Nat, we can be not okay together, my bestie decided to make an edit of the new Ateez mv/trailer with "Big Boy" the SZA song, and I've been unwell since then. I formally request KQ's gyms CLOSE, because when tf did Yeo's arms get so big-
omg,,,i can imagine how devastatingly hot that edit must be π₯΄π© lmao weβve been begging for kq to close the gyms because some of the members are getting so mf toned and then they had the audacity to use a gym as the setting for the limitless mv πππ yeosangβs arms so beefy and god iβm really going through it because of himπ
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OH MY GOD THE NEWEST EPISODE??
(pjo spoilers below btw)
IM GONNA KMS OMG THIS EPISODE WAS SUCH A PERCABETH WIN!!!
like this is the ep you start to see annabeth open up to percy, and where percy starts to see annabeth as a friend. annabethβs standoffish nature starts to fade as she learns she can TRUST percy, and percyβs genuine care for annabeth is so UGSHSNDNEJSKD!:!/&&;&!!
like i cried real tears when percy almost called annabeth βfriendβ, like oh my god those words. because the weight of what βfriendβ means to percy is phenomenal, and the fact that heβs finally, FINALLY, calling annabeth his friend. wow. boy youβre gonna have some big feelings for her in a few years just you wait π
the interactions between percy and annabeth felt so real, like that was food for the soul. MY SOUL. also annabeth being a fucking badass on the train like okay girl i see you: stabbing things, making lil locks and protecting everyone on the fly, i see you girl. love you. AND WOW HER GEARING UP TO FUCKING DIE PROTECTING GROVER AND PERCY. she did say that she was fending the chimera and echidna off because grover and percy needed to get to hades and collect the bolt, but whatever i know sheβs doing it cause she cares too.
also i cannot believe this. the arch scene was spectacular. specifically when percy, in his self sacrificial glory, offered the sword to annabeth then used it to get her and grover to safety. that scene resonated so strongly with him in house of hades, when he was ready to shove annabeth into the elevator and fight off the entire army of tarturus in order to get her to safety. like that was justβ
i have very big strong feelings about percy pulling annabeth out of the way and locking her and grover out. his loyalty is so limitless, and this show is doing so good at showing how fatal his flaw really is.
my favorite episode so far thatβs for sure!
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*ahem ahem* *taps π€π€π€*
It is Me! Hana Fubukki! β¨β¨β¨π«π«π«
I first invaded your For You Pages and now I am invading your twst games as a hunky Lion Beatsman.
My power is limitless ππππ
Absjsjshs I felt the need to commit to the bit as they say ππ«Άπ
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πHello!π
I am a M28 looking for other 18+ rpers to do some Β πͺ threads.
I want to write as a male character who's in a power position to yours. This could be a father, uncle, coach, teacher etc. Your character is female.
More exact kinks can be plotted out between us in private.
I rp on discord primarily.
I am close to limitless and open to suggestions.
I prefer heavily detailed and descriptive partners and I try to keep it at atleast 2 paragraphs. I want us to flesh out our characters to make them less one-dimensional.
I am also open to them being part of certain fandoms but we will have to see if we have any shared fandoms to write in.
give a like and anon will get back to you
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Beautiful People π
lewishamilton:
Monaco always takes me back. I raced here for the first time when I was 19, in Formula 3, and I couldnβt believe I was finally here. Had the best weekend of my life, too. Won my race and went on the F1 grid. Itβs amazing to still be here and I donβt take it lightly. Every time we race here I think about that 19 year old ππΎ
nwe:
The radiance of a Black woman is the light that brightens every shadow in life ππΈπΎ @madisinrian
thereynaroberts:
5 Days until my AGT Performanceβ€οΈβπ₯ Tuesday 8pm ET @agt #country #countrymusic #music #singer #nashville #newmusic #explore #exploremore #explorepageβ¨ #talent #agt #agtauditions
miayimofficial:
Living in the moment at Jeddah but thinking about that @wwenxt qualifying match Tuesday.. π#WWE #Smackdown #Wwenxt Hair & MUA
@themickeyfitzpatrick @bfabulous1
Let me show you why they call me Michin. πΈ Earrings
nwe:
π³π¬ Tems at the Tonight show with Jimmy FallonποΈ @temsbaby π₯ @fallontonight
garcelle:
Show Monday, whoβs boss!
blackmagcovers:
@ayoedebiri by @renellaice for @vanityfair. Story by @leahfayec.
Hairstylist @lacyredway
#blackmagblackphotog #blackmagcovers #ayoedebiri
flauntmagazine:
@WillowSmith for Issue 191, Fresh Cuts!
Read the full feature on flaunt.com!
Photographed by @DomenVanDeVelde
Styled by @ChloeAndChenelle at @Aframe_Agency wearing @Rabanne
Written by @Sade.Stan
Hair: @VernonFrancois at @TheVisionariesAgency
Makeup: @FrancieLuxe at @TheVisionariesAgency using @AnastasiaBeverlyHills
Set Design: @Eyako_o
Production: @Chloe.Cussen
Photography Assistant: @Laura.Berrou
Production Assistants: @Palm.Dean and @ItsJustJabari
Location: @IssuePhotoStudio
FACE: Beauty Balm Shade 12
EYES: Brow Freeze Gel, Norvina Palette Vol. 1, and Lash Sculpt Mascara
LIPS: Royal Red Lipstick
#FlauntMagazine #FreshCuts #WillowSmith #ABHBeautyBalm
matthewreisman:
MR Tailoring for Zendaya in @vogueaustralia #notjustatailor
Style @luxurylaw
Assitant @brooklin.ep
Photography @josholins
Interview @hannahroserose
Hair @kimblehaircare
Makeup @raoulalejandre
Nails @marisacarmichael
Set Design @heathmattioli
EP/Talent Direction @rikki_keene Production @geprojects @triona_7 Editor-N-Chef @christinecentenera
waymanandmicah:
Colman Domingo at Cannes Film Festival In | Shoes
kvn.luong:
Glam @chloebailey π
Hair: @hair__poet
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β«οΈblush: @danessamyricksbeauty βit girlβ blurring balm
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fashionbombdaily:
@jadapinkettsmith posed on a #redcarpet in #Dubai wearing an @irisvanherpen dress. Hot! Or Hmm..?
πΈ IG/Reproduction #jadapinkettsmith #jadapinkettsmithfbd
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π₯ Brace yourselves for an electrifying surge of AI-infused passion! π€πͺ Introducing #OBEYseason18 - Where the boundaries of reality dissolve into a rubber-clad symphony of muscled perfection!
Get ready to be swept off your feet in a whirlwind of excitement! πͺοΈβ¨ This all-human edition pushes the limits, melding AI-enhanced bodies with outfits that redefine the very essence of seduction. Faces so real, you'll question what's human and what's not! ππ
Your voice, your vote - they shape destinies! π³οΈπ₯ Engage with us on Instagram, Tumblr, and X. Boost the Yes votes on our Instagram stories, each Yes a thunderous applause for your favorite. Say yes to glory, subtract the no's, and let the revolution begin! π
π Meet Robert from Brazil - Robert.p.santos π§π· An explorer of the limits in our rubberized society, Robert is no stranger to adventurous transformations. From becoming a drone to a mermaid and even a werewolf, he ensures to stay rubberized and mesmerized! Are you ready to witness the limitless wonders of Robert's rubberized fantasies? π₯π
Don't just watch - immerse yourself in the rubber revolution! πβ¨ #OBEYseason18 #AIgenerated #Rubber #Latex #AI
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I need a feeding relationship, both fatter all day, limitless...hog lifeπ·π·ππ
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From that writing prompt list if you're wanting people to pick some to throw at you: 74. βYou donβt know you the way I do.β
Obviously Sephiroth saying it but you choose what character??
Scenario: Post-Nibelheim Sephiroth and Post-CC Genesis π
The shape circled him, its lithe, dark body slithering through the cinders with deliberate relish, the cool glint of stark emerald eyes in the gloom.
The moon hung full and silver between them, the night emptied of stars, the wind crying around them like gray ghosts in the trees. Dust and ash. The scent of smoke, coiled ruin burning hot and acidic in his belly, on the top of his tongue.
The shape--the THING that had once been his friend only laughed, bits of red dripping from the lengthened blade at his side, pale skin flecked, stained. A stalking stagger, all but a lunge, long silver hair reddened, a dark baptism.
"Come now, my sweet," And those dark words, that deadly calm. Those savage, empty, unblinking eyes where warmth had once pooled. "Come my love, my pretty. Come closer. I'm very eager to see what you've learned. But then, learning was never your strong suit."
"I've learned enough."
A wide circle. Slower steps. Savored. That limitless, unfathomable stare.
"Seph."
That smirk. That cool, measured arrogance.
"Seph, we don't have to do this. You know that. I don't want to fight you."
"A pity. But you always were rather pathetic. A wriggling little coward, feeding on the efforts of your superiors. All you were ever good for was a laugh. It was entertaining watching you struggle."
"I survived."
"Mm. Not for much longer, my love. All in good time."
The auburn warrior swallowed, the pale flash of his Mako eyes darkening, the grip on his rapier tightening. "You...weren't like this. You were different."
"I'm more than I ever was. I am the Chosen One. The fate of the planet rests in my hands. All are bound to me, and all shall bear witness to Mother's glorious reign. We'll do it together, she and I. We shall cleanse the world of humanity's corruption."
"You're just corrupting yourself."
Narrowed eyes, a rumbling purr through the flames, dark boots that pause, grinding the ashen earth. "...is that coming from you?"
Genesis was only silent.
A chuckle, soft and smooth. Nearly innocent. "Such a spectacle. One of your best performances, beloved. One for the ages. To imagine yourself capable of change. To begin to honestly believe you could be anything more than what you were."
"I HAVE changed."
"Have you? Have you really? I don't see it. I know you. Who you are. What drives you. Even now, I can see it burning in your eyes. Desperation. Longing. Need. You want so desperately to have control, to force yourself to completion, to suckle and root your way through, knowing full well there isn't enough to satiate your need. Poor, poor Genesis. Always behind. Always second best. Always such a bitter disappointment."
The shorter man tightened his fists.
But the shape only laughed again, advancing, teeth bared, a flare of heated triumph and pleasure. "Mother was right about you. A waste of my attention. Little more than a petty distraction. But I've always seen that about you. I only needed her confirmation. It's so obvious now. Do you honestly think you have a chance? That you could ever hope to stop me? Do you really think?"
A pause. Soft breath; a sigh. Head lowering, the single shimmer that caresses the ridge of his cheek, beading on the sharp length of his chin.
"Darling," Genesis murmured. "I think you've quite lost your mind."
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I'm already so happy with all the limitless possibilities of those AUs you've posted for vote! Hot ranchhand or a pleasure slave Patroclus???!?!? Now this is gonna be SCRUMPTIOUSπππππ thank you for letting me vote, and have a nice day!
My one and only purpose in life is to put the blorbo in SituationsTM, and Patroclus is blorbo supreme so he gets all the treats π
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I just know OC and 3tanYoongi is one fine ass couple haha
I can practically see it. They put the bisexuals in a frenzy. They're so hot to the point where you just don't know what to do with yourself. A true "Bisexual Panic" moment π©π
Shit...... I would want them both too ππ
The power that they hold. I feel like the energy surrounding them would be very magnetic and captivating and there's always this underlying intensity between them that you can just feel if you were to be in the same room with them.
They're so attractive lmao
FUUUUUUU YOU KNOW ITβΌοΈ Like I literally donβt know who I would rather be, Yoongi or ReaderπAnd Iβm pretty sure people have said the same!! Both is rightπ© Both of them are their own peopleβtheyβre just stronger together oh sheesh!
Side note: I adore how even though reader has no stated physical attributes, the energy surrounding them is literally enough. We all acknowledge this. WHICH IS THE POINT YOONGI IS MAKING YALLπ€ like confidence is It and if you can hone that? Limitless in what you can be.
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hii!! iβm the nonnie that req the tutorial :3 it was saur helpful n if u cld let me borrow those psds ππ i love u n ur fics sm <33 i hope u hav a great dayayay
!!! heii omfg im glad i was #HELPFUL i will gladly let u in on my faves π iβll try n find them so i can link them later but im so tired rn.. anw here r my top psds !!!!!! (in no particular order) π»
love syndrome by eyescream98, lollipop kisses and limitless by breewaffle, candy floss by arshcolourings, dollface by bbyhyuck, and i feel so bad bc i use these two loads (theyβre called satanic call and sweet candy) but i canβt find who from???? help???? theyβre so cute though i can try and link them in a dm or sth if u want ππ
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Just got my exam back and I got 43.5/50βΌοΈβΌοΈ
I just realized Iβm having 3 separate conversations with you. Iβm the tall carols anonπ also I meant the following Friday booπ©΅
OH MY GODDDDDDDD CONGRATSSSSS?????!! SO PROUD OF UUUUUUU <3 good job u deserve that date im plannin to take u on π
omg i didnt think they were all one person heeeeeeyyy, ofc just text me wherever you wanna go and ill bring you and my 83 black limitless credit cards
hello hello!
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What a year itβs been. Iβve accomplished so much. L.A. definitely takes the cake though. Dove a lot deeper into Kpop and Iβm so happy I did. 2023, show me watchu got. π #limitless https://www.instagram.com/p/ClhfllVP-1U/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Kyle/jimmy not a valid ship? [sad jimmy noises]
STFU JIMMY LMFAO πππ
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Welcome - Part VIII
King Desha x Fem!Reader
First partΒ -Β Previous PartΒ -Β Table of contents
Credit :Β Oreskis
Here I am again! So I promise this chapter is going to be nice and full of love... Or not ? π
The following days were totally awkward. You threw yourself into your training and your mission as an emissary. Thankfully, the last part made you busier than ever. Now that the portal was up, and protected on both sides, the real work had begun. The Underworldβs kingdom was showing Bojiβs new skills and equipment for agriculture (that they had developed since they were a far more ancient kingdom), meanwhile the other would offer a good share of lands. So you often had to go there, to look after the two nations and make sure that everything was peaceful between them. The humans were not used to seeing inhumans so you frequently had to intervene to defuse situations. Since you were not really good with words and relationships in general, it took a lot of effort from you, letting yourself very little time to think about what had happened with your king.
Unsurprisingly Desha was avoiding you, he would no longer come to your training, and when you had to make your reports to him, he would always advertise his gaze from yours. You knew that you totally had earned that, but it did not sting any less. Still, what could you do ? Even if you obviously had feelings for him, you definitely could not work on them, since he clearly was not reciprocating them. You would give anything to just go back to what things were before you fucked everything up.Β
Around that time, Despa came up with a new development for the alliance. He summoned you and Desha to the room where decisions were usually taken on that subject.Β
βAn important aspect of that alliance has appeared to meβ, he explained, his arms crossed on his chest and his eyebrows frowning.
βCut your crap and just go straight to your pointβ, Desha scolded.Β
βIf you do not want my precious help in that affair, I can still take my leaveβ, Despa said looking outraged by his brother's behaviour.Β
The king just stared at him with dark eyes, making him dramatically sigh.
βAnywayβ, he resumed with an expression clearing stating : how magnanimous I am to look behind that uncivilized brother of mine. βThe alliance is on good tracks, however it is not perennial. Should something occur to one of the two kings, it would automatically become obsolete.β
You watched Despa talking, having absolutely no idea where he was going like this, meanwhile Desha was frowning more each passing second because he had a pretty good idea of what his brother could have in mind.Β
βTherefore, to make a durable alliance through time and generations, a wedding should be done between the two kingdoms.β
His long monologue earned only a bit and heavy silence before Desha started to laugh with disdain.
βReally ? A wedding ? And who would go through it ? You ?β He sneered.
βMy wonderful personna can not support sharing my limitless beauty. That and I can not fathom the idea of sharing my money.β The blond prince answered with pride. βAnd I was talking about you, obviously. Who better than the king himself ? Boji is far too young to be concerned by it.β
βAnd who would wed me ?β He growled no longer laughing.Β
You began to really feel out of place. Firstly you did not want to be in the same place as Desha, being ignored was already hard enough. But now, witnessing a more serious battle talk between the two brothers was not something you could stomach right now. Especially with such a subject, and even more with what had happened between you and your king.Β
βIs there anyone unwed at Bojiβs side ?β Despa asked directly at you.
βI know that Hilling is still unwed, but if Iβm not wrong she already has someone in her heart. I do not know other candidates but I could still ask.β
βYes, do, please.β
Desha looked ready to order you against it, however he quickly averted his gaze from you, as if you were not worthy of his attention.
βIβll do as requested then.β
You left the room, your orders having been received.
βWhat kind of sick joke was that ?β The king abruptly asked his brother.
βIt was no joke. You know that I am right.β
βEven if you were. I have no intention of forcing anyone into a wedding. I do not know how you can even suggest it after what happened to our mother.β
βIt is not what I impliedβ, Despa replied, outraged that he would compare his idea to what their father had done. βI am confident that there is someone from Bojiβs people who would agree to it without being forced in any way.βΒ
βI do not-β
βDo not make me spell it to you brotherβ, Despa cut him short and looked dead serious for once. βI do not know what kind of sad comedy you are trying to play, however I do not wish to witness any more of it.β
Desha stayed unusually silent in front of his brotherβs rant. The blond-haired looked even a bit breathless, and red on his cheeks. For how long had he made his brother feel like that ? He did not know if he was feeling more annoyed or hurt to discover it.Β
βThat has nothing to do with you.β He finally stated before leaving the room.Β
βDesha, you big foolβ Despa sighed in a low voice, not sure to have succeeded in his intentions. βIβm doing my best to help him, mother, but it is really hard.β
*
Desha went straight to his room. He needed somewhere to think, alone and unbothered. Obviously, he was not simple-minded and knew very well who Despa had in mind for his ridiculous enterprise. However, could you still want him after what he had done ? During the reception, everything had gone sideways, and he had just let the situation rot until it was impossible to do anything to save it.Β
The king ran his hand across his face before witnessing his own reflection in the mirror in front of him. Could you really be attracted to him ? That face could really be found attractive ? He wanted to believe in it. After all, he was old enough to know that everything and everyone existed. He was even maybe ready to trust your words and especially your actions. You did not look that disgusted when you kissed him. Maybe he was not that ugly ? He tried to smile, feeling a bit goofy and grotesque trying to look good. Yeah, why not, he could live with that, if it was you, he could trust you.
However, at the instant he had that thought, he felt something crawl from behind him, the room darkened and a heavy burden landed on his shoulder. There was now another face in the mirror, next to his, so similar. His fatherβs. His chest tightened. That was foolish. You could not be attracted by that look. He looked like a god, like a monster. Worse than that, he was a monster. He had done the same atrocities as his father. He had killed a lot of people, even innocent people. He was seeing all those corpses in the mirror, and the man with the blood on his hands was not his father but him.Β
Could he really move beyond that ? Was he allowed to do so ? If it was for the well being of his kingdom ? If it could make you happy ?Β
The ghosts behind him began to gradually fade. Desha grabbed the side of the mirror, in pain but trying his best to overcome it. Then, he felt as if a thunderbolt had passed through his heart. Something worse than everything he had to shoulder until now. Something that was forbidding him to ever try and be happy with a woman. Because he was a monster, he had the blood of a monster.Β
With a raging shout, he violently sent the mirror fly across the room to crash on the wall.Β
βKing Desha ? Is everything okay ?β
A guard asked worriedly through the door.Β
βEverything is fine.β He answered leaving the room.
There was no happy ending for him. He had lost that right for a long time.Β
*
Meanwhile, you found no one to take on Despaβs proposition. And, even if you could not bring yourself to say it out loud, you were strangely relieved. You were new to that feeling and not very proud of it. And sadly for you, everything was more or less set up in place, making your work as an emissary begin to slow down again. You had too much free time and would just draw in introspection. It was really hard not to give in to the temptation of fleeing again. But your job was still unfinished, and you would encourage yourself by making you feel useful to your king and the kingdom. So, like this, you found a new occupation. Or to be exact, Ouken found it for you.
βI'd like to borrow your emissary to go on missions with usβ, he came one day to ask Desha with you.
βAnd for which purpose ?β Desha asked while playing with his sceptre looking bored.
You stayed silent, not wanting to draw attention to you, and make your king feel uneasy. So you just applied yourself to stare at the floor without breathing too loudly. You really, really wanted to bask a bit longer in his beautiful face, but you no longer feel that you had the right to do it.Β
βBecause she is strong, stronger than most of my men. And herβ¦ unusual skills can be really handy on the field.β
The silence was killing you. You wanted so much to look up, but were afraid of what you would see. Each time you thought about him, you could only see his choked and terrified expression from when you had kissed him, so you could not bear to see worse. What if he was angry ? Disgusted ? No, it was better for you to try and ignore what had happened and just look at him when he was not aware.Β
βI agree.βΒ
A little bit of you had thought that he would disagree, even if you wanted to go with Ouken, it was also a way to send you away from the Castle. And you had hoped that Desha would not allow it. You were wrong. And it hurts.Β
βThank you big brother.β
Without succeeding to hold yourself back, you raised up your head and meet Deshaβs gaze. Your heart skipped a bit, leaving you breathless and painful, he was as gorgeous as always, but right at the moment he saw you, he quickly turned his head, looking bothered. You turned your back, biting your lips and clenching your fists.Β
You deserved it.
Like that, you packed some of your things, to go right away on a mission with Ouken and part of the Underworldβs guard. You only knew that the mission was something about catching some criminals in some distant place where people did not live. It was pretty rare in those caves since they were already lacking some space, however, some creatures or sauvage animals would not let go of their territory. And some bandits would take advantage of this to lead their criminal activities without worries.Β
You left the palace with a difficult feeling of being torn up inside, but did not look back. You were determined to show your king how valuable you could still be.Β
As Ouken had hoped, you found out at the destination that you were totally able to communicate with the creatures living there. They looked like animals and lived in packs, really close to their puppies. The men accompanying you stayed a bit far away, while you would fully transform to go and befriend those unusual inhabitants of the Underworld. Surprisingly, they were really similar to humans, protecting their family and just wanting to be left in peace. You quickly learned that they were some persons who bothered them, and they even agreed to lead you to them. Once their position had been revealed, it was easy to deal with them thanks to your companions.Β
βYou did a really good jobβ, Ouken congratulated you with a big smile. βIβm sure big brother will be pleased too !β
βIβm not sure about thatβ¦β
βWhy ?β
βItβs nothingβ, you sighed, trying to avoid the conversation since he was not just the Underworldβs guard Commander but also Deshaβs youngest brother.
Ouken sighed a bit, before showing you to sit beside him. You were both not far from the guardβs camp, on your way back to the Castle.Β
βI know my brother can be really good atβ¦ pushing people awayβ, he began to explain, looking lost in his memories. βItβs harder to struggle against it, but itβs worth it.β
βWhat if he really hates me ?β You did not dare talk about what you had done.Β
It was not out of shame for your feelings but more about the fact that you had forced them on him without even seeking his consent.Β
βIβm not my brother so I canβt talk at his stake, however, did he say it clearly to you ?β
βNoβ¦ Not reallyβ, you realised, feeling a bit lighter.
Ouken simply smiled again, then patted your shoulder before letting you alone to go check on their prisoners. You thought a bit about what the Commander had said to you. Was it really possible ? You had always felt good with Desha, but technically you were the one who had fled him when you had kissed him. Damn, you were such a mess ! It was so unusual for you ! You decided to stop that shameful behaviour of yours and to make sure that your feelings passed through your king. Only when you would hear him say that he did not want them, would you discard them once and for good.Β
*
The night was dense, but sleep seemed to flee Desha. Another burden of being king, he could never find too much solace in rest. As if all his demons needed him to stay conscious to keep tormenting him. So, when most of the Underworld was sound asleep, he was just waiting in his too big bed.Β
Suddenly, a sound echoed from the corridor. He frowned, but assigned it to the guard in front of his room. He had always said that it was totally useless, but the chosen one seemed always so happy to do it that he just let them do as they pleased. However, the door silently opened shortly after. That, that was unusual. None of his men would dare to bother him while he was pretending to be asleep. Except for an emergency, but it really did not look like it.Β
A silver sparkle was seen, and the following instant Desha saw the face of the person standing in front of him, beside the window. A smirk came to his lips.Β
βSo you have come.β
The other did not answer. Desha did not move.Β
The weapon flashed for a second, rushing to the King's chest.
Abruptly the aggressor was tackled down by a shadow. They fought for a slight second, grunting and groaning in effort and before Desha could react, one of them stood up again.Β
The cavern's light showed Marco standing up with his reddened weapon, while you were laying down, drowning in your own blood.
That was one of the part I'm not sure about, but I hope you liked it anyway ! As I have said on another post, I'm currently writting part XI, I think maybe there's 3 parts left or more. And next one will be really interesting ~
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