#I can barely type rn
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amazing apocalyptic Ponyo au by @keferon
I adore their au, I have just been eating it up! these two especially have found a special place in my heart! their story broke me, especially jazz's.
I was inspired by the post talking about prowl eventually being well enough to be released and him just holding onto jazz for dear life to not be separated. this au is slowly breaking me, man.
#my art#fanart#transformers#apocalyptic ponyo#mermaid au#merformers#?#tf jazz#tf prowl#jazzprowl#ugh im so tired#i can barely type rn#how do i work this thing???#its been a hot minute since i painted anything#but man i love mermaid aus so much#i want to draw more stuff so badly but im bout to pass out
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I WANT TO CALL BUT ALL MY FRIE DS (two of my friends) WONT RESOODN TO MY TE,TS (theyre probably busy) ITS SO OVERRDDDEE
#jiraiblogging#sunny has friends ?!#sunny will be fine in like two seconds but ugh#i can barely type rn#how am i suppsoed to entertain myself now ?!?!?!?!?!?#/j
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Eeueuueue
Today is a really cold day. And I'm shaking so much.
I dont know why but creepy icebergs came back to my recommendations in youtube and they are not scary at all, it's just silly childhood creepypastas as "theories" but by me shaking so much in this horrible cold I'm kinda.. reverse getting scared??
I dont know how to express this into words but like, you know how when you get scared you shake right??
Well, imagine getting scared because you are shaking..
It sound delusional but like, I'm pretty sure that's what's happening.
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i really hate to ask for help cuz like, it makes me feel vulnerable, but like, I need help with affording food to feed myself and sister, and stuff to make my life more livable like new clothes and toiletries.
not getting into it.in detail but I live in a pretty abusive household that gets harder to leave by the second and it does take a massive toll on my mental and physical health.
if you wanna support me, (disabled black trans guy) my link is here. if not that's ok too! I'm very glad people on Tumblr have been kind enough to offer patronage even if I seem kinda crazy. i think my mental health will improve once I find an opening to leave.
thank you, have a good day everyone!
- Salem
#i cant open commissions rn because I'm trying to not only figure out my pricing and the type of art i wanna do#but also how much time ill put info each slot#i will definitely open them#just not rn when im feeling tired and can barely produce art as fast as i used too
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a bad night
#Ardbert#warrior of light#fanart#speedpaint#i draw sometimes#Final Fantasy XIV#thinking........#about many things among them that i am so sleebi and can barely type rn#but also about shb. and touch. and comfort. you know how it is
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Done (heavy quotation marks) with monster Ody @evergreen292 ;)
tbh I couldnāt for the life of me pick a color palette I liked And Render it so I gave up on color. Enjoy the half assery.
Tbh Iāve just been call it Ithacan Naga, but itās objectively itās a mix of snake, owl/bird, and human. So š¤·.
Tbh the wings are supposed to be white/gray-brown, cause owls & Hermes, while his scales are supposed to be an oscillating scale from sea green-blue to purple-tinted gray. Uhm. Evidently that sorta didnāt happen but also did. So.
The purple/grayer scales are gonna be more around with the feathers and wings.
Those fin colors are. Too blue and too bright but I love the colors themselves so theyāre staying for now.
Uhm. Thatās it for now, ig. Iām sorta on a timer rn and Iām tired so <3
The writing bit with this is still in the works (š)
#Odysseus#epic the musical#Ithacan naga au#guess thatās what weāre calling it#an Ithacan naga would deadass just be an aquatic naga#I think#the feathers and wings are cause heās Zeus/Hermesā kin & Athena blessed#tbh the main reason i wanted to color at all is cause I wanted easier differentiation between⦠everything. and actually draw the scales.#so snakes have this extra (?) bone that connects their skull & jaw which is what lets them extend it. so. ody gets that here.#resting/casual naga ody is like. 7ish ft? anything intimindation or just rising usually reaches 11-12 ft. his full length js 20 ft#naga eyes donāt have any eyelids. it looks very odd on a human (unsettling)#owl eyes donāt really have visible white scelcra#or however you spell it#nor do snakes#unsettling#maybe Iāll caption this later but hhhhh#heās sorta supposed to be an olive sea snake and fish owl#but fuck colors rn#uhm cause heās aquatic I suppose he does have to make up with Poseidon⦠uhm letās say after everything Seidon picks up a fuss and Athena#argues back n everything and it causes a reallllly big fuss so Zeus (+ others) eventually work smth out that basically amounts to:#Donāt fuckin bother each other (intentionally)#also endgame for naga ody (he can change back and forth dw) is that he gets used to it. he doesnāt advertise it cause heās sneaky like that#(and after he gets over the self loathing). uhmmm. yeah. Itās great cause NEREID PEN and SEA NAGA ODY#they can go on sea hunts together!!!!#ody CAN fly yes. same logic that lets Hermes fly with 2 small pairs of wings on his ankles and head.#he folds the wings when swimming and the fins fan out underwater. vice versa. his feathers are waterproof.#you can BARELY see the vauge shape of thighs/legs melting into the serpent part btw.#Ariās art#my art#Iāmma add onto this + actually type this out in a post later or smth
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i hope you didnt expect masterpieces because my ass can barely draw rn /silly
#hypers drunk shenanigans#mspaint messes#tadc ragatha#tadc fanart#ragatha#mafia ragatha#i can barely type#erm#sorry if this isnt accurate#or is bad#i tried but my hands are hard to move rn
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OH MY GOD IS IT MY BIRTHDAY DID I FORGET MY BIRTHDAY SDFLKJSDF:L>KJ
YOU DONT EVEN
I
AM
I AM SAYING THIS OUT LOUD IN AN EMPTY ROOM AS I TYPE
YYALL DONT EVEN TKNOW aeledsfjeaflafa;f
got me thinking i might make a fucking audio track osmgggg
GOT ME NEEDING MY DISCORD EMOJIS AAA
#SCREEE#s;dlfjalf;kja#efakesdfja;lkdfjsa;dsfjl#alsfjsd;f#I AM MAKING NOISES#OKAY#THEY CAME IN AT LIKE THE SAME TIME#IMsflajkkdsf;lkaj#;sljdfads;fj#FUCKING CHaRIST#alsfjaf#fuck i hjust---#i just got so wet wtf#wtf wtf wtf#dumb puppy#puppy sub#bd/sm puppy#nsft puppy#OH MYGODDDD#pink tags#|oy|#|urkofyour|ife#I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO RESPOND#I CAN BARELY FUCKING TYPE RN#āļø#š
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MAN I'm seriously so sad about season 2. Bc I wish act 2 had the same emotional impact on me as it appears to have on so many others. But rn I'm just somewhere between unable to care and actively annoyed by some of those writing decisions. Seriously the more I think about it the less I like it.
#act 3 come through please š#I don't think it can salvage some of the things I have contentions with but still... please...#don't ask me about the silco vander flashback with jinxs + vis mom#or the bizzare choice to do so much of the storytelling through this weird music video format they've got going on#completely stripping it of the weight these plot beats could've had if they were... normal scenes#and also missing the point of how the music was used in season 1 and what made it so effective#bc it was complementary to instead of replacing the storytelling#seriously don't ask me about these things I will spontaneously implode on the spot#whyyyyy would they recontextualize season 1 like this with that flashback#to me it kind of ruins the character dynamics and themes in s1. it just makes me so sad you have no idea#also what even are they doing with Jinx rn for real#aaarghhhh just... so many things that are making me scratch my head#also I'm so terribly sorry but I could not care less about Isha sorry lol#like i get that its sad conceptually but she was such a non-character that i struggle to feel impacted at all#same with sky tbh. i thought her role in s1 was alright but there is so much emotional weight put on her now#in terms of her relationship to Viktor but that was barely established so it's weird to have her around#and clearly you're supposed to care but they haven't given me much reason to#isha and sky were non-characters just there to die to further the development of other characters#they didn't really have anything going on on their own and that's just a type of character and plot device that does nothing for me#also i thought the war between zaun and piltover + internal struggles in zaun bc silcos gone would be the main focus#but that stuff seems so sidetracked rn#also sorry i dont like what they did with vander and warwick either. that man should've stayed dead lol#it honestly just makes his death feel less impactful and i dont know what this is supposed to do for the story or the themes???#that just feels like a pointless plotline that is taking up time that could've been spent on other things#i just... i could go on like this for a while like there are so many things that just puzzle me#it's so weird considering how tight and thematically consistent season 1 was#let's see where act 3 goes but... i kinda have a bad feeling about it ngl#obv im glad others are enjoying it and this is just my opinion! also a lot of this are probs just my personal tastes anyway#arcane spoilers
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Hey girl (gender neutral) why are we trending what tf did we do
#phan#dan and phil#<- the trending tags for posterity#3 am for me rn can barely type but by jove I will try#tracking tag#rambling
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Really fucking pissed regarding my field rn
#we have to start requiring birth dates so that we dont check out any 'inappropriate materials' to minors#idk how that will be enforced with self checkouts.... will cards not be able to check out adult books at all????#are we marking certain books as inappropriate???#this shit pisses me off so bad#kinda bad enough my library keeps checkout records#(for hood reasons though so like we can tell elderly patrons if theyve checked out a book before#or they want to know the author of a book they read last month)#(*good)#i put a book about a person's autism diagnosis helping them#like fuck you i dont care of our shithead conservative patrons get angry all of them can fuckkkk offfff#personal#AND IM AWARE THIS ISNT EVEN BARE MINIMUM#my library has gotten a lot better about stuff than in the past but they still do things like hide the rupaul book from our catalogs display#*put the book on display. my typing is bad rn
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vaguely speculating on the vocal synthesis industry like its fantasy football completely unprompted: if somehow either synthv or cevio managed to get a hold of nurse robo type t for a commercial AI voicebank i think that would usher in her era fully. we're already basically there with how much her talk banks and occasionally her utau banks are used in so many songs..... i keep saying this but i think the nurse robo era is nigh..........
#i mean this not in a vocaloid6 haterism way but i dont think her getting a v6 bank would give her much original song usage popularity#like i dont really hate v6. its a little expensive for me for its quality rn. but i like hearing others use it and see what they do!#but straight up i see so few original songs using v6 banks. like im actively looking im not joking where are they#i liked that one tsuina v6 demo song by eo a lot i thought v6's vocoder worked well with an odd piano tune like that#but i barely see any v6 originals its crazy. im going deep in vocadb. im doing boolean searches across the internet...#actually there is a few exceptions - i see a lot of kazehikiv6 originals. una too. sometimes gumi but not as often anymore#i dunno maybe its hard to mix v6 voices? it lowkey sounds hard to mix in my humble onion orz#actually the more i use cevio/voisona the more i understand why its so popular for japanese original song producers#i dunno it has a speedy workflow + a sound that works well for japanese pop music i think#i would love type t on either software but i do think shed do fantastically in synthv2 because of how much that software thrives in#whispery breathy vocals. i think shed sound great. cevio seems more likely tho. or. cough.#something that rhymes with bace budio. but recently theyve been burning more bridges so maybe we're safe. maybe.#of course id personally also love a diffsinger or neutrino or i dunno. voicevox song. no one ever makes voicevox song banks.......#but the commercial software is easier to use and especially for original songs: u can use em in ur dawwww#of course i say all this but i dunno if type t's management is like. active.#im just saying all this because nurse robo type t keeps whispering in the background of half the new songs ive been into recently#so shes on my mind LOL
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actual conversation i had with my dental hygienist
hygienist: so what did you study at university?
me: chemistry...
hygienist: damn, no wonder you look so sad!
#this is especially funny now that i got a new job and it has like... barely anything to do with my degree LMAOOOO#mostly bc the job market is rough rn and i kinda need the money more than anything... but damn LOL#and then he proceeded to give me a speech about his own road to becoming a hygienist#how he started in business but then hated it so he started dj-ing#then found that he got bored of it and so he went to med school. but found that too much of a hassle as well#so now hes in dental school and working as a hygienist as he completes his schooling and is NOW debating on changing careers again#and like noah fence to the guy i know he was trying to be encouraging about how 'ur degree shouldnt shackle u to one type of career'#but also his carefree nature is sending alarm bells in my head bc the only ppl who speak like that are people who can Afford#to soul search like that. bc if i knew my parents are there to catch me if my new venture failed#damn i'd do fucking whatever i wanted to as well!! but ofc idk if hes really rich like that#he did have an aura tho. rich people aura. they got a way of talking sometimes... especially western ppl....#ANYWAY.... just wanted to share how i got scalped with my mouth wide open filled with blood thank u for listening to my ted talk#zee talks
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guess whos in the emergency room! me!
#i can barely type this out rn#im SO sick#the baby next to me is crying into my ear i promise#listening to new perspective to drown it out#ow.
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NEW DELTARUNE NEWSLETTER???
#nathan's notes#i'm reading the japanese translation screenshots rn#i can barely understand what they say but I think i've gotten mildly good at reading hiragana n katakana#and by reading i mean knowing what sound the symbols make#i barely know what they actually mean lol#but there's a lot of people who wouldn't even be able to do that so i'm taking that as a good start towards learning the language :D#fun fact susie is typed as suuzii
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The answer to āman I donāt feel good what do I even doā is actually ājust give blorbo all your symptoms lolā
#Status of blorbos rn is: cold cold cold cold cold cold#So cold I can barely type#Idk whatās wrong with me I donāt have a fever and have shit to get done#Blorbos are all very miserable rn
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