#I cannot see the stage at ALLL

[pinolitas]

Orville peck on tour but if I've learned anything about gays and this specific venue it's that I am not gonna see SHIT

[eclipsellium]

RANT APPROACHING!!!! continue at your own risk ⚠️

OH MY GOD I CANNOT put into WORDS how UNEXPECTED this is. and your like… what? but an 87 isn’t even that bad???

look, i’ve been writing narrative and fiction since i could speak. i don’t normally ask for feedback, so maybe that’s a point of growth but oh well. i write multiple short stories every month and write a page of narrative in my journal EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.

in school, we typically only write literary analysis or argumentative or like DBQ style. but i switched to a writing class this semester and my teacher told us to write a mock common app essay.

YOUD THINK that with ALL the narrative writing i’ve done and ALLL the summer program apps i’ve had to write in the past years, THIS WOULD BE A PIECE OF CAKE.

i will be honest, i did struggle with this a bit, but by the time we got to the peer review stage, my classmates jaws DROPPED and they were like ITS SO GOOD (not to be egotistic but just to give you some context for the level of writing i thought i had)

so IMAGINE MY FACE WHEN I SEE THIS. NO JOKE this is the LOWEST essay grade i’ve gotten in my ENTIRE academic career in the past EIGHT YEARS (i’m in high school btw)

and i loon at my class and im like no way im in the middle of the pack. like what about the kid who wrote about being a capitalist overlord in minecraft? or the basic one that talks about a sports injury??? and these are the people with brain cells. like what about the people that posted themselves buying alcohol for a party while they are underage onto insta??? like cmon no way their essays got perfect grades

and for reference she’s not that harsh a grader. my teacher is the most chill person. she hands out candy and actually got me to participate in class and doesn’t even care if you get your work done.

and so i check my document to see what feedback she left me. no joke the only comments are small grammar mistakes, some flow issues that she pointed out, and suggestions to elaborate. YOURE TELLING ME that the only thing wrong with my essay is that YOU WANTED MORE????? like make it make sense

worse thing is that i was planning to have her write my letter of recommendation, so at least i have an excuse to go talk to her??? but like i don’t want to be one of her B level writers

at one point the only thing i can imagine that was wrong with it was that it could be TOO creative or TOO emotional. so much for wanting to go outside the box and actually improve myself as a writer….

maybe i’m wrong but it feels kind of like an issue just with school in general. like maybe my school especially, since people are just obsessed with grades teachers expect the bare minimum, cookie cutter assignments. they don’t want you to expand on your thinking and it only matters if it’s going to be on test.

whatever. i’ll probably update the situation when i talk to my english teacher. thanks for listening to my minuscule problems 💕

[luvistqrzzz]

THE ACCIDENTAL POLAROID- 21- FINALE::: it's like a polaroid love ( written::: 0.5K )

'Where are you taking me, Chae?!' You screamed blindfolded as you felt your three friends around you, leading you out of Hueningkai's broken car.

'Ssh! It's a surprise', she replied, taking your hand and pulling you into a room. 'I swear to God if you're kidna-' your voice died down as Sunoo removed the blindfold and you were met with the somewhat familiar surroundings of... Hungry Jungle diner.

You stood there, frozen in your spot and feeling tensed because you knew who'd be there. The guy you'd met (? sort of ) in this place. The exact one standing on the small stage staring into your eyes.

The silence was broken by Chaewon gently tugging at your hand and leading you to an empty table. You quickly looked away from him, embarrassed. Who thought it'll be a good idea to bring you here? You could almost kill your friends if only you didn't love them so much.

Heeseung cleared his throat, catching your attention, 'The last song for today is my uh own song and it's written for a special someone. I hope yall enjoy it.'

A soft melody filled the place as he started singing but his eyes were on you.

Why am I relying on to love?

It's obvious feeling anyway

I believed I would know everything

I guess it as trap that I fell for even I knew it

You couldn't help but blush at his voice and the sweet lyrics. Maybe giving the letter wasn't that bad of an idea. Even if the room was filled with people, for you, the chatter died down almost like you and Heeseung were the only ones.

It's like a polaroid love

It's not going my way

I don't even have any trendy filter

But I love that vibe

He finished it, a small hopeful smile on his face. Heeseung muttered a small thank you and bowed before leaving the stage.

Alarmed, you quickly got up, following him as he walked towards through the back door. 'Yah Lee Heeseung!'

He stopped in his tracks. This wasn't part of the plan. He had planned to properly confess to you after the night ended, not like this. 'You can't just walk away after singing that song and making me go crazy.'

He turned around to face you but before he could say anything, you ran up to him, pulling him into a kiss. His eyes widened but he slowly melted into it, pulling you closer by the waist.

You didn't even know what had gotten into you but there you were kissing him out of the blue, a thousand butterflies going wild in your stomach.

'I'm sorr-' '- sorry.' You both burst out into laughter, faces still close to each other. Heeseung caressed your cheek. 'Soooo, what do you say, girlfriend, let's get out of here', he suggested.

You playfully shoved him, 'Who said I was your girlfriend, polaroid boy?!'

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SUMMARY- Lee Heeseung doesn't believe in love at first sight but what happens when he accidentally clicks a polaroid of a girl at the local diner? A girl he can't seem to get out of his mind.

Will he be able to return you the polaroid or will love follow him along the way?

GENRE- smau with written parts, college!au, strangers to lovers, fluff, crack, angst (veryyy slight), slight love triangle

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AN- ANDDDD THATS A WRAP!! Omg i cant believe that its finally over my first finished smau😭😭😭 i cannot gurantee a bonus chapter but imma try TT!! Tysm to alll who supported this smau ily ily your comments and feedbacks really made my day <33 this was such a silly idea but it turned out fun i hope yall enjoyed it too🤧🫶! See yall in love theory iggg ;))

[castlebyersafterdark]

'Cannot wait for you all to bear witness to the cringey antics of one Michael "That Ass Was Crafted By the Gods Themselves and I Hereby Pledge an Oath to It" Wheeler and one William "Sir Paladin I Must Inform You the Wizard Hat Does Remain on During Relations" Byers.'

THE WAY I SCREAMED

this is even more structured and formal than i imagined and its literally so perfect because i can imagine the stages of cringe deterioration excellence: at first it's fun at the fair and echoes the gameplay, then they get into it and shock themselves, then they start getting turned on and resist, then they go for it but its still tongue in cheek and playful and by the end its like a babbling mess but also somehow amazingly coherent and soo imaginative and they have alll the right things to say ahhhhh

its even better that this kind of team improv is byler canon cos did you see them at suzie's???? SIR

honestly take your time cos i am soooo happy to wait for this gold hahahah

(p.s. i think you finding it hot makes sense, because it's that characterisation bleeding through. like you said, it's not just smut anymore, you're connecting to these characters and their story. and if that isnt hot, what is? put it this way: writing casual smut is a hookup. writing good, considered, characterised smut is making love lol)

Spot on about the escalation of this whole thing, kinda meta from me drafting it as well as the ever growing plot of the thing. For me, started off as a joke and the more I write the more I'm taking it seriously.

As for the story, it starts with everyone gathering to travel to the faire and the insufferable but silly/flirty antics of Mike and Will finding each other's costumes cute/hot and just a little cheesy flirtation w some themed pick up lines. But as the day goes, they kinda get stuck in character because they keep egging each other on, getting more ridiculous, as well as a secret little reason Will's getting more and more worked up from his own doing 👀 combined with how unbearably charming Mike is being. So they just haaaave to sneak away to ravish each other. All still in character. For the most part. Team improv at its finest, the fic really shows how they play off each other, can read the other so well. It diverts from just flirting and playing a character while at the faire into actual role play they both find super hot - but they're having so much fun. That's important. The fact that them being this ridiculous and silly together is combined with their sex life? It's sooo them.

And that's an appealing idea, isn't it? To have a partner so in tune with your crazy ideas and they're eager to play them out with you? Someone who lovingly matches your freak? It is definitely hot.

Obsessed with your analogy at the end, that's really how it goes sometimes, right??? 🤣🤣

[storytimewithnova]

All Eyes on me (demon AU)

In the balls (with double meaning) group chat

D.Kuroo: 🎶Long long time agoI had my our own little show🎶

D.O kou:Bro?

D.Kuroo:🎶I was a beautiful loveable angel But he took the spotlight, shining so bright Left me to fade away But honey, now the turn is mine🎶

D.kawa:Tetsu ?

Lev:Is anyone going to mention the nicknames and or pfp no ok

D.Kuroo:🎶A devil made from heaven, sent from above Looks like henry's got a little date, let's have some fun We've got lots to do little errand boy Come to me at cloud nine🎶

D.P sho:Oh jesus who upset my idiot brother this time

D.Kuroo:💛

D.P SHO:🖕🏻

D.Kuroo🎶 To be the perfect angel, some sin must be done You told me what to do and what to say, I couldn't escape You got to choose the ending of my fate. You put me astray🎶

G.K kenma:Who kuro

G.R Keiji:Wait is it him let me add him

G.R Keiji added Tratior

Traitor (Ex bf):Tetsu

D.kawa:Nah uh you do not get to call my boyfriend that bitch

D.Kuroo:🎶But not anymore! I'm in control! I have the stage You can't turn the page Now all eyes on me!🎶

Yaku:Does anyone feel like we shouldn’t witness this

Everyone minus the Demons

D.Kuroo:🎶So many experiments so many mistakes But I'll go all the way till I'm in the perfect shape🎶

Taitor(ex bf)I am sorry i was a shitty move on my part

A.G Tendou:No shit and we have been hunting you ever since

D.P SHO:No one upsets and hurts my brother and gets away with it well unless it me

D.KUROO:😚

D.P SHO:👉🏻💜🖕🏻

D.O KOU:You tried bro

D.Kuroo:🎶First is worst maybe the third's the charm! So close! Oh! I cannot wait The demon won't taint me now, cause you're the sacrifice he'll slay🎶

Traitor (Ex Bf):S-sacrifice Kuroo please that a little extreme

D.Kawa:Hahahahaha we don’t know what extreme is i am going to enjoy watching you suffer

D.Kuroo:🎶You said I wasn't good enough to stay, you put me away You took away my future and my fame, but now that will change🎶

D.P SHO:Oh did he now Keiji baby with me

G.R Keiji:Coming love this bitch is about to rethink his life choses

D.Kuroo:Focus on me!

Alll demons:👀

D.Kuroo:🎶I'll be all that they see! I'll make them sway No, can't run away Now all eyes on me! You don't know what it's like to drown away, in a puddle of shame And You... Yes you... Made me insane!🎶

Traitor (Ex bf):How may ways can i say sorry

D.Kuroo:🎶But not anymore! I'm in control! I have the stage You can't turn the page So do as you're told!🎶

D.P SHO:Encore! Hit the beat boys

D.Kuroo:🎶Focus on me! I'll be all that they see! I'll make them sway No, can't run away Now all eyes on me! Now all eyes on, All eyes on me!🎶 Keiji do what you will with him

G.R Keiji:Yes sir You have too choses sir i can take his life and soul or i can summon your father and let him deal with him personally

Traitor (Ex bf):No please anything but him

D.Kuroo:Summon daddy dearest Keiji

Keiji disappeared the reappeared just as fast my load your son requires you

Satan:Keiji what is up

Kageyama:Am i seeing this shit correct

D.P SHO:Hey daddy

Satan:Shoyo you taking good care of you big brother

D.P SHO:😊

Satan:That’s my boy

D.Kuroo:Wow dad favouritism much

Satan:Anyway you needed my help

D.kawa:Taking out the trash uncle

Satan:You still call me uncle even though you and tetsuro are engaged

D.Kawa:Yep been so use to it not breaking a habit anyway heres the trash

Oikawa drags kuroo ex over to his dad

Traitor(Ex bf):H-hello sir

Satan:So you’re the one that hurt my eldest son Keiji you know what to do my little Grim

G.R Keiji:Yes my lord say goodbye to your life

Traitor (Ex bf): Keiji your a grim reaper right

G.R KEIJI:I am what of it

Traitor(ex bf):You can be bargained with you know a little negotiation of sorts

G.R Keiji:You have nothing it want traitor

Traitor(ex bf): I know there is a soul you want in hell desprately because kawa wants to be reunited with his best friend

G.R Keiji:I maybe listen

Traitor (Ex bf):Iwaizumi is at seijoh but i know he is dying so in exchange my life for his

Iwa:I am right here and how did you know that i am not a bargining tool

G.R Keiji:I am well aware iwa san you are here we have been aware this whole time

Yaku:Then could you tell use what is going on

G.R Keiji:Of course let me finish taking out the trash as iwa san said he is not a bargaining chip goodbye tratior

Akaashi swung his syth

D.P SHO:Looking hot love

G.R Keiji: Save your horny for the bedroom hun

D.Kuroo:Ew still here that my little brother

G.R Keiji: My husband shit head

D.P SHO:You may be next to take over dad brother but i am a high rank than you

D.Kuroo:Oh i am sorry Demon prince

Noya:Demon prince my kohai is royal

D.P SHO:Well let me start by showing my true form

D.P SHO:Demon prince Akaashi Shoyo formally kuroo shoyo and as my husband pointed out i am married to him

G.R Keiji:I am said husband Keiji akaashi a grim reaper i work under sho and kuroo dad who you just met

D.Kuroo:I am sho older brother demon kuroo Tetsuro unlike my brother who is a high ranked demon me and my husband to be is below hi

D.kawa:I am the said husband to be Demon oikawa Tooru or soon to be Kuroo Tooru

D.O Kou:I am a Demon owl my name is bokuto koutarou and i am married to my lovely kitten Kenma

G.K kenma:And that would be me golden kitten kenma bokuto married to that silly loveable owl

A.G Tendou:I am satori Tendou angel gaurd of s ranked angels and i am single as fuck i am also the cousin of the demon prince and kuroo

All human:How did you hide this from us we would have notice the wings

D.P SHO:You really wouldn’t we have a way of hiding them any way i am going to go keiji is waiting for me

D.P sho is offline

G.R Keiji is offline

Yaku:You know what everyone just go offline we all have a lot to process

Yaku deleted 24 hrs

[becausethathappens]

I loved your tiny Rhett dissertation! 100% agree with everything you said. Also, just to kind of relate it back to him & Link (of course, bc they’re basically one human being), both randl are kind of larger than life personalities , regardless of physical size lol. I think there are two main reasons rhett acts smol: 1) alllll the reasons you said about his potential body dysmorphia, not wanting be threatening, urge to be cared for 2) is link. Link in alll his linkness. Link is a lot of things (and yes he is baby lol) but he really isn’t smol they way we are talking. He’s pretty aggressive and loud, but since he’s sensitive and kind, and I guess kind of dandy? (Idk how to describe it) it’s never been a problem for him.

This brings me to my main point. I find it really interesting how much room randl give the other the room to be larger than life in their own ways. Link gives Rhett the room to make a lot of their decisions, to state a lot of their opinions. He’s kind of made peace with everyone thinking Rhett is the smart one and that link tags along with whatever Rhett is thinking. Rhett gives link the room to be the chaotic crazy charming one. Link is the one who always takes the lead in social situations. After seeing them live, link kind of steals the stage performances and talk show interviews. Ultimately I think Rhett might he a natural born performer but link is naturally entertaining.

It’s just very interesting how they’ve either always fit together or grown around each other, probably a bit of both. Also, other point, it makes me want to see the 4 of them (them and their wives) interact more. They’ve all been together for so long and it seems like in every way link and Christy aren’t like each other Christy is like Rhett or link is like Rhett. For every way rhett and Jessie aren’t alike Jessie is like Link. If that makes sense? It’s all very fascinating to me.

Also; also, as an exvangelical I cannot not FATHOM how successful Rhett and link (and Jessie and Christy) were at evangelizing, like it’s kind of scary if you’ve experienced the cult like quality of it. I think it’s why so many people in the church were pretty publicly horrible to them when they came out with their deconversion stories. It made them all nervous bc they were probably some of their most successful and convincing leaders in their church at the time.

Wow that’s a lot sorry. It’s all very disorganized thought. You just made me think a lot.

because that happens when you plant trees next to each other. - rhett mclaughlin

i literally couldn't agree more. 👏😌

[saintwilllem]

FORM YOUR LOVE .

so this is my analysis of both for your love and form of sympathy put into one as they are both of the same world. i am tagging @55bubble as i really want their opinion and thoughts on this but everyone comment / reblog and let me know what you think.  also if you need clarifications on anything please let me know i’ve been writing this half asleep after a hard days of work.  i may also visit  this again as the form of sympathy goes on.

  firstly i don’t know why i didn’t realize this is at first but both  titles  inform the themes and ideas of the comic.  for your love  is basically the story of understanding  love and what it will ask of you .  both moogyeong and yohan  have to see rejections through ( moogyeong his own , yohan his brother’s ) and the way it leaves them feeling to get to the end goal of love because what transpired between moogyeong and junseo was a crush that held him but it didn’t drive depth because it was something he would always try to brush off and hide away from .  yohan on the other hand sees his rejection  through his brother’s unrequited love and what that does is makes him overly cautious and stops him from looking inward and try to drive someone else’s story in hopes that he can be the “fairy-godmother,” this time around.  it isn’t until he looks at moogyeong not as a project but a person and therefore look inward does he realize that moogyeong doesn’t need to evolve its him .  on the other hand form of sympathy is the story of different forms of sympathies .   the main versions of this story branch sympathy from  yuri to his noona ,  to himself , and to sunwoo , goes on to his noona and him ,  and her new family ,  and lastly the real show of that is between   sunwoo toward yuri.  what i find interesting is that sympathy is defined two different ways :  feelings of pity and sorrow for someone else's misfortune  and  secondly , the understanding between people ; common feeling .  you see both these definitions play into the story.  for example both meanings align with yuri and his noona’s relationship. it starts with sorrow on her misfortune and then becomes a connection between them both .  in the face of yuri and sunwoo their sympathy is still on the first meaning , and were sunwoo feels sorrow , i think yuri after chapter 30 is just starting to leave the stages of pity. 

 both stories are  about unrequited love. yet in for your love it lingers, while in form of sympathy it festers . Within for your love it is put to ease by the way people feeling it behave. moogyeong decides to be quite about his love , in small  part due to fear and another is that he himself isn't a man of big gesture.  he finds himself crashing into yohan who at first wants to break this boundary of fear and smallness  and wants to make it loud and known . he doesn’t get the issue of it because he has seen the aftermath of being rejected first hand and on someone he’s really cared about and he doesn’t want that again.  as i said before is what really  alleviates the pain of seeing junseo with someone else , and mooyeong still thinking about him is the final act of looking inward.  we see yohan clearly state that he loves moogyeong and it isn’t because of his brother or any other grand gesture but the fact that this is a person he feels at peace with and he will do what needs to be done to. improve himself for both of them because he can look at what has to be with peace.  

now with form of sympathy the unrequited are impressed with history that equated to them thinking themselves  fundamentally more important than they really were.  one may question the kindness of noona and how she would always just give herself away to yuri .  she would always let him tag along , she would come to his school when he was in trouble , she cared for him at the funeral of her parents when she should have been taken care of . i am of the catagory that she gave him so much because she felt for him as having love taken from you but also because she may have felt that she had to give yuri a mother figure to thank his mother for doing that for her and the way she thought of him.   and so what i think this has done is open a feeling of over importance inside of yuri  in which he believes that he is her center and that she is his , inside of her being a line that stands next to him and up lifts him.  this has made him cruel , because he feels unbalanced  and he uses sunwoo as his target because his history with his brother in law leaves parts of him on sunwoo and also because he can’t fully go after his brother in law because that would hurt noona.  sunwoo is someone he has power over not just because he knows his feelings and has been used as a substitute for them but also because of who they are to each other. they will always have the dynamic of student and teacher over them  but the fact is that this isn’t school , its real life and yuri has opened up the darkest corners of sunwoo and taken control of them from the dinner with alll four of them , to just being a needle that pricks sunwoo during their working together.  yet in the last few chapters of season one we see a flip of power or rather we see sunwoo and his guidance starting to tug at yuri .  now the  history between brother in law and sunwoo is also simillar to that of  yuri and noona because they also were just rhust into each other lives, and it seems like sunwoo created something out of brother in law that wasn’t there. i don’t remember if we get any really background into their relationship besides brother in law joining the movie club out on a  whim and sunwoo just tied himself into  him . and i think that its the same reason as to why yuri did it with noona and that is personality and how they made them feel.  mooyeong did not make junseo his center but yuri and sunwoo did with the people they liked and that is why they are spiraling . one in rage and the other into depression. 

what i also find interesting is that the injury sunwoo has is one on the hand. what makes this interesting is what a hand does is grab on to things .  a hand emits a start as in hand shakes , it holds on to and lifts a person , and also puts out the emotions one is feeling either on themselves or others.  so in having his hand injured sunwoo is basically trapped.  he cannot in metaphoric ideas pull himself out , nor can he go on to express any other emotions because not only is his injury onto his hand physically but it is also emotional in that it is hands the acted upon yuri and marked him as the brother in law when he knew he wasn’t , so his hand is both what ties him to yuri ,  drowns him in  the past  and stops him being able to heal. 

characters that can be imposed upon another through both stories 

yohan and yuri 

mooyeong and sunwoo 

junseo and brother in law

noona and yohan’s brother 

yohan and yuri are not just the main characters , they also both go through an arc of bewilderment , self-loathing , and isolation.  they are both haunted by their actions, yuri in how he has been behaving around his noona , and yohan how he has around mooyeong.  with his noona yuri latched on to her kindness and made into his life in that it is the  one thing to which he couldn’t be angry at because it gave to him without demanding but at the cost of him not being able to form other relationships purely because he locked his noona into an image of something for him.  but yohan instead of that had to drag out his insides and put them into their place.  he had to learn that what he knows is not enough . that what he has seen of himself in view of his family does not make him , nor does his brothers pain belong to him as he has been cared by him. yohan strikes back and decides to evolve, yuri decides to drown and devolve 

mooyeong and sunwoo are both teachers , sunwoo teaches geography and mooyeong tutors. they both have unrequited loves but what they do with it as i’ve mentioned before is quite different. one can assume that both lack the character to act with big gestures and that is why they both lose out on their loves. but if you look at mooyeong i dont believe that he is an overly emotional character in that unlike sunwoo he does not add romantic gestures to the idea of teaching and by this i do not mean that he is going on talking about love within his teaching but he has these big ideas of what students are like and how diverse they are and how troubled they maybe.  mooyeong keeps his head on pushing his students academically and he does feel but he does not center himself around the bursts of emotions he does feel. instead he reason with him because he knows that a love that isn’t spoken is better than a love that is spoken and then mocked / spurned and thats his struggle with yohan at first. while sunwoo is basically  of the measure that a love unspoken / unreturned puts a hit on a relationship . it ends it and does nothing but makes it painful and he keeps wanting to run away from what he had unlike mooyong and it something that cuts him because its a mark that says i was wrong , i am wrong and i will keep being wrong in many sense. 

now junseo is the kinder of the two. he might be a bit careless, a bit naive and clueless , but he does not insert himself into mooyeong’s life beyond the areas of the club and common decency.  he isn’t like the brother in law who keeps trying to put himself into sunwoo’s life from the calls to the mention of a gift and him asking him for help.  he feels that his place isn’t to force a way into mooyeong’s life and be a door that keeps opening letting him in and then kicking him out and i think its part of the reason why  this relationship was able to grow out  better than that of the one sunwoo and the brother in love have. also the brother in law remembers everything wrong about what happened between them and it something that breaks sunwoo under the issue of him thinking himself important but realzing that he wasn’t really anything because even friends remember things they did with another.  it enforces the idea that the club and sunwoo were but things to collect and play around with rather than value and hold with respect as junseo and mooyeong. he kind of tagged on top of sunwoo without the consideration of exactly what was required between them because as he came by the club by chance so did he sunwoo. 

With hyung and noona its a story of two people who are both the catalysts for the traits a characther decides to possess. From jealousy and agony in yuri, to fear and learning in yohan these two are the parental figures they never had but also become the ones they give up a lot of themselves for. Yohan decides to be the opposite of his brother and go after unrequited loves for others, yuri feels guilty for being so attached to his noona he has to isolate himself because her happiness should have been his as her kindness was his. If not for the conversation hyung and yohan had after being caught in his intimacy with mooyeong I don't think yohan would have really put aside his brother's pain and take a full leap into his relationship. Where on the other hand always being with noona and thinking her as a small little thing who got eaten up by a big bad wolf and having to converse with someone who doesn't really express their own feelings has kept yuri from really evolving and thats why he crashes against sunwoo so badly because even his first sister and her aggression is a mask out of what their parents have made them.

Now I love thar yohan has his dreams and yuri the train tracks. What the dreams show is that yohan is looking inside himself and is changing. The dreams symbolize his faults, from his ego on the surface hides a low self worth and mooyeong always becomes his consciousness which fires back at him as both the face of the wanted and his failings to achieve it because he is at a loss of self because he thinks to what he witnessed than what has to be.

The train tracks are a slow way of travel. The train goes and stops and you can only follow it. Yuri's facing sunwoo decides that this is his destination. That the pathway to his own salvation is the man he crashes into to seek the falling of his rival. The crash reassembles into guidance and guidance into freedom and so he drops the rope and build a slow way for him to reach peace. Also unlike yohan he has to look outward instead of inward

So this gas gotten really long, and so i say goodbye here until later when I have more to say and more time to do so.

[rebellioussinner09]

To say you and Bakugou had similar attitudes was an overstatement. Sure you were a little hot headed and had a sassy little mouth, but you can turn into a ball of sunshine when you wanted it to be.

But your classmates got used to it. To them you were their unique moody classmate that can turn todoroki’s different powers to shame

And even Bakugou himself was a bit amused with your demeanor. Sometimes he would see you yelling your head off at denki and Mineta and the next minute you’re giggling and smiling at Midoriya and Iida.

And he got to admit you were cute when you’re not angry, he would see your eyes lighting up your face and he would notice the deep dimples on both of your cheek.

But it doesn’t mean you were ugly when you’re mad though, If he’s being honest he actually finds it hot. Like the time when all of 1A was at the gym rehearsing your production for the upcoming UA sports festival. You were in part of the special effects team and it was also your duty to make sure the instruments were all connected to the auditorium’s speakers.

“Ok Mineta I’m all set” You called out as you plugged in Tokoyami’s guitar to the jack “Turn it on”

But instead of Turning it on, Mineta had somehow switched on the blinking lights that were placed at the corners of the stage.

“Hey turn that off” You yelled

“Sorry” Mineta called out as he flicked another switch

Another Led lights was activated and this time it was accompanied by an annoying loud disco music.

“Hey stop messing with it” you yelled glaring up towards him

“Sorry I must have hit the wrong thing” he apologized as he navigated the speakers setting box.

“No” you cried out angrily “15 years ago your mother gave birth to the wrong thing” you ignored the snickers from your classmates as Mineta had switched off the led lights and had finally turned on the speakers.

“Ok we’re alll set” you said placing your hands in your hips “Let’s do this” You smiled at the band and bakugou fought off the urge to smirk at you. Seeing you all riled up like that seems to turned him on.

That was strike one.

Strike two was when all of you were back in the UA dorms, and everyone was busy coming up with ideas for the production.

“Since Midoriya will carry aoyama across the auditorium we need some more things so we can hype up the audience” Kirishima said as he gestured you and Todoroki to sit beside him.

Suddenly an idea struck your head. You had a quirk that could control any forms of liquid, so if you really wanted to get the audience involved then throwing water at them was a perfect plan on setting the mood. You seen people doing that at rave parties. So why not give it a go?

“I have an idea” you smiled as you turned your head into Kirishima’s direction.

“Yeah? Well then let’s hear it” Kirishima smirked.

Now Eijiro Kirishima was one of your best friends, he was one of the people who would relentlessly tease you and of course you would tease him back, Making fun of each other was second nature.

“Yeah? You want to hear it?” You asked cooly as you raised a brow at him.

“Yes?” Kirishima replied

A smirk grew on your lips as you faced your red headed friend

“Beg me” you said cooly as you crossed your arms over your chest.

Upon hearing that, bakugou almost choked on the water he was drinking.

He was standing right behind you, hands gripping the water bottle that was currently stuffed in his mouth.

Kirishima, being the oblivious dork that he is raised his eyebrow

“What was that Y/N?”

“Beg me” you repeated a bit more harsher this time.

Bakugou felt hotness spreading in his face when you said that.

After all wasn’t he Mr. “Get on your knees and beg?”

So let’s just say a huge amount of respect was given to you by the bomb quirk user.

Kirishima seemed to caught on because he dramatically fell to his kness in front of you “please Y/N san please share with us your idea”

But you shook your head “you can do better than that eijirou”

A brow was raised again as Kirishima adjusted his kneeling position but he decided to humor you again

“I’m begging you Y/N please tell us about your plan”

Loosing your bossy demeanor you erupted into a fit of giggles as you gently poked Kirishima on his forehead

“Ok ok I’ll tell you, get up”

At that, bakugou did let out a smirk graced his lips.

The 3rd and Final strike was inside your classroom on a Monday morning. Apparently Present Mic had ditched his English lesson to show off the brand new electric organ he just bought

“Come on now future heroes” he snickered as he aimed his thumb and pointer finger towards the keyboard “who knows how to play the piano?”

At that question all eyes landed into Jirou and Momo.

After all they were the ones who co-wrote the song that you guys performed at the UA festival

“But before the class could call out their names Jirou had already threw her hands up and said “ I can’t play the piano, I can play the guitar but not the piano”

“And I can play but I cannot sing” Momo added defensively

You slumped into your seat and closed your eyes, already knew what was coming next

“Y/N?”

You cracked an eye open to see your crack head of a teacher hovering right in front of your desk “I know you can play” he said as he gently poked you in the shoulder “I seen you do it before”

It makes sense, your parents and your teachers were friends slash school mates during their high school days on UA and you remembered one time when you were 10 years old you had the chance of meeting Present Mic and Eraser head for the 1st time during a dinner that your parents hosted. You also remembered how your parents forced you to sit on the piano stool so you could show off your new talent “(your mother’s words) to both your sensei’s

[kookie-vith-suga]

Unification

Word count: 1624

Warnings: A little angst but mostly ugly fluff

Author’s note: Wow I finally did it and finished that third part. I had it saved for like four months or so...

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Distance  -->  Closeness

unification

/ˌjuːnɪfɪˈkeɪʃ(ə)n/

Definitions: noun; The process of being united or made into a whole.

How slow time can run when you are really looking forward to something. But eventually the week had passed by and I had entered the plane last night. It was around 10 am as I stepped into the arrival hall. A little disorientated I looked around before spotting Jin with a great bouquet of flowers in his hands. The last remaining meters I ran towards him to throw myself into his arms. It was overly stormy and considering that he had a girlfriend probably inappropriate. But in that moment I couldn’t care less. Because for this short second he belonged to me.

“Y/N I have missed you so much!”, he hugged me a little tighter.

“Me too, Jin”, I nuzzled into his shoulder.

“You must be exhausted from the long flight. Let us go to me so you can relax a little before the event tomorrow.” he let go of me and picked up my suitcase.

I nodded willingly also the loss of contact made me frown for a second.

We arrived the house where he lived in a little over 20 minutes. I gotta say I was perplexed about this place. Not only was it huge. The interior decoration was beautiful. Everything was harmonising with each other.

“This is so beautiful! You can really see that a woman is living here.” I gulped. Saying that felt like a slap in the face.

“Umm..really...funny that you say that since she...umm nevermind”, he started to hem and haw., “Should I give you a small tour? Of course you can stay with me if you want”, he quickly changed the topic. I looked over to him out of the corner of my eye. Why is he reacting like this?

“Sure. Will that be okay with Kathi?”, I asked.

“Yeah, she is not going to be home anyway”, he answered briefly while turning around.

I got the feeling he was hiding something so I persisted on that topic. “Oh really? She is not coming to such a important event of you?”

He hesitated a little before he answered: “Of course she is coming! She just has a important shooting. But will be back tomorrow for the party.”

“Glad to hear that”, I tried to let it sound sincere.

“Now let us do the tour!”, a smile danced over his lips again as he reached for my hand. I could not help but blush a little. If he looks at me that way the world is suddenly a good place.

The night was very short. We talked a lot about his the past years and how the restaurant grew.. The glowing in his eyes every time he mentioned it warmed my heart. He is truely happy here.

We just reached that huge building were his restaurant was located. A lot of people already gathered in the lobby. They were all holding a glass of champagne in their hands. It was only short after that they offered us one as well. Jin went away to great the people and invited everyone to sit down. I guess there was a seating plan since everyone seemed to know which spot was theirs. I stood a little lost in the middle not sure where to go and how to act.

“This way, Y/N.” Suddenly Jin was back at my side offering his arm for me to link it with him. I did as said and he lead me to a table at the front of a little stage. All tables were decorated splendidl. Basically like the rest of the restaurant. I felt like I was at a wedding.  As the perfect gentleman Jin is, he pulled a chair out for me to sit. I showed him a thankful smile. He sat down next to me.

“Are you not gonna talk to your guest?”, I asked overly surprised.

“Y/N you are my guest of honour and I have not seen you for long. I have plenty of time to talk with them in the future. Who is important tonight is you.” His smile was so loving I nearly fell for it.

“Thank you. I am happy and thankful that I can be here to share this experience with you.”

His hand reached over to mine and squeezed it. I looked at him with a small smile and intertwined my finger with his. He did not remove his hand from there on so we stayed like this. The more I enjoyed every second of our time together the more the remorse spread in my chest knowing that everything was temporary.

A little later they started serving a variation of exquisite courses. One better than the other and like this the evening went on.

I was having heated conversation with the lady who was sitting to my right side about the formula of the chocolate soufflé when I spotted a familiar face at the entrance, dressed in a long tight dress with sequins. I choked on my last word and spun around but Jin was not sitting next to meanymore. He just stepped on the stage and was handed a microphone.

“Hello ladies and gentlemen. My dear guest and close friends. I want to use this moment to thank all of you for coming. It means a lot to me that all of you stayed with me and helped me through times that were hard! And even if it did not seemed like that but these times did exist. So this is not only my earning but the one of all of us combined. Thank you”, His eyes were fixed on her before he bowed deeply, “Since we are already talking about important people in my life I cannot forget to name that one persen. She inspired me from the very beginning to never stop working on my dreams and-”

That was the last thing I had heard. As fast as I could I had left the room not wanting to hear about the reality. Maybe if I get away as fast as possible I can stay in my play-pretend just a bit longer....

It was the same moment my heel cracked and I fell to on the cold asphalt. I cried out in pain and tears welled in my eyes. This is what I get for desiring someone’s love who does not belong to me. I buried my face in my hands and started crying.

“Y/N!”, I heard someone calling me. I was scared to raise my head. I knew who it was and I knew what will happen now. That fucking scared me.

“Oh my god, are you okay?” Jin was now closer.

“I am fine”, I tried to regulate my voice so he could not hear that I cried, “You can go back! The other guest must wait for you!”

“Why did you leave, Y/N? I was about to hold a little speech and all I see is you storming out.” Jin asked softly caressing over my head. I bit down on my lip to prevent more tears from falling. I did not even stop when I tasted blood.

“I just needed to catch some air”, I tried lying again.

It was silent for a while. I hoped he maybe believed me and really left. I raised my head to check and I saw him leaning against the wall. He seemed to be lost in his thoughts.

“Was it because of what I said? I had been afraid that confessing that way could be too much. But you need to believe me that I do meant what I said. Every word.” He kneeled down in front of me and took my hands in his. That was when he noticed my tear stained face. A shocked expression formed his face. “Is it really that bad to hear me saying “I love you”? I know it is not fair to inquire that from you but I need to know if our love has a future. Or if it was just a figment of mine...”

My head felt like exploding. My brain was not able to comprehend what he just said and connect it with the situation before. “W-W-W-What?! You love me?”, I studdered.

“Yes! That was what I said.”

“But did you not say you love Kathi? What happened between the two of you?”

“We broke up short after I came here. That was when I started writing you.”

“But you never said anything...why did you never said anything?! ”, I yelled. It was a sudden anger that overcame me. I let it out by drumming my fists against his shoulders.

“I know. I know I should have but I wanted to surprise you with this.”

“This is not okay, you know! Why did you waited so long?! Do you know how much I have suffered because of you?!” Everything I had bottled up was coming out now.

He put his hands on top of mine. “I wanted to be someone you can be proud of....That is why I waited for so long. I wanted to have something I could present you. How could you love a loser that had been not even close to our dream?”

“Our dream?”, I repeated. Lacking in words to say. Alll I knew was that the anger was blown away. “But Jin I have loved you from the very beginning. After my first day I knew that I wanted to be with you... You alone have always been enough for me.” I slung my arms around his neck making him fall backwards. I now had the chance to witness the most heavenly sound I knew...His laugh.

This is true happiness. We together.

That must be it...sorry for the super cringe...still suck at fluff ;)

♥ Stay tuned for more stories ♥

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First Album Release as a Swiftie

Growing up I always dug Taylor Swift. I was in 6th grade when “Tears Drops on My Guitar” came out and I’d watch the music video alll the time but I didn’t consider myself a fan really. And I always knew of her popular songs, “Love Story”, “Mine”, “Never Getting Back Together” so I’ve always really liked her sound. 

It was when I graduated high school that I listened to songs off “Red” (the current album at the time) and I remember being like “whoa, this shit is dope”. I heard “State of Grace” the acoustic version and I tried to learn it ASAP on my guitar.  I went to college in upstate New York and this dude I became friends with looovveddd Taylor Swift and he had her albums and I started to groove so hard with her sound and I was going through a TERRIBLE breakup at the time, like my little heart was ruined and I was IN LOVE with Taylor Swift, but still not like a huge huge fan. 

But, August 2014...I was working freelance in Manhattan for a summer job when the “Shake it Off” music video came out. Let me tell YOU...I watched that video at least 30 times at work and THAT is when I became a fan. 

A few weeks later I returned to college and “Blank Space” came out and I was starting to see this new guy and I could totally tell he was judging me for talking about how much I loved her new music (cause I was trying hella hard to be this hipster chick). And then as the rest of 1989 came out, I just found myself lost in her lyrics, her words that were like poetry to me. 

The “Out of the Woods” music video came out and that video/song saved me. I was at the worst stages of an eating disorder I had and I just remember thinking all the time “is it over yet?” and “am I better yet” and I saw that video with Taylor fighting through waves, wolves, vines, fire and she made it out and found herself. I WAS IN TEAAARRSSSS. I was also another shitty relationship that started out beautifully and was a train wreck at that point and I used to always think “are we out of the woods yet?” and wonder if we were going to be like we used to be when we first started dating. 

So fast forward to now, I am 23, finished with college and a MEGA Taylor Swift fan. But this is my first time being a FAN FAN when an album is going to be released. I’m so excited, I’ve loved following the journey of waiting for her to release music. It has been the most exciting and fun thing to experience. I remember shouting 

“SHE COMPLETED THE SNAKE” after the last Instagram video hahaha

I’m just so happy to be apart of this fanbase of loving, encouraging men and women who support each other and the wonderful artist that Taylor Swift is. I became a mega fan at a rough time when people turned against Taylor, but I was defending that beautiful soul left and right, even though I was a new fan, I wasn’t going to let anyone spread hate towards my girl. 

I cannot wait to hear new lyrics, see new videos and have my life changed forever more by this new album! Thank you @taylorswift for bringing so much passion into my life for music and poetry and friendship

[martadwatson]

Real Housewives Of Atlanta Season 11 Premiere Recap

Last night’s season premiere of Real Housewives of Atlanta was all about Porsha Williams turning right instead of left and finding Prince Charming – aka The Hot Dog King Of Atlanta, and hopefully getting a big ol diamond ring out of it. HINT, MEGA-HINT, HINT.

As we alll know Porsha is dating Dennis, who owns several clubs in addition to The Original Hotdog Factory. “Everybody loves hot dogs!” Porsha cheers, “Especially me!” And Dennis’s wienie in particular. Porsha met Dennis at one of his clubs, then went home with him. Porsha and Dennis’s one-night stand has now turned into ring shopping. He apparently told her he loved her the first night they met. “It just feels natural and we just went with it,” she gushes.

Porsha drags Dennis to her jeweler – the same one who provided her rings to Kordell, because, “Different man, different right, right?!” And bigger girl, bigger diamonds too! She’s a grown up now, no more playing housewives with a man who acts like her father. Also, it’s not like the jeweler cursed their marriage – RHOA did.

After diamond browsing, Porsha swings by Swagg Boutique to check in on NeNe Leakes. And NeNe is not doing well. Gregg has been diagnosed with stage 3 colon cancer – which I didn’t know his cancer was so advanced! – and most of his colon was removed. NeNe is taking care of him, and trying to be strong, but in her car and at night she cries. Gregg is determined to fight – if only to have more time with his wife – so they host a revitalizing prayer circle of family and friends to boost his spirit and keep him strong.  NeNe gets Porsha for her spirit boosting! Gregg looks so ill and depleted, I am heartbroken for this family. And alas I just cannot make fun of NeNe’s confessional hat at a time like this. So she gets a pass, because of Gregg.

Porsha came to Swagg because she just had to see NeNe’s face to truly understand where she is. They speak on the phone regularly, but Porsha knows NeNe is hiding her true feelings and has decided to make it her sole mission (other than getting a ring) to make NeNe laugh to cheer her up. And Porsha, bless her heart, she is ride or die about shaking her booty for a friend in need.

Dennis is taking Porsha to Miami to celebrate her birthday and guess what – NeNe is also headed there for a comedy gig. NeNe somehow talks Porsha into trying on this tie-dyed two-piece number which looked like a Crayola box exploded on Porsha’s ass, or maybe like one of those Jackson Pollak paintings that sell for millions.

NeNe wants to see what’s cooking with Porsha and her Swagg outfit. The answer is stir-fried crazy. Crazier than a tye-dyed spandex outfit.

What’s also cooking is that Porsha has a brilliant idea. Well, at least for her it’s brilliant. She – ahem, the producers – decide this is the perfect opportunity for Porsha to plan a girl’s trip to surprise NeNe in Miami to cheer her up. Yes, I’m so sure Porsha came up with this all on her own. Just like I’m so sure Porsha and NeNe just so happened to be traveling to Miami at the exact same time…

Next, let’s check in on Cynthia Bailey. Fifty Cynt turned out to be a bad year, but Fifty Cynt & Change is doing OK. Cynthia is now dating – and quite serious with – Mike Hill, a sportscaster who lives in LA, but visits Lake Bailey regularly to dive into its cool, swampy waters. Mike calls for some Skype-Sex and Cynthia is all prepared with a glass of wine swimming with frozen green grapes so it looks like she’s drinking a witch’s brew filled with eyeballs. Then in the middle of Mike telling her how he likes to be in control, Noelle walks in unannounced. Noelle and Mike have met, and like each other – so much so that Mike and Cynthia almost continue their raunchy talk while she’s sitting on the sofa taking a selfie. Classy!

For Kandi Burrrus her personal life is problematic while her professional one is hitting the highest notes ever. Starting with Xscape being honored with an aascap Golden Note Award. The award is all fine and good, but the really important matter for these Ol Girls of the 90’s music scene is what craft services will be serving backstage. Um, aascap isn’t using OLG as their caterers? Aunt Bertha won’t be personally presiding over the koolaid kocktails while terrorizing the other esteemed attendees? Apparently not because it doesn’t even appear that Mama Joyce attended.

Instead, Kandi brought her toddler and Riley, neither of whom want to be there. Kandi is shocked that Ace is cranky and crying – she doesn’t even seem to realize what time he goes to bed. Probably because, as Riley points out, Kandi is constantly working and never home. Todd is essentially running “Daddy Daycare,” but while he’s at the bar getting a much needed drink after finally escaping the kids, Don Jaun Daycare had to take over while Kandi grimaced from the red carpet. Girl time to hire a NANNY.

We also need to take a moment to truly honor the star of that show: Kandi’s weave. It must have been supplied by Porsha’s Go Naked Hair!

Of course, while Kandi is missing school meetings she forgot were even scheduled (OK I’ve done that too) and being publicly called out by her teenager for ignoring home responsibilities, she’s contemplating another baby because duh – she has two frozen embryos left which she’s not sure what to do with. Yes – another stupid embryo storyline! Really Bravo… you have got to cook up some new recipes. Let Porsha get into that kitchen and open the oven and stuff a hotdog bun in there or something.

Eva Marcille had Michael Jr, and is now engaged to regular-old Michael. Basically, everything is great except that her wedding is in about 6 minutes but she has no wedding planner or anything else done. However, she does have professional family photographs with everyone wearing denim-on-denim like this is 1992. So priorities. After taking a couple photos with the kids, Eva quickly shoos them away, kicks off her Louboutins and turns this into The Eva Show to relaunch her modeling career. Does ANTM do a senior series? Wasn’t LeeAnne Locken on something like that way back when?

Porsha comes home carrying a Chick-Fil-A cup the size of her head and announces that she’s going to call all the girls to invite them to Miami on a mission trip to recharge NeNe’s batteries. She’s scared though because she’s well aware that none of her s0-called friends even like her! She starts with Cynthia, who is too busy sucking on frozen grapes to be mean and having nothing to do, is an easy yes. Next Porsha downs a shot of Hennessy to give Kandi a call. Kandi was just telling us how much she loves to work, so she had no problem jetting off to Miami at a moment’s notice and ditching her kids (again) to fulfill her Bravo contractual obligations. Everyone else, obviously, can go because these trips are sooo authentic!

Porsha pats herself on the back for being brave enough to work the telephone and surprisingly everyone was nice. Even Kandi. Good things happen when you project your happiness to the world in the form of constant hair flips and high pitched shrieking giggles. Porsha in love is worse than five 8th grader girls.

Porsha prepared for Miami by packing all white, because she’s having a very bridal moment – hopefully – and then adding a bring red wig to signify love. Also red is the color of ketchup – which pairs perfectly with hot dogs! I assume Porsha is no longer vegan? If Dennis doesn’t propose in the next 5 minutes she’s gonna explode like a hotdog cooked too long in the microwave! When he arrives to pick her up and fly her in a private plane, Porsha is literally bursting with glee and practically levitating at the thought of being proposed to during the trip. Did I mention that they’ve only been together five months?

Meanwhile, NeNe is calling Cynthia hourly to beg her to come to Miami where she’ll be doing her first comedy show since Gregg’s diagnosis. Cynthia is the worst liar ever and stumbles over pretending she has to get off the phone for conference calls and phone sex and any other reason, oh my! Then she’s so flustered she packs the wardrobe equivalent of Porsha’s personality.

Driving to their hotel, Porsha prattles on about how she has so much to do in Miami like wear WHITE. A LOT. And make NeNe feel better by showing off her GIANT ENGAGEMENT RING, but there are no plans to introduce Dennis to the girls. Porsha wants to protect him from them eating him alive. Dennis actually already knows Kandi… from around. No details given. Also, he used to frequent OLG Restaurant on the regular, being that he lives right across the street, but since meeting Porsha he hasn’t partaken in their fried chicken. Hmmm… so do we think Dennis is a famewhore? Or something else? Porsha is choosing to remain unbothered by this revelation because she is much more focused on the fact that Dennis could be proposing this weekend. HINT HINT.

Dennis has the room all prepared with a private chef to make gourmet food, and WHITE (hint hint!) rose petals on the bed and we all know what white rose petals mean… THERE IS A RING HIDING IN PORSHA’S SALMON STEAK. Like a bad sitcom, Porsha runs into the bathroom to frantically call her sister, whispering about how she knows this is the night. She’s in there so long Dennis finally asks if everything is OK. Cause nothing says sexy like your man thinking you have explosive diarrhea!

Finally, Porsha sits down on the bed and Dennis whips out a giant jewelry box and … TO BE CONTINUED.

Also, of course, Dennis knows Kandi. And of course, Kandi will know something nasty about him.

TELL US – DO YOU THINK DENNIS WILL PROPOSE? WHAT DO YOU THINK OF CYNTHIA’S MAN? ARE YOU EXCITED EVA HAS JOINED THE CAST FULL-TIME?

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5000 Question Survey Pt. 14

1301. Can “what you don’t know” actually hurt you? i mean, no. 1302. Are you pondering what I’m pondering? probably not 1303. What people or objects would you describe as “pure”? babies, uhh... idk what else 1304. Are you into bookcrossing (If you aren’t sure, check out www.bookcrossing.com)? no idea what that is 1305. Have you ever had a pen pal? yep! i think i have one now except we just talk online instead of sending letters

1306. Have you ever had a package pal (same as a pen pal but you send each other surprise gifts instead of letters)? that’d be so cool but no 1307. Is there a particular word or phrase that annoys you? i hate when people say “i haven’t seen you in a minute” that shit is SO annoying to me 1308. Is there an online game you like to play? i like to play tons of online games 1309. What group of people is the most discriminated against in your opinion or experience? recently it’s been black people, at least in the area that i live in. 1310. What do you like best about bras and underwear? the designs or fabrics 1311. Are you afraid of living in oblivion? kind of 1312. Before you were born you got to pick your life from one of these. Which do you pick? You are successful from the start, a musical genius, good looking, wealthy. You become a rock tar, get super famous, make your mark on the world and die at 27. You are caring and compassionate. You love animals and adopt more and more as you grow older. You foster and nurture and care for them all of your life. <—- this one because I LOVE ANIMALS AND WANT TO DO THIS IN MY LIFE CURRENTLY ANYWAYS You sit home playing video games for 70 years. 1313. What is broken in your: Car? the check engine light is always on but i think it’s a messed up sensor or something (not my car tho just the one i drive from time to time) School? the vending machine gets my food stuck in it alll the time and i have to put extra money in House? our upstairs shower is caulked correctly so it leaks into the shelving and it sucks Life? my motivation. Soul? my lack of ambition??? idk Brain? i just have anxiety if that counts 1314. Which one will you fix first? the shower would be nice 1315. Tell me all your thoughts on god: i do not believe that there is a god.  i think religion is very interesting to learn about but i do not believe there is some magical man in the sky who controls the world and watches over everything.  that seems a little farfetched to me 1316. What is the strangest note you’ve ever received? uhhh i don’t know.  i used to send notes to my friend in pig latin when we were in middle school 1317. Of the following how many can be used to get in touch with you? Phone Beeper Voice mail Email Cell phone Snail mail all but the beeper. 1318. Are you always available/easy to reach, or do you give people a chance to miss you? i’m usually pretty easy to get ahold of 1319. If you got pregnant or impregnated the person you are with now (hypothetical if there is no one in your life just now) would you lean more towards keeping, adopting out, or aborting the baby? i have so many problems with this question because i feel like i wouldn’t know unless i was in the situation.  i do not ever want kids.  i want to say that if i got pregnant right now that i would put it up for adoption but i feel like i would probably have to abort it... 1320. If your partner in the pregnancy did not agree with how you felt and pressured you to change your mind or just went ahead with what he or she wanted to do against your wishes, would that affect your ability to continue your relationship with this person? he knows how i feel, and he agrees.  we’ve talked about it several times 1321. Who should have the final say in the decision to have a baby, the woman or the man? the woman 1322. If your boyfriend or girlfriend cheats on you for the first time, do you forgive him or her and take him or her back? i want to say that i’d leave him, but i know it would be hard 1323. What if it is your husband or wife that cheats on you? i’d get divorced because i would never be able to trust them again 1324. Who is more responsible for educating children, parents or schools? i feel like it should be a little of both.  there are tons of things that aren’t taught at schools and should be the responsibility of the parents to then teach at home 1325. Are you into new age things? yes. 1326. Are you very: Nervous? all the time Anxious? yeah High strung? on occasion Organized? most of the time Tense? sometimes. Rigid? i don’t think so Skeptical? nah. 1327. Do you perceive reality differently from others? How? i don’t know 1328. If you asked someone, “Do you masturbate?” and he or she says, “No,” would you assume he or she was lying? probably, tbh 1329. What do you blame things on? depends on the situation 1330. Do you want to be naked and famous? no???? 1331. Ice Cube or LL Cool J? ice cube 1332. What are your feelings about rap music? i'm okay with some of it 1333. Cypress Hill or Roxy Music? don;t know wither of these BSB or N'sync or NKOTB? bsb. Debbie Gibson or Paula Abdul? paula abdul Eminem or Kid Rock? eminem. Weezer or the Get Up Kids? weezer 1334. If you could solve just one of the world’s problems what would you choose to solve? cure for cancer. 1335. Would you make a good: Counselor? probably not, tbh. i give good advice but like sometimes i just don’t know what to say Visual artist? this would be cool but idk if it’s for me Teacher? no bc i hate kids Pilot? i’m afraid of heights lol Secretary? i feel like it would be too boring Cashier? i do a good job at that now Waiter or waitress? yeah Veterinary assistant? that’s what i’m going to school for !!!!!! so i hope so Office manager? yeah Stage manager? probably Actor or actress? i think i am a terrible actress plus i get so nervous in front of crowss Sales girl or guy? yes. Pizza delivery girl or guy? i wouldn’t mind it Film director? maybe Business man or woman? no CEO? no Surgeon? not for humans Fire man or woman? nope Cop? nooo. 1336. Do you check condoms to see if they are expired before using them? nope but i probably should 1337. Imagine you are in school and a person of the opposite sex you barely know asks you really nicely for a ride home from class (yes, you have a car). It’s out of your way. Do you say yes? not if i barely know them Let’s say you said yes. S/he hugs you. What is your reaction? since i barely know this person i would think this is really odd As you drop him or her off s/he hugs you again and thanks you for being such a nice person. What do you make of all this? i would think the hug is odd but i’d just say you’re welcome and drive off 1338. Are you interested in post-apocalyptic (post-nuclear war) movies? yeah 1339. What is the saddest movie you ever saw? romeo and juliet is pretty sad 1340. What is the saddest thought you can think of? watching someone you love die 1341. Who is the most horrible driver you know? me lol 1342. Are you a sexist in any way? nah 1343. How often do you check your email? as often as i can 1344. How often do you check your diary for notes? everyday 1345. If you had to read a biography about someone, who would you pick? morgan freeman 1346. Which of your friends and relatives has the most interesting life story? my grandparents 1347. What’s the matter with kids today? they’re not disciplined 1348. How do you feel about censorship? i don’t think we need censorship honestly 1349. What was on the last CD you burned? a bunch of 90s rap 1350. What movie should be released on DVD but hasn’t been released yet? i don’t really get dvds anymore 1351. Have you ever wished for wings that work? no 1352. Have you ever imagined that you are not really of this world? yeah sometimes 1353. Did you have an imaginary friend as a child? two, actually.  one named stacey who always flew on a magic carpet.  and dawalls which were literally the walls.  my siblings and i talked to the walls when we were younger 1354. Do you still have imaginary friends? no. 1355. Do you enjoy reading children’s books? sometimes i guess 1356. Are you decadent? idk 1357. What would make you happy that money cannot buy? love. 1358. What would make you happy that money can buy? a new car 1359. Where do you hang out on your spare time? my house or jack’s 1360. Do you delight in minor euphoria? idk what that is. 1361. It’s (what time is it?) ______. 12:13 am Do you know where your: Mom is? at stef’s Dad is? at work First boyfriend or girlfriend is? i have no idea honestly Boy or girlfriend is? in the same room as me Best friend is? in the same room as me Soul mate is? in the same room as me Wallet is? in the same room as me, in my purse 1362. Who do you feel sorry for? no one right now 1363. What will you never say in front of your parents? there’s not much that i wouldn’t say in front of my parents 1364. Do you change your personality and behavior depending on who you are with? no 1365. Are you waiting for marriage to lose your virginity? lol no 1366. What year were you born? 1996 1367. What is your sign? aries 1368. What year did you/will you graduate from high school? 2014 1369. Do you use moisturizer? just recently started to 1370. On what parts of your body? my face and neck 1371. Are the 70’s back in style? lol not that i know of 1372. Do you read any magazines? no. 1373. Do you read before going to sleep at night? sometimes. 1374. Are you a music maker? nah 1375. Are you a dreamer of the dreams? i guess??? 1376. How do you feel about large corporations? whatever. 1377. How do you feel about people who are, “just doing their job”? ^ 1378. Which would you watch of these choices: Pitch black The mummy This Pretty woman 1380. About what percent of the time do you feel good about yourself? 80% 1381. Do you feel comfortable with other people (in social situations)? for the most part 1382. Do you have good friends/family relationships? yes. 1383. How do you control your tension and anxiety? i don’t lol 1384. Are you able to meet the demands of life and function in society? kind of 1385. Do you curb your feelings of hatred and guilt? sometimes 1386. Do you maintain a positive outlook? yes. 1387. Does knowing you enrich the lives of others? i couldn’t say 1388. What things do you cherish? the people i love, a roof over my head, food on my table, a job, school 1389. To what extent do you value diversity? very much so. 1390. What fascinates you? the world around me and what’s happening in it 1391. Do you appreciate nature? yeah 1392. If you could be someone else for a day who would you be? morgan freeman 1393. Would you ever consider ‘psychic surgery’ if you were ill? idek what that is How about voodoo? probably not Herbal remedies? maybe 1394. How effective do you feel meditation is? i’ve done it before, i mean it’s kind of relaxing 1395. How effective do you feel prayer is? not at all tbh 1396. How do you think that you (or anyone, for that matter) could pray without ceasing? idk 1397. Is religion a live option for you (that is, a possibility, something you are drawn to even if you have no belief)? i guess it could be 1398. What part of your body do you lavish the least attention and love on? tummy 1399. How many clocks are in your house? at least 10 1400. What topics would you like to see more of on this survey? different varieties