#I feel so defeated
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Did you know it’s legal in the USA for mattress companies to put fiberglass in their mattresses? They don’t even have to label them! So if you wanna commission me so I can buy a new bed I won’t stop you
#deadass might never get top surgery at this rate#I feel so defeated#I just got done decorating my room and now I gotta gut it :(#I know my comics are goofy but like I’m genuinely really sad#like I just wanna give up WHY TF WOULD THEY PUT FIBERGLASS IN MATTRESES
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begging for someone to want to stay, for once in my life. just wanna be enough. why does nobody stay?
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Fun weekend done. Returned to normal life and dissapointment.
#random stuff#never got a callback for the interview i thought went well#no one is answering when i try to call either#i feel so defeated
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I have had a terrible day today. Please tell me some jokes.
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I hate seeing my dog not feel good 😔
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sims 4 refused to open so i tried backing up my files :3 and i did it wrong :3 all my sims are gone :3
#i’m genuinely going to cry#i have been doing so shit mentally#and all i’ve been doing is playing this game#and now all my sims are gone!#all their houses!#all their relationships and interactions and pets!#i feel so defeated#text
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i guess i’m really naive because i 100% had hope kamala would win
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I've finally given up on completing the Dark Revival myself.
I'm too scared and I got straight up stuck somewhere in either chapter 1 or 2. I can't figure out where to go and I have put myself so on edge playing before that I had heightened anxiety and my heart felt awful for hours after.
I'm not made for horror games. As much as I love them. I just can't seem to play them half the time. Bendy has too much atmosphere. I am transported into it and I can't get back out. I've tried listening to YouTube videos, which doesn't work for this game anyways.
I've tried playing happy music outside my headphones.
Batdr is really good at getting you into it. I am just too scared.
My chest gets tight just opening the game.
I'm gonna watch a playthrough.
I'm going with Pastra since he also is crazy for atmosphere and loves things like me.
Now that I've given up the fight I can think about stuff like shipwrecked 64. I know that's a horror game but maybe I can handle it.
#shine post#i feel so defeated#i avoided spoilwrs for it the whole time#i love bendy too much to give up again.
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Indomitable feels
Overtaking my consciousness
Dominating me,
Confine my functioning.
captured by internal screams striving for stability grasping for dependency I am my prisoner, caught in abyss.
#mental health#poetry#writers on tumblr#writing#poetic#the tortured poets department#poets on tumblr#i feel so defeated#writers and poets
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You know you’re in the pits of illness when you say ‘I wanna cry’ & get the response ‘crying probably wouldn’t be good for you right now’
#illness tw#chronic condition#sorry for so much sickposting this is just the worst I’ve ever had it#I am in so much pain & having a hard time seeing hope when I won’t likely be seen for it until february#I feel so defeated#sorry for lack of updates
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it is obviously not surprising but i'm still so upset at how employers treat disabled people
#both physically and mentally disabled#i feel so defeated#i'm sorry for getting so personal lately#ignore me
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going back to therapy before I end up killing myself lmfao.
#i feel so defeated#I can’t deal with this anymore#i’m not okay#i want to be gone#nothing feels right#my heart’s been ground to dust#…#personal#my post
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i have a party to go tomorrow but i really don't want to but i also don't want to disappoint people by not going. just kill me
#🌀#disappointing people includes me btw.#i just know i will feel so bad and a failure#bc i already spent time and money on it#i feel so defeated#i regret it so much
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#Welp#it happened folks#I had a panic attack#a real one#first one in literal years#I’m so upset#and I couldn’t even properly recover#cuz I had to go back to work#I’m exhausted#and my anxiety is so high still#and I still have to drive an hour home in 92 degree heat and blazing sun#and I’m just#I feel so defeated#today was going so well#my heart is still racing#I feel like shit#being mentally ill is so fuckin hard#god dammit#ax says stuff#axel irl
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I learned that the Mewtwo raid is IMPOSSIBLE TO DO SOLO!
I'm the type of person who likes doing tera raids by myself offline, and I have no intentions of getting switch online. This is the first 7 star raid that I'll have to miss out on. :(
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wishing you strength in your war against the kitchen sink, may you win an astounding victory
The war was rigged against us from the beginning, the clog comes from the neighbour (we have common pipes)
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