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castrovulcant · 8 months
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overhydrating today
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[Image description: a screenshot of a water tracker showing 3150 ml, about 13 glasses consumed. /end image description]
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kimmysurveyblog · 4 months
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1 - Who was the last person to give you a gift? What was the reason for it? My boyfriend bought me flowers. The reason was that he went out with our daughter while I had a phone therapy appointment. Reward for therapy? Lol.
2 - Are you a good cook? If so, who taught you? What’s your favourite thing to cook? I'm like... sufficient? My mom taught me a bit. I cook every day so I'm not the worst at it. I like cooking spaghetti lmao. Making the sauce is just very fun and relaxing for me for some reason?
3 - When was the last time something in your house broke? Did you manage to fix it or did you need to buy a replacement? I think our washer broke. My boyfriend fixed it thanks to YouTube tutorials.
4 - Is any part of your body hurting right now? What caused that pain? I have a tiny bit of Chiari head pain.
5 - Do you have anything exciting planned for the upcoming weekend? My boyfriend's mom is coming to watch Violet so we can have a little break. In the morning we're going for a hike with her. Sunday is usually just errands and going to the park.
6 - If you could spend two weeks in any city in the world, which city would you pick and why? Tokyo. I've always wanted to go there.
7 - When was the last time you tripped or fell in public? if there was nobody around to see you, did you still feel embarrassed? I don't know.
8 - The last time you made a sandwich, what did you put in there? I also don't know.
9 - How many hours sleep did you get last night? Was that enough for you or could you have slept for longer? Six hours because I was awake stressing. It was not enough.
10 - What’s your favourite time of day? What’s your favourite thing to do at that time? Mornings, before my boyfriend starts work at 10. We usually go to the playground with her (in the warm months) and it's very chill and nice to have a bit of family time before our days begin.
11 - Where did you go the last time you left your house? ^ We did one of those. To two parks.
12 - Are you tired right now? Will you be going to bed anytime soon? I am not tired. About 12 hours until that time.
13 - How many times a week do you get takeaway coffee, if you get it at all? Every single day lately. :x
14 - What radio station do you listen to the most? None.
15 - If you eat steak, how do you like it cooked? What sauces or sides do you like to go with it? I don't really like steak.
16 - Do you prefer sweet or savoury pancakes? What toppings do you have on them? Sweet. Maple syrup.
17 - Are you someone who cracks their joints a lot? Which one(s) do you tend to crack and click the most? No.
18 - Have you ever taken medication or tablets to help you sleep? is this something you do on a regular basis? I had a sleeping pill addiction for welllll over a decade until marijuana was legalized in Canada. I quit that when I became pregnant and honestly, suffer quite a bit with insomnia some nights. Better than having a sleeping pill or weed dependency though.
19 - For you, what’s the worst thing about getting up in the morning? What about the worst thing about going to bed tonight? Having a whole day ahead of me. I've been feeling a bit overwhelmed lately. The worst part about bedtime is my 983983 anxiety pees and struggling to fall asleep.
20 - Do you prefer regular or diet soft drinks? I don't drink soft drinks usually. 21 - What do you tend to wear if you’re just hanging about the house for the day? Sweatpants and a tshirt.
22 - When was the last time you dyed your hair? Did you do it yourself or get it done at a hairdresser? I stopped during COVID and probably won't ever dye it again. Box dye.
23 - Does having to wear a mask stop you doing things? Is this because you struggle wearing one or you just don’t like it? That time is over but I didn't mind wearing them. I still wear them in medical buildings.
24 - Have you ever witnessed a car accident? Or have you perhaps been involved in one yourself? Were you at fault? No.
25 - When was the last time you baked a cake? What cake was it? I made a cake for my daughter's birthday 2 months ago.
26 - Do you like wearing bows or accessories in your hair? No.
27 - How many books do you read in a year? Do you enjoy reading or do you have to really force yourself to sit down and read? Five. I do sometimes.
28 - If you have pets, where did they come from? A breeder, a rescue or maybe a friend who bred their pet? My dog came from a breeder.
29 - Do you make your bed every morning when you get up? No.
30 - When was the last time you got takeaway food? Was it good? We had McDonalds this week. It was fine.
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fantabulisticity · 1 year
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Hm. It's past noon and I am hungry and have been since I had to get up in the middle of the night to turn down my heater and go pee. And I'm thirsty. And I'm still lying in bed. And I need to call my friend who moved away recently and I need to do dishes and put away my clean laundry and vacuum and clean my kitchen and buy groceries and an air conditioning unit bc the last guy who lived in this apartment told me it gets hellishly hot in the summer (hotter than outside), so I can't use my usual strategy of "just suffer" this time around without it being very bad for my health. Because normally when it's 106°F outside it's only like 98°F inside and I just lie on the floor in my underwear and groan and it works out. But if it gets HOTTER inside than it is outside then like. I can open my windows. And it'll be 100°F+. But I can also AFFORD an air conditioning unit this year without going into debt and having to use the food bank for several months. So I should probably get one. And I need to buy it NOW before it starts getting warm and I have to drive 2 or 3 hours to find any to buy. Which means I need to get up now. But my bed is cozy and I don't wanna get up. I got up early yesterday and didn't even get to go back to bed before I had to Do Stuff. So I want to spend all day in bed today. But I have SO MUCH shit to do :(
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fangirl-everythang · 3 years
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Happy Father's Day Part 3
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Summary: 3/3 Well, its the last part.
Warning: Sad, Mentions Death.
Word Count: 2269
"Harry? " I answer the phone.
"It's not Harry but glad you know your numbers." that high pitch annoying ass voice squeals. Rubbing my stomach, the baby's in go position and any day now my oven will be done baking. And of course, this bitch is answering his phone.
"Well bye-bye just thought you should know where he was at. " In the background, I hear Harry's voice going on about something so it must be true. Hanging up I sigh letting the hot tears roll down my cheeks. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I blame myself really, I let him back into my life and this doesn't surprise me. I gotta pee.
Waddling over to the bathroom door a gasp leaves my mouth feeling the surge of liquids fall between my legs. Holy shit. My water broke! Fuck gotta go. Thankful my bag was already in the car. Harry had insisted once I hit the 36-week mark claiming Styles's are either early or fashionably late.
Ouch. Ouch. Ouch. My knuckles turning white as I grasp the wheel. Nope, I'm not pushing anything out of my vagina. Can't do it. I refuse.
The contraction going away after a few brief moments of completely unreasonable pain. Dialing the numbers, I know by second nature, thankfully she picks up on the fourth ring.
"I don't think you should drive y/n"
" Just call 911. I'm almost there! " Gemma ecstatically shouts. She's just like her brother, "Where's Harrold? "
I put the seatbelt on and wince. It's just 28 minutes I can do this. "He's with his whore."
I can hear an audible gasp, "he wouldn't he's so excited for Athena"
"Well I just called him and she answered. " I grunt keeping my eyes on the two lanes ahead of me. Fuck I hate merging lanes people don't know how to drive.
"I'll be at the hospital as soon as possible but my phones gonna-" the line went dead. She did say she was on like 10% oh well.
I can do this just focus y/n. "Hear that baby girl we're almost there, hang on okay Hunny. " I say as a reminder to myself that soon I'll be leaving with another human with me.
6 miles to go that's what I'm talking about, another sharp pain spreads throughout my abdomen while waiting for the light to turn green. "OH COME ON. FOR FUCKS SAKE!" they're getting closer by the minute. Shit. Arriving at a four-way intersection. I'm relieved to be at a red light, the contractions are longer and much more frequent. "Almost there Athena, this is the last light and a straight shot from there."
Abruptly my car is jerked forward with a sharp impact pushing to the oncoming lights. All I see are lights from both directions colliding with my 3,000-pound piece of metal. Sounds of shattering glass and sirens are the last thing I hear before it all fades to black.
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Harry's POV
"Has anyone seen Mr. Style's phone?" The helpful aid asked around the dressing room. I could've sworn I put it down for a moment. Y/n could go into labor any minute now and how I am supposed to know. Fuck. I'm stupid.
I was supposed to be here to perform and list nominees and then go back home to y/n. I can't wait to propose to her, she's all I could ever want and she's giving me the most wonderful gift I could ever ask for. Running a hand through my damp hair, the lights really build a sweat, I hear a familiar voice. "Looking for this lover? " she asks slipping my phone into my pocket.
"Good luck at home. " she smiles and winks. Before I could question it she walks away.
Looking down at the device my heart skips a beat, I have 146 missed calls. And I've been gone for 5 hours. Seeing Gemma's name on the screen again I swipe to answer.
"Hell-"
"Harry," she says sniffling.
"Gemma what's wrong? did I miss it? Oh my god I hope not"
"I think it would be best if you came now Harry." she breaks her voice cracking.
"Gem what?"
"Listen Harry, she needs you right now so please." she cries. Not needing another word, I tell Jackson the address and that I need to be there as fast as possible, 45 minutes later we're pulling into the Labor and Delivery section of the hospital.
"Congrats Harry!" Jackson says letting me out at the door. "Thank you!" I beam back at him.
Seeing Gemma, her eyes are puffy with tears still flowing. "Gem what's wro-," a sharp pain to my right cheek stings. Never has Gemma hit me like that, well not since I cut her prom dress. "How could you Harry? Cheat on her again WITH TAYLOR for Christ sakes!" She yells.
"I didn't cheat," I explain to my sister as calm as I can.
She looks at me with wild eyes pulling me into a hallway with fewer people, "Then what happened Harrold?" I clench my jaw instead of speaking, how dare she accuse me of cheating on my pregnant soon-to-be fiancé. Y/n Styles has a great catch don't you think?
"Is she here yet? Gem where are they?" I ask ready to see my new family.
She begins crying again "Harry there was an accident." Those five words make my breathing come to a halt. My heart shatters in a million pieces "Is Y/n okay? What happened?" She begins walking me to a door. "This one," she points. Looking through the glass I see y/n with bruises and cuts to her beautiful face, her stomach nearly deflated from when I last saw her this morning, a cast on a swollen leg of hers, and a sling holding a very damaged arm. Tears brim at my eyes looking at my love on that hospital bed. "She's awake." Gemma walks past me running to the outside.
I gently knock on the door, waiting for a response which I don't get. "Y/n?" I approach her almost as If I were going to help an injured puppy. "Hey love" I smile at her which she glares at me and then turns wincing in pain. "You wanted this didn't you Harry?" I look at her confused. "This is probably great for you, a way out. Well leave." She states using whatever energy she can find.
"Baby I didn't want- I want you and Athena" She breaks down in uncontrollable tears.
"You were with that her and couldn't even bother to pick up your phone!" she screams. "Y/n I wasn-" a knock at the door interrupts my sentence, "Come in" She says glaring at me as a nurse opens the door.
"Hey there Mama, we have a visitor." the nurse wheel in a tiny cart that has a bunch of equipment coming from it. She looks at me and asks Y/n, "Is this dad?" she nods and rolls her eyes. "About time you made it!" She smiles my way. Placing the beautiful baby in front of us. She's so small and fragile. "The doctor will be in shortly to talk to you." She states picking up the tiny child and putting her in Y/n's arm.
"Hi pumpkin," Y/n coos into her ear. "Guess who decided to show?" She smiles, a tear falling from the corner of her eye. She nods her head towards me as I go to hold her. She's so soft and precious. Her small eyes have a gorgeous mix of both mine and Y/n's. She has such a cute round face, I couldn't imagine her looking any different.
"Hi there angel, I'm so sorry I was late." I see a spot dampen on her blanket that surrounds her, knowing that I'm crying. Her small eyes shining like twinkling stars. So small I can feel her fragile body between my large hands.
Another knock before the door opens when several doctors walk in. "Mrs. Y/ln, unfortunately, we have some bad news,"
"Oh, hello there Mr. Styles." They state acknowledging my existence. One of the female doctors places a black and white image on the lighted board illuminating the small figure.
"Unfortunately, due to the accident, Athena has suffered from what we call a fetomaternal hemorrhage."
"What exactly are you saying?" Y/n ask looking at the child still in my arms.
The slightly shorter male doctor points to the image. "This is an abscess of blood in the brain. Unfortunately, the risk is too large to operate. I'd give her another day at most."
"You m-mean," Tears start pouring down her face" I was so scared she was hurt. I-I promise I saw the light it was red, and I-I stopped but," She began heaving losing more air with each word. I gently rub her back as I cradle Athena with one arm.
"She's still being monitored but I'm afraid she won't have much longer." The first doctor breaks the silence. "According to the police report the car that struck you from behind happened to be a drunk driver, Gage Joyce." I can feel the anger surging through me. "I remember the clashing of metal, glass breaking, the sirens but it all went b-black." She mumbles, seemingly remembering the awful experience. I grab her hand in hopes of comforting her but it doesn't seem to work.
"After striking your car at 72 mph it had ample force to push your vehicle into the opposite traffic. Your vehicle took the most impact and was hit by four other cars. On scene, EMT's said you were in and out of consciousness mumbling about a baby. Taken and brought to the L&D." he finishes.
"Fetomaternal hemorrhages are often caused by trauma and sometimes can be revered but in this case, we've done all we can do." They all frown looking at the small girl still in my arms.
"No, there's got to be more you can bloody do! We're in a hospital for Christ sakes!" I exclaim, passing my daughter to the love of my life. She gently caresses her soft skin. She's literally a perfect combination of us. I cannot lose my family.
"You can leave, thank you all for your help." y/n says quietly, they oblige by her wishes and leave us with our daughter.
"Harry," she wipes a tear from her face cautious of the IV placed on her hand, "If what they say is true, I just want to spend time with her." She sniffles. I nod understanding. She looks back at the small being in her arms, "Hi pretty girl, Mommy's so happy to meet you," she unfolds the blanket from her. I sit next to her on the small bed in the room that smells of sterilization. Placing my finger near hers' she wraps her small hand around my thumb, her grip so tight for someone so small. Y/n kisses her forehead, "Harry," she runs her finger along her small legs.
"Can you sing the song?" nodding and softly singing Isn't she Lovely by Stevie Wonder, in the small hospital bed as our new life falls asleep. All night I watch her little chest rise and fall allowing y/n to get some rest soon following my two loves.
By the early morning, nurses are rushing in because of the loud beeping from the monitor, waking y/n and I. It feels like everything is happening so fast but in slow motion right in front of me. Those three words are the ones I didn't want to hear. "No! no. I have to take her home. She's gotta go home..." Y/n screams, not being able to see her face due to the tears in my eyes falling and rebuilding themselves faster than the speed of light. "Call it." One of the nurses shouts.
"Time of Death 6:18 am March 7th, 2019"
As they cleared out the room, I see her small lifeless body curled into a blanket, almost as if she were sleeping, but no longer do breaths fall from her small heart-shaped lips.
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Y/n hasn't said a word since we got in the car. It's been four days since we lost Athena. She slowly climbs into the car, still sore from the accident and birth. I go to the backseat holding back my emotions and putting the empty car-seat in the trunk of the car that should have been holding three of us.
Starting the silent journey back home she continues to look out of the window, a frown etched on her mouth, tears rolling down her cheeks as she instinctively touches her somewhat deflated stomach. What kind of sick joke is this?
"Harry why were you with her?" she asks me looking down at what used to be her baby bump.
"I wasn't love, she took my phone while I was on stage." She just nods and remains silent until we pull up to the flat. She begins walking up the stairs as best she can. "Y/n wait, let me help."
"No Harry!" She yells. Pain evident in her voice, ignoring her I open the door and help her inside. "Harry I can't do this." I stare at her confused, "What can't you do y/n?"
"Us Harry. I can't look at you and not think of her." She sobs.
"Y/n we can-" I try to reason with her.
"No Harry, please just go." She whispers.
"I'm not losing both of you," I state holding back my own sobs. I feel like everything feels like it's getting smaller around me, suffocating in grief.
"You already have."
A/N: What can I say I have a thing for dark endings. Anyways I really appreciate the support loves. I hope you enjoy these! Right now I've been working on a Loki piece, I'm so excited for it. I changed the writing style tho, so it's not 1st person per usual. I think it's going pretty well so far.
xoxo Janelle
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mythicthread · 2 years
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late night// 6.12
I wish I remembered what it felt like to be well rested. I haven't had a solid night's sleep in over three months now... The only time I get "good" sleep is when I take 1-2 hour naps some days, and even then when I wake up it's like it wasn't enough sleep, or that it was interrupted in some way. I can (usually) fall asleep with no problems most nights, but staying asleep is another matter entirely. I consistently have to wake up to go pee (I tend to drink coffee after dinner most nights) even though I try not to drink much, if anything at all, for about an hour before I go to bed. This never helps, though; more nights than not I have to wake up several times to go to the bathroom. Tonight we ate dinner early [before 8 PM], and I was finished with coffee well before 9:00. I went to bed at ten like I try to do most nights, and usually if I can't sleep reading will never fail to help me get there.
Instead, I finished the book I was reading, which [according to the Kindle app] I had over 50% left to finish when I started. I got through it, and the acknowledgements, well before 12:30, and still wasn't sleepy. I tried to put on some Youtube let's play to see if the voices on screen would put me out, but no. Finally, I scrolled through my phone for a bit until my eyes got tired... but I still wasn't sleepy. K has been up a few times himself tonight, and this last time he woke up I told him I was gonna go sit in the living room for a little while as a last resort-- I've read somewhere that if you're suffering from insomnia it's best to actually leave the bedroom until you feel tired again. Sometimes that's worked for me before, but tonight just seems weird. Nothing's working to help this sleeplessness, and my mind wants to spin, but I don't want to think about things that make me sad. The tragedy and subsequent aftermath of this year continues to play on repeat in the late hours, and I'd rather not reminisce on that when I'm already having trouble sleeping. Plus, there's the heartburn that comes with eating things that I'm not sure will give me heartburn [but I guess now maybe I know?]... salad or coleslaw or fish. Huh.
We're heading up to my mom's tomorrow-- it's our usual Sunday hang out day-- and I might get to see my Seester and also maybe color her hair for her. She says her roots are getting too gray, and I suppose she's ready for some change. Coloring my hair always used to lift my spirits, so I don't see why it wouldn't help her, even if only a little. We'll see what tomorrow has in store for that, if anything. I know my mom will be calling before 10 AM to "make sure we're still coming" even though we've already discussed it. It's a particularly persistent habit of hers, as if she's still unsure I'll show up again this week despite absolute confirmation (and the fact that we spend 99% of our Sunday afternoons at her house).
I thought journaling might help. I thought getting these thoughts out might relieve some of the pressure. But I'm still not sleepy, and now I've started washing a load of laundry. Here's some crossed fingers for at least a few hours' sleep...
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lahi-n-delilah · 7 years
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Is it okay if I just let my bunny roam in my room, no where else. Because my room is the basement and I think it's large enough for him but I'm not sure since you say how much room they need. Also do I need to buy a hutch for my rabbit if he won't live outside (it storms a lot here)
I’m not completely sure if you’re asking about roaming in terms of exercise or full-time living, so there’s a couple different aspects of your question here I’ll address:
Is it okay to let my bunny roam around my house?
Do I need a cage for my bunny or can they roam around my house like a cat or a dog would?
Should bunnies live in a hutch outside?
I’m going to start with a disclaimer: pet housing is a very contentious issue, because it’s about animal welfare, what a creature needs to be happy and healthy, and about what will keep your pet happy and healthy. People will get very strident about their opinions, and be very vocal in their disagreements. So keep in mind that, as there is no globally accepted standard of animal welfare, this is my opinion. I urge you to listen to all viewpoints with an open mind, and make an informed decision based on what seems right to you.
Granted, I’d like very much if you agreed with me and adopted my stance, and to that end I’ll try to back up everything I’m saying, and explain my reasoning behind my opinions.
And my first opinion that I want you to keep in mind: there’s no such thing as too much welfare. It’s always better to try and have your bunny living in the lap of luxury with completely excessive accommodations, healthcare, and general love and attention; than to stop at the bare minimum. If you’re wrong about what the bare minimum of care is, your animal suffers greatly. If you’re wrong about the absolute maximum and give your rabbit more than it needs, your happy rabbit will continue to be happy.
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1. Is it okay to let my bunny roam around my house?
Absolutely! Rabbits have a few special concerns surrounding safety, but with some good bunny-proofing you will soon enjoy a little floof skittering happily around your home. Rabbits need a lot of exercise—I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, think of rabbits as very tiny horses, because they have all the same needs and many of the same behaviours… on a much smaller scale.
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There’s three main concerns when it comes to bunny proofing: chewing, peeing, and flooring.
Chewing and preventing it has been detailed at length elsewhere, and I won’t go over it in detail right now. Just know that electrical cords are the big one: rabbits seem unnaturally attracted to them, and you will need to make absolutely sure that all cords are hidden. Otherwise, you’ll have to bunny proof your baseboards, wooden furniture, and for really destructive buns your carpet as well. My policy is that you should give them something they can chew, like cardboard. Also, prevention is your number one priority here! Once my rabbits chew something and get in trouble for it, that thing is forbidden and therefore more tasty than anything else in the world. Block them off from anything you don’t want them to chew in the first place, and they’ll leave it alone once they figure out they can’t go there. Cardboard is, again, your friend.
Peeing is a bit of a difficult one, same as pooping. It’s how they mark their territory, as well as defecate and such. What you need to decide is if the area you’re letting them run around in is their territory or not. If it’s your territory, they only visit occasionally, and pooping out of the litter box will happen rarely, and peeing only when they’re feeling too comfortable with the place. If it’s their territory, and they will be spending a lot of time there, you’ll have to deal with a short period of POOP EVERYWHERE until they feel secure, and possibly some pee spots that, quite honestly, the main solution is to put a litter box there. Rabbits need their territory to smell like them, so a few pee spots now and then are pretty inevitable. Luckily, it’s very easy to clean if you get to it right away.
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Flooring is much less well known. If you’ve had your buns on hard flooring, you may have noticed them slipping around. You may have also noticed they prefer to stand on mats, rugs, and carpets than slippery floors. Unfortunately, it’s not just preference, but a matter of health. Rabbit feet are built to dig into soft soil, so hard flooring pushes up their claws, tips their weight back on their heels, and causes ulcerative pododermatitis: sore hocks. You can read more about them on this page. Make sure all main areas your bunny will spend time in are not hard flooring, and if there’s an area of hard flooring like a kitchen or hallway they like to pass through, get some mats for them to travel along.
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2. Do I need a cage for my bunny or can they roam around my house like a cat or a dog would?
You do not need a cage! As long as you bunny-proof your house and give them all the same amenities that would normally be in a cage—a hay rack, water source, litter box, hiding place— there’s no reason they’d need one. Sometimes it’s good to have a cage anyway, a place they can hop into that’s entirely their territory, that they can feel fully safe in. Having a cage on hand also is useful for when you need to keep them confined for a time. Lahi and Delilah have the cage Delilah came in inside their enclosure, and it stays open for them to hop into whenever then please. When I get worried about Lahi’s weight, I’ll close him inside for the night so he can graze on his food in peace, without Delilah inhaling it all on him. Then I let him out again in the morning.
Personally, I am of the opinion that no rabbit should live full-time in a cage. The rule for an animal’s space that I’m fond of is that they should, at minimum, have enough space to be able to reach top speed while running. For a rabbit, that’s not insignificant, as they are extremely fast animals. The actual guidelines for ethical standards I remember hearing were that the cage had to be wide enough for the rabbit to lie down, and long enough that they could hop three times. I don’t know about you, but for an animal that can run at almost 50km/hr, that still sounds like cruelty.
If you can’t let your rabbit roam around for personal reasons, there’s options that aren’t a cage. NIC Condos are a wonderful way of giving your rabbit more room without sacrificing space. Doggy playpens can also be remade into great habitats, and I’m a huge fan of refurbishing cabinets into condos—gives buns lots of space and looks fantastic!
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(^ An example from a Google image search of “bunny cabinet condo”.)
And of course, I’ve simply walled off a 4'x8’ area for mine to live in full-time, which I open up during the day for them to run around.
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3. Should bunnies live in a hutch outside?
The super quick answer is absolutely not. There’s tons of reasons, and to go through them very quickly: they’re at much greater risk from predators, they’re exposed to the elements, they won’t get as much social interaction, you won’t be observing them as much to notice changes in behaviour that might indicate health issues… the list goes on, but for me the big reason: out of sight, out of mind.
Plus, I don’t believe you could ever buy a hutch that would be big enough to meet a rabbit’s space needs, which means letting it run around outside the hutch… which brings up even more of the issues of predators and exposure. Let’s also not forget the horrible diseases and parasites they can pick up outside… rabbits are incredibly fragile animals in no way built for good health and long-term survival. While I’m sure other people think differently, for me, keeping a rabbit outside is not an option in the slightest. Since working at a vet clinic and learning about all the horrible diseases pets pick up while outdoors, I barely even bring mine out to play. The moment I spot a mosquito they get whisked back inside so fast.
I hope this covered what you wanted to know! Feel free to check out the page on rabbit care for more information.
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Meet little old man Lahi!
Meet pudgy princess Delilah!
Learn about Lahi and Delilah’s story!
Read more about proper rabbit care!
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Questions, comments, suggestions, or generalized squee'ing? Rabbits love attention!
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Hi! I think I have depression.I've always been an excellent student, but now I'm failing (big time) college, but I don't care about it. I gained a lot of weight, I never leave he house, I realized my best friend was abusive to me (can a bf be that?) and I don't talk to anyone outside my family. The worst thing is, the situation doesn't even worry me. However, thing like brexit, trump and north corea, isis keep me awake at night, I can't stop obsessing over them. 1/2
Is it a symptom not having your priorities straight? I don’t remember how old I am, some days I talk about myself as if I’m 35, others like I’m 22. I’m scared. I tried to talk to my mother about that, I wanted to see a terapist, but she brushed off the idea(she’s a very tough woman that doesn’t see depression as a desease).I didn’t insist because money are tight, and I would feel uilty to spend it because I can’t figure my life out?It’s not fair to ask this to you, but do you have any advice?2/2
I can’t diagnose you with anything. I don’t have the knowledge or the qualifications to be able to diagnose somebody with a mental health condition. But the one question you have to ask yourself is “does this interfere with my ability to have a normal life, or to have the life I should have?” Does it damage your ability to study? Does it stop you from working? Does it stop you from having a relationship? If so then it’s a problem. You might not have depression. It might be something else entirely. But if you feel like your life is suffering because of your mental state then you meet the criteria for some kind of mental health condition and you should get help. Go to a doctor. Take a friend with you if you need one. Make a list of how it impacts on your life so you can make sure you tell the doctor everything. And don’t be afraid of what happens in that room. They aren’t legally allowed to tell your family. No one else has to know. And they’re doctors. Even if they are a GP, they had to go to medical school. They had to look at diseased genitals and cut up dead bodies and do prostate exams. They’ve probably been thrown up on, had people pee themselves in front of them. They will have had everything you can imagine thrown at them. If you burst in to tears and can’t stop crying, they’ll be able to handle it. Sometimes it’s the first time you ever open up about your condition so no one expects you to be able to process it straight away. Now sometimes doctors aren’t great with people. Some doctors get in to medicine because they like to fix things, they like to diagnose, they like to understand the human body but they have no bedside manner at all and can’t relate to real people. Don’t let that put you off. If you don’t think the doctor gave you the answer which will help you to take the first step to getting better, then make an appointment with a different doctor. You are in control of this situation. When you are in the doctor’s office it’s your chance to take back control of your mind and your life. It’s terrifying. It really is and I won’t pretend it isn’t. But you can do it. 
If you need any more advice or support, let me know. I’m going through a tough time myself so I understand how you feel. 
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