#I need motivation and validation

[nidbaesenpai]

I made post game strips of the ISAT party using the Siffrin internal monologue 'you' pronouns for everyone which was fun however. I do think everyone has different ways of referring to themselves internally.

Odile and Bonnie use 'I'.

Siffrin, Loop and Isabeau use 'you'.

Mirabelle uses 'we'.

[cinnanoc]

the winner takes it all (academic success), the loser has to fall…

[angelsdean]

don't know how people multi-fandom. dipped my toe into another one and immediately backed out bc everyone there was insufferable.

[themanirealityshifter]

let’s go shift to a reality where i can get a diagnosis for whatever flavor of neurodivergence i am-

[cuti3-p13]

*falls to my knees* comment on my fics please….

[cherryinfrenzy]

I know darling but how do I stop it…

[star-girl222]

I'll be the best or I'll be nothing.

[cn-alastair-lite]

would you love me if i drew zhuzhi lang / tianlang jun (pick me emoji)

[thebluebygracieabrams]

can someone tell me how to keep going if your hardwork does pay off but you don't feel anything when you achieve your goal just relief and numb again

[selfimprovement2025]

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Aspirations for the blog

I made this blog because quite honestly I'm sick to death of feeling hopeless and like time is running away from me. Procrastination has been a nasty habit of mine that I've tried (and failed) to kick, however this time I'm determined to vanquish this beast.

My plan for this blog is to check in daily with anything I think would be helpful to remind myself and others and to gauge my progress throughout the year. Things like daily motivation and whatever comes to mind really ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). I've never done anything like this before so I hope it works?!?!?

A bit about me

I'm a first year biochemistry student from the UK. I'm 20 years old and of Irish descent. I have a special interest in genetics and biology and hopefully if all goes well I want to specialise in that field and get into biotechnology. There's a lot of ethical barriers with it but nevertheless I think its cool.

I like playing genshin impact, honkai star rail, stardew valley, marvel rivals and pokemon. My favourite types of books are crime thrillers and romance. I want to start reading more classical books and my first on the list is Crime and Punishment. Any recommendations are appreciated ;)

I like anime; currently I'm watching Dandadan. My favourite anime is attack on titan.

That's it for now, thanks for reading ٩>ᴗ<)و

[fleouriarts]

feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole

[fruitsofhell]

Anyone give a shit about my Kirby-Steven Universe AU I developed for 3 seconds last year?

Broader Plot Synopsis:

Midnight Agate (Meta Knight) was a young quartz assigned to watch over the colonization efforts on Popstar with a small brigade of Rubies (The Meta-Knights). While waiting for things to truly get started, she let her sentimentality get the best of her and got to know the natives rather than killing them as were her orders. Seeing as it was a backwater planet and mission no one was watching carefully, she thought things would be fine.

While she was playing at being a knight for King Dedede (King Dedede) an undercooked Rose Quartz (Kirby) popped out, and caused some Kirby style antics for them (KDL, Adv, RoMK plots). Agate attempted to be subtle about what Quartzby's existence meant - not wanting to let on to her king friend she was an alien sent to blow up the planet - but in her continued waffling she began to watch the quartz take a liking to the planet just as she had, and started doubting the entire thing.

Eventually, after defusing the silly rivalry between her and Dedede, she began to work on deactivating gem structures (all those Ancient Artifacts we know in canon) and halting the colonization process, but accidentally alerted homeworld authorities whom then proceeded to send Halcan Quartz (Galacta Knight) when it was obvious things were a mess.

That's about as far as I got with solid ideas, but I have more fun disjointed ones. Like Midnight Agate falling in line with Halcan Quartz for a while out of pure fear and obedient instinct before eventually confronting her with the help of Quartzby and her rubies. And from there Halcan Quartz's own sentimentality gets tapped into for a redemption arc.

And from THERE the equivalent to the Diamonds in the would be Zero - a white Diamond I would suppose. I also had lots of fun ideas expanding on Agate and Halcan Quartz's connections to their planets (especially the latter to Halcandra CAUSE I LOVE HALCANDRA).

I really like how both Kirby and SU use their science-fantasy themes to tell stories about enjoying the little things and how you can kinda redeem almost anyone by tapping into that universal humanity. Or atleast I've always read the text of SU into the subtext of Kirby just cause the latter informed my media tastes so much.

I'd def fuck with this AU again if I have another SU phase. But I'm literally just talking about this cause I'm overwhelmed by how much Kirby stuff I have ideas for and needed to fart SOMETHNIG out.

[vulturevanity]

I feel like SV girlies haven't seriously considered "codependent mutually obsessive JuliNemo" yet and that's a shame, really. I've seen a lot of wholesome ChampionRank (really cute but a rehash of every wholesome yuri I've ever seen, not much original content here and that's okay) and one-sided obsessive yandere!Nemona ChampionRank (REALLY do not like the villainization of Nemona's neurodivergence but eh, you can do whatever you want forever) but not as much "these two get on like a house on fire. and boy, it's dry season" ChampionRank.

Where is "battle-hungry socially starved trainwrecks who have no one but each other" JuliNemo. Where is "oh god these two exacerbate each others issues into the stratosphere and this can only end in disaster but I can't look away" JuliNemo. Where is "bringing out the worst in each other and scaring the hoes" JuliNemo. Where is "you two are perfect for each other. Never change, just never involve anyone else in any of this" JuliNemo. There's so much potential here. Toxic codependent yuri save me

[your-local-granny]

okay so i havent posted art consistently for years (sad) and this is partly bc im busy but also partly bc i really havent been drawing as much so im a) out of practice abd b) out of the habit so i wasnt even really missing it it was just something i didnt really do anymore (sad but whatever) but recently my god!!!!!!!! i really want to draw again but its just an amorphous feeling and i feel like i have to justify setting aside time for it as if i wouldnt be rotting on youtube shorts otherwise but like ;A;

anyways if anyone has drawing requests (they probably wont happen and also if they do itll just be a pencil and paper sketch) send some my way!!!! doesn't have to be any character i've posted about before heck u can send me ur OCs if you promise to also include a little bit about them

[starkayezer]

guys I have so many things to do tomorrow 😕

[im--never--happy]

i'm having more mako feelings and i'm a slut for external validation so here's another little snippet from the mako fic i'm writing and will hopefully one day actually fucking finish

You want to mourn for the person you could have been, for the child you lost, but you don’t know how. All you know how to do is grit your teeth and get on with it. So that’s what you do. You shove down this throbbing ache like bile in your throat and focus on taking steady measured steps. One foot in front of the other. The impact of first your heel, then the ball of your foot thudding through you. Over and over and over. Step after step after step. You walk away and you keep walking, timing your breaths to the fall of your feet on the pavement. The dull ache in your heels radiating up through your ankles to your knees, into your hips and up through your chest. It masks the other kind of pain. One step. Then another. And another.