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#I’m not the most happy with this but it’s okay bc I’ve been animating for one month straight and I’ve forgotten how to draw in my style
kidovna · 1 month
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Pippin’s favourites (2000)
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artificialbreezy · 4 months
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i’m in need of soft best friends to eventual lovers vibes tonight so,,,
being on tour with the boys and you basically have a standing invitation to Noah’s bunk— can’t sleep? get in. we can cuddle. you pull back the curtain and he’s handing you an airpod so you can listen to music together. or maybe you just talk and talk and talk and talk, about anything and everything, laughing so hard Jolly actually pops his head out of the bunk opposite to say that quote he needs his beauty sleep. maybe he braids your hair. maybe you wanna play with his. “don’t you dare cut it, Noah Sebastian Davis. I like it when the strands fall over your face.” he smirks a little at that.
I feel like Noah’s bunk is also his safe place, so if he just needs some peace and quiet, if his social battery is low, he wants to catch up on his favorite anime, yada yada… you know where to find him. but the fact there’s always room for you in his safest haven 🥺🥺🥺🦋🦋🦋 friends you don’t need any social battery for >>>
and yeah, it may be a little cramped sometimes, but you’d both be lying if you said you didn’t enjoy the close proximity. you sleep better together anyway
hrrerrghhhhhhhhhhhhggggg
no okay but hear me out.
it’s late one night and everyone asleep and you’re just laying in your bunk on your phone and you’re finally like fuck this and get up and go into the like front of the bus and just kinda sit there and Noah hears you get up so he sticks his head out of his bunk and is all “pssst come here” and you’re like “okay!!!” and he invites you into his bunk all offended you didn’t just come into his bunk to begin with and you’re like “i didn’t wanna wake you up, thought you were asleep” and he’d pull you like super close, “sweetheart if you’re the one waking me up i’ll wake up happy each time” and you blush bc it’s CUTE. and you’re just laying there together silently all tangled with each other and you hear Noah whisper “fuck it” and he’s grabbing your face and next thing you know his lips are against yours and you feel like your head is spinning bc no way your best friend wants to be kissing you too and he eventually pulls away and is all “sorry if that made that weird I- uh had too” and you’re all smiley like “no please feel free to do it again.” and he’d grab your face again and give you the most gentle kiss. “wanted to do that for a while ya know. think about it all the time.” and you just cuddle closer bc you’re all flustered and don’t know how to tell him you feel the same. so he’s just rubbing your arm with his head laying on top of yours and he whispers super quietly bc he thinks you finally fell asleep, “i’d really like to take you out. make you mine.” he doesn’t expect you to hear him, let alone respond. “i’ve been yours, Noah. just been waiting for you to say something.”
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I had…the weirdest thought/idea while reading through your mermay stuff. This can be h2o no au or just general mer shenanigans but…what if reader was allergic to shellfish/fish in general before becoming a mer/siren? Like- for h2o it just adds to the “ocean and fish bad” mindset and trauma reader has. But also when they become a mer that would bring up so many questions. (Do you think they’d become immune or just stay allergic bc the human part of them is still technically the same???)
When they become a mer they just suddenly have this urge to consume something that quite literally will kill them. When they eventually wind up with the yans and the caretakers try to feed them reader once again just sees it as an attempt on their life and not some caring gesture. The adults are so concerned and confused that their guppy won’t eat anything, but it doesn’t seem like a hunger strike they literally freak out when food is put toward their mouth. Maybe reader finally explains it and the adults are just CONFUSED.
“Reader please eat your food.”
“I can’t I’ll literally die.”
“…..what?”
If reader is still deathly allergic they become the mer equivalent of a vegetarian or idk marine animals are weird, if fate is kind reader is partially a type of sea creature that just filter feeds or something (ex: whale shark, or manta ray)
(Idk all of this is coming from the mind of someone who cannot eat fish, had a very violent reaction to it, and has been scared of it happening again ever since)
I’m curious what you think, does the moon pool just heal the immune response? Is reader only allergic while in a human form but fine to eat fish as a mer? Or is reader plunged into an even worse situation bc when the yans find out about the allergy they become 100x more protective, treating reader as the most fragile guppy on the planet that needs even more of their attention and care? Like- allergies aren’t a thing for mer so they don’t really understand it so they’re just like: “No Reader! If that fish gets near you you’ll die!” Imagine someone like Sabertooth being like that one uncle that’s like “you’re just faking it” or “that’s not a thing!”, playfully force feeds reader a crab or something and suddenly reader’s gills swell and they can’t breathe. That makes x2 murder attempts on reader by Sabertooth. And then from that point on everybody in the pod is traumatized by the experience, reader is even further from being assimilated, and the yan adults are so much more worried about their reluctant guppy.
Weird funny concept. This became so long, I am so sorry.
Been binge reading your work and I think it’s awesome! You’re a really creative writer, and I love everything I’ve read from you!
Idk how your anon system works
Call me rhino anon 🦏 if that’s available?
Oh wow! Okay, I have a family member who is also allergic to shellfish (I'm not sure about fish, but they're allergic to shellfish), and I hope you are okay after that experience, 🦏 Anon.
I can see it working as Reader is either immune as a mer but can't eat shellfish as a human, or as them being unable to eat, well, any seafood at all.
They're basically stuck eating seaweed, kelp, and/or filter feeding, and Reader isn't happy, and neither are the platonic yans, especially the adults. Their kid/sibling isn't eating, they're worried Reader will starve, and they want to help but are confused by being allergic to what is a sirens main diet.
If Sabretooth did force Reader to eat shellfish or fish, he'd be lucky, and so would Reader, if they didn't die or have a severe allergic reaction. Reader does however fear him even more after it, regardless of if they almost died or if they actually stomached fish for the first time in their life.
I think if Reader had to have a meat to eat, it would have to be sea birds or sea mammals. So, seagulls, albatross, terns, for birds... or seals, dolphins, or orcas for mammals... It's still a hassle, but it's worth it if Reader doesn't end up with anemia or sick from only being able to eat seaweed and kelp and seagrass...
The adult platonic yans at this point are having to fist fight or tail fight who is and isn't allowed near Reader as one of their main caretakers, because they need someone they will listen to yet have a chance of liking. Reader is scared of all of them, but some more than others, so it's best to pick the ones who haven't traumatized them, and go with the ones who at least they won't faint from seeing...
(Welcome to the platonic yandere X-Men club!)
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onyourhyuck · 2 years
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Knight In Shining Armour. | N.JM (M)
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prologue- “I’ve got 99 problems and they’re all my period.” + “That’s why I’m here Y/n, so I can fix them.”
tw- Boyfriend Jaemin helping his girlfriend y/n when she suddenly gets her period at home. Fluff. Romance. Y/n had a date night planned with jaemin but cancelled bc of cramps </3. Jaemin is a wholesome bf everyone needs.
Note- 🙏 so is everyone menstruating right now?
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Shit this wasn’t good, you thought loudly when you were sitting down on the toilet seat, a sight of a bloodshed unfolds in front of your wide eyes. This wasn’t good at all. It was date night with your boyfriend tonight and now you cannot go. You know you wouldn’t be able to walk out the door in an hour by the time he comes over to pick you from your apartment complex.
You cuss grabbing your phone by the counter dialling the contact name ‘bubba.’ The number picks up instantly as you heard Jaemin’s cheerful tone. The sudden guilt and remorse for cancelling pains you, eyebrows knit forward.
“Hey baby you getting ready?” Jaemin told on the line. Your eyes watch the bathroom anxiously before answering to the phone call.
“Hey nana I’m sorry i don’t think i can go anymore.”
“Hm? Why not did something happen Y/n?”
“Yeah it’s sorta a girl thing…it’s weird to explain but I started my time of the month. I don’t feel up for our cinema date. I’m sorry forgive me.”
“Y/n it’s completely okay to cancel on me we have plenty of time to reschedule. How about I’ll come over I was just on my way to go to the shops. I’ll bring you stuff and we can relax at home.”
An unconscious smile paints across the mundane guilty expression that once overtook your entire mood but not anymore. Your Knight in shining armour always had a solution it seems. You and Jaemin started dating last year only so it’s pretty relevantly new relationship; the both of them are learning many things about each other and coming with solutions. The couple met through a friend of a friend at an event. Y/n instantly brought all the attention on her and Na Jaemin was no better man than anyone else in that time. He was mesmerised by you. Captivated and in need to have your number so he did ask like the gentlemen he was, he even helped you get back home safely.
It was far too late for a woman to wander back home and at that time you lived with your parents. You still hold that memory in your heart tightly like it was a precious jewel, durning that night walking you home the boy kept you up at night texting you.
Ever since then it’s been a happy year being with him once you started dating him. Never once has Jaemin disappointed you, hurt you or fought with you seriously. He’s quick to apologise or to speak calmly. Sometimes, you wonder how does he do it, become so perfect without any flaw inside him.
When the call ended you took a quick shower to clean yourself up and after you picked the most comfiest pyjamas out of your wardrobe collection. Bucks bunny pyjamas with shorts and an oversized shirt hitting your thighs perfectly slinging to the shorts, you let your wet medium shoulder length hair rest as you sit on the bed complementing life.
Period pain soon strikes your body, the sensation of being stabbed thousand times in a second baffles you. why do women have to go through so much pain? As if giving birth was one thing Y/n will have to go through at some point in her life, she has her indescribable heavy flo to live with too!
“I want to disappear from earth!”
You groan into your hands kicking the feet in air, screaming until you stop laying flat on the bed staring up at the white ceiling.
The bell rang. The girl’s ears perk up like a cat would when hearing something loud attracting it, like a wild animal Y/n ran towards the door rushing to open it. Jaemin standing still with a bag full of products and seemingly to be chocolate inside too. You let out a soft ‘whoa’ when looking at the white plastic bag as he smiles he walks inside the apartment.
You hug him tightly and he kissed your cheek. “Hey baby how you holding up?” Jaemin gently asks in a kind tone, pushing the bags on the bed. You bring him to sit on the bed with you, whining.
“I’ve got 99 problems and they’re all my period.” You would say sitting up, the first thing you took was the chocolate which will surely satisfy those cravings. He smiles watching you take small bites as he rummages through the bag more.
“That’s why I’m here Y/n, so I can fix them.” Jaemin told.
He hums as he was looking for the items, explaining what he bought you. “I didn’t know what you wanted so i got everything. I have pads here. Different type of chocolates and chips. I have pain reliever medicine for you to take after. I brought hot bottle for you, speaking of hot bottle I’ll go and make it for you now—.” He was rambling on about how he will help you and stuff, it was sickeningly sweet it makes you emotional all of the sudden.
He saw you sniffle and burst out a sob. Jaemin watches you cry for a bit before pulling you into another warm embrace as you ate chocolate with your salty tears running down fast. He whispers sweet nothings, saying how it will be okay and asking why you’re crying but honestly you do not know why you’re crying!
“You’re just…so sweet. I don’t deserve you.” You croak out to your boyfriend who gave you a soft smile watching you.
“Y/n as your boyfriend i will always take care of you. You deserve it because you’re my girlfriend.” He points out proudly before smooching the crown of your head with a big kiss. You smile watching him pull away.
“You want one?” You casually ask putting the chocolate in front of the boy’s lips, he leans down taking the last bite out of your hand as he noms loudly. “Not bad chocolate.” He beams.
“Now kiss me.” You quickly order watching your boyfriend pause as he heard you loud and clear. He comes closer to your face. Y/n closes her eyes waiting for his lips to touch hers, anticipating every second of it. When Jaemin finally kisses you, it brought the feelings of stomach cramps and body aches to vanish. It was as if Jaemin was the key to everything in your life.
The key for happiness. The key for everything that makes your life better. Jaemin saw you smile when he pulls away from the short loving kiss, caressing your cheeks and pushing the wet hair behind your ears.
He sighs. “I’ll get the hot bottle ready. We can put on a movie on as we lay down in bed. Sounds good?”
“Hmm…let’s watch Mean girls?” You raise your eyebrows and Jaemin nods, flashing you those adoring expressions you would always see him giving you at any moment of the day.
“Mean girls on a Wednesday night. We gotta wear pink y/n.” He points out earning a chuckle from you. He’s right. Wednesday is pink day.
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@onyourhyuck please refer from translating copyrighting and plagiarising my work thank youu! Reblog this fic and follow my blog for more updates it helps a girl out!
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aroace-poly-show · 7 months
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Hi you said you want to ramble, could you ramble some more about hollow ☆ wonderland i tried looking through your blog but search is. not working. so i failed to find anything at all
HEHEHEHEHH OF COURSE!!! and the reason for that is probably bc i haven’t posted very many details about them!! most of my rambles have been contained to dms with two of my friends and a currently 2.4k word doc of word and idea vomit 👍
anything posted before the most recent ask hasn’t been tagged correctly either, iirc i had a brief summary of the group a while ago though, tagged with “nightcord wxs” i think?? cause i didn’t have a name for them yet at the time. not changing it cause i’ve figured out more stuff since then so it’s sort of outdated. there’s probably a few posts lost in the marlo’s stuff tag, though that i didn’t tag properly but it’s okay those rambles are probably somewhere in my google doc.
anyway, since you didn’t rlly specify something in particular i’m probably just gonna ramble about whatever comes to mind. once again under the cut cause i can tell this is probably gonna get a bit long:
hollow ☆ wonderland is an online music group, and their videos are like kikuo style ones. but not necessarily ones like you are a useless child and aishite, more ones like and then you became the moon, welcome to the star inn, don’t look at me in that way, etc. pretty cutesy and happy sounding with a cute art style and then the lyrics tell a pretty dark story. that’s their general vibe. there’s a few songs i associate with them like judas by abuse (like i mentioned before) but i can’t confidently say it’s the kind of music they’d make. maybe that’ll change though we’ll see.
the group is composed of hoshi (tsukasa) the main lyricist, koki (emu), the artist, tako (rui) the animator and eventual co-lyricist, and kurage (nene), the composer.
they’re all silly online friends who like making music videos together and while none of them really talk about their issues pre-main story given that they’re not super close/don’t know each other super well yet, they still enjoy doing this together and care at least a little bit about each other.
i’m still figuring out how exactly the main story goes, but i’ve definitely made more progress now so HOPEFULLY i figure out a coherent story soon. i rlly do want to write a fic for them but don’t get your hopes up too much.
a few basic ideas i do have currently are some stuff like tsukasa, despite also being on his last hopes like the rest of them, is going to be the one to really encourage them all to start theater again. their sekai is a rundown theme park with lots of fireflies around, all the plushies are still there but they’re also worn down and have lots of patches and stuff on them. wonder stage has been closed down already, but it hasn’t been like torn down or replaced with a new attraction or anything. will it make a comeback? will hw be using it? we will see :)
i think the world hasn’t even started yet is still gonna be their untitled too. i’m thinking for their unit fits it’s gonna be something similar to the circus jester set cards? or at least the face paint thing. i’m absolutely giving them the face paint thing. and then there’s some other plot ideas i have but i’m not totally sure about them yet and i dunno how much sense they make on their own so i’m not gonna add them here.
uh. tsukasas name is hoshi since it means star iirc? so obviously he gets that name. koki meant something like to glitter, to shine, and i think emu would have liked that enough to choose it. and i already mentioned why rui and nenes names are what they are 👍
that is all for now. once again i’m more than happy to answer any other questions (like seriously i was so giddy and happy getting asked about them) so yknow feel free to ask. might answer a bit late cause i’m in school atm and have a lot to say but i will answer it eventually :3
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screampied · 5 months
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So, I'm rewatching one of my fav shojo animes (Yona of the Dawn) AND OMGGGG😮‍💨😩!!! HAK IS SO- AKEJDHZJ 🙇🏾‍♀️🙇🏾‍♀️. HE'S SO FINE BRO! AND HIS SMIRK 😩.
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Omg..Kiyoka (My Happy Marriage) too. Kiyoka's smile has me on the FLOOR! And the way he cares for Miyo 🥲
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Anyways, hru? Also Happy New Year!! I said that late asf, i'm sorry 🥹🫶🏾. Btw, do you watch and shoujo animes?
WORDDDDDDD? omg stop i heard of yona of the dawn but i haven’t rly gotten far bc im so inconsistent w my animes dawg. i gotta finishhhh asap
you watch my happy marriage too 🥹 THAT ANIMMEREEEEEEE. soso good, def one of my favs. u have immaculate taste pookie.
i’m okay tho !! been pretty much lounging around all day n sleeping in since new years. back to work tmrw tho n im so not prepareddddd. HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!! 🤍 and errrrmm actually i don’t really watch that many shoujou animes that much. the most recent i’ve binged would prob be ouran host club & fruits basket :3
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strawbrygashez · 8 months
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any hcs on p1dude and p2dude?????? :0000000
YESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! I’m sure I’ve made lots of posts of my hcs about them in the past but that’s been a while so 😈😈😈😈😈
P1-
•He has multiple mental illnesses.. and autism.
•He has old and new sh scars
•He is a HUGE nerd. He lowkey wants someone to share all the knowledge he knows with but yknow..he’s scared of everyone and paranoid. He would say he’s fine being a loner but he really wouldn’t mind having a friend. It will just take him a while to get used to having one.
•If he makes a friend, he’s gonna be at their side all the time. He swears it’s only because he wants to protect them from others because ‘they don’t know what’s going on like he does’ but it’s really just because he wants human interaction.. so if he trusts someone somehow, they have to deal with him a lot.
But I can also see him having times where he just suddenly ghosts them bc he’s having mental breakdowns and doesn’t reach out.
•He’s shy!!! And he can have a hard time talking to others. I feel like sometimes he doesn’t even wanna talk while he’s around a friend tho, like being just around them while he works on his own thing makes him happy. He both hates and loves silence.
•Has a really hard time sleeping. He doesn’t like letting his guard down. So he stays up probably on his couch in his living room all night, gun near by until he either falls asleep or he just doesn’t go to sleep for days on end. (Which leads to him getting eye bags)
•He loves baggy clothes & clothes that just covers him up a lot in general. That’s why he decides to wear that trench coat AND sweater :/
•Has a weird relationship with religion. Sometimes he will just think about god and whatnot for hours on end but other times even slightly thinking about religion sends him into a mental breakdown.
•His hair is greasy af!!! I think he actually does have a semi normal shower schedule but he just gets the cheapest shampoo ever. That or he doesn’t even use shampoo… like he just gets his hair wet and calls it a day.
• OKAY SORRY FOR A ROMANCE HC BUT…. I think he would love someone holding his hand :3 or laying on him.. He’s very touched starved. Oh he also blushes easily 💃
• Animal lover!
P2-
•Has lots of mental issues too.. but he’s learned how to deal with them a bit better.
•He LOVES nu-metal. He’d dress even more goth if his wife wouldn’t give him shit for it.
•He’s kinda good at socializing but also not??? Like he can talk to restaurant workers and all those types of people pretty well and can actually be really friendly but he’s also accidentally really creepy. Like sometimes he zones out and will just end up looking at someone for a long time without noticing. And if he likes someone, he gets in their personal space without thinking about it as well.
And he’s also kinda easily annoyed. It doesn’t take much for him to make him feel like threatening someone lol
•Bi :3 He goes to the gay bar near his place somewhat regularly on the weekend since around the time him and his wife started having issues. (Why don’t people make fics about p2 going to that place,…like??? It’s canon he lives close to a gay club and no one does anything with it?? 😭) I think he has a male lean also.
•He’s not good at standing still most of the time. If he’s up he has to be moving in some type of way and if he’s sitting, he’s bouncing his leg.
•Tsundere. He has to make jokes or tease someone when they are being nice to him. He’s not used to it so it’s how he copes :/
•Sleeps on the couch bc his wife takes up the bed. He doesn’t wanna sleep near her or touch her anyways.
•Once he leaves him, he doesn’t clean up after himself at all in the trailer LOL so many things are just thrown around (it’s kinda canon but whatever)
•He never eats a good meal and doesn’t bother cooking for himself often. He needs someone to look after him when it comes to his health like p1. Smh
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kitakashi · 1 year
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not anime related but I do need some kind of advice (if you can call it that) (also you can answer this privately if you need to) I just wanted to ask you how do you deal with everyday insecurities or how did your journey to self love start and ended? (I don’t think it every ends tho bc I feel like people still learn everyday) I usually don’t feel much insecurity these days but there are some days when like a tiktok video I see I guess triggers is and I try not to let it get to me at times and it doesn’t most of the time but there’s always that slip up where it does affect me.. it use to be much worse back before I started to go to therapy. I don’t usually read people’s works anymore bc idk why it triggers my loneliness and insecurities and that’s why I’ve strayed away in reading cute little stories most people post here. then when I do it’s like it hits me like woah okay that’s why I stopped reading this stuff. it’s weird tho bc it really never did but not sure why it does now? its a little confusing.
How I deal with insecurities? Sleep. No joke. When I can’t turn off that voice in my head it’s nap time. Being tired blows things out of proportion, and I easily exhaust myself with self deprecating thoughts. Taking a nap allows my brain to calm down and be a bit more rational about my loathing upon awakening.
I don’t have much self love and to be honest, I get triggered constantly. I have so many insecurities. Being jobless for a year due to medical reasons that don’t seem to be going away, being so heavily in debt due to not working, gaining so much weight from not moving around like I used to, having to live with my parents (who I love and are very helpful but my mom is an extrovert who can not leave me alone). I could keep going but I believe I’ve made my point. Not a lot of self love.
All that on top of depression, anxiety, ADHD, PTSD… not a great combo. I need therapy.
I have been blessed enough to have a wonderful best friend who loves me and listens to my rants. She’s a mom, wife, small business owner, and author but she still makes time for me. Life gets in the way sometimes but she helps me remember I have strengths and not just weaknesses.
Feeling alone is completely normal. I feel it, you feel it, Bob who will scroll past without liking this post feels it. That’s one of the reasons we try to comfort ourselves by writing and reading fanfiction.
I was talking with a friend on here who loves soulmate AUs. But my brain can’t let me like something without pointing out all the things that could go wrong. So I wrote about feeling rejected by a soulmate but still gave it a happy ending because I am soft and have to have my happily ever after. I’ve also written my own comfort fic.
Unfortunately, I’m not a good person to ask about how to deal with insecurities. I stared at this ask for hours thinking of what to say. And scrolling back up I’ve said a lot of nothing. While I can’t give you advice, I hope you don’t feel so alone.
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feartheoldblog · 1 year
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OI!
4. A character you rarely talk about?
9. Would you ever be willing to give any of your OCs to someone else?
11. Is there any OC of yours you could describe as a "sunshine"?
12. Name an OC that isn't yours but who you like a lot
29. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone they're going?
30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection?
Apologies for the large amount, I just adore your ocs xD
AWRIGHT THERE PAL NICE TO SEE YA AGAIN
I am so glad that you like my OCs bc I also adore yours, they are amazing 🙏🙏🙏
This ended up super long sorry so I’ll put it under a read more
4. A character you rarely talk about?
I’m going to use this opportunity to talk about my latest OC who I’ve literally never talked about other than a single sketch I dropped. He has no official name yet (I’ve been calling him Monty lmao) but he’s a Pthumerian that came to Yharnam as part of the excursions into the underground labyrinths. He came willingly and with ease, following the scholars and prospectors who were of course eager to learn about him. His reasoning? Boredom and curiosity, essentially. He’s always been the inquisitive sort of person and loves to learn. What better way to do that than willingly reach the surface? Unfortunately, this doesn’t go too well for him and he ends up half-naked chasing innocent citizens around with a sack- the total opposite of his initial reason for his excursion. He was happy until he wasn’t. Damn the Church and Mensis! Poor Monty.
His sister is also a Bell Ringing Lady and they don’t get on too well, and he wasn’t too keen when she decided to follow suit and leave with him. However, he does care for her and tried to persuade her so stay behind. Of course, the Pthumerians were ‘encouraged’ to go with the tomb prospectors so they didn’t really have much of a choice in the matter.
His worst trait? Pretending that he doesn’t understand the Yharnam language so he doesn’t have to talk to people if he’s not in the mood. On the contrary, he speaks and understands the language fluently. I pity the scholars that tried to speak to him on a bad day lmao
9. Would you ever be willing to give any of your OCs to someone else?
Unfortunately, no. I’ve been in fandom for far too long and seen so many bastardisations of characters and I wouldn’t like my OCs to suffer the same fate. However, I am a sucker for plotting stuff with mutuals etc. and I think that’s the best way
11. Is there any OC of yours you could describe as a "sunshine"?
Honestly, the only one I could describe as a ‘sunshine’ is Aoife. She’s literally just a total ray of sunshine with mostly everyone that she meets and is definitely the glue that holds the band of Cleanrots together. She does have her murderous traits of course but they don’t hold any malice behind them; she does her job, and she does it efficiently. Outside of that? The loveliest person ever.
12. Name an OC that isn't yours but who you like a lot
Okay I can’t just name a single OC, I need to appreciate my mutuals’ 10/10 OCs properly.
I love your character Elizabeth and I’m extremely excited to see how her story develops in Stolen but mostly in Scarlet Butterflies, of course. She just seems like such a good person and the type of individual you’d love to be your friend.
@smoughenthusiast ‘s OC Felix is a dickhead but I can’t help but love the lad. He is indeed a murderous cleric but it’s impossible to despise him. I also adore Mathilda and her ways. I support her wholeheartedly 🙏❤️
@gehrmansbignaturals ‘s OC Phobos is also amazing and I love her lore and interactions with the world that she’s in. Her design is also lovely and her relationships with characters are so intricate and well developed.
29. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone they're going?
Oh god, probably all of them for different reasons. Freyja is naturally curious and also prefers to travel alone if she can so she’d definitely disappear during the night, explore for a bit and then return as if nothing happened. If he was interested, Phulgrax would stroll into the abandoned house with full confidence and zero regard for any spirits that are potentially haunting the property. He has absolutely zero fear and just assumes that he’s stronger than literally everything. Braith is sly about it, and would only go if there was something inside that she wanted. Treasure for her to sell would be the easiest way, and of course she must travel at night and not tell anyone lest she gets in trouble. Out of my Gilded Rot crew, definitely Bastian or Lithrion. They’re both exceptionally gifted in the art of stealth and you probably wouldn’t even notice that they’re gone. Bastien is curious and enjoys exploring whereas Lithrion would be looking for potential dangers that could be lurking inside.
30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection?
I think the only characters I could see with stuffed animal toys would be Aoife and potentially Finlay (her childhood runebear teddy of course). However, Braith absolutely has taxidermy animals scattered around her living quarters so I guess that also counts… as morbid as it is.
I do also think my Pthumerian took a liking to a soft toy sheep in the window of a toy shop in Yharnam and took it with him because of it. He’s totally unaware of it being an odd thing for a 9 foot tall man to keep but he adores it nonetheless.
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@littlestsnicket tagged me in the get to know you better tag and I love a good tag situation
three ships: I too must go for lemonberry ice and doctor/master. they both live rent-free in my brain at all times. but the third one……..kakashi/obito/rin. naruto always lives rent-free in my brain as well and those three for sure. let kakashi be happy goddammit
last song: all I want by kodaline! I’ve been looking for songs for a Specific Character I Cannot Reveal For Fic and that song does not fit on her playlist at all (very few songs do…….) but I was thinking about it so I went to listen to it.
last movie: oh my god, I rewatched camp rock last night. I’ve been digging through a lot on disney+ lately. it was, fine? always fun to see super young jonas brothers, at least. and I think the songs were pretty good. I remember really disliking the sequel so I will probably not rewatch that.
currently reading: rereading t*witches; literally JUST finished the fifth book, don’t think twice. I don’t necessarily recommend them but it’s nice to relive the childhood nostalgia. as I’ve mentioned the dialogue is almost DISTRESSINGLY so 2001 it’s alternately painful and hilarious, and it gets me every time. my favorite book when I was a kid was the ninth one, split decision, like my copy of it got really beat up bc I reread it so much, and I’m really excited to get to that one.
I’m also like a chapter and a half into the first lord of the rings book and really looking forward to reading more and I BOUGHT THEM but sometimes like, reading a physical book is not enough to fully distract my brain from the 28 Long Years Of Rampantly Unmanaged Anxiety I’ve been dealing with, but reading on my phone or my laptop has been usually fine??? but I’ve been reading t*witches on the internet archive and lotr is also there so when I finish barreling through t*witches, I can read lotr there if I want!!
I also usually have a ramona ebook on my phone right now for when I just need something Without Any Stakes At All, Whatsoever, and the one I have right now is ramona the brave. it was my FAVORITE when I was a kid and my first grade teacher read the books out loud bc it has the story where ramona shouts GUTS! when she wants to say a bad word. THAT was intense, to a six year old. as an adult I think my fav is ramona and her father, bc it’s very sweet.
currently watching: AS WE SPEAK I am binge-watching lizzie mcguire. well, binge-watching-in-the-background. (I’ve also been working my way through my childhood disney sitcoms.) BUT ALSO I keep up with abbott elementary and animal control and I’m hoping animal control gets better? it’s okay, it’s decently funny, but I’m still not sold on it yet. abbott elementary is gold, though. (not a current watch BUT spring baking championship starts on the food network next week!!! I love the themed baking championships. also kids baking just ended on monday and every single season I cry over all the sweet tiny kids doing their baking they are so damn adorable) oh my mom and I have stalled in our murder she wrote watch with a season and a half left bc the quality has kinda, dipped. I think the first seven seasons are the most entertaining.
currently consuming: water! I never drink enough of it. it is, a struggle. I am drinking more than I was, for sure, but it is, still not really like a GREAT amount. I am……...working very hard at it………...and it’s very frustrating.
currently craving: something I can really take a bite out of. a big cinnamon bun…...a hefty piece of cake…...not necessarily craving this but some day soon I am going to get delivery from red robin and get the MADLOVE BURGER. by god, that burger.
additionally, if it's gonna rain I think it should thunderstorm. we've had a lot of rain lately but like NO thunder and you can't really hear the rain at all and it would just be nice to have a good decent NON THREATENING thunderstorm. and for a while, too!!!! the last one we got was a hot ten minutes. I want some substance.
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stray-tori · 1 year
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PiB 2 rambles compilation post
hi apparently ctrl+enter sends a post, whoopsies. attempt 2.
*kicks down the door* I JUST WATCHED PUSS IN BOOTS 2. & how can I return to my furry roots without returning to my tumblr roots.
! Spoilers ahoy !
OKAY SO: I SMILED LIKE SUCH A MANIAC DURING THE WHOLE WOLF INTRODUCTION WHICH IS PROBABLY NOT THE INTENDED EMOTION BUT IT WAS SO HYPE!! I WAS GRINNING BC IT WAS SO COOL!! I'M NOT WEIRD!! BE ON THE VERGE OF DEATH LESS COOLER IF YOU DON’T WANT ME TO BE HYPED. [I did calm down when he got seriously afraid though, dw i’m not that crazy]
Obviously i knew Kitty was gonna be in it but I was like HOW. WHEN. WHERE ARE YOU. and it was such a smooth and "of course!! of course she'S IN THE BOX" way to show up! I just saw the eyes and was like “:D!!!!” (Also does anyone else remember when DW said Kitty wouldn’t be in a sequel and the whole fandom was like “well then idc” DHSAJS)
ALSO MARRIAGE??! furry marriage is such a funny concept like. what are you gonna do- wear a flowy dress- apparently yes according to the dialog at least. IT'S JUST FUNNY MAN
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Fun German Dub Things:
“savage” from one of the two sisters in response to the unicorn horns was translated to “Geiler Scheiß” which literally means “hot/sexy/awesome shit” but I JUST DON’T EXPECT TO HEAR “GEIL” IN CASUAL ANIMATED MOVIES Y’KNOW- then again I think it was also said in Strange World??
“that’s a dog in a cat costume” - “oh yeahhh- you tricky little shitter/fucker” Me: spits
“dogpiles don’t work on cats” -> “what are you doing? sleeping off a hangover” (hangover and puss are the same word in german) The fact that they not only adapted but it also works so well because he takes a sip at the end of that line is so!!!! GOOD JOB
All the "P" signatures were changed to "K" even in the animation?? I can’t prove this but once german ver is on something I’ll def compare the animations!! so much international effort holy shit... I was like "K??? for what does that stand?? KILL???" and then I was like "Kater??? [Puss] NO WAY WHAT"
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there were a lot of cool transition cuts but one that stood out to me was after the scene with the lives singing and his silhouette shifted to two cliffs or something of the like-
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Obviously the wolf is extremely cool and all his scenes slay so hard, but I also like how they played up whether he was real or not. I was tending to yes bc where he grabbed Puss on his coat there was actually a tear and I just thought it'd be hard to make a fight climax if he wasn't real, but I still like how they played that up BUT GOD THANK YOU I'm a little tired of things not being real (CoUGH IDV COUFH)
friend: Also have a close look at 4:51 [crowd shot of the extended preview] me: HOLY SHIT
HOWEVER, WHEN HE STARTED BEING LIKE "I was always there" i just sat there like. no. no you're not going to make me remember the STUPID EGG FROM THE FIRST MOVIE I WAS SO SCARED THEY'D GO INTO ANOTHER GOOFY MONTAGE!! I do think it's cool they kinda... made a parallel in that but I DIDNT WANT TO REMEMBER!! BEGONE
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very fun movie. most fun cinema experience I've had for a while. I'm really glad I went to see it in cinema bc the heartbeat sound in surround sound was def grasping and like. obviously the bass and everything!
Also kinda got kicked by like... nostalgia too? I don’t really think of PiB as often as fondly as I do of KFP so it really surprised me that I got that happy to see them again. It definitely helps that the movie genuinely slayed.
it's what I want to feel for KFP but !! UGH THE CRINGE sahjads
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I really enjoyed it, it definitely deserves all the hype it’s getting. go dreamworks!!
I will watch bad guys soon i promise i’ve been meaning to but A
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10. Most disliked arc? Why?
UHHHHHHHHH. okay so I’m watching the entire show rn and i’m only on season 9 (yippee) but that means idk half this mf show. I think I’m gonna dislike the Gerald Troll arc they bring up bc like. It’s gonna be rlly triggering to me. the way he lies and manipulates is rlly similar to stuff i’ve experienced in every way ever so i think it’s gonna be hard. That / I didn’t rlly like Chef generally? his sexualization of every girl ever and being all about sex made me uncomfortable and bored, depended on the time. Of course my opinion could change bc he’s not dead yet in my watch through. Some of what he is is funny, some of it is sweet, a lot of it has been either overused or feels weird to me. But I have a lot of s/a trauma so shrug.
12. Is there an unpopular arc that you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?
Hmmmmm. Is there? I don’t think so. Arcs aren’t rlly as prevalent in smth like South Park since I usually find it’s easier to use that term for anime or manga. I do like all of Butters Professor Chaos moments. Which pops up on and off all over the place.
19. What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom?
I don’t really hate anything. I love the tendency for crack ships, i love how old it is, I love the popular ships and their history. If i had to hate smth? I don’t even think I could pull out smth. I’ve been sitting around for about eight or nine years and I’ve just loved the creativity here. There’s no huge thing I hate. I mean I hate the holocaust fics and the fact that’s that’s a genre here but like. I don’t think anyone is happy that’s smth ppl have thrown around.
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November 6, 2022
[two nights ago] So it’s currently 2am and I’m in a... a state.  Not like a bad one, I’m not having an anxious episode (I do got the nerves runnin through me though!  that hasn’t changed!), but I’ve been stressed all week because of exams and other things and I suddenly feel just a little bit freer.  I mean, I was in bed most of the day after my morning exam as a result of lady pains (it would be really convenient to have, like, ADS accommodations specifically for my First Days (though I think the exam went fine actually, possibly better than my other two despite the limited studying)), so I am suddenly filled with energy and I randomly decided to work on the One More Soul to the Call string quartet test arrangement (because even though Paradise is my top priority for next semester, transcribing it is a horrible experience (and even though Love Psalm is probably my second priority, it would involve transcribing drums which I don’t feel like doing (in other words, I needed a win tonight))), and I’m kind of in love with it???  I’ll send it to my cello-friend to see if it actually has potential or if it just sounds like noise, but it’s really coming along, I think.
[today] So I finished the first draft after a total worktime of about six hours.  I made some (a lot of) creative liberties, and I’ve handed it off to be scrutinized (by a friend bc I’m not all that confident in it).  It’s not super vocally interesting.. all the notes are within the range of a single octave, there’s no major jumps or anything, I sort of just wanted to see if I could do the adaptation.  Love Psalm is (seemingly) more vocally interesting, but a string quartet adaptation might be harder, so I may try a straight transcription for it later.
Critical Role episodes 36-38 have been fantastic.  36, total fanservice, was grinning the whole time.  37, a dungeon crawl, but I was fully engaged throughout, even in the battle (there have been some really interesting battles this campaign) which doesn’t always happen.  38, joy followed by a harrowing twist.  C3 is really really good.  I don’t want to pick a favorite of the campaigns because I love them all for different reasons, but this one is really strong.  It might be partly because it’s drawing on aspects of the world that longtime fans recognize (from C1 and C2 and mini-campaigns).  It feels like a major culmination, and I think we’re leading into something big (that’s one thing about the end of C2--the final boss battle was fine, the ending was good, but the stakes did not seem very high because the threat was so isolated, unlike the VM end battles which affected the world).
Speaking of podcasts and culminations, WtNV feels like it’s doing that really slow build thing again which I love.  Where they slowly incorporate more and more storyline into the episodes to culminate in an epic climax.  No spoilers, but Salmon Burger was a good episode.  AGH I love Night Vale so much.
Today I’m thankful for a good weekend.  I went to the chamber concert for the orchestra with my photo-friend, and my cello-friend’s group was so so good.  Easily the best performance there.  We went out for dinner after which was nice.  Today, rehearsal went well, and I made a really solid beef stroganoff for the first time ever.  Lastly, I’ve mentioned before that I like watching the little WB animated DC movies because they’re relatively quick movies and easily digestible.  Most of them are just okay (like Superman vs The Elite which tried too hard and missed the mark on its social commentary, or Injustice: Gods Among Us which had so much potential to be good but the climax fell flat), some are pretty bad, and every once in a while you come across one that’s a bit of a gem.  I’ve watched two this weekend, and I think Superman: Unbound was one of those gems.  I just really like the Clark/Lois dynamic.  Superman as a hero just makes me happy :) wholesome lil farm boy :)
I have a lot to do tomorrow.  I have to catch up on a few assignments for ecoanth, send out a bunch of emails, and start on those applications.  My next exam isn’t for about a month, but I really don’t want to wait until the last minute again, especially since that one will determine whether I need to take the final for that class or not.
But for now, an “early” bedtime.  Goodnight :)
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angelsnaiils · 10 months
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diary 08/05/23
okay i’m writing this in the morning so it’s actually mostly going to be about yesterday heh ◝꒰ ´ ˘ `♡ ꒱ my sister and i went thrifting yesterday!! i was honestly pretty successful, i got a cute new sweater, a pink button up for layering, a white blazer, low waisted vs pink yoga pants, black uggs!!?, and white mary jane heels!
quick happy rants about what i’m most excited about …
like pretty much any other clothing product made from animals (such as leather), i would never buy uggs new, however i don’t mind buying secondhand. they’re in pretty good condition and they’re not the iconic brown but i think these will actually fit my style needs better!! that’s why i love thrifting, i often end up finding things that fit MY tastes so perfectly hehe - much better than normal shopping.
im also THRILLED about the heels!!! i have my first ever lolita meet in two weeks (!!!!) and i was a little worried because i don’t have actual lolita shoes yet, i only have these amazon shoes i got as a gift and they do the job but ugh i didn’t want to wear amazon to a meet ૮꒰ྀི ◞ ⸝⸝⸝ ◟ ꒱ྀི১ typically i wear converse or boots because i just wear lolita on campus and am a little lax with rules … anyways!!these came at the perfect time!! i also picked up a bag of various pink and white ribbon at one of the thrift stores and i was able to create the perfect little bows to attach to the heels so they’re properly lolita ໒꒰ྀི ๑ ´ ˘ ` ू ꒱ྀིა
finally the yoga pants! i’d been considering getting a pair for a while now, which is funny bc i had them like 10 years ago.. ah, fashion cycles.. anyways, my mom found them and they fit like a glove! i really love the low waist, i discovered that i actually LOVE low waisted bottoms so i’m very happy to add these to my closet. they have the classic little vs pink dog on the waist which i love ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭ i’m excited to wear these on my study-at-home days this fall!
phew, okay!
after shopping i got to hang out with my bf and friends (ノ´▽`)ノ♪ we usually would have played dnd, but since i’m still recovering i didn’t feel up to it so instead we played a board game and just relaxed and chatted :3 it was really nice! AND one of my friends had put together a whole care package for me ૮꒰ྀི ◞ ⸝⸝⸝ ◟ ꒱ྀི১ she got me pudding, soup, a candle, a soft pink blanket, and YARN! she’s seriously the sweetest, i have the best friends ♡
today, i desperately need to clean my room… will probably also do some discord work and crochet or work on my accessories for the meet! right now i’m about to plan my meals for the day since i’m still on extremely soft foods and liquids :”) id also like to take a walk! i’ve hated not being able to do much exercise, i miss running :( but i’ll be fully healed soon!
thanks for reading + have a lovely day my friends!! ໒꒰ྀི ๑ ´ ˘ ` ू ꒱ྀིა
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appreciatingtokrev · 11 months
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hello, i am happy that you're back and feeling better! ^^
er, i am a bit disappointed but since time had passed, i have realised it was the right move. that is sad but if both parties naturally drift apart, there is always a chance for it to rekindle later on even if it is years on in the future. but moving on does tend to be the less messer route despite it being hard.
i did that too for HSR, all players are probably guilty of that lol. i believe most fans prefer GI over HSR and there is a lot more GI contents on here. i've never played HI so i don't know the fight mechanics 😭
that sound like such a long system ;-; on my end, you could complete a five year degree (like medicine) and be finish before 24/25 or do a three years degree and a master on top before 23/24. at least you still have time to figure things out.
that is true and a part of koko probably died after the fire incident, he probably just needed mikey's approval to join though.
tbh, i just realised his colour palette (outfit/appearance) is really nice too and does contrast xiao's one. maybe, browse online for inspiration? or go to the hair salon and ask the staff? i did that for dying my hair, they said i need to bleach it 4 times where i went lmao.
but i've heard the anime/manga merchandise is pretty cheap in Japan? that is a nice start to your collection and i'm sure the tokrev dolls will be a nice finishing touch when you feel motivated enough. but don't force yourself. i think if she was a kpop fan, i would found it less shocking because they are something else lol. that is a sensible idea and others may mistake it for a bell's bike? if it jingles that loudly and you're walking behind them. i hope you are ready then, styling wigs does seem to be a craft of art in making.
have you found your birthday twin yet? or am i still the closest one? and i actually gave up on makima. the fanart is something else but you can't help but feel intrigued like you said. i dislike her for the same reason. that's great! have you tried taking it to a tailor and get the sleeves shortened? i did it for a blazer and it worked.
ah i’m glad, me too! :) <3
i very much understand. it hurts, but sometimes the right thing to do just isn’t what initially makes you the happiest,, and it’s still for the best.
hm, true. maybe one day lol. rn we see each other maybe twice a year, and go visit a museum together. it’s nice, but certainly not how i pictured my life a few years ago haha. tho i’m content with our relationship the way it is, i think.
understandable understandable lol. i think my pref for genshin does stem from me having played it for longest by far + it being the game that got me into gaming, which both ends in an obvious bias. but hsr has been v fun so far as well! honkai impact fight mechanics are more similar to genshin than to hsr, but the controls for the whole game don’t involve the mouse, only the a, s, d, w, i, j, k, and l keys (if i remember the keys correctly- the point is you only need a keyboard to play) lol. makes it easier to play it in class.....
okay tbh i did repeat/got pushed back more than once 😭 most people here probably are finished with a five years degree at 24/25 too, but a bunch each year will be one/two years older bc they had to repeat. and i’m gonna be one of those lol. but yeah, i’m glad i’ve still got time to decide on what to study bc there’s too many things i’d like to do... omg i used to have a classmate who’s a kpop fan, and she pretty much made her locker at school into a kpop shrine plastered with photos and filled with merch lol. she also was the one to introduce me to kpop funnily enough.
true. i’ll figure out how to make it make no sound before wearing it in public, then i’ll be fine. bc i do think the earring looks funky even when silent hehe.
i have a (bad?) habit of thinking i can do anything i want to, so... wig styling can’t be that hard, now can it..... and there’s a first time to everything anyway.
no birthday twin for me, you’re still the closest. if i ever do find one, i’ll make sure to tell you dw lol.
no, i haven’t been to a tailor yet, but i might try that once! i just hope it wouldn’t be too expensive afhjfdj
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Good morning sunshine🧡💛💛💛
How did you sleep?
2:26 📨
Utube dilemma 👹
Lifestyle insp
Memories 🔐
Me if I were
US 🎵
lixie is sending u new pics ~~ 🫧 ; for good mood uuuu 🤘🏻🫵🏻💋 ;
volunteers to take care of you when I'm gone;;; I wanted to attach my piccc but I'm not pretty😭 I know you will argue, because of your angelic nature,
Wishing you as always I lovely day can a way to hear from you ~,hope to talk to you soon ❤️Wait for me❤️
* 🐁 🌙 * hope all the links are workin 🙈
ꕺ♡ 💌 : ….𝕿𝖔 𝙼𝚈 нуυηวιη … ꕺ♡
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♡..hi my darling!! First to tell you that all the links are working🥺 and I viewed everything and I’m so 💖💖 the felix smiling pics, voice message on bubbles, gyu kisses and gyu volunteer 🥹 how on earth are you soooo cute?? You always know how to make me smile <3
♡..I know many people find felix’s voice super sexy ( and I do too sometimes) but most times, it’s just so soothing and relaxing for me tbh. He’s my comfort person. I see him more as my ball of sunshine and my sweet dose of serotonin so hearing his voice always calms me down and relaxes me. Especially the good night messages and words of consolation. 🥺🤍
♡.. I liked our playlist, my love. I’ll be hearing all the songs soon (even tho some of them I already heard). I am so in love with the emojis you added as titles aww.
♡…my week has been so so¿ I mean at the beginning it was super fun bc I felt so active and healthy, my best friend came over at my place and we spent the whole day together 😍 and then the day after, it was my niece’s 6 months. So we had a home party w some guests and I dressed up and had a lot of fun with her! But then..I fell super sick and now my health and mood is all SO BAD I have been snapping at everything bc I feel like crap 💔
♡..your memories board is so cute..😭🤍 it’s melting my heart. I am so flattered and ngl my eyes feel watery at the amount of love you’re showing me. It feels so heart warming to see you have captured every detail of our conversation and I’m just🥹🥹 and Awwh! Yes 100% I’m real. If you ever wanna see me or hear my voice to confirm, let me know okay?? I don’t mind declaring to you confidently that you’re super precious to me and I’m and will always be here.
♡…I also take inspiration from YouTube videos..tiktok videos and mostly Pinterest! They all inspire me and motivate me for my dream self lol. I have 2 acc on Pinterest , one for kpop+ anime & the other one is my personal acc. It’s here if you’re interested to know more about me personally haha.
♡…I’m very happy to be here for you. I feel so glad I can make you feel safe and accepted cause that’s all I ever wanted to make you feel. 💛 I’m still glad I could be there during your bad times those months, and I could see you getting up. I can’t wait to be here for you through the rest of your growth.
♡..and oh my god anonie!! That’s scam!! Pls go reclaim your money baby. I can understand your feelings lmao, I’m always changing my looks or style bc it feels renewing kinda?! I’m sure you’d look great with perm! <3 I’d love for you to show me too. I’m someone who speaks up if someone infront of me is wronged but weirdly enough..when I’m wronged, I stay quiet? Idk I just let it go when it comes to me. But I’m so glad you have ambitions to portray Justice and stand up for people.
♡….it’s okay if every year you take resolutions or plan something and can’t make it sweetie. It happens. I’ve been trying to be where I am since 2020, but finally at the end of 2022 I achieved my goals. Life has its own pace. I’m sure you can be the boss lady you want. 🫶🏻 and pls don’t feel like you haven’t done enough in life or life is passing away without you having done anything remarkable. Im sure even if your past has been filled w traumas and bad memories and no real progress, in the future great opportunities and memories await you. I believe it, truly. 💗 people are truly truly bad and the world is so warped and cruel I agree, 100% and life isn’t sunshine and roses. But at the end, we just have to see the good in every situation (even tho there’s not always good everywhere) and find joy in the small things no matter how trivial and hard it might seem. Baby steps to get there, remember love? I pray you’re always surrounded by nice people from now on who truly make you believe in the magic that you are. 💙
♡… noo, your thoughts aren’t a mess. I love hearing your mind, it’s fascinating how you have a lot of thoughts about things around you. It’s admirable. It never creeps me out or bothers me, so please rest assured and keep telling me everything you feel like. I’d love to be your human diary! <3
♡…no you aren’t childish!! Using emojis are cute and I feel like they help you understand your emotions better behind the message and words. Or else it’d be easy to misinterpret your words. Like if you say “it’s okay” after someone apologises to you it might seem like they’re still mad at you and upset but if you say “it’s okay☺️💗” the other person might be relieved and believe that you guys are truly on good terms now.
♡..and no I don’t mind you being older !! Omg pls don’t feel uncomfortable and think I’ll ever shut you out. Age is just a number, love. And just bc you’re older doesn’t mean you have to feel pressurised to take care of me or anyone younger than you or be more reserved and act mature. To hell with all those stupid rules and obligations made by society. Who cares? Just be you. I love taking care of people, no matter if they’re older than me. I’ll accept you just the way you are so you don’t have to filter yourself for me. I know it’s easier to open up if you’re keeping some things about you to yourself and being anonymous cause you can’t be judged at all, so you can keep doing that. No pressure hun. Take as much time as you need. I’m not running away and never will.
♡… there was a time I believed in astrology but growing up, I stopped? I don’t know it feels very unreal to me. Do humans really have the ability to deduce the events of the future? Idk I’m quite skeptical. But it’s cool to check horoscopes and be interested in it. The quotes are by ours truly, felix. So here’s one for today. 💛
ꕺ♡ ….💌 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 ƒєℓιχ 🌤️ ꕺ♥︎
[☁️….𝗹𝗼𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘆 𝗾𝘂𝗼𝘁𝗲] ⇘ ♡♡♡
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