#IM LITERALLY SO HAPPY I LOVE ATTENTION

[weeping-aconite]

25 posts!

[skiploom]

doodles based off of things columbo has said abt his wife :^)

[child-ofdust]

thinkign about my f/os helping me deal w my disorders n stuff makes me feel better.... my brain tries to shut me down sometimes and be like "Thats stupid" but Who Cares .

there's some thjngs it can't help, no matter how much i want to i still can't speak properly in public or even at all to strangers, but just imagining my f/os are near me & talking / helping me through my avpd has made me go from having anixety attacks just standing in my backyard to being able to go inside grocery stores and actually shop even while crowded like.... that is so awesome sauce...

i never in my life though i'd be able to do that again, for a time i didn't think i'd ever be able to go outside at all again, but selfshipping is awesome and i am mentally ill and i think the former is very helpful & epic when you're the latter but that might just be mmy pov though

[evil-mcytblrconfessions]

cedar you are so brave for making this blog. i would never be able to handle this. how many asks do you get a day when your open would you guess? one of these days youll have to close your asks when the non evil blog is also closed and someone will have to make an evil-evil-mcytblrconfessions blog

o7 my secret is that i have mcytblrconfessions notifs on and @kuiperchaos dms me every single time they notice that my asks are in the wrong state (tysm for that btw9

as for how many asks... no more than 15 per day honestly. rates are LOWWWW compared to mcytblrconfessions. its rly manageable actually

and LMAOO thatd be rly funny actually. it has actually occurred to me that this might happen ejrjrjfj

anyways, thabk you nonnie <3

[britneyshakespeare]

Oh my God. People are reblogging a poem I wrote and posted when I was 15 years old lol.

[girl-bateman]

Feeling a debilitating sense of dread and despair 🤨 Which probably means nothing😍👍

[faithisland]

fuck man it's so fucking frustrating how I'd probably love to clean and organize if i were ablebodied (or even just didn't have my specific conditions but still the nd traits)

I just can't be moving my head around like crazy. walking while moving my arms, reaching my arms down and immediately up, lowering my head to the ground to reach something and then standing back up, having no momentary neck support at any time, those are the worst for me. I would do any task, honestly. I just feel so fucking trash every time I do these kinds of things. standing is excruciating, moving my arms while doing it literally affects my consciousness to the point where I lose track of what I'm doing (and not in the typical adhd way).

as long as I can stay stationary, particularly partially lounging, I am capable of rational, logical thought. I can think through long term consequences, remember the basic physics of the universe, generally function like I am not an alien to this dimension.

[emperorcartagia]

it makes sense that refa had a family with kids and a wife given his status, but making senna a character and having her role be what it is really makes their story tragic as fuck. his family so easily could have never been heard from again after his death, but londo taking senna in out of guilt is so fucking. sad. lol

[rabitzzz]

avoiding talking to my fp about feelings by ignoring them again peace and love on planet earth

[orchideius]

if my life doesn’t get better in two years, I think I will join the 27 club lollll

[levinbolts]

the way i struggle so bad to have an oc that i love enough to make my main little brain child and will literally make a new one every other week and then valen comes along and wipes everyone else from my brain and leaves no room for anyone else

[jonny-b-meowborn]

yeah, I'm pretty normal

*becomes this when no one is around*

[astrxealis]

good morning! <3

[lovecrazedpup]

hm

[strwbrymlkshake]

so upset and disgusted my stomach hurty </3