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I have yet to see Kpop demon hunters today but I am craving for Jinu smut, But also I don’t like noncon/dubcon in the slightest but if this feels like it so be it lol, So may I request Jinu x huntrix member fem reader? When reader decides to investigate the saja boys by herself, The rest of the girls are obviously worried about her safety but she tells them that she’ll be okay, Cut to a couple hours later with Jinu absolutely pounding reader from behind and making her cum nonstop just as he wanted to ever since he layed eyes on her.
I can do dub-con. I don't think people realize it's a very common kink.
Pairing: Jinu x Fem!Reader
Tags: nsfw, smut, dub-con, rough sex, creampie, body betrayal, enemies who fuck, possessive sex, biting, hate sex
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A/N: This movie now lives rent free in my head.
You should have listened to your friends, you should have never went after Jinu all by yourself, you should have brought backup. Now you're bent over his bed, getting your pussy pounded raw and hard from behind. "Either you and yours are getting sloppy or you're really stupid for thinking you could defeat us on your own. Or even just defeat me. Or, hah, maybe, you came here hoping this would happen."
As soon as you heard him suggest such a thing you turned your head to glare at him. Jinu grinned, his smile as demonic as it always was, no longer hidden behind that pretty facade. With your arms pinned and held behind your back you could barely move, and whenever you did you just took his cock, over and over. It was driving you insane.
"Go fuck yourself, you goddamn bastard." You gritted through your teeth, biting back your moans as his thrusts kept getting faster and faster, deeper, almost like he was trying to punish you for acting foolish. "I would never stoop so low... to want someone like you." A high pitched moan escaped from your lips when you felt the sting of his hand on your ass.
"You say that, demon hunter, but your cunt is drooling for me, so tight and wet. Hear that, how sloppy and slutty you pussy gets with demon cock in it?" He slammed his cock into you, in and out, making your legs tremble and your vision blurry. "Be honest, it'll feel so much better."
You shook your head as you felt yourself blushing. You hated it, how good Jinu's cock felt inside of you, how good this felt and yet it was so wrong. You hated him, you should hate this too so why was your body working against you in this moment? Why couldn't you tell him to go to hell like you so many times before?
"Better, that's a good girl. No more fighting me. Don't worry, this can be our little secret, no one has to know how you whore yourself out for me." His body pressed fully against your, his demonic fangs nipping at the sensitive skin of your neck and shoulder. "I won't tell if you won't, demon hunter. You got my word." The glare you gave him was challenging, you hoped threatening but that was impossible with the filthy sounds of skin slapping against skin and your pussy taking his hard cock while you moaned.
"Your word... means nothing to me." You hissed, putting as much venom and hatred in your voice as you could have. He didn't seem pleased with that, he bared his long teeth at you and you hated how your pussy clenched around him when you saw them.
"Really? Fine, makes no difference to me. But see how your team feels when you come back to them, with your cunt freshly fucked and filled with demon cum." You watched him transform from his human form into his demon form, and god, his cock felt even better like this. "I don't care if you believe me or not but I'm gonna make sure you never forget this moment. The moment when you came from being fucked by me, because of my cock, because I made you feel so good!"
With one final thrust he pushed both your bodies over the edge, and you stopped yourself just in time to not scream his name. You didn't want to feed his ego any more than you already have. Jinu laughed maniacally as he fucked his seed deep into your pussy, the wet, messy noises only adding to his feral, wild nature.
"Fuck, yes, oh, wanted this... ever since I first saw you. Wanted to carve the shape of my cock into your cunt. Make you mine." He ended with a long kiss on your shoulder, still holding you while your body trembled and your vision swam. "Mine, only mine from now on." You expected him to be rough as he pulled out but he wasn't, he was slow, stopping as he heard you hiss and whimper. "Now that's a pretty little sight."
You heard a flash of a camera and turned to see Jinu smirking with his phone in his hand, his cock still out, dripping with the combination of your release. "You...! Gross! You have no shame!"
Jinu stuck his tongue out at you, "A little keepsake for me. To tide me over until our next time."
An unpleasant, or maybe pleasant, shiver went through you at the suggestion of a next time with him. "That won't happen. I'm going to bring you to your knees before then!"
"Oh? If you wanted me on my knees all you had to do was ask. I'm very good with my tongue. I can show you next time." His words and lewd gestures made your stomach tie into knots, and an uncomfortable heat form. "I could do it now. Seems like you might need some cleaning up."
Furious you stood up on your wobbly legs and slapped him. It was pathetic, that this was the best you could muster in this moment, but it also felt good to catch him off guard. "You're dead next time I see you."
Despite the slap he grinned at you, licking his lips, "Looking forward to it, my demon hunter." He winked at before he snapped his fingers next to your ear. For a moment you didn't understand what he did, then your vision started blurring. You tried to hit him again but ended up collapsing against him. "Let's get you somewhere where the others will find you." Barely coherent you thought you felt his lips press against your forehead before you fully passed out.
#jinu x reader#jinu imagine#jinu headcanons#jinu smut#jinu x you#jinu x female reader#jinu#jinu kpdh#jinu kdh#jinu kpop demon hunters#smut drabble#smut blurb#x female reader
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Lin Ling x reader bc i love this silly guy
Tags: Fluff, gn!reader, friendship or something more? :o
Tw: implied suicide
You and Lin Ling have been talking regularly for a few months now. It's normal since you both work in the same sector, sometimes exchanging a few ideas here and there or reviewing each other's final products. An inseparable duo who are almost always full of enthusiasm.
It's not as if you didn't already know about your admiration for heroes, but something always made Lin curious. Whenever the topic turned to Nice (which wasn't unusual, since the boy was responsible for writing the scripts for his commercials), your extreme admiration for him was visible. This was something he genuinely didn't understand. Sure, everyone loves Nice, but there's not much special about him apart from that weird and annoying perfection.
Finally, after several minutes of talking about all sorts of things, Lin finally lets it slip.
— "Why... do you love Nice so much?" — The boy asks with some apprehension, looking at you curiously as he waits for an answer. After a short silence, the words slip out smoothly. — "I wouldn't say love is the right word." — You think for a moment. Surprisingly, no other words come to mind. — "To be honest, I really don't know how to describe this feeling. It's a kind of admiration, which yes, perhaps borders on love." — Fearfully, you look at Lin before continuing. With a slight lump in your throat, a soft smile forms on your face, before you look away.
— "A while ago, he saved me." — You said in a firmer tone. Practically forcing the words out of your mouth. — "He told me: ‘Even though your pain is intense, I know that something bright awaits you in the future. It may not be now, or tomorrow. But please believe, there is something at the end that will make it all worthwhile’. Those words are still in my heart today. And they motivated me to get this far." — Her smile was serene, but somehow melancholy. Lin tried to think of the situation in which Nice could have said that or how he had saved you, but gave up immediately. From the fear and sadness in her words, it was clear as daylight that this was a delicate matter, to say the least.
He continued to watch your expression for a few seconds before your voice broke the silence once again.
— "That's why I'm not giving up. I'm going to keep living to prove not only to him, but to myself, that saving me that day wasn't a waste. Don't you agree, Lin?" — He couldn't say what, but something in his eyes changed the moment he said it. Now it's a look brimming with determination, and more than ever you shine. Full of hope, you now shine brightly.
— "That's a great idea. Hearing that, I can see that Nice saving you wasn't a waste. Not at all." — Lin said optimistically, admiring your relentless determination. What he thought was just a "silly crush" on the hero turned out to be as deep as his feelings for Xiao Yueqing. As much as Nice irritated him in a way because he was so "perfect", maybe now he'll have some of his gratitude. Not least because he had saved the one he now considers his best friend.
— "Please keep living." — The phrase slipped almost unintentionally from his lips, and exposed his deepest thoughts. As embarrassing as it was, he had no regrets, and continued. — "I think... You saved me a bit too. It would be a shame not to have you around anymore." — Lin's heart beats faster with every word. But why? It's not like the two of you are something more, isn't it? This feeling is so strange, but it's also warm. Lin Ling couldn't help but feel even more embarrassed when feeling his cheeks burn slightly after he had finished speaking.
— "I promise I'll do my best." — You say, gently touching the Lin’s hand, who doesn't even dare to look you in the face at the moment. Yes, he certainly is adorable. Maybe one day he'll be able to admit what this "unknown" feeling he has around you really is.
The cell phone in your pocket vibrates. The alarm tells you that break is over, and now you're both going back to your grueling work routine. Maybe that's the price you have to pay for that little moment of tenderness with him.
— "I hope you don't give up either, Lin." — You reminded him softly, heading back to your desk. Nice wasn't the only one who saved your life, Lin Ling did it too. His kindness was the main reason you continued to believe in the words the hero had once spoken to you.
— "I will try." — The boy muttered to himself, perhaps trying to convince himself that your intentions were the same as his when he said it too.
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WIP Word Game
Rules: You will be given a word. Share a snippet from a WIP for every letter in that word, then tag some people and give them a new word.
Thanks for the tag, @pentapoctopus 💖 My word was COMPLETION.
C: Fools (chapter 1 is already up on ao3, but I really need to go back and edit it again one day 😅)
"C'mere, sweetheart," Eddie said quietly, beckoning him over. Given that Steve was already sitting on the floor, he naturally scooted into the space between Eddie's open legs and looked up at him with his doe eyes.
O: Part-time Lover (part 3 of Bad Decision series, not posted)
"Oh yeah?" Robin gave him a wicked smile. "I doubt he'd still find you sexy if he knows about that one time you had a dildo stuck so deep in your ass that you got wheeled straight into the ER."
M: dream boys, don't get lost in your fairytale (not sure if I'd ever post this because it has grown so out of hand, but let's hope that I'll be done with it by the end of this year 🤞)
"Missed you, too," he returned softly, feeling dizzy and out of breath. "Daddy."
P: Risky Business (part 2 of Bad Decision series, not posted)
"Perfect," Billy repeated the word slowly, like he was tasting it, relishing the taste of it. An easy smile perched on Billy's lips as he carded his fingers through Steve's hair. "What else can I do for you, princess?"
L: Still Loving You (the prologue is already up on ao3)
"Listen, you could pretend all you want, and I don't care what you've been up to all those years. But don't ever expect me to forget about us. It pains me right here." He clutched his chest, almost pleading with her to look at his broken heart. "To finally see you again, only to watch you act like we're merely strangers and refuse to acknowledge my existence in your past."
E: Still Loving You (this is my first time writing them fighting. so excited! 😆)
Eddie caught her hand before she could get away. "What? So now I'm just Mr. Munson to you?"
T: untitled (omegaverse, alphas can shift into wolf form though most have lost that ability due to evolution, lonely o!Steve as a Disney princess)
Teddy was a big dog, bigger than the strays that often visited him for sure, and would dwarf Steve easily if the canine ever stood on his hind legs. With soulful russet eyes, black silky fur, and long sharp teeth, Teddy had burst into his monotonous life like a storm, saving him from a deathly fall from a willow tree one evening.
I: sweater weather (not posted)
It wasn't until Nancy, Jonathan, the kids, and the Upside Down that he realized how much of a bullshit he had been. And even then, he still clung pathetically to the few scraps of what once was in hopes all the horrible things that had ever happened to him would start making sense.
O: untitled (cat shifter Steve au)
"Oh, it's nothing fancy, just an experiment of mine." His ringed fingers scratched under Steve's chin absently, causing those heterochromia eyes to glaze over and squint into lazy slits. "This big boy seems to like it a lot, though."
N: princess treatment (not posted)
No wonder Dustin always acted so smug for being his favorite. Because Steve started seeing the appeal of the whole I'm-the-chosen-one thing.
No pressure tag: @kissesforvamp @rabidaly @wheneverfeasible @pukner @katyawriteswhump @fayefayefaye90 @lexirosewrites @thorniest-rose @mixsethaddams
Your word is: PARAMOUR.
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Doing this bc i have 0 post ideas!!! :p
🦴1) I'm a holothere but I just call myself nonhuman. :>
🦴2) I'm a wolf and werewolf! I might have something going on with wolfdogs, but I'm not sure.
🦴3) I guess so??? I already have a snout and ears n all, but sometimes my body feels more human at times. When i do feel more human (even tho i'm not) i can sometimes feel my fur growing, my snout shift, stuff like that.
🦴4) unfortunately, i have to pretend to be human because it's just not safe. If a single human knows my life will be over, I will get hurt mentally and physically. So i have to hold myself back. It can be hard sometimes, but I consider myself pretty good at pretending to be human. I sometimes accidentally let go and growl at something, but I try to either gaslight the ones around me, or just say it's "some weird thing i do".
🦴5) Mixed feelings. on one side, it's awesome! Almost everybeing is so welcoming and understanding. We're all freaks here, and wear that label as a badge of honor. I'm oh so very grateful for the beings who helped build this community, thank you so much.
But on the other side, idk. the misinformation that's being spread around, especially on tiktok, is crazy. But hey, every community has its good and bad sides!!
🦴6) I like riding my electric bike super fast, i love feeling the nice fresh breeze go through my fur. Taking walks in nature is also nice.
🦴7) Yeah. I hate being in cities or just in crowded spaces in general, like the mall. It just reminds me how humans see me as one of them, even tho i'm not. I may be a wolf/werewolf, but this body is shaped really weirdly. I don't see myself as human, i don't look human, i am not a human. But when i feel dysphoric i start to feel more human(ish). And that sucks.
🦴8) Be safe out there!! Be weary of your surroundings!! It's important to be yourself, but there's a lot of dangerous people out there who will try to hurt you. I recommend to be with friends/ have a handler with you when doing quads in the open or stuff like that. Not everywhere is safe, so be careful!
🦴9) Tails seem nice along with stuff like jewelry, but the rest is a no for me. They just make me more dysphoric tbh. Reminds me again, how humans see me as one of them no matter what (Also that my body is just fucking ass). When i wear masks or gloves it just feels like i'm wearing a cheap knock-off costume of myself, and i hate that. Reminds me of how my snout, ears, paws and more have been misformed to the point people mistake me for being human. Again, I don't see myself as human, i don't look human, i am not a human. But when i feel dysphoric i start to feel more human(ish).
Also wearing stuff on my face like masks is just really hard in general, i cant breathe in them :<
🦴10) I was born a wolf/ werewolf. I still do stuff that humans do and still have a few human behaviors, but that's because i was literally raised amongst them.
🦴11) sigh i don't have any alterhuman friends so i can't tag any 💔
okay that's it!! i know the original post was posted like a year ago but i had nothing better to do.
If you are an alter/nonhuman, reblog and answer these questions!
(don't be afraid to write a lot, do what you want ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)
1/ Which category of alterhumanity do you belong to?
2/ What/who is/are your type(s)? (if you have any)
3/ Do you experience shifts? If so, can you tell us your most common shifts and your strangest cameo shift (if you've ever had a cameo shift)?
4/ How do you experience your alterhumanity in everyday life?
5/ What do you think of the community?
6/ What are the things that make you most comfortable and euphoric in your alterhumanity?
7/ Are you experiencing species dysphoria?
8/ What advice would you like to say to a young alterhuman who has just awakened?
9/ Do you have/want to have gears?
10/ Do you know/have any theories about the origin of your alterhumanity? If so, tell us! (all beliefs are legitimate)
11/ Tag someone/a creature to answer these questions!ㅤᵕ̈
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[Something something Soul and time loops.]
[Song is "Half The Glass" by Allenimations]
#cccc#cccc heart#cj heart#cccc mind#cj mind#cccc soul#cj soul#cccc whole#cj whole#[It's just an animatic and knowing my absolute garbage motivation skills it'll probably stay an animatic forever.]#[But whatever.]#[Ahahahah.. . a part of me really doesn't want to post it but a part of me does.]#[I think one of the big reasons I don't is cus I don't feel like it 1:1 represents how I think things go in my interpretation.]#[Like. It doesn't literally go like that. [But I think everyone here already knows what symbolism is so idk why I'm-]]#[That mixed with me already being. Apprehensive? Nervous?]#[Some sort of hesitant emotion towards the idea of sharing my serious CCCC stuff.]#[But like. Surely I won't get mauled to death over an animatic right.]#[<- Trying to convince myself.]#[I'm realizing now that this is probably all just anxiety talking.]#[Hi I exploded some of the tags sorry about that.]#[I need to stop posting so late at night.]
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Reposting this one on its own bc. It means So Much To Me. It means EVERYTHING TO ME.
#fire emblem#feh#i kinda already said it but the body language here DOES drive me insane. like. oooughhf#also like you give me an inch i'm taking a mile. when it comes to askr family.#LIKE how much physical affection do you think was normal for them? how much seemed genuine#and how much seemed like a social ritual? but the performance of something doesn't always negate Real Feelings in there#also sorry i have been playing w SOMETHING in the way back of my mind.#specific alfonseisms where like. where the hell did you pick that up from. you extremely standoffish emotionally constipated man.#like. sharena clearly in every way takes after henriette the most. both naturally AND on purpose#but. what if... what if.... alfonse growing up Did pick up a few henrietteisms. he's shaped to be like gustav for sure#but for my own nefarious purposes. the idea that alfonse has this extremely doting side to him.#LIKE for the record this is just me Saying Things having feelings and less about what's portrayed here LMFAO#like i really should be making a separate post about it. but. these are thoughts i have a lot of difficulty#putting into words. so. tag ramble. and the art that prompted it. ect.#fe henriette#fe alfonse#sharena#MY SWEETIE PEES....#official work#fe kiran#fe anna#SORRY I GOT LOST IN THE SAUCE
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you ever just see a super niche piece of d&d advice (idek if this is the right word for it) and feel an itch in your bones to make an entire zine that's effectively an essay talking about how much you dislike it and the ableist implications of it being enforced at tables but it's just for you because you don't share your thoughts with other human beings that'd be wild and you don't particularly feel like being told it's not actually ableist and you're just oversensitive and can't take a joke today. no just me never mind dw about it
#dungeons and dragons#dnd#d&d#ttrpgs#ttrpg#zines#zine making#for anyone who is interested it's truly so random but here goes the tags rambles we're being brave today and sharing our opinions#so I saw a tiktok (it was actually a reel but we move) of someone joking that as the barbarian in the party#they seem to know their party members' abilities more than they do#like they'll help out the wizard with what spells they have#or have a statblock ready for the druid's wildshape#and I was like huh this is cute and funny we love players supporting each other at the table#and then people in the comments were mentioning that they use timers in their home games??#so like people have two minutes to figure out what they're going to do and do it otherwise they lose their turn and the round moves on#and loads of people were going like “omg this is genius haha gonna do this myself”#and like I cannot express how humiliating it would be for me if I was thinking and someone whips out a literal stopwatch and is like#“go faster grr!!”#I'm chronically ill and neurodivergent and mentally ill and all of my disabilities can affect my cognitive abilities#meaning I can take longer to figure things out than other people or forget what I was doing or how to speak or whatever#and it just got me thinking more generally as well about the obsession with efficiency in our current culture#and how sad it made me that so many people are implementing such a humiliating tool of efficiency in their home games? with their friends?#and like sure if everyone is consenting and happy with it fine but I just hate the idea of punishing disabled people for being disabled#especially when so many of us use ttrpgs as an escape mechanism and a tool of fantasy#like I do not want my high int wizard to have debilitating brain fog that's not part of the dream for me yk?#anyway this is very random but I have been getting really into zine making this year#it's a very fun creative outlet and I find it doesn't have as much as the pressure that other creative hobbies have had for me in the past#we're sharing our opinions woo!! exposure is important in getting over fears and I hate that because it feels so icky!!
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my brother just gave me the bad news about doctor who. I knew vaguely that something happened that was really unpopular, but I didn't realise it was THAT bad!???
#dr who#dr who spoilers#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#like the doctor regenerating into a previous version of themselves is weird but it can make narrative sense in the rules the show has set u#but regenerating into another person!? i'm sure they're gonna try and come up with some bs reason around why that happened#but they've definitely jumped the shark with this one#rtd i had faith in you why would you do this...#i'm so disappointed#also not to mention how completely insane it is that basically the entire dr who fandom on here is on the same page about this#you have to fuck up real bad for tumblr to unanimously agree something is bad#this is the fucking bbc sherlock website for crying out loud#this fandom lived through the dogshit seasons of the chibnall era and some people still came out of that thinking it was good#no shade to anyone who enjoyed those seasons i just think the writing was shit. and also everything else.#i love you jodie whittaker they did you so dirty#my hot take is that they should've just let the doctor die after matt smith#like i LOVE peter capaldi don't get me wrong i'm just talking about it narratively making the most sense#cause that's when they retconned the whole limited number of regenerations thing#like i know it's a huge staple in british culture and everything and they didn't want the show to die but it's really overstayed its welcom#sorry i need to stop before i write an entire essay of my dr who opinions in the tags
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#mine musings#not tagging etc etc#i just want to ramble (this is about lc)#do people feel like lg's character is incomplete without a backstory?#like a “past” before he met cxs#i feel like it's a nice-to-have thing (wouldn't be opposed to it) but i don't think his character requires it to be fully fleshed out yknow#his character is strongly defined by his role in the narrative because that's how stories work. but like#i do feel like we've learned a lot about him that would've stayed constant even if cxs isn't in his life though#like idk i just don't understand calling him a plot device i guess#like would he be more interesting if it was revealed he got attached to cxs so easily bc he had some kind of unhappy childhood or whatever?#i mean if it's executed well. sure?#personallyyyyyyy i think it's already compelling if he's just like. some guy#he's just some nerdy kid who made a friend and felt grief and loss for the first time and couldn't take it#like. that's compelling to me. unhappy childhood would be interesting too but like. there's nothing wrong with lg being just Some Guy™ imo😭#maybe it's bc i like the idea that lg could be anyone#and what i mean is like. that could be me. that could be you#all it takes is to find a love and friendship you're not willing to let go of. and as S1 has shown many clients have the same regrets#the only difference is that they never had the ability to change the past like lg did#like cxs said in YE1. everyone would want to have the ability to change the past. it's human nature#and i like the idea that the love and grief lg went through isn't something that's unique to him#like obviously it's unique in the sense that he makes it worse for himself with time loops#but like. the love he experienced could also happen to me. could also happen to you#same with the grief#i'm realizing as i'm rambling here that THIS is actually what i love about lg's character#now i kinda wish i didn't hide this in the tags lmao but whatever#i didn't want to invite debates over this and like if director li wants to give him a backstory that's fine#but the way lg is right now. i don't think he's “just a plot device”#and i don't think he's an incomplete character#i'll accept any backstory but god i really wish he stays being just Some Guy who loved and lost and continues to love and lose#because it's human and normal and everyone goes through it
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The funniest thing about fandom spaces on like Reddit and YouTube or whatever is how many people spend all of it complaining about various aspects of it. Not critiquing it or even engaging in discussion or debate, just being like, "This sucks, I wish it were more like [the early seasons/the first album/how it would have gone in my head]."
Like. Maybe some folks should accept that they just don't actually like the thing and go find another place to hang out online?
#this is about ghost#but it is also about many things#i'm sure this happens on tumblr too but for the most part#when i go into a tag for a fandom here#i just find people really excited about it#we also won't talk about the ppl who police how other people engage with a fandom or IP or story or band or whatever#my posts#fandom
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#excuse me while i have a very selfish rant in the tags because i've been thinking about it for a while now and i need to get it out#i debated if posting about it or not but there's literally nobody who actually gets what i'm about to say because it's about good omens#and the only good omens people in my life are here on tumblr dkjfhgdg#but i've been feeling really conflicted about this whole situation (as i said... selfish rant)#i am not sure still how comfortable i am about happily engaging with the show and the fandom#not that there's anything wrong with still enjoying it but I MYSELF feel a bit icky. it's been tainted. my enjoyment of it isn't the same#yes it's still a story that's very dear to me and the cast is very dear to me and i am excited for the story's end#but it also bring on horrible thoughts of course because it reminds me of that fucking bastard so it's not like everything is just happines#and what's really rotting my brain right now is the fan animatic i was making... i always planned to come back to it#but then everything happened and now it's not something i want to dedicate so much time an effort to#because it comes with a very dark veil over it... but on the other hand i was incredibly proud of it and i was really REALLY excited#to finish it and share it with the fandom that's so wonderfully dear to me...#so i'm really REALLY struggling to accept both types of feelings right now... feelings that should be mutually exclusive but sadly aren't#one thing that fills me with so much joy also makes me feel like absolute shit at the same time#i very much doubt i'll ever finish and post that animatic now... maybe in the future i will try my hand at a different project#but that also makes me so sad because of the effort and love and pride that went into it already... it just feels like a reminder that#we also fell for the lies... and as i said VERY selfish rant... of course i'm not the victim here. i am nobody#but the feelings are there and it doesn't matter if i ignore them or think i shouldn't be feeling them... they're not gonna go away#so while i can accept that i'm not a victim in this situation and that nothing horrible happened to me... i can still be disappointed right#anyways that's my rant... i will have to look at a piece of art that i poured my heart into and just lock it in a drawer forever#while a veil of horribleness covers everything that has to do with good omens forever...#and of course the reminder that real people have suffered an absolute nightmare of a situation that i could never even begin to imagine#so like... yeah... i'm having a lovely afternoon lol#angel talks#personal
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excerpts from interviews horikoshi has given in 2018.



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these aren't the only interviews where he has talked about this, but i don't want to dig up every single instance of him adressing the idea of "everyone has their own unique definition of what a hero/heroism is"' because he was basically just saying the same thing over and over again over the course of the past few years. i think he even brought it up in one of his more recent interviews, but even if he hadn't, i see no reason to believe that he changed his mind at some point after 2018.
i mostly just think it's interesting in how it relates to tomura and tomura's character arc. basically, if your goal is to explore all the different shapes and forms a "hero" can take, you'd naturally ask yourself the question: "can a villain be a hero? and what would that look like?" where tomura is the answer to both of these questions. his brand of heroism is defined by wanting to be a hero for the villains (as a villain) and by destroying for their sake in order to create a future where they can live how they see fit. but that ultimately means that he couldn't ever stop being a villain or abandon his goal of destruction in the literal and most extreme definition of the word since that would have changed his idea of heroism too much in order to turn it into something more "acceptable", when the whole idea seems to be that even tomura's brand of heroism is valid, and that even a villain who is and wants to be a hero for other villains can and has the right to exist. any attempt at "redeeming" tomura or getting him to re-join society on the heroes' terms or re-define what it means to "destroy" or perhaps even abandon that goal entirely would have sort of defeated the point because it would have been akin to "converting" him, and basically forcing him back into a box (essentially saying that, in order to be a hero, he can only have "this type of existence").
but since this is bnha (where, when neither of two parties wants to give up, someone has to die, even a teenage girl's slate cannot, ever, "be wiped clean," nothing can change the fact that people "still became murderers" who cannot be forgiven, etc.), and jail just isn't that dramatic/emotionally moving/exciting of a conclusion, if he was never supposed to stop being a villain, if, in fact, him being a villain (in spite of afo, not because of him) was the entire point of his character, and fighting to "destroy until the bitter end" was the culimination of his character arc, then there was never any other outcome for him but death.
#feel like i'm not saying anything new or interesting here but also. not sure how many people bother to read through hrksh interviews#and since i am not horikoshi this is also just me theorizing but if that was basically his entire purpose as a character in the story#(as opposed to him being the ultimate victim for deku to save) then it of course it makes sense why he neither got saved nor redeemed#because redeeming or saving him would have basically been horikoshi going against “what others views as a hero figure” etc. etc.#“destroying” is also. part of this heroism - destroying for the sake of *others* - it's not the quirk that defines you but how you use it#imo there's this thing in general with the villains having as much “right” to stay true to their convictions/beliefs as the heroes do#where it's not really about “saving” or “fixing” them but their “right” to say no to and reject the heroes#or whatever the heroes might have to offer - if what they have to offer isn't considered good enough etc.#something something about shonen cast going head-to-head with another shonen cast etc. etc.#am i putting this in the tags? worried but i just might#bnha#tomura shigaraki#mine
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*exasperated sigh lol* changeeeeee is hardddddd
#the talkies tag#it's been a minute since i did the whole 'small post with lots of tags' bit#idk it's just. for the past couple months i've been really comfortable just vibing with the couple of really good friends i have#and then i went to a dance and met two (2) new people and we exchanged numbers and such#and i decided in that moment that i'd put as much effort as i could into replying on time and actually making goodhearted attempts for them#and for some reason that whole thing has been stressing me out as of late#like i understand that this is a Good Thing and Important Thing to learn how to do the whole social thing#and i want to! i so genuinely want to work on that!#it just. it's just a lot for my mind right now for some reason#i do wish i could remain in the little hidey-hole of 'have like three really great people in your life and chill'#but i also would rather not give up on improving my 'making friends' skills#and so the result becomes: i'm weirdly stressed about nothing in particular#and it begins to drain my poor little introverted self to the point that any socialising is hard#and the real zinger of this whole thing is that i got ONE DAYYY of bad sleep and it threw off my whole grooveee ToT#so yeahhhh- basically the gist is you guys here on Tumblr are My People and don't tire me out and real world stuff is hard#(btw just to really make sure this is clear i am not venting about anybody here y'all are chill as heck i love y'all)#that said i love all my friends very much#and if i have not been very good at responding to you. i am so sorry <3 i swear i cherish you and your friendship#my mind has been everywhere recently#you reading this btw i love you a lot ^-^#thanks for listening#it means a ton#vent
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hey guys so I just started reading Flatland by Edwin A. Abbott and OMG AHSBNSBSBSNSNBSHZHSHDBFHGGHFHGRJ2KSHSBSNSK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THINKING ABOUT THE RELATIVITY BETWEEN DIMENSIONS!!!!!!
#probably the nerdiest thing i will ever read in my entire life but I AM SO HAPPY#Its the unabridged and corrected 1992 republication btw. if you wanna get specific#the only book in which i have actually decided to read the introductory notes and i do NOT regret it because the editor's one IMMEDIATELY#brought up the “oh but surely the second dimension has thickness how else would flatlanders see anything” AND GAVE A REALLY GOOD ANSWER.#which i cannot tell you here. bc it is several paragraphs long and idk how i would shorten it. i would hit tag limit. if thats a thing.#anyways. I'm only a little bit into the first part which basically explains how Flatland works as a society so i haven't even gotten to the#sphere yet but OH MAN I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED ABOUT A ROUND OBJECT IN MY LIFE#IM LOSING IT OVER THIS BOOK AAAA :D#me: im so glad i dont have a math class during my senior year! now i dont have to learn anything math-related!#also me: but what if i started studying a complex and almost entirely theoretical part of geometry#bc YEAH i didn't just buy this book bc of gravity falls. I BOUGHT IT BC IVE BEEN RESEARCHING THE 4TH DIMENSION WOOOOOOO!!!!!#one thing i will say i dont like. introductory note suggests the the 4th dimension might be time. this is ok tho bc its followed up with#also saying that time is not a spatial dimension and exist across the 0 1st 2nd and 3rd dimensions which. that epuld mean we live in 4d#already. so. i was worried for a second but THANK YOU THANK YOU OH MY GOD PEOPLE TRYING TO SAY “OH THE 4TH DIMENSION IS TIME” I HATE THAT SO#MUCH AAAAGGHHHH AT LEAST RECOGNIZE ITS NOT SPATIAL!!! TIME IS NOT A SPATIAL DIMENSION!!!!!!! IF IT WAS THEN 4D TRAVEL AND TIME TRAVEL WPULD#BE FHE SAME THING AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY MUCH COOLER POSSIBILITIES WPULD BE THROWN AWAY IF THAT WAS THAT CASE!!!!! AND. AND. IF THE 4TH#DIMENSION IS TIME. THEN WHATS THE 5TH?? 6TH?? YPU CANT KEEP GOINF ON FOREVER LIKE THAT. YPURE JUST MAKEING MORE 3D WORLSS WITH STUFF IN#ADDITION TO TIME. INTERESTING BUT THAY IS NOT ABOHT HIGHRER DIEMSBSJSNSBAKAJSHDHDHHDHDHDJ#sorry for the rant. jsut. agh i want a spatial 4th dimension. i dont think tesseracts exist through time that would just be an aged cube#anyways yeahhh i love the 4th dimension. new hyperfixation or new special interest? ill have to wait and see. anyways i have done it i have#an oc whos 4 dimensional now and she is the coolest ever i love her#but yeah this book is sosososo good i am literally gonna bring it to school to read instead of draw bc i would lose it if i didn't#10/10 would recommend to anyone who wants to Think
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Go play pretend on your own (Patreon)
#Doodles#Helix#Dexter Favin#Coraline#The Beldam#The other side of this coin <3 Call him out but this time make it unfriendly hehe#I talked last time about the daring rescue!! I do love the daring rescue in Coraline AUs ah same thing with the Camp Camp Coraline AU haha#Burst in through the door! Those poor hinges!#It is a bit funny imagining him crawling through the tunnel in a hurry and kicking the doors open all winded haha <3#It's all very serious of course Max needs help! Stuck behind the mirror from disobeying perhaps?#I was pretty hard on him last time that he'd just Immediately give up his soul for cheap tricks but like - would he?#Yes he's reckless and foolish but he's also stubborn and prideful and hates being told what to do so there's that lol#Which does he want more! The high or his freedom to refuse? I could see it going either way#And for Dex's sake I would hope he'd refuse! As if he hasn't suffered enough eye trauma (eventually)#Ough the thought of him starting to say yes and getting one button eye in and then rescinding his yes ouch#Doomed to have one eye no matter where he goes ah 💔#Anyway - Dex!!! Watch I'll make another one with the ideas mentioned here and then talk about more ideas in those tags pft#Since agreeing with him didn't work how about shaming? ''Go away you're no better''#She really is going hard on him like ''What's your angle? You get him back and then what? Will that actually fix anything?''#Very much pulling from Dexter's meetings with Max at the Institute there hhhhhh as if I needed more feelings about it#Eco_Mono did such a beautiful job playing Dex - so much to consider hehe - but there was one question that I can't stop thinking about#''Why would you want him back?'' and Dexter didn't really have much of an answer - he was barely more than a concept at the time!#Having had the opportunity to see his character grow into himself has given me Such brainworms about that question ♥♪♫#Very want to explore it <3#In the meanwhile it's fun to pit these two against each other haha what an odd matchup ♪#I've only barely drawn the Beldam before now that I think of it! And I think only in her final metal-spidery form never in her mid form here#She's fun :D And so tall! Dexter finally feeling small for a change haha#Her having to fight adult selfishness would be quite interesting I think - something tinged with but not quite the same as loyalty#She can relate to the possessiveness at least hehe I'm sure he'd appreciate the comparison
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the irony of one the first main things established about omori as a character is that he's known for his great memory as if he hasn't lost the entire fucking plot repeatedly for years.

like he has a great memory!! if you don't take into account He's Actually The God Of Repression.
#replaying the game aggaaaiinnnn#now with full appreciation for foreshadowingggg#omori#omori spoilers#raven rambles#.....should probably have like a tag specifically for playing incase people wanna block it lmfao#raven plays omori#fr though he has a great memory until he forgets minor details like he was designed to help sunny forget everything#goddddddd it kinda makes you wonder though how much of it he's aware of#it's implied he still remembers basil after deep well. but I dont know if he's aware he's actively causing everyone else's#memory of him to disappear. like yeah yeah deep well is designed to make him forget too. he set himself up#to make sure sunny never reached blackspace. the loop resets if they fail. if they die#but the whole branch coral dialogue makes it seem like yes. omori is still very aware of basil's existence.#I have a lot of thoughts on deep well.#and especially omori not really realizing he's the one sending basil to blackspace because in past loops it was stranger who confronted him#his guilt of leaving basil is the one thing still tying sunny to the real world. mari is dead. he can't do anything about that except forge#basil is still alive.#as long as he remembers that basil exists#he will keep unknowingly dragging himself back to blackspace. blackspace would stay hidden if stranger wasnt haunting him lmao#he starts the loop by sending him there and then follows through on it by searching for him because he's not yet aware its his own fault#idk it's. aaaaaaaaaaaa#the hug in the true ending is everything to meeeeeee#I have a lot of thoughts about blackspace too but not right nowww thats an essay for much laterrrrr#there's just something about the “deity forgets theyre a deity and rediscovers it later and denies it and forgets again” that kills me#ESPECIALLY WITH THE FUCKING TIME LOOP#and then there's the route additions. he can accept it but he'll try to fight sunny to end it one final time#looooookkkk I'm veryyyy norMALLL ABOUT THIS GAAAAME#hylia and omori remind me of each other in their sort of ignorance of their own power. hylia being the reincarnations of zelda#see it all loops back to just Tropes I Fucking Love#there's a pattern here. do you see the pattern?
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