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benevolenterrancy · 13 days

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(Unseen Academicals, Terry Pratchett) I think Shang Qinghua and Ponder Stibbons should have tea and compare notes about somehow accumulating so much behind-the-scenes power by doing menial jobs no one else wants that they could basically run the show if they wanted...

meanwhile we have Shen "meh good enough" Qingqiu

#svsss #shang qinghua #shen qingqiu #sqh #sqq #cumplane #discworld #my art #sqq 100% knows how to delegate meanwhile sqh is here trying to run a sect a demon kingdom and juggle a bunch of secret conspiracies #his little rodent heart is going to explode from stress at this rate no qi deviation necessary #i'm gonna need to draw sqh more i really don't know what i want his design to be yet but i like him a lot #if anyone has any sqh drawing prompts send them to me i need some ideas to play with (WITHOUT SPOILERS THOUGH I'M ONLY ON BOOK THREE)#i was scrolling back to see the last time i had drawn cartoony cursing to remind myself which shapes i like to use and wow #it looks like it's actually been a while??? it surprised me because i really love drawing them #i laugh any time i see them in a comic #anyway what are the odds i reread unseen academicals again before the month is through? highly underrate pratchett novel imho #variations of this quote is actually used a few times in the discworld series i think but this is the one that stands out to me #when stibbons reveals just how much power he actually has at the university #*chefs kiss*#the wizards are so dumb i love them so much

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lazy-b1rdy · 6 months

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Stan n' Nar

oh wow i finally finished it!!!11!!!1

first version's under the cut

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speakofcompersion · 5 days

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cutie moments during Ephemeral Gaze soundcheck 😌💘 [240901 WANT / SITA]

#shinee #taemin #lee taemin #shine taemin #ephemeral gaze #sexy in the air #want #dailyshinee #kpopccc #ksoloists #smsource #kpopstages #speakofgifs #wow i haven't giffed in a while i almost forgot how heh~#not gonna lie.. it's been stressing me out. i can't keep up idk how yall gif so quickly :')) but cutie taemin moments are always fun #gotta make something for key's comback or i'll feel like i betrayed him <33 i am SOOOO excited. the concept/album looks and sounds amazing #and the brief sneak-peek i let myself have of his performance of pleasure shop looked so fun! I'm glad he's going party bop. does them well

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ineed-to-sleep · 6 months

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Grabbed a couple templates and drew my touchstarved mc again heehee

Relationship chart template that I used is here <3

Intro and flower templates are from the official rss site

#touchstarved #touchstarved mc #touchstarved game #touchstarved template #that was a great style study tbh #stressed myself out tho jfjfjcjjc I mean the style study itself was already a challenge but then #I decided to redesign her outfit halfway through #and ended up having to redo almost the entire thing jdjfkckjc 🫠#I've had the wips for this sitting in my folders since last week #but I'm done w it I'm DONE I'm moving on #I've learned some good stuff tho. especially abt linework #oc.emma #also the chibi version of her is based on that image. yk the one #the little. mspaint drawing #of the little guy doing that pose #I need to find it again at some point #for now I'm gonna 💤 gnight <3 #sleepyscribble

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infiniteorangethethird · 10 months

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maybe unpopular opinion but probably one of the least useful pieces of advice I've ever got as an auDHD person to the question of "how tf does one make friends" was to go and join clubs/groups that do hobbies I enjoy. Not only does this not actually answer the question of how to make friends (yknow, how to approach people, how to start a conversation, how to appear friendly enough that they don't immediately reject you for existing, how to actually keep them as friends later on, etc), but also the chance of me choosing to force myself into the discomfort of "making smalltalk with random strangers" is absolutely nonexistent when the alternative of engaging with a hyperfixation is not only socially acceptable but even encouraged

#autistic #autism #actually autistic #adhd #actually adhd #neurodivergent #actually neurodivergent #one time a friend of mine took me to a knitting club #she kept telling me beforehand how nice everyone was and #i shouldn't be anxious cuz they are all nice ppl #when we got there the social anxiety got to me #so to calm myself i took out my project of the time #i then proceeded to hyperfocus on knitting for the rest of #the two hours that we spent there #ignoring everyone else and not talking whatsoever #and since they didn't approach me either i just sat there in silence #she obviously couldn't pass up the opportunity to make fun of me afterwards #needless to say i never went back there again #cuz i mean if i wanna knit i'm gonna to it in the safety of my home #i don't need the added stress of masking in front of others #i still don't know how to make friends

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cordeliawhohung · 2 months

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#personal #between having to make an emergency visit to my specalist #one of my coworkers up and leaving for an impromptu trip #one of the doctors trying to pressure me into working on a day off i took for another specialist appointment #suddenly becoming allergic to an antibiotic i've taken before #stressing myself the fuck out because i thought i was gonna have to get a biopsy #and now having the worst body cramps #i'm so fucking done with this week already lmao #i've been trying to rest but i can't because it's just one thing after another after another and it's like !!!#i'm so itchy! and my throat fucking hurts!#the pharmacist looked at me like “oh my god it was that bad?”#yikesssss #any e way #aha... the prowl yes 1k words lets go #also please just ignore this i just need to get my feelings out #(i am in... so much pain)#and i've had to go through all of this alone because my partner is out of town for a work trip #also sorry if this sounds rude but please don't send stuff about your own woes in my inbox after this post laksdjf #i know misery likes company and all but i'm just rambling here i don't have the braincells to get notifs for that rn

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roebeanstalk · 23 hours

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current mood: embarrassed for existing

#gonna be okay gonna be okay gonna be okay gonna be okay gonna be okay #i had a couple of pieces of bread for dinner #I'm just so upset with myself for not having everything figured out and okay #but i know there's no use in beating myself up #so instead i just sit in sadness and stress #or comfort where i can #until i realize the only way I'm gonna eat is by asking for help #so i do and the only thing i feel is embarrassment and self hatred #trying so hard to not be awful to myself #but it's quite difficult #it'll be okay #eventually

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dawnthefluffyduck · 7 months

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Free time has (sort of) arrived

(cat is katsrkole on instagram)

#still trying to figure out snouts #shockingly enough I never really drew anthro characters before i found ralsei #see i've actually done quite a lot of larger drawings in my figure drawing class #around 10-12 #but they're all drawings of real people and half of them are unclothed #and i have no interest in posting either of those things here #but just like last semester #the things i'm learning in that class are popping up in my personal drawings #so in a way i'm still kinda sharing a bit of what i've learned this semester? sort of??#i'm gonna be so damn sad when i don't have this professor anymore #he takes the stress out of model drawing so that we can focus on actually improving instead of just fighting for our grades #and it's working so well for pretty much everyone in the class #i will still likely not be doing any actual drawings any time soon #but if i went any longer without drawing for myself?#i think i was gonna combust #this was actually cathartic i am in a much better mood now #cats #kris #susie #ralsei #deltarune #doodles #okay tag wall finished now i will scroll because i have missed quite a lot lately

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gaypleasantview · 3 days

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i've been thinking of trying to do a legacy challenge again, i used to be extremely into these things but i haven't properly played one in years and i have never tried posting gameplay on tumblr so it's all new territory to me... but i feel like it would be a welcome change from developing a detailed story, a way to relax even. hope it could be of interest to somebody!

#ramblings #honestly i dont even remember how to just play anymore. everything has to be a deeply developed story #im stupid and i need to learn how to relax!!!! is what i wanna say #btw i have a couple of ideas. and if i manage to let go and have fun like i'd like to i might try doing them simultaneously #clearly if i start something its gonna update sporadically #because i'm not about to stress myself out with a schedule for something that's supposed to be an outlet

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crimeronan · 7 months

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i was tired of being so antsy and anxious so i left the house and walked almost 5 miles. this technically broke my PT rules but i was able to consciously engage my core the whole time to keep my back from hurting + my hips from subluxing (thank u 9 days of PT exercises already making a measurable difference) & now i'm taking a hot bath so i am..... Knocking On Wood that i'll be okay. please god.

#my shoulders and hips hurt significantly LESS than they did before i left the house #my legs and feet are just really sore now.#i have my next irl session in a couple days so i'll bring it up then #just like. hey i know patients in my condition should start slow and i do respect that #however. i am a former athlete and my muscles + brain alike Get Very Bad when i don't move.#if i'm GONNA walk for miles. what do u want me to do so i don't fuck myself over.#dignity of risk and all that. i do genuinely feel a lot better. these past couple days of not walking much i've been in SO much pain and SO #stressed out. waow.#this is the most i've walked in a day in Years. also arguably thanks to PT???#pt tag #exercise tag #autoimmune tag

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halogalopaghost · 7 months

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#IM SO STRESSED IM SO STRESSED #I feel like I'm not handling ANYTHING well rn #so many people have symptoms that are WAAAAAAY fucking worse and they're like. working full time jobs and being a parent and shit and #I'm like waaah oh no I have body aches and chronic fatigue looks like I'll have to be unemployed and never do anything ever 💀#how am I gonna live?? like. my parents are taking care of me and I'm so fucking glad but #SOMEDAY THEY WONT BE AROUND and that stresses me out so bad #I'm 25 years old and I NEED my mom every day if not physically then emotionally because I'm a little bitch baby that can't do anything for #herself. im having a hard time feeding myself I'm having a hard time keeping my living space clean #I'm not taking care of anything except the dogs sometimes and my lizard and she's not getting as much attention as she used to #I need a job and I need to be able to suck it up and DO THINGS but I feel like I'm not the person u was anymore #I was strong and I could push thru things and make myself do things and now I can't???? I just lay on the fucking couch!! and feel bad abtit #is it the tism. is it the ADHD. what about the chronic depression. how bout the fibromyalgia?#and the thing is that ALL OF THOSE THINGS ARE MILD #I don't have severe pain (yet).#I just can't handle it I don't WANT to handle it #so. shoutout to my mom I guess because if it wasn't for her I simply wouldn't be alive #I feel like I've never been happy!! why can't I just be content and be happy!!!!#I have no fucking reason to be unhappy!!!!!!

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ananxiousgenz · 21 days

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shivering shaking crying (just had to give their dead name and slightly incorrect pronouns to a whole class)

#this is from last night but like #still #its my own fault bc i got too scared to correct people #i'm also extremely nervous to keep telling people #mostly bc i'm worried my mom will find out #and i'm like sure she will accept me but like.#she finds out and that means i have to tell her my name and my pronouns and correct her when she messes up #and honestly i'd rather throw myself into traffic than correct her on that #idk #this has been stressing me out for like weeks #we're gonna see what happens #if she asks she asks and then i explain it and come out to her i suppose #sorry i've just been worried sick about this #lea chatters #lea vents #vent post

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rapidhighway · 1 month

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Hnngg

#im so stressed ughhhhh #this divorce is gonna end me man though im probably stressing out over nothing AGAIN #like tomorrow my dad's bringing some expert to the house to put a price on the house #and i literally have no idea whatever that's gonna be how we are gonna pay that shit lmaoo #also i just really don't wanna be there or be with them in the same house god i hate it when they're near each other #i am..... going through it more than i probably should since I'm an adult now n stuff but whatever #it's not like i can just stop feeling all this distress and grief n shit especially since he's already found a girlfriend #with kids and stuff and they've already been going to my grandparents ughhh i feel thrown away you know #it hasn't even been a year it's pissing me off so badly #i feel like killing myself every time i think about tomorrow and then I feel even worse when i think about later ughhh #i shouldn't be so distressed i really shouldn't #especially since I've been living my life on an incredible streak of luck so.#whateverrrrr #uhh like comment and subscribe #vent #i just gotta. cause there isn't anyone here i can really talk to since #everyone sees this so much more differently and sis is just always telling me im making it into something bigger than it is #but it's really stressing me out #idk i fear this is not gonna end nicely I don't even see him anymore #and it literally hasn't even been a year but he's not really talking to me but at the same time i don't really #feel like talking to him either so who knows uhh..

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frecklystars · 2 months

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I have another gig in a week and I'm so nervous 😭 I get paid hundreds of dollars for only five hours of work, but it is so nerve-racking and the work environment is so stressful, like literally every time I'm there I'm on the verge of tears or I have to take a 2 minute break before the show starts just to run to the restrooms and cry bc I get so stressed out. And then when I clock out I just cry my eyes out in my car while driving home. But hey!!! Hundreds of dollars!!! For five or six hours of my time!!! Only a few days a month!!! Hundreds!!! Of dollars!!! So it would be totally stupid to quit.

I wouldn't have been able to afford pampering myself on my last two F/O anniversaries (and currently placing an order for a rose bouquet for Six's anniversary for the 18th) if I didn't have this second job... but if it didn't pay me such a large amount of money each time, I probably would have quit by now bc it makes me so damn anxious. The show isn't even for one week and I'm sitting here stressing about it! I have one thousand other things to stress about and this job shouldn't be one of 'em 😤

I just keep trying to think about Ken hugging me while saying "Aw, sweet girl, don't be nervous! You JUST started this job, you've only worked three shows -- you think you're gonna be perfect your first try?? You're gonna be so good once you get the hang of it. Just look at me! I've been doing Beach for 62 years now, and I still don't know what my job is supposed to be... but I know I look So Cool™ 😎"

#my god i love ken SO MUCH i am so grateful to have an F/O who brings me comfort when im anxious #and grateful i am not as numb as i was three weeks ago #i am still struggling to self ship like i used to - and i think i always will bc of [gestures to 2023] - BUT #the fact that i thought of ken and felt some relief is a rly good sign bc three weeks ago i felt *nothing*#i am depressed and miserable as fuck today but he still gave me a crumb of comfort. THATS SOMETHING ✨#woof #plus I'm gonna be able to meet a TF voice actor in September bc of this job #I'm gonna give him my charms... and... say I liked his character...#and maybe it'll make me feel better around that character. or maybe it won't. but it's worth a try!!!#and how cool is it that I get to work in a place where so many big celebs do their shows?? and MEET them???#one day I wanna meet John Legend if he comes back again and tell him I LOVED him in La La Land 🥺#This job is impossible to get hired for unless if you have connections bc it's so... idk the word. fancy?#that's not the word but it's a Big Job and I am SO STRESSED MY GOD #but I'd be wasting opportunities if I didn't keep trying at least for a few more months #and if I gotta cry my eyes out in the parking lot after my shifts that's fine as long as I work the full five to six hours #I'm celebrating *THREE* F/O anniversaries in September which is ALSO MY BIRTHDAY #so I'm gonna need the extra cheddar to absolutely spoil myself. Officer K and Driver are two big main F/Os #and I still haven't celebrated my Barbie/Ken anniversary as much as I wanted #so!! I!! will!!! tough it out even though this job makes me cry. give me that money #I am stressed every day of my life bc I have a Complex Stress Disorder you might as well pay me hundreds to be stressed

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fourthclone · 4 months

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i got two replies out , woo . now i'm going to sleep .

#⚡ ⸺ ❝ moghome . [ ooc ]#just kind of. want to clarify i'll still pop in here to reply to stuff #i'm not burnt out on muse soasmuch as i am just #discouraged and uncomfortable #and unsure of what to do #i don't rly. want to steep myself further rn in theory talk anymore than i have or focus on trying to figure roche out.#i've spent too much time and energy on that and tbqh? the more i stress about whether or not square makes him an interesting chara or w/e #the less i want to write roche so i'm just. not gonna bother. lmk if you want to try out any potential avenues concerning my theories #and whatnot #i'll be operating on a strictly au basis so like. assume everything on this blog is bullshit for now #and ig if i don't like what they do w roche in part 3 i'll likely drop him as a muse #i'm not going to waste my time and energy wallowing on omg!!! they didn't give this character his due!!#i'm so tired of muses i write being done dirty man. i just expect it by this point and the less attached i get to it all the better #it just happens way too often so i just gotta. stop thinking so much and having another muse to focus on will help w that #i think i've reached the pt where i'm tired of 'fixing' characters. so i'm not gonna do it

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clochanam · 2 months

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i just made an account on lin.kedin, adulthood is an awful pool of job placements and "entry-level but we need u to have 6+ years experience" but damnit if i don't have my swimming bands and goggles on to wade through the shitstorm--

#( OUT OF SOULS. )#( me having stressed myself into a weird numb state of wisdom )#( i'm gonna be fine until september 1st )#( as u can see i am scheduling my breakdowns accordingly )#( but hello yeah job agencies i cannot stress to u enough )#( that 'fresh out of college! twenty years experience! also five degrees!' for 25k a year is feckin crazy )#( i'm looking for a man in finance vibes )#( wait maybe that's how i make my money )#( make a jazzy little rap about the impossibility of the irish job hunt )

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