Durgetash Baby (Headcanon/Bullet Fic)
The Dark Urge sees Enver Gortash with his child in his arms.
Notes: Dark. TW infanticide (Non-descriptive but could be triggering for some). Nsfw. Slight dub-con but ultimately consensual. Imagined with a fem Durge in mind.
I can absolutely see Gortash in an arranged marriage situation which Durge would of course have very complicated feelings about.
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But Gortash is not one to shrug off appearances. He fulfills his husbandly duties and his wife provides him with an heir.
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Throughout the pregnancy, Durge is very distant. The violent urges and jealousy (which they tell themselves is merely due to their Bhaalspawn breeding instinct) are an extreme threat to their alliance with Gortash.
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When the child is finally born, Durge and Gortash fall back into their old routine for a time. Patriar children are rarely around their parents anyway, Durge does not anticipate it to be an issue.
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But one night, Durge slips into Gortash’s chambers (through the window, as they usually would), and sees him with the child in his arms. A tiny babe. And Gortash speaks to it like it is the whole world, like he would give it the whole world. Durge slips back out completely unnoticed.
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The next thing Durge can remember, it is night again and they are standing in the nursery of Gortash’s estate, their hands covered in blood. The Urge begins to recede from their mind, and they faintly hear a woman’s scream receding down the hall.
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By the time Gortash arrives in the doorway, their mind is clear. He is measured, but there is something in his eyes that Durge has not seen before. Boots clatter down the hall, but they are waved away by Gortash as he steps inside and closes the door.
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Once they are alone, Gortash lunges forward. Admittedly, it catches Durge by surprise, and Gortash gets much further than he should in his attack because of it. They slam into the ground together, a flurry of fists. It is their first real, physical fight against each other.
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All movement ceases when Durge's knife glints in the dim light. They have managed to get Gortash beneath them, knife pressing into his throat. He is covered in streaks of blood - his blood, Durge's blood, and the blood of his child.
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Durge's head is pounding as they begin to roll their hips against Gortash's body, knife still firmly at his throat. His voice is venomous as he chokes, "What are you--"
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"Mine." Durge's voice is sharp and dangerous as they press their hips down harder against Gortash, "You are mine, Gortash."
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They throw their knife to the side and replace it with their hand around Gortash's throat, the blood of his child on their hands now mixing with his own from his wound. Anger still burns in his eyes, but he does not move. Durge knows this - knows him - knows he is assessing, trying to understand.
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They kiss him then, but he remains stiff against them. It is only when their other hand begins to slide down his body does he begin to stir.
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"You are mine, Gortash," Durge repeats, a whisper against Gortash's lips, "And your children will be mine."
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He pauses for just a moment longer before meeting them in a suddenly charged kiss. Durge is unsurprised to feel him harden quickly at their words.
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He takes them there, on the floor of the nursery. He brutally fucks his seed into them, a demand for a child to replace the one he lost.
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The Dark Urge is satisfied, but they are never truly forgiven.
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hey i get a lot if y’all are mad about ao3 but guess what? you don’t get to hate on religious people, and you don’t get to make assumptions about us and our god (muslims, specifically) without knowing anything about our beliefs. this is not. a. fucking. excuse. to talk shit about muslims. there are queer muslims, there are muslims who are normal fucking people who believe that it is of utmost importance to be loving and kind human beings, above all other things. we are not monstrous terrorists.
you don’t get to make *sweeping* generalizations on an entire fucking religion because you don’t have access to your fucking bedtime story.
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Just a heads up:
I’ve deleted my Twitter app and I will only be logging in every so often so the fuckwad that owns it doesn’t delete the account yet. I’ll also probably be taking it off my navigation card and other places, as well. I’ve given everyone there a month or so to find me somewhere else, and after yesterday I just can’t be there anymore. So that’s that.
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well boy howdy here we go again ✨
Time to celebrate the fact that I am still a heavily active Destiel blog in 2022 and that 2,000 people decided that this was a valid decision. Love you all.
Let's party then! I learned my lesson last time about asking for angst because y'all came for my throat... that being said, angst is still invited to this. Nsfw work is the guest of honor. In fact, daring you to do your worst and test my nsfw immunity. Hmm maybe I didn't learn my lesson last time... My subtle nsfw prompts are listed last & in italics below ~
To join the party, tag your work #justcastiel2k or @ me
Aug 25: light - home - what if it was easy - deep
Aug 26: smoke - highway - if thy be a man - yeehaw
Aug 27: blood - trueform - what does it mean - grace
Aug 28: holy water - religion - I would be willing - knees
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lawboy notes:
- due to personal circumstances addressed here, I do not want anything that focuses on the subject of grief that is not resolved or is not mostly addressed in canon. ie: widower arc is fine because we know Cas returns in canon, though including his return is preferred if it's a fic. 15x18 confession scene is fine. Anything post 15x18 is fine as long as it includes or alludes to Cas returning.
- no memory loss. no heaven endgame.
- the poems and songs linked are there for further inspiration and can be used in your work, or the phrases may also be used for an entirely different interpretation. If you quote the poems, the original must be credited & linked.
- any prompt can be used for nsfw creations and they must be tagged #minors dni or #mdni
- minors may participate, but are not allowed to use the nsfw prompts, create any explicit work, and must filter #mdni and #minors dni. you also don't have to follow me to participate in this
- no w* or w*nkl*ne, minors/adults, non-con
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Can't wait to celebrate with you all! Feel free to send me an ask if you have any questions.
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