#PLEASE SHE'S BABY 😭 protect her at all costs 😭😭

[payidaresque]

AYBUKE PUSAT as Neslihan Erdemsoy in Teskilat (2020—)

[alicerosejensen]

I love your page so much omg. I‘m literally obsessed with your work😭🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Also I have this imagination in my mind going on about how Leon would try to help his girlfriend from recovering from her mental health issues since she’s always helping him. I was recently thinking about how he would react finding her not moving on the bathroom floor and trying to bring her back! I rewatched American horror stories and the scene with tate and violet in the first season episode 6 (ig?) is always in my head. I‘m still recovering from my past and my unhealthy habits and tbh recovery never felt better.

If this is too much for you or triggering please ignore this.🫶🏼❤️

I had a terrible period in my life when I was a few steps away from doing something like this in my life and unfortunately this shit often comes out. I'm not sure that such texts help me work through my psychological traumas, which were, in fact, inflicted on me and continue to be inflicted by close people who do not consider me a person, but at least such works help me to vent my pain, which I cannot permanently bury in myself.

I have been postponing this request for a long time because I was probably waiting for the right moment to write this text.

There are mentions of suicide, psychological trauma, severe self-doubt and anxiety, so if this is not acceptable to you, then please just block it.

Perhaps there is a similarity with my previous texts, but I am writing this with strong emotions now that I am trying to cope with it again.

the text is chaotic, I repeat, written while I was under the influence of strong heavy emotions. Maybe I'll delete it later, when my brain gets back to normal a little bit.

If a songbird doesn't sing well, they wring its neck.

Maybe it was the costs of Leon's profession and the result of his constant missions, after which something human is gradually dying in him despite the constant struggle to save everyone. Raccoon City was supposed to teach, if not to survive, then make him begin to understand that some are doomed to die.

Leon Kennedy was taught not to offend, but to protect the weak, especially weak women. But it is difficult to calm the flow of disordered thoughts and put aside the fear that has seized him in order to clamp bloody wrists and apply something to them to stop the blood. Leon knew many strong women: Ada was perhaps the first among them, he did not know either her past or her real name, only the present that pushed their foreheads against each other; Claire, a fighting friend of misfortune that he met in that ill-fated city; Ashley, who turned from a baby eagle into a proud eagle; Angela Miller and others…

Your strength dissolves in the water, coloring it scarlet while your heart stubbornly still beats, let the rhythm noticeably shorten.

In truth, over the past few months it became clear that this was the only way out. When even your loved ones considered you an expired product and did not hesitate to remember this and remind you every time. In the end, their words turned into an obsessive worm that settled in your head, slowly day after day, month after month, devouring you and the circumstances seemed to be not in your favor. Instead of support, you somehow faced reproach, as if the universe was screaming that you were an wrong person, nature's mistake who had no right to live.

Escape attempts were doomed to failure. At first you tried to suppress it in yourself, helping Leon, because, in your opinion, he was the only one who had the right to complain about life, although he did not do this in front of you, because everyone said that you had no problems: you have everything limbs, there are no fatal diseases, all loved ones are healthy and there is a roof over your head, as if this is enough to not fall for nonsense and not walk around forever with a sad face.

This was the last time you shared your experiences. You didn’t even bother telling Leon, but everything inside was torn from constant pain. The feeling was as if you were being beaten by two extremes that led you to the edge of an abyss where you ultimately voluntarily jumped.

no, you really loved him, it was just other people’s words and your own speculation that convinced you, despite your strong relationship with him, that Leon would find someone better, someone more confident in himself, someone who would not be you because you had already missed the chance for a good life because it moved too slowly. Ultimately, a couple of sips of alcohol with sleeping pills and a sharp blade in his hands simply promised to correct the mistake in the form of you with your own hands.

You didn't have the courage to do it any other way.

But you really didn’t think that if you could try to open up to your loved one, you would meet support and not condemnation. Perhaps in a mad world he would be the only one who would heal your wounds as you healed him in your time. Leon clenched his teeth, feeling tears flowing down cheeks, seeing these crimson stains, when he pulled your body out of the bath, holding you close to him, repeating “I’m holding you. It's allright"

He so carefully laid you on his lap, managing to pull out a first aid kit and then bandages to tightly, albeit carelessly, wrap them around your wrist in order to somehow stop the bleeding. At least you were still breathing, thereby giving him hope that everything could still be fixed. the darkness and emptiness came to life, calling in a whisper to dissolve into eternal silence where there is no pain or condemnation. Your body will be in a grave under a gray stone, while the remains of your soul will float like a small grain of sand in infinity.

For Leon, everything happens in a fog; he tried more than once to save people, but he had no right to lose in this battle, even if you yourself surrendered to death. Shaking his head, brushing away the tears, he wrapped your body in a large terry towel, kissed your temple and picked you up, trying to somehow warm you, pressing you closer to him. the ability to provide first aid in the field and pull suicides out of the other world is not the same thing. Leon would have thanked God if he had believed in him, convinced that blood loss was the least of the evils that you had caused yourself, until he saw the remains of some substance at the bottom of the glass that stood on the table along with an almost full bottle of alcohol.

You really didn't give him a chance.

The ambulance took several minutes, which seemed like an eternity. In fact, Leon wasn't sure if it was worth trying to make you vomit when you'd already lost so much blood that it was already seeping through the bandages. Surely you would need a transfusion and Leon is ready to give you all his blood if only you would wake up. Holding his breath, he carefully looked at your chest, watching whether you were breathing and fortunately, your heart was still beating, slowly, but it was still fighting for life.

He stroked you on the head, kissed you, promised that he would take you somewhere else, quiet, where no one would dare to offend you, even if it was your family. You could have just asked him for help, just cuddled up to him and he would have protected you from other people’s attacks, but you preferred to remain silent. Kennedy was tired of waiting for the medical staff to let him in, although relatives should be allowed to see the patient first, but the position of a government agent sometimes had its advantages, and they concerned not only the high salary. When he was let in to you, it seemed to him that you had become half your size while you were lying on the bed, curled up under the blanket. It didn’t work out to pull off a beautiful suicide, which meant that soon angry relatives would come here with new sweat of bile especially for you. They won’t care about your feelings, but Leon sat down next to you, trying not to intrude too much into the space in which you imprisoned yourself, as if this blanket cocoon could be a separate world where you could hide. He spoke to you carefully, hating himself for not being able to understand in time what was wrong with your behavior; perhaps if he had been more attentive to you, the incident could have been avoided. You would see a psychotherapist, take a course of medication, and your environment would definitely be taken care of.

You cry, not letting him come to you, hating how you weren't just left to die and how much you hate this world. Hysteria after hysteria, nervous breakdown after nervous breakdown, in the hospital you repeatedly tried to commit suicide, but the attentive staff managed to prevent this before you inflicted fatal injuries on yourself, and if after some time Leon still managed to carefully break through your armor, then your loved ones This did not concern relatives in principle. You only allowed one person to visit you while you were undergoing psychological treatment and you behaved calmer and calmer, listening to the velvety words that soon all this would be behind you.

“We’ll go home soon,” Leon smiled, gently holding your hand and kissing your forehead, just glad that you’re alive, that you’re breathing and that your psycho-emotional state is slowly but improving. “You know, I have a surprise for you, I think you’ll like it when we get home.”

Soon what happened will become another nightmare in his life, a blessing with a good ending, but for the sake of this happy ending, Kennedy is ready to descend into hell at least every day.

You nod at him and smile a little, fearing that the gift is some kind of party on the occasion of your discharge. In fact, the last thing you want is to see someone’s faces, especially those who diligently hammered into your head how insignificant you are. Why do you even hope that the doctor will postpone your discharge, but the plans for your further treatment were completely different.

On the other hand, after taking antidepressants and psychological help in a special medical institution, how many men are ready to stay with their girlfriends who have been there for several months? For Leon, it seems this was not a significant problem, or he simply carefully did not show it. However, there were no parties, no calls, you simply returned now to his home where there were new interior items. it became somehow more comfortable... but something else surprised you.

Puppy. A small puppy of a couple of months old ran towards you and Leon to meet both of them, but stopped and began sniffing your shoes, while something thawed in your heart.

“Animals seem to help us well, They feel when we feel bad, it seems to me a good idea to get us a little companion,” Leon said quietly, stroking your back while you were busy with the puppy, rejoicing at the little living soul who will love you with the same pure and devoted love.

Ultimately it should have a happy ending too. Leon is ready to go to great lengths so that his beloved songbird starts smiling and singing happy songs again, even if it is necessary to remove other birds from her family who sleep and see how to pluck all her wings again.

You and he also have a chance for a happy ending.

[unavoidedbyme]

OMORI casts giving you nicknames and reverse

featuring: SUNNY, BASIL, HERO, AUBREY, KEL, MARI, CAPTAIN SPACEBOY, SWEETHEART

tw: if you count fluff as a tw then yes, fluff warning

SUNNY

man. This boy has a lot of cute nicknames for you but he’s very shy to use it

so most of the time he’ll just call you by your name instead

it honestly makes you sad

and he notices it

so he starts to use more cute nicknames!

you ALWAYS call him with nicknames

there isn’t a day pass without you calling him with nicknames

and he’s very flustered about it

he’s very cute 10/10 boyfriend material

protect him at all cost

a plus point if you use the right ones when you’re comforting him!

nicknames he gave you:

sweetheart

love

blossom

light

lovely

or just your name

the nicknames you gave him:

sunshine

sun

sweet

my future husband

mi sol (my sun)

lovely

darling (this makes him very flustered btw)

sunset

he really likes ‘sunshine’ and ‘darling’

he always get flustered when you use ‘my future husband’

he’s really shy if you call him that on public though

he sometimes might get uncomfortable by some of the nicknames…(he’s not used with affection after 4 years shutting himself)

that’s why you should ask him, but as a sweetheart he is he often doesn’t tell you because he felt really bad

my baby is so soft for you❤️

im begging you please reassure him that its fine

BASIL

he’s not too sure on nicknames

but if it makes you happy he will gladly do it!

he loves you very much

like SUNNY, he will get flustered if you call him with nicknames

like he was just watering his plants one moment

and you called him “love”

his face instantly turned into a tomato

this boy would pass out anytime soon

please don’t be too harsh on him…

nicknames he gave you:

flower

love

sweet

bub

my love

nicknames you gave him:

my flower boy

sugar

honeycomb

mi corazón

plant…💀

i can imagine when you too were cuddling and then he suddenly wakes up from his spot

you scream asked him where is he going

“plant!! where are you going?!”

he’s just there, dumbfounded by the sudden burst of nickname

“w-what..?”

HERO

omg he’s low key the definition of gentleman

like this mans showers you with all that cheesy stuff…

he loves pda so be prepared

really loves giving you cheesy nicknames

it flutters you so much and he doesn’t even know it

like he’s doing it not on purpose

he’s calling you all that genuinely

nicknames he gave you:

princess/prince/royalty

love bug

my dear

my other half

babe

honey

dove

nicknames you gave him:

handsome

good looking

husband material

darls (a short for darling)

dearie

he adores you alright?

so when he calls you ‘honey’ he cant help but to look at you lovingly

and it made you even more flustered

you thought that he was doing it on purpose

but nooo, he actually does mean it

keep him save please

marry him if can

AUBREY

she hates nicknames when you two are on public

but when you two are alone

please always use them

she really needs reassurance and just by calling her sweet things?

she’s already melting in your arms

there are some tolarable nicknames though

but i would not recommend it

just use it in a private area like her room or when you two are alone

nicknames she gave you:

heartbeat

sweet

babe

nicknames you gave her:

casanova

cherrybomb

lovely

dear

ma chérie

angel face(very flustered on this one lmao)

auby

please always use nicknames when you two are alone

she’s begging you

it reassures her that you’ll never leave her

the tolerable ones are ‘cherrybomb’

and the others are used in private

KEL

uh😨

okay so first

he gives you very weird nicknames that honestly kind of endearing…

he loves you vv much

he COULD give you some normal nicknames…

but it would be very rare

he just calls you anything tbh

like one moment he accidentally calls you ‘my basketball’

?????

basketball??????😭..

nicknames he gave you:

my love

basketball…

orange joe

sweet cheeks

cute face

my bike

nicknames you gave him:

crazy orange joe fan

orange

my love

dearest

star

kelsey

he got completely off guard when you called him his real name

but it doesn’t mean he doesn’t like it

he really loves it!

he wants you to call him that everyday

but when you does that his mind goes completely out

just.. 😭

he’s precious so its okay

MARI

god saves you from her teasing nicknames🙏

istg you’ll die from embarrassment

this girl has no break from her teases

one moment you were glad that its finally over

and then boom, she’s already teasing you again

you’ll need SUNNY’s help to get you out of there…

but she really means it!!

every little things she does

she loves you and if you do get uncomfortable

just tell her and she’ll stop

she will buy you anything you want or just cuddles you as an apology

nicknames she gave you:

babe

hot stuff

my queen/king/royalty

my dream girl/boy/person

dolly

wifey/hubby/spousey

pookie bear

nicknames you gave her:

marchioness

loves

honeybunch

sweetheart

my light

she really loves being called marchioness by you

she’ll fall heed over heals for you if you call her that

you could even say that as a revenge for teasing you

she’ll be embarrassed

trust me

CAPTAIN SPACEBOY

AWWW ITS THE SWEET BBY

he’s really REALLY soft with you..

so you’ll be receiving cute and soft nicknames from him!

he loves you dearly

so please tresure him :(

he already got his heart broken two times

and its with the same girl..

so protect him with all costs alright?

nicknames he gave you:

sunshine

beautiful

my lovely

dear

corazón

nicknames you gave him:

captain of my heart (usually to tease him)

lover boy

dear

rey

bubs

star

i repeat, protect him at all cost.

please he’s literally so tired of people using him

treat him right and the crew might approve you

oh right i forgot to tell you that his crew does not like any of their boss’ partner

so if you got their approval then you’re lucky

SWEETHEART

tease her

but not too much

she might kick you out of her castle☠️

she’s kind of a tsundere???

but she also kind of likes it when you tease her

it made her heart goes fuzzy wuzzy inside

when the first time that happened, she thought she was sick

so she goes to a doctor (that doctor is a sprout mole)

and the doctor said she’s dying..

she panics and starts crying on your arms

you asked her why she’s crying, and is completely dumbfounded when she told you the whole deal

nicknames she gave you:

cake

sunstar

my muse

my brain (because yk, she’s the ‘heart’ you get what i mean)

love

or your name

nicknames you gave her:

sweetface

darling

love

queen bee

babe

beloved

like what i’ve said

she sometimes felt her heart beating so fast when you use nicknames

and she got ‘diagnosed’ by a sprout mole that she’ll die

which got you kicking out the sprout mole who dare to call your beloved like that

the other sprout moles has been quiet after that

a/n: this was honestly really fun, i’ll try to make more of these.

[ja3yun]

ok wifey i am here and ready to be ??? IDK DICKED DOWN ??? IDK I AM SO EXCITED like my thoughts rn are all over the place but yk i love the true ending and yk i love you but i love heezelbub too SO I AM READY FOR WHATEVER THE FUCK HAPPENS LETS GO

YOU STILL KEPT JAEYUN CALLING FOR HER - protecting yn 😭😭😭 do u want me to kms

I WANT IT TOO OMG but suddenly why do i want to be with jaeyun.. bb .. oh god

“you don’t know what Heeseung will do to her” hopefully kill her 🤷🏻‍♀️

“I’ll make you so fucking happy, baby. I will give you everything you could want and more,” wifey.. i am .. on my knees.. ready to suck his d-

Jaeyun’s voice rings through the door as he chaps it softly. His voice is laced with concern, the tremble of his chin evident in how his words shake. FUCK FUCK FUCK YOURE HURTING HIM im done im not reading anymore OKAY THANK FUCK THANK FUCK HE DIDNT GET TO BE HURT yet

"You're mine, Y/N. All mine." i mean ?? suddenly ?? i am ?? i HAVE MIXED FEELINGS RN

The pull you felt towards him from the moment you arrived has only grown stronger with each passing day, his presence a source of comfort and stability amid uncertainty. 🧌🧌🧌 okay? is he her soulmate then, not jaeyun??

HE IS PUTTING SONNY IN A DOLL SLAY? but that means shes still alive though 🤔

WHAT THE FUCUUUCJ WIFE WHAT THE FUCK OMG WHAT THE FUCK😭😭😭😭😭 HE JUST SJAPPED HER NECK LIKE THOSE BITCHES IN THE VAMP DIARIES BYEEE THAT WAS SO SATISFYING and fuck you sonny

“no hard feelings” nah if i was sonny i wouldve hold a grudge 💀

BROO HEESEUNG CALM YOUR TITS DOWN WTF have a lil patience man why u pulling yns hair bffr

“Listen, baby, if I know the girl inside of you, then you can do this easily, okay?” His voice is gentler now, as if he is trying to reach a deeper part of you, seeking someone else within your soul.” — who exactly.. a past lover ?? a past someone ?? another demon ?? mars ???

what weird language is this aj💀😭

come home?? to him?? ehh???

And by God does he want to get on his knees to bow before you and pledge his unwavering loyalty. NAH IS YN NOW IDK DEMON GOD WHAT ??

oh god. oh god. i forgot . jay. oh lord 🧌 also why do they always come when ynhee are abt to fuck ijbol😭😭 NOT JAEYUN TOO pelase PLEASE no i DIDNT WANT THIS OH GOD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

ALAIDA?? NOW WHO THE FUCK IS THAAAT

SO DOES THAT MEAN THAT IN THIS ALT ENDING JAEYUN ISNT HER SOULMATE BUT HEESEUNG???????

theyre fucking.. sonny is watching… and uh.. uh.. jaeyun is at the door.. listening…..? this just shattered my heart.

excuse me heeseung tf u mean KILL MY BABY DOLL JAEYUN??

thank you. i won but at what cost.

i don’t even know what to say bb this was so INSANE what the fuck😭 my heart is still breaking for jaeyun. ill go kms now !

mars 😭😭 i love you sm. i love that the jake stan in you LEAPED out here. i am also v glad you got tvd reference bc thats exactly what i was thinking about the whole time sjdbdj

i'm glad you liked it baby <3

[thehighpriestess1]

This new chapter is such an emotional rollercoaster! I just have so many questions and thoughts!

I‘m so happy Gojo comforted reader after her nightmare and it was so cute how he was patient with her and didn’t bother her🥺 And I‘m happy the sneak peak was just a nightmare you scared me there! I just know that he was so happy that reader asked him about his well-being afterwards. They act like teenagers who have a crush for the first time🥺 it’s so cute. I also adore that they chose Jerry to be the nanny.

BUT

It was so wrong of him that he implied that reader is a bad mother. I know he’s overprotective of his son but she’s been managing everything on her own since day one. I think she just didn’t think anything of it. And Gojo is Gojo he takes everything what reader does to heart. Maybe because of his abandonment issues? But the way he ignored her after was just so sad. She even made him waffles as an apology and he sent them back🫣

I’m thankful that Jerry talked some sense into Gojo to prevent the worst. He really is the best character. Gojo felt so guilty that he even ate the soggy waffles😭 I hate how reader still sees herself as only the mother of Keisuke and that she’s only there because of him, but I can understand her doubts because the argument must’ve made her rethink everything :(

I’m just happy that they talked through and that they hopefully made progress. But I hope that the argument won’t give reader any trust issues in the end, due to the Yuri situation. Because I just know that there will be a lot of misunderstandings in the next chapter.

Gojos backstory is so sad. Especially the quote when reader returns to her room „But now you could see the wounded child behind his kind smile.“ This broke me😭 I don’t know if reader will confront Gojo about it but I hope she does. He should know that he’s not alone with all of his burdens. Because reader cares so much about Gojo and I think he doesn’t realise that. And now we finally know why Gojo wants to do everything to be a good father for his baby and why he‘s so scared to turn into his father.

I’m also happy that reader had a friend with while giving birth. I can understand Gojos jealousy though. But I was shocked that he let Hoshi get transferred to South Africa immediately 😭 Will we get to know why Hoshi calls reader Mia? Or was it just random?

I was so pleased that they had their time. But then everything was ruined! Yuri just gets on my nerves. Why is she so foul towards reader? I don’t know how long she has known Satoru for but she really thinks he owes her something. She’s acting like she knows him and deserves him more than reader. ESPECIALLY AFTER THREATENING HIS FAMILY?! I can’t with her. I desperately wanna know if the pictures are real or not. 🫣😭 Or how did she even fake them? Does she really think Gojo would take her after he threatened his wife’s and HIS SONS life? She must be delusional.

I Hope Gojo finds a solution for this mess. And I’m worried reader gets left alone again since you said that you had the same plans for Gojo as Gege🫣

I’m scared of what’s going to come, because how is Gojo going to fix this? I just want them to have a happy ending. They deserve it🩷

Thank you for writing August! It’s such an amazing story🩷

Can’t wait to read the last part!

Gojo can read the reader like a book! Especially when she is going through something and he knows (most of the time) how to handle it. For him she is like a delicate china doll that he must protect at all costs!

Gojo has somehow internalised his father's behaviour but at the same time he hates it. He knows that the reader did everything on her own. He saw the room where she lived and the sweaters she knit for Keisuke so now he feels like it's his turn to do everything (as her husband and Keisuke's father ) . Jerry saved the day. He truly did !

Gojo was jealous blog Hoshi but also insecure because he was there at the time.of birth and he didn't want to risk the reader getting too close to hoshi. All of this is his abandonment issues talking.

Yuri has accepted that she would never get Gojo. But she thinks if she can't get Gojo then no one should. Especially the reader because she blames the reader for Gojo's condition for that one year.

Like I said, the only similarity between me and gege is that we can't/won't let Gojo catch a break 😉

[headintheclouds-posts]

Can I ask you to write about dad!jungkook and how he learns to be a father from the very moment she was born? so interesting to read😭💓

Hii, of course I can :)

Just an FYI, my tags don't seem to be working at the moment and it's driving me mad haha. Not quite sure what to do, so I hope you can see any read this :)

'Would you like to hold her' the nurse said to Jungkook who was still sat with wide eyes staring at the tiny human in front of him. 'Erm,,,yes please' he responded. 'We usually advise of skin to skin contact with newborns' stated another midwife who was also in the room', Jungkook had heard of this before and was aware it helps settle the baby and also get them used to their fathers embrace. After he had removed his shirt, he leaned back into the comfortable chair and awaited for the midwife to place the baby in his arms.

Jungkook knew that he would love and care for his child, but what he didn't expect was just how much and how quickly that would happen. The moment she was placed into his arms his entire world changed. He couldn't control the overwhelming emotions that hit him like a steam train. Tears welled in his eyes at he looked down at this perfect little creation and he knew in that moment that no matter what he did, it would be for her. He would protect her at all costs and become the man and father that she deserved, because to him she was his world, his galaxy, his everything.

I am so sorry this isn't my best. I don't know why tumblr just isn't working for me at the moment, but I hope you can see this story :)

[dany36]

actually i need to talk some more about the ch 11 ending and human milla/milla maxwell because this game just stabbed me in the heart over 36 times and i still have 5 chapters to go so i won't be able to hold on until i do my usual junk thoughts post at the end.

GOD. WHAT AN AMAZING CUTSCENE. Dare I say the best cutscene in the history of tales games?? I just...can't deal with all of the emotions it handed to me at once. from Elle being such a fucking sweetheart trying to protect Milla by hitting rideaux with her sword, to Milla's heart-wrenching scream of "Please! Look after Elle!" before she sacrifices herself, to everyone's lovable badass Lord of Spirits Milla Maxwell's incredible return to the action...like...WHAT THE FUCK!!!! AAAAAA now THIS is how you write a damn cutscene!!!

FIRST OF ALL, when the game introduced fractured milla, of course i was happy to see A Milla in the game!!! Milla has become one of my all-time favorite video game characters so the fact that we got to see her again was fucking wonderful!! obviously I quickly realized how different this Milla was from Milla Maxwell, but I honestly liked her?? i'm glad we saved her from the fractured dimension she was in because holy shit she just looked so vulnerable in front of fractured muzet!! once she joins your party you realize she is much more charimastic in her own way, her voice conveyed much more warmth than Prime Milla, and of COURSE her relationship with Elle was so cute and sweet!!! Prime Milla's friendship with Elize and Leiah won me over in Xillia 1 but Elle's attachment to Human Milla was so fucking well-done that I just lack the words to express how fucking devastating the follow-up to Milla's sacrifice has been to watch, and to see Elle get so angry with Prime Milla for not being HER Milla is like....AAHHHH THIS IS TOO DAMN GOOD!!!! I HATE IT BUT I LOVE IT BUT I HATE IT!!!

SECOND OF ALL, i was such a naive fool when I got excited to see the title card for chapter 11 and saw that it said "Milla Maxwell" because oh shit!!! The Milla we all know and love from Xillia 1 is FUCKING BACK, BABY!! But NOOOO, of COURSE there can't be two Millas in the prime dimension, I had no fucking idea her "dying" was gonna be so fucking heart-breaking to watch!!! I couldn't even be as happy as I thought I was gonna be upon Prime Milla's return because of what I had just witnessed, but...that's what makes this so damn good, isn't it??? 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 human Milla was just so relatable and the game did such an INCREDIBLE job of having her grow on you as her own character!! she isn't the Lord of Spirits but who the fuck cares?? this Milla was amazing in her own way!! 😭

And can I just say that Milla's voice actress has done a fucking excellent job in this game?? I noticed the difference in her voice between Human Milla vs Prime Milla right away, it's insane!! like, as soon as Prime Milla spoke, I got...a bit sad because that warmth and charisma from Human Milla was gone, but then I was like...yep...that's Milla Maxwell alright... 🥺😭

it's a bit weird to see that your affinity level of Human Milla carries over to Milla Maxwell, especially 'cus I just did Milla's ch 3 story and it really does feel like you're starting over in terms of getting her trust. even though she DOES say that when she was in the dimensional abyss she dreamt of the Human Milla and Ludger and the rest, but....idk idk human Milla you will never be forgotten!!! ;_;

ALSO THANK YOU NAMCO for including a small skit of Elize being happy to see Prime Milla again and Milla saying that she looks as good as ever. LIKE YES ELIZE AND MILLA BESTIES FOREVER 😭

and lastly...Elle. Elle you beautiful adorable little girl you must be protected at all costs. i must admit i didn't care much for her at the beginning of the game and found her...kind of...annoying lol. but wow once again good job namco for her character development because if ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ELLE I WILL GO ON A KILLING SPREE!! she's suffered enough!!! FIRST with her dad being missing and now Human Milla!!! AUUGHHHHADLJFALDKJFL

well, enough xillia 2 for today. i need some time to recover from this heartbreak. ;(

[mydysfunctionalvampirefamily]

I'm sooooo excited!!! My first episode caught up!

No! Not the music 😂😂😂 oh okay it was not that smooth sex jazz lmao.

Rufio???? In Miles's lust thing? Okay I'll have to wait and see how this works. ELSA THOUGH!!!

Protect your man!!!!

Oh Elsa 😔 "I wish you were there, you probably would have made the difference."

Ohhhhhhh this is really good. Part of Miles's dreams or lust is the thought that him being there could have saved people. It's such a self absorbed thing lmao. Like he is the lynchpin.

Sidenote: the sound design and the music is so good this episode, and I know it's not the case but I get such a giggle out of imagining this is done just to spite that one YouTube commenter who was like when are you all going to incorporate that when it has been for quite a bit. 😂

Elsa being there to listen to him. 😭

He would want Marcos back!!

She gives him the book to get people back from the dead. The fact that this is what tempts him!!

To have what you have to Britta. "She was never there to replace you."

No shit they weren't rational, Marcos!!! I'm losing my goddamn mind over here!!!

The fact that he thinks the reward is to get one of them back to life. Fuck me!

Pendragon is human???? Absolutely wild. I get it though. But also Romeo and Pendragon there at the same time??? I mean at this point we all think canary and Romeo were together, yes?

Britta's biggest hope is being human. 😭

A painting of Dark Selina above the fireplace with blue flames???

Her wish that the harsh sides of Pendragon were not his own but forced into him. That he would want to be different. Him wanting to impress his sire and not him just something that's inside of him. That he lets her know him better.

Ohh human AND vampire Pendragon.

Ohhh interesting. Pendragon wanting her for her humanity or wanting her for her killer side.

"I adoooore how strong you are." fuck this guy and fuck that he is so hot. I hate him. He's too powerful. 😂

"I can't beat him without you." *SCREECHING*

Oh my God! Z!!!! HELL YESSSSSS I'm glad he's back somehow!!

I love that they are both almost failing!!!

Khaliffffff babbbbby!!! Yes Neil's sire!!! 👀 I'm so intrigued. I need to know more.

Awww Neil 🥰🥰 wanting to save his friends.

Of course his fucking sire 'knows' exactly what he needs. Fuck you!! Go home!

No Miles doesn't have the enst track record, that is fair. But he tries, and that has to count for something.

I do love his sire just hating on Miles, I bet that does make Neil feel a little better.

Also calling it playing house with Roman Pendragon would so appeal to Neil. Who has been so judgemental about all of this with Britta.

👀 Neil talking to his sire. Like I'm sorry but we need like a prequel book about their fucked up relationship and the abuse and manipulation.

"they're yours." ohhhhhhh goosebumps.

Not the tearful "are they?" my baby boy 😭 this is gonna make me cry.

Neil!!! You're so good! I'm proud of you. 🥰

"boogiemen and a pretty girl." dismissive of Nara in a way that will please some people I know.

Hey Sire why don't you shut up!!! Neil did what he should do, he came to insight!! Leave him alone!

"Let's fix Miles." ohhhhh damnnn. Like I know this is all very difficult for the characters to deal with, but it is SO fun to listen to!

Z. Who is this she??? 👀👀👀

Of course he wants to be the solution! Look at Wynn!!!

Ohhhh yeahhhh baby more temptation!!! One of them is going to die????!!!! Absolutely not. That's not allowed. Resurrection tho. 👀 It will cost you nothing? Suss. Soooooooo suss.

Heyhooooo let's gooooooooooo temptation in the best way.

The idea of sacrificing himself for power and to save his friends, so alluring. Which is so funny because I don't think any of his friends would think it would take this particular shape.

AAAAAAAHHHHH, for realsies???? Lmao of course he did. 😂😂(I bet it's because Tim wants that special sword path he talked about. /j)

I'm so happy!!! Miles deserves to make bad decisions as a treat. I love that for him. 😈

Britta, my girl, I proud of you, but I knew you could do it.

🤢 Those sounds

Oh joy, we get Shrike, you're not making it better but I love that you try even if it's not that hard.

Ohhhhh yessss him offering to undo the indoctrination!!! Of course that is the biggest temptation, figuring out who she used to be.

"I wanted to be more of myself again." "you don't even know who you are?" that's fucked up.

Shrike is an asshole but he makes me laugh with the awful, dickish things he says.

Even here the canary gets triggered??? Poor Britta.

She did it!!!

What the fuck man, that was an insane episode. But so fucking good! I'm alrwady exited to relisten to it.

[monkeybell]

Episode 10: SMOLIV! My baby 😭. I hope in some way we can see Smoliv shown in the show more because I love this little guy. Still not getting a vibe with the intro, sorry. Nemona introduction! Honestly? This voice it… fits her perfectly imo. I only just heard it but it just sounds like how I would imagine ngl. I hope if we ever see Arven on here that he will sound like I imagined as well. I also love little Pawmo. Dolliv is a cutie too. Poor Pawmo getting sprayed twice. He looks so funny and disheveled. So… Brassius has beef with black Rayquaza for some odd reason?? It’s weird that legendarys seem so well known in Horizons and aren’t questioning why it’s black and not green like in the Pokédex but ok. This episode is feeling confusing and slow. Nemona is carrying it on her back. Even Sprigatito is feeling bored in this episode damn. That Nemona and Pawmo eye catch art is adorable. Roy I’m sorry but that was clearly a statue. I’ve noticed that since watching, I’ve been losing hype for Roy. He’s kinda annoying for me. Also yes I’m aware he’s a child. But it can get annoying quick and even children characters can have more to them than just child characteristics. Damn this gym leader song is a bopper. I could vibe to it. I see Sudowoodo and just think of Brock’s 😔. My poor boy Fuecoco getting annihilated here. They really don’t give him many W’s, do they? Wait… Fuecoco learns stomping tantrum like that? Out of nowhere?? Because of taunt? Unfortunately they seem to give him new moves willy nilly and as much as I love Fuecoco, I don’t want it to become an OP Pokemon with no real reason, you know? Watching the anime truly makes me realize how much I suck at pronouncing Pokemon names, locations and such. I’m wrong like 99% of the time and I realize I’ve been talking like an idiot since the games came out 💀. Wait wait now Liko can sense emotions from… statues?? Ok what route do these people keep going after? Their characterization can get real confusing sometimes

Episode 11: We start the episode with Liko thinking Dot is just a hardcore Nidothing fan and doesn’t want to hang out because Liko is just a wannabe fan? …Uh ok. I swear I’m trying not to sound like I’m hating just for haters sake but sometimes this show confuses me. Damn I thought Nemona would stay longer but they show her this episode just for her to announce she’s leaving. Not her getting the Ann treatment 😭. LMAO Murdock sending the kids a text to ask what they want for dinner and then worrying when they don’t respond. Murdock I love you man. Fletching sounds like it’s saying bitch I’m howling. Oh Liko’s mom is a school teacher? I honestly didn’t know that until now. Never saw people mention that so didn’t know. Chansey is a chunky ball and I love her. Isn’t it confirmed Mollie is the daughter of a nurse Joy?? Or is that only a theory? Oran berries have always looked delicious. Am I the only one who has wanted to try them before? Big Arboliva time! Gives me SM vibes with the giant trevenant. Paldea Wooper debut and the poor thing is injured 😭. Wooper must be protected at all cost. Small Smoliv cameo! They so smol. Aw Mollie leaving so she could help all Pokémon is so wholesome. Don’t have that much of an opinion on her just yet but that backstory I like and can appreciate. Sprigatito doing the zoomies. Oh thank you Roy. I was saying ‘Fuecoco has tackle and stomping tantrum! Use one!’ and he finally did. Wow Fuecoco is kinda becoming Horizons’ punching bag. Please don’t give him the Chespin treatment 😭. Lil Woop 🥹. Shoutout to my Clodwire, WOOP <3. I’m loving these Pokemon interactions. Arboliva’s.. moans(?) are kinda scaring me lol

Episode 12: Final episode(for now at least). Fuecoco stomping around and cheering is what my heart needed today. That Nidothing segment gave me the goosebumps. I didn’t need to see Nidothing fuse and then slowly detach. NO WAY. Dot said idk. Hearing Goh’s VA as Rotom is killing me as I can imagine him saying it and the thought cracks me up. Ludlow finally does something! Let’s go! My brain is just playing ‘Let it grow’ in my head during this forest sequence. Crystal turtle. What was that memory scene just now? Does anyone notice that whenever the pendant is relevant, it will become present, even if Liko doesn’t move it herself? Is that a reoccurring error or intentional? Oh Liko mom’s is here. Being on Twitter when she came was wild. Simps and people thinking her and Friede had a thing or something lmao. We finally getting the ancient adventurer lore. I would love to see the ancient pokeballs somehow be included into the games because they are gorgeous. Wait hold on now. So now I’m really confused. Did Liko get the pendant when she was younger or right before she went to the academy?? Because they keep implying it’s both but that wouldn’t make sense. The only logical way it could be both is if they decided Liko would go to school when she was younger but again that doesn’t line up well with stuff mentioned. Bro I’m so confused wtf. Am I just a dumbass or what? I remember seeing people say Lucca was a bad mom to Liko but after seeing this episode, did they watch it?? She acknowledges she wants Liko to do what she wants instead of taking the pendant. Not every parent in Pokemon is a neglectful one. It’s like Grace all over again. Oh it’s the creepy guy. And he is stalking… kids. He’s over there officer Jenny

Final thoughts: So that’s it for now! I did see that more dub episodes are coming in May so my watch will be back soon. So after watching, here’s my overall thoughts. It was… not what I was expecting. The pacing got wild at some points which made things seem either rushed or slow as a snom. Luckily it’s not as consistent as it was during the beginning but it’s still noticeable occasionally. I loved some moments but others I struggled to watch through. It could be pretty painful BUT despite the flaws, I do enjoy the show and the series is still new and fresh so it takes time and I’m excited to see how it goes down in the future! So right now, i think I’ll give it a 6/10. Tier list of the characters coming shortly!

[ficsforeren]

hii!! what would rockstar eren do if y/n made a break up prank with him??? curious about that

BRUH WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT????

WHY

WOULD

YOU

DO

THAT ?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

[twistyprefect]

hey! I discovered your blog these days and fell in love with it! your writing is so cute! I would like to ask dorm leaders with a younger sister who is also studying at the NRC. like....how would they be with a little sister? how would they treat her? ( maybe the sister is a first year? ) ps: please, make the request platonic. stay well and remember to hydrate, eat and sleep well! ヾ(≧▽≦*)o english is not my first language! sorry if i wrote something wrong! .≡(▔﹏▔)≡ 📷

Abrir no Google Tradutor

{hullo new friend!! your english was great!! i understood exactly what you meant 💞languages are hard and english is particularly weird ngl 😭 also u will be sure to hydrate and sleep well dw!! ty for being so swet & i'm sorry this took so long to get to!!}

Riddle Rosehearts

Riddle adored his little sister and was incredibly protective over her, especially as NRC's first female student

he isn't as strict with her, knowing that she had also been negatively impacted by their mother's strictness

he babies her a bit too much, asking Ace and Deuce to watch after her in their classes

makes sure to threaten any guy that even kind of looks at her as anything more than a friend

Trey and Cater have adopted her as their own little sister, equally as overprotective and threatening

Leona Kingscholar

Leona doted on his younger sister, believing she was probably the best member of his family

he adored her very obviously, and she was the only person who could get him to do stuff

overprotective of her, especially since he knows the guys at NRC aren't worthy of her at all

he keeps a close eye on her, but also lets her have her own life and doesn't restrict her

Ruggie happily accepts her as his own younger sister as well, spoiling her with attention and favoritism

Azul Ashengrotto

Azul is incredibly protective over his little sister, especially since she also was bullied a bit when they were younger

he likes to keep an eye on her whenever possible and employs some of his first years (as well as Ace and Deuce) to keep her safe

he lets her work in the lounge but makes sure she has a comfortable uniform that's the same as the boys'

he makes sure she never needs help in her classes, always offering help and tutoring when possible

the tweels love Azul's sister, treating her like their own (since they've known her as long as they've known Azul)

Kalim Al-Asim

Kalim is so excited to have his baby sister at NRC with him, eagerly dragging her around and introducing her to the rest of the dorm

he immediately makes sure everyone knows that she's to be protected at all costs

she instantly becomes the Scarabia dorm's collective little sister, receiving attention and spoiling from everyone

he does make sure to keep an eye on her though, not trusting the students from outside his dorm to treat her well

Jamil long ago adopted Kalim's little sister as his own, keeping an eye on her and thanking her for helping him contain Kalim a bit

Vil Schoenheit

Vil absolutely adores and pampers his younger sister, getting her whatever she wants whenever she wants

she's got him wrapped around her finger and uses that to get him to go a little easier on some of the first years when they slip up

he's stricter with punishments on people who mess with his sister, though

he keeps track of her class schedule and makes sure she's keeping up in her courses while having time to relax and sleep as well

Rook and Epel adopted her soon after she started going to NRC, seeing her as their own little sister to protect

Idia Shroud

Idia loves both his younger siblings, but he knows Ortho also adores their sister

so he's ok spoiling and babying his little sister, making sure to organize all her classwork for her

he offers to tutor her in whatever she needs and lets her stay in the dorms instead of going to class if she wants/needs to

asks some of his first years to keep an eye on her and make sure she's ok

Ortho loves his sister and makes sure to protect her to the best of his ability, and also helps her w/ her classwork too!

Malleus Draconia

Malleus absolutely adores and spoils his little sister, especially when she comes to NRC

incredibly protective, keeping her close to him whenever possible and asking Sebek to protect her when he can't be there

Sebek of course takes this almost too seriously, so eventually Malleus asks him to back off a bit

he wants his sister to have her own life and friends, but he also needs her to give him attention

Lilia and Silver are just as protective, seeing her as their own little sister (they also, of course, spoil her!)

[caribbean-ace]

Station 19 5x07 is back folks and better than ever! After a 3 week hiatus we’re now on the road to some interesting stuff happening. Something came up and i couldn’t catch the episode live BUT i’ve decided to stay a little late to watch it. As usual spoiler alert so let’s hit it:

1. I’m so excited omg i can’t even. Now, onto the stuff happening here: badass firefighters + someone hug Jack please :( + someone hug Vic pls :( + lmao Travis ass is hurting + “your better half” YES + ugh the guys at 23 + Duval is just gonna suck it up? + poor Andy she’s being tortured by working there + Travic is the cutest + BRO WHAT I WAS NOT WAITING THAT AND I KNEW IT HAPPENED + “we’re making a baby” when she says it like that it sounds hot + i can’t i can’t i can’t Carina Deluca will kill me + i dislike Dean’s parents so much

2. Can they have Pru? They are such good parents they should raise her + Bailey is one of the best characters of the Grey’s Anatomy ‘verse by far + oh so this is how they mess up the bathroom + Jack is walking a very delicate line, i hope he gets help + now we know where Travis got his temper + i hope Andy makes them run Maya’s drills😂 + that actually looks therapeutic + i’m scared for them

3. OH MY GOD NO SHIRTS + THE FINGER BITE CARINA + MAYA’S BACK AND EVERYTHING WHAT I NEED HELP + it’s hard to switch from the horny scene to this sad scene😭 + oh Sullivan… well i just hope this doesn’t affect Ruiz and Hughes relationship + imagine Ben and Miranda being in love with baby Pru and just giving her all their love😭 yayyy they are fighting for her😭 hopefully they get to keep her😍

4. Maddox is going to do something stupid i sense it + i hate they are so defensive for no reason + i get they are hurt but they just disrespect Dean at every turn + go off Bailey! You’re right + Duval is going to learn the hard way her lesson just to play it cool with the “boys”

5. They are so drunk it’s just borderline dangerous + oh boy we’re back with these two horny wives😂 + Carina mocking Maya is the best + i am so distracted by the minimun clothing that is going on here + the look of adoration from Maya to Carina😍😍😍 + i’m crying😭😭😭 they are so in love it hurts + oh chocolate and sex don’t mix that good, infections are real dude💀 + come on andy you can do this! + Travis’ mom is so perfect let’s protect her at all costs

6. Oh my lord please don’t make this a thing don’t + we don’t need more messy love triangles + on the other hand marina has been having mindblowing sex for the last two days + ohhh andy paralleling maya in season 3 + go andy! I love how she finally placed Maddox where he needed to be + ohhhhh noooooo😭😭😭😭 baby Pru already knows she’s so pretty i can’t even😭 + ah marina picking up donors😭 + poor Travis his family deserves better + andy is looking hella fine working out + i dislike Sullivan because he’s only having an angle all the time + oh that came out earlier than expected + for whatever reason i thought he was going to find out some other way.

Anyways that is the end of my rambling while watching the episode! Good comeback from those three weeks, for the marina scenes i’d say it was worth it every second, finally we have them in scenes that feel more intimate (in the physical aspect because they do have that emotional intimacy). Dealing with the angst and the battle that will follow for Pru’s custody is going to be hard plus Dean’s best friends dealing with his loss it can be too much. I don’t even want to think too much about Jack and Vic, maybe it would stay as a slip up and nothing more. Good for Andy and stepping up like her father taught her, Maya and Captain Herrera would be so proud of her now🥲 and last but not least Travis’ family dealing with all those feelings and resentment, it’s hard to someone like Travis’ father to think that being gay it’s wrong only to discover that you happen to be gay too, rejecting your family for something that you thought it was “bad” or “evil”. It’s pretty hard to just forgive someone and pretend it never happened, they just need to own their mistakes and try to move on as slow as they can.

Banger episode i’m so ready for next week’s episode, i’m treating this one as a early birthday gift so i enjoyed plenty, i hope you have enjoyed too!

[borathae]

So much happened in this chapter and I am so here for it. It has to be one of my favorites again.

So we don't talk enough about oc's childhood and early adulthood. What happened to her? She seems to have a very difficult relationship with her parents. I am not even sure if they aren't dead already. I wonder what the fire too.

So Yoongi saved her (again).

Their dynamic is so good, I can't wait to see more of them.

And this break up and the aftermath could hardly be more cruel.

Yoongi is just an unfaced king.

I wonder how Jin and Yoongi will get along in the future.

I am so glad she's not alone.

Hobi is such a good friend.

It hurts to see her like this.

As shitty as this is, the bonding moments are so wonderful. And I just love found family.

Ahh cutiepie, no, you should heal baby. Please protect him at all cost, he is so precious.

The unwaving trust she has in him🥺🥺

There has to be more to Tae. What is his secret? This is one of the burning question here.

Kookie's and oc's interactions are on a deep level already and it's just precious. They have this connection.

She seems to have a history with self blaming. Even if she did nothing wrong.

Koo is comfortable enough to tease her🥺

We don't know how to kill vampires yet👀

Koo will finally get training. I am so happy. And just imagine a ripper who is able to control his urges fully.

What I really really want to know is Yonngi's motivation and back story. This men is THE mystery.

Yes, she will be badass.

He allows her to be herself and I am 😭

The snuggles🥺

Oh, you care Yoongi, you just like to pretend you don't.

The Sanguis reunion is the sweetest thing ever.

And it's so interesting how with living hundreds of years, you lose your humanity more and more. How numb does immortality actually make you? The Sanguis are not that old and you can really see the contrast between them and the Alphas.

Do we want to know Yoongi's methods?

Her fight with a pillow is so hilarious. Please she is a clumsy bean.

He is so flustered omg.

What is the reason he didn't smell her?

I would enjoy the view too😏

Hobi, this angel

He is a sensitive bean.

I love her matter of course, I am coming with you, that's it. She isn't afraid of confrontation and I like it.

I would be so down to ride the bike with Yoongi.

I can't wait to see what the Sanguis and Yoongi plan to do concerning Minimoni and Tae.

Princess omg omg, I love the nickname. Yoongi is the attention stealer in this story. I LOVE HIM

A dangerous play, you play princess.

He is hard on the edges but there is a soft spot somewhere.

Oh oh guess who is back.

I am once again asking if vampires can be controlled👀

There is more to him, I need to know more.

Tae must be beyond heartbroken right now. He must feel so guilty. And just imagine the reunion when he realizes she is not dead.

So he still feels regret.

I love his ambivalent characters. What is he up to? Is he decent or not?

So he really lets her live. Or was he controlled? Or does he really think she can help Tae?

I am excited what comes next. You did such a great job. I really hope you are proud of yourself. I appreciate you so much💜

🌟

As shitty as this is, the bonding moments are so wonderful. And I just love found family.

sAAME OMFMG FOUND FAMILY JUST HITS RIGHT 😔😔

There has to be more to Tae. What is his secret? This is one of the burning question here.

there is more to him :--) ohoho I am so excited for you guys to read chapter 25 :-----)

Oh, you care Yoongi, you just like to pretend you don't.

*breaks into tears* guys i love him so much

And it's so interesting how with living hundreds of years, you lose your humanity more and more. How numb does immortality actually make you? The Sanguis are not that old and you can really see the contrast between them and the Alphas.

BRUUUUUH OMGMGM YOUR MIND OMGFMGM I AM LOVINGT HIS AGPFGOAFMG

What is the reason he didn't smell her?

Perhaps Yoongi's methods are starting to work :--)

Princess omg omg, I love the nickname. Yoongi is the attention stealer in this story. I LOVE HIM

I AM TELLING YOU GUYS THIS IS JSUT THE BEGINNING WITH HIM I AM SWOONING JUST THINKING ABOUT HIM

I am once again asking if vampires can be controlled👀

perhaps certain vampires, perhaps not, perhaps, perhaps

I love his ambivalent characters. What is he up to? Is he decent or not?

RIGHT?? WHAT IS JIMIN'S GAME LIKE MY DUDE RIPPED HER THROAT OUT WHILST LAUGHING AND NOW HE IS STRUGGLING WITH CHOKING HER SIR??

[myheartstopperblog]

WOW okay I know I've read the comic/books and knew what was going to happen but HOLY FUCK

My liveblog underneath, it's long just sain lol

MEET

Charlie walking down the corridor is adorable he looks so happy!!!

Ben fuck off

Tao bought Elle's drink🥺

Isaac my beloved (I love his smile)

Agsjshdhsj Nick DOES look like a golden retriever lmao

AHHHH the fountain pen hahahaha

Poor Elle :(

Mr. Ajayi must be protected at all costs

Lol Charlie's head drop

Poor Charlie seeing Ben with his gf

On no ED FUCK

Tori my love

Omg when Charlie said jesus afaksghsbshd

Afusgshs yes he was a nob thank you Tori

That locker scene OMG LOVE ALL OF IT

Their banter PLEASE

Ugh fuck those toxic boys

Awww he's teaching him🥺🥺🥺

Tao and Elle miss each other so much :(

Charlie's laugh AHHHHHHHHHHHHH the most beautiful sound everrr😭😭😭

Ben is such an asshole (Nick saying piss off to Ben just extended my life)

God Charlie crying really hit me FUCK

Charlie being all nervous awwwww

OLIVIA FUCKING COLEMAN AFSKSVSKBSHD

CRUSH

Aww Nick reaching out ahhhh

Thank you for being my supportive straight friend haha AFAKSGSIDHDJ

Charlies recent emojis omg🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

THE HEART AHHHHHHHH

Where are my girls Tara and Darcy????

Oh shit there they are lmao

I fucking love Elles hair omg

IS THAT GIRL IN RED PLAYING???? ICONIC

No no he was horrible AGSKSHSHD CHARLIE SPITTING TRUTHS

AHHHH TARAAAAAAA

Aafahsgshs Darcy straight (ha!) to the point

Tori just appears out of nowhere I love that

Also what the hell is she drinking? Apple juice?

Ahhhh the British streets I miss it so much😭😭

He's so adorable with the hat🥺

The dialogue is like the fucking comic I can't😭

Wish I had the nintendo switch to play mario kart too :( I miss it (anyone wanna play with me?👀)

In his oversized hoodie PLEASE

OLIVIA (or Sarah ig lol)

OMG i am in love with that kitchen can I have it?

Lord just thinking now that we'll probably see David in s2🤦

IMOGEN!!! I SEE HER!!!!!

Oh fuck why is she looking at him like that......... God pls no

A YOUR MUM JOKE I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE IT AGAJSHSHBD I FUCKING LOST IT (this is so fucking british I love it)

Aww poor thing is in the reserve bench😭

Also are we gonna hear Charlie speaking spanish!???? Or maybe his parents??? Idkidk

I do miss Oli tho :( and Aled FUCK but I ADORE Isaac

Oh shit Tao is so fucking tall afskshshhd Charlie's a tiny little baby🥺

Oh no is this when Tao tells him about Tara?????

Oh fuck Charlie let me give u a hug😭

Oh Otis is here?

I fucking love his little waves omg how is he so adorable????

I WANNA BELIEVE IN ROMANCE AHHHHHH

Omg Isaac going for the hug too I FUCKING LOVE HIM HE MUST BE PROTECTED

French.... This better be a hint at the Paris trip afsjshdjdhd

They are so sneaky lol

Omg why is he getting so close ahhhhh

He cares so much that "what?" Was so sweet🥺

My god Kit looks so much like Taron Egerton holy shit (if there's ever a flashfowrd lol they better use him)

The school lesbians ahhhhhhh

Their "Heys!" Will be the death of me

THOSE LOOKS

Oh fuck it's the scene with the hands AHHHHHHHHHH

My boy is catching feelingssssssss

Charlie with the blanket hehe I do the same

MY GOD JUST FUCKING KISS I CAN'T TAKE THE TENSION

AWWWWWWWW THE HUGGGG😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Poor Nick needs a minute

Is he gonna look it up now?👀👀

Ouch Tao don't say that

Omg that pic is the cutest

He zooms in HE FUCKING ZOOMS IN ON HIS FACE😭😭😭😭

Omg he has so many frekles they are so pretty!!!!

HE'S LOOKING IT UP (we've all been there lol)

Also this song slaps

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

KISS

62% homosexual lmoa (but god you can see him struggling 😔)

Ugh is that Harry?

Wow Imogen's eyes are beautiful (but shit it's obvious she has a crush on Nick FUCK)

Lmao straight bating with that start and the title kiss agsjsgdjshdhd

But they were talking loudly? Why are they surprised he heard them? HE WAS JUST THERE BESIDE THEM LMAO

To quote Tara, why are straight people like this?🤦

Nick sweetie you are so nervous ahhhhhhh

IM SCREAMING AGAJSNDHHDHD literally

Lmao Isaac is so done with the drama I fucking love him omg

I love everyone's bedrooms??? They are so cool and cozy????

Este tiene pinta de Espanol puro y duro agsisgsjdhd I wonder who the actor is

He's so awkward I love him

I feel bad for Imogen

Nick's looking for Charlie😭

"I've been looking for you" 🥺

Ahhh Taos mum😭 she seems lovely!!!

Are they gonna kis??👀👀

I love Yazs sass hehe

Isaac is a little shit, did I mention that I love him?

KEEP IT PG PEOPLE (or is that the opposite? Ahajhdhdhdh idk)

Harry's accent is so strong holy shit

My god I am loving the soundtrack

I want pizza now

"Nick's stolen him" lmao

He's his best friend don't touch me😭

I love Tao and Elle ahhhhhh cute romantic date hehe

THEY ARE HOLDING HANDS I REPEAT THEY ARE HOLDING HANDS

Oh fuck I forgot Ben was there

Fuck yeah Charlie tell him!!!!

It's not dumb it's fucking adorable😭

OMG JUST KISS

Imogen is funny but she's just trying to hard

Well at least she told him lol you go girl!! That takes guts

YAY TARA DARCY KISS AHHHHHH

Awww Nick's so happy for them🥺

NOW GO KISS CHARLIE AND DONT FREAK OUT

Their "Hi"s istg

"I'm so proud" NOBODY TOUCH ME😭

HANDSHANDSHANDSHANDS

there's just something about hands with us queer folk, like with Tara and Darcy in the previous ep lmao (but also other shows holy shit do't get me started with Young Royals)

THE ROOM FUCK OMG ITS HAPPENING

His voice sounds so small🥺

The emotions I CANT

THE MOTHERFUCKING SHOES

THE PINKIE TOUCH ANOTHER THING US GAYS DO

Omg this is going to destroy me

Omg that was the sweetest kiss ever omgomgomg🥺🥺🥺🥺

Oh no the panic THE FUCKING PANIC Harry keep your mouth shut

Hand holding and going in again????? FUUUUUUUUUUUCK

Fuck nononono don't do this to meeeeeeeeeeeee

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I DONT WANNA SEE HIM CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

He a burrito with a cuddly toy ahhhhhhh

I hear rain???? Ahhhhhhhhhhh it's gonna happen!!!!!!

Just noticed Alice's books in Charlie's shelves hehe

BITCH NO DONT END IT THERE

FUCK

SECRET

Omg Charlies mum looks familiar?

Fuck now Nick's gonna cry and then both of them and ahhhhh

Their kisses are so soft WHAT THE FUCK

And the little animations when they kiss with the flowers and leaves ahhhhhhh

Awww I was really hoping we would get the conservatory scene :(

These two own my heart OMFG

Oh fuck is Charlie gonna think Nick is with Imogen and it's a repeat of Ben or smt?????

As a friend Imogen seems nice and fun but like it's obvious Nick isn't interested and a bit uncomfortable so BACK OFF

CHARLIES HEART BETTER NOT BE BROKEN

Wow Nick real subtle with the look agsjsgdjshdhd

Awww the kiss🥺🥺

All the kisses here are so fucking soft and tender😭😭

Common Tao and Elle👀👀👀👀

Miss u ahhhhhhhhhhh Tao is so far gone omg

MISSED U AHHHHHHHHHHHHH NIIIIIIIICK

Their banter is just top tier I just............. No words

HANDS

Oh no I'm just getting the feeling that Imogen is gonna kiss Nick and Charlie is gonna see it and I will be crying

Please don't let that happen

I mean it's fucking scary Harry stfu

Awww he's training!!!!!!

Okay hold up I need a list of all the songs they use in the show rn HOLY FUCK

Ohhhh ffs so when "straight" people do it it's not a big deal?????????

Okay nope I was giving her the benefit of the doubt but Nope fuck that

That is such a dick move Imogen

Fucking knew it

Fucking knew it CHARLIE TALK TO NICK DONT SHUT HIM OUT PLS😭😭😭😭😭

"IM A LESBIAN!" YOU GO TARA

"We thank you for your service" agajsgdhd BURN

Imogen being an ally is the bare minimum you shouldn't the applauded for that🙄

ELLE DONT SAY ANYTHING

"Honeymoon phase" Isaac how did u know??

Awww Nick :(

Oh fuck Tao agshsndjdjd

Darcy u are an angel

This is gonna be a goddamn mess

But it's cool cause this ain't in the comic so total surprise how this is gonna pan out👀

Oh fuck me

Is Charlie gonna hurt his leg here?? Or maybe something more holy shit

Wtf is Ben doing there

He and Imogen should get together lol

Isaac with his books I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM

Imogen u r getting on my nerves stfu

EXCUSE ME AVENGERS IS AWASOME...... But I get it lol (they're my comfort movies😭)

He's taking care of him I CANT😭

ISAAAC

I scream everytime I see him he's my favourite omg

My heart is HURTING

Fucking love Elles hair god

Hehe they be flirting

Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

No

Please

No

Nick

Nick

Nick

Don't

Istfg

No

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

fuck this

Fuck

You have GOT to be shitting me

Harry you absolute tosser fuck u

Fuck

FRIEND

I need a minute cause in my head THAT didn't happen okay!???? Fuck

Isaac's asleep agsjsgdhhdhdhdhsgs cuddling his book can he be more adorable!?!?!!

God fucking damn it Charlie's gonna have some PTSD from Ben and THIS is not gonna help FUCK

Tao hahahahaha erotic dance moves lmao

Isaac u absolute legend (also love his smile omg🥺)

Oh lord her dog died

Nick is so far gone holy shit TELL IMOGEN TO SOD OFF

I just ughhhhh Imogen could be a fucking good friend but she's just so pushy and just ughhhh she needs to mature a bit fuck (I know she's sixteen but like look at Elle? Tara? Darcy? Same age and they are much kinder)

BELL END HAHAHAHHA GO TAO

Harry IS an absolute bell end

SARAH

Love how she calls him Nicky like in the comic🥺

"Do you like this girl?" "Well her dog died" agsjsgdjshd Sarah's face was like mine agsisgsjdhd

Awww he went🥺

Nick's smile I can't😭

HE'S READING RADIO SILENCE AHHHHHHHH

Oh fuck

Oh no Nick's heartbroken face😭😭😭😭

HUG YESSSSSSS

I fucking love the visuals holy fuck

Lol Nick looks genuinely scared

Well Charlie seems okay?

Her fucking dog lol

HERE👏WE👏SUPPORT👏HEALTHY👏COMMUNICATION👏

OMG THEY ARE SO FUCKING CUTE HOW DARE THEY BE SO CUTE

What did he get him????

I forgot hahahahaha but omg that is so fucking cute and DOMESTIC

"wasn't that obvious?" It's the convo from the conservatory😭😭😭😭

WHY ARE WE LIKE THIS

okay I have officially broken down and this just made me start crying no joke

YES GO NICK

THEY ARE SUCH AWAKWARD TEENS I LOVE THEM

Omg those penny machines I miss them so much they were so fun😭😭😭😭😭

My half British heart is missing England right now fuck u Heartstopper for making me miss it even more🥺🥺🥺

God I am Isaac 100%

Oop that Tao and Elle gaze👀

Nick is such a sweetheart I CANT

Glad the dog cheered her up

Also I have never in my life heard the name Imogen?

AWW the birdsss

GOD IM FUCKING LOVING THIS

GIRLS

Another bunch of my comfort movies pirates of the carabean ahhhhhhhhh

Nick was obsessed with this hahahahaha yes you have good taste😌

Oh wait afajgshshdhd Taos comment about watching Avengers NICK LIKES MARVEL I FORGOT😭😭😭

I mean Elizabeth Swann👀👀 common! And Jack Sparrow is so fucking funny

I AM LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND

AHHHHHH bisexuality eh?👀

AHHHHHH watching videos so cool!!!!!!!

AHHHHHH SHE SAID IT her friends are so excited lmao

"Like your last remaining brain cell" I SCREAMED

Tao my beloved

Noooo Nick don't look down😭😭😭

God those comments are making my blood boil

GIRLFRIENDS

Ohhhhh the concert!!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK DID THEY JUST SAY!?!?!?

LET ME SLAP A BITCH OMG

Anti homophobia cheese lmao

Aaaaa park date :)

"Oi!" Hahahahah

THEIRBANTERTHEIRBANTER

Omg they are so cute

AHHHH the panic😭😭😭

I mean it's totally understandable

Also are they wearing the outfit of the first Charlie and Nick reveal photo??? AHHHH???

I mean yes but bisexuality doesn't mean "both" genders it just means attraction to more than one gender, not just boys and girls

Anyway

God Nick wants to be with him so badly😭😭😭😭

He told her AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Ahhh mini Tara and Nick adorable

And also kudos cause those do look like 13 year old kids wow

God Nick is so fucking tall wtf

I guess Charlie did settle for someone tall ;)

I bet Tara didn't know Darcy was gonna do that adsjsfsjg she took a jump there lmao

Miss the "why are straight people like this" line lmao but hey less Harry agsjsgjshs

Ahhhhh his wave😭😭😭😭😭

Taos comebacks are fucking stellar

TORI

STUDY DATE AHHHHHHHHHHHH

They are so fucking cute FUCK

AHHHHHHHHHH ANOTHER HUG!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHH THE KISSSSSSSSSSSS

SHOES

Omg his little happy dance agaishdhdghh

Oh wait Charlie didn't know they liked each other????

Omg they are such dorks I love them😭😭😭

Yay Tao and Elle hug!!!!!!

Darcy real subtle omg asksgsjsg

Awwwwwww we can shareeeeeeee

Wait has Tao not realised about his feelings???

I am so confused rn there are so many different emotions here

AHHHH they told Elle😭😭😭😭😭😭

Intense pining lmao

Ohh Tao feels left out :(

HAHAHAHAHAHAH 15 MINUTES

YES earbuds with wires I feel so seen rn agusgdhdhdh

Omg I really love you🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Elle shoot her shot lmao

Nothing bad better happen fuck

There's gonna be more homophobic comments I'm feeling it

God poor Tara she's so affected by it :( Darcy just seems like she doesn't give a fuck but FUCK THOSE PEOPLE FOR THOSE COMMENTS FUCK

Awww he's teaching him again🥺🥺🥺

HE MIGHT BE BISEXUAL HE TOLD HIM AHHHHHHHH

LOOK even tho I know the storylin I'm just surprised by everything I am LOVING IT

HAHHAHAHAH THE DOOR I FUCKING KNEW IT

Of course no signal

YES TALK

Ugh I'm a sucker for healthy communication (I blame Young Royals for that lmao)

So Darcy came out years ago.... Interesting.... So are her parents here nice and accepting???

They are so sweet I love them

Lmao Nick almost broke the fucking door

I am in love with this friend group NOW WHERE THE FUCK IS MY SON ISAAC???

hehe grumpy Tao

Nick and Charlie's smiles🥺🥺🥺

BULLY

Ohhh this is the cinema right??👀👀

Jesus Tori agsjsgdjshdhd

How many converse does he bloody have????

CALLED IT HAHAHAHAHHAHA

Julio hablale Espanol POR FAVOR I WANNA HEAR IT

Nick would absolutely swoon if Charlie spoke Spanish to him agsjshdhdhd

Awwww the hugggggg

I can't fucking stand Harry or Ben FUCK

Can't wait to see Nick punch him hehe

Ohhh is this his ED showing?? Like the cereals in the beginning?? AHHHHHHH Charlie let me give U a hug😭😭😭😭

CHAR!?!?!? CHAR!?!? HE CALLED HIM FUCKING CHAR😭😭😭😭😭

I AM SQUILING SO MUCH AGAJDGDJDHD

COMOONNNNN THE PINKIE TOUCH IM WAITING👀👀👀

Lord this is making me miss Young Royals hahahah I'm feeling nostalgic

Oh god did Ben see it?????

I am having..... Emotions......

AHHHH FULL HAND😭😭😭😭

Ben definitely saw that FUCK

God Harry stfu

That shot of Nick running after Charlie outside made me emotional Idk y it was so beautiful

If he says I'm used to it........ I'm gonna have a breakdown

OKAY BREAKDOWN INCOMING

Fuck Ben ahhhhhhhhh nooooo

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK NICK WENT INSIDE

Ben u shut your trap

Nick punch Ben next FUCK

Sebastian I love you you did an amazing job

Oh god Harry's gonna say fag isn't he?

FUCK HIM UP NICK

SARAH

Awww Nellieeeeee

Nick u deserve a fucking Oscar holy fuck

Awwww he's leaning on him🥺🥺🥺

And Tao still doesn't know

Oh fuck

She told him

AHHHH THE HEARTSSSSS❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

ahahahahaha he sprinted downstairs

"Make sure you leave the bedroom door a tad open okay" afsjsgsjshsj

Kisskisskisskisskiss

Or in the Louvre that's fine too hehe and romantic🤭

He did NOT just send that

Taooooooooooooo

OHHH FUCK U HARRY GIVE IT BACK

YES TAO GO APE SHIT

Please tell me Charlie was NOT about to do what I think he was about to do.......

GO Tao beat his ass

Oh no the drawing :(

Oh noooo Taooooooooooooo nooooooooooooooooo he's so upset😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

THIS IS TOO MUCH DRAMA ALICE

Also where's my Isaac at?? I miss him

BOYFRIEND

Pleaseeeeeee don't let the season end with Tao and Charlie like this😭

NOOOO CHARLIEE U DONT😭😭😭😭😭

You are pure sunshine u hear me???????

Oh god oh fuck nope no that is NOT a reference to what I think it is nope FUCK (this is hitting me hard FUCK)

Not hungry again..... Fuck this is gonna be the storyline for S2 ahhhhhhhhhhh it's gonna HURT

I heard the sea???? I heard the mutherfuckin sea

Gender explorers?? Never heard of it!!

Ohh just noticed that Tao is left handed

Such an awkward "hey" nooooo😭😭😭

Oh god he was about to cry FUCK

Oh no he quit :(

Hahahah Fanta (used to love the one they had with out the fizz, I can't deal with fizz it's too spicy for me afsjdgjsdh)

"I deserve to be appreciated" YES TAO YOU DOOOOOOO

That No was so quick ahajshdjjddj "pissed off at him a bit longer" lmao

That eyebrow raise IM DEAD

DONT SAY THE S WORD

COMMON CHARLIE COMMUNICATE😭😭

Wonder if we see Nick tell his mum

No one and I mean NO ONE better pick on Elle

Oh fuck I was not expecting this much angst............... I love it

Ahhhhh Tao and Elle hug😭😭😭😭

Isaac and his books I love him so goddamn much

YES YOU ARE A NICE TEACHER YOU'RE THE BEST😭😭😭

UGH FUCK U BEN

Holy shit he's fast

YAY :D group hug

YES TELL HIM OFF CHARLIE

AWWWWW yes hugssss they made up😭😭😭😭😭😭

they're running in the school🥺🥺 thinking about when they went to the Louvre together ahhhhh

GO ISSAC

TARA AND DARCY KISS

Isaac is such a bubbly person I ADORE him

Kissssssssss

They are so cute

Agsjsgdjshd is she gonna tell him???

Oh shit this is it agaishdjdhdhd

NO FUCK

OMG WAIT WAIT WAIT

NO FUCK

U FUCKER

They better get together in S2 in Paris and in the Louvre

Ohhh is Tao now realising his feelings???

Awww Nick only sees Charlie🥺🥺🥺

WAIT WHAT

WHAT IS HE DOING

WHAT

IS

HE DOING!?!?!?

NO

NO DONT DO THIS TO ME

OMG IS HE GONNA.......

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

OMG IT'S THAT FROM WHEN THEY WHERE REHEARSING AND JOE WAS ON A CHAIR AND KIT LOOKING UP????

Oh okay thank god hahahahha

But omg he held his hand and took them away🥺🥺🥺

Imogen is happy for him yayyyyy

Seeing all the couple's.... And then Isaac lmao such aroace vibes

"I don't wanna break up" AHHHHHHHHHH

That confession was *chefs kiss*

IM SCREAMING

AHHHH MORE KISSSSSSSSSSSS

THE FUCKING RAINBOW IN THE BACKGROUND

YES BEACH DATE

ALICE!?!?????? IS THAT FUCKING ALICE!?!?!? ICONIC

AHHHH kissing outside🥺🥺🥺

God I miss fish and chips

Omg the photo booth🥺🥺🥺

Like the fucking comic omg no one touch me😭😭😭😭😭

HE'S BISEXUAL YES💖💜💙

"omg I like you so much" NICK YOU ARE A GOLDEN RETRIEVER

No don't get your shoes wet😭😭😭😭😭

I LOVE THEIR HUGSSSSSSSS

"Why are we like this" I'm crying again fuck, I'm literally crying

Cuddling agsisgdjshshsj

Omgomgomg is he gonna tell her???🥺🥺🥺🥺 Is he gonna cry???🥺🥺🥺

The Menorca holiday lmao

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEE GIVE US A S2

OMG THIS MOMENTS THIS MOMENT AHHHHHHHHHH

SARAH IS SUCH A GREAT MUM I CANT😭😭😭😭

A HAPPY ENDING? IN MY QUEER STORY? its more likley than you think

Uhh yeah I mean I think yall know my opinion based on my reactions so......... No words

Literally no words because it was so goddamn good, 11/10

[khaleesiofalicante]

CHAPTER 18 LET'S GO IT'S 2 47 AM

DID RAZIEL JUST SAY SHOOKETH???

And that was the other reason she kept staring. Because he kept talking like that. Like he was a frat boy on spring break.

right? Is he good there?

“I don’t look like him,” Raziel huffed. “Your big bro looks like me.”

People had always said David had the face of an angel. Lexi wondered if they had any clue how right they were.

oh my god 😭 😭

“I’m kinda sick,” Raziel said awkwardly. “So, I had to improvise.”

“So, you decided to look like a blonde, white boy?” Lexi asked. “Typical.”

“Well, I could have looked like a blonde, white girl,” Raziel suggested. “But I thought you’d find that a little distracting.”

LMAO RAZIEL OH MY GOD

“I didn’t have a choice,” Raziel mumbled. “You think I want to live inside a teenage girl?”

OH MY GOD HIM

“A little feral?” Lexi asked in an incredulous tone. “My girlfriend could have died!”

“Uh,” Raziel said. “I thought y’all broke up?”

“Raziel, you are on thin fucking ice right now.”

RAZIEL BRO NO

“No one kidnapped me,” Raziel huffed. “I’m not a baby. I’m an angel.”

“Uh, didn’t Ithuriel get kidnapped?” Lexi asked. “Like twice?”

“Ithruiel is a baby,” Raziel rolled his eyes.

WHY IS HE ACTING LIKE A 12 YEAR OLF

stop mumbling bitch

“Um,” the angel swallowed. “I kinda messed up.”

this is making me really fucking angry

so many are dead because you "kinda messed up"

“Lexi, I would never curse Alec Lightwood,” Raziel said in an offended tone. “He is my boy.”

well ok then

“I gave up on Idris,” Raziel repeated, slower this time.

good to know

Raziel what the actual fuck

you were supposed to be a powerful angel. you were supposed to PROTECT.

I don't fucking care you got mad at immature kids

..oh my god im gonna kill him

Raziel your little mistake fucked up so much

You threw a fucking tantrum and abandoned your land

stop talking like that.

he gave his powers to...Selena?

I think idk

oh yeah he did

YOU WERE FUCKING HOPING??

SO MANY ARE DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU

FUCK YOU

STOP ACTING LIKE YOUR ACTIONS DON'T HAVE CONSEQUENCES.

IM ACTUALLY SO FRUSTRATED AND ANGRY I'M GONNA PUNCH HIM

you did what you had to do then. now we are gonna try to fix that ok Mr powerful angel?

noice. Raziel supports the gays

homophobia is canceled

PLEASE I WANT HIM TO TELL ALL THIS TO ALL THE SHADOWHUNTERS

No, but genuinely what did he think would happen? like he went "alright imma give up on Idris, pull the wards down, let demons attack" and then was surprised when THE STEALER OF REALMS stole Idris. Idris isn't a realm though...

ayyy Gabriel's 🌈

“Not true,” Raziel chuckled. “I’m kinda ticklish behind my left ear.”

I don't know whether to punch him or laugh

you think I care about your pride right now??

🖕

he's right...I can't say I am saying this but you need to go after Selena first

“Lexi Herondale,” she announced. “Full-time Airbnb for angelic beings and part-time courier service.”

JBDHUIDUDFVYUGDFV PLEASE-

oh oh oh it was Belial who sent her the angel rune

well fuck

in the poison...?

ask Selena to wake up...

so emotional

im sleepy gotta go make some tea

I plan to stay up reading lbaf tonight

I slightly overestimated the quantity of the milk and now I have 1 and a quarter cups of tea

anyway

“It’s alright. You can sleep for now. Get some rest, my love.”

this hit me like a fucking train

we get malec but at what cost?

no Magnus no fuck no

NO ABSOLUTELY NOT SIT THE FUCK DOWN

Lexi had died and come back. Selena had been revealed to be the assassin and was apparently possessed by a powerful prince of hell. Max had visited Edom like it was no big deal. David was being held hostage by Asmodeus who wanted God knows what.

And of course, there was a chance to bring Rafael back.

well that's been a rollercoaster

still not an excuse to forget what you did but ok

Wait. what if you bring him back then what? the others didn't want him to have a fucking funeral you think they'll let him be consul?? well technically he did not break the law because of a loophole but still.

“What kind of situation?” Alec asked.

He was pretty sure nothing would surprise him at this point.

“The kind involving Raziel,” Simon replied. “He has sent us a message.”

Okay. So, apparently, he was wrong.

I CHOKED

He's so done. someone give him a break

“Lexi, you once told us Raziel asked us to buy you air pods,” Clary pointed out.

“And that he wanted you to skip history classes at the Academy,” Simon narrowed his eyes.

PLEASE-

but did you buy her air pods though 👀

and did she skip the class 👀

the Lexi urge to use the history class excuse every time during history class

wait

oh my god those who left the clave in exile for the cohort

the cohort demanded weapons

they are shitty people but oh my god they must've been so scared

the cohort and the ones who left

they must have been so scared. the ones who left must have been expecting a welcome, not this.

are they even alive?

By the time she was done, Alec had a splitting headache.

He seriously needs a vacation

there is so much going on and im so here for it

I love the pace

but all of them need therapy and a vacation

CRAP MY TEA'S COLD

“Just so I am clear,” Simon cleared his throat to break the silence. “All of this happened…technically…because of Raziel?”

yes.

there is nothing more sensitive than a man's ego

petty little fucker

he didn't care when valentine tried to kill the downworlders or when Sebastian turned HIS shadowhunters into endarkened

but how dare someone offends him

fucker

the rune fuck

but runes can be rendered useless if you cut them

like the skin

“Uh,” Simon replied. “I kinda summoned Archangel Michael and bribed him to give it to me.”

a typical Tuesday

“But we could try,” Simon suggested. “Maybe the angels have grown softer with time.”

“One of them forcibly gave his powers to a child and made her vulnerable to demonic possession,” Clary pointed out.

“Okay so they haven’t changed at all,” Simon sighed.

exactly

GIGI YOU GO GIRL YOU'RE SO SMART ILY

“If anyone wants to go to Idris to kick his ass and save Selena,” Jace said dangerously. “You better get in line.”

LET'S GOOO

it's them...it's the gang

im so...

time to cry

I wanna cut my hair again

PLEASE IT'S ALREADY SO SHORT IT BARELY REACHES MY SHOULDERS

but it's not even and I need to go to get it set

cant wait to see the hairdresser's face

OK ANYWAY

love how they're like "If Julian goes everyone else goes"

Julian narrowed his eyes. “And if you don’t come back?”

They all groaned at that.

why? it makes perfect sense to ask that

damn it people be realistic. I hate how every time someone's like "What if it goes like this instead" you're told not to think like that?? we need to be realistic in some situations. we need to prepare for everything

PLEASE LEXI AND JACE-

I swear I love them

cant wait for the "where's my kiss Santiago" from Anjali

IT'S COMING I CAN FEEL IT

“Jace, if you break Cortana, Belial is the last thing you need to worry about,” Emma said before kissing his cheek. “Be safe.”

true. you'll choke on your own blood and she will make it look like an accident

“Don’t even try,” Magnus said and kissed him on the lips. “I go where you go, Alexander.”

“We are not parabatai,” Alec pointed out with a grin.

“I don’t need an oath to make stupid decisions,” Magnus pointed out. “I’m completely capable of doing that on my own.”

TEARS

LITERAL TEARS

“Hey,” Jace clapped his hands. “We are trying to fight a prince of hell here!”

“What else is new?” Magnus mumbled and walked up to the table.

TRUE

malec and Anjali content makes me cry every time

“We don’t have the numbers. If we split into two teams, we will make the Clave vulnerable to a surprise attack. It makes sense for a small team to go. I assume you are going with your family. It makes sense too. You are the only ones who have fought a prince of hell before. I hope one of you is carrying Cortana with you. But yeah. This is the best strategy. At least the only one with that won’t result in needless casualties. So, there is no need to explain. I understand.”

whispers holy shit smart women

I see you, Alec told his son quietly. I see what you see in her.

oh my god DO NOT DO THIS RIGHT NOW

what's the object?

it's the consul seal...

“I promise,” Alec kissed the top of her head. “Keep an eye on my Clave, will you? I’ll be right back.”

I WILL FUCKING CRY

LOOK AT THEM BONDING

HE TRUSTS HER

IM GONNA-

GIGI AND ROMAN

since im pretty sure Gigi is aro, them as queerplatonic besties

so they are all different...

yes we been knew

but this means something doesn't it

“I’m not a boy,” Roman said in a squeaky voice. “I’m a girl. My name is, uh, Roman…ia.”

TJBUHIDSHJDFVUIHDFV ROMAN

“No boys,” the sister wagged a finger.

“But I was raised by the gays!” Roman pointed out. “Are you sure that doesn’t help with my case?”

I love him so much

Jesse...he was tied to Jesse

LOVE ALL THE MENTIONS

a part of an angel

that's what the need

the princes would have jumped at the opportunity of killing each other

why haven't they done it if this exists??

oh

OH

three strikes...

good luck

DAVID MY LOVE

no one knows the future but our decisions directly impact it. max you can't make a decision like that without thinking.

My mother coming to tell me to go to sleep:

me: MAMA YOU WON'T BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED BELIAL POSSESSED SELENA-

anyway

max listen up you little shit. You cannot be hasty about something like this, whether you choose to do it or not.

and you need to tell Magnus and alec

Asmodeus if you're bored go watch Netflix or smth smh

or maybe read a book

bitch

Asmodeus is frustrated not everyone is a manipulative shit like him and that good people exist

“No,” David replied truthfully. “I want him to choose himself.”

I just...I love him so much

“You would never understand what it means to love someone with all your heart.”

“Love?” Asmodeus laughed. “Whatever am I going to do with love?”

“Everything,” David replied. “You can do anything and everything with love.”

Asmodeus shook his head. “Love belongs among fools, David Beauchamp.”

“Well,” David said. “Then I am dumb as fuck.”

THE TITLE

ALSO, DAVID YES YOU'RE SO RIGHT

BUT THE TITLE

“All creatures are flawed, you know,” Asmodeus said. “We are filled with desire and greed and anger and pride and-”

“Yes, I am well aware of the seven sins,” David interrupted.

“I am the demon that feeds on pain. I feed on your sins,” Asmodeus announced as if it was something to be proud about. “And humans, whoever they are, have pain inside them. They are all sinners.”

“Of course,” David said. “It’s what makes us human.”

“Not you, though,” Asmodeus frowned. “Even Magnus…He has so much pain and chaos inside him to offer. But you? There is nothing inside you. No pain. No chaos. No darkness.”

it's so hard to be kind when you could choose to be cruel instead.

Asmodeus fuck you

Asmodeus glowered. “You have had the most difficult of lives. Yet, you stand here like a beacon of light. It’s not how things should be. Your pain should be there. You must use it like everyone else. You are abnormal, child.”

“I’m not abnormal,” David said in a ridiculous tone. “I go to therapy. Maybe you should try that sometime.”

genuinely, David how do you do it? how do you manage to be so kind all the time?

even in a literal hell

OH CRAP IT'S 4 31 AM

THAT'S WHAT THE BOOK IS ABOUT??

damn

I’m afraid his parents never let me babysit

for very valid reasons

Coraline...?

(poker face just started playing while I am editing this and my first thought was lbaf. I really just associate that song with these chaotic gays and the token straight)

like the book about a girl who finds a door into a creepy alternate universe?

or is that caroline?

OH

wait a fucking second

how old is Albert in this scenario?

wait

I think it was mentioned Albert was pretty young when David came to live with them?

this is from the TDA era, right?

oh

oh it's his mother

fucker named his child after someone who was valentine's friend

oh my god im gonna cry

she...she was an amazing person

she's alive...

maybe he loved David. but his ways were wrong. his approach was wrong. you don't intentionally hurt those you love

“There was only one monster in that story,” David said. “And it wasn’t her.”

exactly.

he is so much like her...

oh of course

David and Rafael remember who did this to them

rafe...he must be so scared right now

the nothingness

“I wouldn’t believe a word out of someone who starts their sentences with Valentine was right,” David spat at the demon's feet.

YES MY BOY

DON'T YOU DARE HURT CHOPIN

David standing up to Asmodeus im so-

max is it ok to thirst?

oh my god

steles and runes

shit

wait what does that mean?

control Idris?

it is so...AHJBDUCHUIDFU to know what they are doing is dumb and not be able to do anything about it

it's 5 08 gonna read the other two chps after school today. byee

Okay I love you for calling out Raziel because it was such a *fist clench* man thing to do. Like oh you were mean to me and ignored my gift so I am going to throw a fucking tantrum smh Raziel bro smh

also ily

[mymotherourchildren]

“When pregnant, the cells of the baby migrate into the mother’s bloodstream and then circle back into the baby, it’s called “fetal-maternal microchimerism”.⁠

For 41 weeks, the cells circulate and merge backwards and forwards, and after the baby is born, many of these cells stay in the mother’s body, leaving a permanent imprint in the mothers tissues, bones, brain, and skin, and often stay there for decades.

Every single child a mother has will leave a similar imprint on her body, too.

Even if a pregnancy doesn't go to full term or if you have an abortion, these cells still migrate into your bloodstream.

Research has shown that if a mother's heart is injured, fetal cells will rush to the site of the injury and change into different types of cells that specialize in mending the heart 😭💔

The baby helps repair the mother, while the mother builds the baby.

Is that one of the most beautiful things you’ve ever heard?

This is often why certain illnesses vanish while pregnant.

It’s incredible how mothers’ bodies protect the baby at all costs, and the baby protects & rebuilds the mother back - so that the baby can develop safely and survive.

Think about crazy cravings for a moment. What was the mother deficient in that the baby made them crave?

Studies have also shown cells from a fetus in a mother’s brain 18 years after she gave birth. How amazing is that?”

If you’re a mother you know how you can intuitively feel your child even when they are not there?

Well, now there is scientific proof that mothers carry their babies for years and years even after they have given birth to them.

I find this to be one of the incredible, heart warming (all the while scientific), miraculous events that takes place.

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