#I ache

[mourninglamby]

vulnerability trust betrayal grief isolation relapse death

[franticfanaticfaggotry]

im thinking about merlin. about merthur (platonic or otherwise!) and ugh. ugh.

DO you think merlin looks at arthurian portraits and longs for home? do you think that when a historical site uncovers a new painting of arthur and excalibur, his heart aches just a little bit more?

do you think he longs for the ability to have a camera in the middle ages- to have some memory of arthurs face, the one he loves so much?

Do you think he attends historical talks about arthurian legend and smiles when they talk about his long-dead friends?

when arthur returns, he is the same, merlin is not

[euesworld]

"I ache for you, for you to speak to me with an untold softness in your voice.. whisper in my ear that you love me, tell me that you want some more. I ache for you, to hear the things that make you tick.. I want to know your mind, your heart, your soul.. I want to know you so deeply that I feel as if I am swimming an ocean of you. I ache for you.."

I yearn and softly burn as I ache for you - eUë

[pyrepostings]

Painful Painting Prompt

Whumpee who needs to paint a large area perfectly in dim lighting

Surface may be glossy- paint smears instead of sticks

Paint may be shit- need multiple coats which whumpee does not have time for

Awkward corners and crevices high and low - stress positions and stressing over corners missed

Multiple painting whumpees who have to share a paintbucket and therefore can't keep it next to themselves- what will their compromise be?

-rotate who gets the bucket?

-the one who is sitting and getting low work gets it?

-maybe no one gets it directly next to them and it sits in the middle of the room?

Force them to do delicate work next to a trim with no tape and big and/or worn out brushes

Tiny brushes for a big wall

Fresh wood that soaks up paint- but only really noticeable until after it has dried

Mix and match for a whumpee doomed for punishment- after a harrowing inspection of course

brought to you by someone who thought it would be a good idea to paint two whole rooms- including the cramped, many-cornered closets (why are there so many Crevices??)

[kurtkunkleismybbg]

"Aziraphale and Crowley could not be each others' Heaven and Hell because they are each other's world"

I'M-

[wraenata]

Today's vibes

[lynettethemadscientist]

I want Arthur Maxson so badly. I’m hopelessly desperate.

[itslianaiguess]

thinking about tamsyn and her funky little "you have not begun to see the horrors of love" when asked about alecto the ninth

[kate-bishops-waifu]

Why not real? 🥺

[just-a-little-bit-of-sugar]

Crowley thought they were on the same page, that they felt the same, that they loved each other for who they were. An angel and a demon. And Aziraphale... Aziraphale threw that in his face. "I could make you an angel again", voice so sincere, so hopeful. "Like it was before," as if they could ever go back to before, as if there was a before worth going back to. As if everything they'd done and all the millenia they'd lived together meant nothing in the face of an offer of arbitrary status. As if Aziraphale had forgotten about their lovely shades of grey, between the black and white. As if all of a sudden the demon who sauntered vaguely downwards wasn't enough. And still Crowley confessed his love, and waited by his car, and hoped that Aziraphale would turn around. Would make the choice to love him, right then and there, too.

[byelair]

guys i’m in tears bc they love each other they’re actually truly in love with each other and it physically hurts to watch them interact bc neither KNOWS and they’re both operating as if what they want is an impossibility and neither of them believe that they’re allowed to want it in the first place

[euesworld]

"Here I am missing you so much that my soul feels like it has left my body, I feel empty and hollow without you here.. I miss your soft touch, your lovely laugh, your gorgeous smile. I feel like I am only part of myself without you, as if a piece of my heart has fallen away from the rest.. leaving a shell, a husk of a heart with a hollow heartbeat like a solemn funeral drum. I yearn and ache to be with you again, my heart can't take the distance between us.. hell, I can't even stand being an inch away from you. How the hell am I supposed to survive this distance? I miss you so much.. come back to me."

Missing you - Request from Johnny.. I hope this works for you - eUë

[eat-sleep-meme-freak-repeat]

so that season two finale of good omens, eh?

[jacks-wack-attack]

Well I am in utter pain. I don’t think there’s anything else that sums it up.

Gotham Knights, you were an absolutely brilliant show, and I hate to see you go. I fell in love with the characters, their lives, and their relationships, and I so desperately wish I could see more of them.

We finally got Two-Face and he did not disappoint in the slightest. I need more of him. Like now. Especially with Harvey still wishing to be a dad to Duela. This is crucial for my well-being. Misha deserves the chance to explore that villain arc (and being a father arc too).

Goodness, I cried so many times tonight, and it just goes to show that this lovely show holds a high place in my heart. Thank you for everything.

[nostalgic-shamefest]

It's all tomshiv divorce this and tomshiv divorce that, meanwhile romangerri are having a stage 9 cataclysmic fuckefest of a breakup in real time

[soundsofastar]

why is my uterus angry at me bitch the direction you should be wrong at is capitalism and making me.unable to feel anything but its anger is not the way to go