"I THOUGHT OF YOU." // CLOSE, BUT NOT CLOSE ENOUGH
Adrianne Lenker anything // Portrait de la jeune fille en feu (2019) dir. Céline Sciamma // Ingmar Bergman from a letter to Liv Ullmann // Sonya Vatomsky Salt Is For Curing // Isaac Marion Warm Bodies // Portrait de la jeune fille en feu (2019) dir. Céline Sciamma // Richard Siken Crush // Leah Horlick For Your Own Good // Portrait de la jeune fille en feu (2019) dir. Céline Sciamma // Roland Barthes A Lover's Discourse: Fragments // Bret Easton Ellis The Rules of Attraction // Thomas E. Yingling "My Way Home is Through You," Hart Crane and the Homosexual Text: New Thresholds, New Anatomies // Portrait de la jeune fille en feu (2019) dir. Céline Sciamma // Adrianne Lenker anything // Frank Bidart "Guilty of Dust," Half-light: Collected Poems 1965-2016 // Portrait de la jeune fille en feu (2019) dir. Céline Sciamma // Yrsa Daley-Ward Bone
when adrianne lenker said i wanted so much for magic to be real. been searching for your eyes all i see is blue skies. we could watch a show, we could watch a garden grow, we could grow old, you could come in from the cold, just say what it is that you want. to the ocean of your love i am a river. stove light glows like a fire, we're sitting on the kitchen floor, just when i thought i couldn't feel more, i feel a little more. you turn me inside out and then you want me outside in, you spin me all around and then you ask me not to spin. teach cheat part trap, you have my heart i want it back, god dog devil lived, the giver takes the taker gives. i feel god here and there, people tell me it's everywhere. a thousand years or more and i've never seen this face, never heard this voice before. oh giver of empathy, it is a gift so bitter that you brought to me. you came in like some good things do, out of nowhere, dream come true. i wish i'd waved when i saw you, i just watched you passing by.