#I just wanna write my silly little stories

[thatvampireblog]

Why is it every time I try to update "Ghoul Friend", Ao3 goes down?????

[bbugyu]

HIIII, it's been a while since you last posted and I'm kinda getting worried aaa🥹🥹 I hope you're doing fine tho! Just wanna say that i loved your writings so much and waiting for the bewitched part 2 hehe that's all!!<3

hi im alive! sorry to worry you 🥹 i have been very busy and dealing with a lot if stressful personal things lately. but i've noticed an insane influx of notes the last couple days so i figured i should put some reassurance out there 🫡

thank you so much for loving my work, and thank you to all the new followers ive gotten and asks ive gotten over the last few months! i apologize for being absent, and i wish i could give you my "comeback date" as it were, but things in my life are currently pretty unstable in a way that doesn't allow much extra time to write. i promise i am working, though! slowly but surely i am chugging through the next part for bewitched <3 i'll even give you the title! it'll be called in case i'm next.

[bloodlunacy]

Why do I have to write a 7 page research paper on Jekyll and Hyde and read the entirely of Gulliver’s Travels? Is it not enough that I write fanfic, look cute, and queer? Gimme my fucking master’s degree already, god damn it!

[connorboyyy]

So I’ve been getting a lot of love lately on my fics??? 🥹 It makes me so soft and so honored. I wanted to share a bit of what I have going on for anyone else who may be interested 🫶💙

‼️ I’ll update this post as works are completed/new ones are added ‼️

someone to care for — (completed) Connor is a house android gifted to Hank.

Quick tags: Falling in Love, Developing Relationship, Fluff, Domestic Fluff

slow and steady — (completed, human AU) Hank’s a single dad and a homicide detective. Connor gets assigned as his partner. It’s not a perfect fit, lots of tension.

Quick tags: SMUT ‼️ (lots of it), Sexual Tension, Slow Burn, Falling in Love, Fluff and Angst

let them see — (completed) Markus and Connor were both Carl’s androids and are now in the revolution together. Hank is the detective assigned to their case. Connor and Hank are pulled in by each other despite this and just cant shake it

Quick Tags: Enemies to Lovers, Slow Burn, Fluff and Angst

yours and mine — (current/ongoing)(Part two of slow and steady) Connor gets assigned to train a new rookie at work. Hank is very jealous. And maybe both their pasts come back to haunt them?

Quick Tags: SMUT ‼️, Jealousy, Established Relationship, Domestic Fluff

💙 Other WIPs (not yet outlined) include: a roadtrip au (in the process of outlining), a human au/modern au Markus/Connor fic, a Hank/Connor zombie apocalypse au, as well as an angsty Hank/Connor request

As usual, I take requests 🫶 if I think I could do it a justice I’ll gladly accept. Don’t hesitate to message me wherever or send an ask if you have something you’d like to see 🫶 (my replies are always broken it seems so if you reply to any of my posts and I don’t answer, just know I see it and I love you for it)

[halfratsalready]

Yea I’ve got six weeks to write it but I wanna do it NOW 😤

[sarumint]

pop!

[puppyeared]

what if i snapped and made an oc carrd

[andvys]

not me having a writers block moment noooooooo 😭😭 guys this chapter is one i’ve been waiting for!!!!!! someone slap me or something i need TO WRITE

[theflyingfeeling]

fanfic rambling in the tags, nothing interesting really, just me talking to myself lol, okay to ignore or read as you please ✨

[there-will-be-a-way]

Been talking about writing a lot in therapy (because it's a special interest and since I'm autistic I'm gonna be autistic and do the Talking About It) and how it's been my biggest coping skill over the years. I literally started writing stories the moment I learned how to write, and even before that I already told stories. At the lowest points in my life, it has been what kept me from unaliving myself because I still had that one story to tell.

Been talking about the perfectionism that comes with it too. My therapist said that I must be aware I have a talent for it because of the sheer amount I write which I had never thought about before. But yeah, appareantly not everyone could write 100.000 words in a month lmao. By now I feel like I'm finally going somewhere with my writing. Like, when I look back at my old stuff (aka stuff from 2021-2022) I feel like it's so bad, but that only means that what I write now has much more skill and structure.

For my autism, being able to make a living as a writer would be the perfect job and ever since I was little, it has been my dream. 90% of the people I told this said I would never make it, but you know in which scenario I'll never make it? If I stop trying. So I might as well continue working on it. Because I already got so much better at it, and I still have time to learn.

[chaotic-mystery]

So at some point this week I’ll be catching up on Code Red and my requests that are dying in my inbox.

I’m sorry I’ve been so ghost as of late.

I’m really struggling with work and I’ve been leaving late everyday because no one cares enough to come in on time and be considerate of my time, not to mention all anyone wants to do is argue and not take me seriously as their boss (it’s an age thing, they’re old enough to be my mother and can’t handle they have a 23 year old boss)

Everything that isn’t writing is draining me and I miss you all so much.

[thenewsthaturdead]

Hi hello due to popular demand (3 of my mutuals expressed they wanted me to) i will now be posting my art on main (and probably reblogging it onto my art blog @xx-morel-xx for archiving purposes) anyway yes i do in fact draw these are the silly little guys i keep talking about - Alec and Ondra! Ondra is a vampire who got turned in 18th century Austria-Hungary - he was not a fan of being turned. Alec's parents (or maybe grandparents havent figured that one out yet) escaped communist Czechoslovakia to the US, he comes back for university and gets his idiot emo ass accidenteally turned by Ondra while wandering a cemetery at night. They proceed to go on the run so the vampire government doesnt force Alec to murder his entire family

[willowfey]

not to be anti feminist or anything but i rly was made to be like a nepo baby or a stay at home girlfriend or smth bc the idea of having an actual career is so ghastly and every day i woke up to go to my last job i wanted to quit… but also i made homemade hummus and mediterranean wraps today and i have a whole dresser of art supplies and started writing up plans to build a fantasy book themed hotel …. like there’s so many things i wanna do i just don’t wanna think about the money. and also sometimes i just want to make iced coffee and have a 7 hour long nighttime routine or like binge gilmore girls all day. as is our god given right. sooooo who’s gonna fund that for me huh

[dollofdeath]

just u guys wait until i have the patience to finish coding my neocities website,

[cowgurrrl]

hi friend 🩷 i am a huge fan of your joel x reader fics. i have a question that is kind of personal, so please feel free to ignore if you are not comfortable answering. i didn’t realize you were a lesbian until i saw your post for lesbian day of visibility. i am just wondering if/why you enjoy writing joel x reader or any other male character x reader romance/smut stories as a lesbian? or is it like not something you personally are into, you’re just writing bc someone requested it? i truly hope this does not come off as offensive - i am a straight woman so i am truly just curios. again, feel free to ignore if this is too invasive. love you so much, thank you for sharing your stories with us!! 🫶🏻

Hi! I’m so glad you enjoy the fics and this is such an interesting question!!

I do really enjoy writing for Joel and other male characters even as a lesbian!! In my head, I’m writing more for consumption by women (I use this term very loosely to include my friends beyond the binary) and pleasure for women. I grew up reading and writing straight stories (either fic or literature) and so I’ve never really felt strange about reading or writing it now! I think if I’m really drawn in by the story (The Last of Us, Narcos, Daredevil, etc.,) it feels more like an exercise in analyzing character/story details and writing things that I’m personally interested in like I wrote OFTM because I like the idea that Joel could’ve been in a band and they could’ve been successful and then how would that change what his life looks like? I don’t ever feel obligated to write anything and have definitely passed up some requests because I wasn’t comfy writing whatever it was at the time but I genuinely love creating loving, healthy relationships (and making them work a little hard for it) in my stories

For reading male character x reader romance or smut, it’s a thing of knowing it’s, more than likely, written by a woman and a direct expression of female sexuality which is not only empowering but it’s also HOT so while I’m not keen to have sex with someone with a penis irl, it’s still fun to read my silly little smutty stories and kick my feet in bed

I hope this answered your question and thank you so so much for reading and sticking around!!

[mylackofgrammaristerrifying]

Oh what Rei would do to hear their praises. To hear them praise him for killing them. To hear them thank him for saving them. To thank him for bring them peace. They would never need to face the failure of life. The screams were of fear. Fear of failure. They could feel success. He could help them. Help them feel successful. That’s what he’s doing. He’s saving them. Yeah. Praise Rei for he will save you. 

Please praise Rei