn't before." He had smiled, finally satisfied. He now had all the information that even Qinghua had reprived to himself and the rest of the world in his mind, thing that became even more ckearer when together, and Qinghua had now someone who loved him and his inventions near. Qingqiu himself had learnt to love his real life inventions too, he could even pass Mobei-jun and see what Qinhua adored in him, too. That was a funny thought, but he had two years of unlearning and relearning new things, enough to be more accepting of what their future could be.

"You think you can convince Shang Qinghua if I can join you?"

If he had fused with Qinghua for that reunion he would've surely not sputtered his tea. That was a certainty.

[salamireal]

THIS BIG ASS ART PIECE IS FINALLY DONEEEEE RAAAGHSWHSQQA

I am genuinely so proud of this lol

I've always wanted to make something like this to show how much I love big nate and im so happy I was finally able to do it

These silly books mean a lot to me :>

Here's one with the names of the characters

Shoutout to big nate for being so damn cute and funny and just all around such a fun comic strip and book series

[queenie-the-court-jester]

QUEENIE OMG OMFG I JUST SAW A DOCUMENTARY ON OWL FINCHES AND OMFG I FELL IN LOVE WITH FOOLISH SO MORE. HERE MORE INFO THAT FUCKING FITS SO PERFECT WITH YOUR BABY AAAAA

I AM SO FUCKING BREEDING THIS MAN AS SOON AS IM DONEEEEE

Terrified

[whentherewerebicycles]

sorry I have to take a million photos of the tree outside my window while it’s blooming it’s just so beautiful 😭😭 it’s a gloomy day but I finished all my meetings baby and I am now doneeeee with required tasks for the day. I will probably try to score 5-10 of these applications just to get it out of the way early but I’m gonna take a quick bed break & then make this yummy peach + arugula salad before I dive into that.

[runa-falls]

just registered for spring sem and i'm waitlisted for one class. am i gonna register for something else in case i don't get in? no.

i'm so doneeeee i just wanna take a little nap and get some warm tea like that one bear from the tea box

[hattiestgal]

I really do channel fennec fox energy, huh

Like I have a million different things I wanna draw/am drawing at the moment. I mean, I literally have 3 planned drawings right now, comms, 3 different things that are fully lined and just waiting to be colored and I CANNOT decide which one I wanna work on so guess what they all get worked on in tiny increments and nothing actually gets doneeeee

What do you mean adhd, I'm a fops

[lushwave]

It feels like - at least on a societal level - the worst time to pull out of being 'politically active' but I turn 36 in march and have been active since I was 14 where I sat on our student board in denmark. like I'm done. I'm burned the fuck out.

I'm no longer in charge of 3 'meet and help' groups for bipolar youth, I've redrawn from the lgbt+ denmark groups and I'm stepping away from doing talks on suicide prevents, I'm no longer pushing for anti-racist agenda for our most left leaning party..

I'm done. I fought almost a decade to get early retirement and I've had it for barely 2 years and I'm done. I just want to sit in silence, in my garden, with my blanket and a can of coke and play computer games and gif and make tumblr themes and go to concerts and just exist.

And just being a fat person existing is hard enough (I wasn't always fat so I see the major difference online and irl.) I am doneeeee. I am so so tired. this is me getting the fuck off the politic-ride.

and yes it's a very privileged position but I am no good to anyone burned out. thanks for coming to my tedtalk x

[lactosefreeapple]

Little vent/rant

Legit wanna cry, all my milestones, I was 10 lbs down! I rlly don’t wanna have to start fresh…

And all the recipes I spent time logging in, gone. Poof. Vanished. I’m legit so pissed about this

I mean I did forget to track for a couple days but I remembered everything and planned to enter it in.

This literally pisses me off sm I had like a 90 day streak of entering my stuff, I was doing so good y’all

Probably going to make a new acc tmrw bc I don’t feel like doing it tonight, just gonna simmer in my anger. Plus I’ve eaten so I can’t accurately weigh myself. (Didn’t want to but I had to, ykyk)

And right after finals too

Fmlllllll

And I’ve been plateauing too lately, this making me so unmotivated omlllllll

Anyways I am doneeeee

~🎀

[jasperygrace]

March 2023 Mid Monthly Report

Hello hello, everyone!

Another month, another report! We've got a short one this month, but I hope you'll still enjoy it.

As always, if you're interested in my work, feel free to check out my Masterlist or my Artstation for more.

Without further ado, let's begin!

Project Progress

New Art!

It's art time, it's art time!

So I posted a couple sketches a couple of weeks ago of the Shrine spirits Vinnie meets throughout the story, and today I'm here to show you the finished ref for one of them!

Clotho is doneeeee!! I think she turned out very pretty.

I decided to approach my concept refs differently to try to speed the process up. Instead of doing full line art with flats, I found that it's faster to just clean the sketch up and paint it with my watercolor brush. It's messier, but prettier I think.

Lachesis and Atropos are the next refs I'm doing. While I work on that, have some sketches of the of the older sisters to remind you what they look like.

Goals

Here were my goals from last month:

Finish Act 2 by next report (March 18th) [I am so close to being done grrrr]

Work on storyboards for Chpt 3, 5, & 7 [done]

Complete Clotho’s concept art [done]

Have a video posted for Youtube channel by next report (March 18th) [Working on a speedpaint and planning a new video poem]

March Goals:

Complete Chpt 23, 24, & 25 by April 15th

Work on storyboards for Chpt 13, 14, & 16 by April 15th

Finish speedpaint and post it before April 15th

That's all I've got this month! I can't guarantee I will report on time next month because of finals, but I will do my best.

Thank you for reading and I hope you'll support me in my future endeavors!

[prince-simon]

when are u planning on updating? 🥺 I literally refuse to sleep until I've read the last chapter hahahaha

Anonymous asked:

When's the nanny simon fic updating? I wanna put on a timer so that I don't miss it while working 😭

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i just finished writing it

at just under 60k i am doneeeee my baby is done!!

gimme like a little longer to hear back from my beloved betas and i'll give it into your loving hands!!!

[bellamyblakru]

this tutorial in photopea <3 for @lightasthesun

Step 1: make ur base gif - i am using a 540x440 black and white base:

Step 2: making your shape gif - i am going to make hexagons, and they will be 128x112. therefore, the smaller gifs imma make are gonna be 130x115. for this step tho, just make the small gif that you will be cutting. this is one of the ones im using after i colored and stuffs:

Step 3: AFTER COLOR, SAVE AND RE-PUT INTO PHOTOPEA. then, group your layers (like in the og tutorial!): go to select → all; layer → group layers (for both gifs)

Step 4: make sure ur folder is clicked in each gif, go to layer → raster mask → add (reveal all)

Step 5: cutting your baby gif: five up from the bottom of the photopea tools is the shape tool. 

right click it and choose (for this case, but you can do whatever shape like a triangle or smth) parametric shape with 6 sides (fill should be empty, stroke should be empty; that is important bc it wont cut right if there is color)

fix the sizing by clicking the transform controls box (when you click the mouse tool, it should be at the top above where ur gifs are labeled). 

once your shape is above the gif, right click the shape layer and click “select pixels.” 

now, click the white box next to your gif (the mask), then go to select → inverse, then go to image → adjustments → inverse 

and bam, you should have a baby shaped gif like so:

Step 6: save the baby gifs and add them into your base gif. then go to layer → animation → merge and doneeeee. bingo bango

i hope this helps ann!!! let me know if something doesnt make sense (im running on like two brain cells rn so its very possible)