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#I JUST HAVE A LOT OF EMOTIONS
pokeymonhearts · 3 months
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HELLO.
Long time no see--We interrupt this comic's conclusion with a BEAUTIFUL PIECE by the amazing DefNotLyco over on twitter. I was fortunate enough to win their winter patreon raffle and you know I HAD to get my boys...
The SECOND image is my coloring (because Leeco was kind enough to let me color the lineart) and I had SO much fun with it. Riku's expression is top tier ;w;
If you'd like to support them and their work, you can check out their patreon here:
They also run a very lovely comic I highly recommend!
In the mean time, enjoy these beautiful boys ;;
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sometimes i’m having a good day and then see a sad edit about ayrton senna and suddenly i have the overwhelming urge to longingly look out the window and yearn
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I'm having a normal one this morning about season 2 of Good Omens, so here are some Mary Oliver quotes that make me think of Crowley in order of least to most devastating.
From Blue Pastures.
From "Wild Geese".
From "From the Book of Time".
From "March".
From "In Blackwater Woods".
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hi! just saw ur journaling ttrpg post and i didn't even now that was a thing! if u don't mind, could u recommend any you've done?
Im going to answer this publicly because Im also pretty new to the genre myself and I wanted to give other people the opportunity to chime in! Ive personally played Thousand Year Old Vampire, which was incredibly good if you like tragedy/horror, and im looking forward to playing Dwelling sometime. The creator of Thousand Year Old Vampire has made several others as well I believe, and Ive seen a lot on itch.io as well. If anyone else can reccomend solo/journaling RPGs please add on!
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uh-ohspaghettio · 1 year
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Things about castiel I am normal about
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tutuandscoot · 1 year
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Me waking up to Tessa’s IG post:
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Me two seconds later:
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nightiingaled-a · 2 years
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Kit & Self-Image
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content warnings: (internalized) ableism, body dysmorphia, disordered eating
I can make this simple and tell you outright: Kit has a WARPED, mostly negative, self-image.
But the down and dirty is of course, the reasons WHY: 
First and foremost - and the most complicated in her opinion - is the Tech itself. While none of it is VISIBLE, Kit is equal parts organic and synthetic. Beneath the surface you have the Nanobots, the synthetic synapses they created and the chip. And while Kit doesn’t understand the FULL extent of what has been done to her, she knows that her body is not entirely human anymore and that scares her and in some way, disgusts her. The knowledge that SOMEONE can control her is even more frightening - reminiscent of fears of the OMNIC crisis. Though none of it lies on the SURFACE, Kit has a habit of looking at herself and seeing ROBOTIC features and FEARING herself. But her ability to explain these fears, these concerns, are buried in her misunderstanding of the Tech and her belief that she doesn’t DESERVE to worry about something that no one can see. Her “problem” is hidden and that makes her luckier than most, she tells herself.
SECOND: Kit genuinely hates her appearance. While she thinks about it very rarely, Kit’s aware that she doesn’t look “normal”. She’s heavily scarred, all over. Her back, her neck, arms and fingers, her face. She’s malnourished and unhealthy looking due to Obsidian’s treatment and a cycle of disordered eating.
See - Kit KNOWS she needs to eat, knows she needs nutrients, but she doesn’t know how or simply CAN’T due to her lifestyle. So she binges on junk and anything she can get, but because her stomach doesn’t process it well, particularly not in large quantities, she inevitably pukes it back up. And repeat. Further this with the fact that she doesn’t know how to take care of her appearance as it is. She manages to bathe at least, but she doesn’t know how to brush her hair. Or that she needs to. And she looks at herself and she knows she wants to blend in, to look normal, but she just doesn’t know HOW.
And last but not least - is her autism. Something that has haunted her since she was a kid. She doesn’t know it by name, what she does know is that she’s DIFFERENT. She’s always been different. Before Obsidian. Before Oliver. And the unfortunate part is that the only reason it bothers her is that Oliver brainwashed her into believing that no one would care about her because of it. That for whatever reason she was so abnormal that the world would be cruel to her and only he could protect her. While it bothers her the LEAST of all these reasons, she does have her moments when she wishes she hadn’t been different. That for all these years she could’ve been normal. Then maybe all the horrible things would’ve never happened at all.
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emets-selch · 6 months
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It's going feral for Emet Selch and Venat hours rn
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fellhellion · 9 months
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mija
thank u @theoldkyokodied for this commission i love it so much <3
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stuckinapril · 4 months
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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egophiliac · 2 months
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What do you like about the Diasomnia boys if I may ask?
I always love hearing about the different reasons people enjoy characters.
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I mean, c'mon. he has split custody over Sebek okay
also, Lilia in particular has maybe the best timeskip character development of all time
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#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 chapter 4 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 chapter 4 spoilers#stage in playful land#i hope this is legible whoops#anon i am sorry but you made the fatal mistake of asking me to talk about diasomnia#insert 'i just think they're neat' jpg#i do like the other characters a lot but they are definitely my favorites#they just hit a lot of my favorite things in characters i guess!#yes even you sebek even though you keep shrieking NINGEN at me#(it's okay he gets Character Development™ later)#and their dynamic! it's great! these guys frikking love each other SO much and they WILL have terrible terrible angst about it#ohoho delicious#give me all your emotional hangups baybeeeee#also somewhere in there i went from 'i like them all equally (but lilia is the most fun to draw)'#to 'lilia is absolutely my favorite (and still the most fun to draw) (EVEN MORE fun now thank you swishy ponytail!)'#(it was probably when his candy coating got a little scratched and whoops all the tragedy fell out)#(where's that 'get loved loser' post because i need to staple it to lilia's forehead)#i am extremely bad at putting things into words so please don't ask me to explain it any further#just know that the diafam is everything to me and if we don't get more episode 7 soon i'm going to crumble into dust and blow away#we'll be getting the crowleytimes on monday and maybe there will be. idk. some foreshadowing or something in his groovy#probably not but LOOK i'm desperate
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chattematsu · 8 months
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[4.0 archon quest spoilers]
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tshortik · 8 months
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I love you messy artstyle i love you visible brush strokes I love you textures and rough edges I love you imperfections I love you roughness and colour blobs I love you scratchy sketches and bold stylisation and dirt and imperfections I love you ugly and raw emotion!!!!! ❤️
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jamesbranwen · 1 year
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this is not me trying to defend nintendo's business practices or say that either of these games don't have flaws, but I think a lot of the comparisons people are making between breath of the wild and tears of the kingdom are a little unfair and don't really take into account that they are different games with different purposes.
"breath of the wild feels so empty compared to tears of the kingdom" ... yeah? with breath of the wild, one of the game's main themes was isolation. you wake up in the future far after the apocalypse you were trying to prevent has already settled. you have no memories, very little strength. just like hyrule, just like zelda, all you have is your will to continue. breath of the wild is the quiet moments, the secret spaces, the weight of the world that has continued to turn without you still resting on your shoulders.
tears of the kingdom is not like that. hyrule is no longer the wild. it is no longer quiet and lonely. there's community. every sidequest is intertwined. your friends fight alongside you. this isn't "fixing" breath of the wild, this is it's natural continuation. as time goes on the world continues to heal and rebuild. if breath of the wild was clawing hope, tears of the kingdom is direct action.
like yeah there are things tears is doing better and (imo) things breath of the wild did better. but i don't think either one is a replacement for the other.
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lucabyte · 9 days
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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.
i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.
anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.
#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference#anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#isat nille#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#doodlebyte#----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but#They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good#(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit#distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally#stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur#BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule#which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation#ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 7 months
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Embrace the truth
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