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nothing feels as good as falling back into my pink panda era like pls mr chu ibsul wihae chu dalkomhage chu 🤧🤧
#tp#IM FALLING FALLING FOR YOUR LOVE HEY YOU‼️‼️#gosh me hearts chorong so so so so much i kid you not forever my gf#NAE MAEUM HEUNDEUL HEUNDEUL HEUNDEULO‼️‼️#DO YOU REMEMBER URIL BICHUDEON TAEYANG NEOLGO PULEU BADA MACHI EOJECHEOREOM!!#HAMKKE TTEONAYO SIWONHAN BALAM SOGE ONEULEU. DA IJGO GEUTTAD ULICHEOREOM#OH HAYOUUUUNG 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#JEONG EUNJIIIIIIIIIIII 😵😵😵🤧🤧🤧‼️‼️‼️‼️#you AAAAARE MY ONLY ONE BABY ‼️‼️‼️‼️💔💔💔💔💔#lyrics printed in my heart forever my women ughhhhhhhhh#BOOM POW LOVE BOO BOO BOOM POW LOVE‼️‼️‼️‼️#literally insane discography
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HOW SHIFT USING THE GATEWAY TAPES (UPDATED)
Hey, I want start off to apologize. I'm so sorry for bringing awareness to the tapes and then not clarifying on what to do or how to start. I did try to answer every question I can. I did post a guide a while back but Im still remastering it
IMPORTANT VOCAB
F10- body asleep and mind awake
F12- having your consciousness in the universe and expanded
HOW TO START:
So first off you need click on drive. Once you open the drive you will see tapes.
Before staring the tapes you NEED read a MANUAL. So if you look at your bottom left corner. You will see a PDF and it will have a picture of a old man. He's name is Bob. The creator of the tapes. I love Bob.
Once you click on the tape. You scroll down and you see titles. These titles are the titles of the tape in the folders that your going to use. At the bottom of the titles, there going be a discription. These discription tell you what the tapes do but also how they work and what you need to do during those tapes. Once your done your ready to go
STEPS
Step 1: open the drive and you will see the folders of tapes. ‼️DO NOT USE ANY OTHER AUDIO EXPECTED THE DRIVE. YOUTUBE COMPRESS THEM AND MAKE THEM NOT WORK‼️
[GATEWAY TAPES DRIVE ](https://drive.google.com/drive/u/0/mobile/folders/1vZJg5oJvfYVwWryJh05pfkZTV0cnd026)
Step 2: click the bottom far left corner. It's a Manuel and has a picture of a old guy smiling (bob)
Step 3: find the title of the tape your going to use. Read it carefully and know what's going happened and what to do
Step 4: go to discovery and play the first tape. Don't fall asleep! Be awake during the tapes!
Great! Keep doing these tapes for each tape. Each tape you must do it 3 times or more. So you can get familiar with it. BUT MOST IMPORTANT IF YOUR NOT READY TO MOVE ON OR YOU FEEL LIKE YOU NEED KEEP DOING. THAT'S OKAY, SHIFTING IS ALWAYS GOING BE HERE SO DONT RUSH
‼️PAY ATTENTION TO THIS PART‼️
Once you reach Tape 3- advanced F10. There's a trigger that YOU MUST MASTER. The whole point of discovery is to train your brain to be awake and body asleep.
Now continues the normal steps like the other but this time. You need keep doing it until your able do It without the tapes. This is very important because when your trying reach F12(the goal). You need to be in F10 first and master It already
After that, you NEED to do the other tapes like the normal steps. Because the 4 tape is to have fear go away and if you blockages. The 5 is for awareness while you sleep and 6- free flow- is to freestyle
‼️Make sure to let go any expectations of these tapes because this will hold you back! Put your expectations and your needs in the energy box!‼️
But you can go to F12 tape.
F12 tape is next to discovery. Know as Wave 2. A lot of people ask why only that tape and not the others. Well! If you do F12 tape and in beginning bobs explains that after F12 tape. Those tapes are TOOLS. Those tools involved with manefisting, remote viewing, answering questions etc (I recommend you to check it out)
So the thing you need to do is master F12 and then shift!
Tips and questions
Q: what are gateway tapes?
A: here's some recourses that explains it way more better then I ever could
[gateway tapes ](https://youtu.be/46E_FX-KxZ8?si=yV8dqgoBdcNJXclD)
[Gateway tapes CIA EXPLAINED ](https://youtu.be/HOFq3ruef7I?si=JbwpcgnZ9rrbGyyz)
Q: can I shift at F10?
A: yes you can. It's possible but it's not really meant for that. Its more of SATS approach if that's what you're looking for because F10 is mind awake and body asleep
Q: how many times do I listen to it
A: as many times you feel like. I personally listen to it 3-4 times a day but only because I'm in summer break. Whatever works in your schedule
Q: how do I know I'm in F10?
A: your body is heavy and your limbs are numb. Your body is supposed to be asleep. Many people reported that the hear themselves snore. Me personally, my breath is non-existent and my chest is numb in away. Or like barely there. Trust me you will know. Ofc this doesn't mean you can't move you body at all. You can move your body in F10 but need the WILL to move your body. It can be different from everyone
Q: I tried it couple of days, why is it working?
A: first off, you need patience. This is practice. It's like a baseball player wanting to be the best pitcher in the world but they throw the ball couple of times and then when it's not right. They run and cry in there room. You need take the tapes seriously not half ass it and be PATIENT. Don't rush things. That's the worse thing you can do because you will miss important cues and it's going be all bad.
Q: I keep falling asleep why is that
A: your brain and body is not used to it. Your brain isn't normal active. Its active but it's going through your sleep cycles. So having your brain be in vibration state of being awake and your body being sleep cycle. It's going get confused because it's not used to it. That's why the tapes train it.
Q: do I need earphones or headphones when listening to tape
A: yes, you need ones that aren't noise cancelling and make sure that you hear bob in your right ear. Only because there certain sounds that play in both your ears for your brain to sync.
Q: are these tapes actually going make me shift
A: yes, I believe it will. The only reason why I personally believe that anyone can 1000 percent shift because these gateway tapes were run by scientist and actually doctor in fields to perfect it. Not only that CIA agents use these and it's approved by the CIA. There actually evidence and research done. It isn't like some random teenagers made a method up in there room. These tapes are designed to open the human mind and Bob himself even talked to alter version of himself with these tapes.
‼️MOST IMPORTANT TAKE‼️
Now, you gotta have open mind and believe it too. You cant go in the tapes with a negative mindset and expect a beautiful outcome. This is in every method you used..not only the gateway tapes. If you believe it won't work because whatever the case then obviously it won't work because your mind is going block everything and not letting it's self In general. This is life In general.
#reality shifting#shifting blog#shifting community#shifting antis dni#law of assumption#void state#shifters
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NO ESCAPE
description] Fem Reader x Rafe Cameron x Barry
[summary] After a rough breakup Rafe sends Barry out to find you at a party and what they have for you in store is a nightmare full of pleasure
[cw + tw] 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, abusive relationship, physical abuse, strong language, stalking, non con, alcohol use, drug use, gun use, life threatening, degrading talk, angst, fear, embarrassment, SMUT
[authors note] this one is VERY long and has VERY sensitive triggers, please read at your own risk
‼️ADULT CONTENT AHEAD‼️
Enjoy 🖤
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Text messages:
- Kie: hey are you coming to Sarah’s party tonight? it’s at the water, i can pick you up
- y/n: i dont know.. after everything that happened with Rafe im afraid he’ll show up and i don’t want to see him right now
- Kie: Sarah told me he wasn’t going because she invited pogues lmao
- y/n: i’ll think about it, i’ll call you in an hour or so
- Kie: kk <3
Rafe and i dated for a year before things got bad, we had our ups and downs but never did i expect him to put his hands on me in a violent way
Rafe hit me for the first time a month ago, he said he was sorry and that he just couldn’t handle the way things were going with his family and business
i gave him the benefit of the doubt because he has been under so much stress and sometimes i add to the problem
two days later he hit me again and split my lip open then screamed in my face because i got blood on his shirt
slowly his i love you’s turned into i hate you’s
it’s hard because i love him so much, he was the picture boyfriend, until he wasn’t
i hid the abuse, i didn’t want people to know, just incase he changed
my friends know we ended badly but they just assumed it’s because Rafe is an asshole, everybody knows he is
the first time he threatened to kill me was the day that i left, that was only a week ago
he held me down on the floor of his bedroom with one hand around my throat and the other holding his pistol to my temple “the next time you speak to me like that again i’m going to put a bullet in your fucking skull, DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?” his words spit on me like venom
a part of me misses him and that’s why i don’t want to see him tonight, i’ll cave and end up going home with him, i know i will, because i love him
i lay down in bed and close my eyes, i’ll make a decision in a little while
i fall asleep for a few hours and when i wake up i have another text from Kie
Kie: so Sarah and i decided you ARE coming because we need you!! she told me Rafe will not be there, the boys are coming too nothing bad is going to happen!! get dressed bitch i’ll pick you up at 7
i text JJ, John B, and Pope in a group chat
- me: hey all 3 of you are going to Sarah’s party tonight right?
- John B: yeah i’m here now helping her set up
- Pope: yes i’m picking Cleo up soon
- JJ: yep Kie called me and told me that you’re afraid Captain Douchebag will show up so obviously i will be there… and i would like to drink some alcohol…
- me: thanks boys, see you later <3
i let out a sigh of relief, at least those 3 will be able to handle Rafe if he shows up
i undress myself to take a shower and run my fingers over my yellow healing rib cage where Rafe had kicked me a couple weeks ago
tonight will be fun. tonight will be fun. tonight will be fun. i try to convince myself, i deserve to go out
after i shower i do my hair and makeup then get dressed
i throw on a short pink dress and my birkenstock sandals
7:03pm
text message
- Kie: i’m here
Kie is in my driveway playing music on full blast and dancing like a nut which makes me laugh, i’m always thankful for her trying to lift my spirits
We jam out in the car and get ourselves pumped for the party
When we get there i scan the entire lot for Rafes pickup or dirt bike, neither of which i see
“Relax y/n, he’s not coming” Kie says, she grabs my hand and holds it, we share a smile, hers excited, mine nervous
A giant bonfire glows in the middle of a heard of people
Loud music, beer, liquor, and over 100 people- kooks and pogues combined…
if Rafe isn’t coming, he at least has someone watching
i immediately grab a drink to loosen up so i can enjoy tonight, the first one goes down like water so i pour myself a second
“whoaaa slow down there killa, you’re drinking like me right now!” JJ laughs while nudging my arm “i’ll be right here all night, enjoy yourself, i got you” he says with the sweetest smile
i’m on my 3rd drink and 2nd shot, my cheeks feel rosy and i have the urge to move my hips “Sarah! come dance with me!” i demand while holding out my hand
“sorry babe, my girl needs me” she says to John B getting up from his lap, she grabs hold of my hand and we dance, solo cups in the air
the boys stay close by and enjoy watching us make a fool of our selves while they smoke a joint
my phone vibrates
text message:
- Rafe: don’t drink so much, you’ll get sick
tunnel vision. nausea. panic. swallow it, don’t let anybody know.
“i’ll be right back” i tell Sarah “i need to fill my cup”
“okay” she furrows her eyebrows “you okay?”
i give her a nod and the best smile i could
once i’m out of sight i run to Kie’s car, hopping in and locking the doors, i need to sit down, my heart is pounding out of my chest, i can hear the blood rushing in my ears
*knock knock* i jump out of my skin, i’m met face to face with Barry
“open the door sweetheart” he smiles flashing his gold teeth
this can’t be happening.
i go to grab my phone to call JJ. where is my it?
Barry waves my phone in front of my face taunting me. how the fuck did i drop it?
“open the door y/n, don’t make this difficult” he tugs on the handle “open it, i’m not playing witchu right now” i shake my head “country club wants you to come wit me, y’aint safe here without him” his eyes grow darker, i don’t budge
he gets on the phone, he’s calling Rafe “you either come out on your own or i call him and he pulls you out, your choice” i’m scared. i don’t want to make Rafe mad. but i don’t want to see him. i’m getting a headache.
i make the dumbest decision of my life. i open the door, my hands shaking 100mph.
“that’s it, let’s get you home” he says grabbing my hand hard
my face is burning up. my legs grow weak under me. i’m stone cold sober at this point.
we approach the truck, “Barry please“ i plead “i’m sorry mama, y’know him” he helps me into the passenger seat and buckles me in, “can i have my phone please, i need to tell my friends i went home” i cry “can’t letchu do that, what’s ya password, i’ll text ‘em for you” he says, i shake my head rejecting the offer
he starts the truck and we take off
his phone rings “yeah i got her, she was a good girl, she didn’t fight me” he smirks “we’ll be there soon”
i stay silent, Barry puts his hand on my thigh and i flinch at his touch “what’s wrong sweet thing, scared of a little love?” he laughs
we pull up to Tannyhill, Rafe is standing out front with a whiskey glass in his hand, he raises it and smiles at me
my stomach is in knots
i want to scream for help and run
the other half of me wants to jump into his arms and submit
Barry gets out of the truck and walks around opening my door “c’mon, get out” i jump down and fix my dress and fix a smile in attempt to hide my mixed feelings
“you look nice, who’d you get dressed up for?” Rafe asks “nobody” i reply, he laughs “sexy little thing isn’t she?” he asks Barry, “yessir” he grins
i want to crawl inside my own skin
Rafe grabs me by the arm “let’s get inside” he looks at Barry “you comin? you’re not gonna want to miss this”
he brings me to the couch and sits me down, “what to do with you?” he ponders finishing his drink
���Rafe i want to go home” i whimper
“and you know what i want? a girlfriend that doesn’t dress like a slut and go to parties without me” he seethes “since you wanna act like a slut, take your clothes off, i’ll treat you like a slut” his eyes filled with fury
“i’m not your girlfriend anymore” i whisper
“what was that?” he cocks his head to the side
“nothing” i say
i stand up and slowly pull my dress over my head, my knees becoming weak, leaving me exposed in just my panties in front of him and Barry
“lay down on the couch” he demands, i obey “now touch yourself”
“Rafe please i-“ there’s no use in begging, i bring one hand down to my pussy and run it up and down my panties, the thought of them watching begins to turn me on no matter how hard i try to reject the feeling
“she’s sweet” Barry says licking his lips
“wait til you taste her” Rafe says deviously
their words go straight to my heat, i rub my clit in circles arching my back, trying not to let out a sound
“come here” i say holding my hand out to Rafe, my pussy aching for him
“you’re gonna finish yourself off first” he smirks
Barry adjusts himself clearly growing hard, Rafe watches me like a hawk not missing a beat
i pick up the pace now craving dick inside of me, i throw my head back and whimper coming closer to an orgasm, the band in my belly snaps and my legs start convulsing, i ride out my orgasm and when i’m finished i beg to be fucked “come here- please”
Rafe looks at Barry “try her out” he says patting him on the back
the look of fear on my face. Rafe would never let someone else look at me nevermind fuck me.
“since you wanna act like a slut..” he says shrugging his shoulders, then topping off his whiskey
i become embarrassed, im attracted to Barry but being on display is not something im used to
Barry gets comfortable in the chair and pats his lap, he undoes his belt and slides his pants down to his knees, his hard on is enormous even through his boxers
i try to contain my arousal and walk toward him, looking at Rafe for approval, he nods
i lower myself to my knees and pull Barry’s erection from his boxers, it fills my entire hand
“i ain’t even gotta ask to get my dick sucked, you got this one trained man” he laughs
Rafe walks behind me and manspreads on the couch enjoying every second of this
i seal my mouth on Barry, bobbing my head up and down while working my tongue inside “shhhit” he groans, saliva begins dripping out the sides of my mouth
i go to work on his swollen cock, his moans encouraging me to get the job done “that’s it baby” he takes a sharp breath in
“get up and sit on him, facing me” Rafe commands from behind
i rise from the floor, turn around, push my panties to the floor and kick them off
i slowly seat myself on Barry’s length, i gasp taking all of him inside my cunt
his hands reaching in front of me to grab my breasts, he holds onto them and starts pumping into me from below
i try to hold myself up on the arms of the chair while i’m staring directly into Rafe’s lust filled eyes
“ohhmygod- yes- fuck me-” i moan in between breaths
“how does she feel?” Rafe growls not taking his eyes off of me “like a million bucks country club” Barry replies while slamming his hips into my ass repeatedly
“flip her onto the chair and fuck her brains out” Rafe instructs
Barry pulls me off his lap and flips me around, my chest pushed into the chair and my ass in the air he slams into me showing no mercy
i can’t control the sounds coming from my mouth, moaning, whimpering, and screaming at the way i’m being used
Barry pulls out of me and releases on my ass leaving my pussy dripping “you like that shit huh?” he says rubbing my slit from behind “taste her” Rafe says, Barry sticks his fingers in his mouth savoring the taste of me “just like candy” he tells Rafe
my torso still on the chair and my knees on the floor i lay there weak, trying to control my breathing
Barry gets dressed and pours himself a glass of liquor, sitting in the other chair
“c’mon we’re not done, get up” Rafe says, i try to stand but my legs are weak “i think you broke her” he laughs looking at Barry “sorry man, she’s got great pussy” he says
Rafe walks over to me and wraps his hand around my throat, lifting me to my feet, he sloppily kisses me and without warning plummets two fingers inside of me causing me to scream
“who’s pussy is this?” he asks pushing deeper inside of me, “it’s yours” i choke out, his hand still tight around my wind pipe,
“say it again” he growls
“it’s yours Rafe, i’m all yours” i plead
his hand slips into my hair and he guides me to the couch by my head using me like a rag doll
he throws me down on my stomach then pulls my hips into the air
“look at you, you’re a fuckin mess” he smacks my pussy causing me to cry out “you like that?” he smacks it again, i wince in a mixture of pain and pleasure
Rafe pulls me up by the back of my head “open your mouth” i open and he sticks his fingers inside, i suck his fingers just like i would suck his cock, Rafe loves having his fingers in my mouth “dirty fuckin slut” he says
he removes his fingers and forces them into my tender vagina, he works his hand slowly like he’s dissecting my insides, i move my hips back and forth trying to fuck his hand my pussy screaming to be pounded
“she just can’t get enough huh?” Barry says “i told you she was a good one” Rafe smiles
his slides his warm fingers out of me and spits on my cunt, i feel it drip down to my clit “please-“ i look back at him
Rafe pulls his shorts and boxers down exposing his delicious throbbing cock, he’s leaking precum
i brace myself
he taps the back of my pussy with his dick a few times before sliding it in, i feel myself become full of him “i gonna fuck you like i hate you” he whispers
guttural screams escape my lips as he sinks deeper into my swollen used hole, he feels so good
he pushes my face into the couch “shut the fuck up and take it”
i turn my head to the side to catch my breath and see Barry sipping on his liquor enjoying every moment, i hold eye contact with him while i cry out
Rafe picks up the pace, the sound of our skin smacking engulfs the entire room
it all becomes too much, the overstimulation is extreme, i reach back trying to push him away
“i ain’t done” he growls grabbing both my arms and pinning them behind my back “i’m gonna fuck MY pussy as long as i want”
i’m screaming at this point, i can feel him in my stomach, a new sensation arises in my pussy, stronger then an orgasm “Rafe i- i can’t-“ and then i feel a release and a gush of liquid between my legs
“squirting on me like a dirty whore” he smacks my ass hard, “i fucking love it”
“please- please-“ i sob begging him to stop, my body convulsing, eyes rolling in the back of my head
Rafe slams into once more before cumming inside me, he pulls out and places a gentle kiss on my ass
my body goes limp and i lay flat on the couch, he pulls my hips back up and holds them there, “stay up til you soak all of me in”
i lay there defeated, used, and bruised
Rafe wipes the sweat from his brows and puts his pants back on, he walks over to the table and pours himself another glass of whiskey, clinking cups with Barry
they sit across from my numb body and watch me recover
“you’re such a good girl” Rafe praises “you’re never getting rid of me”
#fanfic#obx fanfiction#outer banks#fem reader#obx smut#smut#rafe obx#rafe outer banks#obx rafe cameron#rafe cameron#rafe fanfiction#barry obx#barry obx smut#barry obx fanfiction#outer banks smut
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🙋 i am curious
IM SO GLAD YOU ASKED ‼️
So me and @happistar were chatting a bit ago and the topic somehow landed on Hey what if there was a Disney Channel Original adaptation of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. Y'know, cuz they love loosely basing those off things you'd read in english class
We ended up with an entire plot summary. Below the cut bc I will not spare a single detail
Okay so this would be set in peak Disney Channel Original era, aka 2000-2010s, in highschool bc of course. Our protagonist is Henrietta Jekyll, a teen girl, bc that's your typical DCO protagonist.
She goes by Jekyll, because she hates her first name, and occasionally Dr. Jekyll, because her friends & chemistry teacher call her that as a quirky nickname for being very determined to get a PHD one day.
Jekyll's a certified Nerd™ who excels in chemistry, gets straight As, and participates in like 8 different clubs. Truly the academic pride of the school! She’s also overworked and definitely needs to take time for herself.
Her besties are Utterson and Lanyon, who tbh we never decided whether they get genderbent or not. They basically make up your bestie friend group of the DCO. The only bullet point I noted about Utterson is that they're like that one kid in good omens -- clearly born to do taxes. We know they're going to law school
So Jekyll wants to be popular, but her nerdiness keeps getting in the way. Like for instance, homecoming is on the horizon, and though her friends asked if she would go, she insists she can’t because she’s got too much homework (and is also kinda nervous).
So, with encouragement from her chemistry teacher, Mr. Stevenson (referencing RLS ofc), she creates a potion that will draw forth her Cool Side. This creates her alter ego, who names herself Emma Hyde. Emma because it's the name she's always liked, and Hyde because uhh… first thing that popped into her head?
Hyde has the cool goth/emo aesthetic, and with her laid back personality, easily slots into the Cool Kids. Oh, and among these cool kids is Dani Carew -- your typical bitchy popular girl.
(Do NOT question how signing up for class works at all. Hyde probably introduces herself as a transfer student (more like transformation student hahaha) and that’s all she needs because paperwork doesn’t exist in Disney Channel Original Movies.)
Cue your school based alter ego shenanigans. Jekyll likes the thrill of being Hyde but she's also worried because Hyde consistently ditches class, doesn't pay attention, and mouths off at the teachers. The only teacher that seems to even remotely like her is Stevenson, but he just likes everyone really. Jekyll is also frustrated because her grades are suffering.
Once homecoming comes around, Hyde's the one that ends up going. She has a great time! There’s a bit of a “oooh who’s this cool new kid” Cinderella moment. Jekyll wakes up feeling so alive after the experience!
There's probably a romantic love triangle thing going on as well, bc what's your DCO without romance. Not sure if both Jekyll and Hyde to have separate love interests or the same guy falls for both of them, but either way it is accidentally very polyamorous.
Anyway, at some point some drama between Jekyll & Carew escalates and Hyde decides to "murder" her. Since this is a DCO she will not be beating her to death with her cane, and instead just killing her popularity by spreading around an embarrassing photo or something.
This causes Lanyon to take issue with Jekyll's experiments, claiming she's gone too far. They have a fight that culminates in Lanyon exposing Jekyll/Hyde as the same person to the whole school.
Upset, Jekyll/Hyde have a Confrontation style fight before realizing that they have to accept each other to be their true self. They create a "cure" that merges them back together for a DCO happy ending. The moral is you have to embrace both sides of your personality, and Jekyll learns that while her school work is important, so is taking the time to have fun like Hyde. Post-merge, she retains Hyde's signature emo eyeshadow, and goes by Emma as often as Jekyll.
In like the last 5 minutes Mr. Stevenson reveals that he made the same potion back when he was a teen, which explains his affection for Hyde. We see a pic of his Hyde side, which is appropriately Cool for the 1970s. He also comments that he’s glad to see Jekyll has learned to take some time for herself. The end :)
#jekyll and hyde#dr jekyll and mr hyde#the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde#ask#shoot-i-messed-up
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My love i want to marry you so you could tell me all the amazing stories inside your head ‼️ i want to request you where reader gets grumpy because haechan left hickeys in her neck when she told not to ( if only you have time) muahhh
i could literally tell you all the thoughts i have for free anon just say the word 😩 on another note tho, i hope you don’t mind me implementing gamer hyuck into this too,, im just too engrossed with the pairing 😭😭 but thank you for the request (this is my first one aaaah), i love u sm sm 🤍🤍🤍
sucker for you
pairing | streamer!hyuck x streamer!reader
genre | its pretty much fluff, use of nicknames for reader (lovie, baby) and hyuck (lovie, bub), tell me if i missed anything!
wc | 0.9k
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you had just woken up a few minutes ago, currently struggling to get ready in time for the stream you scheduled to start in less than ten minutes. perhaps if someone in particular (ahem, your boyfriend) decided to wake you up at the time you instructed before you went to bed last night, you wouldn’t even be in this predicament.
the clock was ticking down to the second, and you could only set your hair in a messy bun before preparing to go live, thanking your past self for setting up the recording software the day before. you take a seat in your gaming chair in haste, patting your cheeks as much as you could since, for some reason, the adrenaline coursing through your veins from the rush of getting ready seems to be doing little to none in actually keeping you awake.
you pull up twitch, a bunch of streaming settings popping up on your monitor. with a couple of clicks, the platform is now notifying your viewers of your livestream.
you sit in peace for a couple of seconds before your regular viewers come dropping by one by one.
user_01: MY STREAMER IS ON TIME !!!
user_02: how is your day today, my loveee?
user_03: omg i finally made it to one of the streams!!! ahhh so excited ><
“hello my lovelies.” you greet calmly, a warm smile glazing over your features, and you can only hope it masks the tiredness behind your voice. “let���s see what we’ll be doing for today’s live, shall we?”
user_04: does anyone else see that thing on y/n’s… neck?
user_05: IS THAT WHAT I THINK THAT IS???????
user_06: Y/N JUST WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO
the messages have you alarmed, clearly confused from what chat was telling you. “huh? do i have something on me?” you ask, letting each syllable fall out of your lips ever so slowly as you’re having difficulty trusting your viewers, recalling past moments of them pranking you.
user_07: there’s a little something on your neck, yeah…
user_08: oh i just know that look on your face, y/n!! we aren’t joking around this time :[[
reading a few more comments has you somewhat assured your viewers are telling the truth, now deciding to stand up from your chair. “i’ll be back then, chat! i’ll just go check myself in the mirror.”
with the small announcement, you set your stream to the waiting room before walking towards your bathroom with a wave of nerves hitting you.
just what was your chat so concerned about?
a small glance at the mirror has you gasping in shock, inspecting what seems to be a familiar-looking purplish bruise littering your skin. immediately registering what it was, you could only think of one culprit, your beloved haechan.
despite the flurry of emotions that fill your senses, the only one you could clearly describe is the raging feeling of annoyance stemming from sheer embarrassment.
sure, you’ve done a lot of regrettable things on stream, but nothing as telling as this.
without a second thought, you rush out of your room, and over to the living room where your boyfriend is residing for the day. “hyuck!”
“hey, baby!” he looks up from his phone, greeting you cheerily—a striking contrast to the tone of your own voice. “is something the matter?”
“did you do this?” you ask straightforwardly, exasperation lacing your words as you point to where a hickey stains your skin.
he directs his line of sight to the mark, slowly but surely failing to hide the smirk making his lips curve upwards. “what if i did? hypothetically, of course!”
your brain starts wracking with grumbles at the response, unable to comprehend why your boyfriend decided to do it in the first place. “you know i don’t mind you doing this sort of thing, but chat saw me with it! and you knew i was going to stream today!”
“… yeah i did.” he confirms, now feeling a little guilty after seeing how grumpy you’ve become over a little hickey. in his eyes, it was barely even visible! he’d make it larger if he could- but maybe another time when the two of you wouldn’t be streaming for a while. “i’m sorry baby. i’m just a sucker for you.”
you see his lips that once held a smirk now falling into a pout, and you’re starting to feel bad from how big of a deal you’re making this be. “it’s okay, but at least tell me next time so i can at least try covering it up. okay, lovie?”
“okay, lovie.” he repeats, shuffling his feet towards you until you feel his warm embrace engulf your figure. you already know this was his way of properly apologizing, rather showing his genuineness through actions instead of words.
“good.” you state with a soft smile as you return the hug, the negative emotions you were bearing now fizzing away.
it’s only when you realize you have a stream to get back to that you release from the comfort of your boyfriend. “ah, right- chat is gonna start messing with me if i come back any later than i already am. i’ll talk to you later again, bub!”
“don’t cover the hickey! let them know you’re mine at least?” haechan tries convincing you, a sheepish look on his face.
“fine, only because i literally have to get back now.” you comply, playfully rolling your eyes. “i love you!”
“i love you too, baby.” he returns, watching as your figure disappears back into your streaming room. he’s definitely doing that again, with the addition of telling you about it, of course.
#: ̗̀➛ requested!#nct fluff#nct dream fluff#nct angst#nct dream angst#haechan fluff#haechan angst#donghyuck fluff#donghyuck angst#nct imagines#nct drabbles#nct dream imagines#nct dream drabbles
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sub gabriel smut where he just needs a lot of praise??? and like reader is giving him a handjob and telling him not to move but he accidentally thrusts up his hips and reader calls him a bad boy n he s like nononnonono im your good boy:((
A/N: i love this idea :(( ofc anon, ty for the request <3
Good Boy ♡ - Gabriel x gn!reader
‼️ NSFW - MDNI ‼️
warnings: sub!gabe, dom!gn!reader, handjob, edging
disclaimer: i am not romanticizing or sexualizing mental illness, nor do i intend to upset or harm those struggling.
holy shit sorry for the gifs quality 😭
You had worked late that night, and you were so excited to finally be home. You had missed Gabe all day, craving a hug from him more than anything.
You shuffled into the apartment from the freezing cold outdoors, shuddering gently as you shut the door. The heated living room was comforting, warming you up as you slipped off your jacket.
You didn't call out for Gabe, not wanting to wake him if he was asleep by now. You wouldn't be surprised if he was, it was later than you expected. You quietly walked down the hall, opening the bedroom door as slow as you could manage.
Light from the hallway leaked into the dark room. You were right, Gabe was already asleep. You kicked your shoes off, stripping down to your underwear before getting in bed with him and cuddling close to his chest.
He whined softly at the disturbance, his eyes blinking open. When he processed that it was you, his irritated face relaxed immediately, a sleepy smile breaking out across his lips. He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close.
"Hi, baby," he mumbled, pushing his face into your neck so he could kiss the soft skin. You hummed, heart swelling with adoration. He was so sweet, always happy to see you. It always made you feel better, no matter how bad your day was.
"Hey there," you chuckled, hands falling on his shoulders. You rubbed them gently, enjoying the warmth he was providing. "I missed you," you added, feeling him nip at your neck a bit.
"Mhmm.. I missed you, too," he agreed, clearly distracted. You grinned, your hands slipping to his chest. He was getting more eager with his movements, pulling you closer and biting your neck lightly.
"I can tell," you giggled, pulling back. He huffed in protest, trying to get his lips back on you. You held him back with your hands planted firmly on his torso, shaking your head. "No, no.. that's not how you get what you want, honey," you cooed, and it was like a switch flipped in his mind.
"I've needed you all day. Please," he begged quietly, sounding more awake now. You could feel his hands running up and down your sides, making you shiver gently.
You pulled back, tugging him up so you were both in a sitting position. You leaned on his shoulder, looking down at his pajama pants. He was already semi-hard, making your lips twitch into a smile.
"My pretty boy, were you waiting for this? You poor thing.." you pitied in his ear, listening to his shaky breaths. He whined softly, embarrassment tinting his tone as he nodded. You pressed a kiss to his bare shoulder, one of your hands rubbing his thigh lovingly.
"Use your words, hm?" you encouraged, ignoring his humilated little noises. He parted his shaky lips, forcing out an agreement.
"Y-yes, I was."
You smiled at his obedience, allowing your hand to tug on his pants. "Good boy, Gabe.. take these off for me," you ordered. More blood rushed to his dick at your words as he scrambled to do as you said, pushing the pants down before pulling them off his legs. He didn't have underwear on, making you bite your lip absentmindedly.
He was almost fully hard now, precum leaking from his tip as he shuddered, cold air hitting the sensitive area. He attempted to turn away and hide his face again, but you shook your head, your hand inching closer and closer to where he needed you.
"No, Gabriel. Watch what I'm doing, like a good boy," you motivated quickly.
He whined again, but still did as he was told. He thrived off your praise, he needed it. He would do anything to earn it.
You took hold of his throbbing cock, his hips jerking when your cold fingers wrapped around the heated skin. You sighed at the weight in your hand, not realizing how much you'd really missed it.
"I need you to be still, baby. Can you do that for me?" you asked gingerly. He nodded, his eyes watching your hand as he was told. "Yes, I can do that f-for you," he muttered shyly, earning another kiss to his shoulder.
"Hm, good.." you said before you started pumping your hand slowly, listening to the low moan that left Gabe's throat. His head feel back, eyes fluttering shut at the feeling. He remembered your order to keep watching and quickly corrected himself.
"Such a pretty cock, just aching for me," you mused. He let out a shaky whimper, trying not to move when you started speeding up.
He moaned loudly when your thumb brushed over his reddened tip, involuntarily bucking his hips up into your touch. You stopped moving, tutting in disappointment.
"Oh, no.. what did I tell you? Bad boy.." you scolded in a quiet voice, looking up at him. His eyes widened as he shook his head, his eyes watery at the lack of touch.
"N-no! Nononono, I'm your good boy- please, I won't do it again. I'm s-sorry, please. I'll be good! I'll be good, please," he begged in a cracked, panicky voice, a couple tears slipping down his red cheeks. You had never seen him beg so frantically before, he must of been really pent up.
You shushed him, leaning up and pressing a silencing kiss to his trembling lips. He kissed you back, his eyes squeezing shut. He released a broken moan against your lips when you started moving your hand again, faster this time.
"Oh, f-fuck! Mmh, please," he whimpered, the sound music to your ears. He was extra good for you, pulling back to watch what you were doing. He stayed still for you, other than his dick occasionally twitching in your hand.
"A-ah.. I'm gonna cum, fuck," he moaned, his voice shaky and his whimpers more consistent.
"Yeah? Hold on a bit longer, baby. Be a good boy and wait," you purred, ignoring his whines. "I can't! Please, I can't," he cried, his legs trembling and his lower abdomen spasming.
"Yes, you can. I promise you can," you assured him, your hand stroking him feverishly. He was fighting back his orgasm for dear life, praying he didn't accidentally finish against your orders.
You tormented and edged him for a bit longer before leaning up, pressing a kiss to his cheek before your lips moved to his ear.
"Alright, baby, you can cum for me. Good boy," you mumbled, feeling his cock throb as he moaned. He tossed his head back, a whimper escaping the back of his throat as he released white, sticky ropes of cum all over your hand and his torso. His hips pushed up a little, but you didn't mind anymore. You just let him get through the orgasm, kissing his neck.
"Oh my god, oh shit~ thank you, th- oh, thank you," he moaned pathetically, slumping against you.
You smiled when he turned, catching his lips with yours in a slow, affectionate kiss. He had done so well for you, and you were immensely proud.
"Good job, baby.." you started, pulling back. You looked at your cum soaked hand, beginning to lick it clean while you held his eye contact. He moaned quietly at the sight, his dick pulsing subtly.
You leaned your head down, lolling out your tongue and beginning to lick up the salty cum from his abdomen. His breath hitched, his dick already starting to harden again at the sight.
"My turn," you said against his skin, slowly moving up so you could hover over his cock..
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A/N: sorry for robbing you guys 🤭🤭. i loved this request, it's so sweet! i haven't proofread this yet, but i hope you enjoyed <3. thanks again, anon!
#rory culkin#rory culkin smut#angelsnkisses#mdni#gabriel 2014#gabriel#culkin cult#dom!reader#gn!reader
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you said spam I’m here to spam !!!
hey a cute lil request pls pls pls make a tartar sauce fluff where he sees you playing in the snow with teucer please and thank you‼️🥺🥺🙏🏽
Snowflake childhood
Hana babbles: the way I wrote this first is giving desperate.. Tatar sauce is my number 1 now.. he even appeared in my dreams..
Tw: FLUFF! WHEN I SAY FLUFF IM WARNING YOU! "Snowflake childhood" the title is the representation for the innocence we lived in! It's meant to represent teucers innocence on matters and Childe's innocence before he lost his eye glint after falling into the abyss..
In the far away mountains of the snowy sneznaya...there was a certain harbinger's family who lived- of course you being his s/o you were supposed to stay with them until he arrived to take you back to the zapolyany palace along with him- and that harbinger is none other then childe-
Currently you were babysitting teucer..drinking hot chocolate with him watching the never ending Snowflakes drop on the pile of snow.. until teucer had a "great idea" which caused you to wonder.. should you or should you not risk of getting cold for a child wanting to play in the snow? Ofcourse you said yes impulsively cause you love children and cannot seem to say no- like that one time you almost adopted a child without telling your manbaby- yes you refer childe as a manbaby cause how he is similar to one in many ways
And you got hit with a snowball- great- more to add to your diary about what to do with your future kids- and there the snowball fight began Tonia even joined but sided with teucer leaving you defenseless and outnumbered..
Meanwhile as childe had returned home from a long journey of Missions he arrived to see the ongoing snowball fight and you outnumbered.. what did he do? Did he join you? Nope- he also joined teucer..which made you wonder why the hell you were with this man.. soon enough you ran inside to complain to their mother..
Now look at you getting all pampered..by his mom ofcourse as they cook you food and hotchocolate and warm the fire place so you would not freeze.. and there's your guilty manbaby- he sweared on his pinky finger to never do that you ever again.. he wouldn't want his tounge cut off would he?
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HIHI, this is my first request ever so i hope im doing it right- could i have a reader who’s really impulsive when their tired or sleepy, like their too tired to care about what they say. then their laying on their crush’s lap and they suddenly cup their face and start complimenting and admiring them then confess and swhhrcbjsscc preferably written with akito, minori and whoever u like!!! (sorry if this was too detailed.) TY <3
A/N: omgg, this is soo cute😭🩷‼️ im actually like that irl but instead of compliments i say random sht? Anywayzz here ya go and i hope you like em🫶
Sudden confession
Gn! Reader x akito shinonome & minori hanasato (akito might be ooc...)
Minori Hanasato
You were laying in minori's lap after a hard day, you could finally visit your best friend and feel relaxed. Minori brushes your hair with her fingers and proceeds to talk about her day
"We had lots of fun today! Airi is teaching me this choreography of this one song i like! We're planning on-"
Minori pauses herself, wondering why you suddenly out a strand of her hair behind her hair
"Hm? You know i could do that myself right?" She says playfully, you smiled at her playfulness and began telling her how you feel, you werent sure why, you just did..
"Minori, i love you, more than friends.. hehe" y/n says playfully before falling asleep, leaving minori in a state of shock, confusion and happiness
"W-WHAAAT?! Y/N! WAKE UP! DONT J-JUST FALL ASLEEP!" Minori screams, shaking you to hopefully wake you up, she also wants to tell you that she feels the same way
Akito Shinonome
You just got home after school and the sun was begining to set, you sat on your bed playing your phone and doing nothing, you then decided to do your homework.
Once you opened your bag you see that your notebook was nowhere to be found, you panicked a bit, the deadline was tomorrow and the notebook was nowhere to be seen, you suddenly remembered that a certain close friend of yours borrowed it to take some notes, you then proceed to call him.
"Hey, kito.. where's my notebook? Do not tell me you left it at school..." You asked, you could hear akito groaning "chill i accidentally put it on my bag, ill just.. return it tomorow" he shruggs, you sighed in annoyance and began to tell him that you needed that notebook to finish some assigments.
"If you want that notebook then just, come to my place.. i mean.. we live pretty close right? Youre just.. right around the corner.." he suggested "what?! No way! Im not walking, you brought my notebook with you, you should be the one to return it.!" You fought back, making sure to emphasize your words.
"Well.. then im not giving it to you, bye" akito says in a sing-song voice "w-wait! Ugh.. fine ill get it.. dont copy my homework tomorow kay?" You added, akito groaned "fine, finee.."
After minutes of walking you knocked the door of the shinonome household, you were greeted with akito, wearing pajamas and carrying a bag of chips, he coughed when seeing you "o-oh you actually came.. yeah uh.. the notebooks right in my bag.. ill go get it" he responded when he left, you could see the tv playing, it was your favorite movie! When akito came back he saw you staring at the television.
"Hm? You know this show too? Hm.. wanna watch it with me?" He asks, before he knows it you were already inside his house watching the television. You wondered.. why werent his parents home? and where was his sister?
"Hey akito, wheres your dad? Or your sis?" You ask, akito simply shrugged and replied nonchalantly "my sister doing something at her room...probably drawing or talking to her friends.. my mom's out with her friends and my dad is staying late for work" you simply nodded and continued watching the movie, soon enough you found yourself falling asleep, akito doesnt notice this but begins to notice when it suddenly got too quiet..
"Hm.? Y/n you alright- oh hell no.." he mutters, you were sleeping peacefully, akito wants to wake you up.. but at the same time.. he doesnt afterall he did drag you out in the middle of the night just for you to get the notebook that he stole, akito sighs and puts a pillow below your head, he sighs and whispers ".. what did i get myself into.." you shuffle around and mutter quietly "mm.. like... You too... Kito.." you mutter, akito overhears this and instantly turns red.
"Y-YOU WHAT?!" He screams and instantly covers his mouth, you groaned a bit and continued sleeping, akito was surely thankful that you were a heavy sleeper. "Oh thank god..." He sighs with relief ".. i like you too dumbass.. took you long enough.." he says quietly with a tone of playfulness. He arranges your sleeping position so that your comfortable.
Bonus:
Akito sneakily took your phone and then took a pic of your sleeping face and sets it as your wallpaper "theyre gonna love it.." he grins mischievously, after hours you finally wake up, you grabbed your notebook and quietly leave the house, when you checked what time it is you went red with embarrassment it was a pic of yourself sleeping! You'll surely get him next time.!
#pjsk#project sekai#prsk#pjsk x reader#project sekai x reader#prsk x reader#vbs akito#vivid bad squad#akito shinonome#akito shinonome x reader#mmj#mmj minori#more more jump#minori hanasato#minori hanasato x reader
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Hey there! Can you do some Cole and Seth crushing headcanons pls? (If you don't want that's okay :])
I don't have the seth bundle so unfortunately I don't know a thing abt him and I don't wanna write your pookie wrong cuz I know how infuriating that can be but I'd be happy to write abt cole!! (I'm mentally ill)
falling for you hcs w some of my fav boyz (cole, reece, and cashew)
cole
he falls fast and he falls HARD. scraped his knee and everything.
he will do anything for you
like literally anything
your shoes untied? he ties em for you. oh you need a ride to work? say no more. you're hungry? let bro cook.
also he is mentally ill. I think he has bpd but I could be wrong
you are easily his favorite person. he is obsessed with you. he gets jealous and upset when you're not around him for too long because he worries you'll forget about him and the other person will steal you away.
he wants to devote his life to you and you only. nothing else matters. no one else matters (lol yandere sim reference)
anyways he's constantly trying to do things for you
helping you run errands, making sure you're eating and drinking enough water, getting you trinkets and doohickies he thinks you'll like, just overall being your number one supporter and your biggest fan
it's implied he has an actual shrine of the player in his closet somewhere in the game so. if you wanna interpret that as him being so fr go ahead
all in all, you are his everything and there's nothing he wouldn't do to make you happy and to hopefully get you to feel the same.
reece
mrrp meow mrrrp mrrp mrow
I love autism representation that doesn't involve harmful stereotypes
anyways. reece is a hopelessly romantic lovebug I think
he doesn't know how to flirt like at all so he just. meows at you and hopes you meow back
and he gets really excited when you do
he doesn't mean to, but he often shows affection by infodumping about his hyperfixations and special interests and then gets really embarrassed and apologizes a bunch later
please reassure his silly ass
also he forgets to drink water and do basic things for himself so if you remind him he's gonna fall head over heels all over again
also if you're neurodivergent he really loves hearing you talk abt your hyperfixations and special interests!!!!!! he loves it a lot!!!!!!!!
he tries to remember all of the little things but he forgets some stuff
but like if you mention that you think you wanna go to italy on a whim one (1, singular) time he's like "okay so we're going to italy" like a day later
also takes you to the renaissance era cuz it's pretty
and honestly I wouldn't be surprised if he confessed to you on the titanic
he unintentionally starts picking up stuff you say or do like if you have a stim where you say "yipee!!" like the autism creature he starts doing that
or like if you walk a certain way he starts walking like that without meaning to
long story short his main flirting tactic is being autistic and meowing at you
cashew
HES CANONICALLY DEMISEXUAL/DEMIROMANTIC ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
anyways so you're friends. you are friends
and one day you're in the library helping him pick out a book and your hand brushes against his while you're walking back to the car
except he brushes it off in his head cuz i mean come on. you're best friends.
and then like a day later he finds out the book you guys picked was an erotica or whatever it's called so he gets an absolutely jumpscare when the guy in the story pulls his dick out
like this was his exact reaction
BAHAHAHAH ANYWAYS
anyways in his head he's imagining one of the characters is you. like without even realizing it he's just like "oh yeah they've got h/c hair and e/c eyes and oh wait"
and when he realizes he's thinking of you he starts to panic like "WHAT THE FUCK IM IN LOVE WITH THEM. ok" and he comes to terms with it in like 15 minutes
but he starts doing a bunch more favors for you like carrying your stuff for you and offering you his coat
he is not subtle at all
like its so painfully obvious by the way he looks at you that he's head over heels
he doesn't know how to flirt honestly
it doesn't take long for him to just tell you how he feels
sorry this was so short lmfaoo thank you for the request!!!!! <33
#;;☆ archie headcanonz#blush blush game#blush blush#blush blush dlc#cole blush blush#cashew blush blush#reece blush blush#idle games#gn reader#male reader#female reader#x reader headcanons#gender neutral reader
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HEADCANONS IDEAS i have sum of them but fuck it do be hard to come up with ideas 💀✨
BUT HERE:
:: when they realize they are falling in love with you/feelings realization 💖 [fluff] - ikyk but sometimes our brain doesn't function much the way we want so... i know you can do it. 화이팅‼️
:: when they or the reader says something hurtful...? 💔 [angst] - anak ng- idk man, i just kinda lost it here now 💀 but it is what it is
:: their love languages 💋 [pure fluff] - yes.. i am very desperate for this bc im painfully single but anyways. love language would be a game changer once again and it's PURE FLUFF SO WHO WOULD REJECT IT⁉️
:: them getting so much butterflies from the reader's love gestures 🦋 🦋 [fluff] - i can't explain much about this cuz my brain just accidentally shut down like bruh 😑 but hey! it's fluff 🐰
:: when they protected/shielded you from a stalker when hanging out together in the daylight 🙅🏻♀️ [fluff] - yeaaa.. men ☕ LOL 🙈 but yes fluff once again, up to you tho 🥹🍞
:: what food/something would they give you when you're in your period.. or something, mood swing moments IG??? 🥨 [fluff] - maybe i'm just hungry but meh... FLUFF. ☁️
idk anymore so i guess this is it 😩💫 anyways excited to get an update soon, if not.. don't care.
JOKE. I LOVE UR WORKS,, itz why me is excited 🙈🦋
ok bye 👋🏻💖
MIANA BRO!?!!?? 🤯🤯
BRO JUST DROPPED ALL NEWJEANS HEADCANONS ON TUMBLR LIKE WTF IM LITERALLY CRYING 😭😭😭
THANK YOUUUU SO MUCH
I CAN’T EVEN PROCESS THIS—LIKE WHY AM I LAUGHING AND CRYING AT THE SAME TIME 💀😭 A WHOLE LIST?!?
😭😭😭 BRO IM ACTUALLY TEARING UP RN, YOU GOT ME SHOOK FR 💔
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i loved your little me, big world fic!! if its not too much trouble, can you please do another gn!little reader fic? something where michael joins the group and reader is super shy meeting him but michael shows he's a super gentle and sweet caregiver?
thank u! 😻
Little Me, Big Meetings !
⚠️ DO NOT READ THIS IF UR 18+,KINK, NSFW, MDNI BLOG & INTO AGEPLAY‼️THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH IT & Y'ALL MAKE US UNCOMFY ASF‼️DNFI IF YOU SEXUALIZE SFW AGERE/PETRE GO AWAY YOU WEIRDOS ⚠️
Polyam! Lost Boys x Little!GN! Reader With Michael
warnings; none :]
a/n; thanks for request!! i hope you like it ^°^
“Come on come on !!” I said excited as I got off Pauls bike and went in front of them.
“Slow down bug” Paul said,
“Come onnnn, I wanna go to concert!!” I stated,
“Love, concert will start in 15 minutes, so theres no need for rush” Dwayne explained.
“We will get some food and drinks first okay?” David questioned, I annoyingly groaned,
“Uhhh fineeee, can I go alone there?” I questioned with smile,
“No” David stated, I gave him sad fake look but he knows it isn't real. We went to get food and drinks at stands.
“Can I go at least with one of you?” I questioned them,
“Little one we all will go together, okay?” Dwayne said as he petted my head and kissed my cheek and I nodded to him. When we got our food and drinks, we went to concert, we were late to concert which relieved me. I was between Dwaynes arms and he would check on me from time to time as others too. I was enjoying concert then I noticed David leaving for some reason. I went to follow him but was stopped by Dwayne,
“You okay baby?” he asked as he wrapped his arms around me and I nodded. I was drinking my juice and noticed David coming back with someone? I got confused a bit and went more into Dwayne arms.
“Everything okay bug?” Paul asked me with grin, and I didn't really replied him back or gave him non-verbal reply which got them worried.
“Im back”, David said, “This is Michael”,
“Hi” Michael said with nervous tone. I got out of Dwaynes arms and went to Pauls arms instead. I hided my face in Pauls chest and jacket and warped my arms around him. I felt Pauls arms around me and heard him whispering to me that its okay. After that I thought they were gonna eat him or something but no, boys decided to hang out with him. They tried for me and him get along but I didn't really feel comfy with that yet. One night I was in main cave while boys were out hunting, I was colouring a colour book, that Marko got me, with crayons. I heard someone coming and its Michael,
“Hey” he said with a warm smile,
“Hi” I said to him shyly, he went near me but kept his distance to not make me feel uncomfy. We sat there in silence for some time until Michael started talking,
“What are you colouring?” he asked,
“Just some pictures” I answered him,
“Can I see them?” he questioned, my eyes lit up at question and I moved enough for him to sit next to me. He got what I was trying to say and sat next to me. I was showing him pictures I coloured and from my previous colours books too. He didn't mind at all me rambling about all of pictures I coloured and other stuff too. After a while of chatting with each other, I got tired and I went to sit on his lap facing him. I laid my head on his shoulder and I closed my eyes. He noticed my tiredness and I felt he lift us up and went somewhere. I opened my eyes a bit to see he got us comfy on couch. He rubbed my back while I was falling asleeping. Maybe hes not so bad after all?
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*in a DJ khaled voice* ANOTHER ONE
This idea is more simplier then the last one but its basically a kaitou joker x civillian and aspiring magician reader‼️ Like when he was stealing a treasure one time at a party, one of the guests there catches his eye and he wants to know more about them. He talks to them while digsuised as a waiter and AND get this
THE READER IS A MAGICIAN
Er well they are aspiring to be one
So they try to show Joker this cool new card trick they just learnt and joker’s heart just melts like “omg omg so their pretty AND does magic tricks??”
So after the party, reader is kinda bummed out when they realized that the cute waiter just suddenly disspeared after joker arrived but then when they finally get home, they find a note by this person named ‘KJ’
Its obvs by Joker and so the phantom theif just sometimes sends love notes or flowers to reader. Hachi notices it and goes “ohh who are you going to send these to, Mister Joker?” Joker is just flustered and embaressed.
AAAA please my crush on Joker is unreal 🚶🏻♀️
UGHGHFFB I DON'T KNOW HOA LONG IBE LEFT THIS IN THE DRAFTS IM SO SORRYY 😭😭
I'LL DO MY BEST TO SERVE 👍
Apologies if there any errors !!
Stole my heart !
Kaitou joker x aspiring magician ! Reader
( imma assume she/her )
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It was as any other night for the one and only Kaitou Joker and Hachi. Going on another heist to steal a treasure at a party. What wasn't Joker's goal was to get his heart stolen~♡
At this particular party , stood a magician amongst the crowd. Well , an aspiring magician but she's working on it !!! And at this particular party , Kaitou Joker stood amongst the crowd as a waiter. Though he couldn't help himself as curiosity got the better of him. He'd take glances , or even look at the tricks of the magician.
The magician had a cheerful smile and a beautiful voice. Not only that , beautiful face and well , Joker did find EVERYTHING about this magician absolutely perfect! From the way she did the tricks , to shuffling the cards. Oh he was definitely in love.
And of course , sooner or later the magician noticed that a certain some one was staring and looking at her. All she did was shoot a smile at him but can't help but think on how cute the waiter was. She soon walked up to the Joker and showed him a trick , which made a rose appear and she giving it to Joker.
—" a gift for an adorable waiter."
At an instant , he falls heads over heals like a highschool boy in love for this magician. He could feel himself overheat as he took the rose. The two accidentally brush fingers for a split second. He feels his heart pounding against his chest at like 16982382838 per millisecond. ( PLS I JUST RANDOMLY KEYBOARD SMASHED OK DONT THINK ITS SOMETHIGN ELSE )
Soon , the party had come to an end , Kaitou Joker managing to leave with his treasure. But he did leave a disappointed magician , who felt bummed out that he couldn't get the attractive waiter's number at least —!
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The dear magician returns to her home , to be greeted at the front door by a bouquet of flowers and a card at the side..
“ thank you , my sweet for the beautiful rose . I hope you love these in return. ”
— KJ .
As time went on , this was a repeated occurrence. It was unexpected , but a nice unexpected surprise ! The Phantom Thief would drop off flowers , gifts and other stuff.
And oh how he loved your genuine reaction as he watches you from a taller higher building .
“ you really do like her huh ?"
“ Maybe I do Hachi."
AAAAA IM SO SO SO SO SO SO X 92839283828328 SORRY THAT I DIDN'T UPLOAD THIS FASTER 😭😭
i hope you didn't starve much !! Hope you liked this :33
Reblogs are very much appreciated !
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hii!! im participating @winter-sekai-gift-exchange!! the person i got was @autistic-wxs! the characters were vbs and the prompt was "make them silly" so i decided to write them having a secret santa. hope u like ur gift :3
vivibasu being SILLY‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥
As the snow was falling upon Vivid Street, An was pulling an out of breath Kohane by her wrist, running towards their destination. Kohane was probably wearing at least four layers, while An was simply wearing a dark blue coat and black gloves.
An was gasping for air as they were both going fast, but definitely not as much as Kohane.
"An-chan, slow down!" Kohane was barely getting the words out of her mouth.
"No can do, we're going to be late!" An seemingly picked up the pace, her grip around Kohane's wrist tightened a bit.
After what seemed like forever to Kohane, the two girls finally arrived at Weekend Garage.
An glanced at the clock on the wall. "Oh, we're early." She chuckled a bit.
"What?!"
"Sorry, Kohane. I must've read the time wrong" An looked at Kohane with a sorry look on her face.
"It's alright, An-chan. We'll just wait for Shinonome-kun and Aoyagi-san." Kohane sighed a bit before setting the gift bag and gift box she was holding on the floor and putting her various coats on the coat hanger by the door, leaving her in a brown sweater vest with a white dress shirt underneath.
An took off her gloves and put them in the pocket of her coat as Kohane picked up the gifts again. She then took off her coat and put it on the coat hanger. She was wearing a black long-sleeved shirt with a blue short-sleeved shirt on top.
An and Kohane walked over to the counter and sat down on their respective stools. Kohane put the gifts on the counter.
An's dad walked over to where they were sitting from behind the counter and set down two mugs of hot cocoa. The mug Kohane was given was a snowman. An's was a penguin wearing a scarf and a striped hat.
"Thanks, dad!" An took a sip of the hot cocoa. Kohane blew on the surface before taking a sip as well.
"You're welcome." Ken smiled before walking away to grab the two other mugs behind him.
The sound of the door opening could be heard behind them. Toya and Akito were now here. Toya was carrying a box, flawlessly wrapped in green wrapping paper. Akito was carrying a red paper bag that was extremely crumpled. It had a shiny red bow lazily stuck onto it.
"You're late." An said jokingly.
"What? Seriously?" Akito looked concerned. He looked at the clock on the wall. They were five minutes early.
"You liar." Akito huffed before taking off his jacket and putting it on the coat hanger. An snickered.
Toya took off his jacket and walked over to the counter. He set the gift on the counter and sat down on the stool next to Kohane. Akito sat down on the stool next to An and put the red paper bag on the counter.
"Hello Shiraishi, Azusawa." Toya said.
"Hey, Toya!"
"Hello, Aoyagi-kun, Shinonome-kun."
Ken put the remaining two mugs in front of Akito and Toya. They each took a sip and thanked him. Toya's mug was a polar bear wearing a striped hat and scarf. Akito's mug was of Santa Claus with his iconic red hat and white beard.
Ken walked away and disappeared into the back, doing who knows what.
"Alright, now that we're all here, let's get started!" An clapped her hands together and grabbed the green gift bag. "My gift was for Toya. It's not much, but I hope you like it." An looked at Toya with a smile before handing it to him.
Toya opened the small bag and reached inside. He pulled out a coffee mug, hand painted with blue on the outside and gold on the inside.
"This is lovely, Shiraishi. Did you make this?"
An nodded. "Yup! I picked out the colors and painted it."
"Thank you." Toya put the mug back in the bag before setting the bag on the stool next to him.
"Your gift was for Toya? I was for sure you got Kohane." Akito seemed surprised.
"Really? What makes you think that?" An asked while taking a sip of her hot cocoa.
"I dunno...." Akito trailed off and looked away from An.
"I'll go next. My gift was for Azusawa." Toya gently picked up the green gift and gave it to Kohane.
"Really? O-oh, thank you, Aoyagi-kun." Kohane took the box and started unwrapping it. She then put the green wrapping paper aside and took off the tape that was sealing the box.
"I made them myself. I hope you like it." Toya said as Kohane opened the white box. Inside were two neatly folded chunky crochet sweaters. There was a cream colored sweater stacked on top of an identical one. The only difference between the two was color, as the bottom one was white.
"Wow.... thank you Aoyagi-kun! They're so cute and they look so cozy! I can't wait to try them on when I get home." Kohane gave him an appreciative grin. Toya gave her a small smile in return as he took a sip of his hot cocoa.
Akito chugged his hot cocoa and slammed it on the counter, "My gift was for An." He slid the red gift bag in front of An, while everyone's jaws were practically on the floor.
"An-chan?!"
"Shiraishi?"
"Me?!"
Everyone went quiet. The only thing that could be heard was the wind outside and the buzzing of the lights.
"Wow. Alright. I'll open it then..." An stuck her hand into the bag.
An took out the gift and placed it on the counter. Akito had given her a.... box. The box was white and the shape of a rectangle.
"What."
"Just open the box."
"Alright..." An ripped open the box without paying any attention to the fragile sticker on it. A microphone fell out of the huge rip An made in the box. It loudly landed on the counter.
An let out a tiny gasp. "Realy?! Thank you, Akito!!"
"It's... nothing really..." Akito's cheeks slightly flushed from embarrassment.
"Uhm," Kohane hesitated. "My gift was for Shinonome-kun. I hope you like it." Kohane nervously slid the gift in front of Akito.
"Hm. Thanks, Kohane." Akito began unwrapping the gift. He proceeded to crumple up the tape and wrapping paper into one big wad.
He took off the pieces of tape from the shoebox and lifted up the lid.
Inside was a pair of white sneakers. Akito seemed surprised.
"Oh, do you not like them?-" Akito cut Kohane off.
"What? Of course not." He admired them a bit before closing the box and setting it off to the side. "Thank you, Kohane." Akito said as Kohane gave him a smile.
"Wow, are we done already? That went by fast!" An remarked.
"Yeah, I feel like we should do something else."
"What should we do then?" Toya took a long drink of his hot cocoa.
"An, don't you have some board games stored somewhere?" Kohane asked before also taking a drink of her hot cocoa.
"Nah, can we do something other than that?"
"Oh, what to do you have in mind?"
"Guys, why are we debating this?! We literally have the entertainment all out there!" An pointed at the street outside covered in snow through the glass door.
"I didn't bring gloves."
"I'm sure we've got some in a bin somewhere!" An said as Akito rolled his eyes.
In less than five minutes, the four were now outside of Weekend Garage, snowballs in hand.
"Alright, everyone ready?"
They all nodded.
"Okay, ready, set... go!" An shouted, her voice slightly echoing throughout Vivid Street.
Immediately, everyone was throwing snowballs everywhere. Toya's hair was practically white with snow. He was peacefully making snowballs in the corner for Akito as Akito shot them as his targets.
An was making snowballs within seconds. She had somehow formed an alliance with Kohane only a minute in and she was throwing snowballs at anyone who would dare throw one at Kohane.
Unfortunately for Akito, he hadn't quite gotten the memo to leave Kohane alone yet, and he threw a snowball at her back about 7 minutes in the battle.
Immediately, Akito was greeted with a snowball to the face. An started cranking out snowballs like crazy and decking Akito in the face with them. Her arm was a machine gun and Akito was the target.
"Stop! Stop! I get it!" Akito yelled from across the street. An giggled.
"Fine!! I'm cold now, anyways."
"Right, let's head back inside." Toya stood up, leaving the mountain of snowballs he made for Akito on the ground.
Upon reentering Weekend Garage, they all brought trails of snow inside. Akito walked up the counter and grabbed Toya's mug and his shoebox.
"Thanks, guys. But I think we should be leaving now. It's pretty late." Akito walked over to the front door and gave Toya his mug.
"Wait!! We should have a sleepover!" Kohane nodded in agreement, "Yeah, it'd be fun!"
An looked at Akito and Toya, waiting for a response.
Akito turned to Toya. "Toya, what do you say?"
Toya didn't have to think twice. "Sure, I'd like that."
Akito sighed before thinking to himself for a bit.
"Fine. We're not helping you clean that up, though." Akito pointed to the snow on the ground.
"Okay!" An exclaimed with a smile on her face. "Now where is the mop..."
#winter sekai gift exchange 2023#a letter from yours truly!💌#kohane azusawa#an shiraishi#akito shinonome#toya aoyagi#vivid bad squad#project sekai#puroseka#proseka#scheduled delivery! 💌
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okay but like Sam golbach fluff just taking care of the reader the night of a party or the morning after would be such a cute fic 🫣
you're absolutely right 😈
im sorry this is kinda short
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Colby was holding a party at his apartment, and you definitely had to much to drink. You were mostly hanging around Tara, who was also drunk. "Y'know girl I love you so much." Tara says over the music. "Omg I love you too!" You feel a hand placed on your arm. You look up to see Sam. "Hey cutie." Your words are s bit slurred, but your confident smile remains on your face.
"Hi Y/n. Lets get you back to our apartment?" He smiles and softly tugs on your arm. "But I'm hanging out with Tara, i don't want to leave her." You look back to her as Jake walks up. "It's ok, I'm gonna take her home too, so you dont have to leave eachother." Jake smiles as he moves Tara towards the door.
"Oh ok." Sam takes your cup out of your hands and tosses it in the sink before walking out. You can kind of walk on your own but Sam is able to catch you when you stumble. Once you make it too his apartment, you make your way to the couch and plop down as he locks the door and sets his stuff down.
"You need to change." He says walking up to you. "Ok." You attempt to stand up but you fall back slightly. "Ugh these shoes." You toss them off and stood up this time, slowly making your way to the room. You feel Sam's arms on you and suddenly your lifted up from the ground, your arms immediately moving to his neck.
"I've got a strong boyfriend to carry me. How lucky am i?" He laughs at your statement and sets you down on the bed. "Very lucky. Here are your pajamas, do need help unzipping your dress?" He sets down a pair of shorts and a hoodie. You nodd and he moves to unzip the zipper.
"There. Do you need any more help?" He asks. "No." You manage to pull your dress off and change as Sam was in the kitchen. He comes back with a closed cup with s straw. "Drink as much of this water as you can, I'm going to change and then we can go to bed, ok?" He hands you the cup. "Ok." You sit back up on the bed, sticking your legs under the covers.
He comes out of the bathroom to find you giggling at something on your phone. "What's so funny?" He asks climbing in bed next to you. "Look at this monkey." You show your phone and it's a picture of a monkey dressed up. "You ready for bed?" Sam asks with a smile.
You set your phone down, along with your cup. You move to where you're laying on top of him. "I love you so much Sam." You mumble. "I love you more Y/n." You fall asleep to his hands playing with your hair and the sound of his heart beat in your ears.
The next morning was very loud, Sam had you take Advil and drink more water. Even though your hangover wasn't too bad it still took a small toll on you. wasn't gonna stop you from drinking more later that night though.
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what up 😛
lmk if you liked🙌
dont be afraid to send in requests ‼️‼️
peace out luvas see yall later 😈🤸🤸
#sam golbach#sam golbach x y/n#sam golbach x you#sam and colby#fluff#sam and colby fluff#fanfic#idk what else to put here
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The 1 (Bangchan x reader)
Heavy angst ‼️‼️ lots of tears, asshole! Bangchan
I made this bc of my own relationship issues so I know it's a lil iffy but please enjoy
Hurt. Tears. A shadow. Thats what you were reduced to at this point. Your boyfriend Bangchan whos a one of a kind idol, who used to come home every night, kiss you good morning, play with your hair when you were having a bad day. The one who always took such good care of you. The one who you truly thought could never hurt you. He promised he would never hurt you. So why were you a mess, on the couch of your shared apartment. Most nights you wouldn't even stay up to wait for Bangchan to come home. You knew his job was hard but now these days it seemed loving you was twice as hard. You just sat there the clock reaching 4am. No call no text no nothing from him all day. You sent him good morning text and all you would get was read popped up under your text. You weren't even worth responding too. You couldn't stop the tears from falling at this point. You tried so hard to defend him to yourself. That he has a life outside of you but at this point you werent in his life at all.
You passed out on a couch. Now it was 9am, your body didn't really let you sleep after your tear fest last night. You looked around the apartment. A cup next to the sink, the bed sheets messed up, and his clothes in a corner of the bedroom. He was home. And he didn't even notice you were gone. He didn't miss your warmth or cuddles or light kisses on his face. He didn't miss you like you had so badly missed him. You couldn't ruin yourself anymore, you couldn't do this, all the restless nights hoping he's eating and taking care of himself. And he couldn't even care if you were home or not. You had given 2 whole years of your life to this man, what a waste. You text him a whole essay on how you felt ending it with the words "Lets break up" and you sent it. You were shaking. Even if you wanted what was best for you you still loved him. He wasn't a bad man but he just wasn't your man anymore. You tried everything you could to get your mind off of it. Putting your phone on do not disturb and mindlessly watching stranger things all the way through.
You've set up your bed for the night on the couch and your stuffed animals to keep you semi happy. That's when he came home. The man who didn't even check his phone today. The one who didn't even read your message of you pouring your heart out. "Hey babe, w-whats all of this? It isn't movie night is it?" He says, confused. The first words you've gotten in weeks, real words, not an im sorry or I love you or something fucking cheesy like all your friends tell you their boyfriends do. "Oh I'm just sleeping out here tonight until I can find a place to move too.." you said, Chan raised an eyebrow. "Move too? What are you talking about" It hit you, it hit you like a fucking brick. He didn't even check his phone. "Check your phone" that's all you said before you put on some shoes, grabbed your phone and wallet and left. He didn't even go after you. Not that you were expecting him to but a small bit of you hoped he did. You just walked. Your normal route you did when you wanted some air in the middle of the day. The world looks so different at night. You've never really seen it before before now. Nights became a blur, maybe you could learn to like them more.
You heard panting along with your name, it was Chan. A baseball cap, black shirt, and sweats. "Y/n love please i head no idea you were feeling this way" he panted trying to catch his breath. "Look this comeback has just been twice as hard as anything else we've done and they're just asking more of me and I know that isn't an excuse but I would never truly try to ignore you, i love you baby I really do, please dont leave me I can't live without you, i know I'm a shitty boyfriend and I know I'm not giving you what you need but please, let me change, for us" he was begging, pleading. He wanted to change, and if people set their mind to something they can do anything right? Truth is you really didn't want to let him go. "Promise to never hurt me again..?" You asked, voice shaky, your holding back your own tears from falling. He nodded and let out a soft please before you hugged him, just sobbing into his shirt. He took you home and tucked you into bed after a shower and some medicine from the headache you got after sobbing.
It's been 2 months since then. And things have been going ok..ish. Things were perfect for a month. Until he fell back into the same habit. With no comeback to plan for at the moment you couldn't help but be confused on why this was happening again. You prayed and prayed that he would change and pull though, and you really though tonight would be the night. It was your 3 year anniversary. You couldn't be more excited. You got a new black dress and pretty earring that he bought you for your birthday a year ago. You guys had dinner planned at a restaurant you both wanted to try. Dinner was at 8 and you were ready at 6:30. You felt so pretty. You knew you were pretty. You walked into the restaurant around 7:30. You watching the couples smile and enjoy eachother before the staff sat you. You waited for a bit then until 8 hit the clock. You played with the end of your dress. You ordered a semi cheap wine for you and Chan. 30 minutes, 1 hour, 2 hours, 2 hours and 30 minutes later you gave up.
You called an Uber to take you home, walking up the steps to your apartment. Opening the door, putting down your keys and kicking off your heels. You hear the tv on and your heart drops. He was home. You looked around to see if there was any sign of a happy anniversary or a gift or something that would make you feel like he still cared. He must have heard the keys and a few sniffles because he was facing you. "Oh hi honey? Woah hey why are you crying? Where have you been? What happened" he got up walking over to you trying to give you a hug when you moved away from him. He looked at you confused. "Do you even know what day it is today Chris?" He pulled out his phone to see June 28th. The same date you two made it official. Oh how everything seemed so perfect back then. You could remember it like yesterday. Small talk, the big question, the giggles and cuddles, how happy you felt. It was all gone now.
"Love I promise I just forgot I'm sorry I'm such an idiot" he said grabbing your hands. Looking at you with those big brown eyes, how you could get lost in them. "It wont happen again" that's when you broke, you were tired of giving him chances to redeem himself. "Your right it won't, because we're over" He froze, mouth slightly opened "You clearly dont care about me anymore Chris and I can't go on pretending like you do to make myself feel better" You sighed and walked past hime, going to pack a bag. "Wait wait hun lets talk about this" he said going after you. "We have, we have at least every 6 months and nothing changes, im tired of being last place in your heart" you angrily said shoving whatever you felt was right into your bag. "I wish I was what you wanted" you said before leaving. You couldn't face him. You didnt want you. You know yourself better then this. You knew if your friend was dating someone like Chris you would tell them to break up and they can do so much better. It was time for you to do better for yourself for once.
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