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#esme weatherwax i love u more than words can describe#there's also:#'I remember when I was young there was a girl like Diamanda. Bad-tempered and impatient and talented and a real pain in the bum to#the old witches. I don’t know if you happen to remember her by any chance?’‘I never forgot her’ said Granny quietly#I NEVER FORGOT HER??!??! WHAT THE FUCK#esme weatherwax#granny weatherwax#discworld#gnu terry pratchett
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the star you've longed for
#PLEASE WATCH REVUE STARLIGHT!!!!!!💥💥💥💥💥#project sekai#revue starlight#pjsk#emu otori#nene kusanagi#emunene#prsk#proseka#yuri win. i make my fav pairing fight tothe death#HAPPY EMUNENE WEEK LOOOOOL#Can i be hinestni think this sucks it took way too long cause i forgot how to draw for a week#im seeing demons and stuff. i feel more normal now. Also you may recall emu has a big hammer for revstar#thats the bottom of it the gem thing all the weapons have hers is sharp#i remember seeing meta post abt how mahiru has a blunt weapon because she never actually aimed for the lead role#rather she only wanted to be by karen's side. so her weapon wasnt capable of cutting anything in the first place#Fastforward to the movie and well LOLLLLL#though i think its funny in the movie her mace is still mostly used for i timidation againstbhikari.. bc again shes not winning for a lead#revue starlight youre neat. maybe i like revstar.#<- has been insane for 4+ years#Needed their pose to be smth where nenes weapon isnt visible because I DONT KNOW WHAT WEAPON TO GIVE HER. OOMFS HELP. I NEED A NENE WEAPON.#i thought some sort of polearm/spear/halberd etc something with range but that can be ambitious#but i feel like smth with that much footwork needed doesnt suit her.. And she cant hsve a sniper i dont think thatwould fucking work#aruru gets pistols in the revue but aruru also is Ummm well shes uhhh. [screaming] [car crash]#throwing knives would be funny wouldnt it. Put that gamer aim to use#idk if the emunene week tag is on here but i'll donit anyways#emuneneweek2024#i remembered to switch which account this pists to for the first time in like 3 pists. so you get to see all my tags this time#rather than accidentally posting it to the wrong account and having to dekete and repost andngoing IM NOT WRITING ALL THAT AGAIN.
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haven't thought about the darkest minds in forever but one thing i just realized that i appreciate is that there was no actual love triangle between ruby/liam/clancy. like you first meet him and you think clancy could easily FIT the archetype of "obligatory mysterious bad boy" that plagues all ya dystopia but it never turns into that; ruby DOES NOT LIKE HIM and does NOT want to be with him. ik it's basic and the absence of a poorly-executed love triangle shouldn't be a thing we should need to be so grateful for but nevertheless i am
#also sooooo glad bracken never tried to roll back on him kissing ruby w/o consent or romanticize it#ruby elbowing him in the fucking face for doing that to her was SO good. i cant believe i forgot that#btw i am talking about the books idk what happened in the movie bc i never watched it#but god i need to reread the books. ruby daly the woman that you are#mine#the darkest minds
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Betty is so relatable I would do the same shit for my wife
#simon petrikov#original#at#the moment where she declares that she's jumping into the future to save him. just pure save-husband impulse#and maybe she made the wrong choice but I felt the emotion in my gut and that's good tragedy baby#I would do the same thing and then be in the future and realize I probably fucked up but also what else could I do but#devote my entire life and sanity to saving her after I have destroyed every other option??#it's not healthy necessarily but a fucking apocalypse happened and her wife is in eternal torment. what else could she possibly do??#I'm just obsessed with the attitude she has towards saving him and how it turns from joyful heroism to unhealthy obsession#I have a much healthier relationship with my wife. but also she's never been driven mad by a magical crowd for a thousand years!#and Betty did it!! y'all can argue about whether Ice King was better than Simon and I think he must make peace with every part of himself#but it is extremely consistent in the original series that being Ice King is basically this existentially horrifying Eternal torture#so the fact that someone who loved him decided they would save him from that at all costs is very sad and very beautiful#beautiful because no one deserves to suffer forever. tragic because she was far to willing to take his place if she had to.#betty grof#fionna and cake#golbetty#golb#*driven mad by a magical crown#you forgot your floaties#edit: upon rewatching every episode with betty in it i will say i don't think i would be so hellbent on murdering the person she had become#betty does act selfishly and it makes her character more compelling#but i like to think if my wife went banana-pants ice-king-level bonkers i would be able to love that version of her too#but who's to say whether this story would be the reason I responded differently?#it's a good story
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okay i think i’m alone in my shiv take LOL i’m going to hush up for a while and see what people are saying and think on the ending some but right now i just… do not understand the last 30 or so minutes from shiv’s perspective and the last 10 are downright baffling. trying very hard not to feel like succession just 180’d everything that’s been good about the shiv writing this season (and in general but esp this season) but every time i think ab the last tomshiv scene my stomach turns grotesquely
#literally the one thing they could’ve done to make me feel :/ on tomshiv#like maybe i just need to think on it some but the decisions shiv made re: tom/matsson but esp tom made 0 sense to me#just did not make sense as things she of all people would do#shiv’s key motivation has never been power it has been RESPECT. time and time again she has fucked up possibilities for power because she’s#felt disrespected. so why exactly did she- ok yknow what no i’m gonna sleep on it. i’ll talk later#don’t wanna say anything dumb#but. seemed like they wanted to make a point with shiv so bad they forgot her fundamental fear: not being respected or taken seriously#and boy oh boy did she willingly subject herself to the most devastating respect-less fate conceivable: trophy wife to the man who fucked#you over twice in a row and ended up being CEO despite that being the job you wanted and were somewhat supposed to get your entire life#and literally TWO SECONDS after the betrayal too. immediately going back to him#bizarre and very unshiv. she would rather die than publicly subject herself to that specific form of humiliation and interpersonal#powerlessness#ok i’ll shut up. agh#of all the things i feared in the finale this wasn’t even one#oyyyy vey#succession#succession spoilers#casey shut the fuck up about shiv roy
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i do love canon amy & rory but god, does some part of me wish they really had gone with the idea of the doctor picking up a child as a companion (and then later, that child’s best friend with a huge crush on her.) with the rest of the season really not changing at all, except now it’s amelia pond with an angel in her head killing her and lost alone in the woods. it’s little rory who dies and is forgotten and becomes a toy soldier. if this is going to be a fairy tale, then let it be one. children have never been safe in fairy tales.
#it wouldn’t have to change any of the actual plot of the season. except MAYBE amy’s choice but even then i think amy’s choice would be the#one episode where they should be adults. if only for the half where they live in a village in that dream.#because that’s the kind of future that children would dream up. they live in a little cottage and nothing ever goes wrong and their best#friend visits them all the time even though they’ve grown up.#they aren’t actually adults there just children with an idea of what they should be as adults and acting accordingly#and it would still end the same way.#but idk its just. rory’s 2000 years waiting for amy inside the pandorica is already tragic. yes.#now imagine its a kid. a kid in a little roman soldier helmet who will never grow up. who will not leave his best friend.#he loves her and she’s more important than the whole universe and that sort of love is supposed to MEAN something in a fairy tale!#its supposed to melt the ice out of hearts and transform people from stone.#and what that love means here. is that he will have to wait 2000 years. a child and a box.#little rory and the amelia who followed the doctor’s letters to the pandorica. and she doesn’t recognize him again.#and amelia in the pandorica… 2000 years a child trapped in a small box waiting to be rescued.#s5 is already fucked for them but it could be worse. it could be so much worse.#and it would make the doctor choosing to take her place in the pandorica to save the universe later even better.#because who else but the doctor would put the fate of the universe on the shoulders of two children and realize much too late what a#monstrous thing he’d done. and still have to hope. have to hope. that amelia would remember him fondly enough to bring him back to reality.#the logistics of all of this would have been a pain lmao. child labor laws in acting and all that.#BUT. hypothetically. it would have slapped.#doctor who#amy pond#rory williams#<- also this entire time ive been referring to him in my head as rory pond so much that i fuckin. forgot his actual last name.#and then like if you want them to be adults in s6 or whatever you can just timeskip to them getting married and still have amelia remember#the doctor there. it would work. it would.#amelia pond au
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the essay i got due tomorrow n barely done is like. its good i like it im excited to write it and im so upset that i have no time and am sick like.
its in my fairy tales n folklore class n im writing on the subject of taboo topics in perrault's 'donkeyskin' and specifically the symbolism/metaphors of the donkey hide she wears n how it symbolizes her trauma haunting her long after she escapes her fathers attempts to marry her n like. i like the story a lot n how its kinda fucked up but perrault really watered down the father-daughter incest topic n tried to make it more 'safe' and less taboo. but he fucking failed and i wanna argue bout it so bad. but my head hurt
#ask to tag#incest mention#her wearing the skinned prized donkey her father owned even after she escaped him#and how filthy and disgusting it was and how she never took it off#until finally she sees herself for the first time and sees how ppl see her.....#its her wearing her trauma ok its . the symbolism#how innate it was to her like how the skin just became her. she never saw herself. but the shame and pain of it is present and EUGH#its a good tale. i need to read other variants cuz perrault really like. forgot bout the king halfway through#id write bout other ones but i have no time lshglshg#but anyways its about patriachal power and how she suffered under 'polite' society that dictated her father controls her#even when that control is. fucked up and disgusting.#EUGH#i did read the grimms version tho n tbh that one was very similar#only major difference i recall rn is that the king's advisors were like 'what the fuck oh god dont marry your own fucking daughter'#but in perrault's version the only one who helps her and sees how wrong this is is her fairy godmother#but even then. she barely does shit. her attempts to 'politely' turn down the king fail#god. god.
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im showing my friend clanker the awesome six eggs and single ice key i found today
#happy easter clanker#for the past three days ive just been playing banjo kazooie for fun#ended originally with a time of 8:22:12#but that changed when i wanted to try getting the stop n swop stuff for the first time on my copy of banjo#so the final time is 9:32:33#i forgot how much i disliked rusty bucket bay. good lord that engine room and stinky bad water#every other level was fine. though i got so confused at first as to what jiggy i was missing in click clock woods#it was just the one on the branch at the very top of the tree. i wouldve never found it had i not looked it up#notes and honeycombs though? did those purely from memory#jiggies too i guess minus the single 1 out of 100#which i think is better than what i was hoping to achieve playing without a guide#i didnt get all mumbo tokens though. i DID get the ones you could easily lose if done wrong though.#i need 7 more mumbo tokens basically to reach 100%#i was also very tempted to 100% gruntys furnace fun (i.e. all squares) but. at a point i was like ''hm. no lets not''#maybe someday. just not then.#i managed to blind guess a lot of grunty questions though#only talked to her sister like. once. and i didnt get any of those questions on the quiz#oh yknow whats fucked up? that one shortcut between rusty bucket bay and mad monster mansions puzzle#you cant break the gate for it if you raise the water level too high#also it took me until today to learn that CheatO's cheats are upgrades and not... cheats#fucked up. but i didnt have too much problems without it. <- he died to grunty once only cause he got knocked off the tower#anyway sorry for the strange photo quality. played on my n64 on an old crt ive had. and i only have a lamp on in my room.#its not as dark as it looks in the image atleast#i also learned that banjo kazooie has way more cheats than i ever knew about#before collecting all the stop n swop stuff. i gave myself the infinite air underwater cheat cause. god.#its so nice to swim around with any anxiety. mostly just used it to swim with clanker for a bit. :).#didnt need it for any other reasons. i done collected everything else girlies#though kid me used a lot of cheat codes in tooie. only because i had a magazine that had all the codes#i 100%'d that one a few years ago i think. jiggies atleast. i think.#anyway. :) clanker
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Disco Night ҉( ‘ ω ’ )/҉
they're going to Fort Pinta Disco with Linda and Justin ( ˙꒳˙ ) (it's a double date (Montana and Justin don't realize they're on a date together))
Lucy belongs to @mistfallenjoyer
transparent version under the cut ^^
#sso#ssoblr#sso oc#my art#montana opalheart#others ocs#HI YES I'M SO FUCKING NERVOUS ABOUT POSTING THIS#i've never drawn a plus sized person before so this is my first time and actually really good practice but i'm terrified of messing it up l#I hope I did Lucy justice bc her style is IMMACULATE and I could not for the life of me decide on one outfit#Lucy and Linda are trying to set Mo and Justin up but those two are TOO STUPID to realize what's going on#also I forgot how to draw pandoric scars halfway through this so they're more messy than they should be quq#I had so many ideas on drawing those two together and originally wanted to do normal outfits but my brain was like WHAT IF#this was supposed to be a quick sketch#SKETCH#it got a life of it's own istg#i think lucy is like one of the few oc's that are actually smaller than mo LMAO#we love our short queens#star stable online#Linda and Justin are standing in a corner blushing like crazy rn
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the desire to do comms vs my inability to remember that i got a message FIGHT-
#its like 'oh a message! i will respond later'#and then later never comes cause i have no damn object permanence Or working memory#then its like... what do i even say#'hi sorry i ghosted your simple question for two days i forgot you messaged me' AGH#or especially lately#i mean to do things and then i get a New piece of distressing information about the way my life is going#which then consumes my thoughts and leaves no room for anything else#ahaha thanks! ill claw my eyes out now!! wow!!! FUCK!#trying to keep up the things i enjoy is. so tough rn#but ill flounder w/o em so! hard work that i am mostly failing at but i Keep Trying#yes i wanna do comms. yes i wanna draw. yes i wanna talk to people. can i? mmmmm......#can't wait for this chapter in my life to be over. goddamn.#ive been in a perpetual state of intense stress since early childhood#but my fucking duck things lately have been taking the cake#absolutely unprompted#oh no this is turning into a vent post Look Away#well my mother called again last night and was all 'im getting you a car'#and uh. i started physically shaking while profusely thanking her (lying through me teeth)#GIRL!!! I DONT NEED A CAR THATS TOO MUCH RN!!!#she's always mentioning how the collective We are tight on money#and that rn i need to focus on making decisions and getting a job ill hold for like. a month#and then she slams this down outta left field??? thats so much extra stress i dont need right now???#now i gotta worry about parking and maintaining it and gas money i dont have And And And-#i cant exactly tell her Dont Fucking Do That bc then she'll blow up in my face and call me inconsiderate & ungrateful again#me and my stepdad dont have the fucking TIME to get one! and then she was like 'oh i can always come down to help'#please dont. do not do that. i cant deal with you in person right now that sounds hellish#anyway. case in point#cant even think about messages and stuff i Want to think about bc all this bullshit is taking up my entire mind#metaphorically slamming my face into a brick wall till theres nothing left. aaaghhahsbkjadadj#its too much its Too Much everything is so much and its too much and can i be let be for two fuckin seconds please
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Any men out there wanna pretend to be my bf to get my parents off my case about marriage? I am so so serious right now.
#my mom gave me a really really lonf lecture and upset me because her and my dad want me to start thinking about settling down ans getting#married. again. cos this comes up all the time. ans I reiterated that i do wanna marry and have kids. i know im 26 years old why do they'#think im also not aware of this??? like i suddenly forgot my own age and have my head in the clouds all the time. and i got so heated cos i#said they only believe in that in theory. in reality neither of them have accepted the idea od my leaving home or the idea of mw being with#a man. and they start freaking out if they even find out i talk to them so to say they want me to get married is so fucking naive#ans when i mentioned this and that they're more than ok w mt brothers talking tp women she said that if i wanted to settle down she could#talk to dad and they could “go about finding someone for me” and I've never been so pissed#i got so upset. why does everyone keep saying this to me. as if anyone my dad knows could ever be a half decent man#and the truth is they don't care if im in a happy marriage they've accepted that i won't be they only care that im gone and saving face in#front of family. that's all. it's always reputation it's always “what will people say?”#not once did love come up. not once did shw even imply that i should marryfor love#or that they hope i love someone and marry them. because they're more happy with the idea of me marrying for the sake of it than#they are at the idea of me finding genuine lovw#im not a fucking broodmare im not here to push out babies for the sake od reputation.#and then i said nor being married isn't the end of the world and she said “it's important that you settle down”#and i said im unwavering in my principles. she can call mw high maintenance like she loves doing but I'm not wavering on the#kind of man i want to be with and when i do marry him i want it to bw genuine. because be loves me and vice versa not because im ticking off#somethin from a damn checklist to appease them. and if being unwavering on my principles means staying unmarried then so be it.#my obligations are to god and myself and that's it#and y'know what??? i am in love with a boy already#and yet they don't care that i wanna be in love at all. no im just a puppet to follow a certain narrative in life live according to evergone#else has and that's it.#im done.#and then she tried to apologise by getting me a slice of cake and that somehow made me feel worse.#i dont want an apology. i want to be heard and actually listened to for once. i want someone to ask what i want. to actually give a shit#and love me cos it's me. not cos im some thing to further an agenda. or some toy or puppet that does your bidding.#is it so much??? to just want to be loved in return? to marry and live according to how i want to?? ans not want anyone to make these#decision's for me?#ruined my whole day.
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#winx club#rus chatters#winx season 5#the posters....of all of them....in their most recent outfits in their rooms....#implying that they made them when they first got back to aflea for some god forsaken reason#the fucking Bloom shelf#the dance table#aren't these supposed to be dorm rooms??? how are they doing that with their beds and shelfs??? you cant install things in a dorm????#Bloom's room is actually a nightmare. but the reference to her love of drawing is cute#Stella's room is probably my favorite because shes the only one who would#they visably gave up with Flora's room...like I'm pretty sure this begun and ended with plant lady#I can at least appreciate the aesthetic of Tecna's room. it looks like a home office and bedroom and i kinda love the vibe#the same person who designed Flora's room designed Musa's room#i can at least appreciate the mix of femme stuff and sporty stuff in Aisha's room. her bed is gorgeous#this would be so much more tolorable if these were theyre own room in their own house but!!!!#OH MY GOD I JUST SAW THE REFRENCES TO THE BAND SUBPLOT. I WILL BREAK THAT KEYTUAR OVER SOMEONE'S FUCKING HEAD#omggg s5 designers. i forgot what everyone's gimmick was. wanna beat me over the head with it in the background design??? thanks!#i am still not. and will never be. over those awful awful posters. i can tell im feeling angry or another negative emotion but by god#Rus liveblogs
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as a trekkie they said "frontier" so much that I am now plotting a whole AU in my head. I feel Wyll would be a great captain (and also literally no one else in the group could do it)
#ah yes the tieflings from the planet infernal#antiqua plays bg3#not sure if I wanna find different races for them or just be like and move on#karlach as a klingong is so obvious that I don't wanna#astarion would be a great romulan but would never have a bowl cut#althought if he was a romulan kidnapped by orions or some shit and then shipped back he could be like ooooops I forgot it all#no bowl cuts and horrible eyebrows for me!#shadowheart would be a cardassian in the order that is a given#lae'zel would be from somewhere in the gamma quadrant that used to be dominion#gale is still human who was sent to vulcan for psi training and considering he is gale it did NOT go great#halsin is just from a colony where space shit happened and he now he can turn into a bear. no explanation#actually what if he and jaheira were bajorans and druid powers were a result of cardassian fucked up stuff#since halsin and shadowheart do have shar beef#mh.#Mmmmmh#MMMMMMH#bg3 star trek au#that exists only in my mind#minsc should also be bajoran#minthara as a vorta makes no sense but I don't think you can do her religion theme with many others#also purple#I guess in this AU wyll still has horns because space bullshit happened#THE EMPEROR IS A CHANGELING AND BECAUSE THIS IS STAR TREK HE CAN JUST DECIDE HE LIKES BEING A TENTACLE MONSTER AND THEY ALL ACCEPT IT
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The beakers paid Brandi to test the prototype of the cloning machine
#if we consider the non clean template of course#and also this is a headcanon i'm not setting it as a general truth#it is a headcanon for my version of UberHood that I had in my head for soooo fucking long but never really put things in place#i mean at least I started and of course i did with pleasentview#and i'm trying my best to connect it with strangetown with some lire but rn i'm bugging#like in my version I already settled that it's mortimer who is abducted and bella who is searching for him through her secret agent carrer#and that Micheal is still alive but mmmm should i spoil?#yes i should 'he didn't get engaged with dina and is having a fling with nina#aaaannnddd yeah already forgot what i had planned i should officialy write them#ALL THIS TO SAY I will be a bit absent these days bc school and stress and yadiyadiyada but i also want to do the things i like and take li#take life slow and learn how to manage time bc one of my resolutions was to post more this year and now it's like the end of January 💀💀💀#anyways bye kisses to all of you beautiful peoples
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Finished White Collar season one
And that's one hell of a cliffhanger
#I'd seen general spoilers so I mostly knew what was gonna happen with the plane#but like. yikes man.#that's rough#I'd feel bad for Neal but I'm also mostly certain Kate isn't dead#(and I never liked her much. she's not written super well or made at all interesting beyond Neal's crush)#forgot how much season cliffhangers annoy me#leverage got me into that mindset lol#of always ending a season in a good way bc you never know if a show will be canaceled#but I know I've got 5 more seasons baybee#also WOW Neal not saying goodbye to Peter bc he could change his mind#fucking gets me dude#white collar#m speaks
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Watching episode one of Voyager is like watching the first act of a horror movie
#also I completely forgot that Tom Paris was part of the Maquis - and that he was only IN it for like a week before getting caught#Tom saw Janeway action figure posing the second she met him and was like 'fuck I'm not gonna let her be cooler than me'#(she is - effortlessly)#they want him so badly to be a playboy bad guy but he's just...HEHEHE he's SO whatever#Quark what do you MEAN 'cash or credit' ???? do humans HAVE /cash/??? HEHEHEH#Tom saw Harry Kim and IMMEDIATELY is down so bad v_v#It's fun seeing some members of the original crew ~#'see you in a few weeks' OOF...........OOOOUUGHHHHH That hurts.......OOOUGH.#The Harry - Tom - Popular Guys subplot i s sooo highschool its crazy HEHEH#Tom thinks he's like the brooding bad boy but he's the nerdy girl who gets picked on until one day the popular guy says#'hey - leave Tom alone.' and smiles at him afterwards#'the ghost of those 3 dead officers came to me in the middle of the night and taught me the true meaning of christmas'#Harry (not well versed on by now ANCIENT childrens fables): ????what????#Tom Paris: It's a long story Harry and I'm tired of telling it.#Also Tom Paris two seconds later: IT ALL STARTED FRESHMAN YEAR.#I also forgot the Maquis ship went missing first and Starfleet was searching for debris...#how long has T'Pel thought her husband might be straight up dead?? How long has he been undercover? How long since they spoke???#(thinks about people whose loved ones died in episode one...thinks about them hearing that Voyager and some of its crew DID survive but#the person they loved did not - that there was never any chance of them returning)#Janeway's hair is so BRIGHT in this episode#'Harry - wait for me!' <- Tom in one line#I also love the creepy barn party 'don't look in there~! don't look in there~!' Voyager should have leaned way more into horror for REAL#Janeway's eyes widening when she sees Tuvok ~!! <3 she thought he could be dead!!! I wonder if she talked to T'Pel about it#Tuvok: (goes missing) Janeway: Don't worry T'Pel I'll bring him back to you if it's the last thing I d- (goes missing)#Caretaker after snatching up the Maquis: Starfleet has the chance to do something hilarious#Janeway (being stabbed): aa.. ..a!h...hh.. / Harry: (being stabbed) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Chakotay looking to Tuvok like 'do we trust her?' and Tuvok being like absoluuuuuteeeely <3 go for it <3#Tuvok's voice is different~!!! It's quieter~!! Interesting~!! I love him <3#TUVOK YOU DID /NOT/ GET /CHANGED/ BEFORE MEETING THEM ON THE ARRAY HEHEHHEE#'She wanted to know if she had time to send it...I had to tell her no.' AAAAAAAAA.....AAAA
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