This year my dad found & gave me the Montblac my mom misplaced in 2016 that was supposed to be my deceased grandpa’s uni graduation gift; yesterday I got to draw for the first time in 3yrs without pain & inked a Diluc with the $500 pen
I ordered normal pens right after, it’s okay to laugh and cry
I know my old man is upstairs probably cackling because he used to doodle with his fountain pens. And also I’m relieved I can still draw & didn’t lose all my skills but the numbing in my shoulder has now evolved to soreness so I’ll try to draw once a week to build those muscles up again. Tldr my dominant arm is low key fighting the urge to slide outta my arm socket because in 2019 I fell and tore my trapezius muscle next to my spine with the hold the size of my hand. Tbh I only have a functioning right arm purely out of spite & self recovery since then & only until recently don’t suffer from the debilitating pain anymore but anyways.
The way I just 💀 upon realizing the ink refills are $20 & I bought 30 pens for the same price. And like y’all don’t understand, I re-inked the drawing 3 times to build up the depth between the Five & Below $5 color pencil layers. That’s like $4-$8 in total
I knew it was expensive but I never looked into it until my dad saw what I was doing and busted out laughing because apparently he did the same mistake when he graduated law school.
My first drawing in 3 yrs accidentally turned my sketchbook into an physical asset because of the fucking pen and I gotta save up to buy the refills down the road because THE INK WAS SO NICE TO DRAW WITH *punches air* I HATE THAT IT WAS A GOOD EXPERIENCE OH FUCK ME
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Mild AF take, but fanfiction in the pairing you like is not required reading, you're not obligated to consume all content about your fave and police it thusly for "takes" you don't vibe with. It's not real. Your fictional character isn't actually being hurt or harmed. Sharing space and interpretations requires you to learn how to scroll the fuck on from a take you disagree with. Everyone and anyone can write whatever they like and if you're upset by it, that might a sign to take a break, step back and touch grass. It's painfully telling when people are threatened by a fictional depiction of a made up character that's not even CANON, to the point where they have to bully people and clique up to form an echo chamber of "like minded only" people to dominate the space with. Projecting your feelings onto others and normalising cruelty over shit that's NOT REAL is a sad fucking waste of time. You don't own the characters. This isn't a worthy battle for moral superiority. You're not the purity police. It's FANFICTION.
Not published works.
Not canon iterations.
Fanfiction.
Taking it this seriously and getting so upset about other people's spare time creative explorations is a mortifyingly loud way to announce to the world that you're an insecure bully who can't share space/block/mute.
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congradulations assholes
u all finally got that stupid ass victory that u ppl so lovingly beg for absolutely no reason other than just to find more petty excuses to boost ur ego and outright splat any other ppl from different teams on site as if any of u dont know how to play like fair for once in ur pathetic fucking life and admittingly i do feel bad for shiver too since she actually had smth that i could agree with for once (vanilla aside) and that u assholes pretty much decided to be absolute jerks throughout the whole damn thing all cuz im on her team as if splatfests and final/seasonalfests in general were never meant to be taken srsly in the first place and overall to any stupid ass stans/spawn campers out there i wish u all a very happy go fuck urself for basically never giving me a fair fucking chance for once whatsoever and for honestly being the worst fucking idol f**base to ever exist in general so yeah
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Girlhood is so tough I didn't sign up for having a high school level crush on the Mexican orb knight when I was given the gift of the extra x chromosome only to forget about it and then for it to come back like 10 years later with a VENGEANCE and also I can draw myself kissing him now and ig that's cool
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if you talk about your issues with your female cousins or friends they will give hundreds of advices but then you speak with your favourite male therapist cousin and all he can say is “in my opinion you need a trip to morocco” CHOKRAN moad von FREUD.
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also according to this account, the unit is very strict about using phone and communications with outside and they’re only allowed to use their phones on sundays and holidays...☠️☠️☠️
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randomly got the motivation after years to repick up drawing so i am going to learn how to draw with a tablet
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Ohh shit... What if, Azi thought this would not only be his first, but also his last kiss with Crowley??? What if, he thought that Crowley will actually leave, this time for good?? That he would never want him back or something will happen to him in Heaven??! What if, he felt this would be a suicide mission in a way, but decided to do it for Crowley and Earth? Either way, it would be the last time he saw Crowley. That's why he wanted to savoir it as long as it lasted!!! What if the reason why he looked back at Crowley, before he entered the elevator, was to see him for the last time???!
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SO I was going through the Johnny x Cobra tag like normal when I saw a thing about the Cobras and Daniel fucking Johnny within an inch of his life but consider this, johnny getting regularly fuck by the cobras and secretly ducking Daniel on the side
One day the cobras show up at the mansion, Sid and his mom are out for the week like usual, having planned this ‘hang out’ weeks ago but Johnny forgot about it so instead he invited Daniel over to you know, fuck but then the cobras walk in on them and decide to join
Whatever you want to add or happen idk 🤷🏻♀️
The cobras were not happy when they walked in on their Johnny getting fucked by LaRusso, and getting fucked good at that; sobbing and clawing at Daniel’s back, shamelessly asking through his tears for Daniel to cum inside him. Bobby has to hold Dutch back before he presumably tried to beat Daniel bloody, at least based on the wild look Bobby saw in his eyes.
And Daniel can’t help but smile at their shocked, jealous faces. Yeah, he’s fucking their leader, and there’s nothing they can do about it because he has Johnny addicted to his cock.
Thankfully, no one beats anyone up, thanks to Johnny’s sudden begging that they all fuck him, and the cobras and Daniel turn into perfect diplomats for the sake of that—even going so far as to kiss and jerk each other whenever Johnny is too busy getting fucked stupid by the other guys.
They still kick Daniel out after a certain point—they aren’t that good at sharing.
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