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just remembered something. need 2 rend metal with my bare hands.
#when i was like. 11 years old.#my pediatrician recommended i start amitriptyline#aka the medication i started taking when i was 14 and took for most of freshman year and really helped my headache#MY DR RECOMMENDED IT WHEN I WAS 11#and my mom WOULDNT LET ME GO ON IT#because. get this. A COMMON SIDE EFFECT IS WEIGHT GAIN.#and i didnt get on that medication that HELPED A LOT until 3 YEARS LATER#and research suggests that treating ndph early (in the first 2/3 years) makes it more likely to go away entirely#if my mom hadnt been so against her CHILD potentially gaining weight i might not have ndph right now. fuck. fuck everything.#boycritter et al
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i have asked this before on a different page and i CANNOT get an answer but can someone pls explain how porn addiction isn’t real??
like we had someone during sex ed in school bring it up as a topic and explain that (primarily a penis haver) you can train your brain to only be able to get hard/cum to porn and not be able to with a real person… and like sex addiction is real? but porn addiction is not? r there people just using “porn addiction” as a reason to ban porn all together and demonize it? like is that why?
i’m sorry if this comes across ignorant in any way. i am genuinely asking and open minded about this. if u take the time to answer thank you!! 🙏🏻
hi anon,
so it's actually helpful, and interesting, that you mention sex addiction, because that's also on pretty shaky ground as an actual thing that can be meaningfully diagnosed. which isn't to say that no one in the world exhibits maladaptive sexual behaviors, of course, but whether those behaviors can be accurately characterized as addictions is actively debated. in many cases what's casually described as "sex addiction" (which includes the use of pornography) would more accurately be classified as compulsive sexual behavior disorder, or CSBD, which has much more in common with obsessive compulsive disorder than addiction. to my knowledge, CSBD is rarely treated as a primary diagnoses, but rather part of a larger pattern of compulsive behavioral issues.
put this way: in many cases, saying that someone is a "sex addict" is sort of like saying someone with OCD is "addicted to washing their hands," in that it's misrepresenting a symptom as the primary issue and misunderstanding the cause of the behavior to boot.
now, talking about CSBD gives us a great segue into something that I think is really important when discussing the validity of porn addiction, which I'll lead into with this quote:
In their study, Grubbs, et al., analyzed data from about 15 different studies by varied researchers (and reviewed many more), comprising nearly 7,000 different participants. Studies were conducted in-person and online, in the United States and Europe. The team found that, first, religiousness was a strong, clear predictor of moral incongruence regarding porn use. This is important, as it indicates that we can and should use a person’s religiousness as an indicator of the likelihood of moral conflict over porn use. Not all people who are morally opposed to porn are religious, but it appears that religiosity captures the majority of people who feel this way. Given that the WHO and ICD-11 recommend an exclusion of moral conflict over sex from the diagnosis of Compulsive Sexual Behavior Disorder, this finding suggests that when diagnosing CSBD, a person’s religiousness is a critically important factor.
put more simply: high levels of religious guilt contribute to so much self-reported "porn addiction" that it can make it hard to figure out who's experiencing actual, verifiable compulsive behavioral issues.
this quote comes from an article called "Science Stopped Believing In Porn Addiction. You Should, Too," in which the author argues that porn addiction is essentially an outmoded understanding of problematic consumption of pornography that's failing to take into account other factors, in this case the moral incongruence or sense of conflict that many people feel about viewing pornography that causes them to feel shameful, dirty, or "out of control" when the use it. it can be read here:
porn addiction is problematic as a classification for other reasons as well; Dr. Devon price elaborates very neatly on many of them here:
again, I don't point out any of this to argue that no one ever has a relationship to sex or pornography that's detrimental to them and their ability to function, only that branding that as addiction is a.) inaccurate b.) unhelpful and c.) deeply loaded in a culture that so often stigmatizes addiction as a matter of weakness and poor character rather than recognizing it for what it actually is. many people grow up in a cultural context that profoundly stigmatizes sexuality, which makes a lot of people worry that they're aberrant and dangerous for doing anything that brings them sexual pleasure. trust me, my own inbox is a testament to that; I spend an enormous amount of time reassuring people that they're allowed to partake in utterly benign sexual behavior.
your example of people training themselves to only get off with porn is actually a great example here. the simple truth is that it's possible for people to train themselves into all kinds of sexual behaviors whether porn is involved or not, because if you only get off one way then your brain and body will simply learn to associate that particular type of stimuli with sexual pleasure and have a more difficult time with anything else.
people with clits who have spent a lot of time getting off by putting a vibrator smack on their clitoris benefit hugely from taking breaks and varying their masturbation style, especially since human partners are rarely able to provide the same type of stimuli as a toy. folks who are accustomed to only getting off in one position, whether it's on their back or humping a pillow or whatever else, can struggle with orgasming in other other position. people who have spent years masturbating before having partnered sex for the first time often find that it's a difficult adjustment—and I can attest to that one personally, because I had trouble for YEARS finishing with partners and almost always had to touch myself to make it happen. you can't even accuse porn of being responsible for that, because I've never particularly enjoyed watching porn and can probably count on one hand the number of times I've used it to get off.
to your final question about whether people are just claiming the existence of porn addiction as a reason to ban it—absolutely yes, many are. if you dig a little beneath the surface you'll find very quickly that many of the most vocal and well-funded anti-porn groups are run by deeply conservative religious groups and other far right wingnuts who stand to benefit tremendously if they can a.) ban porn and then b.) define "porn" as "anything that includes any kind of depiction of sexuality that I personally think is yucky." you see this deployed frequently with challenges to books in schools and libraries and subsequent book banning, which frequently target books about sex education, books featuring information about sexual abuse, and LGBTQ+ books of all stripes as "pornographic."
tl;dr I'm certainly not arguing that nobody on earth has a bad relationship with porn, but I do think the words we use to talk about that are important and porn addiction is a largely unhelpful way to do so.
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a selection of housefics i love!
i will make a part 2 when i reach character limit :D currently there is just 11 fics here but i WILL be updating!
Playtime's Over or The One Where Cuddy Forces House to See a Child Psychologist - mskullgirl
author summary: Following the events of "Skin Deep" (season 2, episode 13) House spirals out of control and stops eating and sleeping. Cuddy eventually offers him a deal; five sessions with Dr. Addams, the hospital's resident child psychologist, in exchange for three months off of clinic duty. What could go wrong? word count: 48k my notes: SO GOOD!! such a fun analysis of house and it has potentially my favourite accidental child acquisition of all time
Everything He Wants - the_northwind
author summary: House discovers that Wilson is a better coping mechanism than Vicodin. There's no way this could go wrong. A rewrite of the season six finale and beyond where instead of Cuddy, Wilson goes to House's apartment after the crane collapse. word count: 11k my notes: has one of my favourite hilson fic argument scenes. they're dysfunctional and messy and SO in character i couldn't recommend enough
Hypothesis - IreneSpring
author summary: At the beginning of the month, James Wilson decides to break out of his depressive spiral by having an affair with the first woman who is not needy. By the end of the month, he is facing an existential crisis decades in the making. word count: 15k my notes: haha wilson you are gay (jokes aside this fic is actually so fun and silly and made me LAUGH at the hoops our wilson jumps through to eventually realise he didn't get anywhere anyway)
Under My Skin - rhythmofsnow
author summary: Thirteen has a meltdown. House is there to ground her through it. (Post 5x05 "Lucky Thirteen") word count: 1.4k my notes: caring house my beloved... autistic solidarity my even more beloved <3
Composed - ferretwhomst
author summary: compose verb /kəmˈpəʊz/ 1. calm or settle (oneself or one's features or thoughts). 2. write or create (a work of art, especially music or poetry). or: a sick, restless Wilson finds himself in need of House’s company late at night. House indulges him. word count: 2.2k my notes: SO BEAUTIFUL.... wilson is so gay and so melodramatic and house matches his freak so well and WRITES HIM A PIANO PIECE....... they're so soft with each other idk its just beautiful. please read this
Soothe me now, soothe me, old friend (eng) - culturenana
author summary: Wilson would love to – Wilson would like to do so many things, make the most of countless wasted opportunities, erase every mistake, since his time has shortened without any warning, cruelly consuming itself under every cough. / House holds him close as if he is about to slip from his arms, and neither of them has the courage to discern what this thing between them is. There is no excuse or rational diagnosis that could cover it up. word count: 7.2k my notes: oh my god this fic made me want to bawl its so beautifully written and i have been shying away from post-finale fics purely to save myself the heartbreak but im SO glad i didn't do that with this one. they mean everything to me ;-;
'Samson's Mistress Cut His Hair, Thus Removing His Strength' - Sparklesinthewater
author summary: Set in season 3. Stacy doesn't come back. Tritter doesn't interfere. But the drugs and the infarction keep getting House into trouble anyway. Wilson is trying his best (but his best may not be what's best for House). / Or, House gets himself a girlfriend. Life goes downhill from there. word count: a beautiful 129k my notes: hello? hello!!!! can anyone hear me!! fic of all time!!!! a novel in its own right, and i did in fact stay up till 3.30am finishing it. impossible to put down and did make me want to cry in places. absolutely stunning. would recommend to everyone
a thousand teeth (and yours among them) - itooaminthisepisode (anarchy_opossum)
author summary: Sometimes, when House gets too overwhelmed by his emotions, he gets a little bitey. This is five times House bites Wilson, and one time Wilson finally bites him back. word count: 10k my notes: GORGEOUS STUFF!! amazing characterisation with lovely internal voices <3 they're so them and it makes me so happy
i let you win, i love to lose - sesamie
author summary: a short thing inspired by the thought, "what if amber and wilson's sex tape was ***for house***?" it seems like exactly the kind of toxic manipulative thing amber would pull and bring wilson along for. so here it is! set after the finale of season 4, and wilson and house haven't spoken about everything yet. things are bad between them and that's where the angst in this comes from! word count: 4.6k my notes: this fic did irreparable things to my psyche i mean ACTUALLY i do find myself thinking about it as im going about my day. genuinely was blown away by the sheer power of the prose i'll be honest 😭
we peeled the freckles from our shoulders - flowersinapril
author summary: Greg is twenty-three and James is nineteen when they first meet as counsellors at a sleepaway camp in the Adirondacks. word count: 2.1k my notes: GOD THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL... AAAHHHHHH i dont even have any words. please read this. crops watered joy delivered will to live restored etc. oh my god.
I'd Make a Deal With God (I'd Get Him to Swap Our Places) - TheFandomLesbian
author summary: When Wilson receives his terminal diagnosis, House flees to the hospital chapel. He doesn't know how to pray, but he strikes a deal: his soul for Wilson's life. When Wilson goes into remission, he has no choice but to uphold his end of the bargain. / In which House learns nothing about God, but everything about worship, in the arms of his husband. word count: 11.3k my notes: HOLY FUCK.. obsessed and i mean Obsessed with love as religious Especially when it comes to gregory 'religion is meaningless' house like this was so... good. it was so good. house is so desperate and so in love and its the most delicious thing ever
#amethyst.txt#gregory house#james wilson#hilson#hilson fic#house md#house md fic#please please read these i have so many to add but these are just the first i grabbed from my history 😭#this post has been in my drafts for so long im sorry i took ages making it#<- because now i have MORE FICS TO ADD. but i thought i'd get this out there first <3
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Hey! Please feel free to ignore but you did say to ask you about masks :P the ones I've found that are multiple layers for max protection are really stiff, which squishes my face and leads to gaps. Do you have recommendations? Thanks!
I know that there's a lot of noise about elastomeric masks but for me they're a nonstarter because of the stiffness you talk about. I think it's important to understand that most of the 94-95 standard masks that actually meet that standard are going to be plenty good enough where most people are concerned. Is it possible to catch Covid with a mask on? Yes. I've done it.
Is it likely? No. I'm immune compromised. This isn't data, but our experience has been that a combination of masks, reasonable common sense and good filtration are enough that despite having a school-aged child, a husband who travels for conventions, and me, immune suppressed, with a college student living in our house, I have only had covid twice, the first time was an unfortunate collision of me going to a store at the wrong time where a clerk had both covid and the flu and gave them to me, and the other one involved a family member not using a mask at a public event while eating. Even then, when I caught covid and the flu at the same time and isolated immediately with filtration and everyone coming into my space being masked... not one other person in our house caught it, and when someone else caught it a year later, the only people who caught it were sharing sleeping spaces. Our roommates did not catch it, and everyone was masking from the moment of the first positive test. When my kid got half-assed about masking at school, he immediately got flu and strep at the same time. I pointed out that his lack of care about it could mean a lot of missed school for him and serious health impacts for both of us, and he started wearing a mask again, and did not get sick for the rest of the school year. He HATES the masks that go behind the head and wears Armbrust kn95 masks exclusively (dark blue, lol) And it's pretty clear that without the masks he was getting sick a lot and with he just...doesn't. He is wearing them all day except for lunch through full school days, so that says something. Armbrust will send little behind the head doohickies to keep them off the ears but he never uses them. At $2ish per mask they're not the cheapest but he uses one mask for multiple days so it's not too bad overall cost wise. They have kid sizing, but he's in the regular adult size now at 11. Now, I'll talk about Armbrust for a minute because I really like the company. On pretty much every mask they sell you'll see a video of one of their people reviewing the mask and going over testing data... but they ALSO have reviews of almost every other mask on the market, bad, good and in between, and if you find a mask on Amazon or something and want to know more about it, search the mask name and "armbrust" and the youtube video and product data page will pop up. I've found several special masks for very particular needs by looking through their database for combinations of breathability and shape that weren't even masks they sold. So if you are struggling, take a look at the database, eliminate "failed" masks, look for the ones that meet your needs and then watch the video to see what he says about them first. There are some VERY inexpensive masks out there that work very well, and some masks that are incredibly breathable or incredibly high filtration and a few unicorns that are both.
Now Hubby is okay with the same KN95 masks that our son likes but he exercises and his lungs get a little touchy sometimes so he needs maximum ease in breathing, so using that database I found Dr. Puri masks. Here's the Armbrust review. Here's the listing I found them on. Hubby LOVES them. He also prefers behind the ear. About $1.50 each.
I *hate* behind the ear with a hot hate, they bug me. But I can't just use one type of mask all the time because I have EDS and neck issues so pressure there can be awkward, plus I get short of breath sometimes anyway (history of pulmonary embolism that long predates covid) and I have sensory skin issues.
Bar none the most breathable mask I've ever tried, which also does not fog my glasses, is the Drager mask. These are soft, extraordinarily easy to breathe through, and have a unique strap that makes on/off very easy, and lets you pull the top strap and let it hang around your neck if needed. Unfortunately it has a VERY snug fit across the nose and leaves marks on my cheeks, or it would be perfect, but it's a good option, and possibly someone with a smaller face would have an easier time. These are possibly the best filtering and most breathable masks on the market, so for high risk situations this is the mask I would use. They filter 99.7% in testing. They're a little more expensive at about $1.25 per when I checked today. For a good intersection of fit and comfort, but a little less breathable, are the ACI N95 surgical respirator duckbills. These do not leave marks, don't fog much, good seal around the face, and the single most comfortable head strap I've ever seen. The fabric is very smooth, it is sensory good, but the breathability is not as high. It's not hard to breathe through, it's just not as easy as Drager or Dr. Puri. But... They could probably pass an N99 standard by Armbrust's testing, as they filter >99.4% of particulate, where the standard is 95%. These are also incredibly cheap. If you get their subscribe and save discount (you can do every 6 months) you can get 50 for $25, so 50 cents apiece.
All of these masks are pretty soft, easy to wear, and very good at what they do.
The TL:DR though.... The important thing is to find a mask that you will wear consistently and correctly every time you need it. A mask that hangs on your face and slips is not a good mask for you. A mask you hate so much you make excuses not to wear it is not a good mask for you. A mask that breaks easily or makes it hard to breathe so you end up taking it off is not a good mask. If what you have isn't working, there are LOTS of things that might.
Last Armbrust plug: THEY HAVE A SAMPLER PACK. You can buy a pack of a zillion different types and styles of mask and try a bunch! And order the one you like best! If you aren't sick, one sampler pack can be tried by the people in your household so everyone can figure out what works for them!
Also, I used to get sick very very often and now I just...don't. Not from contagious viruses, anyway. I don't understand why people are so cavalier about it. I've been sick less since 2020 than in any given six month period in my entire life. Despite being on immune suppressants.
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Icarus Part 18
Hey, guys! I'm back!!! I had a great and very productive hiatus, the results of which can be found here.
But tl;dr is that this story is complete, so it will be regularly updated on Sunday until it's done. Then I will release the story that started this all "The Rise of The Fallen" in two parts, also on Sundays. Which will take us all the to December, if you can believe it.
I'm still working on the other stories and at least The Hellfire Exotic Club (stripper), The Caged Bird Still Sings (sugar!baby), and Of Butterflies and Backstrokes (Olympic swimmer) are all going to be fairly long so that should be exciting. Then I'll be working on the fun little game show story now called "A Love Connection". Which won't come out until one of the others ends. Sorry. But WIP Wednesday will show you teases of it until then.
I recommend rereading the previous chapter to refresh your memory and away we go!
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16 Part 17
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Steve was riding on the best high. Their next song was “Kiss the Boys/Kiss the Girls”. The song was about finding love in whatever form that took. With a full verse on non-binary folks, despite the title. There was nothing in the world that could compare to crowds screaming your name. It didn’t even matter that the name they were screaming wasn’t Steve, it was Abbadon.
He stumbled into the green room that had all their stuff in it. Corroded Coffin had taken the stage and him and his boys were relaxing with their masks off, Hopper at the door.
“I’ve never been so nervous in my life!” Shane said after downing an entire water bottle. “That crowd was massive! And diverse! Usually we just get college aged kids but there were literal kids out there and old time rockers too.”
“Shit, yeah,” Spence said, pushing his hood off his head to splash a little water on his head. He didn’t have a spotlight on him but wearing all black still made for a hot set.
Shane laid down on the floor, sprawled out spread eagle. “Is this is what real fame is like?”
Steve slid off the chair he was sitting in, to sit next to him. “God, I have such mixed feelings about that if it is. Because the energy was off the charts and I’m pretty sure I sung my heart out...”
“But you aren’t sure you keep up with it for the whole tour?” Simon asked quietly.
Steve threw his head back to rest on the seat of the chair. “Yeah. I don’t want to burn out before I turn thirty, you know?”
“You should talk to Eddie about what they do not to burn out,” Spence suggested. “Because they’ve been doing this for ten years and longer tours than this.”
Steve hummed his agreement.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door. “Celeste, incoming,” Hopper muttered, before opening the door.
Anyone in view of the door, put their mask over their face and then off again when the door closed behind their manager.
“Good job, guys,” Robin said cheerily and sat down on the floor between Shane and Steve. “I just got off the phone with Vickie and she says social media is going batshit insane about the song and Steve’s intro. And it’s good. Like really good. There are some assholes, but it seems that even the media and music critics are calling it the next gay anthem.”
“What are they saying?” Simon asked, sitting up on the sofa and scooting to the edge.
Robin grinned. “This is my favorite one: Heaven is where the assholes are, we always knew all the good people were in hell. Keep up the good work, Abbadon and all of the rest of The Fallen. From Metallica’s official Twitter.”
The room was deathly silent for all of two seconds before they all erupted into gleeful screams. They all jumped on her and started hugging her tightly.
“Get off me! Get off me!” she shrieked. “You’re all sweaty and gross!”
They deliberately smeared themselves all over her before they got off, giggling like children.
“Boys!” she huffed dramatically. “So gross. I swear you lot don’t grow up you just get older.”
Steve leaned over and gave a huge kiss on the cheek. “Probably, but you wouldn’t love us if we were any different.”
Robin swiped her cheek in an exaggerated fashion. “Maybe, but boys are still gross.” She went on to tell them all things that Vickie was sending her about the world’s reaction to the song.
Then after a while she bumped into Steve’s shoulder. “Go on. I know you want go watch some of the show, I’ll hold down the fort here.”
Steve smiled at her and gave her shoulder a squeeze. He got to his feet and put his mask back on. After checking to make sure no one was in view, he knocked on the door for Hopper to let him out.
Once the door closed, Robin let out a long sigh. “I worry about those two.”
“Who?” Shane said, sitting up for the first time. “Steve and Eddie? Why?”
She nodded, pulling her knees up to her chest and tucking her chin between her knees. “Being in the closet is hard. And I know Abbadon has come out, but he’s still in the ‘closet’ as it were about his identity and Eddie and Steve having to hide their relationship on top of Steve hiding who is... let’s just say that great relationships then theirs have crumbled under the pressure.”
The room was silent as they all took that in.
“Are we just doomed from having relationships?” Spence asked. “Are we all destined to be lonely?”
Simon’s lips quivered. “I hate that I have all these women throwing themselves at me but they really don’t care who’s under the mask.”
“I hit up every gay bar in every city we tour in as me,” Shane muttered picking at the skin around his nails, “and I don’t know if it’s worse they don’t know who I am than if I had gone as Astraeus.”
“I’m trying to have a girlfriend,” Spence said bitterly, “but all I can tell her is that I travel for work. And yeah it’s new enough she isn’t asking as what, but how much longer can I dodge that question?”
Robin let out another sigh. “I know, and it’s not as though I can really date either. Are they dating the goofy lesbian Robin, or the sophisticated fashion plate, Celeste? But with Eddie I think Steve has it harder.”
“It’s because Eddie is famous, huh?” Simon asked, sliding off the sofa to sit next to Shane on the floor.
Spence got up and curled up around Shane. Robin inserted herself into the pile and they just cuddled until the show was over.
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Steve wanted to be on that stage more than anything, just singing with Eddie, happy and free. But he was Abbadon right now and while he might get away with it, Steve didn’t feel comfortable with the not being able to kiss his boyfriend senseless.
He waited until the it’s almost time for the encore before he slipped back into the green room. Everyone else is already changed and gone. It’s just Robin as Celeste waiting for him.
“How did he not have a boyfriend before now?” Steve muttered as he pulled on the khakis and blue polo shirt of his ‘uniform.’
Robin snorted. “For the same reason you went pretty thin on the dating field. He was hung up on a special someone.”
Steve blushed and ducked his head. “I’m assume you think it’s me.” He ran his fingers through his hair, trying to get it lay straight after being hidden under the hood for so long.
Robin got to her feet and leaned down to look him in the eye. “Are you telling me you don’t?”
Steve looked away. Robin gently lifted his chin and then held his face her hands. “Steven Kincade Harrington, you listen to me close. You are worthy of love. You are worthy of care. You are worthy of attention. And Eddie Munson is one hundred percent onboard to give all three. Of course he was waiting for you. Any person with eyes can see how much he loves you. Fuck, Simon bristles every time he’s brought up now because instead him being your protector like it used to be, it’s Eddie.”
Steve stared at her with his mouth wide open. “Simon’s jealous of Eddie?”
Robin laughed and kissed his stupid head.
“Babe,” she said fondly. “Spence and Shane have been beating him off with a stick every time Eddie comes around.”
“But Simon doesn’t protect me,” Steve said tilting his head to the side. “I protect him. He’s so painfully shy outside of the band and he’s always curled up on my lap.”
“Please tell me you aren’t that naive,” she said. “He is always sticking up for you about your writing, about your singing. When it comes to band stuff Simon is the biggest mama bear of them all.”
Steve blinked at her for a moment and then mouthed the word “Oh.”
“You are such a dingus,” she said shaking her head. “But you’re my dingus so that evens it out a bit.”
He pushed her playfully. “I’m going to get out there before people wonder where the missing EMT is.”
He slipped out a different way from when he came in and she watched him go. Steve was brilliant at a lot of things, people included. But he always had a blindspot when it came to when other people caring for him.
She sighed and then made her way out of the green room so that Corroded Coffin could unwind now.
Robin passed Chrissy on the way out.
“Hey,” Chrissy said with a huge smile. “My boys want to go afterwards with your boys, you think they’d be down?”
“Of course they would!” she replied. “As The Fallen or no?”
Chrissy slapped her palm to her forehead. “Shit I forgot. As The Fallen. But they have casual masks to go in right?”
Robin smiled back at her. “It’s fine, of course they have casual masks. I’ll let them know. It’ll have to be much later because they have to be see as normies for a bit before they slip back into The Fallen.”
Chrissy winked and tapped the side of her nose. “I got you.”
Just then all the Corroded Coffin boys came bursting from the stage into the wings, whooping and screaming. They huddled together, arms around each other and counted to twenty.
Once they got to one, Eddie screamed whooped again and all four of them ran back on stage.
Robin blinked at them for a moment. “Didn’t they just have an encore?”
Chrissy threw back her head and laughed. “Depending on the city they can do anywhere from two to five encores.”
“Holy shit!” Robin said in genuine awe. “That’s insane.”
“It’s not even their record,” she said.
Robin’s eyebrows shot up. “There’s no way.”
“Six in Salt Lake City,” she explained. “Just coming off their third album, the one with eight singles. Which was too many in my opinion but apparently a couple radio stations thought there were a really good deep tracks and played. Then it got around, yaddy yadda. You get the drift.”
“But six?” Robin asked a little unsure.
Chrissy nodded. “Salt Lake is crazy for that shit though. I’ve heard bands go there if they want their ego stoked.”
“Any bands avoid it for that reason?” Robin giggled.
“I have no doubt there are,” she said with a hum. “Most of the time bands whine about the lack of boobs and booze when they refuse to go back.”
Robin rolled her eyes. “Men are so gross.”
“Agreed,” she replied with a wink. “Go lesbian power.”
Robin fist bumped her. “I’ve got to go look like a PA schlep for awhile. I’ll text you when they’re free.”
“You’ve got it girlie!” Chrissy said.
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Eddie was not pleased that they were at a bar. A bar was the last place he wanted Gareth to be right now.
But he insisted he would be fine and seemed for the most part to be sticking to a cherry coke, but Eddie was keeping an eye on him.
Things were actually going well until...
Astraeus let out a yelp of pain.
Abbadon and Azrael were on their feet in an instant, Asmodeus close behind. There was a little action going on so Eddie couldn’t see what happened, but oh boy did he see the aftermath.
Standing behind The Fallen’s bassist was an asshole with his phone up, filming and another guy yanking on Astraeus’ hood.
“Get off of him,” Abbadon hissed. “Or else.”
Abbadon was the shortest of his band, but fuck in that moment, he looked the most intimidating.
The dude with phone scoffed. “Or what? I’m filming you, you can’t do shit.”
Steve let out a huge ear-piercing whistle and yelled, “Security!”
The two dudes’ eyes went wide as they turned to scramble away from their table, but ran into two very meaty looking guys flanking Hopper.
“You two boys going somewhere?” the head of security asked, low and dangerously.
“We weren’t doing anything!” the one dude said. Not the one with the phone, but the one who had pulled on Astraeus’ hood.
“Yeah?” he asked. “And would these boys say the same?”
The asshole with the phone scoffed. “They’re just a bunch of weird, rich assholes, they’d say whatever.”
“And the security cameras won’t show you filming your friend here, yanking on this man’s hoodie?”
The two dudes looked at each in actual fear for the first time.
“And by the way, that’s assault,” Hopper continued to press. “So unless you want to be arrested, you’ll delete that little videos of yours unless you really, really want to broadcast your crime to the internet.”
The guy with the phone had Hopper watch him delete it off his phone.
“Good,” he said, “now these two gentlemen are going to escort out of the building, a building you’ll never be allowed to come back to ever again.”
After Hopper left with the bouncers and the two idiots, Gareth turned to them.
“Shit,” he said, “that was fucking terrifying. Does that happen a lot?”
Abbadon and Azrael exchanged a glance.
“More than it really should,” Azrael said. “It’s why Ellie designed a hoodie that would be harder to yank off. The trade off unfortunately is that hurts like a bitch when it’s pulled.”
“That fucking sucks, man,” Jeff said. “The next round of drinks is on me.”
Eddie nodded, but inside he was screaming. He didn’t know that this was something the band experienced at all. And even if he didn’t know who they were, that would still freak him out. But it was worse knowing it was Steve that they were doing this to.
Abbadon squeezed his hand under the table. It didn’t reassure him, not really, but it was still nice that Steve recognized his turmoil.
The night was a little more subdued after that as the Corroded Coffin boys thought about the implications of what just happened and The Fallen boys because all they wanted was a fun night out and it was ruined.
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Gidge's Guide to Amethyst
I did one of these a while back, but with reeaallly low-quality images. These days, there’s more Amethyst stuff out there, and that’s worth an update in its own right.
Amy’s first appearance was technically in Legion of Super-Heroes #298 which featured a “pull-out preview comic” to entice people into picking up the maxi-series. I’ve yet to get my mitts on it to confirm if it’s just sample art from the maxi-series, or has dialogue/art never seen anywhere else. Regardless, your best starting point is probably gonna be…
I. 1980’s 12-issue Maxi-Series (+ follow-up Annual)
High jump-through-portal fantasy. Fantastic creatures, creepy villains, magical royalty, intricate world building that explains some things and lets your brain fill in the gaps for others, and consistently gorgeous art. Can’t recommend enough.
The annual shown takes place after the maxi-series and sets the stage for the ongoing series that follows.
Get it by Patron methods: Dc Universe Series Page DC’s Showcase via Amazon or Abe Books (Note: no color art for showcase, only black & white)
Get it by Peasant methods: Over here. 💎
II. 1980’s 16-issue Ongoing Series (+ follow-up Annual)
While there is a lot of fantastic stuff going on with the ongoing series, it is more of a mixed bag.
While I am forever in love with cover of issue #11, I remember turning to page 1 and wondering what the heck happened to the inside art. It’s not bad, really. It just doesn’t meet the high bar of the covers (or earlier interiors). Looking back, I realized the art was getting less detailed well before that, but my reading was all over the place as a kid bc I’d just read whatever issues I could find.
This here, at issue #12, is actually a good place to stop. By which I mean, the next 4 issues + special reek of grimdark edge-lord bs that doesn’t even make sense without reading Crisis on Infinite Earths. However, if you wish to proceed…
The final issue of the ongoing is technically a cliffhanger, and the Special grants the writers the extra pages they need to finish wrapping up their whole Lords of Order & Chaos/Dr. Fate tie-in.
After this, someone in DC editorial raised their pencil and went “Hey! What if we made the Gemworld the origin for one of our Legion of Super-Heroes villains?” And thus…
Get it by Patron methods: Dc Universe Series Page DC’s Showcase via Amazon or Abe Books (Note: no color art for showcase, only black & white) (Also note: Showcase contains both Maxi and Ongoing series)
Get it by Peasant methods: Over here. ⚔️
III. 1980’s 4-issue Mini-Series
This thing is all kinds of whack, but it is gorgeous. I get the impression that when Kieth Giffen and Mindy Newell were assigned this sucker, they just read a summary of the OG series and winged it.
Probably not, since they technically wrote those final issues of the ongoing, but that’s how it feels. Despite this, it’s grown on me like a fungus, and the mind-blowing art by Esteban Moroto is, like, 98% of the reason why.
Amethyst is always at her weirdest when Dc is trying to tie her in with the rest of the DCU. In this case, the mini is supposed to explain how a Legion of Super-Heroes villain has origins that go back to the Gemworld. Why? Idk. But if I remember correctly, it was even part of the advertising for this series.
Get it by Patron methods: … you can’t. There are no re-prints of any kind and it’s tough to track down. If ye crave this treasure, best ye look to piracy, matey.
Get it by Peasant methods: Over here. 🔮
IV. 2012’s DC Nation Amethyst Cartoon Shorts
In hindsight, these may have been made as the advent of the Sword of Sorcery series, but they really were a charming sip of water after two decades of nothin’. A cute lil’ standalone series that turns the Gemworld into a video game. Amy is then, of course, sucked into it.

Fun fact: the producer, @briannedrouhard is on tumblr, and often posts art and further ideas she had for the series.
Watch it: Full Series is officially free on Youtube. 👸🏼
IV. 2013’s Sword of Sorcery: Amethyst
This New 52 eight-issue (9 included the ‘0’ issue, oy) series got my hopes up after all those years, but I gotta admit I was a bit disappointed by the completely new supporting cast. Apart from Amy herself, none of the original characters made it into the series.
It feels likely a completely different fantasy series with an “Amethyst” label slapped on it. That said, Aaron Lopresti’s art is beautiful, and this version of Amy—Amaya—eventually joined the New 52’s Justice League Dark and picked up a bit of a cult appreciation over there.
That said, I’ve had some spoilers for her time on JLDark, and the storyline is just a bit… too… dark for my tastes. So I’m quite content to see her nu52 series retconed, even though I did nearly collect all 9 issues.
Get it by Patron methods: Dc Universe Series Page TPB via Amazon or B&N
Get it by Peasant methods: Over here. 💜
V. 2019’s Wonder Comics - Young Justice: Gemworld
Remember how I said Amethyst always gets weird when she collides with the greater DCU? Yeah, forget I said that. Never mind. Most brilliant combo idea since peanut butter and jelly.
No, I’m not biased not at all bc I’m a big Young Justice fan. Nope. Ok. Maybe a lil’ bit. While the continuity here is it’s own thing, there are a lot of nods to the original Gemworld in the world-building.
Does this series fully explore the potential of all the ideas in it? Frankly, no. YJ fans complained a lot about the lack of breathing space in this series for a reason. But I’m still happy with it and happily re-reading it for the fun ideas it slaps together.
If you are reading this for the Amethyst, however, there isn’t much point in reading past issue 6, aka volume 1 of the trade. After that point, Amy stops getting much spotlight, though she remains on the team’s roster until the series’ end.
Get it by Patron methods: Dc Universe Series Page TPB via Amazon or B&N
Get it by Peasant methods: Over here. ✨
VI. 2020’s Wonder Comics - Amethyst Miniseries
The fact that both this series and the YJ one appear under the “Wonder Comics” label is a bit misleading. They do not share any continuity at all. However, the opening splash page of the first issue references multiple events from original Amethyst continuity!
Later world-building details make it clear that this is a different version of Amy and the Gemworld, but Amy Reeder’s affection for the original series remains apparent.
Get it by Patron methods: Dc Universe Series Page TPB via Amazon or B&N
Get it by Peasant methods: Over here. 👑
VII. 2021’s Amethyst, Princess of Gemworld by Shannon & Dean Hale
This one is actually a kid-oriented graphic novel. Again, with its own continuity and world-building. I think the thing that stands out to me the most about this take is that the Hales give Amy a kid brother and make him quite relevant to the plot.
It’s pretty stand-alone and not really marketed as a comic book per se, but it is charming and the art is quite cute.
Get it by Patron methods: Graphic novel via Amazon or B&N Get it by Peasant methods: Over here.
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In Summary:
“Original” Amethyst Continuity (by Dan Mishkin & Gary Cohn and later Kieth Giffen & Mindy Newell ) is contained in Volumes 1-3. This is made of up the Maxi-series, Ongoing, and Mini-series from the 80's.
New52 Sword of Sorcery Continuity (by Christy Marx) is completely separate and self-contained.
Wonder Comics: Young Justice continuity (by Brian Michael-Bendis) is separate and self-contained, but has many nods to original continuity in it.
Wonder Comics: Amethyst mini-series continuity (by Amy Reeder) is mostly separate and self-contained, but implies that it shares events with the Volume 1 maxi-series.
Kid-friendly properties like Brianne Drouhard’s DC Nation shorts or Shannon and Dean Hale’s graphic novel make for fun additions, though they were not marketed as though they might tie in with any comics.
#dc comics#amethyst princess of gemworld#amy winston#princess amethyst#amethyst#comics#comic book art#gidgeblog#gidgegraphic#gidgeguide
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Giving context and an explanation for CPDB's 2dmv removal on global (as a german)
Copy-pasting this from my reddit post since I think tumblr should see this too (note that this was intended for a reddit audience so the phrasing may seem off my fellow tumblrinas)
Tl;dr at the end
With the removal of cyber punk dead boy's (CPDB) 2dmv on global, I'd like to give some context for it's supposed removal
For context, I live in germany and have for 11+ years (I'm 17 rn)
The most likely reason for CPDB's 2dmv removal is the manji symbol which appears a few times in the 2dmv, which is very similar to the swastika/Hakenkreuz that Nazis use to this day. (I really hope I don't need to explain why Nazis and their symbols are bad)
Yes, the Hakenkreuz is different from the manji symbol. By rotation of a few degrees. Point is, the Nazis appropriated a symbol for peace and quite literally twisted it into a symbol for hate and genocide. Of 8+ million people. Among which were jewish, queer and disabled people and whoever the nazis also didn't like, like political opponents. So especially in europe/germany it's a very seriously handled topic and little to no leeway is given to any use of the smybol outside of educational places.
It doesn't help that some neo-nazis have taken to using the manji symbol itself in an attempt to say "look, we're using a symbol of peace! We're not really nazis!" Which is bullshit for obvious reasons.
Is it sad that a symbol for peace was appropriated and now is taboo in a huge chunk of the world? Yes, very. However history can't be handwaved away when neo-nazis use that peace-symbol as a substitute for their hate.
Hence why for the german release of Tokyo revengers, where the designs feature the manji symbol, there was a big ass disclaimer on the first page of the volume explaining the cultural context. And german conventions straight up recommend cosplayers cover up/alter their cosplays with the manji symbol on it because the average german citizen will probably not take the time to decide wether you're a cosplayer or a neo-nazi.
Now, for the removal. The maker of the 2dmv probably didn't have any ill intetions using the manji symbol because of their cultural context. And that's the important factor here: cultural context. In Japan and most parts of Asia, the manji symbol retains it original use. But in Europe and America? It's most often used by neo-nazis as a replacement for the Hakenkreuz.
I think the global team did the right thing by removing the 2dmv for now. Keyword, for now. They stated in the announcement that they'll try to edit the 2dmv if possible but that likely requires the permission of the 2dmv maker and a whole bunch of other corporate stuff to edit the damn thing.
Besides, it's a 2dmv. Something I assume a majority of players don't even use while playing. The 2dmv itself is available online in multiple ways for free. This isn't an RMD situation where and entire event+card set was removed so calm down.
TL;DR: the global team did the right thing by respecting cultural contexts and removing the 2dmv for now. It's not a case of en fandom being 'too sensitive' or whatever. The 2dmv will likely get added as a slightly edited version in the future.
And before anyone gets mad at me for bringing politics into proseka, this isn't politics just context for the entire situation. Also 'Nazis are bad' should not be a political take but I digress
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whats your favorite Nightwing comic? Can be a solo run or like a Titans run or something :) your takes are vv good and I want to know what to read after I finish Nightwing96
i'm so glad you're reading nw96!!!! THAT is my favorite nightwing comic 😤😤😤 so since you're already reading it i'll recommend some others!! these all take place during nw96, so you'll be familiar with the state of dick's character at the time.
first my favorite devin grayson gotham knights issues. these are all fairly stand-alone little stories with lots of dg food and are easy to hop into:
gotham knights #8-11: bruce loses his memory of being batman and dr. hugo strange torments nightwing about it. great arc for dick and his relationship with bruce, great tim and dick interactions throughout! ⭐⭐⭐ this might be my actual favorite non-nw96 nightwing story... very hard for me to choose as an insane about dg person but this is SO high up on the list
gotham knights #14: nightwing has to work with azrael on a case and is cunty as hell about it due to the events of knightfall/prodigal
gotham knights #16-17: opens with bruce at the graysons' grave being asked by the ghost of john grayson "what the hell [do you] think you're doing to my son?" 🤤 + bruce adopts dick! dick doesn't actually appear for more than like 15% of this story but he's very present emotionally throughout
gotham knights #20-21: dick finds out that he may have a long-lost surviving biological family member and bruce DOES NOT HANDLE IT WELL!! yay yippee!!! (warning: in-story racism, white writer writing romani characters in 2001, uses the g slur for romani people) (you will recognize the "long-lost family member" character from grayson's nw96 run btw!)
and my highly recommended nightwing team comics during nw96:
teen titans (1996) #12-15: the fab five (minus donna) get back together to deal with a mystery that rapidly spirals into a huge bizarre throwback to past teen titans comics. the plot of this arc heavily relies on knowledge of older comics, but it's fun and worth reading anyway imo, especially because it's only 4 issues. it serves as setup for the titans (1999) by introducing you to the relationship dynamics between the fab five (and also by introducing you to my darling daughter ARGENT!!)
the titans (1999): when i saw your ask my immediate mental response was TITANS 99!!!!!!!! definitely my favorite nightwing team comic. read at least #1-12 (opening run by devin grayson) and #13 (great issue) and keep going if you're enjoying it! must-read bonus: titans secret files #2!!!!!
outsiders (2003): for context first read however much of the titans (1999) you want, then titans/young justice: graduation day #1-3, then teen titans/outsiders secret files (2003), then outsiders. dick is so wildly depressed and self-destructive here in the wake of graduation day that roy starts a new outsiders team to try to keep him sane. this is THE roydick yaoi goggles comic AND has a fantastic cast AND dick's life is absolutely miserable throughout!! yay!! a core text for people who enjoy dick grayson's ptsd imo <333 (and for you as a jason fan, he appears in #44 to flirt with dick)
have fun and feel free to let me know your thoughts when you read them!!
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Hi Fawn! I hope you’re doing well! I saw your reblog of Emma’s anon and I think I understand where anon was coming from! I think they were probably just maybe a bit misinformed about the consciousness theory, but I think that anon probably got their information from this bloggers posts, she was a shifter that had been to many realities, and spend thousands of years researching and learning about shifting. I recommend checking her out
Unfortunately the links are weird so I just put the names of her posts
Then down below are posts I believe anon got their information from
REALITY CONCEPTS
“You make the Rules”
“Reality Concepts
AWARENESS
“Subconscious Mind, Awareness, You”
“Everything about the Void State”
“Ultimates” of the Multiverse
Both part 1 and part 2 of “You make the rules”
interesting things you don't realize + unpopular opinions notes
-post combo with ideas from this cutie for "..a blog about
the things you don’t like shifters doing? Like things
shifters do that overcomplicates shifting or ends up
doing more harm than good? and this other cutie for
"..Maybe an unpopular opinion post? Or one sharing
...
HER PERSONAL EXPERIENCES
my shifting journey + experience & studies heeey and welcome to my post! this will be a
reintroduction with my shifting journey, my
experience over the last 11 years and a bit about
my studies. i'll keep the personal info part short
but will also talk about my beliefs and no-go's
so it would be nice if you take a quick...
past lifes, death & afterlife's | vanilla explain's hello and welcome to a new part of "vanilla explain's"!
in this post i'll talk about some stuff that is pretty
unknown here - death and afterlife's in the multiverse.
what is it? what happens? please make sure to read the
note and enjoy!
tw - mention of death
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HER ASK ME ANYTHING(Where she talks about her own experiences with shifting)
ask me anything | announcement hello and welcome to my blog. this isn't just an ask
me anything, it's your opportunity to finally ask
whatever you wanna know. first things first, i wanna
announce that i'll respawn soon. what does that mean
and why? i won't upload that many posts anymore. i
have my last real...
ask questions to this reality concept i'm bored so ask everything you're curious about if
it's an universal thing or just a part of this reality
concept and i'll answer whatever you wanna know
you can also ask very specific things, how they
change in different realities, what's more "common"
in the multiverse etc.
examples:
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a day in my favorite dr hello and welcome to my post! one day in my
(current) favorite dr. it was something requested
from this sweetie and i thought this idea was really
adorable. at first i'll explain the reality concept of
the dr, then the personal circumstances, every
day life and special events ...
HER FRIENDS MESSAGE AND INFO FROM OTHERS ABOUT HER
Amino Appshttps://aminoapps.comVanilla's Shifting Class + Messages From Her | ☁️ desired reality 🍒 Amino
Amino Appshttps://aminoapps.comI met Vanilla - desired reality
The blogger above has an account on this tumblr it’s MasonCantThinkOfAName. He’s very insightful and has an interesting perspective on shifting.
. ۫ ꣑ৎ . haiiiii asteria i hope your day has been kind to you (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) BUT LOLLL THIS IS SO FUNNY BC I LOVE VANILLA !!!! i rec her posts anytime i see someone confused on what the void state is or what we are when we rid ourselves of this human form . like i was tuned in to like every post of hers back in 2022 and was so sad when she decided to leave bc she was such a breath of fresh air in the dr amino community bahahadhsdahf
but i've read her posts like five million times over ꒰ and will do the same after this LOLLL ꒱ & i can also kinda see where they're coming from , but i still politely disagree with anon's view of what the consciousness theory is (ᵕ—ᴗ—)
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Cad Bane, standing on a street in Mos Espa, facing Boba Fett in full armor. Image from The Book of Boba Fett, Season 1, Episode 7, In the Name of Honor. Calendar from DateWorks.
Grogu had never met Cad Bane. He wasn't really sorry about that. Sometimes you hear about a person who was very important to a friend or mentor and you think, ‘Wow, I wish I knew them too’. That was the not the case for Cad Bane.
Grogu had asked Daimyo Fett how he’d met the Duros bounty hunter and the older man hemmed and hawed and finally Fennec Shand replied for him.
“He was unlucky.”
That pretty much settled the matter. Grogu knew that Fennec had no love lost for Fett’s one time teacher, but since the Daimyo nodded at her words, Grogu learned all he wanted to know. He’d met and spent time with people who had ended up being less a friend and more an enemy over time. He didn’t recommend it. You never really questioned why they turned out to be so awful, but you asked yourself why you didn't see through it all much sooner.
Grogu might have said that Dr. Pershing was a person like Cad Bane. He was obsessed with what he wanted and thought he was doing the right thing and pursued it pretty relentlessly. But it had all failed and Grogu was happy about that.
Fennec told him that Pershing was nothing like Cad Bane.
“Coruscant is riddled with people like that. All hoping that if they could only get the attention of the people in power, they could achieve some ridiculous goal that no one else valued. The people in power called Cad Bane in to do the work that they were afraid to do themselves. Bane wasn't afraid of anything and that’s why the Daimyo is here and Bane is buried in the bantha paddock.”
Grogu was surprised at that. He didn't know why, but it seemed pretty odd.
“That’s where I put all the… stuff I don’t want people like your pal Pershing to use for cloning projects. Trust me, if I’d had my way, Moff Gideon would have never had another chance to go after you or your dad. He would have ended up as fertilizer for the rancor’s favorite plants.”
Wow. Grogu had always know that Fennec was a very straightforward person with great tactical skills and a first class strategic mind, but he forgot how nuanced she could be. She was kind of the opposite of Cad Bane.
When he first met Fennec, Grogu was kind of worried about having another master assassin in his life. IG-11 had been very effective at that work and as person who generally thought that all life was good, it was quite a challenge to have friends who made a living at ending lives. Even if those people were volunteers according to his dad.
But the more time he spent with Fennec, the more Grogu realized that she didn't just end people. She solved problems. If she could do that without ending the person, then fine. Take those Nikto gang members. She didn’t pick them all off during some sort of clean up operation after they had dealt with the Scorpenek annihilator droids. She just got rid of the ring leaders and that sent a message more effectively than a complete blood bath would have. At least that's what his dad told him.
The Mandalorian was very impressed with the levels of restraint that Fennec had displayed. Considering the Mandalorian view of enemies, Grogu figured that Fennec had displayed the patience of a Jedi Master.
“Buddy, I don't think you want to tell her that. I’m not sure she reveres the Jedi as much as you do.”
But Din Djarin was wrong about that. Fennec had told him once that she never got involved in the problems that included the Jedi.
“Listen kid, the whole point of the work I do is to solve problems. If I’m not solving the problem, I don't get paid. The whole point of the Jedi was to solve the same problems I was generally assigned to resolve, but they had access to weapons I could never bring to bear. There’s no such thing as a fair fight which is why I don’t take risks like that. The Jedi always had an advantage, so I found other problems to solve. That’s why I’m still here and a lot of other folks aren’t.”
Fennec hadn’t been smug about that either. She hadn’t pointed out that the Jedi had been almost entirely wiped out. She didn’t say ‘I told you so’ or anything like that. She had patted her midsection where her mods were and that’s what convinced Grogu that she and the Daimyo were nothing like Cad Bane. Boba Fett had gone out of his way to save her. And she had stuck around to help him solve problems on Tatooine.
This was definitely the way.
#calendar prompt a day#grogu#the book of boba fett#the mandalorian#din djarin#boba fett#fennec shand#cad bane
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I have officially did it I have a officially ship both Dr. Vinschpinsilstien x John Pilksin
Here’s the picture and the names of New Dr. Vinschpinsilstien x John Pilksin Shipping
And here is 11 drawings in 1
Here’s the origin of it it came from Lauti34564 on Instagram 
When he talking & post about his favoriteHenry Stickmin Shipping Characters
He posted about Henry x Ellie is his favorite Shipping of The Two Henry Stickmin Characters he also mention about Dr. Vinschpinsilstien x John Pilksin is also his second favorite shipping of The Two Henry Stickmin Characters
If anyone Who seen this Tumblr post I recommend this shipping because it’s the recent one also my new favorite shipping
So what’s your opinion On New recent Dr. Vinschpinsilstien x John Pilksin Shipping let me know when the comment is below
#The Henry Stickmin Collection#Henry Stickmin Fan Art#THSC#Henry Stickmin Shipping#Dr. Vinschpinsilstien#Dr.V#John Pilksin#John Frog Pilksin#Amelia Esteban#Amelia Turtle Esteban#Gordon Banks#Gordon Eel Banks#Henry Stickmin Dr.Vinschpinsilstien#Henry Stickmin Dr.V#Henry Stickmin John Pilksin#Henry Stickmin John Frog Pilksin#Henry Stickmin Amelia Esteban#Henry Stickmin Amelia Turtle Esteban#Henry Stickmin Gordon Banks#Henry Stickmin Gordon Eel Banks#Dr. Vinschpinsilstien x John Pilksin#Dr. V x John#Dr. VinschPilksin#Johnpinsilstien#Or whatever shipping you want call it
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“In order to know if the time is right to give a child such potent chemicals, gender clinics often recommend following the lead of the child. As Dr. Courtney Finlayson explains, "We just really need good research that we don't have yet... This generation of kids are really ... the pioneers. They are going to be the ones to teach us.”(8) Or, in the words of Dr. Diane Ehrensaft, "It's the children who are now leading us."(9) Experts such as Ehrensaft believe that these medicines are helpful for children as young as eight years old, and that "when children are supported— and that means accepted— they will do beautifully."(10)
Such early interventions often create misgivings for even the most progressive of parents. As one mother said, after injecting her eleven-year-old son, "It's always scary... I often ask myself, 'Are we doing the right thing?' But I don't feel like it's been my decision. I really just got out of her way. I just am letting her be who she is."(11) However, in what other area of medicine do doctors follow the diagnosis and treatment protocol of the patient, especially when the patient hasn't finished grade school?
No long-term studies have been done to confirm the safety or efficacy of using puberty blockers to treat gender dysphoria in children. However, the studies that have been conducted offer troubling results that aren't often shared with parents when visiting their local gender clinic.”
-Jason Evert, Male, Female, or Other: A Catholic Guide to Understanding Gender
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Work cited:
8) Growing Up Trans (full documentary), Frontline," https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIuS-48tSpE&ab_channel=FRONTLINEPBS%7COfficial
9) Sara Solovitch, "When Kids Come in Saying They Are Transgender (Or No Gender), These Doctors Try to Help," Washington Post, January 21, 2018.
10) Sara Solovitch, "When Kids Come in Saying They Are Transgender (Or No Gender), These Doctors Try to Help," Washington Post, January 21, 2018.
11) “Born in the Wrong Body, Summer Camp, Full Documentary,” https://youtu.be/N90m5B2jm80
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For more recommended resources on gender dysphoria, click here.
#mtf#ftm#Nonbinary#genderfluid#transgenderism#transgender ideology#Jason Evert#quotes#Male Female Other: A Catholic Guide to Understanding Gender
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(CW: Cringe, puzzle pieces, Autism Moms, potential sensory eyesore, ableism possibly, like one sex joke)
Welcome back to me harshly criticizing graphic design choices that people make about autism where I find pictures of shirts and whatnot and I tear into them like a lion tearing into its prey. Let's get into it.
In the words of @rebmasel on TikTok: "Ka-chow."
First up the only appropriate way to do this review is in the style of Dr. Seuss.

I do not like the puzzle piece, for it disturbs my fucking peace.
The color purple is real nice, but the message here I would think twice.
No tacky colors, so that's good. I don't hate it, though I feel I should.
Final Score: 4 out of 10. I'd rather not see this again.
I know the first line's kinda cheating, but I couldn't really think of any other fitting rhyme.
Next up is this:

This is already miles better than most of what I've seen.
The colors aren't tacky, they're actually kinda nice.
You have two wolves inside of you, both of them are gay and autistic. /ref
Autism Acceptance, that's a win.
Infinity symbol instead of puzzle piece, fuck yes.
Only criticism is that it's kind of a cheesy message, but not the worst.
Final Score: 9.5 out of 10. I'd wear it.
And then the quality drops here.

Puzzle piece means you lost points.
"Autism Mom." You can say it's difficult to raise an autistic child, but you're not a goddamn superhero.
How dare you use Rosie the Riveter for this. The disrespect. /hj
The military font is tacky.
I don't like seeing blue associated with autism, but at least it's not an abominable shade of blue.
Final Score: 1 out of 10. Get it out of my sight.
Speaking of lions that I mentioned earlier:

I'm already liking the absence of puzzle pieces.
Autism Acceptance is a yes.
When a lioness has children, she stops making love to the lion. The lion gets jealous, sometimes so jealous he EATS the children. You'd think this would upset the lioness; far from it. They make love again like the children never existed. I find that idea terrifying. /q
Not a fan of the colors, they're too dark for my taste.
The message feels cheesy.
Final Score: 7.5 out of 10. I dunno if I'd wear it, but it's not the worst design I've seen. The effort and care are present.
This feels like a roller coaster because it went downhill again.
"Share your friends." As someone with PDA, to quote Hamlet, Act 3, Scene 3, Line 87; "No." /hj
Autism Awareness. Once again, I am very aware of my existence but sometimes I wish I wasn't; there are days where I'd like to be both perceived and NOT perceived.
The blue isn't tacky, thank God.
I hate the quote because it gives the message that autism is nothing but a burden.
Also there's a bit too much going on with it, all of the decals and shit.
I don't see any puzzle pieces, so thank God.
Final Score: 2 out of 10. I do not recommend.
This is a bit different.

There's just way too much going on in this. Absolute eyesore.
Return of the Tacky Elementary School Colors, except they dragged orange into it this time.
So many puzzle pieces.
Why is everyone trying to fight autism? It's just minding its business.
I'm pretty sure that that's going to be a signal to mean kids to bully your kid. Like, even if there's more understanding of autism, there are still asshole crotch goblins.
I haven't "done" autism, but I am curious as to whether or not autism is good in bed. /j
Final Score: 1 out of 10. No thanks, I'll pass.
Let's end part 2 on a high note.

Simple design, but colorful and pretty easy on the eyes.
And the colors aren't patronizing.
No puzzle pieces.
Acknowledgement of the intersectionality of autism and sexuality.
No cheesy message; just a funky design about autism and gayness. Not all autism shirts have to be serious or UwU or motivating, so it's always a nice change of pace.
Final Score: 11 out of 10. As an asexual biromantic autistic, I'd wear this.
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Chapter 3 - A Call to Adventure Answered

Recommended Tea: Spiced Apple Chai (unless you're sick of apples already, your Highness 😉)
Covering Chapter 2, I noted how Lewis fused Peter and Lucy in a symbolic representation of trusting one's intuition. Lewis opts to mirror that now with the opposite pairing...
"'Oh!' said Edmund... 'I've just seen it all... You know what we were puzzling about last night... however long we seemed to have lived in Narnia, when we got back through the wardrobe it seemed to have taken no time at all?' 'Go on,' said Sudan. 'I think I'm beginning to understand.'" (330)

Lewis likewise flips the role of magic, this time anointing Lucy the task; like her sister last chapter, she slips, "I know I can't swim for nuts at home--in England, I mean" (329). Never noticed that one before.
The other moments jumping out from this chapter*
"Pavenders, a beautiful rainbow-coloured fish" (332) are made up for Narnia.
Lewis reflects, "I never heard of a Dwarf who was a fool" (332); he clearly changed his mind, a sentiment I hope to revisit reaching The Last Battle.
Chapter 4 - Intro to Telmarine Tyranny 101

This forms a core part of why I always anticipate the tale of Caspian the Tenth. Like the Stone Table, Lewis hints and teases more history than he reveals.
Lewis only highlights the hair color for two characters (both the same it turns out): the Dwarf (as yet unnamed) and the Queen.
Miraz cuts Caspian off at two interesting parts: his description of fauns and then of course Aslan (335).
Doctor Cornelius telling the Prince "you'd be whipped" right after hearing song #3 (below).
Lewis' foreshadowing by locale (337); expounded upon in the next post (this coincided with song #4 and reading about the full moon)
My full thoughts have been shifted to a standalone post; stay tuned.
The only other thing that jumped out at me: the sense of hope that I took from Narnia. The stars aligning "means some great good... Tarva, the Lord of Victory, salutes Alambil, the Lady of Peace." (338)
"I have often despaired; but something always happens to start me hoping again." -- Doctor Cornelius (339)
I agree, Doctor 😀
Perpetually positive-minded, Parzival
* Beyond the ones requiring the right clearance level that is.
Background Music: No more perfect playlist than the songs I heard both before, during, and after reading over a tasty crepe.
1 - The perfect song to walk in with 🙂 2 [Classified] Unless you're cleared, Dr. Blackwood. 3 - The first song I downloaded off Napster 25 years ago 4 - Bringing two people to mind, both Lutherans incidentally; one I've mentioned before. The other touched me even platonically sharing, "I love you like a friend I've known for years." 5 - Nice to know when they'll be in Italy... 6 - The second song to bring a special someone to mind this morning. It began right after Lewis describing the Dwarf's hair, which happens to match her. (And I'm still standing on a beach with the Pevensies.) 7 - The original played, but the translation's called for here; it began right after settling into storytelling by the Dwarf 8 - As the rain came down and walking to find a Rio parked ahead 9 - Second result (should I really be surprised at this point?) 10 - Her full name was enough; to watch the video though after the previous (published only a day off)? As for the title... ya think?? 11 - Given the ending of the last, fitting finding this first on leaving; it came after the lesson following Grammar (337), reminding me of a movie moment I would relish reliving in real life. Fun fact about that. 12 [Classified] 13 - Something told me, "Don't pick the video you heard before, but this one. The date didn't disappoint. (Nor the suggested favorite's view total.) 14 - The first of two instances I heard it yesterday (and between the comments, views, and starting it at 7:19, now I know more why)
#gratitude#mindfulness#dreams#healing#nerd alert#narnia#chronicles of narnia#lucy pevensie#susan pevensie#peter pevensie#edmund pevensie#prince caspian#aslan#childhood favorite#childhood#childhood nostalgia#childhood memories#children#doc emmett brown#back to the future#back to the past#back to the 80s
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"Let us now kill a pirate, to show Hook's method."

hello my friends! this is my selfship account for @todayisyourturntolose! follow me there too, should you feel so inclined
i go by basil mainly, but you can also call me gabriel or daniel 🩵
i am:
17 (a minor)
poc (white/black)
genderfluid, specifically genderfaun (he/they only please!)
i have been selfshipping seriously for around 2-3 years, but i have technically been a selfshipper for about 11-12
my current interests are star wars, les misérables/musicals in general, and peter pan! i would love if you would talk to me about it, i have lots of say!
i'll quit boring you, and move on to the f/os, who are after the "read more" section! 🩵 if you'd like to know more about me, check out my carrd! (some of the info on here has yet to be updated!)
(if there is a star next to the f/o, check the end of that section for more info regarding them!)
NONSHARING
(all romantic)
my nonsharing f/os are very special to me, some more than others. while i do not have a problem with doubles interacting on my posts regarding these f/os, i highly recommend you do not comment any affectionate/romantic comments on the posts i make about them, please! i will block at random too. no hate to whoever i block, it's just my own personal choice
🪝 Captain Hook - Peter Pan
🪓 Kratos - God of War
❤️🔥 Claude Frollo - The Hunchback of Notre Dame
🍞 Jean Valjean - Les Misérables
🎹 Dr. Terwilliker - The 5,000 Fingers of Dr. T
🔷 Obi-Wan Kenobi - Star Wars
♦️ Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader - Star Wars
🦿 Darth Maul - Star Wars
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⭐ Jean Valjean - I don't just have Musical!Valjean as an F/O, I also consider Valjean in the original book and some movie adaptations to be F/Os as well
⭐ Captain Hook - Hook is my #1 MOST IMPORTANT F/O, if the account branding did not give it away already. He will forever be my main, even if I do not always speak about him. I have been selfshipping with him for those previously mentioned 11-12 years. I am very protective over him.
⭐ Anakin/Vader - I don't exactly care for Vader as much as I do for Anakin, but I consider him an F/O regardless.
SHARING!
(all romantic)
i've no problem sharing these f/os, the more the merrier! say whatever you want about them, reblog my posts with all the gushing you want!
🔥 Burning Spice Cookie - Cookie Run: Kingdom
🖤 Dark Cacao Cookie - Cookie Run: Kingdom
😽 Rum Tum Tugger - CATS: The Musical
🟥 Count Dooku - Star Wars
🦇 Count Von Count - Sesame Street
IFFY/SELECTIVE SHARING
(all romantic)
while these f/os are on the market, i would appreciate if those who interact be cautious when doing so, as these f/os are...honestly, they're bordering on nonsharing
✊🏻 Enjolras - Les Misérables
🚀 Han Solo - Star Wars
🦇 Crash McLarson - The Aquabats!
🟦 The Eighth Doctor - Doctor Who
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⭐ Eighth Doctor - I headcanon Eight as being transfem, so I use she/her when referring to her!
FAMILIAL
(sharing in all aspects for each!)
💖 Cosette - Les Misérables (Daughter)
🔩 Frankenstein's Creature - Frankenstein (Son)
👱🏻 Luke Skywalker - Star Wars (Daughter)
👧🏽 Leia Organa - Star Wars (Daughter)
#pinned!#time for tagging. oooh boy#🪝: hook#🪓: kratos#❤️🔥: frollo#poc selfshipper#🍞: valjean#🔷: kenobi#♦️: anakin#🦿: maul#🎹: dr. t#🔥: burning spice#🖤: dark cacoa#😽: tugger#🔢: count#🟥: dooku#🦇: crash#🟦: eight#🚀: han#💖: cosette#👱🏻: luke#👧🏽: leia#🔩: frankenstein's creature#poc selfship
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Thank you, Thank you, Thank you a lot. I was the one who asked about "forcing the 3d to change".❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹 Thanks for answering.
Well can you recommend some posts which will be helpful for me. Because to be honest I'm manifesting in time crunch and when it doesn't happen, I just start to question everything around me. When I say I want to see a blue car of course after a few hours I definitely saw it but when I say I'll wake up in my dr next day...well I didn't. I know I should persist but I just repeat the same cycle.
Well I just want to permashift to my dr before June...but I'm really nervous of failure like it's my last chance of hope.
Hope you'll answer this one too.
Thank you 💝.
Ofcc ❤️ there’s so many posts I could recommend but focus on the end goal ok?
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