#Over and Over she fucks herself over...
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y'know, going back to my girl Fujiko and her relationship with Dave...post-Henry coming into their lives, their relationship was more toxic, but uh. Not For The Reasons You'd Think It Would Be
#dsaf#dsaf oc#dsaf dave#Fujiko 'Lucky' Shimizu (oc)#like to word it this way: all Lucky wants is for Dave to be happy and safe#but Dave's idolizing a guy who's just. Terrible. not just to other people but to HIM as well#but he's got these rose-tinted lenses on (metaphorically AND literally) and she just. Can't Get Him To See It#and of course...Henry's getting him involved in Crimes (mostly child murder)#so Lucky covers for him. Helps Him Cover Them Up.#because won't that keep him safe? out of trouble?#but she can't fix the root of the issue. Because He Doesn't REALIZE There's One.#and i think Henry holds it over her head somewhat. she has blood on her hands too#not from being the one with the knife but from being the one with a shovel (sometimes literally)#she hates Henry's guts and he hates her Right back.#but she hates him in the sense that he 'broke' her best friend and left her to pick up the pieces. over and over and over again.#Henry hates her because She Gets In The Way.#but regardless of this...she keeps following Dave. no matter what. keeps him safe and out of trouble the best she can.#she Always follows Dave into hell. she'd never stop doing it. no matter how many times Dave nosedives into hell she'll follow right behind.#She Just Desperately Wishes He'd Stop Going#something something 'Over and Over' by Rio Romeo#Over and Over she fucks herself over...#because that's what best friends do right?#Lucky my beloved...the shit she has to go through in this lil au i've created...
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BDHSJSJDJD THE SHAKY THUMBS UP IM,
#asks#farcille#always love the way you draw falins signature smile like this thank you#i guess this is what i mean about topping being subjective bc this doesnt technically count for me but i know it would for others#like regardless i LOVE this. falin being all glowy and happy while marcille is shambling like a skeleton. this is real and true#but it feels like 90% of it wouldve been falin grabbing marcille's ass and fucking herself while going wild on the praise kink in her ear#not to mention if the dick is homegrown she wouldve needed mad fantasy viagra to keep up with miss 5/5 stamina stat over here
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Buffy: I have regained consciousness from death less than a week ago. The very act of my organs functioning must feel like torture.
Willow: you have debt and also the pipes in the house are fucked. Better start applying for loans and jobs and interacting with the world like nothing happened.
Buffy: ...
#and she does#I'm not over this why couldn't willow get fucking job or apply for loans#vampire#vampires#buffy summers#btvs#sunnydale#buffy the vampire slayer#willow btvs#she was living in that house for five months#Did she just free ride on Buffy's moms inheritance#willow makes me mad#seriosuly couldn't even raise the coffin for your friend so she wouldn't have to dig herself out#and can't help with the fuckin debt you pretend magically appeared when she came back
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do you think dedra’s sitting in that cell thinking about how she was born in an imperial kinderblock and she’ll die in an imperial prison block
#lets play a fun game i like to call How Many Shifts Does She Endure Before Killing Herself#andor spoilers#dedra meero#im going fucking bonkers over here. hi.
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Stephanie: I just can't believe I fumbled him! He's so cute and smart, and he likes fast cars and drives like a maniac, and he's got that mean little sense of humor that's kinda hot, and we never had sex and I know we joke about him being the virgin wonder, but I know, I KNOW if given the chance he'd take being good in bed just as seriously as he does everything, he'd eat me out like his life depended on it, and I just totally botched it! Like I know we had some issues and he's a control freak and I'm kinda possessive, but we could have worked it out if I hadn't just thrown it all away! And for WHAT? For BATMAN? Batman isn't going to fuck me until I can't feel my own legs and then order me takeout from my favorite Indian place Cass!
Cass, who is incapable of seeing Tim in a romantic/sexual context but has had to listen to Stephanie talk about it for the past hour because she asked what was wrong and has been spending the last fifteen minutes debating throwing herself out the nearest window or nerve-striking Stephanie: mm-hm.
#stephanie brown#cass wayne#I like to think Stephanie routinely needs to remind herself why she and Tim didn't work out#like there's legitimate reasons on both sides why they ended badly#but against her better judgement she still thinks he's hot#and she can't help having occasional spirals over having fumbled him#tim is completely oblivious to this#cass is in pain#to be clear#a lot of people (if they knew she does this)#think she's fucking lost it#like that guy? THAT GUY is your biggest regret?#that's the guy you're losing sleep over??#meanwhile an almost equal number of people are nodding along in complete understanding#anyway I listened to 'Espresso' by sabrina carpenter finally#and all I could think of was Stephanie hearing that song and thinking of Tim#specifically as Tim singing it to her#and just having a mini-breakdown about it#cass is standing at the edge of the room petting her with a broom going 'there there'#metaphorically but also maybe literally
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HE WAS SO MAD
#classic Kakashi DID disobey orders for his kids#It's insane when people say he'd never act rebellious against konoha when the evidence is there in the classic#or course things changed in shippuden#but in the classic? he went to the land of the waves mission without reporting the the classification was wrong#because he wanted to help tazuna properly#he allowed sasuke to fight in the preliminaries with the cursed mark and secretly sealed it went it was over#he hide the fact that a three men cell was needed for the chuning exams to give sakura the space to decide for herself what she wanted#he was all the time hiding information and acting on his own#even when he says later that he couldn't do much for them it's not because he didn't try#the village fucked him over they set him up for failure and in some sense he knew it#he accepted to be their sensei because he cared for them and he was on their side#I'm fully convinced that if shippuden had followed the classic as it was supposed to do kakashi would have rebelled in more than one way#but it didn't happen :( so#Kakashi Hatake#naruto#Tsunade Senju#Naruto Classic
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feel a little insane when i think about hera falling in love with kanan.
like. kanan is intrigued by her and attracted to her from the beginning. i mean he's into her from the second he hears her voice. and he's known her a few days max, and he's already thinking to himself, "looking at her in the pilot's chair now, he determined he'd follow her anywhere." like okay lover boy!!!!!
but hera is on a mission when she meets him. and at first, she didn't even intend to recruit him, much less to get to know him, even as a friend: "people with the will to stand up to the empire were worth knowing. but then she remembered that this wasn't a recruiting trip. she needed to keep after her objective. maybe in the next lifetime, pal."
but when things shift and she sees a different side to kanan that has her reconsidering bringing him on board, she knows that he's into her. she knows that he's flirting, and she lets it slide, because she thinks he'll get over it: "he was smitten with her, she could tell - and she was all right with that too. she didn't want to tell him that her war had already begun, and that in war, there was no time for anything else. he would probably understand that eventually."
she makes it very clear that she isn't looking for intimate companionship, that he's being brought on as crew, and nothing more. for her the mission comes first. which also makes it very clear that she never meant to fall for him. but she did!!!
the mission, the fight, the rebellion is still first for her, of course. and from conversations they have in rebels, it seems like hera never let herself think very much about a definitive future for them (because how can they plan for a safe and happy and secure future when the empire is still in power?).
but she opened up to him, opened her heart to him, even after all the personal heartbreak she's already been through. even just becoming friends with him, when he was just supposed to be a helping hand. i doubt it took much for kanan to move from physical attraction to real true feelings for her. but for hera that must have been so much harder to let herself fall. especially when she never meant to fall for him in the first place. and thinking about how hard she must have fallen for him, to get to the point where she would enter a relationship with him in the midst of wartime.
and for them to have built such a strong friendship, in order to then enter such a profound, trusting, intimate, loving partnership. from rebels, we can tell they're equals. they communicate with each other incredibly well; they trust each other; they know that the other is competent and capable.
and i just think that hera finding her person, realizing she's fallen in love with him, and then allowing herself to be in love with him, is just so special and beautiful.
(also thinking about how it took strength and bravery for her to put her heart on the line like that, to fall for him so deeply, and then to have that torn away from her but we don't need to talk about that)
#this got longer than intended and idek if it fully conveys what i wanted to say#but do you ever think about how hard hera must have fallen for kanan to let herself be in a relationship with him?#truly embodying the 'he fell first she fell harder'!!!! which is saying A LOT bc kanan is so fucking head over heels in love w her#kanera#hera syndulla#kanan jarrus#star wars rebels#swr#this also definitely could fit in with my demisexual hera agenda
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Is there lore reason why Tessa doesn’t unsubscribe from cyn NORNVPN subscription? Is she stupid?
She is stupid… 😔
but yes LMAO there is a lore reason. When she got booted up in her new body -Cyn’s old one- the antivirus got set off. It considers Tessa as “foreign code”, a threat (shoe doesn’t fit situation).
she’s effectively getting beat up from the inside. (And the outside if u consider her body falling apart) anything intrusive or stressful to her system causes the antivirus to agro on her, so they can’t exactly access her head.
she’s stuck in a rough spot of not being able to transfer until she figures out how to stop the antivirus.
#one of the reasons she’s trying to retrieve her corrupted memories in hope that it will recognize her as the main user#the antivirus system is also tied to nanite production in the drone#so she’s kinda getting fucked up on all ends until she can stop the antivirus from deleting herself#murder drones#dagoi au#drone tessa au#drone!tessa#tessa elliot#murder drones tessa#dying and getting over it#the yapper
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cuz character sheets are my favey and i’m rly excited for s2 ‼️🖤🤜💥🫦
#caitvi#arctober#obsessed with Vi’s rhea ripley era#i can’t get over how vi is back in her prison mentality#she’s sleeping in those bandages her poor ribs#it makes sense from a storytelling perspective - she doesn’t care and is grieving/ punishing herself#bind safely kids 🙃#i drew her hallucinating her cupcake in the ring cuz i love me some good old fashioned angsty yearning#arcane s2#i’m so ready to be all the way fucked up by this shooowwwww
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MiqoMarch Day 6 - Secret
The jealousy that began to bubble up, though likely pointless to hide from her of all people, Arsay desperately tried to keep a secret from her dear friend Krile.
#ffxiv#ffxiv gpose#arsay nun#dawntrail spoilers#endwalker spoilers#krile baldesion#miqomarch#miqomarch2025#PLEASE TRUST that Arsay was doing her fucking best to not make anything in the last zone about herself#(except maybe when she was geeking out over the south sea lore)#even though she was getting pelted with her own parental abandonment trauma at an ungodly rate#its insane how much arsay was shaking hands with all the main msq characters in this expansion.#the tldr here is Arsay sees her parents in the aitiascope but she couldn't face them at the time and felt like she had to turn away#and instead of reaching/calling out to her anyways they just left. i dont have the tag allowance to explain the nuance in this choice thoug#I have a big thing i'd like to pose that goes more in depth with how arsay feels about this moment thats post 7.1#but this is the first time she /really/ thinks about this moment again and proceeds to do what she does best#She's framed with a big ol mask behind her and that is symbolic thank you#also cant remember if arsays echo cancels out kriles but even if krile has vibe checked arsay in this moment shes not going to bring it up#mostly because Krile has literally no clue about Arsay's parents and the thing in the aitiascope#thats the other secret that's embedded in this situation tbh since really only Graha and Yshtola know about it#i feel bad ruining this nice moment in canon but arsay also doesnt need krile to thank her for welcoming her on an adventure#because arsays would have welcomed krile on an adventure regardless of combat abilities#and like they also went through eureka together of course she trusts krile with her life already
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she’s insane for this
#patti lupone#tongue n lips are always gonna do it#wearing a necklace just so she has something to hold while i fuck her dumb#still mad she called herself hideous#if she had any idea#wanna leave kisses all over her neck n tell her how pretty she is
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Pete, I need you to stay here.
#warehouse 13#wh13edit#past imperfect#mine:photoset#myka bering#pete lattimer#HELLO..... CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME...... FOR THE LOVE OF GOD HELLO..............#this episode possessed me so thoroughly that i had to open photoshop for the first time since december#i promise i will get a new computer someday so i can make gifs more regularly again (i made this on my work computer don't tell IT)#but HELLO............ WAAAAUGH#god. fuck. they love and trust each other so much. i'm chomping at the fucking walls over this#myka has so much trauma over this case and pete's the nicest guy in the world about it.........#but myka doesn't even let that stop her!! she's like no fuck that i WILL take this guy down for real#and she DOES#and pete's standing by her side the entire time providing support and helping but also not taking control since myka needs to do this#on her own and for herself in order to finally get closure#for this case that's been haunting her since literally episode one............#pete's like no you can absolutely be emotional. you have every right. so this time I'll be the observant one and help you where you need it#god.#anyway hi wh13 tag i am watching this show for the first time and i am Going Through It#since i know you all seem to be myka/HG stans can i officially claim pete as mine. would anyone mind. can i have him
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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D
#undertale yellow#uty#my art#<- ifg#spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad#that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways#CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly#but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD#ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO#LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER#ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD#BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE#n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of#everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS#WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING#AAND THE GROUP HUGG#I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD#AND THE FUCKOGN#THE F U C K I N G#AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD#to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho#and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump#just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece#anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way#this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to#oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig
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we'll stand together, even at the end - especially at the end.
#hi i fuckking forgot to upload this fo rlike a week now hi. sorry just had to remind everyone im the most abnormal hmr fan#hamurio#hamuko arisato#persona 3 portable#p3p#persona 3#rio iwasaki#cele draws#ham self sacrificial tendencies.. yah#also i think specifically theyd love singing together and promise eachother even if they had to compete on stage theyd give it their all#and smth happens where they dont see eachother for a very long time and they just.bring eachother out and theyre both shocked but they rmb#their promise. the thing is rio hates losing right. so does hamuko. but over everything#she wants rio to live. so. they have fun singing together and all is good in the world until well. she lets herself fade out at the end and#loses.#haha..hg
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Hmmm there's definitely something about how Simon and Clary both still think of Jace as a Wayland (even though Clary calls herself Morgenstern on several occasions). Whenever someone calls him Jace Morgenstern, it's an attack; an assertion that he's nothing but Valentine's son. Simon and Clary understand the power of names, and even if Jace hasn't chosen one for himself, they won't use the one that others force on him.
#while clary ultimately claims the fairchild name for herself she clearly has a lot less baggage over being a morgenstern#because nobody's weaponizing the morgenstern name against her#i just think it's interesting how jace exists in this purgatory between identities#he can't be a wayland he doesn't want to be a morgenstern he doesn't feel like a lightwood and he doesn't know he's a herondale#he's just jace. whatever the fuck that means#shadowhunters#the shadowhunter chronicles#tsc#the mortal instruments#jace herondale#clary fairchild#simon lewis
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i genuinely think ch. 144 is one of the most fascinating chapters in all of kuroshitsuji in terms of the Emotional Depth it gets into. like, just look at the Levels lizzie manages to break the motivations behind her feelings down to over the course of this one conversation:
on the surface: horror and shock, that one of the people she cares The Most about has been successfully lying to her and everybody around them for Years about his identity; it's that fear of the Stranger, the not!Them, a stomach twisting realization that something so fundamental and core to your understanding of reality itself has been suddenly uprooted, flipped upside down and perverted right beneath your nose.
one level down: embarrassment, that despite all of her claims to love and care for him so Dearly, she still couldn't tell that her betrothed from his own twin brother; a recognition of her own childish naïveté and the stupidity associated with it, shameful in retrospect and reflection.
below that: fear, that actually she was able to tell the difference, that she could always somewhat tell that something wasn't quite right or in line with her expectations, but that on some level she still chose not to pay attention to it; this isn't baseline stupidity, not actually, but rather willful ignorance-- and somehow that just feels worse. she could've lived her entire life with him without knowing; but she did know. and she chose to stick with the lie anyways.
embedded within: a question. why would he bother to do this at all, when all logic points to it being entirely unnecessary? when he would've been accepted as the heir regardless, taken the money and title and status, been accepted as the only survivor left? why lie when such a revelation could cost him so much?
and at the deepest level: an answer. he lied because he Knew. he lied because he was aware of her own faults before she was, aware of the fact that she would be happier with the Other than she would've been with him, that he would be accepted and loved and respected as the True Heir much easier than as the Spare. he lied because of her, because he judged her and the others to love his brother more easily than him, and in the end he was right.
lizzie worries out loud about the alternative case, the alternate timeline, where o!ciel comes back as himself and she resents him for it to his face.
what she does not comment about (aloud) is the current facts-- that she has already done this. that she Has been doing this, the entire time, for years. at no point throughout any of this has lizzie ever actually had to state out loud that she preferred r!ciel live over o!ciel. he already knew when he chose to take on that name-- and every one of her actions since then has only strengthened and reinforced that original conviction.
#kuroshits#astronaut rambles#black butler#kuroshitsuji#elizabeth midford#IT'S THE LAYERS THE LAYERS !!!!!!#i love also that like. the surface level isn't Wrong#she really Is fucked up and horrified and shocked over this#the disgust is true on every level#what this breakdown does is not shift her feelings themselves but to whom she directs them at#first at o!ciel (as is expected)#but then later:#at herself; at her own capacity for cruelty and selfishness#also edward just sitting in the fucking carriage for this entire conversation is so fucking funny to me#ultimate I AM NOT FUCKING QUALIFIED TO DEAL WITH THIS big brother moment in the history of ever
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