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Man I can't wait to move out and have my own place. I know I probably won't have the money to any time soon but still. I can't wait to not have to walk on eggshells every time my mum is in a mood and not have to deal with my dad deadnameing me every chance he gets.
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#and i feel like im going insane trying ti map out the full extent of the transmisogyny of it all#when i tried to help him with the frustrations he was having with his friend and defended the friend even slightly#he accused me of talking like the friend was my actual boyfriend and told me to go run away with him#when he broke a fuck ton of glass in our bathroom his clean up was even more half assed than usual cause of the state he was in#so even as he apologized to me and called his behaviour abuse and used all the right words#it was still me cleaning up after his abuse literally with a broom and mop#i still freak out at rhe very idea of broken glass and i know that trigger isnt going away anytime soon#and i still didnt leave after that#then him and his friend took so many of my words out of context to essentially accuse me of emotional cheating with people on here#and i cant think about that conversation without thinking about how yall on here have talked about abusers using cheating accusations#and when we finally broke uo he couldnt help but keep giving me permission for things#permission to throw something of his in a lake#permission to let my friends talk shit and be mean#but then when i had something mean to say afterwards and he saw it by checking my blog#he punished me for it by doing everything he could tk scare thr shit out of me#cause even as we were broken uo he hadnt given me permission to talk shit#only to listen to my friends#and even after all that him and his friend still expected that i would share my car and weed for them to use#and i still did with the car cause im either wonderful for dumb as hell#probably both#then after all that his friend cut me off as a friend using the fact that i had asked him why he was refusing to even look at me and if we#were cool to say i was demanding and pushing him and not respecting his boundaries#he used me asking why i was being treated as a pariah to justify treating me as a pariah#after all i had refused to still be a punching bag#i stopped buying him weed#so it was time for me to be disposed of#and even as they disposed of me they still expected me to live in that house for another fucking month with them#i was used and disposed of by two of the people i was closest with#one of whom i would have married eventually if he hadnt pushed it over the edge
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alicent's whole life has revolved around keeping her children alive, even and especially at the cost of their own happiness. everything she's ever done, everything she's ever sacrificed - her body, her freedom, her dignity - has been to that end. so her decision in the finale is a pretty stunning reversal.
if you're gonna make alicent suddenly overcome the sunk cost fallacy and decide that she's willing to sacrifice the kids she destroyed her life for to attain personal freedom at long last - an idea that I do actually find quite compelling!!! no one else on this show deserves to be monstrously selfish more than alicent!!! - you have GOT to build up to that shit more. getting fired from the small council cannot POSSIBLY be the thing that convinces alicent "i'm done w this shit i'm gonna sacrifice my sons and escape my ongoing self-destruction". one frolic in the woods CANNOT convince me she's ready to abandon it all. alicent's woodland adventures were not nearly cool enough to be the straw that breaks the camel's back.
this is not a character arc y'all. this is a "hey wouldn't it be cool if alicent and rhaenerya thematically switched places" coming up in the writer's room and then the writers tossing it in the last two episodes rather than working towards that endpoint throughout the entire season. It's not just a stretch, it's a slap in the face.
#house of the dragon#alicent hightower#daeron targaryen#aegon targaryen#aemond targaryen#rhaenerya targaryen#me during the rhaenerya alicent convo: wow that was a cool idea#wish it was built to organically instead of annihilating my suspension of disbelief#wish i could enjoy the homoeroticism on display but NO im busy staring bug-eyed at the screen going 'uhhhh alicent simply would NOT DO THAT#the parallel the reversal the intention is so juicy the execution??? yeah uh what the fuck#and it's even less convincing after we had that convo btwn alicent and gwayne about daeron#even if u managed to make me think alicent's fine w rhaenerya killing aegon and aemond - and the writers did not do that!!#you can't make me think alicent's ok w daeron her 'one good son' being killed by rhaenerya
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Tbh Sebastian Sallow is a charming ass mf but irl I would FOR SURE try to fight him ALL THE TIME
#Sebastian sallow#like bro? call me ignorant I will throw down so quick#don’t need no damn wand#all hands all the time#scrawny ass white boy#my aggressive Polynesian ass could never maintain a healthy relationship with him#dope ass dude sometimes but god DAMN is he a little shit#Ominis is cool though#Ominis would be my friend fr#tbh though I’d mostly just fuck shit up with poppy and natty#they’re more my vibe fr#hogwarts#harry potter#hogwarts legacy#hufflepuff#gryffindor#ravenclaw#slytherin#hogwarts houses#hogwarts oc#hogwarts legacy oc
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if you had to smite from the earth either nixon or garfield who would you eliminate. history will continue unchanged except if you smite nixon all the nixon memes disappear and if you smite garfield the orange cat goes with him
I would sacrifice anything that is dear to me to scrub this animal from all the veins of culture that it has slithered into.
I was frustrated with the Garfield comic strip from the twentieth of August, 2024.
Jim Davis has given up trying to claw from the mud. He has drawn a cat looking at the reader and telling a wet joke. By making Garfield a mere static image to surround text, Davis has taken the work of his heart and lowered it to the level of the borders that surround a pop up window.
My feelings on this topic eclipse and obliterate any other nuances to your question. If ever presented a shot at this king, I would take it.
#If we're being serious#I've been finding Garfield an interesting person to read about#as far as I can tell he isn't openly evil in the ways that US presidents and politicians tend to be#and in many ways is virtuous‚ extremely academic‚ fought in the civil war‚ he just seems to be a decent guy who was president for a bit#who knows what he'd done if he hadn't been shot though.#otherwise gilded age politics are fucking bananas and its very entertaining to learn about them#entirely believable that they were using the same system that we use now because the same shit happens#Nixon on the other hand is a monster. He's pop culture's caricature of an evil president#I find him fascinating for very different reasons‚ partly because we have so much on him with all the phone conversations he recorded#there's something really cool about being able to hear how the president verbally reacted when hearing about something big over the phone#https://youtu.be/WwBD49fD1UM?si=j-uWUbM0L0M0OUqS#incredible privilege to be able to listen to some of his drunken phone calls#and we have so many more photos of him than Garfield too#his administration was wacky and I'd love to read more about it#bizarre stuff went on in his white house and his mind#I guess I don't know what my answer would be
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examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk
#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard*#I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details#of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point#but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag#of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there#are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance#but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly#doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. )#the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead#of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like#you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image#or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i#wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol)#hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe#I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing#that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc#eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that#this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently#wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj#Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU#CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN#MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie*#Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol#I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it#with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits#and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit#out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the#unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh#re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI#art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA
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oh waow maybe having friendly neighbors is a Good thing (said in the voice of a guy who just received free cookies)
#ough theyre so soft and theyre pumpkin w/ cream cheese frosting...#they will be Gone by the end of the day i cant stop eating them#ive been a little worried bc yk. small town. neighbors tend to be nosier#and i am a nervous person! i would like to be left alone! dont perceive me dont knock on my door dont look in my windows!#but hey. tasty homemade cookies. maybe this is all right#god theyre so fuckign good what the hell did she put in them...#absolutely unprompted#today is a Decent day#nice weather. hauled wood. got cookies. went for a lil walk & saw some cool moss and sap. gonna have some tasty beef for dinner#and there was a new casual geographic to watch! & a new wendigoon video for tonight!! yippee!#and im drafting fresh scribbles for november since im doing repostober#things are decent and ill take it while it lasts. even if im perpetually cold because this house is fuCKING FREEZING-#oh heated blanket we're really in it now
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Hey yall I just read all of Firefly Wedding's current chapters and is no one gonna mention just how ominous and death-coded that whole recent chapter was?? The ocean washing away their dream floorplan? You know, the ocean, the literal barrier between Shinpei and Satoko's two very different lives? Or the whole I want you to be happy just remembering me thing? Girl is gonna die at the end bro
#firefly wedding#I usually hate shoujo but this shit has me sucked in#I also hate sad endings so fuck me ig#goddd please let them be happy and run away to build their dream house#where they can kiss and fuck a shit ton like god bless them please#help me i hate doomed romance but i also love it ahhhhh#also i just love weird man no lie if a man said anything shinpei says and he looked like that I would be like ok cool let's get married lma#which probably explains why all my male partners have been batshit crazy but you know whatever YOLO
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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#we’re cooked#we’re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs#doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell#and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress#it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#we’re fucked#we’re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh we’re really in it now Simon#hell world#there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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The kids had a great time at their grandparents’!
(They did not, in fact, have a great time and will probably be pooping in my shoes tonight.)
#for those who missed my early morning vent post (since deleted because we don’t need that negativity here):#the power in my rv shut off at some point in the night#and after an hour of tinkering with it I said ‘fuck it’ and hauled my cats and their essentials to my dad and stepmom’s house#that way they would be cool and comfortable and safe until I could get someone out to look at it#that’s binx being a creep in the shower and peter glaring at my stepmom for disrupting his nap#lucy hid the entire time and kept herself too tucked away to photograph#which is odd because she’s normally the most social and curious of the three#but! the power’s back on! so we’re all back home now where we belong~#peaches screams into the void
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really fucked up that this hvac guy just fixed a air circulation issue in my house that has been going on for over a decade, that multiple people have come to look at and could never figure out, by looking at my unit for two minutes and tripping a breaker
#fucked up that that isn't even why he was coming either#the issue was related but I had no idea until he was like 'yeah your heater is coming on when the AC does'#and apparently we have too much heater going on up there anyway so he just cut power to what was crossing over and voila#suddenly the hot side of my house is cooling off and the burning smell is gone#he was coming over because of the burning smell coming out of some vents#which I did note smelled like the heater when it hasn't run in a long time but why the fuck would i have assumed it was the heater#since air was still coming out cool
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i know my body is doing its best but christ alive.
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#i need a chronic illness tag#i've been doing frankly a lot better in the past week+ bc we got an upstairs window ac#and we've been keeping the house air conditioned bc even tho it gets cool overnight it is incredibly humid all the time (70-90%)#and the ac units take the humidity out from indoors as well as keeping things a consistent cool temp for me#but today i painted so i aired out the house all day. and. it was a mistake.#i feel fucking miserable. i could not get comfortable At All All Day.#also like. i haven't talked about this but i've gained quite a bit of weight in the last 2 years & especially the last 6 months#(being completely sedentary d/t chronic fatigue will do that to ya)#and so a lot of my clothes fit weird and feel bad and i haven't replaced them yet bc i still don't rly know how to shop#for clothing for trans women. especially bc a lot of those clothes are thrift store finds that Happen(ed) to feel good on me#and today i happened to be wearing underwear that i didn't realize were among the no-longer-comfy and the waistband would not stop rolling#and then it'd get pinched between my stomach & my lower abdomen and chafe horribly especially w/ how sweaty & sticky i was#it was just awful. it was just awful. i finally turned the ac back on even tho it's only 70° outside#bc i couldn't stand being in the (currently) 80% humidity anymore#and grayson helped me take a sponge bath after i broke down crying#and now i feel a little better but i'm just. tired. i'm tired & all of this is getting worse & my doctor doesn't seem to give a shit#heat intolerance
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twitter is entering their "rts > likes" phase now that likes are private after they spent years calling us ungrateful for being demotivated by ratios lmao
#man fuck yall just support artists you enjoy#dont attack people who dont rb/rt your art (hell they might even have it scheduled) but also dont constantly demand ''content'' from people#ESPECIALLY without telling them that you appreciate the effort they put in to show you cool things they made for free#you should've been rt'ing/rb'ing from the START 😒 just show people you care!#im just waiting to scroll through post after post of ppl calling out ''entitled artists'' lmao#btw my opinion on the whole thing is painfully neutral if you couldnt tell#i dont think you should care that much about numbers and ppl take it wayyyyyy too far#throwback to that one guy who personally @ everyone who didnt reblog their art that was CRAZY. i would straight up report you KJFGHKG#i also understand and have personally experienced how much engagement can change your mood#a simple ''i love this!'' can make someone's day. it's not hard to understand why ppl like engagement#when they make post after post without so much as a little tag they dont care about sharing anymore#the fact that people call that ''entitlement'' is also crazy#i have a lot of drawings i havent posted or just left nonrebloggable bc it really doesnt make a difference lmao#the only ones i leave rebloggable are the ones that i Know will do well and get attention. like the little pig redraw#if it's cute or funny it gets positive attention. anything else is shit on here lmao#it's just not as fun to share. it either leads to no engagement or negative engagement#would rather have nothing than something rude so whatever#some ppl say it's always been like this but no it absolutely was not always like this#idk what exactly caused the change. probably a lot of factors#could even just be the fandoms i hang around in! but considering i've seen the same sentiment from a bunch of ppl i doubt it's that#the best solution to no engagement is to just make friends and have fun#but 90% of the internet is hostile and negative and rude for no fucking reason#when i unfollowed someone on my old public twitter and they @ me over it. damn i dont know why but NOW i know why 😭#this post has gone way off course im just ranting at this point. i havent talked in a while hi how have you guys been#work was a lot yesterday and today is too slow (im not at work im just going crazy in my house)#(and i cant leave my house bc there's construction blocking the road someone save me)#chat
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The thing about AHS is that the promos are the most fucked up shit you'll ever see and have put me off watching most of it. but then you watch it and it's like. yeah okay, fucked up, but in a mostly regular horror way.
#footnotes for anyone who cares about ahs/horror i guess#i'm watching american horror stories#and yeah it's good it's scary it's just not as groundbreaking as the promos/intros would have you believe!#i watched murder house when it first aired with my mom#i don't think we finished it. prob bc we missed episodes and didn't catch up#but the promos got progressively more fucked up so i didn't dare#i did see the summer camp one bc a slasher seemed safe enough#point is i think i'm ready to watch the main series#re: stories. i just want to say. shut up about murder house already omg#we get it. the house murders people get murdered in the house it's a murder house#also i started s3 and ep1 Bestie had such a cool premise but#it would have been better if it was a ghost or someone w prosthetics bc that was grossly ableist jfc
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sometimes I will just suddenly wake up at 6am, randomly feeling mad about brexit
#hey remember when half the uk voted to stop europeans from being allowed to move here because the uk is racist and stupid?#and now because of it we are all poor and can't afford to heat our houses or buy food?#(i think i dreamed about a tv character i like who is from eastern europe and then in my dream i realised they wouldn't be able to easily#move to the uk nowadays and i woke up mad on their behalf)#why the fuck wouldn't we want people from mainland europe moving here anyway. most of them are really cool and i miss having them around.#i'm mad that at my university there are so many less international students than when i did my undergraduate degree. it's just not quite#such a fun vibe. and while we're at it it would be nice to have more people from ALL sorts of different countries here. it would mean less#of a high proportion of tories! isn't it hypocritical that they blame immigrants for making us poor when it is literally THEM doing the most#shitty job of running the country. anyway whatever i should go back to sleep
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dude ough im so jealous of trans kids that can actually come out of the closet to their families and even extended families, i think i'd rather actually fly into the sun than tell my dad i'm trans
#he would disown me so fucking fast man#probably at least idk#he'd be MEGA pissy at me forever and always and never take anything i say seriously or as a genuine opinion ever again at the very least#grrr i wish i had trans positive family#my stepmom is trans positive im p sure (she told me one morning about this really cool nb person she met at work and ig they quit soon-#-after but she wouldve loved to actually talk to them and stuff she said) i just would never in my life be able to come out while my dad-#-lives in this house FBGHBDHFGBHDA#ough im thinking too much. bedtime before i start crying over this#xanchats#xanvents#??#kinda. sure we'll go with it
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