#I NEED TO BE SQUISHED SOMETIMES

[cistematicchaos]

sometimes, you just need a sapphic to take the place of a weighted blanket and squish you a little. it’s a unique need but not, i think, entirely uncommon. 

[kazumahashimoto]

lui shirosagi for the soul

[lupins-hehim-pussy]

Neuvillette's body language in my mind ranges from curious feline, to Long Cryptid that lingers just outside the door when you're falling asleep

[johnentwistlesbassguitar]

Some keith bcs I've been thinking abt him alot today ❤️

[askalexandeleutherius]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I just want to do good things to you and for you, and to make you feel like all the parts of you can be looked at and loved and accepted

I want you to know I love even the parts of you that you think are unlovable

I want to just rest together, sharing space

You are probably one of the few people it would actually give me a positive sensation to touch (which is saying a lot, because my touch aversion is strong)

I want to hug you warmly for a long time

I could just so easily spend all day every day near you sharing space and being quiet together while we work on separate things, and be comforted by the physical proximity (which also says a lot, because usually it's hard to relax around others, it feels like the silence will be suddenly disturbed in a jarring way)

I want to make you feel so valued and appreciated

and I want to make you know you are so deserving and worthy so that you love who you are and never again feel like you have to change yourself

[alackofghosts]

you are too well tangled in my soul

[kdramamilfs]

Uhm Ji-won as Im Jin-hee in THE CURSED (2020)

[yardikins]

What if we both had identical hallway massacre scenes and we were both boys

[lovesickgoose]

How do you feel about Classic Heavy and Medic.. like I personally think they're a toxic yuri type thing

Can I be really embarrassingly honest and say that when I was reading the comics, I somehow missed that all those guys were the classic team, and I thought they were just some random evil guys. It never registered in my mind, even though I'm pretty sure they're referred to as the classic team a few times.

Anyway, I've not thought about them much since I didn't really know who classic heavy was, but I think I could see a toxic yuri dynamic going on there.

What I do know is that I often see 'dni if you ship cheavy x medic!!!' in people's bios, to which I say I will vaporise you with my cow mangler 5000 if you bring discourse to my inbox. I will curse your team to no medic 1000 years. If you want to fight me about even giving this the time of day, give me your steam username and we'll play tf2.

[barbatos-sama]

when they fuck mikhail shapeshifts to be smaller because uhhhh minette would fucking die if he tried to stick it in her at that size obviously AJDJFJF but minette demands he stays big until absolutely necessary bc her size kink having ass is not about to pass up Huge hands all over her lmao

[starswallowingsea]

do my man (not you, the redhead)

jaspdfioamsdpfoasd okay

This might be all over the place but I'm just gonna rant about Rinne's character development and how other people see him mostly since I think that is the most interesting way to look at him.

Rinne, as we all know, puts up a facade in front of basically everyone. He's always laughing and scheming about something and makes it fairly obvious to everyone that he's all about causing trouble on purpose. He wants to destroy ES from the inside out, breaking the system that threatens to homogenize idols and take away what he loves about them.

(Cutting a lot of other screenshots due to image limit). The new system is limiting and that's something Rinne explicitly doesn't like. He wants to be loud and angry and be human. This, ultimately, is what motivates him through the entire main story.

Now, during this same time period we're also establishing the basic Bee dynamic. In the first interactions between HiMERU and Rinne we get some back and forth about what they should do and also find out that Rinne knows about Kaname. Maybe not more than the broad strokes (just that the HiMERU in his unit is not the original HiMERU and that the original is out of commission) but he knows there's something going on there. HiMERU does not like this and directly says that anyone who knows about his secret needs to be erased, but Rinne is too important as their leader to erase, so he'll have to leave him be for now.

Rinne is a nuisance to HiMERU but a necessary one. Crazy:B needs to survive in order for HiMERU to make a proper comeback as an idol, and eventually the plan would be to break away (which comes up again in Night Club, which is a whole other post, but Rinne eventually convinces him that being a solo idol would be a bad idea, potentially also thinking about how it would impact Kaname's legacy, though that's just speculation on my end)

Niki we know at this point sees Rinne as a nuisance as well, at least that's how he vocally expresses it. His conversation with Mayoi in Chapter 5 shows that he does know Rinne better than almost anyone and that Rinne is just putting up a front to keep other people away.

Kohaku's view of Rinne is a little harder to pin down right away. Kohaku fights back initially against Rinne's views on the ES idol system, saying he needs to go with it and put aside his arguments for the sake of survival before Rinne shoots that down with his monologue about not being crushed in the gears of the machine and becoming something he hates. Kohaku, of the three other Bees, seems to be the most open and willing to trust Rinne and follow him, likely because he doesn't have as much to lose.

Kohaku is the most willing to accept Rinne's vision of idols as well, willing to get his hands dirty alongside him because that's all he knows (he brings it up a lot in the joint conversations between Crazy:B and Alkaloid). Even if he would rather take the easy route and go with the system, there's no real fun in that. It would be like he never even left home if he just gave up without a fight.

[gaillol-13]

Random AO fact: Orassion edition

I screenshotted a text I sent to a friend cuz I didn’t feel like writing it all down again lol.

[coern]

I love gifs of ppl beating the shit out of anime plushies and pictures of them like burning them at the stake or being microwaved it's so funny to me

[hecksupremechips]

Teehee I got hugged today 🥰

[bambino1294]

💌 hey hey heyyy

HELLA 🤎🤎🤎

You are genuinely one of the most impressive people I’ve ever met. Your love for your writing and the stories you tell is so amazing to see, the care you have with crafting your worlds and your characters is just incredible. You work so hard to do your best in life even when things are looking messy or dire and it’s really inspiring, plus your humour is one of my favourite’s, you always have something going on on your blog that’s enough to cheer me up.

I love looking back on that chat last summer, it holds a really special place in my heart as a time I felt really comfortable with someone to express my ideas and story and know that they’d get it. I look back on it really fondly as a marker of our friendship, especially as writers, and I don’t think I’ll ever be over it lmao

[alackofghosts]

i kinda wish i hadn't so completely abandoned my sketchbook habit, mostly so i could have retained that confidence when drawing traditionally, when i can't rely on redrawing things over and over again or flipping the canvas every 5 seconds. having to relearn it is so painful