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cobraskai · 2 years

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I’m coming home.

#cobra kai #cobra kai spoilers #cobrakaiedit #netflixedit #Johnny Lawrence #miguel diaz #robby keene #*#I AM TIRED OF LIVING IN A SOCIETY

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eggblackwood · 5 months

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#'never bothered to explain' idk what to tell you man #other than the westerosi live in a society #jfc i am tired #jaime lannister #asoiaf

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mummer · 6 months

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>be me. in bed at 11pm. cozy after watching movie and walking a lot today. fully in pajamas. very sleepy may go hiking tomorrow. yawning. checking my phone. new message. invited to a rocky horror screening. Oh thats cool when is it. In an hour. Oh okay. It’s 30 minutes away by transit. I guess i’m going

#Do i have a ticket? We’re unsure #It’s okay guys im living to live. Like in dead poets society #note i have never seen rocky horror and i am so so tired

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rapidhighway · 1 year

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the problem is that i would rather draw a little cartoon guy than do anything that matters in life and so i am in shambles but at least my Tumblr blog is thriving???

#hahahah im going to fail everything because i cant make myself do stuff yay #i think i really will need to go to some kind of evaluation or something i cant live like this...#maybe i just hate hard work who knows #truly all i want to do i draw my silly little guys #i am failing academically #idk if this situation is salvageable #because whenever i jave the time i can't make myself dot he things i have to do #and when i want to i can't because there's other stuff #hrnhrnejdne #idk man idk #save meeeee!!!#im just so tired i was not made for hard work im supposed to just lay in bed and draw nothing more #i will not survive in society i knoww

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peachfruitcake · 1 year

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jackienautism · 6 months

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#im literalyl so tired of living in a male centric society. i really really am #and its not like i can go on the internet to escape that mindset either. its literally fucking everywhere.#and then a bitch has to come in and remind me that “oh but our society is simply sexist ): its ingrained in us ):” fuck you #im so tired. so so tired #mine #my thoughts #text

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pepprs · 7 months

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genuinely so angry and scared im shaking. how many other times this week this month this year have i been exposed without knowing it. do people even tell each other anymore. it’s just so grim. it’s so fucking grim

#purrs #delete later #covid19 #i am fighting for my fucking life every day to stay safe and to keep the people around me some of whom are disabled / chronically ill /#immunocompromised / medically vulnerable safe. i am fucking fighting for my life. it’s already hard that i am usually one of two people in #any given room still wearing a mask let alone an n95 mask. hard and bad enough that we get looks for wearing masks and people think im crazy #for my life still being on hold and for my family still basically never going anywhere. ITS FUCKING WORSE that we are still very much in the #throes of all of it and we are in constant physical and quite frankly EXISTENTIAL danger not only of getting sick / becoming (more)#disabled / literally fucking dying but also returning to the absolute hell of lockdown which while important was psychologically damaging in #ways that are difficult to even articulate. like not only have we as a society decided to not give a shit about unpacking all of that and #healing from the trauma and assuming everyone went through the same thing when we very much did not and to just send everybody back to #school and work because 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑capitalism🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑 but we have ALSO decided to pretend like the freakish unceasing danger just doesn’t exist #anymore and to get rid of every tool we had available to keep us safe or at minimum make people have to pay exorbitant amounts of money to #access them because 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑capitalism🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑 !!!!!!! im TIRED. im so fucking tired of it. i am so fucking exhausted and angry and scared. and i #HAVE the luxury and privilege of being able to afford n95 masks and covid tests and to be able to work a job that i can do remotely if i #need to and to not be disabled or immunocompromised. what makes me fucking furious is we decided to throw all the people who don’t have #that access or privilege under the fucking bus and forget about them lol. but what do you expect from a country rotten to its core the way #it is lol. im fucking despondent. why are we living in an incinerator.#* the lockdown(s) werent just important they were necessary. and arguably we should have another one even though if we do i genuinely fear #for my mental health both during and afterwards and quite frankly before. im tired. i am grateful for the life i live which has resulted in #part from the different things that have happened because of the pandemic but i also so desperately wish this never happened and every day I #think about what life would be like if it hadn’t happened. the grief of it all is unspeakably big.

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j-esbian · 20 days

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the way that SO many people have been conditioned (on purpose by clothing companies, let’s be clear) to think “cheap” fabric is always uncomfortable. and if it’s thin? that just means it’s soft :)

#the shirt i got at the fall out boy concert is. tissue paper. so is the last critrole shirt i got #(which is why i will not be buying any more merch from them)#like. i bought the cr shirt in april i believe? and it had holes by june #both of these shirts. i am afraid to let the animals touch me in case their claws pull holes in it #AND YET #both of these shirts were $40 #because they’re being sold as ‘ultra soft’#this is also exactly the problem i have with finding jeans too #they’re just!! finding ways to skimp on substance #still technically ‘100% cotton’ but there is still. less of it there #i’m so tired of living. in this society #i should just start actually getting shirts from work bc those are heavy material #mine

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hopecomesbacktolife · 1 year

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can’t tell if I’ve posted something like this before but

the inherent fantasy and yearning for a Star Trek future when you’re someone who’s chronically ill and dealing with a particularly bad flare — something about the fantasy of being beamed into a starfleet medbay, given a hypospray, and feeling all the pain, discomfort, soreness, and all other flare symptoms melt away as futuristic utopian medicine makes you healthy again, maybe even getting rid of the chronic illness altogether, and being comforted by a softspoken doctor who will hold your hand and stay beside you until even the lingering exhaustion fades

*yearns*

#star trek #i am so tired you guys.#pain and soreness and spending half the night in the bathroom I am so exhausted #i literally long for this so much #i want a starfleet doctor to get rid of my chronic illness and help me feel better #imagine a life where sitting at a desk. eating food. etc does not feel like colossal hurdles where you’re absolutely exhausted… what even #i’m just. so tired #*yearns in trek*#personal #the thing about fluctuating chronic illnesses too is that some days you’re passably ‘normal person’ and then other days it’s like #literally sitting at your desk and eating one (1) light meal is a stress inducing exhausting ordeal and I just. some people really are out #there living life and not dealing with this? wild. what is that like.#also the inherent fantasy of a post scarcity society where when you’re dealing with a flare you can just. y’know. not need fo work that day #if only 🥲🥲#don’t mind my rambles I am just in pain and tired and sore and trying to work through the power of ginger tea and fantasizing about trek #cries #where is cmo dr julian bashir when you need him

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3-aem · 2 years

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#they then said morality not equal to meaningful #but i am dead tired and with a migraine #why r u asking if gojos abs contribute to society they clearly don't but they still matter to me #like how babies do jack shit but we apparently gotta make sure they live or w.e.

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nemo-of-house-hamartia · 2 years

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Because I truly have arrived at a point where I do not give a fuck about what anyone thinks of me, the moment we are back in Sweden, I am going to embrace my own Victorian obsession and start wearing garments both inspired by the era AND era-appropriate.

I am a 33-year-old woman too fed up with the world to give two shits, so I am going to just do what makes me happy, and to hell with anyone that dares to burst my bubble.

#delete later #Seriously #I spent my life with people telling me to ALIGN and do whatever needed to be done to be into society #but honestly I saw how society is and how the world is going #so sorry #but I am going to alienate myself even more and just live in my own bubble because I want to be happy #like #byeeee #sorry for this small outburst or however you want to call it #I am just so supremely tired of people's judgement #because no matter what you do #no matter what you say #not matter how you behave #there will always be someone ready to pass a judgement on you WITHOUT knowing anything about you #it's a process I started a few years back that of just walking down my road at the sound of my own drum #and with each passing year it's just becoming stronger #I don't know if it's because I am getting older and wiser #or if it's because I am truly too tired of everything to give a shit #point is #I am going to do what makes me happy #and that's that #I got one life to live #and I won't be wasting it by living for someone else's expectations #Nemo babbles #Nemo is too caffeinated #Nemo doesn't give a shit lol

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cannibalgh0st · 10 months

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I don't wanna work today...!! I hate the fact we live in a society which work means having money to live BUT it also means you're tired all the time and spending so many of your hours working....WHY 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

But I'm off tomorrow, so at least there's that 🤡

#we live in a society #my joker era #i am a mess #tired #work #full time worker #ugh #the joker #joker #july #2023 #gif not mine #click gifs for source

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prismxtics · 1 year

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“mutual bond” “stocks” “roth ira” “aggressive growth” “investment pac“

#prismatalks #i am sick and tired of living in a society !!!!!!!#i licherally do not care abt finance but it is a tool i Have To Use and i hate it #is it not enough to just have a little a money?#and buy little knickknacks and curios?

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weedexchange · 1 year

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i am so sick of feeling this immense guilt and having no hope for the future i am making a conscious effort to get better and create a life worth living for myself

#i go back and forth on what i think mental illness is #because it makes me want to die when i think of it as an unsolvable thing i will have to cope with for the rest of my life #but even if that's true i can still life a fufilled and happy life #i have a personality disorder so a lot of the symptoms of my disorder are learned behaviors #even if i will have to deal with some kind of fear of abandonment and over sensitivity my whole life i can still work on building healthy #relationships and learn how to handle my emotions without having big breakdowns #i had a manic episode that lasted like two months this summer #i was able to get through it without relapsing or harming myself too much #but now that it's over i feel this exhaustion and shame #and i don't have as much energy as i did during those months #i don't know i guess progress is progress #but it just fucking sucks and thinking about dealing with this for the rest of my life is so tiring #i feel unsure of my own reality at this point #i know that if i attempt to seek professional help and talk about what im really expirencing it would be labeled as psychosis #but i really don't think so #but if i am expirencing delusions i don't want to get to the point where im unhelpable #but i don't think that's what it is #i think that we live in a completely nonsensical society that does not support people #and i just can't understand it #and my poor brain is attempting to make sense of this bullshit world we are living in so of course it's going to draw strange conclusions #but what im worried about is that i am hearing voices #not often but sometimes i hear someone say my name or yell something unintelligible but no one's around me #and visually i see movement out of the corner of my eye but when i look it's nothing #i dont fucking know man #i'm trying to reconcile my spiritual beliefs and what i belive about human consciousness with the fact that i may be delusional #but i don't think so i think a lot of psychology is bullshit and we aren't treating people right #meds and institutionalsion is not going to help #id rather help myself than seek treatment from these people who i think have a warped view of how to treat people #i just dont fucking know #but im tired of hating myself and tired of wasting my time and my life wishing i was someone different somewhere else

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pepprs · 1 year

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life would be so much better if i wasn’t so absolutely fucking depleted and exhausted all the time lol

#or afraid of getting covid #purrs #like life is passing me by i think. i am very small and i have nothing to say. i cannot sustain all the ways im being stretched. i am #not capable of deep thoughts or lifechanging insights or rocking chair conversations or warm eyes. i will not be getting my learners permit #when i said i would because im just too fucking tired. i will proceed to spend the week sleeping until 1pm and playing video games all day a #and barely moving at all and letting life live me instead of living it myself. i just do not have any energy at all ever. i don’t even have #spoons at this point i have like.. metal scraps. CONSTANTLY. the mortifying ordeal of knowing i am wasting my life and not living to the #fullest or making a meaningful contribution to the world or creating magic and love and change in relationships with other people and the mo #mortifying ordeal of no longer having the bandwith / strength / wherewithal to care much less do anything about it 😍😍😍#like omg. i have never gotten covid and god fucking willing i never will but the psychological damage this pandemic has had on meeeeee. the #fact that we haven’t taken like a solid week as a society to process it all. the fact that i am socially mentally emotionally stunted in #ways i will never recover from no matter how hard i try. gotta love it 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍#delete later #<- it’s not just bc of covid obviously bc everything at home and at work is in massive transition and i do not do well w instability. i #would like at least one area of my life to be stable please. i don’t think that’s such a big as #*ask lol #im just depressed bc im tired and this week has been insane and my dyshydr*sis is flaring up HORRIBLY rn but also the overwhelming excruciat #excruciating awareness that i am a nothing girl living a nothing life and i did that to myself as a survival mechanism except survijlving =#scraping myself along the ground in every fathomable area of my life. awesome

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ethereiling · 1 year

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surely fatigue so bad i can barely stand and my heart rate spiking when im just sitting here is fine. surely.

#avpswjy #im so tired lmao #this is the second time in like 2 months that ive had to take multiple days off work bc of debilitating fatigue #i dont even know whats wrong with me #ive always assumed its mental health and thats for sure an aspect but idk if something else is going on #and i dont have the time or money to figure it out #but also i cant easily keep working like this and if i cant work i am truly fucked #i just want to be able to live #society if i could make a living off of art or writing rn #but i dont have the skills rn and i dont have the time/energy to build skills or a portfolio #i have to say. got deeply terrified yesterday bc ive never had fatigue so bad #it was almost impossible to drive and thats never happened before #me looking at the fatigue scale like haha that was a 9 or 10 :) nice :)))))#today its like..... 7 or 8 maybe #i really need to be able to sit down at work again but im terrified of asking for that accomodation bc what if i get fired lmao #esp since i dont have any diagnosis that justifies it

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