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#I'm just so sad and heartbroken
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Y'ALL NEED TO SEE THIS PANEL
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n3ongold3n · 3 months
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I am so SO pissed that i can't go to käärijä's böle concert in may because work just won't allow me to take any vacation days then 😡😭
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rosenfey · 1 month
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I mean I stand by what I said re bg3 and I understand and I'm not surprised and all. it's just. I guess I'm getting very emotional over it being over because. I haven't looked forward to a game as much ever before in my life. and I don't think I ever will. there's no game or piece of media in my life that affected me like bg3 did. it helped me become a better, healthier person. and it's super important to me and it's just. bittersweet. I understand the decision and I'm not mad or disappointed I'm just sad. because I feel empty. because I feel like I have nothing else to look forward to in life. and idk idk it's just. sad. I'm getting very emotional over it this evening but that's just me. when I feel something I feel it very strongly and this game is more than just a game to me. so it being over and all is. bittersweet. I know all good things must end but it doesn't mean there will be no sadness.
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lostmf · 6 months
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I lost the love of my life …
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goldentigerfestival · 1 month
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honestly the basic way I can say it about Vesperia's dub is that like... it doesn't sound that bad when it's all you know for context, but then when you just hear it in the original context (not even also having the original context, but hearing it), you realize just how much tone they changed.
it all makes sense in the dub because of the context they changed to make the tone fit with it, but when you hear the original tone, suddenly the dub context starts losing its foundation. basically the only way, in some cases, the vocal tones work in the dub is because they changed the context itself, and changing context/meaning/the message of what's being said is just a HUGE no-no for me.
I've probably mentioned this before but most of the contextual changing happened with Yuri. in a lot of cases for me like with Raven and Karol I much prefer the original delivery and that's a preference, and in some cases there were little to no changes (primarily the first and second visit to Dahngrest were mostly the same). a lot of them just center around Yuri and given that he's my baby boy, I'm just naturally set off by it lol.
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caluski · 4 months
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I draw and i draw and i draw and i take a moment to cry just a little and I long to be loved and to be held and to be kissed and to be laughed with and cared for. Deep inhale of the cold cold January air, smells like snow and soothes me for a few moments.. Doesn't help for long but isn't it how it goes always. Someone please love me forever
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lieutenantselnia · 1 year
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Some Davy screenshots from PotC 3 <3
I had posted some from the previous movie before (here btw) but tbh I feel like he looks even more gorgeous in this one, I don't know why. I wasn't following any particular theme (was too indecisive for that right now), so it's basically just a bunch of my favourite pictures of him <3
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supernovaa-remnant · 7 months
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deoidesign · 1 year
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I'm kind of over "confirmed in interviews" being seen as acceptable genuine representation. I'm sick of seeing my narratives contorted beyond recognition so that others can find me palatable. I'm sick of subtext, I'm sick of blending in. LOOK AT ME. I want to be fucking seen.
When can we have better? I'm so tired of making my own stories. I'm so lonely. The only time I'm seen is by looking in a mirror.
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da-proti-toku-grem · 21 days
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feeling like a total asshole today 👍
#an aunt's mom passed away yesterday night#i didn't really know her that much just spoke to her a few times for the typical merry christmas & happy new year you know#so when my mom told me i felt bad for my aunt bc i knew they were really close but i don't feel SAD#but my parents seemed to be like so shocked and sad and my little brother even started crying#and i felt absolutely nothing#idek what my mom saw in my face but she went like 'don't you feel anything?' and like wtf am i supposed to feel#like. i'm sorry for my aunt and everything but i just?????#that already made me feel like an absolute asshole but now we have to go there (like 2hours away by car)#and because i am an adult now i *have* to go to the funeral home (?) today and to the funeral tomorrow#and i REALLY don't want to and thought it's making me so fucking anxious bc i haven't been there since my grandma passed away 2 years ago#i really don't want that feeling that i felt back then to come back#not right now#not when i've been starting to feel a bit better this past week#but i'm already failing at that because they started to come back the moment i was told i have to go#and i feel like a fucking asshole because my aunt's mom literally passed away and she (and her whole family) must be heartbroken right now#and all i can think about is that i'm anxious#i'm anxious to go back there. i'm anxious just thinking that i'll have to express my condolences to people that i don't even know#i'm anxious because i'll have to TALK to people and at least try to look a bit SAD but i can't just fake it#bc if i don't look sad my brain tells me that i'm an asshole that doesn't have feelings like apparently everyone around me has#but if i fake it my brain tells me that i'm an asshole bc why tf do i have to fake my fucking personality#why can't i just express my fucking feelings like normal people do and the only thing that i know how to do is fucking complain#like. i know i rant a lot here but it's literally the only place where i talk about my feelings#i NEVER talk about my feelings with anyone because idk HOW to do it#i have like a million things in my mind that i want to tell my mom or my therapy for example but when i finally convince myself to do it#i just CAN'T. the thoughts won't leave my mouth because i don't know how to phrase them properly#so nothing ever leaves my mind unless i make a post here bc apparently writing my thoughts in english (my 2nd language)#is easier than talking in spanish#and at least if i write them here they don't just stay bottled up in my mind#but i'm too tired of myself and my stupid brain that tells me that i do everything wrong :/#i'm gonna shut up now bc i once again reached the tag limit
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lemon-mint813 · 2 months
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I really couldn't last more than two days before looking at something fandom related again. I'm not ready to say goodbye yet. I'm not ready. Please.
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foul-milk · 9 months
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"The victory (of RedBull) was overshadowed by an unfortunate event, because the first place trophy was broken during the celebration, but even despite our immense regret, we will replace the trophy as part of the national image and prepare it again, so that Verstappen won't remain without an intact and unique Herend Trophy either!"
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- The Herend Porcelain Manufactory's answer to Lando Norris breaking Max Verstappen's first place trophy, and Norris' comment under the post.
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hauntedwoman · 8 months
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i'm making my annual greatest hits playlist for the summer and im realizing it's getting harder and harder every year for me to think of anything memorable that's happened to me during the summer. my childhood is gone and i don't have any friends irl to do anything fun with so i'm just rotting in my bedroom for three months straight :(
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culmaer · 5 months
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anarkhebringer · 6 months
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I finally saw the cutscene of Karlach visiting her parents' graves with Null and I've had tadpoles about it all this time
#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#OC: Null Number#category 7 autism event in the tags incoming#imagining Null visiting his own family's graves that night#he'd told they're buried in the city graveyard but didn't tell where#so late that night Astarion notices him slinking out of camp and decides to follow him out of curiosity#and what does he find but Null standing at three graves in a line for his parents and sister#and it's the most heartbroken Astarion's ever seen him#he's sobbing so hard no noise is even coming out aside from shaky breaths and the occasional whimper#repeating to himself what he said to Karlach about becoming soil‚ water‚ and air‚ and how we don't die‚ we change#and now Astarion understands why Null looked so distant in his gaze despite the warmth of his smile when talking with Karlach#he didn't even approach like he planned to he just left and let Null be alone#his entire plan fell apart seeing how broken Null was and he had no clue what he could even say in that moment#sorry I'm exploding about this because Null's been raw about his family's deaths his entire life#and the Emperor's first meeting with him being in the form of his sister didn't help AT ALL#like his main goal in life alongside getting his wings and power back by breaking the curse he's under is finding solace in their deaths#he just wants peace and for them to rest in peace knowing he loves them and still lives for them#anyway#sad fae that's cursed to live as a drow hours again I'm so fucking happy I made Null in this game and made an AU for him
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