#longing for love

[euesworld]

[breelynnxoxoxo]

DESPERATELY HOPEFUL! 💋💋💋

[everythingdestroyingme]

Ever since I was little I wanted to fall in love. I wanted a big beautiful romance, picturesque and fairytale. So my whole life, I'd identify the most eligible partner, for one reason or another, and decide to become #Obsessed with them.

Notice how I said, "identify" and "decide"

It took me 18 years to figure out that this was abnormal. People just fall without thinking. It just happens. Not to me.

I would quantify and decide, weighing personality and compatibility, and if they read the same books as me or watched the shows, or played the same games. Then I would decide that I had a crush on them. These are the only crushes I've ever had.

I want to fall in love so badly that I would place everyone I met in the love scenario, trying out pieces just to see who would fit.

My attraction to men and women and NB's are all exactly the same. It's hard to admit, but naturally, that attraction Is at a whomping Zero. and I wish it wasn't.

I've fallen in love with every friend I've ever had because I have no idea how to tell the difference. I feel exactly the same for my best friend that I do a crush.

Unlike many aroaces out there, I want love so badly that it hurts. My soul bleeds for it. I crave someone who will be there for me when I'm hurting, and lost, someone devoted to me as I would be to them. Because even though I may not feel attraction like others do, I would make them my world.

Just Aroace things

[theunheardwhispers]

Walking towards something I know I will have to return back someday.

[justkeepwalkingnothinghere]

Oh to hold hands and rest my forehead on theirs as I whispers sweet nothings

[sanegreen]

"the moon understands what it means to be human.

uncertain. alone. cratered by imperfections. "

- shatter me, tahereh mafi

[latenightpillowtalk]

"You are in my dreams but I want you in my arms."

[multifandominfj]

So the internet just decided to throw me in front of a buss today.

[sometimeinoctober]

“Sweet mother, I cannot weave –

slender Aphrodite has overcome me

with longing for a girl.”

-Sappho

[me-do-ria]

Sometimes, I also want to recieve flowers or gifts or letters from someone who is truly loves me

[trushe3]

Might want to Google some literature terms 0_0

[euesworld]

"I ache for you, for you to speak to me with an untold softness in your voice.. whisper in my ear that you love me, tell me that you want some more. I ache for you, to hear the things that make you tick.. I want to know your mind, your heart, your soul.. I want to know you so deeply that I feel as if I am swimming an ocean of you. I ache for you.."

I yearn and softly burn as I ache for you - eUë

[breelynnxoxoxo]

ALONE! 🖤🖤🖤

[ily-beyond-measure-carstairs]

I want to be the subject of someone's poetry

Could you imagine someone dreaming of you , thinking of all your imperfections yet they find them beautiful and write about you.

There is just such beauty in being the subject of someone's art or poetry

Because all I write , I write for someone. Someone I haven't met , someone I only dream of , sitting here waiting and yearning to find him. - me unknown

[study-of-happiness]

"Losing is fine, everything is fine."

Cocain and Abel by Amigo the Devil

[innocentsardonicpotatoes]

Maybe just hold on to me tightly, for a little longer...

Maybe... just maybe, then fate would let me stick around for a bit more than it was determined by the heavens.