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junkanimate · 5 months
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Only good things for Liu Kang, he deserves it
also sharing the pic I used as reference because I need more drawings with this
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scourgiez · 3 months
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OK updated ref (sorta) for my durge tiefling bard, faustina 🎻 (she/they)
a few fun facts under cut
- does not get angry often- doesn't kill things in a blind rage. to her, death is just another art form, like painting or music. violence is not so much a ravenous hunger but more like an artist needing creative release
- she writes her poetry in infernal, so usually no one else in camp knows what she is even saying. this means no one tells her when her poetry becomes less about murder and more about love and light (throughout the story)
- extremely loyal to the other tieflings
- neeeeds to be the center of attention. will be so obnoxious until someone listens to them
- extremely blunt and usually doesn't know she said something soul crushing and also. doesn't care shrug
(yes i reused the same joke in my other drawing of her for this drawing. i'm actually fine with being a joke re-user)
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starstarstars-blog · 8 days
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MORE SSP 1 SORRY
um um sorry i got distracted and hit post but also I dont wanna make one giant post so i think it was prpb for the best ANWYAY
OK SO As part of the whole process of figuring this stuff out, we had a few workshops in class that tbhhh i found rly helpful. There was one where like we were timed and then given categorical guidelines to make images. I neeeed to find the typography work I did tbh bc I think i cooked like?
to explain more, my first language is hindi, and ive never seen like, a cursive typeface in hindi. and so i thought i would try my hand and designing one (And soon realised exactly why I've never seen one before) but yeah! if im lucky and find it, you should see a pic or two of it riiiight hereeee:
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So I did this in my sketchbook with poscas bc I forgot my brush pens at home... but yeah as you can see um. this did not rly go to plan, tho it was definitely worth trying out!
as well as this, I made a really stupid joke art of Varuna and Yama referencing a silly meme in the jjk fandom (Varuna summoning yama like how megumi summons mahoraga) so! that was also fun since it let me play around with my designs again :)
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YAMA LOOKS SO STUPID HELPPPP LMFAO I love being anle to draw my girls for my assignments im actually so happy <3
ANYWAYYY
so yeah after this I wrote out a rough draft of my brief, essentially saying that I wanted to create an interactive outcome to showcase my own personal experiences of growing up as a poc, nonbinary lesbian! This was still very much in development, but it was a starting point.
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pansy-picnics · 8 months
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ugh if there’s one thing this world needs is more Cass and Eugene interaction, like I don’t just mean bickering and the sort. Like actually being there for one another when they’re upset and helping each other out.
I’ve literally found about 2 fanarts where it’s just them and they’re not getting at each other! I still think that they would bicker but it would actually be way less intense and spite-fuelled after the series and they’d find some common ground, especially since they are the only ones (beside Pascal ofc) who know what it’s like to have died and come back to life, I can’t imagine how relieved Eugene would be to get to talk to someone about it and have them actually understand.
I hc anyway that after Cass came back she was like super out of it, and Eugene knew exactly how she felt and could help her, I think Cass would also be relieved that someone else knew what it was like and could sympathise with her.
I think though one of my absolute favourite hcs I’ve seen for them is that after Cass comes back Eugene defo sorts out Cass’ haircare routine and looks after her hair for her, cause he more than likely has wavy/curly hair too (but just straightens it most of the time). And although Cass is like super reluctant to let him help at first, she eventually gives in and it’s like the best her hair has been in forever so she just lets him do it regularly from then on and it’s just their thing. Also it gives Cass a chance to open up as well (no eye contact, relaxed and something to distract her if it gets too bad) which she definitely needs especially straight after coming back to the castle post ziti.
But yeah I neeeed more of these idiots interacting cause they literally have my heart istg (and also the show did nothing for them really post s1)
Hah realised I’ve just gone on a rant but like it 2am and I’m sleep deprived, sorry! :)))
anon you’re so right and let me just tell you ive felt exactly the same way for SO long so youve come to the right person
^ obviously theres been more since this was posted but THIS is a rlly good masterpost of art of them. THIS is a cassgene/uknighted dream triad fic and i dont know if thats your thing but it basically captures the exact bonding moment that you mentioned imo it fits them SUPER well both romantically and platonically!!
ur so right about the hair thing also omfg cass is the WORST out of all of them when it comes to taking care of her hair. like whenever it gets too long she just grabs the first sharp object she can find and cuts it all off. her ends are so broken and frizzy its SO bad. but eugene and rapunzel force her to do little spa days with them all the time. cass is very practical and really doesnt understand the point but she just likes spending time with both of them.
honestly as much as i love them i havent drawn a lot of art of cass and eugene individually….but theyre best friends actually. like they have banter and they tease each other but my general interpretation of them and uknighted dreams relationship is just. Comfortable. theyve come around to accept their differences and have a shared sense of solidarity with each other. and not just bc of rapunzel either!!! they hang out without her just as often and they genuinely have come to understand one another. they like to spar together and rapunzel watches while she works on anatomy sketches.
they’re not going out of their way to be physically affectionate or anything, but i try to make it obvious in my uknighted dream art that they arent averse to it either. it’s always the little things for me man!!!! the subtle affectionate gazes or the casual hand on the shoulder or just a gentle hand hold its so. IMPORTANT ok!!!!!!
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they understand each other on a deep psychological level and yet they regularly tell the other to kill themselves. they are literally everything to me. i need to draw them soon
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Hello i’m aware this gives you basically nothing to work with, but i neeeed some Viktor x reader angst. I don’t care what it’s about i just need angst.
anyhow hope you’re having a nice day :)
a/n: i started fucking bawling while writing this and dos oruguitas started playing while i was writing the actual angst
warnings: angst, major character death, suggestive themes, spoiler but also not really
The room felt warm, a nice contrast to the cold outdoors, making you snuggle deeper into the fluffy blanket. You hear a quiet groan next you making you smile and turn your head. Buried in the crook of your neck was Viktor, his soft, brown, curls being the only thing you could see.
You lazily lift your arm and run your fingers through his hair. You feel a gentle kiss on your neck before feeling one of Viktor's legs drape over yours. You couldn't help but look at the father clock in the corner of the room, wondering how much of this precious time you had with Viktor.
"When did you come in last night? I must've been asleep." You yawn towards the end of your sentence as Viktor looks up at you. His golden eyes seemed to shine a little brighter than usual, it looked almost angelic.
"Late, sometime around 4 in the morning." He answers before yawning as well. You must've passed it on to him making you quietly chuckle.
"I'm glad you didn't sleep at the lab again, I've missed you." You admit feeling your cheeks getting a little warm. It didn't matter that you and Viktor had been together since the beginning of Hextech, admitting such intimate things still made you blush. But it was okay because Viktor did too.
"I've missed you too, Ptichka." You both smile at each other before Viktor presses his cold lips against your warm ones. You hum in content gently tugging on his hair while he presses his pale hand against your cheek.
You start to smile into the kiss feeling Viktor shift so he's on top of you. You rest your arms on his shoulders, still playing with his hair, as he breaks away from the kiss. He smiles at you, a sleepy relaxed smile that only you get the pleasure of seeing.
Viktor's cold hands go up your shirt as he lovingly but playfully nips at your neck. You let out a breathy laugh while slightly squirming under his featherlight touch. His fingers just barely touching your stomach yet they felt like loving pin pricks of ice.
You hands move further down Viktor's shoulders as you gently fist his sleep shirt, wanting to take it off but not wanting him to pull away. You hear him quietly laugh at your indecisiveness before barely pulling away.
You both take that time to take off each other's shirts, eager hands and arms getting in the way making the two of you laugh. You toss Viktor's shirt somewhere on the floor pulling him back down.
"I'm cold," you whine pressing your naked chests together. Viktor playfully scoffs while kissing your jaw.
"Maybe I can help with that, my zolotse." Viktor's accent thickened towards the end of his sentence as you already start to feel his hands traveling somewhere else. You smile at your husband kissing him one last time before saying:
"I love you."
"I love you too."
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It was cold outside. The wind biting at the nape of your neck as rain drizzled from the sky. The service was over and people were beginning to leave. Except Jayce. He just stared at the casket in disbelief and guilt.
You slowly stand up and begin to walk over to the open casket. You didn't trust your legs to not give out on you. As you reach the casket, you rest your hands on it for support. You could barely look at him like this.
This wasn't your Viktor.
Your Viktor always had a curious look in his eye, an insatiable need to know more. Although his lips were always cold, they were tinted a light pink. If he sat at the right angle, the sun would reflect off of his skin so beautifully he looked like a piece of art.
You wipe your tears before unclasping your necklace. It was locket with a picture of you and Viktor on your wedding day dancing. You put the locket in Viktor's chest pocket closest to his heart.
You start to lean down, placing one kiss on his lips, before a choked sob leaves your lips. You lean your body weight against the casket, pressing your head against Viktor's.
You feel someone place a hand on your back and try to pull you away. It was Jayce. You quickly shove him off of you before going back to Viktor. You gently caress Viktor's cheek, fixing his hair, finally giving him one last kiss.
"I miss you so much... but I know that you're still with me, my love."
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HEYA ITS THE WEIRD SILENT HILL ANON AGAIN!! I just wanted to say, thank you so, so much for responding to my dumbass question!!! I also have your friends art as my background now as well 💕 (I really hope they won't mind ahh) I was actually thinking about starting up a Harry/James blog to maybe get others into the ship as well but I'm extremely nervous so I'm hesitating like heck lol I'm sorry if you're getting sick of me popping up, ill totally stop if you'd like! I love u have a blessed day!
hey!! sorry, i’ve been out of commission a bit and then i totally forget to check my messages LOL
send the blog my way! i’d totally follow and try to churn out some content. i’m sure my friends would love that you appreciate their work! let me know how it goes :3 we neeeed some more Harry/James!!
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COTW - 2 Update
Sitting in his car, across from the plain building named Wall High, Levi may have followed Eren, or rather, he'd used the "find my friends" app to track Eren down after their play date at the park with Hanji. Hanji seemed worried about Eren, and after that morning he was too. His mate had woken up in a bad mood, before disappearing without giving him any indication of what was going on with him. For the last few months his omega had been acting secretive. Viren had told him all about the trips he and mummy went on... trips that Eren had told him nothing about "Daddy, I'm sleepy" "I know, brat. We'll head back to the apartment soon" "I want to go home now!" Viren was so much like Eren that it was laughable. From the pout he gave, to the way he talked... it was obvious that Viren was their son "I'm just waiting for mummy" "Why? We don't need him to home" "Don't you want to see mummy?" "Nope. I have daddy. I don't need mummy" "Baby, you know you can't say things like that. Mummy loves you" "I don't neeeed mummy! I wanna go home!" Levi sighed to himself. He loved his son, but when he started saying he didn't need Eren... it fucking hurt. Eren had been through so much and he gave their son everything he had. That's why he took it upon himself to take care of the small pup whenever he got home from work. Watching Eren come out the shop, his mate was accompanied by two alpha's. His omega first shaking hands with a male alpha that would give both Mike and Erwin a run for their money size wise, then hugging the female alpha as if they were close. A dark jealousy flared in him. Eren wasn't supposed to hugging other alpha's. Not when he barely even hugged Levi these days "Dad!" "Ok. Ok. We're going home now" "Awww yes! No mum!" Whatever Eren was up to, his fiancée hadn't noticed Levi's car across the street. Instead he started walking down the sidewalk, slipping his headphones into place as he did. Apparently he was fine with whatever had taken up the last 6 hours, leaving Levi pissed. Eren knew his work schedule was crazy. He knew he barely got a day off these days, and he knew whenever he did, he wanted to spend it together. Still. He'd booked whatever that was, without even clearing it with him first. Was he the only one still trying in this relationship? Starting the car, he shook his head to clear his mind. It was time to get Viren home. If he got home soon enough, he could probably make it home before Eren got home... * Leaving the tattoo parlour, Eren was all smiles. He'd turned his phone on to take a photo of his new tattoo, and ended up taking nearly a hundred of them. It was beyond what he could have imagined and he was so fucking grateful for it. He'd even hugged the female artist. He probably would have hugged the male one too, but... he was huge and hugs didn't seem his thing. Starting down the road, he placed his headphones in. Music helped ground him when he left the house. He couldn't hear any comments or whispers directed his way. He could focus on the lyrics and just get things done. When he was with Viren, the tiny pup was like his shield. He could do anything when the boy was with him. Even if he was screaming blue murder. Making it down to the bus stop, he'd just taken a seat when his phone started to ring. Hanji's name echoing in his ears as he pulled his phone out his pocket and answered "Hey, Hanji. What's up?" "Hello, gorgeous. I know you're busy, and I know it's Levi's day off, but I've just been called in. There's been a huge accident with mass casualties..." "And you need a baby sitter?" "Is that ok? I'm so sorry" "No worries. I'm not home at the moment, but I can probably find out how to catch a bus to yours" "You don't want to go home?" "Is it that obvious?" Hanji laughed "Just a little. Levi said you were in a bad mood" "Of course he fucking did. Whatever. Do you know what bus stops near yours?" "I'll come get you" "I don't mind catching the bus" "Weeeeell. I don't actually know the buses that well out here. Just tell me where you are" That was so very Hanji. Looking around, he realised the street name was printed on the bus stop sign. Everything had gone from his mind when Hanji told him she'd been talking about him with Levi "I'm down on Freedom street, bus stooop number... 703" Drawing the "o" and popping the "p" Hanji let out a gasp, jumping into concerned mum mode for no reason "What are you doing down there? You know what, doesn't matter. I'll find you" "Hanji. Relax. It's fine. I'm fine. Ok?. I'll be a good boy stay where I am" "Sorry! You're so far from home! I worry for my Honey. I'm leaving now. See you soon" Being towards the outskirts of the city and elated over his covered scars, his 15 minute wait was gone in the blink of an eye. Cringing a little as ribs tugged, he climbed into Hanji's car with a happy sigh "Hey, sexy. Come here often?" Checking the back, Anna's car seat was empty "Nope. But I made an exception for you. Is Anna at home?" "Yeah. She was sleeping, and it's not like it's a long drive. Anyway. Tell me what you've been up to? First you're like in the middle of nowhere, then you left me with three kids!" "Was the big one grumpy?" "Only a little. I think he was more worried about you" Eren huffed, tugging his belt on. He was 24 not 12 "He doesn't need to be. I just had an appointment" "I know that much. Wanna tell me about it?" "Only if you don't tell Levi" "Ooooh. Secretive! I like it. What happened?" "I... uh... I got a tattoo" Pulling into the traffic, Hanji's whole face lit up as she gushed "That's awesome! Where abouts? Can I see?" The struggle was real not to blurt out about the art on his ribs. It looked so fucking amazing... trying to pick his words carefully, he barely stopped himself from telling her "The ones on my wrists. I found a tattoo parlour that would match my skin colour and tattoo over them. The ink will fade probably, but not for a while, abdbI know it probably isn't that exciting to you, but I feel better now they're gone" "Oh sweetie. I would have been there if you'd told me" "It's fine. I just wanted to do this for me and I was afraid Levi would be all like "you don't need to"" Levi didn't seem to understand. He didn't even look after his own scar wounds, and each time he tried to get the alpha using vitamin E cream, Levi huffed it off "Did you tell him anything?" "No. Viren was up late last night and he barely gets any time with him. Besides, like I said, I didn't want to hear him trying to talk me out of it" "Well. I'm really happy for you. He probably will be too" Eren hummed... telling Levi really wasn't appealing. It was a lecture he could skip "I think I'm not going to bother telling him" Hanji gaped at him "You're not?" "No. We don't really talk about things anymore. I don't want to turn this into something" Hanji frowned at him, she seemed to think everything was in his head, but was patient enough to listen to him vent "What are you going to tell him then?" "That I had an appointment. He doesn't need to know what for" "Are you sure?" "Hanji. I'm not fighting with you either. I'm in a really good mood right now and I don't want to fight" Pushing up his sleeves, he made sure the nonstick wound pad was still taped down. They said to leave it on for a couple of hours "We're not fighting. We're just having an unsaid conversation... but because you're so cute, I'll drop it. Sooooo.... Did it hurt?" "Not all that much. I started drifting off while she did my wrists" Hanji used her left hand to ruffle his hair, the car swerving as she let out a carefree "whoops". Grinning like an idiot, she didn't even pay attention as she slowed for the red light "That's good. I'm so proud of you" "Thanks, Hanji. I'm kind of proud of me too. Hey, can we get food on the way?" "Hell yeah! What do you feel like?" "I feel like an omega. All soft and squishy" Hanji laughed at his bad joke as if he he'd never dropped it on her before "Fine. Whatever we find, we eat!" "Sounds good to me. I'm paying" "Ooooh! I'm so going to make you regret it!" "Not even. Consider it payment for coming and getting me, and giving me some time away from Levi" "You know I'm going to make you talk to me about whatever's going on between you two" "Nothing's going on between us" "That's not true" "It kind of is. Hanji, he doesn't even want to get married anymore. And when he's home, he's with Viren. Last night we had sex for the first time in weeks. He used two condoms... yeah. No. I don't want to talk about it. And thanks for making me depressed all over again" "Honey! Why didn't you tell me?!" "That I'm not getting any? Or that my son hates me?" "He doesn't hate you" "I was sick yesterday and told him not to tell Levi. Don't give me that, it's just stress. Straight up tells Levi I've been puking all day. Told Levi it was stress. That was it" "You usually don't want a fuss made" "There's not making a fuss, and there's not making a fuss. I can't even cuddle him without Viren getting angry. He's working crazy hours so we don't get to talk. Sex is just sex. We don't even cuddle. I can't remember the last time we had a real conversation. I'm just done, Hanji. He still doesn't know I'm dancing again... he didn't even say anything about me losing weight. I seriously think it's over and I'm kind of thinking of moving out" "We both know you're not going to move out" Eren sighed. Stupid fucking word vomit. All it took was a little attention from two alpha's and Hanji to pull her mum magic, and bam! His secrets spilt! "No... I wouldn't. I'm sorry..." "You know, if things are rough, you should really be talking to Levi" "He works too much... and when he's not, Viren takes up all his time... I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to take him away from Viren, but I don't know if we're still like dating or just sleeping together" "Honey, you really need to talk to Levi" "I just told you I can't..." "You're engaged to be married" "I think sometimes you're the only one who thinks that. I binned all my wedding stuff" "But... what?! Do you know how many hours I've spent mentally planning your wedding!?" "Probably as many as I used to" Rubbing at his face, his smile was finally starting to fade "I've got the dress, the cake and the decorations all planned out. And the song for yours and Levi's first dance!" "It won't be happening within the next year, I can tell you that much" "You don't know that" "I kind of do..." He was pregnant after all... even after the birth, they'd be busy... he wouldn't make much of a blushing bride covered in vomit and suckling a pup "Nope! I refuse to wait that long! Tell me one good reason I should wait? You can't, can you?" He wasn't ready to tell anyone he was pregnant yet... not until after his first trimester passed. As it was, he was hanging out for his 11th week so he could get all his tests done and out the way "I suppose not" "Excellent! You should talk to Anna about this. She'll make you the prettiest princess in the world" Anna's make up skills rivalled a clowns... with lipstick on his cheeks... it wasn't the kind of blushing bride he wanted to be "If anything, I'd be doing her makeup" "And mine..." "Who said you were invited?" Hanji faked insult "You wouldn't let your matchmaker go?! Do I need to remind you that you met at my hen's night?" "Where I fell off the stage and Levi rushed to save me. Yeah. I know. I vaguely remember being there" "Nooo. You were pulled off the stage and landed on the glass! You can't forget the minor details... like how you hit on Levi and told him he looks constipated" "Hanji, I've heard this story a million times. Look, Hanji! Food!" Pointing at the nearest drive through, he didn't really care what it was, along as it was food. If Levi knew he was pregnant, he never would have made it out the house... at least he was still taking vitamin pills, so the pup wasn't going without. Ordering a burger and fries, Hanji got herself a milkshake, which she slurred happily on the drive back to her house. The sound was irritating as fuck, but at least it shut her up. Dropping him off, he was again spared putting up with her loving meddling. She'd probably run off to dob him into Levi at the first chance she got, but fuck it. Maybe it was better that she did... Levi listened and talked to her... something he hadn't felt from his mate in... No. Nope. He wasn't going there. He was going to look after Anna, and say fuck you to the rest of the world for now. His arms were fixed. He had a tattoo that he loved. And he and Levi were just going through a rough patch. That was it. End of story. It was time to get over himself... * Unlike Viren, Anna truly seemed to love him. The little girl spent hours brushing his hair, and doing his make up, giving him big sloppy kisses and telling him he was beautiful. She was so headstrong that it was crazy, very much like her mother and had flare for mischief. Making them dinner, they settled down on the sofa, Anna curled into his side as they picked at their very unhealthy dinner of deep fried thick cut fries. His lunch had left him craving more fries and Anna was pretty easy with food. She hated mushrooms, but Eren didn't blame her as they were revolting. She also didn't like cabbage, but ate plenty of different things without complaining. Eren didn't let Viren get away with not eating everything on his plate, neither did Levi. Dinner with vegetables was the one time the boy actually resented his father. Though he was much more likely to listen to Levi than him. "Eren. Car" As headlights illuminated the living room, Eren pressed a kiss to the top of Anna thick brown hair "So it is. You're such a smart little girl" "Mummy?" "No, it's too early to be mummy. It might be Uncle Erwin..." Anna sighed placing her hand on her hip, in a way that only a three year old could pull off "I don't like Uncle Erwin. His eyebrows are weird and he snores soooooooo loudly" Eren had to fight not to laugh at Anna's very serious declaration "Anna, it's not nice to say you don't like someone. You love your uncle Erwin" The girl huffed, so fucking much like Hanji "Fine. But he has weird eyebrows. They're big wriggly caterpillars" The girl stubbornly kept going until she got as close to caterpillar as she was going to get, scooping her off the sofa, he tickled her stomach "Those big caterpillars are going to eat you! Nom nom nom!" Screeching with laughter, Anna clung to him as Eren headed to the door. Standing on the doorstep was Levi, Viren asleep in his arms. Scrunching his brow, Eren was confused "What are you doing here?" "Uncle Levi! Did you come 'cause Uncle Eren's sad?" Since when was he sad? Anna was way too perceptive "Hey, Squirt. Hanji told me you were here" Nodding, Eren carried Anna back to the sofa, groaning as he placed her back down. Giggling, Anna "pulled" him down with her, happily climbing onto his lap to steal more fries "Yeah. She got called into work and needed someone to watch Anna" "A head's up would have been nice. Instead I spent the... you know what. Never mind. I'm going to take Viren up and get him settled in Hanji's room" "Just settle him down on the sofa. He'll be fine. Miss Anna here is going to bed soon" "No, Uncle Eren!" "Yesss. You've had your bath, then you get to sleep in mum's bed tonight" "But you'll leave before we can play dolls" Eren bopped the tip of Anna's nose "I'll be here all night and we can play tomorrow" "Promise?" Holding up her pinky, Anna had been well schooled in the binding contract of a pinky promise. Not thinking about it, Eren shook pinkies, his left sleeve sliding down to reveal the changed dressing on his arm. The moment he looked up to Levi, he knew his alpha had seen and that he was in the shit over it "Yeah, Princess. I promise. Baby, I need to talk to Uncle Levi. Can you be a good girl and wait here?" "Is this because you're sad?" "I'm not sad, honey" "Are you sure? You didn't answer Uncle Levi's call before" He'd forgotten about that... why couldn't kids keep secrets... not that he had anything to hide "That's because I was cooking the fries, and it wasn't safe not to watch them. Not with you in the kitchen. Levi, it really wasn't on purpose" "It's fine. Like you said. We should talk" Levi didn't sound impressed... great. He didn't want to have a fucking fight with the kids around "Uncle Levi, Viren can sleep in my bed. I'm sleeping in mummy's" "That's very nice of you Anna. We'll be right back. You just watch your cartoons" Settling Viren into Anna's bed, their son didn't even stir. Kissing and smoothing down his hair, Levi turned serious as his gaze turned to Eren "Want to tell me what all this was about?" "Not in front of the kids" "Oh. So you're actually willing to talk to me?" "What's that supposed to mean?" "It means you took off this morning. You ignored my call and I had to wait for Hanji to message me, to find out you weren't coming home tonight!" Whisper yelling at him, the pair moved out of Anna's room. Eren walking over and sitting on the top stair so he could hear what Anna was up to "I thought you'd be fine with Viren" "Really? You thought my one day off meant you could go off and do as you want" "What's that supposed to mean?" "Are you hurting yourself again? Is that why your arms are dressed? Is that why Hanji had to bring you here?" Snatching Eren's left arm, Levi shoved his sleeve up before ripping off his dressing "What..." "I'm not fucking hurting myself. But it's nice to know that's all you think of me!" "Then why are your arms dressed? Who were you meeting with? Who was that female alpha you were hugging" Eren felt like he'd physically been bashed over the head. Levi had what? Followed him?! "You fucking followed me?! Oh. Right. I'm just a fucking basket case. Heaven forbid I do something for myself" "Don't be like that. You know that's not what I'm saying" "Do you really want to fucking know?! I had my scars fucking tattooed today. Ok. You happy? I couldn't stand looking at them, so I had them covered. I didn't think you'd give two shits, so I didn't tell you. It's nice to know how little you trust me!" "You had your scars covered?" Snatching his arm back, Eren tore off the other water proof dressing on his right forearm. Out of the pair, most of the damage had been on the right side, now it was almost all gone, other than the thin scar rises "Yeah. Ok. Maybe I didn't want to keep thinking about the fact I tried to off myself and couldn't remember" "Don't be like that" "Be like what? Angry that you decided to spy on me? Or angry that you don't trust me" "I do trust you" "Then why did you follow me?! I was finally happy again" "You know I don't think your scars..." "I know you don't care. That's why I didn't tell you. You would say it doesn't matter to you. That you loved me anyway and how my scars don't define me... I had this done for me. I had this done because I don't want our pup... to have to grow up with a mother with such obvious marks!" Levi sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose "I'm sorry. You've been sick and hiding it. I thought... I thought maybe you didn't want to talk to me" It wasn't like he didn't want to talk to Levi. His alpha was just never home, and he hadn't wanted to have this conversation "I'm not sick" "You were vomiting from stress. If looking after Anna is too much then tell Hanji. Marco can take care of Mina and Anka. You don't need to..." "Oh! So now I can't even look after pups. Right" "For fucks sake. That's not what I'm saying at all" "First you can't trust me to go an appointment on my own, without checking in on me. Then you show up here, when I legitimately forgot about your call, seeing I was busy making dinner. If you came just to have a fucking fight, then you should leave" "I came because I'm worried about you, brat!" "Don't call me that!" Levi lowered his hand, it hovered awkwardly like he didn't know what he wanted to do "I thought you liked me calling you brat" "Yeah. Maybe when it used to fucking mean something between us" Shit. Shit. Tears were welling in his eyes... and his stomach was doing flips "What..." "I think you should leave, Levi" "Brat..." "I told you not to call me that!" "Uncle Eren?!" Running to the bottom of the stairs, Anna looked up at them. Eren hated that the small girl had to hear them yelling, even if they weren't swearing. He never wanted to make the girl cry. Nor Viren for that matter "Sorry, Princess. Uncle Levi and I were just playing. Why don't we finish watching cartoons?" "Ok, Uncle Eren. Is Uncle Levi staying?" "No, sweetheart. Just Viren. Uncle Levi has to go home for work tomorrow" Rising from his spit, Levi grabbed him by the elbow "Eren..." Stepping down, Eren steeled his heart. Warmth was blossoming from Levi's hold. A warmth he'd been desperately craving for so long... but Levi had followed him. He didn't trust him... the one person who always had... How was he supposed to marry this man? How was he supposed to have another pup with him? Leaning in so Anna couldn't hear, he whispered "I'm staying here tonight. Hanji can drop me off tomorrow. If you want, you can take Viren with you. He doesn't get to see you much as it is" "We're not done talking" "Really? I think you've made it perfectly clear what you think" "Why are you being like this?" "Being like what, Levi?" He could smell his own distress starting to leak through the scent cancelling spray he'd stolen out of Hanji's bathroom... he needed to get away before Levi smelt his pregnancy "Distant and shit. Why won't you talk to me?" "Because I'm tired ok. I chase after Viren nonstop. I clean the apartment. I cook the meals. I take Viren for walks and to the park with Hanji and Anna. I do everything he wants and he still wants you at the end of the day. I'm... No. That's not what I want to say. We both know he doesn't care for me the way he does you. So spend time with him. You can leave whenever you want. For now, I'm going back to Anna. At least she doesn't tell me off for doing things on my own or for myself" Leaving Levi on the stairs, he wiped his eyes as he walked down and lifted Anna off her feet. Spinning her round, the girl planted a sloppy kiss on his cheek "I love you, Uncle Eren" "I love you too. Now. What were watching?" Anna had had the horrible two's. She'd also adopted the word "dis" for a good solid 9 months. Everything was "dis is mine", something he'd thought was weird until Viren had started the same thing. Both of them were still learning there words, but he could almost always figure out what they meant... Still. Eren loved her. He'd do anything for the little girl, like he'd do anything for Viren. He was also very careful to make sure when he was with the kids, he didn't show favouritism, or scold one without explaining what they'd done wrong. Leaning in, Anna "whispered" barbie "Barbie? I think we can do that" "Uncle Levi? Can't you staaaay? Uncle Eren, can't he stay? Pleeeeease" How was he supposed to say no to Anna's wide brown eyes "Ok. It's up to Uncle Levi though" "Uncle Levi?" Walking down the stairs, Levi placed his hand on Anna's head "I suppose I can. But you have to head to bed soon" "Noooo... Eren said" "When the movie finishes, honey. Come on. You need to finish your dinner" Fuck Levi. Just. Fuck him. Anna fell asleep in his arms before the movie finished. Lifting the little girl, he carried her upstairs without paying an attention to Levi. Walking into Hanji's room, he rolled his eyes at the state of the mess in there. The rest of her house had been much the same, so he'd cleaned while Anna tried her hardest to keep his attention on her. Laying her down on the spare side, at least Hanji would be spared it there happened to be night nappy accident. With a kiss to the forehead, he retrieved Anna's plush puppy from under the end of Hanji's bed. Where the girl lost it over a week again. Why couldn't things be this good with Viren? He adored his pup. But never got love in return. Heading into her bathroom, Eren took care of his before bed rituals, choosing to hold off showering until he was back in the apartment. He was very much in his own head when Levi appeared in the doorway with a slight cough. Brushing past him, Eren walked over to Hanji's bed "Eren. Can we please just talk? I don't want things to be like this between us" "We're fine. There's nothing to talk about" "Since when did you stop liking being called brat? And why didn't you tell me? I don't know what's going on if you don't talk to me" "Levi. Stop it. It's fine. I was mad because you don't trust me. And now I'm past it" He really wasn't "Then..." "Then we're good. You might as well go home. You've got work tomorrow" "But..." "Levi. Just go. It's fine. We're fine. I totally overreacted" Leaving his jeans on, Eren climbed into Hanji's spot. Anna mumbling in her sleep as she moved closer to him "Alright. I guess I'll go then. I'll see you at home tomorrow, right?" "Yeah. It depends on Hanji's schedule. Viren's got clothes here, so don't worry about that" "Ok. I... uh... love you" "You too. Stay safe" Rolling his back towards Levi, he cut off conversation. He was exhausted, and it was barely after 7...
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miss falen!! 1. your favorite anime/manga at the moment and why 2. the favorite parts of your day 3. current favorite hobby/distraction!!
!! hello miss jess!! 💖
1. haikyuu and jibaku shounen hanako kun (aka the toilet anime... gfdgdf)!!! haikyuu will always be a fave in my heart because of how FUN and light hearted it can be! (ignoring the pain....) the first half of this season is ending this week sadly BUT i’m planning to reread the manga all the way from the beginning very soon and i’m really looking forward to that also because i just . Love the important lessons haikyuu has to offer like YES i am ready to be HEALED!!! 
and for jshk! it’s been three months since i got into it and it still has me by the NECK gfdhgkjfgf i will say it has its 👀 moments but it’s SUPER interesting and fun! i love all the plot twists and surprises even if they hurt sometimes hgfdkjg but they really keep it interesting and i loveee that! PLUS the charas are fun and multi dimensional and the designs and art are super prettyyyy2. i’ve actually had a really good day so far! i woke up before 4 pm gfdjgfd and exercised for the first time in like a monthhhh and it was so rejuvenating like it’s exactly what i needed since i haven’t had this much energy in a while :3 i also made some hot jasmine tea and ate a chocolate muffin!!!! going to do math now and i hope it doesn’t hurt me gfsgfs
3. oohhh as of now i’ve been rewatching anime/rereading manga hgfj but i’m also planning to start on some new things soon!! i’ve also been drawing (which is contributing to my ungodly sleep schedule,,, i think i need to stop drawing at night) which has been really fun and helpful in taking my mind off of the current state of the world, would definitely recommend it :3 oh ALSO i’ve slowly been cooking more things! i just neeeed to go to the store soon and i’ll be able to make the stuff i have in mind :~) 
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[PruCan] Chapter 4: Soft-Spoken Calling, They Want Their Shyness Back
Ao3 Link:
http://archiveofourown.org/works/11159997/chapters/24905436
This Has been cross-posted onto FF & Ao3 under Aliases: BearBooper
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Fandom: Hetalia Axis Powers
Main Pairing: Gilbert Beilschmidt & Matthew Williams (Prussia & Canada)
AU:  College AU - Art Student Matthew and Media/Film Student Gilbert
Age Rating/Mature:  Teen And Up Audiences (12+ due to mentions of mature themes as well as swearing)
Trigger Warnings: Recreational Drugs & minor connotations of anxiety (Future addiction to mention themes such as addiction, rape etc.)
Within his short 18 years of his life, Gilbert knew he fell short of a lot of things. Most of the time the list of his personal struggles were propelled far away from the contemptuous moments of strife that he was forced to worry about currently so in turn of all that he wasn’t used to being open to his subconscious pacing mind. All the repressed trouble he cooked up was bubbling over- much like Arthur’s attempt of ‘soup’ from last week. Whenever he seemed to not be distracted by a family issue presented by his brother, it was coursework that acted as blockade from having a social life, or sometimes the extremities faced when dealing with pesters from Elizabeta and Roderich (Only God knows what those two would be doing on a weekend...); even the occasional whining from a certain Frenchman.
A chime of a small bell over the café’s door announced his presence to the other inhabitants. The oaky smell of old counters flooded his senses and the light yellow walls plastered with generic atmospheric photos of Himaruya Academy’s campus populated some of the emptier spaces (You could tell these were taken by students as well, what with the tiny label under each photo). Aromatic aromas of freshly brewed coffee and whiffs of alluring chai lattes made Gilbert smile warmly, it was if he had been hugged by comfort itself. You would think a café would be empty at around 10 pm, but it seems like the need for caffeine for any student was a constant. The distance between his dorm hall and the small campus café was luckily close, a breeze of a stroll that delighted any exhausted student, thus his tardiness in his arrival was actually inexcusable. He mulled over trying to produce an excuse to give later to explain his delay… Of course, his overall excitement was at an all-time low considering Gilbert would have to deal with an infuriated Ludwig-
“Seriously Gil? You’re late 20 minutes”
Speaking of the organised stick-in-the-mud devil, his younger brother (Who, unfairly, had grown taller than the paler of the two) was eyeing him with annoyance and the albino could practically feel the dagger-like stares pushing into his chest. A cockier-than-usual ‘I’m more organised than you and you know it' looks of disapproval caught him off guard… Oh god is he going to say something about the new shir-
“Mein Gott, How the hell are you funding your wardrobe when you can’t even pay me back?”
“Lovely to see you too dear West, I’m doing fine, Gee thanks! How thoughtful for you to ask.”
Sarcasm and mock pleasure rolled off his tongue easily and with a sublime sense of satisfaction. But as he went to sit down at the small table he noticed the change in mood. facing diligently and apprehensively at the stern look of his brother he realised that his obvious joke will not go without consequence…clearly, Ludwig had something serious this time and the call for the older sibling was not an act of choice but instead an act of necessity. Gilbert gulped. Fidgeting slightly, preparing to be the bearer of bad news, the blue-eyed sibling attempted to keep his voice lower than usual and to keep the conversation at a seemingly okay level of panic:
“We can’t exactly quit our jobs this holiday, and my calculations state that we might even have to pick up an extra shift. There is no way we can visit Uncle this year.”
Gilbert flinched and could swear he felt his heart break a little. To others the news may not seem to be ‘that serious’ – sure it was bad but being heartbroken was an over exaggeration right? Consider the fact you had been working your FUCKING ass off your whole life, juggling multiple jobs while studying with a crappy stream of income and pay check-to-pay check funding, being robbed of countless hours of personal time that in your eyes were a privilege, never a minimum, and last but not least the breakdowns when you realised you felt so alone. This news would make your heart shatter like fragile glass. ‘Fuck karma, Lady Luck couldn’t give him a day off,’ It seemed like dog days would never be chased off. Unbelievable. Inconceivably pissed off. Flipping the table, walking out and burying himself in the nearest graveyard felt like a reasonable move as of right now.
“What. The. FUCK.”
“Calm down we can handl-“
“I can’t!- There has to be some miscalculation, last I checked we had enough for that break, I was given time off and a pay raise! This shouldn’t- What-WHY? I PRACTICALLY DIED.”
“Look I get it- I’m not happy either?! But shouting won’t do us any help either!”
He was fuming and he could see the fury shining in his company’s eyes as well. Growing up Gilbert always hid his vents and rants and kept his true thoughts away from the impressionable mind of his sibling but at times like this, it was clear what they were both thinking. Ludwig must have known this news hit his brother harder than it would him, and those awkward compassionate pats were a pitiful attempt at family comfort. They never really used affectionate gestures in the past, there was never any time for stuff like that.
Years and years, harking as far back as the tender age of 14, he could recall working for an extra bit of pocket money. Pocket money soon evolved into a college fund for himself and West within 2 years. Not to mention the small amounts he had to save for indulging to keep the sanity that prevented him from turning into an emotionless working robot. Thankful was not a strong enough word to describe what Gilbert felt for his uncle, there wasn’t any word that could achieve the level of gratitude the boy held for the old man. Respect towards the old man was something he taught Ludwig early on (Come to think of it, they moved in with their Uncle when Ludwig was only...12?), even if the latter didn’t understand their situation at that very young age. Spaced out due to the reminiscing he hadn’t noticed the warm cup of coffee that had been kindly delivered to him (Yes, a nice cup of coffee at 10 pm, go college life!), Ludwig’s strong voice started to come back to the forefront of his attention;
“You take your rest, you deserved the break, Bruder. I can do an extra shift- Feli says his shift has an extra slot anyway that I can take and it’s not very long, we just need to rearrange the bank allocations…” The blonder German was droning on and was in actual fact, talking to himself more than he was meaning to actually converse with the other.
Sighing into his now slightly cold coffee, the teen pondered over his choices and reviewed his recent schedules: wake up, eat, Attend lectures, go to multiple work shifts throughout the day during his study hours, do some coursework till the morning light and pass out, repeat. He had started slacking this continues the cycle of college-life torture. He had finally worked enough to wager a good break that his boss from his large shift (A shitty – but hey it’s decent? – 7 bucks an hour) at the local cinema, an undesirable night shift that no one wanted to partake when they could be partying. Only this month had he been throwing away his frazzled mind with hook-ups and well-deserved parties with his former Misfits.  He had ached for those nights again, and for a short while, he had them back. What was the point of being a ‘creative’ mind when you can’t produce any of the garbage you actually want to?! Being stuck in the mantra of: “How many tickets sir? Which seat..? Hope you enjoy the show!” was the cause of the internal bomb of irritation that ticked faster and faster and Gilbert wasn’t even sure he would have any fuse left soon.
I’ve got to go. Was it ever possible to become unattached to reality? God I wish, with haste Gilbert suddenly got up and bolted out with mutters of incomprehensible frustration.
“Gilbe-Where are you goi-Hey we aren’t” the protests over his disappearance faded into the background as Gilbert left to walk back to his room. He could really do with some music.
“WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE LIVES NEXT DOOR?! HAS HE HURT YOU? OH MY GOD”
Matthew lamented over his wasted time, the paint covered boy had nestled down on his bed with his ruffled hair and head thrown back onto the cushy red covers, He could be actually painting right now…or y’know…seeing Tim for a drug hit. Eyes shut with another exhale of boredom as Alfred rambled on, shooting an overdose of “He’s the bad kind, he’s not good, and he could be a murderer” lecture into the strawberry blonde’s tired ears. You would think a prodigy with a near IQ of 160 would be able to identify a real threat.
Sometimes he really just wanted to forget about this.
“I don’t think we are even thinking of the same person Al” blurting out quietly, still trying to zone out from his brother’s incessant fussing. “Have you even met him?”
“I don’t neeeed to meet him. I KNOW he’s bad for you, I don’t want him touching and getting all up in my little brother’s space and…poisoning him with all the college nonsense.”
Bullshit, poison what? I already drink and take- Ahh that’s right he doesn’t know about the ‘college nonsense’ I actually do participate in. Woops.
“I have no idea what you are talking about, hell you’re starting to sound old like Artie”
“I am not-I am NOT like Artie! Why the sudden interest in this Gilbert GUY ANYWAY??” This had dragged on for an hour and Matthew needed to make a dash for Tim’s house if he wanted to get done in time to come back reasonably sober.
“Don’t you have some project to do Alfie? It’s getting late and I want to do some work-Besides wouldn’t you want to call Kiku~” 1 point to Matthew, He had gotten his brother to look off in revelation and gain some red tinge on the cheeks. Kiku, a Japanese student who his American sibling had met and been pining for, was located at Himaruya Academy’s Tokyo campus (Mostly shortlisted to ‘The Deen Campus’ after its association). The two had been introduced during their foundation year and it was clear his sibling had a very big soft spot for the guy, so much so after the Japanese student transferred back to Japan they kept in touch with long Skype calls and endless texts. They, to quote: “Are n-not dating!! Kiku’s Not even interested…in guys…..or me.”
Hurriedly and trying to look less embarrassed, Alfred scuttled out. ‘Finally’. A glance at his watch told Matthew he would need to leave now or else Tim will call him out for bailing- ‘I am not gonna lose this cus of Al goddammit’ – Grabbing his trademark and overused hoodie, the stocky 18 year old climbed out of the way too small dorm window. Armed with his phone and car keys, he clambered into the cramped car and drove steadily down out the campus to his friend’s rented house; a typical scene for bad cliché college parties – happily it was not time for any party. As idiotic as it may seem, Strolling through the front door would not be a good idea as his childhood friend always warned him his sister would not appreciate visitors at this time (Matthew was 100% Laura didn’t even know Tim did pot, nonetheless that he did pot WITH Mattie), so he took the safer route (‘Well, physically more dangerous’) and climbed onto a small balcony on the side of the house, softly knocking on the glass that had the curtains drawn-
“You’re late.” Looking up to face his taller companion, the Canadian heard the gruff voice of annoyance as he pulled back the curtains and the sliding glass door opened.
“Sorry T, Al got me caught up in some bullshit, the hoser kept me busy…” The scarfed house owner moved aside and silently invited him into the messy room. On closer inspection, messy would not be applicable – while the floor was covered in some clothes, questionable (?) magazines and beanbags, the dark blue walls hoisted clean neat shelves which held a multitude of knickknacks.
“..You know you could’ve gotten started without me?
“Hah. Yeah right, where’s the fun in that Mattie?” A small tired-sounding chuckle flowed from the taller of the two, a bong had been passed towards Matthew who had founded himself cosy in a familiar beanbag. The haze felt good already. Matthew took it eagerly and grumbled: “How much do I owe you?”
“Honestly…Too much. Hah, No but like come on Mattie, I thought we got over this already. I’m not gonna charge a friend for this stuff. Especially not you.” Grinning with humour the Dutchman took the beanbag opposite to him.
It was all very strange at the beginning of this whole ordeal with his Dutch friend. They had grown up together and Matthew had very good relations with the ‘Van-der-Berg’ family. After joining the Academy he was glad he at least had a recognisable older pal but throughout all of the years that had gone by knowing him, he always noticed the precise and businessman-like nature of this man. Yet when he offered to help Matthew get his usual weed (Something Matt had easier access to in Canada and the times he visited the Netherlands and definitely something you don’t shout about) he didn’t charge a single penny. Hell, this fucker had once charged him after Matthew dragged them to the bathroom at camp…when they were 12 YEARS OLD. This guy always needed wanted to make a dime. Except for drugs. Which…was insanely strange AND expensive. ‘Especially not me? Ah Tim, I still really don’t know you.’  He tried not to think about it so much as when there was sweet dreamy smoke being smothered and pushed into Matthew’s body.
Sometimes it is possible to forget about things, you just need the right stuff.
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Well alrighty then!! :) Oh gosh so many... I may not be able to have answers for them all, but I’ll try! I may just throw platonic stuff in there too
Your favourite non-canon ship?
Ok technically DJ Wifi isn’t quite canon yet, so boom
Is there a ship you didn’t like at first but ultimately started shipping?
Ummm
What is the rarest rare pair (that you ship)?
....... I have no clue
Name a popular ship you don’t get the appeal of.
Marinette and Chloe? I get the appeal if they actually gave her character development
What is your most fluffy + happy ship?
Adrienette 
What is your most angsty ship?
Marichat (I mean it’s not super angsty, but I think it has more angst possibilites than most?)
A non-canon ship that should be canon?
Do I even need to say it? We’ve been waiting so long... so long......
Your oldest ship; the one you’ve shipped for the longest time?
 Ladybug & Chat since that PV I guess, before I even knew there was a love square
What ship represents the kind of relationship you’d love to have?
DJ Wifi fo sho
Is there a ship that makes your skin crawl?
I once saw a fic centering Gabriel + Marinette (yes, in THAT way)? No. Just no.
What is a character you can only imagine in one particular ship?
I mean, most of them yeah. I guess I’m so hooked on the love square that anything different makes no sense at this point
What is your favourite canon ship?
Mylene and Ivan, they are too precious
Name a ship that deserved more content.
DJ fricken WIFI
Is there a ship you feel gets undeserved hate in fandom?
I dunno, I don’t really get into any hateful or negative stuff so I don’t have much of a grid for it
What is the first ship you had?
LadyNoir
Is there a ship that made you realise something about yourself?
I mean I discovered I had the ability to basically write a freakin book based off of our beloved love square, so yeh ;)
Is there a type of ship you always go for?
Eh I guess ones with genuine mutal feeling?
Is there a ship the writers have ruined for you?
Not really
Is there a ship the fandom has ruined for you?
Neh, again I don’t get into the negative
Have you ever created fan created content for a ship?
Yis, more specifically for the fic I wrote 
Favourite thing you’ve ever created for a ship?
ABND and the art to go with it. Oh! And the art for a couple other fics before that
Is there a ship you’ll never admit you have?
Neh, they’re all pretty standard
Have you ever started shipping a ship because of the fans?
Mostly I just ship things based on the show, and then enjoy what the fans produce for it, not the other way around :)
What is one scene you want to see happen for all your ships?
LET THE LOVE SQUARE KNOWWWW
I there a ship you wish you didn’t know existed? 
See previous mentions of Gabriel and Mar
Name a ship that ended like you wanted it to.
I mean nothing has really ended..... though in terms of how the season ended, MAN that Umbrella Scene!!
Name a ship that deserved better in the end.
*shrugs* Too soon to tell! But honestly, I neeeed DJ Wifi to be an endgame
Is there a character you have several ships for?
I don’t generally multi-ship unless multiple pairings work and none are yet canon, but even then I tend to stick with my fave anyways
What is the ship you ignore 98% of canon for?
......... I mean I KNOW we’ve all read some good reveal fics, which is not technically canon yeeetttt..... but there’s no way that one be canon endgame
Is there a ship you like but you dislike the fandom?
Nope nothing comes to mind!
Thanks for asking, dears!!
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Assumptions Your a virgin Your good at sports Your a picky eater You avoid the gym Your a veg dodger You would make an awesome best friend You would bake me a cake just because it would make me smile and happy You watch porn You've never been french kissed You havent read a book in years You have not stolen anything recently Your favorite holiday is xmas Youve fantasied about a threesome You would help anyone You like to dance You masterbate frequntly You enjoyed reading and answering this
I’m so confused... 🤔did I do an assumptions about me are some shy like day reblog or something... don’t think I did but ugh tbh nah I’m not enjoying reading n answering that much all cause this stupid virgin shit i just ugh I don’t like promoting the stupid ideals that a females virginity is some how something to be prized or that is in anyways different from a mans, if I was a dude would it fucking matter? Nope it wouldn’t! 💅🙄GOD! What’s my, or any ladys out here, fucking or not fucking have to do with you? No hunty you don’t know me like that k. I am ok at sports because I catch on quickly but I prefer things to help me get out my anger and help me develop defensive skills like cardio kick boxing slowly starting to learn mixed martial arts as well as this Korean fighting style called Hapkido. I’m not a picky eater aaat all I’ll try anything once, that’s my philosophy in life cause shit ya never know unless you try something a few times imho because it can be a lil different each time ya know. I love love looove the gym, wish I could work out more but I’m already a very fit person naturally so when I go too hard it shows so quick lol not the look I’m going for. A veg dodger?.. either means I veg out on the couch 🤷🏻‍♀️ya I like to do that sometimes but who doesn’t now in days lol orrr it means I’m a vegetarian/vegan.. no to both I like veggies cause I know how to cook shit up tasty buuuut I tried when I was younger because of animal cruelty but I couldn’t last over 3 months I love meat too much to ever try again tbh. 🙌🏼😌sorry aminals I so sorry 😐. Hey ya got one right lol I would and do make an awesome best friend though I have very few people I call best friend I keep my circles tight cause people suck! I mean truthfully it doesn’t seem like your someone I know much and baking you somethin is reserved for besties which again I very few of but I would bake a bff a cake or cupcakes just because it would make me smile and happy, I have many times! Actually! Gotta show you love da people you love ayyy lol. I do watch porn 👏🏼I kinda prefer reading smut cause there’s more depth to it but when I’m in a hypersexual phase I’m like neeeed the good stuff!! Lol I think because I like delayed gratification and o play and shit like that like not letting myself have it for a while makes it all the more better when I really need it ya know what I mean?.. cause irk I get in those rabbit holes and I gotta take a break cause you keep having to up the anti cause you get bored and then u just end up 😳starring at the screen like mmmk don’t know how I got here buuut I need to take a break lmfao! 😂no just me?... okay! Cool.... I have been french kissed lol what are you 12 like my dude I’m 23 of course I’ve made out not to make others out there that haven’t feel bad do you honey it’s okay 👈🏼👈🏼 but ya I prefer chicks over guys tbh like I tried it with a dude cause I’m like shit I keep sayin I swing both ways but I’ve only fucked around with girls sooo I should give them other sexy mfers a go and ugh 😑 nah bruh I’m good 😂like tf is wrong with guys okay okay but nah ima give em another try eventually like I said gotta try things a couple times to really know 🤷🏻‍♀️. I have read a book in years you dick! 👌🏼😊I like to read actually, mangas more then actual books tbh but ya reading psychology shit on the reg for fun get at me! Lol! I have not stolen anything recently buuuut I used to be a bit of a pro at stealing when I was in high school had a group of friends I thought how to and everything came home once with 3bags filled to the brim I only spent the 20 my mom had given me one 3 small ass things for the bags lmfao she kinda it two and two together and was right but didn’t make me return the shit so 👌🏼ayyy Lol. My favorite holiday is def not xmas I kinda hate it a little tbh like people annoy the fuck out of me around that time of year, fav is Halloween🎃!!! I have fantasied about a threesomes in so many different ways, also orgies... 👀.. I would TRY to help anyone but if they don’t seem like they’re wising up I’ll stop wasting my time tbh. I do like to dance and I do tend to masterbate frequntly, it’s healthy 🤷🏻‍♀️ I know my body best too so ya! I get it!
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