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soffies · 2 years

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When I'm close to finishing a series I get really anxious, skipping parts that I'm not interested in (side characters' storylines) and watching at 1.5 only to get soooo empty when I finish it

I mean, I have plans on what to watch next but I fucking know I won't want to watch anything but the non-existent next season of whatever I'd finished watching

#and finishing it combined with my period oh no #I'll be crying for a week straight #im tearing up rn and i havent finished Betty in ny yet!!#i fucking hate myself for this #but i just need to know how tf it ends #although i already know bc its an adaptation of another telenovela I've already watched #what to do? rush it or space out the eps?#if i rush it ill be sad #if i delay it ill be anxious and unfocused on anything else #but ill still be unfocused after finishing the telenovela after rushing it

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unfortunatelyevent · 6 months

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I think it's important for yall to know that at any given moment this week a song from tlt musical will be playing in my head

#someone gets a message from Chris mccarrell to the pjo cast this week like the Logan lerman one so I'll cry for 350 hours straight #pjo #tlt musical #also important to know that it's probably good kid my grand plan and try #at the same time

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fear-ze-queer · 5 months

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THE BARELY AUDIBLE "bianca!" IN THE BACKGROUND OF EPISODE 6 IS DRIVING ME CRAZY I CAN'TTTTTTT

#i'm literally crying i didn't think we'd get anything 😭😭😭#everyone leave me alone this is the only thing i'll be talking about for the next week straight #pjo spoilers #pjo series #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #pjo #pjato #nico di angelo #i didn't even notice it till someone else pointed it out in a post and i found a clip of it #there are LITERAL TEARS in my eyes

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epsigone · 1 month

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i just finished restoration and sobbed like the sentimental bitch i am. def not the best season by any means but the references and callbacks and old characters/voice actors joining...i was crying the entire second half tbh, especially that part with Wash at the end. i wish some things could've gone/ended a little differently, but honestly, for finishing out a 21-year-long show, it was pretty decent. i'm just glad it got the ending it deserved. i'll miss you rvb.

#rvb19 #rvb restoration #rvb19 spoilers #rvb restoration spoilers #im being super vague here but tagging just in case #if you need me i'll be crying for another two weeks straight thx #also might post more rvb cosplay stuff on this account to 'celebrate' the end #i can't believe it's all over now.

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irhabiya · 3 months

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alhamdulillah

#idk why but last july/august keeps popping up in my head lately #without divulging many details very traumatic thing happened. familial stuff #like a week before my birthday and then my mom had to travel too #and for that whole week i didn't know how to exist. just looking at him made me sick and thinking about how alone i was #and how alone i'll be on my birthday made me cry every single day for a week straight. i missed my brothers so bad #my birthday came around and it was one of the best i'd had in recent years. thanks to my friends #idk what i did to deserve such beautiful people in my life. alhamdulillah

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thschei · 5 months

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My brain is full of worms, so a few years back I started a list of shows I want to watch/rewatch so that when I have the time/energy/inclination to watch smth, I can look at the list & choose one instead of staring blankly at websites' catalogues/suddenly forget everything I've ever enjoyed or been interested in, & I literally listed torchwood as one of the shows that, if I watch it again, will ruin my mental health

#erin talks #text #I could also put f/ate/ze/ro in there but I literally never want to rewatch that . it just like made me cry for 2 weeks straight #when I watched it the first time so it fits the category #& this list is why when I said I was gonna rewatch torchwood my friend was like YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR MENTAL HEALTH AT ALL????#anyway eye <3 didn't suggest Will watch torchwood <3 eye just didn't say anything one way or another <3 #also o/rphan b/lack isn't as life ruining as the others I'll just get Really angry at the bad writing past s2

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kyonite · 10 months

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I'm rly worried about Copy, he's not eating as much and he's been pretty lethargic the last few days. I tried to tempt him with wet food and he still won't go for it, and he refuses to bat at his favorite toy,,,,

I managed to make a vet appointment for tomorrow morning but I'm just rly nervous this feels like what happened to Pixel but it cannot possibly be. It cannot. But I'm still worried about it like what if it is.

#and my fucking car is yelling at me for an oil change #and work has sucked straight ass for like 3 weeks #and I'm leaving for my long trip in like a week and I don't have a cat sitter yet #and and and !!!#when will it fucking END #sorry to rant but it's my house I'll scream and cry if I want

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theood · 1 year

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Hey mutuals, can I use one of y'alls dryers? Ours is still broken and I'm. Quickly fucking running out of clean clothes

#elias howls #-.- if I have 2 wear not boxers for weeks now I'll cry I'll straight up cry

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titan-god-helios · 10 months

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oh no oh fuck what happened to tumblr is my computer just fucking up or did the site actually change pleasetellmemycomputerfuckedupi'msostressedrightnowihatethis

#now there have been two (2) minor to others but major to my autistic ass changes today #one is that genshin impact fucking changed their party setup layout and i very much despise the new one i loved the old one it was perfect #and so neat and had everything you needed and then they CHANGED IT and i feel like crying everytime im reminded #because that fucking shit is my comfort game i love it so much and then they had to go and make it changed and new and uncertain #the autism goblin freaked out so hard earlier but fontaine soothed it a little because yay !! new place to explore !! i love exploring !!#key word: a little #AND NOW THIS SHIT WITH THE HELLSITE AGAIN #ADMINS #PLEASE #STOP CHANGING SHIT #YOU'RE STRESSING THE FUCK OUT OF THE AUTISM GOBLINS #i look at the layout and i just feel like crying and rocking back and forth so hard ohmygod its actual real pain im not even exaggerating #its like someone's showing me a recording of something so viscerally wrong in every conceivable way that my eyes feel as if they're being #stabbed and i break out into a cold sweat and i'm in actual fucking pain right now why is being autistic so fucking PAINFUL always #give it a week of slowly introducing it to my brain like how you introduce a new cat to your other cats and i'll get used to it #but that doesn't matter right now i would rather step on legos for a minute straight i hate it so much i am in so much fucking mental pain #hjgshgdsuygdsyudghjdgsjdfgdsgdjdf #autism #neurodivergent #actually autistic #asd #its the neurodivergency #actuallyautistic #neurodivergencies #actually adhd #being autistic #adhd #genshin impact #tumblr staff #bad staffelstein

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titles-and-pretense · 11 months

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Turns out masking for most of the day for 2 months straight makes you go into autistic burnout??? Who knew

Me needing to not work for a month after this is exactly why I scream about capitalism not accommodating disabled people

#i am self-employed so I can take the time off #and just do as little hours as possible in august #but then of course i'll not make any money #i just wanna lie down at home and cry for like a week straight #actually autistic

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orcelito · 1 year

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perhaps also related to the fact that i am scheduled to close this weekend with the person who was apparently laughing about how a year ago there was a supervisor chat without me Specifically for the purpose of shit talking me

and im supposed to treat her graciously after that? get Fucking real.

#speculation nation #negative/#like. i will. i'll treat her politely as is expected of me working with someone i dont like #even though that wasn't a courtesy extended to me by the people last year. including her apparently!#i dont know why she's come back. i want to gut her like a fish.#i dont think i mentioned that but i learned a few weeks ago that she was laughing about this to a few employees #who called her out for it. which makes me feel very grateful to them.#how fucking immature though. resorting to bullying and ostracizing in a workplace environment.#this was the bullshit that had me fucking Sobbing bc of it all. and you're Laughing about it?#you saw the day that girl screamed at me & how i cried for a half hour straight in storage #until i finally pulled myself together enough to work (though i was still next to tears for Hours)#me. a person who cries Maybe 4 times a year. if even. it had me struggling that hard to not cry.#and this is Funny to you? it's Funny that i was treated like that? just because you all didnt like me bc i was Too Confrontational?#a: im as confrontational as i need to be to avoid problems festering. as a grown fucking adult should be.#and b: even if you didnt like me that's still fucked UP #what the fuck is WRONG with you people??????? why do you take so much glee from my pain?#and again. in a fucking place of work. i know it's food service but Please. have some basic fucking professionalism.#i dont know how im supposed to get through this shift. im so fucking angry at it all.#the anger and frustration has been cycling faster and faster in my heart and i want to Hurt Things but there's nothing im allowed to hurt #so what am i to do? how do i get rid of this feeling? i know what ive done in the past but im not allowed to do that now #with nothing to do im just blasting this fucking song. maybe if i play it loud enough it'll fix me.

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edgydadster · 2 years

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i looked into a mirror and saw a toothbrush of a man with a big titty goth girlfriend in my reflection is that normal

#theeggspeaks #yeah this.#that's a vent #this post? it's a vent #i'm crying through cyril right now because #at this moment the reason i kin cy is really showing #and frankly i do wanna stab out my left eye right now because i am beyond not okay #i would continue that art but man i can't even think straight right now #i'm just a mess right now i don't know what to do #can this week be over #can my school get blown up already or something because man i #i can't #i can't bear to do anything right now #i just am curling up in bed watching shows and hoping to like wake up #i'll wake up in a normal happy male body and everything will be ok!

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genderfreakxx · 2 years

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got a top surgery date after years and years and its made me start thinking about true love again

#ykno?#if i elaborate i'll cry for suuuure #blithering on #gender #trans #top surgery #its kinda insane how I've felt more depressed than I have in a loooong time- and then out of the blue i got a top surgery date and now im.#thinking how wonderful and beautiful life can be when you make it your own #and when you can find others who find beauty in similar ways to you #Im. so ready to be able to stand up straight and breathe deeply and hold my shoulders back and get chest tattoos and hug the people i love #its been five years. and I finally have a date. its in two weeks.#ive never had more of a reason to stay alive.#and Ive seen so many videos of people post op with their partners #and I just cant understand my mothers anxiety over me being alone forever #if im gonna be alone its because Im a got damn shut-in; not because of my transness #and I just got back from visiting portland......god there are so many lovely queer and trans people there i want to move there SO badly #to think I could live somewhere where running into other queer and trans folks is a daily occurance makes my heart ache soooo bad #anyway wow ive started rambling #and yeah I made myself cry but its happy crying for once! I cant believe i got a date. I finally got a date

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fictional-worlds-are-exquisite · 2 years

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went back and discovered we got Sam around May 2007 as best as we can tell, and we believe she was born in December 2006

which means I was 6 years old when I got her

and now I’m almost 22 and she’s just passed on today.

what a fucking incredible cat. a member of the family. there with me from pretty much the start of primary school to my first year working full time. there during my whole growth period from little kid to adult. no fucking wonder her loss hits hard. may she rest in peace.

#i say may she rest in peace but honestly? knowing her? no shot. she always chose violence over peace straight up #for as long as we had her. it was always fight this fight that. never peace. never.#so may she rest happily then. even if that involves violence smh #the grieving process is just beginning but i look forward to when i can discuss her and remember her without sobbing nonstop again aha #miss her already <3 #i've never been very good at grieving though #and by that i mean historically i cry a lot then go well all i can do is move on #and then i go to proceed with my day like normal and inevitably break down because one big crying session isn't grief done with #lmao. but i'm not good at staying still and dealing with it. so i'll probably just try to keep moving #and break down at some point this week again #and THEN start actually processing it properly #ah well. i'll get there.#fucking shit now. all too raw. but that's okay. she meant a lot. she's gonna leave a big gap. it'll be felt #time will help :)

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liberty-spiked · 3 months

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finished power rangers rpm rn and i wanna cry it was so good

#i love it so much i wanna cry rn #i'll propably watch it again this week bc ffffffuuuuck #there are so so many awesome characters in that season i really cant #dillon dr k and ziggy are straight up perfection <3 i live them so so so much #hrghegqldbegu im full of emotions #my posts

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baekuras · 1 year

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just checked how long you’re usually on sick leave after having your wisdom tooth removed and apparently it can be 3 to 7 days

i am praying for 7days because it would be so fucking funny to me if our regio-chef just went “just take painkillers” and i just am gone for 2 whole weeks in response to that-via doctors order

#txts #knowing me 3 days would probably be enough #BUT consider this #it would be so very fucking funny and hilarious #i am crying trying to hold back laughter just from imagining it #might go to the surgeon tomorrow or the day after to schedule all that shit #it prob wont time out to be 2 weeks straight but with some work between #but i am fine with that as well #best time for me would be surgery on wednesday and then just me fucking off for the rest #just not on or near a day i already have off #that's just gonna annoy me so much because thats a whole day wasted #thinking about this also makes me think about the other most annoying thing in my life which is periods #i...dont think it would interfear with tooth surgery stuff #like there isnt enough blood to loose and i'll already feel like shit #but i also am no doctor so....gotta go and talk i GUESS #disgusting #i also need to grab a package which has been sent to a shop #instead of being given to any of my neighbours #and i havent had the chance or will to go there yet #love when a company tells you 30mins before delivery that they will deliver it NOW #after 2 weeks of radio silence #rly great way to prepare shit or go edit the delivery options when you can #anyway i also need bread and all 3 things are in the general vicinity of each other afaik so...all at once deal

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