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Demystifying PCOD and PCOS: Spotting the Variances

PCOD (Polycystic Ovary Disease) and PCOS (Polycystic Ovary Syndrome) are related conditions, but they have some differences: Definition: PCOD: Primarily refers to the presence of multiple cysts in the ovaries along with irregular menstrual cycles and elevated androgen levels. It may or may not present with symptoms like acne, hirsutism (excessive hair growth), and weight gain. PCOS: Involves a…

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we hereby conduct this postmortem. (Yuta Okkotsu x Reader)

WARNING: MAJOR MANGA SPOILERS BELOW

word count: 7.8k (oops)

warnings: angst, mentions of death, mourning, smut, Yuta in Gojo’s body manga spoilers 18+

summary: reader attempts to cope with Yuta’s new body, mourning the loss of his previous one

a/n: Hi!!! No one really requested this but Yuta is my man fr and this idea has been heavy on my heart 😮‍💨 Yuta is aged up in this as it made more sense for the point in their relationship they were already in. I hope you all enjoy this as much as I loved making it!

Life as a sorcerer was one littered with pain, fleeting hope, loss, and regret. These pitiful factors could practically be named the pillars of the damned lifestyle. You knew what you were getting into right when you joined, and you were reminded of it as your love held you close to his chest, his large hands secured over your head as if to cement you into his memory. Yuta pulled back just a hair, still clutching your head between his hands to look at you, fingers digging into your scalp gently as his long eyes fluttered around your face.

Through the haze of your tears, he appeared blurred. Still, you could make out the inescapable expression of fear that clutched his features. It wasn’t the battle he feared— far from it. He felt as though he could slash through an army at the moment. What gripped his mind and soul so fiercely though, was the thought of leaving you behind. His warm, dark eyes regarded you with care, taking in the way you clutched at his white shirt as if willing him not to go. It broke his heart.

“Everything’s going to be alright, my love.” Yuta assured gently, trying to keep his trembling voice leveled. He was well aware of the countless sorcerers surrounding them, allowing them the privacy of their intimate moment. They pretended not to watch— not to listen, but their hearts were collectively breaking for the pair before them. “It’ll be over before we know. We’ll go home. I’ll cook you something nice— maybe not burn it this time, huh?”

A laugh escaped you despite your tear soaked face. He smiled softly at the sound. The pads of his thumbs reached out to swipe the surface area of your cheeks before pulling you in softly. Your eyes closed as he placed a soft kiss to one eye, moving to the other and doing the same.

“I want the special rice—” you choked out, attempting to pull yourself together for him. Reaching out to run your fingers gently through the end of his hair, you clarified. “The one you had in Kenya.”

“Yeah? The pilau?”

You nodded softly and forced a smile. He laughed breathily at your reply and pressed his forehead against yours.

“Okkotsu?” Their peer that called out to him sounded apologetic to be interrupting the delicate moment, but, then again, there was a war to be won.

Without tearing his gaze from yours, he nodded in understanding. Leaning down with a certain determination in his energy, Yuta captured your lips in his. It was powerful, rough— desperate. His looming figure hunched over you, as if attempting to swallow you whole. Perhaps you would have been happier if he had.

It was the last time your lips felt those of Yuta Okkotsu.

You had been sent out as support, patrolling the area. Realistically, you knew there wasn’t much that you could contribute. While you served as a perfectly decent sorcerer— your techniques were nothing to be put up against the horrors that lied beyond the culling games. It was mainly a distraction. Your peers didn’t want you to watch the fight. They didn’t want your eyes to have to bear witness should your lover be slain that night.

For a few hours, you would get updates from them. First, it was that Kenjaku was dead. A silent tear slipped down your cheek, but you quickly swiped it away as you thanked them for telling you. It was a victory— one of astronomical proportions, but the fight was far from over. After the second hour with no update— a small part of you already knew. After twenty more minutes of radio silence, you forced yourself to go back inside, despite the fear raging in you of what you may find.

As you entered silently, all heads snapped toward you. You knew. Without a word, you made your way back to where Shoko had set up her make-shift infirmary. It ended up being Kusakabe that called out to you— subtle warning in his tone. As if motivated by his attempted persuasion, a few more of your peers began to step forward, but, before they could reach you, you slipped into the dimly lit hallway. Yuta’s katana was leaning up against the wall beside the infirmary, unsheathed and bloodied. Through the sound of the blood rushing through your ears, you faintly heard a commotion stirring from outside the hall. Your mind was miles away from the beloved friends and colleagues gathered just outside though. Your fingers delicately grazed the hilt of his precious katana, wondering if they had to pry it from his stiff fingers.

One more step. It was terrifying— the sense of impending doom that echoed within the chasms of your mind. Just beyond this door frame, it would no longer be a fleeting ghost story whispered between two lovers— a worst case scenario— a horrifying ‘what if’ that was consistently followed by reassuring kisses and desperate love making. The shouting behind you was growing louder now, rushed footsteps pounding down the hall, screams of your name to not go in there, you don’t need to see it.

You took the final step. The healer stood in the middle of the room and seemed to be busying herself with cleaning. She was cleaning a body. Its mid section was cut off from your vision by her somewhat tense figure. Still, laid unceremoniously at the end of the steel stretcher, the unmistakable locks of dark hair your fingers had been buried in just hours prior. As if sensing your presence, Shoko shifted to see who had been watching her work. Her movements faltered when seeing the face of the stiff corpse’s lover. It was too late though, no matter how quickly she tried to adjust her position once again, the image had been burned into your mind— branded.

The body of Yuta Okkotsu lay bare on the examining table— or what was left of his body. It had been mutilated; your beautiful love’s temple disgustingly desecrated. The cavity of his chest was practically split open, slashes running down his once gorgeously cream skin. Even worse though— his head. It was split down his forehead. His paler than usual head was turned just fractionally toward the door. Your lover stared back at you, eyes unmoving, unloving, gone.

There was blood in your mouth. The iron tinging your taste buds was the only way you realized the visceral shriek that emitted from deep within your gut. Your realization didn’t stop you though, and neither did the pain in your throat as you ripped it to shreds once again, knees buckling underneath of you.

“Yuta!” You sobbed, voice eviscerated raw already. The hurried footsteps from outside seemed to finally reach you and, before you could process what was happening, there were hands everywhere. They were on your shoulders, at your elbows, over your eyes— doing anything to attempt to shield you from the sight before you, which you assumed they never intended for you to see in the first place. It was overwhelming: the attempted, hushed coos of comfort that all merged together to sound like the humming of angered bees just waiting to strike at you; the varying grips all pulling you in separate directions, all with the intent to just get you out of that room. Still, despite their efforts, through the gaps of their fingers and shoulders, Yuta’s dead eyes still stared hauntingly back at you.

Pushing against them all with a newfound strength, you fell against the unforgiving floor on your hands and knees, determined to reach him.

“Please, he wouldn’t want you to see him like this.” Kamo attempted to get through to you, his hand once again reaching for your shoulder.

“Don’t touch me.” Your wavering, sliced whisper caused his motions to falter for a moment before reaching out anyway. Another sob was ripped from your mouth at the feeling of hands everywhere again. “Please, please, I just need to hold him. Please. Let me hold him.”

“I told you all to make sure she didn’t come in here.” The commanding voice that spoke up had all five or six desperate individuals looking toward the door. Had you been more present in the moment, you would have recognized the voice. With your peers distracted, you crawled forward once again.

“My love,” The term of endearment reached your ears, making you pause. Wide eyes staring at Yuta’s still lips, you gaped silently. Shoko suddenly moved to cover his body with a sheet she’d retrieved, breaking you from your haze. Reaching out with trembling hands, you attempted to fist the sheet between your fingers. “Please, don’t do that.”

The individuals whose hands had been grappling with you just moments prior released you all together, before another set of firm, purposeful arms slid around your midsection. In mere seconds, you were being hauled up off the floor. For a moment, you were suspended mid air by unfamiliar arms. You thrashed around furiously until they set you down on your feet once again, and you turned to smack whoever it was that was still holding you back.

When the eyes of Satoru Gojo met yours— your movements faltered. A phantom, right before your very eyes. He was real though, you could see his chest rising and falling with his steady breaths, and the warmth radiating from his arms that were still wrapped uncharacteristically around you.

“Gojo—” It was all too much, as you tried to make sense of the scene before you, all the while in the midst of mourning— or attempting to come to grips with the fact that you should be mourning. You suddenly felt as though you might pass out. Steadying a hand on the firm chest before you, your face began to pale a bit. “How are you— what’s—”

Your words failed you though— and so did your body. Satoru leaned down quickly just as you began to slip away. It was too intimate— the way he was looking into your eyes, and the manner in which he held you to his chest. You wanted to push him away, but you felt weak. The snowy whisps of his white hair swayed as he scooped you up and brushed the hair from your forehead. You flinched away from him. As you looked up incredulously at him to question his inappropriate behavior, your eyes caught the scar running along his forehead.

“Everything is okay,” he murmured, but the voice wasn’t comforting, it was confusing as it fell upon your ringing ears. “I’m here, my love.”

The term snapped you from your chance, the murmuring and shuffling around the two of you coming at you in full force as if you’d just come up from underwater. Staring unblinkingly at the man before you, you watched as his piercing, blue eyes drooped softly and uncharacteristically into a haunting stare that was so unmistakably—

“Yuta?”

Following the closure of the grueling culling games, most sorcerers were granted substantial time to rest, and both you and Go— Yuta, were unarguably granted as well. After what you’d seen, what Yuta had subjected himself to for the sake of everyone’s safety, there was a quiet understanding that the pair needed time to adjust to one another again— to heal. As you walked into your shared apartment with the unfamiliar body behind you though, you couldn’t help but gulp down the lump in your throat.

Relieved wasn’t the sufficient word to use to describe how you felt upon learning Yuta was still alive. Granted, he was certainly alive in a very different way than he had been previously— but his soul was still with you. He was still there. Still, the anxiety and grief was eating you alive. You had seen his corpse, seen his lifeless eyes staring back at you. Yet you were still expected to latch onto him once again, resume your bond as if it hadn’t already been irreparably changed. It made you feel selfish— being so uncomfortable by the means by which he remained alive. You wouldn’t say it to him, not after all that he’d been through and the selfless way he sacrificed so much for his peers.

The door of your shared apartment shut behind you. A soft sigh of relief left you. When you last exited this familiar apartment, the two of you were unsure if you’d ever return to it again. A lone tear slipped down your cheek as Yuta set his katana against the wall and came up to grasp at your shoulders. His grip was firm— firmer than you ever remember it being. Feeling the tension in your muscles, he rubbed soft circles into them.

“You want me to start a shower for you, love?” He offered in that unfamiliar voice, his cheek grazing yours as he leaned down to meet your ear. Unable to speak, you simply nodded. With a soft kiss against your temple, he made his way down the hall and disappeared into your shared bathroom. The distance eased some of the pressure building in your chest, and you leaned back to rest against the wall.

How could this ever go back to normal? Gojo was a man who had watched your love grow together from the moment the both of you were introduced as mere teenagers. He’d given a horribly anxious Yuta advice on how to talk to you, given him money to take you on a nice first date before the boy had received his first stipend from the school. And now— now you were expected to live with him, to wake up to him every morning, make love to him. He wasn’t a stranger, but in a sense of closeness and intimacy, your body saw him as just that.

With a shaky sigh, you pushed off of the wall when you heard the shower running. Entering the bathroom with your towel folded over your arms, the steam from the shower enveloped you like a warm blanket. It invited you to wash away all the atrocities you’d faced in the past weeks. You placed your towel on the sink, but your pre-shower routine was cut short when you felt fingers grasping at the hem of your shirt to pull it up. A startled gasp escaped you, and you whipped around to face Yuta. He abruptly halted his attempts to undress you, staring at you with wide eyes. Much to your mortification, he was naked.

“Oh—” You stuttered out, staring up at the ceiling, at the wall behind him, anywhere but him. “Sorry. You— you can shower first.”

Yuta stopped you with a soft hand on your wrist as you moved to exit the bathroom. You were stiff before him, flinching away just barely noticeable as your arm made contact with his bare chest.

“Hey,” he said softly with a chuckle. It sounded a bit forced though— he sounded scared. “It’s just me, love. You can— you can look at me.”

Your head was still turned away from him as he pulled you closer against the stranger’s body, leaning down to press a delicate kiss against your cheek. Your eyes drifted and were met with your reflection in the mirror, wrapped up in the arms of Satoru Gojo. Following your gaze, his icy blue eyes met yours in the reflection. As if recognizing the apprehension in your expression, his face dropped a bit. Your heart clenched guiltily.

“S’okay,” Yuta attempted a nonchalant laugh, his strong arms loosening their grip on you. He gulped down the nausea that began to stir within him along with the pang of rejection. “Umm… I’ll be out in a minute. Why don’t you pick out a movie for us to watch, yeah? We’ve probably missed out on a bunch.”

With a soft nod and forced smile, you couldn’t have exited that small bathroom quick enough.

Time. You just needed some time.

Following your own, mind numbingly relaxing shower, you made sure to dry off and dress in the safe confines of the bathroom. You smiled softly at the feeling of the fluffy rug against your toes as you stepped into your very missed room. Yuta was already under the covers, remote in hand as he read the description of the movie you’d picked out. He was chewing absentmindedly at his bottom lip, a habit you’d never seen Gojo partake in before. It made you smile softly— something that was uniquely Yuta still shining through. His gaze snapped toward you while you stood hesitantly on the side of the bed. Smiling warmly, he opened up the blanket on your side of the bed in invitation, a faint glimmer of hope sparkling in his blue eyes.

“Yu, this shirt is…” Your comment drifted as you fingered at the tshirt spread too tightly across his broad chest. It clung to his bulging arms unnaturally, straining against the muscles.

A blush painted his pale cheeks, and you were once again put off by seeing the innocent expression on the face before you. He smiled sheepishly, looking down at himself.

“I know. None of my stuff really fits me anymore.” He explained bashfully, reaching up to scratch his head awkwardly. “Guess that means we can go shopping, and you can pick out all my clothes like you always wanted to, huh?”

You giggled softly at the idea. Truthfully, you were grateful he’d put the shirt on despite its tight fit. For the past few days, he didn’t even smell like himself anymore. But now, as you timidly shuffled closer to him and buried your head into his chest, you were able to inhale the lingering scent left behind by his previous body. It was the only thing keeping you huddled closely to his new one that night.

You dreamt of him that night— the old him. He was wrapped around you, his grip merciless as he clung onto you, as if you might float away. When you turned to look at him, the sight of his big, warm, puppy dog eyes filled your chest with butterflies. You recognized the scene, it was the first time you’d tended to him following a mission. Both of you unaware of the other’s feelings, timid in the way you brushed against one another, hyper aware of every breath and stare. As you dapped the alcohol-soaked cotton against his cheek, his shaky hands came up to grip innocently onto your waist. In truth, though you teased him relentlessly for it, he really just didn’t know what to do with his hands in the moment. When he saw the way your face burned under his touch, something had shifted between you— an understanding.

Your head burrowed deeper into the pillow below you as you were pulled from your slumber by the heavy hole in your chest. The arm strewn across your waist tighter around you, drawing you closer as he hummed. You smiled softly at the sound of him awakening. Shifting to catch a glimpse of those warm eyes that had just been plaguing your dreams, you were ripped from your trance. A startled yelp escaped you, sending you flying to the other end of the bed at the sight of the electric blue eyes staring back at you. In response, Yuta jumped out of bed with a start, staring at you in bewilderment.

“I— I’m sorry,” you cried breathlessly, not even feeling it when tears began to fall down your face. It was as if you could hear his heart break as he watched you. Running a trembling hand across your damp face, you attempted to calm your breathing. “I’m sorry, Yuta. It’s not your fault, I just—”

“You need time.” He finished softly for you.

For the following weeks, Yuta slept on the couch of your shared living room. It made you feel awful, coming out every morning to see him twisted uncomfortably on the furniture that was far too small to hold him in this form. You insisted that it should be you sleeping on it, given it was you who was so startled by the arrangement, but he refused to even hear of it. He said he’s always found the couch comfortable, but you knew that was about four inches and fifty pounds of muscle ago.

With the guilt knawing away at you, you made every effort to adjust to the dramatic change. The two of you watched your usual television shows on the couch together every night before he’d give you a longing goodnight kiss on the cheek and forehead. He never pushed you for more. You had just begun feeling somewhat comfortable enough to press quick, timid kisses on his lips every now and again, and he relished in each and every one of them like a man starved. It was evident in the way his eyes remained close and his lips chased yours each time you’d pull away.

He really did mean it when he said he wanted you to go shopping with him. After one too many ripped pants and boxer briefs in the trash, you insisted it be sooner rather than later. His wispy hair did a good enough job concealing the fading scar across his forehead while you two stepped out in public for the first time again. Being out of the stuffy apartment helped to ease the underlying tension that had grown between you. Yuta was making you laugh, charming you with his sheepish jokes and shy charisma— the type only he could pull off. It was good for you. You two walked from store to store, and you felt his pinky finger graze hesitantly against yours.

Looking up at him, you found his blue orbs already focused on you. They were wide, hopeful— asking for permission. Smiling softly at him, you silently carded your hand into his large one. It felt foreign, but the wide, excited smile that he tried to conceal seemed to mask any apprehension that bubbled within you. For the remainder of the day, Yuta walked with more confidence in his stride, pulling you giddily along with him wherever his attention drew him to.

It was a much needed break from the awkward push and pull you two had found yourselves in. So, when you returned to the apartment that night, you were almost scared to break that bubble. The two of you fell into your new routine, regarding each other friendly, showering separately. You were just gathering your things when he emerged from the bathroom, a towel hung loosely around his waist. Quickly averting your gaze, you muttered an apology as you attempted to step past him.

“Hey,” he called softly, stepping to the side to block you from entering the restroom. You felt his fingers clutch your chin and turn you to face him. His platinum hair clung to his face, droplets of water spilling onto his chiseled face. A blush rose to your cheeks at the sight. An amused smile fell easily on his lips. “You haven’t blushed like this looking at me since we were in high school.”

Your brows furrowed at his words, envious on the way he seemed to be unable to find the insanity of the situation. His damp hand ran down the side of your neck, creeping over your shoulder and arm until he grasped one of your hands in his. His intense gaze stayed focused on you as he brought your hand up to place on his chest, softly running it down his abdomen.

“I want you to… be comfortable with me again. Be able to look at me again.” He mumbled, his chest beginning to rise and fall more dramatically at the sensation of your hands exploring him once again. You gulped, your fingers catching on the scar that circled all the way across his stomach, sides, and back. It made you tear away from your hesitation, finally allowing yourself to look down at his sculpted body. You circled your finger tentatively around the jagged scar, your other hand creeping up to test the waters in feeling the wet ripples of his abs. Yuta seemed to tremble under your touch, a soft moan falling from his lips at the sensation. It snapped you from your haze. It felt wrong, hearing Gojo’s voice like this, thinking of his body in such a way. You withdrew your hands from him.

“Time.” you quickly reminded him, refocusing your gaze on his face again. His lips were parted, eyes half lidded but blown out with a lustful haze. You darted past him and into the bathroom, hearing him repeat it breathlessly as you closed the door.

“Time.”

You were still a bit shaken up when you exited your shower, pacing the room pensively as you clung to your towel. Looking around, you noticed the small, discarded pile of Yuta’s old shirts that he’d likely just removed from his drawers to make room for his new ones. You smiled fondly at the sight. Picking one up, you brought it up to your face and inhaled deeply. Though evidently fading, his smell still clung to it. It was faint though, so faint that it made your eyes water as you clutched desperately at the material. He was slipping away, every part of him, and all you could do was watch as each bit was replaced. Shoving the discarded shirts into your own drawer for safe keeping, you shed your towel and slipped one over your head before climbing into bed, relishing in the soft, familiar smell that graced your senses.

After a moment or so, there was a gentle knock at the door. Yuta poked his head in and smiled hesitantly at you.

“Hey, pretty girl,” he greeted softly, stepping fully into the dim room. “I just… I wanted to say goodnight to you. You okay?”

You nodded with a sad smile, blinking rapidly to stop more tears from manifesting in your traitorous eyes. Humming softly, he sat on the edge of the bed and grasped your head between his large hands before leaning in to press a gentle kiss against each eye.

“Goodnight, my love. I love you always.”

You couldn’t stop the silent sob that wracked your body as he turned to return to the living room for the night. It was pathetic, the way you continued to mourn for the man sat just outside your grasp. Just moments ago, you stood in tears, willing him not to slip away, yet you were allowing just that.

“Yuta?” Your meek voice made him turn around in question. “Can you… can you come to bed?”

His face lit up the dark room, moonlight illuminating the way his blue eyes seemed to spark at your request.

“Y-Yes, yeah!” He stammered out, looking around eagerly. The man seemed to trip over his own legs as he made his way to the door, holding a reaffirming hand out in front of him. “Hold on, I’m gonna grab my pillows— don’t move!”

Even through your tears, you couldn’t help but laugh at the way he still didn’t seem to have full control over his new body yet— at least not when he was buzzing with the excitement of a teenage boy. Just seconds later, he barreled back into the room, slamming the door behind him and eagerly jumping into his side of the bed. The both of you giggled at the way the bed creaked under his sudden weight. As the laughter subsided, he stared breathlessly at you, eyes gleaming.

“Do you think it’d be okay if I held you tonight?”

Your lips began to tremble at the pained vulnerability in his timid request. Without answering, you scooted closer to him, and he quickly opened his arms for you to tuck yourself against his chest. His chest heaved with a sigh of relief at the feeling of holding you close again. All too soon, he felt his eyes begin to droop despite his burning desire to stay awake and just be with you for a little longer. You were both fast asleep within seconds.

With his old shirt and scent wrapped around your frame, your subconscious couldn’t help but manifest him just as it had remembered him. Again, it was a familiar scene— the night before you two left your apartment for the final time. Before— what happened to him. His dark hair hung lazily over his face as he desperately grinded into you. A gasp over took you at the feeling of him entering you. Your fingernails raked mercilessly across his chest, squeezing the firm slab of muscle there. Yuta whined at the soft stinging that accompanied this action, but it only spurred him on. He wanted to mold himself to you, become one with your body. You helplessly moaned out his name.

Back in reality, beside you, Yuta was stirred from his own peaceful slumber by your shallow, whiny breaths. Your body practically trembled against him, your fingers grasping at the arm that circled your waist.

“Yuta.” Your soft moan filled his ears, making all the blood in his body rush down to the uncharted territory below his waistband. The manner in which you writhed desperately against him did nothing to calm the storm brewing in his pants. Gulping roughly, he allowed his hand to wander from your thigh up to your side, slipping under the thin fabric of your shirt— his shirt. It was the only thing donned on that trembling body of yours save for your underwear. You looked ethereal with the barely risen, morning sun kissing at your supple skin. Leaning down, he pressed a chaste kiss to your cheek, dragging his lips down to peck and lap aimlessly at your neck. You arched into him, rousing from your sleep with a gentle moan of his name.

“Yeah?” The man mumbled against the back of your neck, gently rutting into your ass from behind you. The wandering hand that had slipped up your shirt grazed over the lush skin of your breast before squeezing it gently between his fingers. A whimper fell from your lips. “Let me take care of you, my love, hm?”

You could only nod breathlessly, and, in an instant, he disappeared under the covers, eagerly shifting you onto your back. Typically, Yuta was a soft, gentle lover— slow in his care for your body. He loved taking his time with you, savoring each sound he could pull from you with each inch of skin he explored. Now though, as he found himself face to face with one of his favorite parts of you for the first time in weeks, he had no patience.

Wrapping his strong arms around your thighs, he shoved his face into your clothed core. A high strung moan ripped up your chest and out your throat as he mouthed lazily over you for a while, wetting the already damp fabric with his drool. Getting tired of the damned barrier, he wanted to taste you for real. In hasty motions, he ripped your underwear down your legs before settling against his breakfast once again.

“Yuta!” You gasped, face reddening with the overwhelming pleasure coursing through your veins. He moaned against you at the sound of his name falling from your lips again. His hips involuntarily rutted against the mattress, but he stopped himself. This was about you.

Your fingers trembled, making their way under the sheets to grip his hair firmly. His head swayed side to side as he ravished you, drinking up everything you were willing to give him. Your hips bucked up to grind against his face, making the sheet fall down his back. Looking down, you were met with the sight of Satoru Gojo between your legs, lapping lewdly at your sensitive core as if it gave him life itself, as if it made the sun and the moon and brought all the stars to the night sky.

His eyes opened upon feeling your gaze on him. Those piercing blue eyes that you were becoming so accustomed to regarded you with a deep lust, a carnal desire that had your release creeping up your toes, into your legs and torso, to the very center of your mind.

No, you thought to yourself. You couldn’t come undone like this. It was so wrong, and you felt as though some part of you was betraying Yuta, despite the fact that he was the very man currently worshiping you with his tongue. You partly wondered if he knew what was going through your head right now, watching as his brows suddenly furrowed and his grip on your thighs tightened with a newfound determination. With a harsh, loud suck to your clit, his gaze demanded to be met as you tipped over the edge. Your back arched up with a deafening cry, all the while Yuta’s lips hungrily laid open mouthed kissed against your core as you came down. He caught your clit gently between his lips, pulling at it a fraction before releasing it.

You were gasping for breath, trying to catch yourself before you passed out in an overwhelmed haze. Yuta licked a final, loving stripe up your folds before peppering kisses up your trembling body. Sliding a hand under the arch of your back, he abruptly sat you up with a strength unfamiliar to you. You landed atop his lap, wrapping your arms around his neck to catch yourself before you fell back.

“You’re so beautiful,” he whimpered, capturing your lips against his desperately. They were still wet from their assault against you. Between rushed kisses, he gasped out against your lips. “So beautiful, my love. You’re everything to me.”

You moaned against him at the sound of his familiar praises, pressing your chest against his. He broke from you for barely a millisecond, tossing his shirt over his head before grappling for you once again. His hands found their natural place on your waist, gripping firmly as he brought you down to grind against his straining manhood. Gasping at the sensation of your folds sliding against his thick length, you reached up to grasp at the ends of his hair as you always did. It hit you then, as your fingers grazed the slowly growing hairs of an undercut, that you were about to make love to someone else. Breaking from him with a gasp, you looked at the man before you. His eyes were practically glowing, drinking you in in a manner that told you his thoughts were positively filthy at the present. Closing them once again, he chased your lips with a determined hand against your jaw. You flinched away. Slowly opening his eyes again, he watched in horror as you climbed off of his lap and stood from the bed, looking around for a pair of shorts.

“W-Wait!” Yuta gaped, practically tripping over himself to follow you out of the bedroom.

You pretended not to hear the desperate confusion in his tone, pretended it didn’t squeeze at your chest with guilt. Opening the fridge, you busied yourself grabbing ingredients to make you two a quick breakfast. He called out your name softly, dejected. Bracing yourself, you glanced back at him. His massive frame was hunched in on itself, and his eyes looked so hurt you could practically shoot yourself in the foot for being the cause of it.

“What are you doing?” Yuta breathed quietly, watching as you spread all the ingredients onto the counter.

“I’m making omelets. You want cheese on yours?” You asked over your shoulder, grabbing a bowl from the cabinet for mixing.

“What? No, I—” He could feel the irritation rising in his chest, and he had to take a deep breath before continuing. Stepping closer so he was right behind you, he grasped your wrist softly to halt your rushed movements. “Baby, I miss you.”

“I’m right here, Yu.” You whispered, unable to meet his unwavering gaze. You heard him sigh in frustration at your response.

“No, love,” he pleaded, grasping your hips to press you roughly against the ever present bulge in his sweatpants. Releasing a shaky breath, he snaked a hand across your collarbone before lining it with hot kisses. “I miss you.”

“Yuta,” you protested, slipping away from his grasp. “I’m sorry, I just need—”

“Time?” He cried out, tears welling up in his sad, wide eyes. “You can take all of my time— have all of it! But please just— please look me in the eyes and tell me I’ll still get you back at the end of it.”

“I’m trying!” You sobbed, smacking at his bare chest. He took it all without so much as a flinch. “I’m trying but every time I look at you all I can see is—”

“I’m not Gojo! I’m right here, I’m me. Look at me!”

“Well I don’t recognize you anymore, Yuta!”

His response got caught in his throat. Those glittering blue, six eyes watched as you fell to the floor, clutching your hands to your face. Gentle sobs shook your frame as you curled in on yourself. Yuta stood before you, unsure if touching you would be helpful or not right now.

“I saw your body, Yuta. Your head was split open. Your eyes were lifeless! I accepted that you were dead!” You felt a hesitant hand come down on your back. He slowly sat beside you on the floor. “And then you come back, and you have a new face, a new voice, you even smell different. You’re bigger and you’re stronger, and you’re not my Yuta anymore, okay? You wanted everything to go back to normal but it’s not.”

“I just… I don’t see Yuta anymore.”

Both of you agreed that you needed some time apart that day. Yuta insisted that you be the one to stay home, but you convinced him that you needed time outside of the apartment.

You found yourself in front of Shoko, who regarded you with surprise at your sudden request.

“I want to see his body.”

She blinked a few times at you, slowly. Not even Yuta himself had bothered asking what it was that they did with his body. When he came to, the only thing that was on his mind was the overwhelming relief that he’d be able to come back to you. As the healer looked over your bloodshot eyes, and the dried tears on your face as you clutched at the old t-shirt covering you, she understood what you really needed.

You blinked down at the simple grave before you. It was large, marbled and domed. It had Gojo’s name on it.

“Is this some sort of joke?” You asked breathily, your brows furrowing in anger. A fiery glare was shot in the direction of the woman standing beside you. “Where is his body?”

“Right in front of you.”

“Then why isn’t his name on here?”

“Because Yuta Okkotsu isn’t dead.” Shoko stated flatly, eyes steady on you. “Satoru Gojo is.”

The words sank into your soul as you slowly looked back up at the name etched onto the grave. It was the name of the man you were sure you had been betraying your lover with for a month. Yuta— his former body rested here, but no one mourned for him here. No, this is where they came to mourn Satoru Gojo. You were the only one who had ever mourned for Yuta.

“Satoru Gojo is dead, and the man waiting for you at home loves you— no matter the flesh that wraps his soul.”

You cried the whole way home, but, this time, your tears weren’t being shed in mourning. Rather, they fell down your face in hot streams of guilt. Yuta had been so understanding, so patient with you. He had gone through so much, lost his body, lost his mentor, his friend. The only thing he asked in return was to live the rest of his life with you once again— and you couldn’t look past the flesh attached to his kind heart.

Slowly creaking open the door of your apartment, there was music flowing softly through the air of your shared apartment. Over the rhythm, you could hear the clashing of pots and the clinking of utensils. There was a faint smell of smoke filling the room as well. Shutting the door behind you, you cautiously made your way to the kitchen, gaze melting at the scene before you.

There was an apron tied haphazardly around Yuta’s waist. It was too small on him— straining against his broad, muscular chest. The smell of smoke seemed to be coming from the large pot that was practically vibrating on the stovetop, angrily hissing at the chef, who was too distracted trying to set a pair of plates and cutlery neatly on the small dining table. He was cursing under his breath, white eyebrows pulled up and together in a concerned, puppy-dog like stare. You giggled from behind your hand. His head shot up at the sound.

“No, babe— gah!” Your lover was cut off as he tried to grab the lid off the top of the smoking pot before abruptly dropping it, seemingly burned from its hot surface. It clattered against the stove noisily. “You weren’t supposed to be home yet— shit!”

He paced the length of the kitchen, bouncing anxiously on the balls of his feet as he ran a hand through his already ruffled hair. The mannerisms— they were so undeniably Yuta Okkotsu. Smiling fondly, you stepped forward to turn the stove off, making him grumble in disapproval.

“I-I was trying to make us pilau.” He pouted, those wide, puppy dog eyes taking in the sight of you. Despite the commotion you had walked into, he was relieved that you came back to him.

“Yeah?” You questioned with an amused smile, reaching behind him to untie the apron from his back and pulling it over his head. Your hands replaced the ties around his neck, pulling him down toward you. It was gonna take you a while to adjust to this sudden, more exaggerated height difference. “What happened to you not burning it this time?”

The pale skin of his neck and cheeks flushed under your intense gaze, making him chuckle nervously. It was evident in the tentative manner he slid his hands around your waist that he was unsure of what you’d be comfortable with.

“Are you gonna come down here, or are you gonna make you climb all six feet of you?”

His Adam’s Apple bobbed against his taut neck, a boyish grin spreading across his lips as he shook his head.

“I have a better idea.”

In one quick motion, he squatted down to grab the backs of your thighs and toss them high around his waist. You gasped at the abrupt motion, clinging around his chest like a spider monkey. He wasn’t even holding onto you as he began walking the both of you to your room. No, his hands were instead grasped on the sides of your head, pulling you into him for a desperate kiss. Shutting the door behind him with his foot, he turned to sit on the edge of the bed, your comparably smaller frame still attached to him.

You fell slowly into his lap, biting at his lips with an unanticipated fervor. Your hands grazed under the hem of his shirt, palms freely exploring the planes of his chest and shoulders. He whimpered under your delicate touch, breaking away from you only to allow you to pull the fabric off of him. Pushing back on his firm shoulders, he fell back against the bed with a huff, watching with bated breath as you kissed each inch of new skin you were presented with. You wanted to commit him to memory— learn the new ways to make him gasp and whimper in that way only Yuta could pull off. As you traversed down his abdomen, he reached down and yanked the hem of your loose shirt over your head, groaning at the sight of your bare chest that he’d missed so much.

Just as your lips grazed the hem of his sweatpants, he sat up abruptly to stop you.

“No, I can’t— I just need you right now.” He rasped, grasping at your waist to toss you down onto the bed.

“Jesus, Yu!” You gasped as your body bounced with the impact. He grinned sheepishly at you as he stumbled out of his sweats before crawling over your body.

“I’m sorry… not used to it yet.” He apologized before grazing his hand over your clothed core, sighing pathetically at the wetness that met his digits. Your teeth were clashing together as the two of you sloppily kissed each other— a bundle of gasps and moans. He molded himself against you as he dragged your soiled panties down your legs before standing up to remove his boxers. You tried not to stare— you really did. The last thing you wanted him to think was that you found his previous parts insufficient. Lord help you though, because— now? Yuta was massive. Watching your apprehensive expression as you took in his new, bare body, he grabbed your hips.

“Come here.” He commanded gently, easily lifting you up to sit on his lap. You both gasped as your core bumped against his painfully hard length. It was a bit embarrassing— the way he was able to wrap one arm around your waist to hold you up as the other gripped his length. The thought of all the different ways he could use this newfound strength sent bubbling excitement straight down to your core. “Take what you can, pretty girl.”

His compassionate words, even as he had you hovered over his desperately touch deprived cock warmed your heart. You nodded wordlessly, mouth falling open as he slowly lowered you onto him. Your nails dug into his shoulder to cope with the slow burning sensation that filled your core as he unconsciously bucked up into you. Before long, you were fully sheathed over his weeping member.

A long whine fell from his lips as your ass met his thighs. The sound was deeper than his usual, pitchy moans that you’d come to love, and it made a heat spread through your chest. You shifted to adjust your thighs in order to begin moving against him, desperate for any sort of friction after the long period of waiting for you to adjust to his new size, but he stopped you. Large hands came up to grip under your ass, lifting you up with ease to grind you against his already twitching length.

“Allow me, my love.”

Okay, maybe you could get used to this Yuta.

[moneyque]

— monique mitchell, task OO3: p1.

𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝟷: 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙱𝙰𝚂𝙸𝙲𝚂

What is your full name?

Monique Ella Mitchell.

Where and when were you born?

May 23rd, 2000 in Canarsie, Brooklyn.

Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)

Michael Mitchell is an infamous drug distributor who owns several clubs throughout New York City. He can be described as stoic, over-protective, and intimidating. Monica Mitchell was a registered nurse before she passed away but was described as nurturing, loyal, and had a lot of sass & cheek.

Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?

Monique is an only child.

Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.

Monique lives in her penthouse condo in Los Angeles, California by herself.

What is your occupation?

Monique is currently a socialite, influencer and a model.

Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.

Standing at 5’4 and a half, Monique has dark brown eyes as well as dark brown hair that runs past her shoulders. She identifies as black, race-wise, and weighs around 145 lbs. She has numerous tattoos scattered around her upper body— a symbol on the back of her neck, ‘MUSE’ underneath her collarbone, her ex-boyfriend’s name tracing her ear, & another small tribute to her former relationship on her hip, ‘get money or get lost’ on her forearm, the outline of a diamond on her finger, and ‘new york’ on her left hand. Her style of dress is definitely trendy/ahead of the trend, fly, anything and everything designer, flashy, revealing, and anything to show off her curvy figure.

To which social class do you belong?

She belongs to the upper class.

Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?

None.

Are you right- or left-handed?

Monique is right-handed.

What does your voice sound like?

Monique has a distinct New York accent mixed with her somewhat high-pitched tone.

What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?

‘Stop playing with me.’ ‘Ode.’ ‘Girl.’ ‘Cute.’ ‘Weird.’ ‘Real.’ ‘Likeee.’

What do you have in your pockets?

Dior Addict Lip Maximizer in the color ‘Holographic Pink’ with a matching compact mirror to go with it.

Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?

Monique has a habit of flipping her hair or touching it. She also rolls her eyes constantly throughout a conversation and is overall very expressive with her facial features to a fault. Monique is very vain, so any time she gets a chance to look at herself or admire herself, she takes it. Monique makes it a point not to wear the same purse/handbag two days in a row. Another defining characteristic about her would be the color pink being incorporated into every single aspect of her life in almost a childish manner.

𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝟸: 𝙶𝚁𝙾𝚆𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚄𝙿

How would you describe your childhood in general?

Monique’s early childhood was a rough start for her. At the time, her father was still dealing with the loss of his wife/her mother as well as being a dope boy on the corner trying to bring in a steady income for his new born daughter. Initially, they struggled, living in the projects, surviving off of food stamps and a necessity-only lifestyle. Despite that, Michael always made sure Monique never wanted for anything. So, the transition from the projects to their penthouse in Brooklyn in her late adolescent years was somewhat smooth for her.

What is your earliest memory?

Monique’s earliest memory would be opening presents on Christmas at Sakari’s house, where she celebrated with both Sakari and Josiah’s family. Her father had just gifted her a Barbie DreamHouse, which sparked up her love for the doll/franchise.

How much schooling have you had?

Monique has been in school her entire life up until now, the highest point she reached being her B.S in Business and B.A Communication.

Did you enjoy school?

The only aspect Monique enjoyed about school was meeting up with her friends, or hanging out with them afterwards. She viewed school as mandatory and experienced a lot of pressure from her father to be a straight A/B+ student throughout her years in school.

Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?

Monique learned a lot from her best friend Josiah, as far as street smarts, gang life, and how to make money.

While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.

Monique’s father was her biggest role model. As well as Josiah. She also considered Barbie a role model to her, in the sense that she was perfect, very feminine, had it all, and could be whatever she wanted.

While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?

Monique got along with her dad very well, he was one of her best friends up until she reached high school. Which is when she started to take note of how overbearing, overprotective, controlling, and stubborn he was, which ultimately led her down the path of deceit and dishonesty.

As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?

Monique wanted to be rich.

As a child, what were your favorite activities?

As a young girl, Monique loved gymnastics, exploring the city and watching classic movies with her dad.

As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?

Monique displayed traits of resilience, sass, being outspoken, very saddity, and very adventurous.

As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?

Monique was popular amongst her peers, throughout her childhood, mainly because she was always in the latest, had the best clothing, and appeared to live a lavish lifestyle. However, she always kept her friend group short. Her main friends were Josiah Reeves and Sakari Vaughn, but they grew to be like family to her. She kept very few close friends in school and mainly hung around the older crowd that she was introduced to.

When and with whom was your first kiss?

Her first kiss was from one of the boys in her neighborhood at the age of six.

Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?

Monique isn’t a virgin. She lost her virginity to her first boyfriend when she was 15.

𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝟹: 𝙿𝙰𝚂𝚃 𝙸𝙽𝙵𝙻𝚄𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴𝚂

What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?

Monique considers moving out of the projects the most important event in her life so far.

Who has had the most influence on you?

Herself.

What do you consider your greatest achievement?

Monique considers establishing herself as a brand, a household name and being able to make money off of just being herself one of her greatest achievements.

What is your greatest regret?

Monique has no regrets.

What is the most evil thing you have ever done?

Monique sold her ex-boyfriend’s social security number and pushed a girl down a flight of stairs causing her to sprain her wrist.

Do you have a criminal record of any kind?

Monique has been to jail for stabbing a woman in the arm, but her father got her record expunged.

When was the time you were the most frightened?

Monique was most frightened during her first car accident during a speed race.

What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?

Her ex boyfriend’s mom walked in on them having sex when she was 16.

If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?

Monique would change how fast she grew up. Monique feels like she rushed into being a grown up, and faced harsh realities very early on. She feels as though she didn’t get to experience ignorance and innocence for long.

What is your best memory?

When her dad bought her a G Wagon, her first car, when she was seventeen.

What is your worst memory?

Being in school and finding out her best friend had gotten shot, and was in critical condition at the time.

𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝟺: 𝙱𝙴𝙻𝙸𝙴𝙵𝚂 & 𝙾𝙿𝙸𝙽𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂

Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?

Monique tends to lean towards the pessimistic side, even though she’s working on it, she finds it easier to see and expect the worst.

What is your greatest fear?

Monique’s greatest fear is her father passing away and letting her guard down and then being hurt by someone she loves or trusts.

What are your religious views?

Monique isn’t spiritual at all but believes in God.

What are your political views?

Monique shares liberal political views.

What are your views on sex?

Monique sees sex as something somewhat sacred to her but fun. She doesn’t have sex with just anyone, she’s very calculated with whom she shares her body but she’s also accepting of people who think differently when it comes to sex, and sex work in general.

Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?

Monique isn’t a killer but when she’s pushed to the limit, it’s no telling what she’ll do or is capable of doing. Killing is acceptable when it’s to protect one’s self or someone else, and is unacceptable when it’s senseless.

In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?

The most evil thing a human being could do is maliciously harm the harmless.

Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?

Monique does believe in true love and soulmates.

What do you believe makes a successful life?

To Monique, having a successful life is accomplishing what they want/set their mind on and acquiring wealth while doing so.

How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?

Monique is usually very honest with how she feels or thinks, especially if she feels like she has the right to be or is justified in her thought process. If she has any doubts in her mind, she’ll keep it to herself and deliberate amongst her trusted friends and loved ones before communicating it.

Do you have any biases or prejudices?

Monique is biased & prejudice against men, in general.

Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?

Monique absolutely refuses to do anything that 100% comprises her self-respect or whatever she considers beneath her. She holds herself to a certain standard and any time that standard or boundary is pushed, she’s quick to attack the situation or retreat.

Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?

Monique would die for her father, only.

𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝟻: 𝚁𝙴𝙻𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙿𝚂 𝚆/ 𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝚂

In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?

Monique is very standoffish and keeps everyone at a distance but still is polite/kind and considers herself approachable. Her treatment of them changes depending on how she perceives them, if they are friends or closer, or if she wants to get to know them romantically/financially.

Who is the most important person in your life, and why?

The most important person in Monique’s life is her father because time after time again, he’s proven to be the most genuine, solid and stable person in her life.

Who is the person you respect the most, and why?

Monique respects her father the most, because of all the things he has risked and done for her to be where she’s at today. He could’ve just given up after his wife/her mother passed and stayed stagnant, and hindered her, but he’s put everything on the line to make sure she had what she wanted at all times and nothing/no one could supersede that.

Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.

Monique’s friends are Asiah Porter, Josiah Reeves, and Sakari Vaughn. She views Josiah as her best friend.

Josiah is an older brother figure in Monique’s life, the second man in her life who took care of her, protected her and introduced her to the street life, fast money, and everything she’s known growing up. Monique sees Josiah as selfless, reliable, solid and loyal.

Sakari is the older sister figure in her life who’s always stuck by her side growing up. Sakari and Monique share similar home situations and upbringings which only brought them closer, as well as their fathers being close friends, and former business partners. Monique would describe Sakari as nurturing, soft-spoken, and not quick to express how she really feels.

Asiah Porter is Monique’s former roommate, she met Asiah through Sakari and once Monique moved to L.A., they formed a strong bond. Monique views Asiah as her partner in crime and a listening ear whenever she needs one. To Monique, Asiah is often the voice of reason, has juvenile tendencies, and is very friendly.

Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.

Monique is single.

Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.

Monique has been in love three times. The first time was with her first boyfriend, rapper Artist Dubose, who she dated for five years consecutively and thought she was going to spend her life with but they broke up due to both sides taking things too far and being disrespectful. The second time was with an on and off again situationship that ended up becoming more serious than she had originally intended it to be. She realized she was in love as she broke things off with him, due to internal issues. Lastly, Monique was in love with her ex-boyfriend of nine months, which also started off as harmless but eventually turned into something deeper. However, towards the end of the relationship, fights broke out that revealed issues with their relationship, resulting in her ending things with him.

What do you look for in a potential lover?

Monique looks for a provider, someone who's consistent, with a charming personality. Someone who shares similar traits to her father, someone who will defend her blindly whenever need be, someone who will cherish, reassure her, and exercise patience with her and not give up on her. She also looks to see if they trick.

How close are you to your family?

Monique is extremely close with her father, being that he’s the only family she’s ever really known or had. Monique is familiar with her mother’s side of the family but doesn’t have a close bond with them due to them not being as fond of her father and his occupation.

Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?

Monique hasn’t started a family and doesn’t wish to at the moment, simply because she’s currently too selfish to have kids at the moment. Pregnancy scares her.

Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?

Monique would turn to her father or her best friend.

Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?

Monique trusts her father or Josiah just because they have shown her things in the past that make her feel comfortable with them doing so. Her father’s shielded and protected her, her entire life, treating her as if she was fragile and Josiah has fought for her many times before.

If you died or went missing, who would miss you?

Monique believes the entire world would miss her.

Who is the person you despise the most, and why?

Monique despises her entire block list, and people who don’t like her in general because she feels as though they’ve picked unnecessary problems with her.

Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?

Monique would 100% argue with someone and by no means avoids conflict.

Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?

Monique leads herself in social situations, she wouldn’t try to control the crowd unless she’s being paid to host. Amongst her ‘peers’, she does her own thing or keeps her distance.

Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?

Monique doesn’t mind interacting with large groups of people, she’s used to entertaining a large crowd because of her social position what she does for work, and who she is. She doesn’t necessarily like being around a lot of people, and if she had the choice, she’d stay by herself.

Do you care what others think of you?

Monique cares about how she's perceived, not necessarily about what others think of her. This means she cares about the impression she gives and the vibe she projects, but she doesn't necessarily care about how people personally interpret it.

@la-resources

[ecargmura]

The Apothecary Diaries Episode 13 Review - The Outer Court

I am here mourning a heavy loss. No, a character did not die. Any real person associated with this story did not die either. Why am I mourning, then? Because the opening song got replaced. RIP Become A Flower, you were a banger. The second opening is still nice, but it just doesn’t hit as hard as the first opening.

Because this is the start of the second half of the show, Maomao has to say her good-byes to her family once again. However, unlike how she got taken to the palace due to abduction last time, she is willing to return now and her family is aware of her departure this time around. Think of it as like her getting a job offer from Jinshi in a way. The Three Princesses give her a lot of makeup and accessories. Unfortunately for her, she cannot take her notebook and mortar and pestle along. Blasphemy. When Jinshi comes to pick her up, she is dolled up so beautifully that it makes Jinshi speechless. Haha, simp.

Anyways, as Jinshi bought out Maomao, she is taken back to the palace. However, she’s not returning to the rear palace. Instead, she’s going to work at the outer court, where the people working there are court officials and it’s more academically focused as Jinshi wants Maomao to study and become a Court Lady. I like how despite her being intelligent, she cannot pass an exam within a few days. That’s so realistic. Being smart does not mean you’ll always pass exams and such. I know a lot of smart people and they’re not very good at school. Being good at academics is more of a motivation factor. A lot of smart people are lazy or very unmotivated.

Being Maomao sucks because not only does she have to get adjusted to this new lifestyle in a different part of the palace, but other women who work under Jinshi are highly jealous of her. She never wins, but I still like that she’s smart enough to get herself out of tough situations. That girl who slapped Maomao needs to go, seriously.

The beginning had Jinshi conversing with the Emperor. I do wonder how it feels for them to know that they’re biologically father and son, but Jinshi was raised to be his younger brother. It must feel a bit weird, but they do seem to have a relationship that’s built on trust towards each other. Though, the tone and atmosphere of their conversation feels a little ominous. What are they conspiring?

Because this is the second half of the show, new characters are introduced. First, there’s Suiren who’s like Jinshi’s maid in a way? She has been serving him for a long time and she is his only maid as other women had ulterior motives towards Jinshi. It sucks to be so beautiful at times. Then there’s that one court lady who was with the crowd of girls trying to harass Maomao. I don’t know her name, but she’s tall and has black hair. She does seem a bit socially awkward as she doesn’t talk much and hit Maomao before berating her on being in an area she’s not supposed to be in. Then, there’s a man with the monocle. He’s very suspicious. Because of the nature of this show, I am not trusting any of these new characters, no matter how nice they may be.

I do wonder what sort of mysteries Maomao has to solve in this new area of the palace. Who’s going to die? Who’s to trust? I honestly can’t wait to see what sort of stories will transpire within this second half. What are your thoughts on this episode?

[restorationwellnessinc]

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Note: Perform a patch test before using essential oils to check for sensitivity. Avoid contact with eyes and mucous membranes.

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tw: weight loss

I've been having difficulty losing weight since I've went from 223lbs to 189lbs. I know there's a lot of factors as to why for example, stress, tiredness, laziness, busy working two jobs at a time, and I'm sure lifestyle eating habits as well, but SIGH. I've actually gained 5lbs and I know it shouldn't be a big deal but I just, I'm trying to get back to what I weighted before I pulled my back. I'm not trying to get back to my precovid weight which was 150-155lbs. Yikes, I was way to thin and depleted. However, 170-175lbs sounds good?

I know your body is constantly changing and I shouldn't glorify losing weight, and I'm not, but I am trying to reach a goal to see how I feel, etc.

My mind wants me to start restricting myself from food but I'm constantly waging against it saying "NO." but I'm afraid I might give in :(

I just cooked myself lunch for tomorrow but I don't know why, I lost my appetite and I'm just like staring blankly at the ceiling wall contemplating everything.

Also, I think I'm finally going to cut my hair in the first week of December. It's been long enough and my hair is way too big. I'll take a selfie sometime and just post it here as evidence. Plus, Tumblr is my "journal" and this is the longest I have ever gone without cutting my hair.

SIGHHHH. I'll do my best to figure this out

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Restoring Confidence A Guide To Hair Transplant Surgery

Introduction:

Hair loss can significantly impact self-esteem and quality of life, affecting individuals of all ages and backgrounds. For those seeking a solution, hair transplant surgery offers a path to restoring natural hair growth and reclaiming confidence. This guide explores the intricacies of hair transplant surgery, from understanding the procedure and its benefits to considerations for candidacy and recovery. Whether you're considering hair restoration for the first time or exploring options to address ongoing hair loss, this comprehensive overview aims to empower you with knowledge and insight into the transformative potential of hair transplant surgery and for more information visit Hair Transplant Brighton.

Understanding Hair Transplant Surgery:

Hair transplant surgery involves the surgical redistribution of hair follicles from donor areas—typically the sides or back of the scalp—to areas experiencing hair thinning or baldness, known as recipient sites. The two primary techniques used in hair transplantation are Follicular Unit Transplantation (FUT) and Follicular Unit Extraction (FUE). FUT involves the removal of a strip of scalp from the donor area, from which follicular units are dissected and transplanted. FUE, on the other hand, involves the extraction of individual follicular units directly from the donor area using a punch-like instrument.

Benefits of Hair Transplant Surgery:

One of the key benefits of hair transplant surgery is its ability to deliver natural-looking results that are permanent and sustainable. Transplanted hair follicles continue to grow naturally in their new location, blending seamlessly with existing hair. This aesthetic improvement can have a profound impact on self-confidence and overall well-being, allowing individuals to feel more comfortable and satisfied with their appearance. Moreover, modern advancements in hair transplantation techniques have significantly reduced recovery times and minimized scarring, enhancing the overall patient experience.

Considerations for Candidacy:

Ideal candidates for hair transplant surgery are generally in good overall health and have realistic expectations about the outcomes of the procedure. Candidates should have sufficient donor hair reserves to achieve desired coverage in recipient areas. During a consultation with a qualified hair transplant surgeon, factors such as age, hair loss pattern, medical history, and lifestyle will be assessed to determine candidacy and develop a personalized treatment plan. It's essential for candidates to openly discuss their goals and concerns to ensure that hair transplant surgery aligns with their expectations.

Recovery and Post-Operative Care:

Following hair transplant surgery, patients may experience some temporary swelling, discomfort, or minor scabbing at both donor and recipient sites. Post-operative care instructions provided by the surgeon are crucial for ensuring proper healing and optimal results. Patients are typically advised to avoid strenuous activities, excessive sun exposure, and certain hair care products during the initial healing phase. As new hair growth begins, it's important to follow up with the surgeon for scheduled appointments to monitor progress and address any concerns.

Long-Term Results and Maintenance:

Patience is key when it comes to hair transplant surgery, as final results can take several months to fully manifest. New hair growth typically begins within a few months, gradually thickening and maturing over time. The transplanted hair behaves like natural hair, requiring regular maintenance and care to ensure longevity. Maintaining a healthy lifestyle, avoiding factors that contribute to hair loss, and following personalized care recommendations can help preserve and enhance the results of hair transplant surgery for years to come.

Conclusion:

Restoring confidence through hair transplant surgery is not just about regaining lost hair; it's about reclaiming a sense of self-assurance and well-being. By understanding the intricacies of the procedure, considering candidacy factors, and committing to post-operative care, individuals can embark on a transformative journey toward natural hair restoration. With advancements in techniques and personalized approaches, modern hair transplant surgery offers a reliable and effective solution for addressing hair loss and achieving lasting aesthetic improvements. Embrace the opportunity to restore confidence and enhance your quality of life through the empowering choice of hair transplant surgery.

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Hearing Loss Prevention and Early Intervention: A Guide to Protecting Your Hearing

Hearing loss is a prevalent and often underestimated health concern that can significantly impact one's quality of life. While some forms of hearing loss are unavoidable due to genetic factors or aging, many cases can be prevented or mitigated through proactive measures and early intervention. In this blog post, we'll delve into the importance of hearing loss prevention and the benefits of early intervention strategies.

Understanding Hearing Loss Before diving into prevention strategies, it's crucial to understand the different types of hearing loss and their causes:

Noise-Induced Hearing Loss (NIHL): This is one of the most common forms of hearing loss and is caused by exposure to loud noises over time. Activities such as listening to loud music, working in noisy environments (e.g., construction sites), or using power tools without ear protection can contribute to NIHL.

Age-Related Hearing Loss (Presbycusis): As we age, the sensory cells in our inner ear (hair cells) gradually deteriorate, leading to age-related hearing loss. This type of hearing loss typically affects higher frequencies and is a natural part of aging.

Other Causes: Hearing loss can also result from infections, diseases, ototoxic medications, genetic factors, and traumatic injuries to the head or ear.

Importance of Prevention Preventing hearing loss is crucial for maintaining overall well-being and quality of life. Here's why prevention matters:

Preservation of Hearing: Once hearing is damaged, it cannot be fully restored. Preventive measures can help preserve your hearing abilities for years to come.

Enhanced Quality of Life: Hearing loss can lead to social isolation, communication difficulties, and decreased cognitive function. By preventing hearing loss, you can maintain an active and engaged lifestyle.

Cost-Effective: Investing in hearing loss prevention is more cost-effective than treating hearing loss later through hearing aids or other interventions.

Hearing Loss Prevention Strategies Now, let's explore effective strategies to prevent hearing loss:

Use Hearing Protection: When exposed to loud noises (e.g., concerts, machinery, power tools), wear earplugs or earmuffs to reduce the impact of noise on your ears.

Limit Exposure to Loud Sounds: Be mindful of the volume when listening to music through headphones or attending noisy events. Follow the 60/60 rule: listen at 60% volume for no more than 60 minutes at a time.

Take Breaks: If you work in a noisy environment, take regular breaks away from the noise to give your ears a chance to recover.

Annual Hearing Check-ups: Schedule regular hearing screenings, especially if you work in a noisy environment or notice any changes in your hearing abilities.

Early Intervention Early detection and intervention can significantly improve outcomes for individuals with hearing loss:

Consult an Audiologist: If you suspect hearing loss or experience symptoms such as difficulty understanding conversations, ringing in the ears (tinnitus), or muffled sounds, seek help from an audiologist.

Explore Hearing Aid Options: If diagnosed with hearing loss, don't delay in exploring hearing aid options. Modern hearing aids are discreet, technologically advanced, and can dramatically improve quality of life.

Educate Others: Raise awareness about hearing loss prevention in your community, workplace, or among family members. Encourage others to protect their hearing and seek early intervention if needed.

Conclusion:

In conclusion, hearing loss prevention and early intervention are essential for maintaining optimal hearing health. By taking proactive steps to protect your ears from loud noises and seeking timely intervention if hearing loss occurs, you can enjoy a fulfilling life with clear communication and enhanced well-being. Remember, your hearing is precious—take care of it! If you have any concerns about your hearing, don't hesitate to consult a hearing healthcare professional for guidance and support.

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' it's nice that you have companions who care about you and whom you care about, ' she muses aloud, ' but, remember : those you love can be both your strength and your weakness. there are moments when the idea of losing something precious blinds all rationality. ' she should know, though speaks it not aloud. there is no need to invite the loss to the forefront of her mind, yet it stays nonetheless. if the Abundance had turned their back on her, then, would she have not been justified in taking her own justice? now, all she does goes against the Abundance's ways.

she laughs. ' this is why so many seek their escape in this dream, ' the redhead ponders on, ' here, some of them don't have to confront the loss. they can do anything, have anyone close to them. it's terrible thing, the truth. ' she should know. and, perhaps, the tint of nostalgia in her gray eyes betrays her.

Love.

A visceral, undying need to care. Caelus adores it, even now such factors never found themselves changed. (Despite every agonized stab that can plague his heart.)

Their granted room within one of Penacony's many high rise hotels would be a dimly lit room, balcony doors sung open in order to let tinges of neon hue and the eternally frozen sky offer their colors to the shadow. From his position, this Nameless doesn't find the will to move, for the urge to simply grieve and bask in internal strife with the growing blooms of doubt continues to agonize him.

He keeps his posture steadied upon the cushions, a golden glare driving forward, only serving as a pitiable mask of anger at bitter memories of the supposed fallen. Supposed, despite the way he saw the form of someone he cared for, horror struck and vulnerable find themselves skewered like a martyr in the name of some grand cause.

All while his useless ass found himself too many steps, too damn late. So where does that leave them? The gaze once lost in all terms of focus would follow Mya, catching the flickers of her ichor like crimson hair, being momentarily lost within her words as a picture is painted. All of it beginning with a melodious laugh as the golden dream's purpose is doled out to him. "Any fantasy brought to life." He continues, the disgust palpable within his tone, finally prompted to draw from his perfect and into a stand.

Caelus was a witness to many things outside of his own terror. A despot that slaughtered countless, only to find themselves escaping in dreams, hiding their shackles of sin in order to be a figure of innocence if reality hadn't touched their soul.

Another was a man of pride, the price of having their genius recognized, of the human err to be seen leading to the decimation of twenty four goddamn planets due to the IPC's iron hand, to the scientist's hunger. Dreams would strip them of their memory, only for the invaluable secrets that could usher another cataclysm.

Then there's those rife with the lifestyle of hedonism. Within Penacony, anything could be, any sickening thought and disrespect to dignity enacted. The mere thought brings the Trailblazer's blood to a boil as he advances towards the window of said balcony.

"As it stands now? This spits on anything considered a dream." The image of Firefly within his mind gradually begins to crack, shattering away in lieu of many other faces, powerful and influential figures alike.

The people Mya mentioned before, people he's come to actually give a damn about. The countless he'd genuinely reach forth in the name of connection.

Whereas nostalgia blooms within their misty colored gaze, a tumultuous stir of wrath burgeons within Caelus's. That would be the focus of those golden eyes; The Family's greatest creation. It was a wonderland that held the rapidly fading remnants of what made dreaming in essence beautiful.

"And if I'm being more honest with you?" Another pause follows as he steps onto the well furnished balcony, allowing his silver hair to tousle in the grazing breeze of replicated winds.

"As long ago as all of this should've been burned to the ground?" There's a pause to those vigor charged words, his head canting to the side, allowing the rebellious glimmer to be spotted within his eye."

"I'll be the one to do it myself."

A declaration of war to the Lie that simply devours was made.

Reality, existence and non-existence alike, all will get its dues. Being a witness to the gaze of Memetic Death has inspired a choice once held on the fence of confusion.

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Understanding Sensorineural Hearing Loss (SNHL): Causes, Symptoms, and Management

Hearing loss is a prevalent condition that affects millions of people worldwide. Among its various types, sensorineural hearing loss (SNHL) is one of the most common and often misunderstood. SNHL occurs when there is damage to the inner ear (cochlea) or the nerve pathways from the inner ear to the brain. In this blog post, we will delve into the causes, symptoms, and management strategies for SNHL.

What Causes SNHL?

Age-related Degeneration: Presbycusis, or age-related hearing loss, is a leading cause of SNHL. Over time, the hair cells in the cochlea degenerate, leading to a gradual decline in hearing sensitivity.

Noise Exposure: Prolonged exposure to loud noises, whether from recreational activities like concerts or occupational environments like construction sites, can damage the delicate structures of the inner ear, resulting in SNHL.

Genetic Factors: Some individuals may inherit genetic mutations that predispose them to SNHL. These mutations can affect the development or function of the inner ear.

Medical Conditions: Certain medical conditions such as Ménière's disease, autoimmune disorders, and ototoxicity from medications like chemotherapy drugs or high doses of aspirin can cause SNHL.

Trauma: Head trauma or sudden, loud noises such as explosions can cause damage to the cochlea or the auditory nerve, leading to SNHL.

Recognizing the Symptoms

The symptoms of SNHL can vary depending on the severity and underlying cause of the condition. Common signs include:

Difficulty understanding speech, especially in noisy environments.

Asking others to repeat themselves frequently.

Turning up the volume on electronic devices.

Tinnitus, or ringing in the ears.

Feeling a sense of fullness or pressure in the ears.

If you or a loved one experience any of these symptoms, it's essential to consult with a healthcare professional for a comprehensive evaluation.

Diagnosis and Treatment

Diagnosing SNHL typically involves a combination of medical history, physical examination, and hearing tests conducted by an audiologist. These tests may include pure-tone audiometry, speech audiometry, and tympanometry to assess the extent and nature of the hearing loss.

While SNHL is often irreversible, there are management strategies to improve communication and quality of life for individuals with this condition:

Hearing Aids: Hearing aids are commonly prescribed to amplify sounds and improve speech comprehension for individuals with SNHL. These devices come in various styles and technology levels to suit individual preferences and needs.

Cochlear Implants: For severe to profound SNHL where hearing aids are not sufficient, cochlear implants may be recommended. These surgically implanted devices bypass damaged hair cells in the cochlea and stimulate the auditory nerve directly.

Assistive Listening Devices (ALDs): ALDs such as FM systems, loop systems, and captioned telephones can complement hearing aids or cochlear implants by enhancing sound quality in specific listening situations, such as classrooms or theaters.

Communication Strategies: Learning effective communication strategies, such as lip-reading, using visual cues, and advocating for optimal listening environments, can help individuals with SNHL navigate social interactions more effectively.

Tinnitus Management: Tinnitus, often associated with SNHL, can be distressing for some individuals. Tinnitus retraining therapy (TRT), sound therapy, and counseling can help manage tinnitus-related distress and improve overall well-being.

Lifestyle Modifications

In addition to medical interventions, certain lifestyle modifications can help minimize the impact of SNHL:

Protect Your Hearing: Avoid exposure to loud noises and use ear protection, such as earplugs or earmuffs, when engaging in noisy activities.

Regular Hearing Checks: Schedule regular hearing evaluations with an audiologist, especially if you work in a noisy environment or notice changes in your hearing.

Healthy Habits: Maintain a healthy lifestyle, including regular exercise, a balanced diet, and managing underlying health conditions like diabetes or hypertension, which can impact hearing health.

Conclusion

Sensorineural hearing loss (SNHL) can have a profound impact on an individual's quality of life, affecting communication, social interactions, and emotional well-being. While SNHL is often irreversible, early detection, appropriate management strategies, and lifestyle modifications can help individuals with this condition lead fulfilling lives.

If you or someone you know is experiencing symptoms of SNHL, don't hesitate to seek professional help. With the right support and resources, individuals with SNHL can continue to actively engage in the world around them and enjoy meaningful connections with others. See Also

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Female Infertility: The Causes and Signs of Infertility in Women

In the realm of reproductive health, the journey towards parenthood can be intricate and sometimes laden with challenges. One such challenge that affects numerous couples is female infertility. This condition, characterized by the inability to conceive after a year of trying with unprotected intercourse, can cast a shadow of uncertainty over the dream of starting a family. In this comprehensive guide, we delve into the causes and signs of female infertility, shedding light on the factors that influence this complex and deeply personal experience.

Understanding female infertility

Defining Infertility: Infertility is a term that encompasses the inability to achieve a successful pregnancy despite active efforts and a year of unprotected sexual intercourse. It's important to note that infertility doesn't solely pertain to the inability to conceive; it can also involve recurrent miscarriages, creating a cycle of emotional and physical challenges.

Contributing Factors: A myriad of factors can contribute to female infertility. These factors span from age-related changes to underlying medical conditions, hormone imbalances, and lifestyle influences. Understanding these potential causes is essential for those seeking answers and solutions on their journey to parenthood.

Recognizing the Signs of Infertility

Abnormal Cycles: One of the earliest indicators of potential fertility issues lies in menstrual irregularities. Experiencing excess or reduced bleeding during periods could point towards hormonal imbalances or other reproductive concerns that might affect conception.

Irregular Time Frames: The variability in the length of menstrual cycles, where the number of days between each menstruation fluctuates, can indicate potential hormonal disruptions or issues related to ovulation.

Painful Periods: The presence of intense menstrual cramps, pelvic pain, and lower back discomfort could signify underlying conditions such as endometriosis or other reproductive health challenges that impact fertility.

Alterations in Sexual Desire: Hormonal imbalances can affect sexual desire and drive. A noticeable change in libido could potentially point to reproductive health concerns that warrant attention.

Hair Loss and Thinning Hair: While not often discussed, unexplained hair loss or thinning hair might be linked to hormonal imbalances that affect the overall health of the reproductive system.

Weight Gain: Significant and unexplained weight gain could disrupt hormonal equilibrium, potentially affecting ovulation and fertility. Maintaining a healthy weight is crucial not only for overall well-being but also for reproductive health.

Identifying the Root Causes

Fallopian Tube Damage: The fallopian tubes play a vital role in the journey of an egg from the ovaries to the uterus. Damage to these tubes, often caused by conditions like pelvic infections and endometriosis, can hinder the egg-sperm interaction necessary for conception.

Hormonal Imbalances: Hormones orchestrate the complex symphony of ovulation, and any disruption can impact fertility. Absence of egg release and thickening of the uterine lining can interfere with successful conception.

Cervical Issues: Cervical challenges, such as excessive mucus production or scarring from prior surgeries, can create a barrier that prevents sperm from reaching the egg, hindering the fertilization process.

Epileptic Challenges: A study highlights the increased likelihood of reproductive problems and infertility among female epileptics. Epileptic seizures can lead to hormonal fluctuations that disrupt the regulation of reproductive hormones, potentially impacting the menstrual cycle and fertility.

How to Avoid Female Infertility and Achieve Success

During the challenges posed by female infertility, there is hope. Advances in medical science, coupled with a holistic approach to reproductive health, empower individuals and couples to navigate this journey with knowledge and determination. Seeking timely medical advice, considering fertility treatments, and addressing underlying health concerns can all contribute to overcoming infertility hurdles. Remember, the journey towards parenthood is unique for each individual and couple. By understanding the signs and potential causes of female infertility, you're taking a proactive step towards informed decision-making and seeking appropriate medical care.

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How to Beat Fatigue: A Comprehensive Guide

Fatigue refers to a feeling of extreme tiredness that can significantly affect one’s daily activities. In this  guide, we’ll explore the causes of Tiredness, the difference between being tired and sleepy, and various strategies to combat Tiredness. Fatigue is a  physical or psychological feeling that can be caused by many factors, including medical, lifestyle, and psychological issues. There are many causes of Tiredness, including insufficient sleep, poor diet, lack of exercise, stress and underlying medical conditions such as anemia, thyroid disease, and inflammation. 

Both Tiredness and drowsiness are different concepts, although they can stem from the feeling of being tired and exhausted. Lethargy is feeling sleepy or needing sleep, while Fatigue is  feeling weak or unable to perform tasks properly.

Hygral Fatigue

Hygral Fatigue is a condition in which the hair shaft swells and stretches as it absorbs water, then shrinks as it dries over time. This swelling and shrinkage damages the hair shaft, causing breakage, split ends and general hair loss.   Because their hair is porous and absorbs and loses water easily, hygral Fatigue is common in people who always have curly or frizzy hair. It can also occur in people who regularly use heat tools or chemicals to treat their hair.  

It is important to maintain the health of the hair by using moisturizing and moisturizing products to prevent wetting and to avoid over-combing the hair. Deep healing and prevention also help prevent damage from dehydration. If you think you may have wet Tiredness, it is best to consult  a hairdresser for advice and treatment plans. Read More...

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The Lowdown on Hair Loss: Causes, Symptoms, and Treatments

Hair loss, or alopecia, is a common condition that affects people of all ages and genders. It can occur for a variety of reasons, from genetics to environmental factors, and can have a significant impact on self-esteem and quality of life. In this blog, we will explore the basics of hair loss, including its causes, symptoms, and treatment options. It will also be useful if you want to know about hair loss therapy in New York City.

Causes of Hair Loss

Hair loss can be caused by a range of factors, including genetics, hormonal changes, medication side effects, and environmental factors. The most common cause of hair loss is androgenetic alopecia, or pattern baldness, which is a hereditary condition that affects both men and women. Other common causes of hair loss include stress, nutritional deficiencies, autoimmune disorders, and certain medications.

Symptoms of Hair Loss

The symptoms of hair loss can vary depending on the underlying cause and severity of the condition. Some people may experience gradual thinning of the hair over time, while others may experience sudden, patchy hair loss. Common symptoms of hair loss include a receding hairline, thinning hair on the crown or top of the head, and noticeable shedding of hair.

Treatment Options for Hair Loss

There are a variety of treatment options available for hair loss, depending on the underlying cause and severity of the condition. For some people, simple lifestyle changes such as reducing stress or improving nutrition can help slow or reverse hair loss. For others, topical or oral medications such as minoxidil or finasteride may be recommended.

In more severe cases, hair transplant surgery or scalp micropigmentation may be options to consider. Hair transplant surgery involves taking hair follicles from a donor site and transplanting them to the affected area, while scalp micropigmentation involves tattooing small dots onto the scalp to create the appearance of hair follicles.

You can search online for hair loss therapy in NYC.

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Tips for Finding the Best FTM Testosterone Doctor Near You

Finding a knowledgeable and experienced doctor administering FTM testosterone treatments can be overwhelming. With the wide variety of healthcare professionals available, knowing what qualities to look for when choosing a physician for your hormone therapy needs is essential.

In this article, we will provide tips on how to find the best FTM testosterone doctor near you. We will discuss factors such as qualifications and experience, cost of treatment, availability, location, and other considerations before choosing a provider. By following these guidelines, you can ensure that you are receiving high-quality care from a qualified professional who understands your unique needs.

What Is An FTM Testosterone Doctor?

An FTM testosterone doctor is a highly specialized physician who specializes in the well-being of individuals who identify as female to male (FTM). This type of doctor is dedicated to providing transgender people with the best possible care when it comes to hormone replacement therapy. They are knowledgeable on the impacts and risks that come with transitioning, as well as various other healthcare needs associated with gender transition.

FTM testosterone doctors understand that transgender patients' needs are unique and they strive to be sensitive, respectful, and reassuring of their individual needs. During the consultation, they must be able to draw from a variety of expertise areas to guide the patient to the best possible health care choice.

Such expanded services may include listening skills, counseling, and educational resources such as advice on how to counteract negative life changes or cope with dysphoria. Ultimately, FTM testosterone doctors want to provide the gender expansive population with access to safe and effective healthcare treatments so they can continue living fulfilling lives.

Services And Therapies Offered By FTM Testosterone Doctors

FTM testosterone doctors typically offer a variety of services and therapies to help their patients transition. These can include hormone replacement therapy (HRT), feminizing procedures, body contouring, psychological counseling, laser hair removal, and voice training.

Hormone Replacement Therapy

Hormone Replacement Therapy is the most common therapy offered by FTM testosterone doctors. HRT involves taking medications such as testosterone to help reduce female sex characteristics, promote the development of male characteristics and improve sexual functioning. HRT is usually taken in conjunction with other therapies, such as counseling and lifestyle changes, to achieve desired results.

Side Effects Of Hormone Treatment

Hormone therapy is a common treatment for various medical conditions, but it can have some side effects. Common side effects of hormone therapy may include nausea, headache, dizziness, menstrual changes, and hot flashes.

Male pattern baldness can also be attributed to hormone therapy, as some treatments can cause an imbalance in hormone levels which can lead to hair loss. Body hair growth and voice changes can also be side effects of hormone therapy, depending on the type of treatment used.

Other possible side effects include weight gain or loss, joint pain, fatigue, depression, and anxiety. Long-term use of hormone therapy can also increase the risk of cancer in breast tissue. Additionally, hormone therapy can put you at risk of developing blood clots or stroke. It is important to discuss any risks with your doctor before starting any type of hormone therapy. Your doctor may be able to suggest alternative treatments or ways to reduce the chance of side effects.

It’s important to discuss any changes in your health that you experience while on hormone therapy so your doctor can adjust your treatment accordingly. With careful monitoring and the right precautions, it is possible to safely use hormone therapy to treat various medical conditions.

Feminizing Procedures

Feminizing procedures are also offered by gender affirming doctors. These can include surgeries such as facial feminization surgery and breast augmentation, as well as hormone therapy. Feminizing procedures can help create a more feminine physical appearance, while also potentially increasing self-esteem and confidence.

Body Contouring

Body contouring is another service that doctors may offer. Body contouring is a process of reshaping the body to make it look more masculine. This can include procedures such as chest reconstruction and liposuction.

Psychological Counseling

Psychological counseling is an important part of transitioning for some patients, and your gender affirming doctor may provide this service as well. Counseling can help patients work through various issues that they may be facing during their transition. Ultimately, it can help provide emotional support, guidance, and understanding as patients discover their true gender identity.

Laser Hair Removal

Laser hair removal is a procedure that can help reduce hair growth in areas such as the face, back, and chest, allowing a more masculine appearance. This could also be an option when consulting with your doctor.

Voice Training

Voice training is one final service that may be available from gender affirming doctors. Voice training can help patients learn how to use their voices in a more masculine way by teaching them vocal exercises and tips.

Overall, doctors offer a wide range of services and therapies to help patients transition successfully. Patients need to talk with their doctor about all of the options available so that they can make an informed decision about transgender health and well-being.

How to Find the Best FTM Testosterone Doctor Near You

Finding the right doctor can be a daunting task. While there are many qualified and experienced professionals available, it's important to choose someone who understands your specific health needs and goals. Follow these tips to select a qualified medical professional who can administer testosterone replacement therapy:

Check Your Insurance Coverage and Cost of Treatment

The first step in choosing a gender affirming doctor is to check your insurance coverage and the cost of treatment. Access to healthcare for transgender people may vary depending on where you reside. Make sure you understand what your plan covers before beginning a search for a doctor so that you can budget accordingly.

Look for Qualifications and Experience

When researching different doctors, it's important to look for qualifications and experience in treatment. Ask if the doctor is board certified in endocrinology or has any specific training in gender affirming care. Additionally, check to see how long they have been providing this type of care, as some doctors may only be starting to offer it.

Find Out About Their Approach

In addition to qualifications and experience, it's important to find out about the doctor's approach to the treatment you are looking for. Ask if they have a specialty or focus in this area, as well as what kind of advice and support they typically provide for their patients. It's also helpful to get an idea of their views on hormone therapy and any specific protocols or policies they may have in place.

Consider Location, Availability, and Accessibility

When selecting a doctor, it's also worth considering the location and availability of their practice. Find out how far away they are from your home or workplace and if they offer flexible appointment times that fit in with your schedule. Additionally, check to see if they have a virtual appointment option available for those who may not be able to travel. Lastly, make sure the doctor is accessible to you – do they provide phone or email support outside of appointments? All of these factors can help ensure that you get the best care possible.

Talk to Other Patients

Finally, it's a good idea to talk to other patients who have already worked with the doctor you're considering. Ask them about their experiences and if they would recommend the doctor. You can often find this information on online forums or social media groups dedicated to discussing the type of treatment you are interested in.

By doing your research and carefully considering all your options, you can find the best doctor for you. A successful shift is more likely if you take your time and gather all the information you need before making a choice. Good luck!

What Questions Should I Ask My Doctor?

When visiting your doctor, it is important to ask questions. Be sure to bring a list of all the medications you are taking and any relevant medical history. It's also crucial that you fully grasp the explanations your doctor provides. Here are some common questions that can help you learn more about your diagnosis, treatment plan, and overall health:

What surgeries and treatments do you offer? It is important to know what type of procedures the doctor is qualified to perform, as well as any non-surgical treatments they may be able to provide.

What is your experience with gender-affirming surgeries and treatments? Make sure you are comfortable with the doctor’s level of expertise.

What follow-up care do you provide after surgery or treatment? Ask about any post-operative appointments to ensure your recovery goes smoothly.

How often should I come in for check-ups? Establish a clear plan for follow-up visits or blood tests your doctor may recommend.

Are there any risks or side effects associated with the surgeries and treatments you provide? Make sure to understand any potential risks before making decisions about treatment.

How do I cope with challenges throughout my transition journey? Seek advice from your doctor on how to manage any difficult emotions or issues that may arise during the transition process.

Do you have any resources for me to learn more about gender-affirming care? Ask about books, support groups, blogs, or other helpful resources for learning more about gender affirming care.

What kind of support can I expect from your office? Make sure you understand any assistance or services your doctor’s practice may offer throughout the transition process.

These are just a few questions you should consider asking your gender affirming doctor in order to make an informed decision about care. It is important to feel comfortable and confident that the doctor is qualified.

Additional Resources For Finding An FTM Testosterone Doctor

Several online directories can help you find qualified healthcare providers. Here are some of the best:

The Professional Association of Transgender Health (PATH) Directory: This directory provides an extensive list of physicians and clinics around the world that provide transgender health services, including hormone therapy for FTMs.

The World Professional Association for Transgender Health (WPATH) Directory: WPATH also provides a comprehensive list of providers who specialize in transgender health care, including FTM hormone therapy.

The American Medical Association (AMA) Directory: This directory contains information on all medical professionals that are certified to practice medicine in the United States, and it can be sorted by specialty to find doctors who specialize in FTM hormone therapy.

The Lesbian Gay Bisexual Transgender Resource Center (LGBTRC) Directory: The LGBTRC offers a directory of practitioners who provide transgender health services, including FTM hormone therapy.

Frequently Asked Questions

When Should I Begin Hormone Therapy For FTM?

The ideal time to start hormone therapy for FTM depends on individual circumstances. Generally, the earlier you begin hormone therapy the better, as it can help you transition more quickly and with fewer risks. However, testosterone injections should not be started until certain blood tests have been completed to ensure that your body is ready for hormone therapy.

Should I Get Gender-Affirming Surgery After Hormone Therapy?

The decision to begin hormone therapy should be discussed with your doctor or healthcare provider. They can analyze your health and determine if hormone treatment is good for you.

Your doctor may also suggest that you take certain steps before starting hormones, such as having a physical exam, psychological evaluation, or blood tests. Depending on your circumstances, hormone therapy may begin immediately or after a period of preparation. Whether to undergo gender-affirming surgery following hormone therapy is a personal decision and should be discussed with your doctor.

Can Masculinizing Hormone Therapy Cause Cervical Cancer?

No. Masculinizing hormone therapy cannot cause cervical cancer, as it does not involve any changes to the cervix or other reproductive organs. However, since hormone therapy can alter your body’s natural hormones, it is important to get regular pap smears to detect any potential signs of cervical cancer.

What To Do While Taking Testosterone?

The most important thing to do while taking testosterone is to make sure that you are following your healthcare provider’s instructions carefully. This includes getting regular blood tests and physical exams, as well as monitoring any side effects or changes in your body. To keep healthy while taking testosterone, eat well, exercise, and get enough sleep.

Final Thoughts

Finding the best gender affirming doctor near you can be a difficult process, but it is an important step in your transition. With the help of online directories like PATH and WPATH, as well as resources from organizations like AMA and LGBTRC, you can find qualified healthcare providers who specialize in gender affirming care. Before beginning hormone therapy for FTM, make sure to have a physical exam and psychological evaluation performed by your doctor or healthcare provider.

Additionally, take proactive steps towards keeping healthy while taking testosterone such as eating well, exercising regularly, getting enough sleep and undergoing regular pap smears to detect any potential signs of cervical cancer. With proper preparation and guidance from professionals experienced with transgender health services, you will be able to begin this journey feeling comfortable knowing that you are making informed decisions about your own body.