#I'm literally. HHHHHHHH

[shinyzango]

After who knows how damn long, I finally started Season 2 in ZZZ...

and damn I can tell they put a lot of work into this update. I'm loving the new area a lot.

Then again it could just be my love for oriental aesthetic and the such speaking here pfff

Still, good shit.

[sepiasys]

I cringe looking back at what are technically my own actions

[shirogane-oushirou]

>feeling weird brain feelings

>looks at art friends have graciously drawn of ren 💕

>heart rate suddenly increases but my emotions start to regulate

>👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻

[syoish-aot]

*holds myself as I work on my WIPs*

parental Hange, my beloved....

(modern verse, reader is the teenage daughter of Erwin and Levi)

[thelastspeecher]

I turned on OneDrive like a goddamn fool and while most of what happened, I have already fixed or can fix rather easily, I accidentally somehow wound up moving my Documents folder to my Desktop which is frustrating and also fucking up my video games, since my save files aren't in the directory they're trying to fetch from

and I cannot figure out how to fix it so I guess I'm gonna put my Best Buy membership to use and have the computer experts help me put things back in order

don't turn on OneDrive unless you know exactly what you're doing, folks

[mozart-the-meerkitten]

Well. since this has turned into me reacting to 15's Doctor Who episodes, I have a lot of thoughts about "The Interstellar Song Contest"

First and most importantly

SUSAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY DID THE THING I ALWAYS SAID THEY SHOULD DO AND BROUGHT BACK CAROLE ANN FORD OH MY GOSH *screaming*

I HAVE NO IDEA where they're going with that but hhhhhhhh I am so excited to see her again Susan bby I love you so much, MY GIRL YES if they don't follow through with it this time I'm setting the BBC on fire.

Second

THAT'S the Rani?!

Okay, so, I should get POINTS for rewatching 1. a bunch of First Doctor episodes and 2. THE MARK OF THE RANI alongside this new season. My subconscious is ON POINT

But also???? The Rani??? really?? I know we're bringing back a LOT of Classic stuff trying to get people interested again but... No. That's... not the Rani. I JUST, LAST WEEKEND, rewatched "The Mark of the Rani" and the Rani wanted NOTHING to do with the Doctor or the Master's shenanigans. The only reason she worked with the Master AT ALL was because she was stupid enough to keep bragging about her stuff and showing it to him and he kept stealing it and holding it hostage so she'd help him. But she literally did not care about anything the Doctor or the Master was doing, all she cared about was her science. And now she's stalking off at the end of an episode SPECIFICALLY to go after the Doctor? Like, I wondered if perhaps it might be her because she was following him and maybe she needed something from him and their interests were going to clash like they did in Mark of the Rani. I could understand if she was harvesting time energy particles from him or something but that's... not what it sounded like. Can someone who's seen her in more classic episodes than me confirm if she changes personality or something? I know regeneration changes how a Timelord/lady acts, but they generally keep the same goals through each regeneration, ie. the Doctor saving/protecting people and exploring the universe, the Master wanting to rule the universe. I would assume that the Rani would be the same. Her personality so far as old lady Rani has been more like the Master's (my mom and I BOTH thought so and also agreed that that seemed too obvious for something they were dragging out so long) and that just... doesn't fit. The Rani is a very cold and calculating person, in Mark of the Rani she stops the Master from killing Peri solely because she can harvest brain fluid from her (which was her goal in the episode) and she already has her captured so why not? She is not the kind of person who wants revenge. When the Master tries to shoot the Doctor at the end of that episode she berates him for wanting revenge when they should just cut their losses and GO. She quite literally does not care, she's focused on her science and that's it. It's the MASTER who's always going after the Doctor for revenge and to conquer the world and if they wanted that they should have just brought him back again. Idk what happened to him during unlucky number 13's run (and I don't care, it's irrelevant) but I KNOW he's not permanently dead because he's "permanently" died so many times and come back it's just become his Thing (he even says it in the Mark of the Rani, lol "the universe knows I'm unkillable" and he's RIGHT). The Doctor and the Master are the ones locked in combat until the end of time (haha) the Rani just gets dragged into their shenanigans sometimes and has to deal with the Doctor when he takes issue with her messing with humans.

And THIRD I thought the "Doctor torturing someone because it was triggering" was IMPLIED I didn't realize he actually SAID THOSE WORDS SIR WHAT THE ACTUAL HECK, NO

And okay that COULD have been handled well. I thought they were going for another "Timelord Victorious" moment like what Ten has at the end of Waters of Mars (I think all the modern Doctors have one of those moments at some point tbh) but instead of giving it the weight it needed they just... jumped off to do a silly "uncryofreeze everyone" montage. And Belinda hugged him??? after he tortured someone??? Like, sorry to keep bringing up Ten but I have his season close to memorized and this reminded me a LOT of the Runaway Bride when Ten kills the Racnoss. He stands there and watches, expressionless, as his enemies (who were... really they were just trying to survive in their own twisted way) die by the millions. And he does that until Donna says, "Doctor, you can stop now." and he realizes what he's doing and he's horrified and he does. And then after that when he's leaving Donna she tells him to find someone because he needs someone to stop him. And we KNOW he's scared himself, we KNOW he need someone, we AGREE with Donna and he doesn't need to SAY he was "triggered" because we know, we've seen how much he's lost and how hurt he is by it. And he fixes this character flaw by letting Martha and later Donna change him and make him better. And when he slips up again in Waters of Mars and scares himself again he confides in Wilf and you can tell how much it freaks him out. And it FEELS real and genuine.

But Fifteen's moment just feels so glossed over. Especially since he shows NO compassion to Kid afterward. Like, these are people who have ALSO lost their home, their planet, Doctor, where is your compassion for them?! Where is your horror and your trying to make it right?! "Where could you possibly be now that you forget that!" gosh, freaking heck man, I thought the whole point of leaving 14 on Earth with Donna's family (where is he btw why has he not been mentioned one single time) was that you'd work through your "triggering" trauma and be??? better??? instead he's like. regressing. Idk man I just, this could have been handled SO WELL, he could have connected with Kid and that other girl and tried to HELP them and apologized and whether the Hellions reacted by rejecting him and calling him out or accepting his attempts to make things right it would have been so much better. Gosh I hate so much that they keep trying to make Doctor Who "woke". Stop it. Do it naturally or not at all. How about you focus on making your characters cohesive instead, eh???

ANYWAY I'll stop now because this is long, if you got through my whole rant God bless and I hope you have a great day.

[bookwormbynight]

The idea behind this fanfic (Null Hypothesis) has fucking grabbed me by the balls guys this motherfucker set off my ryulawlight spiral.

Now, the author has gone in a very different direction than my mind went (more power to em, we're not all Light-obsessed freaks lmao). The main ship is Ryuk/L and Light is only technically involved by both character's shared histories with him which brought them together in the first place. Light has fucked off elsewhere to get comphet married to Misa as the author put it. Poor Light 😭😭 If where that's going interests you, please go check it out because the first chapter is well-written and seems like some pretty good set-up.

Here's what my brain did: saw this in the summary (which hasn't been changed with the author's redrafting as far as I can tell? mayhaps I'm misinterpreting) and went O_O

Guys. If you fucking combined this premise?? With the timeline of my Yotsuba arc headcanons (compiled in Looking For Heaven, Found the Devil In Me)?? And that one post I made where I lamented the fact that that L didn't just fucking burn the notebook?? Hhhhhhhh I'm so mad this fic only exists in my head I would like to read it so much 😭😭

L gets a confession or some shit, finds the other notebook, sends Light off, and burns both death notes, but not before Ryuk is like "oh shit notebook ownership" and comes down to earth JUST in time to watch him do it, which surprises him enough that he drops his own death note on accident and now he's trapped because L snatches it up. L owns his notebook. So he can't kill him and he's stuck following this motherfucker around. In the meantime, Light's memories are permanently destroyed (unless?)

L and Light are sort-of exes but also sort of not bc their relationship was never official, Light breaks it off IMMEDIATELY with Misa because he now has literally zero reason in his head that he should possibly stay with her (I'm sure that would cause fallout too more plot Misa gets a character arc?? Villain arc to redemption and self-acceptance arc?? God I want that for her let her be evil and then let her realize boys are overrated and she's kickass all by herself). L's like 👉👈 well I'm staying in Japan for now 🥺 if u want to have sex again 🥺🥺 and maybe we could go on a real date 🥺🥺? For mixed reasons - a good chunk is just that he would like to and another driving factor as opposed to just letting it go is he and Ryuk are NOT getting along and he is AWARE of how Ryuk feels about Light. Ryuk would be screaming and might (probably will) cause invisible shinigami shenanigans. Light would kinda (really) like to take L up on his offer but their relationship is also hindered by his own trauma that L fucking caused and also he's Very Concerned because Light ALREADY had suspicions that he might be Kira against all of his hopes BEFORE they found the notebook and all of a sudden the case is just resolved and he's totally off the hook and he can tell Something Happened but L just keeps insisting "no no, no Kira here don't worry Light you are not Kira :)". It would be setting off so many alarm bells for him. All of these plot threads weave together and resolve themselves in a satisfying way that I can't discover by reading for myself because it doesn't fucking exist. I need sleep and help.

Edit: Y'all the original author is on Tumblr! @main-exam

[forsakenconfessionbooth]

BIG DISCLAIMER: NO HATE TO THE 1XDOE SHIPPERS I PROMISE :'L THE SHIP ITSELF IS HARMLESS AND IF IT MAKES YOU HAPPY GO FOR IT YAHHH BDJEJXJSJSJJSNS <33

BUT I wish there was more love for johnjane, I see more 1xdoe and it annoys me because I feel like it overshadows whats canon,, I don't wanna see it get buried over the other ships hhhhhhhh I'm really really sorry if this sounds mean but I just want johnjane to have more attention </33 like theyre literally married and I hhhhhhhhhhhghfjjfjfjfjd

I get that, 1xDoe is a harmless and honestly rather cute ship, but I do agree that I'd like to see more JohnJane. I see a lot of it sure but 90% of the time it's angst, which I still love I like me some angst, but some wholesome stuff would be nice too.

[hell-drabbles]

Whether it's just me or i may be tripping over for a literal text on screen, i feel like Companion, regardless the AU, is FUCKING whippingly, ethereally, surreally beautiful.

I mean, sure— humans might not be as beautiful as Demons, Succubus alike what not, but i have the vision that Companion was just a bit above conventionally attractive compared to Ra-on. Maybe the demons just cannot move on from Solomon and become what they're right now. But honestly? I'd fight tooth and nail against Lucifer to have a time with Companion ngl

LET ME HAVE THE DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH BOY GET OFF IT'S MY TURN

Wouldn't blaming Ra-on if he ever attracted to Companion themself, just a thought hhhhhhhh Companion is an interesting character i wanna munch on yum yum

Confidence is sexy and the Companion be having that confidence!

Yes yes, Ra-on is certainly a looker himself, that's not a secret, but his self-esteem and other issues really put a damper on making his beauty shine. He has many a problem with the Companion, but he cannot deny the fact that they're stunning in his mind. The ideal person, alongside Minhyeok. And unreachable ideal. And since I write from that angle, I suppose that contributes to why they may be seen as ethereal.

Not only that but I also like to imagine the Companion as though they're a love interest in a dating sim, so that might also contribute to that. Even though I don't really write them with any stellar beauty appearances in mind. The Companion is just that, the Companion. A force of human nature not to be messed with, with an oddly optimistic view of human kindness underneath all that anger and frustration. An appreciation for the kindness and respect that is shown their way. Just, a good ol human all around.

And yes, Ra-on is 100% attracted to the Companion, which is why their friendship is so messy and strained in the first place. It's that selfish kind of sexual attraction, combined with emotional and physical isolation, that leads him to just, having the Companion degrade from "friend" to "material to jack-off to." And man, that shit kinda hurts when you figure that out, that the other person subconsciously doesn't see you as a friend anymore.

And good luck fighting against Lucifer. I'm sure he won't kill you but man you would probably make that tempting when trying to take up the Companion's time. He is a devil, and he does have his streaks of selfishness.

Please, by all means, munch on my Companion as much as you want.

[amber-dragonfly]

AMBER. AMBER. AMBER. I AM FUCKING ILL WITH ANGST. GO LISTEN TO PREYBIRDS (THE WATCHED VERSION) BY RABBITOLOGY AND SPARKBIRD. IT HAS TO SPECIFICALLY BE THE COLLAB VERSION. THINK ABOUT NIGHTMARE AU FRIFER AND REZEK. LIKE THE VERSIONS OF THEM FROM REZEKS NIGHTMARES WHERE FRIFER LIVED AND REZEK BECAME THE ELDER. OHHHHH MYYYYYY GODDDDDD I AM BITING AND KICKING AND SCREAMING

This part is frifer singing. It has watched so much death, so many overtaken by the malice. It should have died. These are Rezek's visions of death and fate and what could have been. Something about Frifer constantly trying to connect with Rezek and change it's mind, even though every version of them we see is doomed to fall apart. These two are just so wrapped in death and fate and loss.

"Where you have buried all your past lives' bones" "Hoping the heartlines will change this time" "You're all I see, why won't you look at me" OWAHGHGHFH IM SICK YOU GET IT YOU SEE IT

Frifer trying in futility to warn and protect Rezek. Frifer being the crazy powerful one this time. The fire imagery. Rezek being blind with malice and power. Every line in this part hits so hard ahwkdnshdjs. All leading up to the final confrontation between themmmm oh nooooo

This part is Rezek singing. Do I even need to say anything. The thunder/lighting imagery. "You're too late, my body rests, dagger in chest." The revenge bit at the endddddddd nooooooooooaghjhjhhh

AND THEN THE LAST PART OF THE SONG IS THEM SINGING TOGETHER VOICES OVERLAPPING HHHHHHHH IM ON THE FLOOR IM LOSING MY MIND HELP THE DOOMED YURI/YAOI IS HURTING ME AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

On a lighter note

Birdrobe propaganda

Holy fuck

This song might be everything, I'm afraid.

This song is actually everything

I'm already seeing more connections alongside what you've already said jkhasdjhfl

I WATCHED IT BLIND BEFORE GOING INTO THIS ASK JUST TO SEE HOW MUCH I'D PICK UP ALONE AND JUST

YEA

YEA THIS IS EXACTLY LIKE THE REZEK NIGHTMARE AU FUUUUUUUUUUCK

"But what if once, I could make you safe?" is gonna be rotating around my FUCKING head for the rest of the year GRAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THE CHORUS IS SO FRIFER-CODED IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNYYYYY

"The two red suns in the sky/ blink My pity-filled eyes/ Hoping the heartlines will change this time"

THIS IS JUST FRIFER LIKE GOD THIS IS FRIFER AND A PART OF FRIFER ALWAYS INSIDE REZEK'S EYES AT ALL TIMES AAAAAAAAAAA

"Forever tethered to your life but cursed to only watch"

GOD FUCK AAAAAAAAUGH PAAAAAAAAAAAIN THIS REALLY IS FRIFER SINGING THE SONG it's forever tethered to Rezek no matter how hard it tries Frifer was such a fundamental part of its life that it will always have Frifer lingering but cursed to watch JUST LIKE THE GERUDO JAIL SCENE

Oh, I am ill,,,

I CAN ALSO SEE THAT LAST PART SUNG BY BOTH REZEK AND FRIFER ALTERNATING LINES

"At the highest ridge In the thunder’s crash, I will bear my scars To the lightning’s lash"

This is so Rezek it's not even funny. It literally put the chapter of protecting Ashen from the Elder of Lightning straight into my head

BUT IT COULD ALSO HARKEN BACK TO THE DOOMED NIGHTMARE AU BECAUSE FRIFER IS FACING WHAT WAS ONCE REZEK, BARING IT'S SCARS TO THE LIGHTNING'S LASH oh I'm gonna be sick my own parallels how could I do this to myself

"And I’ll kiss every sword That I’m conquered by"

FRIFER LETTING THE MALICE TAKE ITS LIFE AND LEAVING THE WORLD WITH A SMILE KNOWING THAT IT WILL REJECT THE CALAMITY AND BE THE CATALYST TO SAVE REZEK

This is going on repeat all day thank you for sharing :)

[passthesweetener]

“REWIND ... REFINE ... AND YOU'LL FIND ME INSIDE” 🌺 loading ... 🌺 ... !

hgjfjhfhnGhZZ$2// ... WHOOPS. Oh, crap! I dropped it... Thought I broke it for a second, damn. Swansea would kill me! Um... Oh, right! Hello, World! It's Daisuke here, the Tulpar's #1 intern! Yep, that's right. One at a time, ladies... And dudes, too. So, I kinda managed to rope everyone else into this, huh? Even Jimmy's got a blog! I also sort of slightly lied when I said I completely knew how this worked... Don't tell anyone I said that, ha. I heard about this place from Anya. Well, she mentioned it a little bit once, then got, like, super embarrassed. But guess what? I even convinced her to give it another go. I think this place is pretty cool, honestly! Way cooler with me here now, haha! Now you guys can line up and ask me whaaatever you want. And you've gotta have, like, tons of questions, right? Even if you don't know me now, I'm sure I'll be famous in a few years. The world's just not ready for me, huh? Yet! Trust.

🌺 ooc ...!🌺

⚠️ Initial warning! This is totally new right now, but just in case (given that this is a Mouthwashing blog) it may delve into some dark topics later on, even if only vaguely. I will add specific warnings as they arise...)

Also! Please, for the love of Daisuke, be normal. I won't be interacting with any NSFW, and if you've got any weird ships.... Just DNI. I'd also like to limit this blog to 16+, thank you! ^_^ ⚠️

Anyway, now that that's out of the way, welcome to this mildly embarrassing little project. I thought this would be fun to try, although I've never had a blog quite like this before.

Obviously, this is all just for fun, so don't expect anything too serious or groundbreaking.

This is PRE-CRASH Daisuke, just so y'all know. It'll probably also be heavy on the in-character, RP aspect, hooray. I'll do my best to be totally in-character, but I have literally 0% experience so set your expectations very low, thanks!

As for the colors: I guess this is a thing most RP blogs do, so I tried to match it with what I usually see!

Anya.

Swansea.

Curly.

Yimpy Jimmy.

Daisuke!!

If you send asks as a recurring anon, sign off with an emoji and I'll add you here, too! That way I won't forget, lol.

🦭: cool anon!! :D 🥐: cwosan 🧶: idk man u kinda scare me

I desperately gotta organize these tags... I'll deal with it soon promise...

#daisuke-replies(⁠θ⁠‿⁠θ⁠) : regular ask answers

#daisuke-reacts(⁠●⁠_⁠_⁠●⁠) : media ask answers

#nm : i rb some fanart by others so i just add this to a mw fanart tag when it isn't mine!!

P.S.: Other MW RP accounts interact NOW! Manifesting you guys hhhhhhhh.........

[lovelywingsart]

My friends dragged me into CoD hell because of a certain picture that was shared in the 18+ part of Metalworks Discord and was forced encouraged to make an OC for it This is as good as this is going to get for now until I do what I'm fully planning which is working on a shifted form/ability because Supernatural AUs for this shite is. The best.

Anyway this is Jayce, known as 'Hound', and I'm throwing him at Konig because HHHHHHHH- Emo/goth trans twink who is also a chaotic little shit and would 100% be Cams best friend if they shared a universe. His tattoos consist of a wolfs maw (abdomen), a bird skull/wings/tree(back), fenrir with a triquetra(chest/arm), and literally what I can only describe as your run-of-the-mill tramp stamp because he did it on a dare and thought it was funny. Same with the wolfs maw, but that one he chose- the stamp he didn't. Extra scarring is a few slices along his chest and right arm and a bullet scar on his left side. Piercings are 3 in the left ear, 2 in the right, left eyebrow, left nostril, snakebites, tongue, nips and hood because. I mean.

Also he's British.

I literally did not feel like going into full detail atm LASDJKSD

[melonteee]

Speaking of the OPLA Zoro, one scene that annoyed the shit out of me is was when he was on the roof with Luffy in episode 7. One of Zoro’s major character traits is that he typically tries to take a step back and get all the information before he takes action - and this character trait is a huge plot point in developing his dynamic with Nami in Arlong Park. Him hearing that Arlong killed her mom and Nami still worked with him is the point that makes Zoro go “… wait what’s really going on here”

But in the live action, that same-ish plot beat - except with less ambiguity since everyone hears the whole story - has Zoro double down and tell Luffy “[Nami] made her choice”??? Like… motherfucker what was the point of you bonding with Nami over drinks in the Baratie if you’re not even going to TRY to parse out how the tragic story you just heard relates to the Extremely Specific details she told you? Why have so many scenes between Nami and Zoro in the first 2/3rds of the show - to the point that Zoro’s the catalyst to Nami leaving - if you’re not even going to resolve that falling out? Why does Luffy even need Zoro at all if Luffy has to be the one to teach him how to not jump to conclusions??? Because it seems like the only thing LA Luffy “needs” from Zoro is validation.

It’s just so funny to me that the live action went out of their way to call Zoro the first mate, but then made him someone who gives shit-garbage advice that’s always wrong and comes across as someone who’s incapable of introspection or self-reflection.

Luffy needing validation is also so fucking funny the only time Luffy needed validation was when Ace died for OBVIOUS REASONS he never needed validation at any other time cause Luffy has always been sure in himself like djfghkf why in the fuck would you make this dynamic between them where Luffy needs an essential hype man...when Luffy is literally is own hype man 99% of the time HHHHHHHH

Also yeah I don't understand the point of having all these extra scenes with Nami and Zoro (that made no sense mind you) including Nami seeing Zoro getting beat down by Mihawk?? again??? for some reason??? Nami had no reason to be there for that dghjkdf like it's SO funny that in the original, Nami didn't even see Zoro get totalled by Mihawk, AND she imprisoned Zoro, AND she beat Zoro up, but he STILL believed in her being on his side because Luffy demanded she be on their crew while she did also let Zoro out of prison without Arlong's knowing. But in the opla Zoro's just "nah she made her choice" 😭😭😭😭 not to mention they wrote an entire town genuinely hating a little girl, so I guess it was meant to be like "See even ZORO hates her for it so it makes sense that a whole town could hate a little girl" like I'm sorry the writing is just horrendously bad HHHH

[shellsinadune]

hhhhhhhh someone get my girl camilla out of there i'm literally so serious

[fictionkinfessions]

a post i saw made me feel like i was being called lazy, like i'm not strong enough dealing with my problems because i'm so fucking tired and lazy and hhhh. hhhhhhhh. it's so stupid it's just a kintype but i feel myself spiraling. i literally need to block like most blogs i see posting about me because they don't understand at all

✉

[seijorhi]

Hi (this is my walk of shame)

I'm not dead :D

Let's just... ignore the fact that I fully disappeared, but I'm back! (an unemployed)

To kickstart my first fangirl session of 2024, I have to rave about No Strings Attached <33

Sidenote, I'm renaming this weekly raving session now that I'm back because I can't for the life of me remember the original long ass title

AWR - Art's Weekly Rambles :))

I've spoken about it before, but sugar daddy Bokuto has a hold of my soul, you don't understand

But genuinely?? Like, (barely) middle aged Bokuto?? Silver fox?? Pussy whipped??

I need it. Immediately.

He's like a puppy in a grown man's body, and in real life it would ick me out, but you know just how to write the most pathetic men who scare the shit out of me and I neeeeeeeeeeed him

And he's so delusional too!! Man fully believed the reader was in love and refused to hear otherwise (again, I'd hate this irl, but come on)

And he's just so pushy???? I love it. Yes Bo, overstep those boundaries!! Not to mention the way he refers to her as "my pretty girl" - folding

Again, I know I've spoken about this fic in the past, but I genuinely love it so so much

Also, Invidia ii?? Gobsmacked.

I loved it. The fact that Shinnosuke is literally as delusional and creepy as Kuroo?? Impeccable.

He knew and just did not give two shits. Taking unbothered to the next level.

Anyway, I love you and I miss you and, as usual, I eat your writing up <33

ART MY BELOVED <33 i have missed you

honestly writing bo as a (slightly) older version of himself where he's still this immature, demanding, wilfully blind and delusional love-sick fool is just hhhhhhhh give that man an inch and he'll take miles <33

and thank you! i was pretty happy with invidia ii when all was said and done. you can choose to ignore shin's massive red flags but i for one think they're just a little sexy and a warning of things to come

anyway ily ily ilyyyyyy

more writing coming your way soon, bby, pinky promise ;))